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Currently on page 90 of this blog in the deepest of rabbit, er, bear...? holes over this game. Coincidentally I was watching BSG's playthrough when I found this page, and you've managed to completely sell me on your twins theory even if I don't think the game actually meant it I love this theory and it's Canon to me now. I'd love to talk to you more about....Basically everything you've talked about here if you're interested.
Oh- hello! Sorry to answer like this and late- unfortunately I am very overwhelmed and Stuck at this moment in time (with... just about everything on here, even talking in any depths) so that may be a struggle at least right now. At times like these I will just be in the 'vibe' zone for a bit trying to get necessary fuel back (through BSG for one, also doing playlists and absorbing fan-works)-
-but as I am right now I will be crashing into walls forever if I don't sort this issue out (one issue is with summarising- it's why I started again to make a smaller version of the long-meta but... got stuck on that). I'm very sorry ;; but thank you for sharing that with me! I do appreciate knowing this, that's very cool to know~
( Note: I've saved the other ask for the moment in the inbox as I'm not sure if you want that posted or not? :0 )
#replies#chatter#it seems they are having a grand ol time#with chapter 5#which is Good to Know-#i think maybe getting to the end of Ch5 with them might help#sorry to leave you waiting here#i am. leaving a bunch of Anons waiting too hhhghgh Sorry-#and at least a couple of people on Discord#but. in time#also Update is go- I'll watch for now
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I think I can with certainty say I'm past the halfway point with this. there's not that much random dialogue left to make up
I can only hope the switch works as intended on other computers, since a different timing left them mid-transition. it seems like it doesn't interrupt the bubbles switch but it's only if the menu switch/shell reset comes at a specific point before it đ¤
sakurascript is really weird with calling functions, but I Think if you call it as a variable ( %(function) ) it doesn't interrupt the script?? maybe??
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#original#CaelOS#aster#aster ghost wip#I've ran so many times into wanting to do a Thing and it being outside the scope of what you can reliably do with YAYA/SakuraScript#or at least without involving external libs#you can do anything if you write external code and put it into a .dll it seems#but now that's outside the scope of my patience /wheeze#I'm hoping to test some of this with a couple people at least#I'm sure many things would've had answers if I was brave enough to step foot into an ghost dev discord server but. I am Shy#we figure this shit out on our own and die like men /j#and like I could've just stuck with the template and make it much simpler but NOU I need to make it NEEDLESSLY COMPLICATED without actually#providing much function of my own or that good of a story#if any ukagaka devs read this pls be nice to us we're doing our best 8v8#also I recently realized the terms 'ghost' and 'shell' are meant to be a reference to... Ghost in the Shell. I'm devastated /j#vega (aster)
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Happy Easter, friends in my computer!!
#it's NICE to be back#things i did this lent:#tried to observe lent#school#saw live music last week! it was fun#hung out with friends over spring break#got into one piece and yes that is still ongoing so there MAY be posts about idiot anime pirates in the future#and in the past couple weeks (somewhat because of the last tag) rejoined the christian tumblr discord#...which DID feel like cheating on the Giving Up Social Media intent of giving up tumblr#but on the other hand i initially stopped hanging out there by accident/too much Life Stuff getting in my way#and i think being back there is good for me so i'm not gonna worry too much about the lent aspect :P#oh!! and my new tiny writing group with other people from my english program#is turning out to be good for pushing me toward writing (or at least getting excited about writing) some of my stuff that isn't fic#and on Easter AND Easter Monday we get to visit with family :)
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Sometimes the thoughts get too loud, and catharsis doesn't come until you feel safe
#post let luce#fnaf sb#fnaf sun#fnaf moon#my art#cw vent art#it was meant as comfort but better safe than sorry#I'll be fine I just need a bit for my brain to stop being stupid#âdrew this for myself but yall can have it tooâ#thing is I drew a couple discord only comics n thought oh I gotta post smth again#and then bad brain hit and that made the âI gotta post I'm letting people downâ thoughts worse#so uh. yeah. sorry it's vent art?#it's a silent one at least. no words#wish yall feel held too
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me vs eternal grudges abt d20 captions
#aspen tag#maybe i just need to start watching the backlog without them on tbh#bc every time i run into a godawful error. of which there is no shortage of. i get so frustrated i literally have to stop watching#and like. idk. the new form system is. i know there's probably practical benefits#but from where i am sitting it's just like. additional barriers. more steps. more energy#i watched the new dirty laundry earlier today. with the lightning flashing effect at the beginning#and i checked the desc to see if there was any sort of warnings on the vid and there was nothing#and i thought about pulling up the feedback form to say smth and i just felt tired#and like. idk if any of u were ever active in the discord's caption corrections channel before it shut down#i joined the dropout server for it. i was in there exclusively for it. bc they got on my nerves so bad and i couldn't just do nothing#you could look up a particular line and find reports of it going back months and months#and i get that it was probably not easily