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arsuns-ramblings · 9 months

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It is 3 in the morning and i have been consuming best friends whenever related content for almost 7hours now, i think that’s what they call hyperfixating someone help please

#it’s mostly barry and naldo fanfics and rewatching the show #and by mostly i mean solely #but those two are just so cute #i’m on episode 14 os season 1 rn #best friends whenever #bfw #disney channel #barry x naldo #baldo #sun's (almost) coherent thoughts

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kaiserouo · 2 months

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puppies go shopping

idk if that color makes it better or not so im just leaving the normal version here

#anyone remember dragonhound likes strawberry cake?#okay i think no one even remembers them at this point anymore #i doubt if anyone knows who am i referring to when i say dragonhound and velahound #anyway #it's been a long time since the last time i draw them together in a piece #honestly it's kinda draining #dragonhound and velahound are not easy to draw #and since their helmets have that symmetrical design that stretches out from the side-#-you can't just half-ass their helmet because the perspective will look very very weird and anyone would pick it up #same goes to bloodhound but yk. it's still a problem #especially dragonhound. like. that is one the most complex helmet i have come across these 2~3 years #and because i mostly draw comics that means i have to draw a lot of their helmet. so i need to rotate that in my head #it's hard. dragonhound is the sole reason i tried out blender because i need to see them in 3d #i still only use 8 angle reference tho. opening blender everytime i draw is annoying #if i keep talking i will need 30 more tags so i'll stop here #apex legends #apex bloodhound #bloodhound #bloodhound apex #my art

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wifihunters · 1 year

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space wizard repurposed into plain old wizard (dnd), and also just as baby space wizard (40k)✨

#when i say i forgot to put the pointy ear on: i mean i forgot i turned him into an elf because he's the sole mostly human oc i have #(mostly)#he might be getting set loose as an aberrant mind sorcerer #go gay boy go!#amanda terrorizes the art tag #logan if you saw this you didn't shield your eyes #rhys #mattie

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alchemistc · 2 months

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Just you know: never watched a single hockey game but I'm vibrating out of my shoes for your bucktommy hockey au. <3

Thank you!

(I, personally, would HIGHLY encourage anyone to catch a hockey game -- in person -- if you can. It's like being a Roman during the age of the Gladiator, or a Victorian chimney sweep enjoying a nice rowdy execution. If you have a semi-pro team or a college team that sells tickets to the general public [or another league, if you're not US/Canada based] I promise you they are SO MUCH FUN and I've honestly never been to any other type of sportsball game where the fans are So Eager to teach you if you don't know every little thing about the game. Other than goalie interference, no one knows what goalie interference is.)

Have another snippet for your kind words!

Diaz catches him halfway across the tarmac, fingers reaching out to pinch at the collar of Tommy’s burgundy plaid dinner jacket. “Snazzy,” he says, tugging, wheeling his bag behind him and matching Tommy stride for stride, which Tommy finds a little strange until he remembers that Diaz has been keeping up with Buckley’s gazelle-legged pace for going on six years now. “And here we all thought you were gonna rock the henley-jeans combo until coach called you out in a team meeting.” “I’m not a caveman,” Tommy rebuts, shaking his head to hide the grin. “But I do have to get all my suits jackets altered before I wear them. Not all of us have trim little waists and a forgiving shoulderline.” Eddie pauses just long enough to twist his wrists and point two fingers at himself, grin a little wide.

#bucktommy hockey au #tommy kinard #eddie diaz #is now the correct time to let you all know i'm making tommys new team the Avs #solely because i know their behind-the-scenes operations a little better than the other teams?#i mean also bc they're my babes but mostly because i've been to the practice rink and keep up with all their socials

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alfhildr-the-word-weaver · 2 months

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#I think I've been using Bamenzolena most probably?#but sometimes I know I've said Bonlenamenzo too #I just now came up with the other two because I was trying to work through every conceivable iteration #I think Bonnie is first in most of her ship names and of course Bamenzo is the established term for the ot3 I'm meddling with #in a sense. I mean this isn't solely me meddling with Bamenzo. it's also me playing with “I love you like Elena loves you”#and it's also me wanting Delena and Denzo and Bonenzo to all exist at once too #I've never written an ot4 before. I've done some ot3 stuff‚ mostly spuffel. it's interesting‚ trying to balance all the characters #I'm not very far with it yet but here is a poll to make me think about it more :)#I should tag all the branches of ships #delena #denzo #bamon #bonenzo #bonlena #is there even a ship name for Elena/Enzo? I think there the farthest flung ship in the square tbh #bamenzo #I love making up funky words from too many people's names lol #the Vampire Diaries #tvd #shipping nonsense #also a way to lowkey advertise this fic I'm unlikely to ever finish lol. motivate me ;)#idk if anybody but me would be into this. not sure there's a lot of overlap in delena shippers and bamenzo shippers. but here I be :)#Bonnie Bennett #shoot I'm out of tags anyways vote now!#Elena Gilbert #Damon Salvatore #enzo st. john #there I deleted some so I could get all the characters on here lol #even in the tags i ramble

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eryanlainfa · 8 months

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Voice : "you're drawing Hugo and Aiden a lot nowadays... what about Varian?"

