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Studying and packing for my move have taken over my life rn 😭
#as well as other little things like my own personal learning that i always do! gotta make sure I learn new skills!#currently refreshing myself on my coding skills#and i'm still doing a ton of job applying and looking for volunteering opportunities#i may have a volunteer opportunity lined up since 1 animal charity is interested in me!#so sorry for my slight absence this week! so much going on in life!#sky rambles#also started to take sleeping meds to help me actually get a full rest#as soon as i've finished packing for my move and got a decent schedule down I should be less overwhelmed!!!!#and be able to create again!#still working on request i've just been really hating my colouring lately can't get anything to work!#normally I would spend all my time I stay awake in the night working on stuff as well but my sister said I need to sleep#also I think I need glasses 😭 my sight is starting to fuck up lol
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Obsessively reading everything in game by and about Gortash and the dude is
On a philosophical trajectory that ends in immortality thru technology / the machine
Doesn't have an original bone in his body, but he can backwards engineer anything
Halfway to being a decent scientist but doesn't have the education and is deeply impatient
Overconfident in the veracity of his own results and conclusions
Accurately predicted that the brain would metamorphose and become more difficult to control and then did nothing about it
Outsources his propaganda / arts and humanities
Charming, but he got there in a Pavlovian way (learned from trial and error and probably doesn't consciously know how he does it)
Vindictive af (learned / reinforced)
Darwinian (in the worst way)
Sociopathic, obviously, but extremely Rationalist about it
Never asks questions he doesn't know the answer to and probably thinks this makes him sound more authoritative
Completely incompetent as a strategist (but doesn't know it)
Not nearly as narcissistic / full of himself as he pretends to be
Thinks what he wants is praise but it's never enough because it's not actually what he wants (he wants to be wanted)
Bane makes him feel wanted (conditionally)
Durge made him feel wanted (unconditionally)
Understands intellectually that Durge got ambushed, but he feels abandoned
See also: thematic parallels between Gortash and
Silouv Yali (the Adamantine Forge & the construct Grym)
Oliver (in the shadow-cursed lands)
Astarion and Gale, obviously
#bg3#Gortash#bg3 gortash#Enver Gortash#bg3 spoilers#'The Ultimate State' reads like it was written in reaction to Durge's disappearance#Yeah if everyone's tadpoled nobody will be able to abandon you ever again#Durge's job was to do murders in Baldur's Gate#but their REAL job was to tell Gortash not to keep the brains of all of his mechanical soldiers in one location#Oliver thought Thaniel abandoned him so Oliver created new friends to play with *eyebrow waggle*#Awfully obsessed with control for someone who has absolutely no control over his current situation#I do not think that word means what you think it means#He is in for a bad time no matter what#Absolute moron (affectionate)#and after much thought pretty sure he's definitely enthralled by the elder brain rn I have a whole different post about this
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🪽❤️ can you feel your soul melting away? ❤️🪽
i was inspired by skyberia's piece of goro and doodled this up☺️💞🌸
I'm happy with some parts, but I still feel really unsure about other parts... I guess that's just part of the process^^
#goro akechi#akechi goro#persona 5#p5#persona 5 royal#p5r#just some mild angst as a treat#i know this turned out really sketchy and kinda messy#but i think that adds to his charm~#i like how the eyes and lighting turned out#but im unsure about the blood... maybe ill come back and mess with it some more later#i havent been feeling well for the past month or so#so its really nice to be able to create again#goro how ive missed you;;#my babygirl#my lil meow meow#i have other art projects that need my attention but i just wanna draw shuake instead XD#i might#lol#♡♡♡♡♡♡#shitty#(< that's my art tag)
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LILACS BY THE SEA a music collection curated for @cordiallyfuturedwight Lilacs (Kayla) Playlist • Sea (Seokjin) Playlist song notes
cr. mahoneysuga, rawpixel, bts-trans, Diana Zviedrienė
#btsgif#btsedit#btsgfx#bangtan#bts#kim seokjin#usergif#gfx#tuserandi#usersan#userines#userkelli#usersky#tuseral#underbetelgeuse#usersevn#userzaynab#*sj#*gfx#*gifs#one day late :(#again - happy belated birthday my darling angel baby kayla#I really wish you nothing but happiness and joy and health and great memories and many smiles and of course LOVE LOVE LOVE#you're irreplaceable darling and I hope we all were able to show you how immensely appreciated admired and adored you are (triple a!)#this set here wouldn't have been created without 15 wonderful people (you can see who by clicking the 'song notes' link)#who love you so dearly and sent me songs for this little music collection#we all know what music means to you so this just felt Right. this is you! this is your essence!#I hope that when you listen to the two playlists you will be reminded of how many people you positively impact on the daily#we love you so much
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Strife




Personal project for the most talented
@imagine-darksiders
(if y’all like to read the most wholesome and thought provoking stories PLEASE for the love of pizza, I HIGHLY recommend reading her stuff)
I hope I did him justice because I honestly believe that we would be the best of friends. Very much would like to give him a hug 🫂🧡
#just being jayus#doing this ugly and scared#darksiders strife#darksiders#darksiders art#i’ve never even played darksiders#But imagine-Darksiders fanart and fanfics are so riveting I now consider myself a fan#It’s just that good#traditional art#traditional drawing#traditional sketch#it felt good to get my hands dirty with charcoal again#Sometimes I get frustrated because I feel like can’t draw things that are cute and fluffy#So I try to refugee my thought process and be like ok what CAN I draw#And I’m like I can draw epic stuff with good shading and detail#THAT I can do#It’s good to remind myself that we all have talents in different ways and that all are special and needed even if it’s not what we want#I’m grateful for my hands and the years and experience that it has taken me to be able get this far#It’s a good day y’all#I’m grateful to be able to create#Also process pics because the final result is rarely my favorite but here we are
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Finished my art school portfolio and suddenly i love drawing again!!