indexable. but w/ the way older d20 episodes are#it was a fucking blessing to be able to submit them in bulk. instead of submitting a form for each one individually like u have to now#bc they're like. every 30 seconds. you're lucky if you go a couple minutes without smth almost unparseable#and when there'd be things like unlabeled flashing. or the gore bear. and u start writing up a message on the discord#it's like. there's a sense of people. someone's reading. someone's seeing it. even in just the reacts. y'know#and like. they have retroactive caption editors to clean up the old stuff as of 2024#but i'm four minutes into tuc episode 2. their third season ever. second episode. four minutes in#and zac says âit's a concentrationâ and the captions read âwhite's a constant stationâ#and i just ..... i guess i find it hard to feel like there's work being done. or like it's a priority#i. me personally. sent messages in the feedback channel about jokes in the captions on at least five or six seperate occasions#and i know there were other people speaking up about it too. over months and months#and the past... however many seasons it's been since burrow's end. have been a little better. but it's like....#it took so long to see any change. and those older ones are going to stay in until the retroactive editors catch all the way up#and people are still going to laugh at them and post about them and not think past their own amusement at them#and it's not that big of a deal but it does like. detract from how much i am able to enjoy d20#and like. i've been watching for three years. i never shut up about it. it's not like i don't like what they make#but between all of this and the way they handled palestine on the discord. i'm just finding it harder to trust in dropout#idk. idk. it's not a big thing. but it simmers in the back of my mind a lot. i don't rlly think it's going to change anytime soon#so i guess this is just putting it somewhere so it doesn't have to sit in my head all the time. um. yeah đ
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What Happened
I'm in a very bad place psychologically and emotionally, and I can't just be vague or not talk about it anywhere to anyone anymore:
One of the people I thought was on the route toward becoming like an older sibling to me invited me to a discord group.
Everything seemed wonderful for the first couple of weeks. I hadn't made any friends or been in touch with more than one or two people in over 6 years, I'm mentally ill, queer, trans, and have a lot of social strikes against me as a result, so I was thankful to be in a small server of other queer and neurodivergent people.
We shared ideas of stress-managing and fun things to do, from cup stacking to cat's cradling. There were memes. I could talk about myself and feel safe.
My older sister was extremely cruel and abusive toward me from the time I was a baby, as well as my biological father. She resented me for taking our mother's attention away from her and never got over it. She often punished me in secret for infractions like spending too long with our mom's attention, or being too liked by her school friends and taking attention away from her.
As a result, I developed a pretty intense phobia of being the center of attention. I always feel like someone is going to come out of a crowd or the shadows and try to hurt me if I talk about myself too long, or attract positive attention from more than one person that everyone else isn't already ignoring.
I started to relax. The people I was getting to know were really, really nice to me. They were interested in what I had to say, and didn't punish me for talking too much. My ideas were received with welcome. My jokes got laughs. I started to feel like a person for the first time in my life.
Then, one day, while sharing information I'd been reading about Swedish royal history in the 1300s, which had not been validated yet and I was simply sharing due to a tenuous genetic link I happen to have and that my mom has spent a lot of her adult life researching.
I was paraphrasing in general chat to my new friends. I wasn't checking citations or anything, and the stories we were finding were still not validated, but they were interesting and added more intrigue to my family's old backstory.
Out of nowhere, a member of this server who had never introduced himself to me or spoken to me personally began attacking me. He demanded to know sources. He demanded to know how I could validate what I was being heard read to me, as if he were interrogating me for suspicion of heresy or something.
I cried. I backpedaled and apologized to him profusely while ceding the subject to him. I promised I'd never talk about it again and that I was so, so sorry for making him mad (my sister was right. my sister was right. i'm bad. i can't be safe anywhere. i'm a monster. she was right. oh god she was right. i'm a fucking monster). I showed my belly and pathetically begged him to take his Champion Argument Starter trophy and leave me alone.
He gave me a weak "Sorry," for being so cruel to me, but the damage was done.
I sat in silence in the server for weeks. Nothing was done. 2 of the 3 posted server rules were to Be Polite and Don't Be An Asshole. I hoped I would hear from a moderator that he'd been spoken to.
I wound up leaving, alone. The friends that I did like stayed behind, and aren't my friends anymore, because they chose to stay in a server with the guy that attacked me, triggered me, and sent me spiraling and sobbing and fighting blind fury at the same time.
I don't feel safe with them anymore.
A couple of members have come forward with gentle words, but I haven't had the stomach for any of them. I don't want to be attacked again. I don't want to be stupid enough to be lured into something like that again. I'm so, so painfully lonely and desperate for friends, but not that.
Please not that.
Where were you? Why didn't you help me? Why did you let that happen to me? Why didn't you stop it?
I thought we were friends.
Someone please be kind to me and mean it.
Please?