Me, supposedly here because of Varian in the first place : "who?"

#sorry V 😔 my priorities shifted #i mean I could.. replace Aiden by Var half the time but that would make everyone happy so where is the fun in that? uh?#im the artist. if I want to animate addie and hugh making out for the 10th time I can #(somebody please stop me. I act as if validation wasnt my sole ammount of dopamine nowadays-)#eryanbles #tbf when it comes to writing its mostly var.

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whateverthought · 20 days

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Y'know, whenever I'd call Jujutsu Kaisen MID everyone around me has to run to its defense but now that its ending I have to ask, WHAT WAS THE FUCKING POINT?!

#literally bnha/mha was mid start to finish #but jjk was at BEST mid as hell #like it really had no theme no plot no meaning no motifs #unremarkable except for their fight scenes which is mostly animation praise #i mean it existed solely because of leaks but it had no substance #which is a shame because I adored Nanami!#jujutsu kaisen #anti jjk #anti jujutsu kaisen #jjk critical #jujutsu kaisen critical #itll fall into obscurity and no one will reference it because nothing about it is noteworthy #mine #my post

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cloudbends · 1 month

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I feel a bit wary saying this because it doesn't feel quite real yet, but! had my last week of college classes last week. I still have to get through my last exam period but it's very odd to think this degree is almost over and done with. many thoughts about it in general.

#vi rambling #well. TIME TO RAMBLE #I think degrees in general are a very normalized stage of life but it felt so abnormal to me to go through so i thought id #share my thoughts. because theyre complicated!#i chose a degree solely based on my interests. which may haven't been the smartest choice all in all #considering i dont think it'll grant me any job opportunities and well.#considering my main aspirations is to Create some sorta something it at the very least widened my breadth of knowledge.#but i have to admit im mostly very frustrated. because while its obviously natural to laser focus on studies #my creativity's really stagnated over the last 3-4 years. kinda feels like i wasted my time on something and kinda missed the train whateve #that means. idk. art history was a lot more rewarding than film thats for sure because film theory is unfortunately mostly complete bs.#and honestly every year of college was a complete disaster on a personal note i dont feel like getting into but each year was surrounded by #so many bad circumstances that the fact its gonna be over feels like. it isnt over until its over. im still scared something will pop up an #will suddenly yet again fuck things up for me and this degree Wont happen. idk.#but yeah mostly i an very much looking forward to practical art studies. something to actually idk. make me feel like #im making the most out of myself. instead of trapping it under mountains of collegework. and stagnating #will probably be deleted later idk what im getting at writing this here. disillusionment or whatever

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sofrosine · 3 months

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🖤 + Isabel and Imogen crossover thoughts? 👉👈

attractiveness:

repulsive / hideous / ugly / not attractive / unappealing / not unattractive / meh / no preference / ok / mildly attractive / nice looking / cute / adorable / attractive / pleasant on the eyes / good looking / hot / sexy / beautiful / gorgeous / hot damn / would tap that / perfect / godlike / holy fuck there are no words.

personality:

grating / irritating / frustrating / boring / confusing at best / awkward / unreasonable / psychotic / disturbing / interesting / engaging / affectionate / aggressive / ambitious / anxious / artistic / bad tempered / bossy / charismatic / appealing / unappealing / creative / courageous / dependable / unreliable / unpredictable / predictable / devious / dim / extroverted / introverted / egotistical / gregarious / fabulous / impulsive / intelligent / sympathetic / talkative / up beat / peaceful / calming / badass / flexible.

how likely they would have sex with them:

not if they were the last person on earth and the world was ending / fuck no! / never / no way / not likely / not sure / indifferent / I’m asexual / maybe / probably / it depends / fairly likely / likely / yeah sure / yes / would tap that / hell yes / fuck yes! / wishing that could happen right now / as many times as possible / we are already having sex.

level of friendship:

never in a million years / worst of enemies / enemies / rivals / indifferent / neutral / acquaintance / friendly toward each other / casual friends / friends / good friends / best friends / fuck buddies / bosom buddies / practically the same person / would die for them / true friends / my only friend.