im coming back hopefully. im back gay nation. i will reply to asks and post more soon
#just sent out my applications yesterday#the results will be back in two days#but god i LOVE drawing my ocs!! i missed it so much its been half a year since i made a full illustration#its so relaxing to be able to create again#i missed it#the first three are characters for a project im making#and you know the last two#i wanted to make a new project and abandon them but i read my word doc abt them and died and decided i want to rewrite it
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#persona 3#persona 3 reload#minato arisato#makoto yuuki#gamingedit#dailyvideogames#type: gif#our!edits#mod: josie#i'm so sorry for the long wait but i'm finally able to create content again! please bear with me i'm rusty
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Frankenstein ass jayvik
#ohh the parallels#viktor being the monster jayce created by not being able to live without him and ultimatively dooming him again this time by his own hand#wow a rendered piece its been ages#jayvik#arcane#arcane fanart#frankenstein#jayce talis#viktor arcane#fanart#my art
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balloon being doomed to a life where everyone assumes his attempts at growth and change are insincere or dont carry any "weight" no matter how hard he tries to . the feather from springtastic . HIS WORDS CARRY NO WEIGHT ARE YOU KIDDING ME


#balloonpilled again#mabye this is like#a nothingburger#but i just#I MISSHIM#bonks thinkpan#balloon ii#balloon being able the grow and spite the was he was created in iii is so lovely to see#kind of reminds me of taco in a way#they parallel eachother a lot n i think thats really sweet#BLUH WHATEVEEEERRRR
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Kingdom Hearts 3 - Monstropolis
#kingdom hearts 3#kh3#monstropolis#scenery#my gif#this factory is enormous and i'm impressed by how much of it we're able to explore since a lot of these locations aren't even in the movie#monsters in this world profit off of collecting childrens' fear; sadness; and misery and i think integrating-#those negative emotions into the recreation of vanitas was soooo clever#even if they did manage to get rid of him in such a comedic manner lol. makes sense sense that it took place on the laugh floor i suppose#but it's always good to see aspects of a disney world create an impact on the story and have its inclusion feel more meaningful#also it's nice to see the unversed again#on another note#sora donald and goofy's monster designs are fun and i'm glad we got to see them look so drastically different#i'd be so sad if instead they had sora stay as his human self and made him wander through a door into the monster world#without letting him be a Creature
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Finally got something to draw. Needed to do this after all this commotion.
#skullgirls#i drew this#2024#also new signature again#squigly#leviathan#oh god it’s them again#needed to take a break for a while due to obvious things happening#I’m proud that I was able to create something at least#also my throat got sore near the end fuckkkk..#digital art
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With all these ai accusations being thrown about, I’m really debating on writing my fanfic in google docs (which I really don’t wanna use Google docs) just in case I am accused???
Like I have always used Word for all of my writing, but word doesn’t track changes like how Google docs does. And I have all of my notes from my fanfics (my hand written notes, my iPhone notes for when I get ideas when I’m working, already in bed, or high af) and my rough outlines. But like idk if that would be enough for some people?
Like if all it takes to have an AI detector flag something for AI is to be grammatically correct, I guess I will just be...less grammatically correct?
I even looked into the research studies done on the accuracy of AI detectors, and they aren't reliable. I ran some of my fics through one AI and it said 0% AI probability and then I ran it through another one and it said like 50% AI probability. 🤷🏼♀️
I even ran one of my older fics that was originally posted in 2017 (before genAI even existed) into one AI detector and it said it was 100% AI????? like how is that even possible? I wrote it back in 2017!
