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cloudcountry · 20 hours ago
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wooo requests are open!!! missed the last one so im gonna make this one count o⁠(⁠(⁠*⁠^⁠▽⁠^⁠*⁠)⁠)⁠o
tkdb charcters with reader that is mute please!! but heres the thing, even though they can't speak to express how they're feeling, their facial expressions speak all by themselves. for example when they face something that disgusts or disappoints them you would understand what they feel immediately. would be really hilarious with the sinostra boys methinks. but please feel free to write this for any character you want!! as always love you love you and everything you write <33 i dont actually play tkdb anymore since it consumes too much of my time (gotta study yk blegh.) but i still have so much fun reading your works. i always get excited whenever i get tagged you have no idea i eat them up every time.
COMMENTS: sinostra ghouls with a very expressive mc who just so happens to be mute!
SUMMARY: i kept the mutism aspect as vague as possible. i know people with selective mutism and had that in mind while writing, since i have the most experience with that!!
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Taiga is, more likely than not, a major asshole at first. He takes your silence as a snub, and will pull a gun out on you when you first meet. If it’s any consultation, he does that with everyone...
Once he gives you a nickname, he greets you with a stone cold “so you’re not gonna talk with a gun to your head? What’s your game?” before snapping out of it and realizing that you’re his precious kitty cat!
People don’t give Taiga enough credit in the intelligent department, really. He’ll pick up on any way you prefer to communicate with ease. Plus, once he warms up to you, he’ll start trying to get every possible reaction out of you!
He does this out of love. Think of it as being put under a microscope, Taiga style! The deception that shrouds the casino also shrouds people’s genuine nature, so it’s refreshing to him that you just. Display how you feel on your face. (Taiga finds it funny, too.)
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Romeo is also a bit of an asshole at first, but hey, aren’t most of the ghouls? Eventually he’ll get to the point where he’s yelling at people who decide to treat you the way he used to, putting the fear of death into them.
Romeo will get offended and start screeching if you even so much as wrinkle your nose at one of his ideas. He knows you’re always honest with him and want the best for Sinostra, so maybe you do have a point, but he’d never admit it!
Don’t mention it if you start to notice that his plans silently incorporate your thoughts and ideas. Romeo is good at reading people, so he can tell what you’re thinking pretty easily...unfortunately, he won’t tell you that to your face.
Responds very similarly to people who give you a hard time for being mute and people who don’t understand his acronyms. Yelling. Berating, even. How dare they be stupid. He should fire them on the spot.
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The second thing Ritsu ever said to you was likely something along the lines of “invoking the right to remain silent, are we?” to which you shook your head and gave him a weird look. At least he catches on quick! Immediately asks if you can speak (tactless. He is trying, though.)
Ritsu find it easy to adapt to whatever method of communication you prefer, no matter what it may be. You’re his business partner, after all. He should try his hardest to learn your mannerisms to better understand you, so that the Laurel Crown may be within reach, yada yada.
More likely than not, Ritsu quickly becomes so wrapped up in studying you that your behavioral model becomes incredibly advanced in the first week of knowing him. It may seem a little creepy at first (and you will definitely make a face when he shows it to you) but obsessive studying is simply how his brain works.
He will often take it upon himself to reiterate what you have said with your face. For example, if Romeo and or Taiga suggests an idea that you hate, Ritsu will say his piece, turn to you, see your expression, and relay your very obvious thoughts to them so that there’s no room for argument.
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ungodlyangel2506 · 6 months ago
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it would be such species euphoria to be able to learn how to read something like base 2 or base 10 fluently, im kind of tempted to learn,,
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clumsypuppy · 1 year ago
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i feel like. theres designing a character with certain themes and motifs in mind, and then theres making a gijinka for the water bottle on my nightstand
#me when im the only person on the bus wearing a mask: i should make a furry plaguesona#its hard to explain bc. most of the time i try NOT to give my characters a 'strong' theme like making their whole design around#one thing like apples or even broad stuff like baking or cottagecore.. idk if its partly for flexibility or because i cant imagine them#making it their whole personality. not bc i find it cringe or overblown but more like ive learned to associate design with character depth#i had a cutesy uwu persona for most of highschool because i thought it would make me more. likeable? easy to remember? since#memorable character designs are easy to recognize. and one way of doing that is simplifying it with a theme or symbol so you form an#association. but since im a real person its exhausting keeping up that appearance all the time and denying myself things when they dont#fit my 'aesthetic' or 'theme.' i think ive grown past that bc i just collect stuff because i think it looks cool and dont let myself dwell#on how it might 'fit' with my image. but i cant help feeling bad doing it to my own characters bc it feels like im making them too one#dimensional. despite knowing that theyre not real and design alone doesnt reflect depth i cant help feeling like its wrong#despite that i love seeing motifs because it feels like it reflects the characters soul and paradoxically gives them depth. it makes them#interesting to look at too and honestly its pretty fun combining things that fall under a similar category when designing#i struggle find a balance between those two things#actually this reminds me of noelles christmas theme.. i dont remember her saying anything abt liking christmas despite a lot of#her design and character tying back to it. it makes me wonder if she would have feelings about that or doesnt think abt it too hard#or if its like a matching family shirts situation and shes just going along with it??#maybe i should just do whatever i want with my character designs since theyre not real and im thinking abt it too hard#although. this probably has something to do with deep seated identity issues huh#yapping#oc talk#oc
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its-no-biggie · 6 months ago
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you ever get so annoyed trying to read romanized kpop lyrics that you learn how to read hangeul
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skitskatdacat63 · 2 years ago
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I'm supposed to be writing a 900 word essay in German right now, so as you can see by all my vettonso posts, it's going very well 🌚
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majorshatterandhare · 2 years ago
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I started a piece of art today which is based on some plant species* that I think would be good to colonize Tim in @gunpowder-tim’s headcanon of the Persephone Tim headcanon; so it’s art based on a headcanon of a headcanon of a headcanon 😅 [sweat simle emoji].