#discord#friendship#looking for friends#discord server#social phobia#social anxiety#abuse#to the couple of people from that group that may be reading these tags:#what hurt the most is i thought you cared about me#but you didn't#not enough to walk away from someone that cruel#you just apologized for him like that would make it all better#i need better than that#i deserve better than that#even though it means i'm alone now#at least it's not sonsoflogar browbeating me again#or the paranoia of knowing that if someone attacked me AGAIN you wouldn't help#i'm so heartbroken over this shit and i just want friends#i spent 6 years totally alone#and now i'm alone again more than ever#and i didn't do anything wrong but tell you i needed better#someone please reach out#please reach out#please reach out to me please please please#i just want friends#i just want people to talk to that won't HATE me for just talking without checking my sources#i can't do it anymore#i just can't be perfect in the eyes of everyone anymore#someone PLEASE reach out#someone PLEASE give me a chance to feel what it's like to be safe
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realized that maaybe connecting my twitch account to my discord was a mistake considering i have two irl cousins added on it and i havent had gender discussions with them at all đ
#Heres Hoping They Know Not To Out Me#good fucking god. what am i doing#for a while i thought the one cousin i dont talk to was possibly gay but he has a gf now#he literally went to a state like 16h away to live with a couple of lesbians for like a year#like ????????#well. Heres hoping he knows to keep his mouth shut. he didnt expose my username when my other relatives got nosy about my streaming#granted he didnt know it. but he did have my discord so he couldve easily looked it up#just. ugh#id prefer Not to cut ties with these people until i at least have a pc
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đgive me yer plots
Plots? Plural?? Okay, you get three âĄ
I only included ideas that I am not currently/actively working on.
Maedhros + Mairon team up AU: After Luthien and Beren nab the silmaril and scram, Melkor actually does give chase and follows them south towards Doriath, and he cuts through Nan Dungortheb where he is ambushed by Ungoliant's spawn (I think if he was alone, given how physically weak he is at this point in time + just having woken up from Luthien's spell, he'd be easy prey) who take him and his crown with the remaining two silmarils and bear him to the south of the continent where Ungoliant has been waiting to exact revenge and claim/consume the jewels. Mairon comes home after having lost Tol-in-Gaurhoth to find Angband in panic, not being able to find Melkor anywhere. He decides to infiltrate Himring, it being the closest center of elven activity and information that is also open enough to travelers, etc. for a new face to pass unnoticed, to see if he can find out if the enemy has Melkor. Maedhros, having had him as a visitor for 30+ years while hanging off a cliff, recognizes him pretty quickly despite the disguise. They team up and go on a life-changing fieldtrip to the south of Beleriand to retrieve one dark lord (for Mairon) and two silmarils (for Maedhros).
Maeglin in Rivendell AU: Maeglin either is brought back by the Powers to help in the War of the Ring (yes, it's inspired by that one poll a while back XD) or actually somehow survived (I haven't decided which I prefer) and ends up in Rivendell. Not really a cohesive linear plot kind of fic, as much as a series of character interactions/exploration of themes: Maeglin and Elrond, Maeglin and Glorfindel, Maeglin and Eowyn, Maeglin and Frodo, to list a few of my top ones.
Eol makes a stone that outshines the silmarils AU: @melkors-defense-attorney and @mirkwood-hr-department take equal share of the blame credit for this completely wild idea yes it still lives rent free in my head, I have not forgotten about it XD. Basically, Eol is much closer to the dwarves than he is to his own kin, and would probably be more comfortable going to them for courtship advice re: Aredhel. Hence, presenting her with the shiniest rock as a gift early on in her stay at Nan Elmoth. Problem is, she has seen the silmarils, so it would have to be an extra shiny rock. He accidentally makes a stone that outdoes the silmarils; cascading world-wide consequences follow XD (These include: angry Feanorians; angry Melkor, at not having the Shiniest Thing⢠and seeking Eol out in his forest a la Evil Queen style, to trade his two silmarils for this one; Eol (in this timeline, never having been to Angband) being so isolated he literally doesn't recognize Melkor and slamming the door in Melkor's face ("no solicitors!!"); angrier Melkor (that's two door-slamming elves now); angrier Feanorians (that Melkor would seek to trade the silmarils with Eol of all people); one very swoony Aredhel at the balls of this elf throwing the Dark Lord out on his ass.)
#thanks for asking!!#as you can see#all of these would require multi-chapter installations#which is why they're relegated to daydream/discord chat status#instead of an actual word processor XD#i might tackle them one day in little bits#maybe have a go at the maeglin one at least once i'm done with my remaining writing prompts#and my 10k+ dissertation on nan elmoth lmao#i think i could probably successfully write them if i wrote snippets; like a couple hundred words at most per chapter#more like snapshots in the timeline rather than a detailed delineation of it#problem is that my brain likes to think that anything below 4k words isn't a 'real' chapter for a multi-chapter fic#which is absolutely not true and not something i apply to other people's writing; just mine đ#basically i just need to get over myself and my issues lmao#one day. i can dream.#silm musings
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Let it be known that i'm never ignoring anyone even if my blog's lil chat icon says i'm online. (i wish i could turn it off) i often just have tumblr open on my laptop while i do other things or i just have low energy and will get back to people later
#the pixie speaks#my discord is almost always set to idle for this reason#and i've had a couple people get mad at me about it?(anyone who knows me well can probably guess at least one of the people who gave me#a hard time over it. and it's not any of my tumblr moots)#it makes me anxious if people constantly know exactly when i'm online#maybe that's the introvert in me
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Sometimes my inability to read social dynamics is impressive even to myself.