first impression of them:

i hate them so much / i don’t like them / i don’t trust them / they annoy me / they’re weird / I’m indifferent / meh / they seem alright / they’re growing on me / truce / I think I like them / I like them / I’m not sure if I trust them / I trust them / they’re cool / they’re genuine / I think we’re going to get along / I really like them / I think I’m in love / oh fuck they’re hot / I love them.

current impression of them:

i hate them so much / i don’t like them / i don’t trust them / they annoy me / they’re weird / I’m indifferent / meh / they seem alright / they’re growing on me / truce / I think I like them / I like them / I’m not sure if I trust them / I trust them / they’re cool / they’re genuine / I think we’re going to get along / I really like them / I think I’m in love / oh fuck they’re hot / I love them.

#hear me out: i think is the sexiest proposition i’ve ever fucking heard #bear with me because my star war knowledge is limited at best and mostly comes from you and my other beloved moots but #this is a REMARKABLY good match up in i think a lot of ways??#from the way you write bix i think she and iz have a lot in common personality wise so right off the bat i think that’s probably a good #indicator of what imogen might think of her once she grew on her #but imogen especially and her very…cold? indifferent? expressions of love (not in a bad way but you know what i mean) are exactly what iz #needs in a partner. like. she is deeply uncomfortable with blatant outright affection and sappy expressions of love and i think that #imogen’s more…almost slightly casual but deeply devoted version of love would suit her perfectly #iz wants to be loved and she wants to be coveted and imogen most certainly could covet her the way she needs #and i think iz has the charisma and extroversion to balance the relationship out — she’d be brave enough to tease imogen with little fear #she has a good and very dry sense of humor that i think would grow on imogen like a fungus #and she can ask for no pickles without threatening to cut off someone’s hand you know #‘if you do not remove those offensive dills i will end—‘ ‘haha okay honey. what she means is we asked for no pickles.’#you know what i mean?#i’ve been rambling for too long but i also want to say even from solely a friendship perspective — i know friend is not a common term in #imogen’s book but she and iz truly have so much in common #the wealthy childhood #the war crimes (even if iz didn’t intend to commit them)#the heaviness of the past #i think iz would see through the bluster and see imogen for what she is and i think while they may not ever be besties #they would understand each other better than most #thank you cayman this was delicious to think about #foc: imogen kol #c: isabel maretti

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spoonstrek · 5 months

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One thing I love about being in an older fandom that's not currently airing is that it's smaller, slower, and the population tends to be both older and more attentive to the media the fandom is about, all of which makes it easier to have a rough fandom consensus on stuff and also to filter out people who have dogshit takes.

#I like 9-1-1 but I'm having a rough time with some of the fandom content tumblr is pushing to my dash via “similar to your likes!” or FYP #but also theyre affirming my choice to not watch 9-1-1 until Buck became canon queer #because the bulk of being in a fandom with a popular ship that's non-canon is people being assholes online about “Theyre not even gay!”#and people are still being assholes about “Eddie's not gay! theres been no indication he's gay or likes buck!” (sure jan) but its not as bad #at least with the old man yaoi malpractice show the fandom is mostly still there solely for the ship and I can block the people who #say House is straight and not autistic (???? hand to god thats a take I saw in 2024 and he was BLOCKED)#roz says a thing #all the 9-1-1 fans I've chosen to interact with have been gorgeous and brilliant and sexy but like some of the content on my FYP is WOOF #just because I love BuckTommy doesnt mean I want dogshit takes about how actually Eddie is straight and BuckTommy is endgame

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ephemeral-winter · 7 months

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i really really really prefer not to know my weight but i'm historically pretty bad at going to the doctor and not learning it but this time i was SO brave and didn't look at the scale and managed to tell the nurse i didn't want to know it and she was so nice about it and didn't tell me ANYTHING and i was so proud of myself for advocating for my needs etc. and then i got emailed the after visit summary from the automatic system and there it was right at the top and like. now i am spiraling

#and the thing is i ALSO don't usually read the after visit summary for a basic physical except i'm starting some new meds so i had to look #honestly any medical-related number will activate a fixation but mostly i don't know what my blood test numbers mean at all #so like it's whatever for those #but weight is absolutely a way to make me bananas and i took all the precautions just like maintenance phase and virginia sole-smith #recommended and NEVERTHELESS i know my weight now #WELL FUCK #tw weight #tw body talk #rare pic of me in the wild

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killuaisaprincess · 9 months

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reminder GONKI IS MORE CANON 😤😏 so anytime some kg person tries to send hate at you remember it’s just cuz they’re big mad Gonki more canon eheheh 😘🤭