#vir talks#I’m not going to lie the idea of being accused and my notes and outlines not being enough make me super nauseous#cause that’s all the proof I have?#like I wrote THATW during nov to Jan#but I was only able to do that because it is my slow time during those months#so I literally was working about 15 hours a week or less#I was literally writing all day every day when I wasn’t actually working#and THATW was easier to write because I didn’t really have to write with a plot because the plot was DAI#so I just had to plug in my ideas into the DAI plot#which is really easy imo#vs having to create a plot#I also burnt myself out#and wouldn't do that again because it was so intense#like I wouldn’t be able to write that much with any of the fics I’m working on now#because I’m the one creating the plot vs having the plot already done and adding in extra flair#I’ve literally been writing fanfics since middle school when I used to literally write on paper#and then I got really into the DA fandom in 2015 and was writing a lot more#and I’ve written for other fandoms on and off over the years#anyway i'm going to go throw up now because how anxious i am
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Who out of everyone eated the drugs the most?? Takes-ed em' Inhalation. Do any of thems takes its together????
- ALT - EDIBLES SWAP: Please don't overdose on edibles SWAP: it's not a healthy coping mechanism (Has heart problems and fatigue now)
POT Dust takes it in consideration (1-4 days), usually when he needs/wants to to chill/relax Horror does pot everyday
HIGH TOGETHER FRESH: Sometimes I join them FRESH: Tho... it's sad that they can no longer become sober
- IDK - If Error and Ink ever become sober the cannabis hangover will be CRAZY (dang forever weed brownie and forever weed paint...)
EDIT: My dumb dumb forgot to add a little message for Swap saying he's sober now :skull:
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#Silly Ask#Hiiiii double post today!!!#I had enough time (because last post I did some of yesterday) to draw out some more asks :3#Now I need to figure out how to make make a video small enough to be a gif#capcut.... save me capcut please...#also I'm posing this at 10:31 PM and the smell of the night air is making me feel nostalgic#My favorite time of the day is night I freaking love night time#it's scary yeah but the smell and vibe of it makes me happy#ESP WHEN IT'S RAINING!!! best time EVER#gosh I wish I could travel or create a realm just for the scenery#I would sell my soul to be able to do that#But then again it's much more enjoyable when you've waited long enough for it SJSJSJ#anyways sense no ones reading my tag rambles...#I need to get out of this fucking country I swear to the stars#If there is a god out there make me a god so I can escape this god for saken planet and just chill on the moon#ask the druggieverse#atdv#swap#swap sans#dust#dust sans#horror#horror sans#ink#ink sans#error#error sans#fresh#fresh sans#undertale
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Now that I know more about writing, I'm upset at all the writing advice that urged new writers to find the one best way to write stories, when they should be telling us to play with writing techniques like toys.
Don't tell us to avoid certain points of view! Don't box us into the one currently popular prose style! Let us play and see what effects different techniques achieve, so we can learn the best ways to make use of them! Give us a whole ton of possibility instead of one cookie-cutter template!
#this has been in my head ever since i started churning out this year's short stories#(i'll admit it's possible that i am now able to play with style like this)#(because i've achieved a baseline level of competence with traditional story structure and style)#(so this shouldn't be advice for beginner beginners)#but anyway it came to mind again because i saw someone review a book that was in first-person present-tense#and it did seem like a poor stylistic choice for the subject#but they were like 'present tense is only for juvenile things'#and i was like EXCUSE YOU!#present tense is a stylistic tool that allows for deeper immersion!#and is a totally viable option used in many respected bestsellers#welcome to the 21st century#all the people who were like 'don't use second person'#meanwhile i use second person and get to learn how it creates an intimate relationship with the audience#tools are tools and they are not inherently bad#they just need to be used well and you need to use them to learn how to use them well#thank you for coming to my ted talk#adventures in writing
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This came to me in a vision and I couldn't help editing a feral Arthur moments to one of my favorite pieces of classical music.
'Dance of the Knights' is an excerpt from a movement of the ballet Romeo and Juliet composed by Prokofiev (1936). This excerpt from 'Montagues and Capulets' is the entrance of the Capulets at the ball - intimidating and graceful with the allegro pesante tempo - swift and heavy. This comes out most prominently from the plodding low brass tones to the lighter strings and woodwinds. Combined over our audio of Arthur intimidating the Friar, it truly feels like a perfect storm.
#malevolent#malevolent podcast#malevolent season 5#malevolent audio edit#envy creates#arthur lester#john doe#friar horbrooke#dance of the knights#prokofiev#i will never forget performing this piece#i've played excerpts from both suites and i would pay to be able to perform them again#i've played both the first and second violin parts and genuinely it was such an exciting piece to perform#you get to DIG IN#trying to get better at audio editing too#i've been putting audacity to WORK#i'm seriously so proud of where the music hits#i may have edited the malevolent part a bit too short but it is what it is
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“bu-san! kenny-tan”!
#kota ibushi#kenny omega#golden lovers#THE BABY TALK OH MY GODDDDDD#kenny being able to practice in the ring with his former lover again and hes smitten#rewatching this to feel something again#you think kenny created that when they were younger and he recited it and ibushi knew exactly what it was too#kennys free range of giggles and kotas cute scrunched up face when hes thrilled and giggling too#sickening#aew#njpw#ddt
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