Like, wow, I really am just immune to some information, arenât I? Just slides off like water off a duck. Like a superpower, except instead of being able to fly, Iâm just confused or oblivious about the people around me most of the time.
#just found out two of my friends in a d&d group have been dating for at least a year and I didnât know#I simply do not catch the vibes#I do not notice when people are in love#I do not notice when people break up#one time an entire discord server was torn apart because of a breakup where people were taking sides#and I didnât even know the couple had been together in the first place#and I didnât know about the breakup until three months later#I just thought half the server left because of scheduling conflicts since most of them were Australian ok#if I know that people are dating it is only because they have said#we are dating this is my partner we are a couple#fully over my head otherwise#happy for them of course#just astounded that something can be so obvious to everyone else and just completely elude me#local queer classicist posts#neurodivergent things#neurodivergent
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it's actually so weird that people are treating palia like a fully released game,,, like obviously there are complaints about bugs and stuff but i saw someone complain about there being no real endgame and it's like,, yeah.. because it's still in beta... they haven't added it yet... hello?
#the whole point of an open beta game is players get to play a free game and devs get people to test their game for free#like. its a transaction akjdhg#testing it is actually the point! thats what we're here for!!#and i get that bugs can be frustrating but again the whole point is that the game is Not ready to be released#and that it needs people to Test it so it Can be released#like...#the entitlement is so embarrassing#i keep seeing people complain about the clothing too and like yeah i get it its expensive and i def cant get anything#but also the game has only been in open beta for a couple months ajdhg#people are acting like the devs have been wringing us out for years#its been like two months algdkh it's okay if the first cosmetics are paid#idk man... i wanted to join the discord but with all the ranting i keep seeing im glad i havent#it makes me happy that on tumblr things are chiller at least
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I need to find people to discuss ideas for how cybertronian anatomy/biology and weaponry work (also things like language, culture, history, space travel tech, medicine, etc)
#I *am* in the tfwiki discord but I'm slightly intimidated by the people there (they're not mean or anything I'm just stupid)#and I refuse to go on tfw2005 and the like because. well. tfw2005 is. yeah.#transformers#(I do know a couple people who I think are pretty -or at least more- knowledgable about physics-#and weapons and military vehicles and tactics than I am. on the other hand I've not spoken to either in ages-#-one's just a general ass of a person and the other I don't much trust. for multiple reasons)
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đ¤ + kireek *cheerleader jump*
i'm not entirely sure if casts need sleep, and the thought might be unsettling to kireek since as an assassin he'd be hypervigilant of everything around him. so whenever theyâre on a particularly long or grueling mission, kireek will sit watch next to marian while they sleep, making sure to eliminate any potential threats as silently as possible⌠if marian absolutely must take a rest, then nothing should come to disturb them while they do so - itâs cowardly and pathetic to attack someone so vulnerable! their enemies should be ashamed of being so weak.
marian wishes they could do the same for kireek, but thereâs no need for that, he assures them. âjust focus on getting stronger. i can handle them myself,â he would say. he might get a little offended â protecting them is his job. not out of obligation, of course, but he canât leave them be until the moment their souls clash in a heated battle⌠or something homoerotic like that
#i missed talking about these two actuallyâŚ#i love them dearly and i havent even finished episode ii#mmo self insert/character ships evolving is very beautiful to me. maybe.#i wonder if people did this kinda stuff when pso was active⌠judging by what little ive seen of pso-world its not implausible#that at least a couple other people shipped their characters with npcs#and we as internet users have just been shamed out of it because of perceived cringe and mary sue-ness#i remember seeing people in the ps discord im in talking about how much they hated fanfiction and mary sues#why the intense cultural shift?#âď¸đ¤ black hound [kireek]#SORRY FOR THE RANT BUT IK YOUâD LOVE HEARING IT LOLOL#WE MAY NKT TALK MUCH BUT I FEEL LIKE I CAN INFODUMP TO U#not safe for echo
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Okay what dating app are the queer people on? Ideally with some single ppl looking for relationships
#rant#and which dating app is the least broken in terms of doing less of hiding the compatible ppl from each other#i think ill just... be brutally honest and nerdy on my profile and maybe that will weed out incompatible peeps?#i wish i could find a roleplay discord or forum of single queer ppl instead lol id meet more fellow nerds#i tried Bumble before it felt very straight. i tried Tinder and it was just utterly useless for 3 years#i tried hinge last year and it was ALL ENM COUPLES i found zero single people#i tried okcupid a decade ago and it was great! but i heard its hidden many features behind paid only since then
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Sukuna
Pairing: Trueform!Sukuna x f!Reader
Summary: Sukuna comes to terms with the idea of having a daughter with you.
Warnings: MDNI, smut, vaginal fingering, anal fingering, double penetration, creampie, pregnancy, slightly ooc but still a misogynist, fluff at the end
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âWhat the hell are you doing?â Sukuna squints his eyes, looking down at you as you knit something for your baby girl. Thereâs no way of actually knowing the sex of your baby, but something tells you that youâre expecting a daughter. Sukuna negates the thought, assuring you that youâre carrying a son. He canât possibly have a daughter, heâs always saying something along those lines.Â
âJust making a little something for our child.â You inform him, and Sukuna frowns. Your child is not going to wear something so pink because theyâll be a boy, Sukuna is sure of it. He snatches the cloth out of your hand and tosses it.