#IS WHY I WONT LET ANY LOSER GET ME DOWN 😤#I KNOW ITS JUST CUZ THEY ARE BIG MAD THE DIRECTOR CALLED KI WIFE AND KIS VA TAGS STUFF GONKI EHEHEH 😘🥰#Naturally sadly on the west side there’s wayyyy more kg people so I don’t mean alll of them obvi but please #on twitter- I mean x #I am like the sole person in the English gonkillu tag mostly #And these kg fans got big mad when there was dare an artist in there for a while who was popular and used gonki tag #LIKE HOW DARE THEY LOL #Losers got so mad over a tag that has hardly anything in it #SO DONT LET ANY OF THEM DRAG YOU DOWN #Most the time they’re hypocrites and losers #AND I WONT LET ANY OF THEM EVER STOP ME #🤧😤🥰#Honestly they’re free to hate it like I hate kg but the fact they go to bully an artist the moment they dare to use the gonki tag is not #Acceptable #That tag isn’t there for you #Its for us few #ANYWAY ILL ALWAYS STAND MY GROUND FOR THE GONKIS #And trust me this is no lie I’ve been harassed ive seen people leave that were gonkis I have even had friends!#open gonki people tell me they are scared to post #LIKE WHAT YOU WANNA BUT LEAVE US ALONE #And no none of them can use the excuse of “heteronormative” or whatever else they want to get away with bullying #ESP NOT WHEN THEY WILL TURN AROUND AND DO THE SAME TROPES WITH THEIR VER LOL do what you want but do not be a hypocrite to send threats #Its all fiction there’s no need to play purity police god will def let you up into heaven cuz you told me to kill myself for #Having Ki in a dress #NOT LOL! TOO BAD 😤 AND KI IS A PRETTY PRINCESS WHO DESERVES DRESSES 😤 PERIOD #I’m sure there’s been a few rotten gk people I don’t accept them as my kin either but from the few of us I do know #We’re never gone to the kg tags or go to those people’s posts and fics LIKE WHY WOULD I EVEN WANNA SEE STUFF I HATE IT DOESNT MAKE SENSE #AND YES I HAVE TWO FOLLOWERS AND NO I HAVE NO ISSUE SPEAKING OUT ESP WHEN PEOPLE I KNOW GET HARASSED SPECIFICALLY BY A KG PERSON #I WILL GIVE US A PEP TALK 😤 ITS JUST CUZ THEY ARE BIG MAD YOU KEEP DOING YOU GONKI IS CANON 😤

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seilon · 9 months

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no like when I say any answer on the queerest city poll that’s not San Fran is wrong I mean it is factually and historically WRONG

#just. look at the history of lgbt rights and major events in queer history in the us #and I’m telling you it is. in fact. dominated by San Francisco #the other cities that contend for the most part are major us cities that contend simply because they are big and/or heavily populated #like yeah obviously dense cities are going to have a higher number of people in various demographics. im thinking mostly about nyc and #Chicago here for the most part #San Fran is not big. it’s dense but not nearly an nyc level population especially historically.#it’s very unique for having been a safehaven for queers for a long time in comparison to the rest of the country #now I am not. by any means. defending it on every front. or considering it superior in any other way basically. I am SOLELY talking about #it’s unrivaled huge and powerful and long-standing queer community #it is- in the present day- literally almost impossible to live in San Francisco. period. it is absurdly expensive.#it’s homelessness situation especially due to the insane cost of living and there takeover of tech companies and so on #is horrific and for no damn reason (the city has enough money to house people Easily through at LEAST the heavy tourism)#the queer COMMUNITY there is what’s important and it’s history of demanding rights and generally flourishing through their own efforts #anyway idk why I felt the need to ramble about this #actually yes I do it’s becuase I think a lot of younger queer people (or queer people who grew up in isolated or conservative areas don’t #know the history associated with San Francisco and why people regard it as being so fundamentally queer #like the fact that portland is in second on that poll- and this is coming from someone who likes portland overall- is so weird to me #it’s a very progressive place but boy it ain’t got the influence and history that San Fran- or even New York or chicago- have #again it’s hard to compare those big big cities to anything but nonetheless #tangential but. sacramento is also a queer-dense city and though we are small and not nearly as flashy as the other contenders it’s worth #noting I think for being more of a safehaven than people tend to think about #anyway. that’s nothing I just had to represent for a second #kibumblabs

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6ebe · 1 year

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big pharma antidepressant marketing goes crazy the amount of times I see people on here happily accepting MONTHS of feeling ill every day on a drug bc ‘your body will get used to it one day’ like girl YOU ARE PAYING THEY WANT YOU TO GIVE THE DRUG MORE TIME BC YOU ARE PAYING 😭😭

#like I say this as someone who’s been on.. 3?4? diff ssris ?#like I have very complex but mostly negative feelings abt medication but it can serve a purpose as a tool / crutch in difficult times #it cannot be and will never work as a sole solution #and the expectation that one day the perfect med will turn up (that you’ll then be paying for for life !!) is fake babes !!!#the only treatment to chronic mental health is therapy and working on yourself sadly #the chemical imbalance Bs is a myth 😭😭😭#<- sorry that’s def a perspective from me w depression anxiety ptsd mild psychosis and ocd like #maybe some conditions can be more medication dependent #but then antipsychotics literally are so bad for your body Idek man I think we should question more of these assumptions #it’s not like the mentally I’ll get a voice in any of these prescriptions of what’s ‘best for us’#like not to sound foucauldian but it was not the institutionalised who’s voices where being heard when deciding how to treat them !#the entire industry is corrupt 😭#electro convulsive therapy still happens in hospitals to this day ! it’s still a treatment !!#(my perspective comes as someone fortunate enough to have had several courses of cbt and psychotherapy for FREE. I understand that therapy #is more expensive than meds for many people. exploitative dehumanising evil industry)#oh and the biggest irony of this whole circus is that #of course if you’re unwell every day with side effects from medication you won’t be thriving mentally #and guess what that means !! more money to line more pharma company pockets buying more pills !!#like my side affects from going off ssris the last 1.5 weeks had made me feel HORRIBLE #luckily I have the knowledge and awareness to identity that those are THE MEDS #that is not my brain making me sick (I don’t need more meds)

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faaun · 2 years

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i feel rly irredeemably horrible rn...longing for emotional support....anyway vent in tags

#physically i feel so ill etc . and i have to catch up on so much #and i just got a grade back for an assignment and it wasnt a 1st and literally almost . cried bc #it rly was supposed 2 be. i dont have my housing sorted out for next yr and i am rly worried #i look hideous rn bc my face is rly swollen and it was a fat transfer so u dont get to see results for like #6 months but mostly the swelling should settle in like a month but that means i will just look #kind of monsterous for a while. i cant do archery anymore bc it involves heavy weights ig which im supposed to not do #and its like as soon as i find smth i like it is taken away...i feel . like shit. etc. and according to the clinic it is Not Normal to be #so weak. have to get lasik in a few days while still recovering from transfer + nose surgery so i literally #feel like my body is going to give out but also idk if i will find time to catch up on stuff etc i feel likr my brain is rotting #i basically have no support system rn except my gf bc my friends are all so busy w their own stuff #which is also v bad. like i cannot rely on her as my sole source of emotional support #feels like academics etc have taken a backseat this yr so far and that is Horrible like i need that to not be the case #but im too nauseous and weak etc to sit up for prolonged periods of time taking notes #taking 7 antibiotics a day etc..idk . i have to travel 6hrs #tmrw then have lasik on monday then travel back 6hrs the same afternoon or tuesday morning #like i legit already feel like my body is giving out idk how i will do this. and i feel so incredibly alone throughout #all of this . idk.#genuinely i am turning into a black hole and if things get bad again i will lose it . i hate this feeling i hate the #marked loneliness that comes b4 things spiral downwards and this feels like it #that was a lot ✌️ anyway if any1 has any advice or words to share or anytjing to say ever pls do #i need human interaction soooo badly #personal

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vaugarde · 1 year

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ok i know this is so inconsequential compared to the shit she's said especially more recently, its just a bizarre thing she said years ago when she was still a mlp reviewer, but since both of those songs were on her "worst mlp songs" list and reminded me, i wanted to mention that LO insisted that "you'll play your part" was a terrible song narratively because "celestia just sings a dumbass song to cheer twilight up instead of talking to her and reassuring her like a normal person, and it obviously doesn't work so this proves that the other princesses suck actually"

she conveniently forgot to mention this song is at the very start of the season 4 two parter finale and it makes no narrative sense for twilight to be fully convinced at that point, and a lot of the finale would be lost if she was totally peppy and confident in herself.

#she also said ''um a song sounding nice doesnt make it good'' then just said other songs were bad bc they were a genre she didnt like #unless they were making fun of the genre in her eyes #tbh i think the real reason she didnt like the song was bc luna was singing too and she really really really hates luna and her fans #i mean she also put a sole luna song on there for similar reasons #this is all being presented as mostly factual btw and not really her own opinion which is why i think a lot of her stuff fails #echoed voice

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