âWhy pink? Are you saying weâre having a girl?â Sukuna questions, and you cross your arms. You look up at your husband, mad that he's tossed your hard work to the side.Â
âYou have pink hair, Suku⌠Are you a girl?â You cock your eyebrow, and heâs not amused. He crosses both pairs of arms, rolling his eyes. Maybe he shouldnât associate colors with a certain gender because you are right, he does have pink hair⌠But he also knows that youâre making a pink blanket because you think youâre having a girl.
âMake a blue one.â He orders, and you glare at him. You shake your head in response, youâre not making a blue one. He grits his teeth, grabbing the blanket that he just tossed to the side and shredding your hard work to pieces.Â
âKeep an eye open tonight, because when you least expect it, Iâll strangle you.â You warn him, and youâre dead serious. Itâs clear that youâre carrying his child, youâve never threatened to kill him before.Â
âIf you even come close to it, I think Iâll fall more in love with you.â He chuckles, walking away, leaving you alone with your own anger. You let out a yell, cursing at him because the twinge of fear that you had for him completely faded a couple of months ago.Â
He holds no threat to you anymore. Sukuna wouldnât have done anything to you anyway, since he hates that he loves you so dearly, but the realization that you carry his child and heâll do no harm to you really gives you much more power and comfort. Sukuna finds humor in a very nonthreatening person, threatening to do something to him; especially when he knows that you can barely lift yourself up anymore.
He knows that you wonât even come close to succeeding in hurting him, and he laughs in amusement at the mere thought. But youâll get him back, you know you will.
âI thought we were going to spend the day together?â Sukuna asks as he watches you get ready to go out. You never invited him anywhere, so he was shocked to hear that you werenât at home. He isnât well liked in public, thereâs just something about being huge, having four arms and being extremely scary that people donât like. Sukuna can kill anyone without a second thought.Â
âI thought so too before someone ruined the blanket that I was making for my daughter⌠So I had to get the materials to make it again.â You tell him, and Sukuna nearly gasps when you drop the d word. Youâve always refused to call the baby your daughter since you have no idea what the sex is, but it seems like you use it to piss him off. You click your tongue when you notice his reaction, âWhat? Youâre so overdramatic. Youâve killed for fuckâs sake, why is saying daughter so scary to you.â
âBecause weâre having a son!â He yells, getting defensive about it. You donât understand why he gets upset at the mere suggestion that heâs having a daughter. Before you got pregnant, Sukuna never seemed to care about the gender of a hypothetical babyâ Although you shouldnât be shocked since your husband isnât exactly the most fair when it comes to different sexes⌠Sukuna is a misogynist, thatâs what youâre trying to get at. He treats all humans with the same disdain, but particularly women. It seems that youâve forgotten because he doesnât treat you the same way he treats everyone else.
âSukuna, weâre having a daughter.â You reiterate, and you watch his eye twitch. Youâre doing it to piss him off, he knows it, yet itâs working. âYou wanted a baby, Sukuna. You knew there was no guarantee that youâd be having a son, but you still decided that you wanted one. You canât cry about having a daughter.â
Sukuna takes a deep breath, surprisingly managing his anger well. He decides to leave the room, leaving you alone to do whatever the hell you want. You fuel his anger even more, yelling at him, âAnd donât come back until you fix your attitude!â
You stare off into the distance, your hand resting on your bump. You begin to wonder what Sukuna will actually do, and you canât do anything but hope that heâll come around to the idea because you know Sukuna. He isnât good whatsoever, he wonât hesitate to hurt her, even if sheâs his own flesh and blood. Youâre not sure you could stay by his side if he were to do anything, but you wouldnât really have any other option either.
You decide to go to sleep, because thinking about it further wonât really help you in any way. You delude yourself, thinking that heâll come around to the idea.
A large pair of arms wrap around you, waking you up from your slumber. Sukuna does it to try and be romantic, but he nearly suffocates you. You slap his arm, telling him, âLoosen the gripââ
He loosens his grip, which lets you know that he wasnât trying to kill you. Thankfully. Sukuna would never do anything to harm you, but sometimes you swear you donât know him much. Itâs very rare when you get a heart to heart with Sukuna where he actually talks about him, he usually prefers to listen to listen, and to threaten anyone in the stories that offend you in the slightest.
âCan I say something without you getting mad?â You begin, still half asleep. Sukuna furrows his brows. Due to his lack of answer, you decide to speak, âYouâre overreacting.â
âI just donât know what Iâd do with a daughter.â He confesses. He doesnât know how heâd handle her, how to treat her fairly, how he wouldâ He doesnât know how he would do anything. He doesnât know what being a woman entails so he wonât know how to teach her anything. He wants to teach her how to do everything.Â
âEverything youâd do with a son.â You reply. You really doubt that your child will be raised to have great morals, so thereâs no point in really raising them differently. âSukuna, how will it be different?â
âHow will it not be different?â He sounds offended. Thereâs nothing similar between men and women. Sukunaâs hands go to your bump, his hand caressing it. âBut for my heir, I guess I can make an exception.â
âIs that your way of telling me that you wonât make a fuss over the possibility of having a daughter?â You ask him, and his silence gives you an answer. Yes, Sukuna is fine with it, as fine as he can be at least.
His hand goes under your nightgown, caressing your thighs. You feel Sukuna kiss the back of your neck, and you squeeze your thighs, his large hand stuck between them. The man rarely touches you nowadays, seeing you as fragile as ever. You donât know about the sudden change, but you certainly donât mind.
âWhat changed in you?â You ask him as his hand goes up to your panties. He pushes them to the side because last time he tore something of yours, you got too mad at him so heâd rather not risk it. His fingers run through your folds before going to your clit, and you bite your bottom lip due to pure excitement.
âWas thinking about how Iâd be nothing without you.â He confesses, letting you know that he didnât come to terms with having a daughterâ Sukuna is a man that fears nothing, at least thatâs what you thought up until now. He fears losing you. Itâs your issue⌠Youâve never paid attention to the love in his eyes when he speaks to you or about you. Sometimes you donât realize just how much you mean to him. âThen I remembered how gorgeous you look carrying our son.â
âIf you say that again Iâllââ You begin but Sukuna is two steps ahead of you. He pushes two large fingers inside of you. You canât help but moan, covering your mouth immediately. One of his hands pulls your hand away, even in the dark he knows what you do. After all, youâre not just getting to know him, but heâs getting to know you too.
âDid I tell you to be fucking quiet?â He asks through gritted teeth. You have to be quiet at other times, like when the baby gets here and you risk waking them up. Now, if any of the servants hear, thatâs their fucking problem. âBe loud, my love. Remind everyone who you belong to.â
âThey know.â You tell him, which is quickly cut off by a moan as his fingers move faster. You feel his thumb graze your asshole, teasing you before he pushes it in. âSukuââ
âYouâre not going to be able to stay quiet.â He ends up laughing. You never do because heâs just too much for you to handle. He curves his fingers so they hit your sweet spot. You shut your eyes, quickly succumbing to pleasure. Youâve missed this feeling so much, and he refuses to give it to you.
Sukuna loves when you turn into putty by his touch. It takes practically nothing to work you up, and you begin to squeeze around him. He smirks, knowing that it takes nothing for you to be practically screaming his name. Sukuna speaks into your ear, âAlready so excited for me? Do you want more?â
âI need more.â Your voice sounds so demanding and Sukuna laughs. Another hand goes under your nightgown, his fingers focusing on your clit. You loudly moan his name as it all gets too much for you to handle.Â
âIs it too much?â He mocks you as your orgasm builds up, until you finally reach your peak, your legs shaking. Sukuna takes his fingers out, shoving the fingers that were in your cunt into your mouth, making you gag.Â
Sukuna lights a candle, providing some light in the room. You sit up, getting on top of him, undoing his robe. Your body yearns for more, and he smirks since he knows it. You lean down, your lips going on his, your tongue entering his mouth and pressing against his own. When you pull away from the kiss, you mutter, âIâve missed you.â
You raise yourself, aligning the cock on the top with your pussy before slowly pushing yourself down on it. You take a moment to adjust to him since itâs been a while since the last time youâve fucked her. You begin to bounce on him, and Sukuna spits in his palm, grabbing the cock on the bottom and teasing your asshole with the tip.
Sukuna holds you down when he begins to push the other tip in your asshole. Even though youâre expecting a child together, youâre still loud when he fills both of your holes. Itâs too much for you to handle at first, but throughout the time you get used to it.
âTight little cuntââ He groans, and he never thought that he of all people would end up touch deprived. But then he got too scared to hurt you in any way when you knew you were expecting, so he stuck to⌠Nothing. To suppress his dirty thoughts.Â
âMove.â You order, too tired to continue. Sukuna begins to move for you, thrusting slowly in and out of you. He continues at the pace you had set.Â
âIs it good? Youâre making a fucking mess.â He says as he picks up speed. You throw your head back, one hand going down to play with your clit as he thrusts in and out of you.
âItâs so fucking goodââ You answer. Youâve been needing this every single fucking night, and youâre lucky to be receiving it now. Heâs finally giving into your cravings.Â
âYou just love being filled up like a little slut, donât you?â Sukunaâs hand goes up from your bump to your mouth, shoving two fingers into your mouth again. He feels the vibration of your moans through your tongue before you begin to twirl your tongue around his fingers.Â
Sukuna loves the way you take in his cocks, smiling at you at how well you take himâ Of course he wouldnât tell you though. Your hands go to his chest, using it for support as well as subconsciously digging your nails into his skin. It stings for him, but he canât help but love it.
Sukuna does you a favor, his fingers rubbing your clit. Your eyes roll to the back of your head,Â
A second orgasm overtaking you. Sukuna feels you squeezing on both of his cocks, feeling himself get weak.Â
âSukuââ You loudly moan as you reach your second orgasm. Sukuna mocks you for it.
âWhat? Canât handle it?â He asks, your nails digging deeper into his skin. Heâs losing control, his thrusts getting sloppy. Itâs been so long since the last time he did thisâ And when he finishes, he fills both of your holes with so much cum, and you swear youâre in heaven because there is no better feeling than this.Â
When he takes his cocks out, so much cum drips out of you. You end up falling on his chest, him wrapping a pair of large arms around you while another fixes your clothes.Â
âThis is a nice way to apologize for misbehaving.â You comment, and Sukuna scoffs.
âWho said I was apologizing?â Sukuna is frowning, and you lightly smack his face which pisses him off more. He holds your hands so you donât try to do anything more with them.
âIâll take it as an apology.â You tell him. Sukuna wants to laugh, but he manages to keep a poker face. He grabs you up by your hair, putting his lips on yours.Â
âIt was not an apology, woman. Shut your mouth.â
Bonus:
You swear that hell is freezing over because what the hell is the scene youâre witnessing. Youâve never seen Sukuna like this⌠You donât think you are supposed to see him like this.
âWhoâs a headstrong girl?â Sukuna is putting on a baby voice for fuckâs sake. For a daughter that he didnât want. Your baby girl laughs, and he falls in love all over again. Sheâs just so fucking perfectâ With her little eyes, her little nose, her little mouth, her four little arms, her soft pink hair. Sheâs everything to him.
âDo you need anything, Sukuna?â You approach them, but Sukuna pays little attention to you. He keeps looking down at his daughter who lays on your bed. Sheâs in need of a nap but Sukuna doesnât like putting her to bed because sheâs boring then.
âYeah, how do I order another one of these?â He asks, and you furrow your eyebrows in confusion.
âOf what?â You respond, wondering what the hell he talks about.
âAnother daughter.â
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â alternatively, enhypen hyungs as your typical high school crush!
PAIR. high school! enhypen hyungs x gn!reader (rest under cut) GENRE. fluff, high school au, bullet points WORD COUNT. 1.8k total MAKNAE LINE VER.
ě´ďż˝ďż˝ěš â lee heeseung
varsity jackets, notes in lockers, late night calls, secret pining, basketball games
secretly (not so secretly) an attention seeker
he's on the varsity basketball team, so by law you're hyping him up (disguised as hyping up the whole team) before the game and now he has to win!!! (plus he made a bet with jay about the team's winning streak)
i'd think that you two are closer than acquaintances but don't know each other well enough to be close friends
you guys probably met through mutual friends groups that kind of merged????
it was junior year when he signed up for every ap class you took just to look at your face more often.
horrible move for his gpa, amazing move for his mental well-being
... that was, until his mental well-being was compromised again because his ap calc grades were... not sexy
"help like actually i don't think my coach will let me stay on the team if i fail another quiz like that 0.05% grade decrease might be the end of my career"
you start tutoring him not because you're super confident about your calc skills, but because 1) you're better than him at least đand 2) it's a free excuse to hang out with him after school
you guys have your first tutoring sessions over discord vc btw like LOSERS
"can you hear me okay"
"..."
"dude you're muted"
IT WAS BAD
he's got the popular guy on the outside, an absolute loser on the inside persona
like he's lowkey a romantically awkward dude
but once he got to know you a bit more from your 1 on 1 time (still on discord.) you guys got really close!
would talk shit together right before basketball matches too
"[name] make sure to start booing when the other team shows up because unfortunately i think they're actually really good"
you're really passionate about how the other schools have horrible players (regardless of stats) and love to narrate a play-by-play with heeseung after the match is over
he finally confessed to you after a whole business year (jake and riki were about to dox their private dms by then)
you guys are like those stereotypical high school movie it couples, where it seems like two gorgeous popular people fell in love
they don't need to know he's just a hopeless romantic!!
ë°ě˘
ěą â park jongseong
blue ink, keyboard clicks, shared laughs, handwritten notes, guitar strings
you thought he was pretty intimidating at first ngl
first day of school and he has a whole pre-established friend group, somehow found a table to sit at, has an effortless air going for him
you were paired up with him for a group project in history and
god help this man is SO straightforward and to the point
"ok so i'll do this part and you can do those parts. let me know if you have questions."
insert working in SILENCE for the next hour and a half
at least you two got your work done though!
but then, as an icebreaker in the last ten minutes of class you asked:
"oh... so, uh, do you ever wonder how liquid soap was invented?"
girl wtf!
your internal thought processing was like ??? damn who said that??? before you realized it was YOU
fortunately for you, jay was not completely weirded out!
he even looked a bit interested!
VERY interested, actually!
and that's how he began google searching like crazy, pulling up a million wikipedia articles and scouring the internet to answer your question
because how did you know he was curious about that too!
he really went from 0 to 100 and wdym you thought this man was cold and stoic
he became a d1 yapper for a solid ten minutes, up until the second the bell rang
he was even subconsciously walking with you to your lunch spot, STILL talking about william sheppard and that day in 1865
when he stops and finally realizes where he is, he actually blinks a bit before asking if you had joined any lunchtime clubs
and you were like oh yeah!! i'm in guitar club
he looked at you with the biggest heart eyes at that tbh
HE WAS IN LOVE
wdym your interests were perfectly aligned???? was he in a soulmates au
fast forward three months, and he seriously thinks he's found The One
confesses to you after playing guitar!! and he wrote a handwritten letter too with a cheeky reference to that one liquid soap conversation that started it all
you never feel like you're being "too weird" when you're with him and you two can always be your candid goofy selves with each other :))
ěŹěŹě¤ â sim jaeyun
muji pens, fond eye rolls, sharing books, lunch dates, lattes, TI-84s
you already saw this one coming
physics lover jake, but you've deemed physics your number one opp
HOW can this man go "i love this subject so much omg" after you've just gotten your third 72% in a row?!
it's not like you weren't smart (the class average was a 55)
and it's not like you hated the subject itself
okay maybe you did
but you just thought there were so many other alternatives other than physics to fawn over as a favorite subject. like. ANY other subject
one day, you're seated next to jake in calc and he just turns to you and starts talking out of NOWHERE
heâs like wow isnât this so interesting? calc is like a hobby of mine!!
and youâre like boy stfu??? iâm literally struggling how is this your pastimeÂ
poor guy just wanted to make small talk and impress you with stuff he thought you were interested in⌠which is academicsÂ
fast forward to that afternoon in history though, and tests are passed back
you're a certified humanities girl, so you got an 100!!! academic weapon
jake, however..... is kind of an academic shield in this case
on the midterm, he had written that the victorian era ended in 1592, and filled in everything else he didn't know with "mansa musa" because it was the only thing he retained from ap world
maybe you genuinely felt really bad for hating on him when he had struggles of his own, or maybe you felt really nice that day, or maybe you were secretly hoping to get to know him more....
either way, you don't know what came over you when you tapped on his shoulder
you missed how his eyes widened a bit when he turned around, and how he looked genuinely shocked that you were talking to him in an initiated conversation! maybe his rizz was working! (maybe it was)
"there's a method that i use to memorize terms that i could teach you, if you want"
IF HE WANTS??? he would've literally jumped with joy if the paper in front of him wasn't such a nuclear bomb to his gradebook
so that's how you suddenly started spending all your lunches sitting with jake at an empty table together
he tutors you back for physics and math too, so it's fair
and DAMN it works
suddenly you two are all-rounder academic weapons???? he has your back for STEM, you have his back for humanities
like that's literally a power couple right there.
only one problem.
you aren't a couple!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you confess to him after one of your study sessions, by plotting a heart on the desmos graphing calculator using the equations that he taught you
it was super cute!!
he was literally the proudest and happiest man alive he teared up a bit (he would never admit it though)
and NOW you guys are the campus power couple
âbabe look at this!â and he's waving at you with his 100 on the history final
he actually started jumping and hugging you (embarrassingly) when you found out you got a 94% average in physics at the end of the semester, giving you an A in the class
you were so shocked when you opened your report card that you didn't even register it until you heard jake go "YOOO OH MY GOD BABE THAT'S INSANE I KNEW YOU COULD DO IT YESSS I'M SO PROUD OF YOU"
well maybe thanks to jake the subject isn't so bad now!
ë°ěąí â park sunghoon
big school, comfortable silence, convenience stores, headphones, lingering gazes
the "everything kinda sucks here, except you" type of plot
sunghoon tries to stay out of the spotlight, keeping to himself with his head down, hood up, and headphones on
you're not really sure when you met him first actually, but you're both the same type of people where you're just going through the motions
you intrigued him though-- maybe it was the slightly melancholic look in your eyes? or maybe it was the way you purse your lips when you find a particularly hard question on the worksheets in class
either way, he finds himself wanting to get to know you more
funnily enough, he sees you at the convenience store after school as he walks home, and his feet start walking him in your direction
you see him first, and give him a smile and a little wave-- and sunghoon waves back without even thinking about it
that was the entire interaction that day, but sunghoon keeps replaying that part when you smiled and waved at him
why can't he stop thinking about it?
some things definitely changed too-- you start saying hi to him in the hallways at school, you turn to sunghoon to ask questions in class, and you seem to brighten up whenever you see him
you guys start to have conversations, starting with simple small talk, then moving to longer, more random dialogue where you both just say whatever comes to mind
the two of you become so close that you decide to walk to and from school together, since you found out that you only live a couple blocks away
sunghoon likes to place his headphones over your ears to show you new songs every morning, and you like to share earbuds in the afternoon to walk home together
he also starts to slip little notes about his day in your backpack before you go your separate ways in the neighborhood, signing off with a little p.s. to meet him at the park before sunset
it takes him SO long to muster up the courage to confess to you because he keeps thinking you'd say no
but when he finally does, all his fears melt away because you looked at him in such a soft way
he's actually reminded of why he fell for you in the first place
because with you, thereâs no judgment from the outside world in the little bubble that youâve created with him
it's just the two of you against the world <3
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