It’s gonna take a long time I think, but I am planning on posting it here even though it’s just gonna be plants and no Tim (because I am much better at drawing these little doodle plants than drawing people).
*so the art is basically of real species we have on Earth, but I maintain that they wouldn’t have the same plants on the City, so in my brain his plants are just similar to these ones.
#i don’t know if i should main tag this. thats always hard for me to tell#persephone tim#i am taking a break now because for some reason it took me almost 4 hours to paint some ghost pipe.#i am researching more species too. im looking at a lot of liverworts. but they are ‘obscure’ enougb thats its not always easy to find if-#they are parasitic or not. i know *some* species of liverwort are. and depending on how im able to draw them i might include non-parasitic-#species because i need the space filled a particular way#im also tired because i stayed up until after 6 am and then didn’t take my sleep meds (because it was 6 am)#oh there’s also gonns be some mushrooms included#ive explained it before but basically the fungus being an intermediary is a thing we see in real life (although not between plants and-#animals afaik) and it makes sense because fungi are closer related to animals than to plants.#now i suppose thats not necessarily true on the City. because we dont know if they are homo sapiens or not (this would make possible-#implications for the other life on the plant). however for now I have no hcs regarding that. its easiest to go with their life works the-#same as ours. but their species are different if for no other reason because of evolution (over time)#well thats whats easiest and most interesting and fun *to me* which i realize is because i am a biologist and happen to also crave as much-#scientific accuracy as possible. but thats not everyones cup of tea. not everyone wants to spend hours searching about different parasitic-#plants to choose one for this and learn about how they interact and what not. probably *most* people wouldnt think this hard about it.#and that’s okay too. if you like to make up your own plants whole cloth and not worry about it aligning with realy world biology. thats-#okay too. do what you like.#(unless you are a tv/movie/book/etc which is supposed to be set in our world on our earth. YOU CANT MAKE APE/WORM HYBRIDS! for crissakes)#hope its okay i tagged you gunpowder-tim#also sorry to everyone for how much i ramble in the tags. i have adhd and keeping 1 try of though is nigh on impossible#like this: nigh means near. so nigh on impossible is nearly impossible. but one way of defining nigh is approaching. then its approaching-#impossible. which makes me think of math. ‘as x approaches infinity;’ ‘as y approaches impossible’#there have a little language and math too with your dose of spec bio explanation#(the ape/worm thing is a reference to an early x-files episode that i have complained about in tags before)
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kohakhearts · 2 years ago
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cons of going to a “good schoolTM”: insane workload, unbearable classmates, next to no support when you have any kind of extenuating circumstances Including literal hospitalization, etc
pros of going to a “good schoolTM”: the 9-5 lifestyle is genuinely a major improvement
#taylor.txt#the extenuating circumstances point was not me btw. i know someone who had his degree delayed an entire year because of two weeks in psych#we’re in a co-op program or else maybe it wouldve just been one semester but. lol#i hate it here…i hate it#but hey…at least i have the world’s shittiest health insurance!#some of my classmates say they dont feel like working full-time is easier than going to school full-time but it so is#for me. anyway. even when i fumbled my time management bad on the field and make no mistake i was incredibly busy plus i chose a field#notorious for Unpaid Overtime and Taking Your Work Home. even then. it was still easier than this#i would never do undergrad again. i loved everything i learned. i took interesting and awesome classes#but i would never ever do it again. miserable overworked spent most of it friendless until i got on the field#i have a friend who keeps being like idk how you did 4 physics classes this sem and im like girl we are education students…thats an average#semester for a physics major. how must THEY feel#also i have to say just you know. generally. ive worked full-time while living with my parents#AND while living alone. and 50 hours a week was incredibly manageable in the former arrangement. i even wrote and edited an entire novel#in the beginning stages of a pandemic while working 50 hours a week of retail and fast food hell. 40 hours full-time with weekends off#while living alone though? thats hard. i still managed to go to the gym almost every day#currently? i cant get out of bed in the morning. i am putting in 12 hour days and then goinng to bed unable to sleep because im so stressed#i have dreams about school. tangentially theres a really good marxist poem i read last year about this phenomenon in workers#ANYWAY. i have just 8 more days 4 exams 1 research paper and video project#i think i can pass and then thats it. my next semester is hell but just because scheduling the actual classes will be easy#and then i get to go back on the field and actually want to wake up every day. lol#and 8 days from now i will have my christmas shopping done and my apartment will be clean and i will be a fanfic writing machine#also my friends and i booked a demolition room so im sure that will be beneficial kfldjfldndks
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autism-corner · 2 years ago
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i love handsewing but man this would be 100 times easier if i actually had a machine.
#ive been at this lil sack for two hours and its not even done. if i had a machine it wouldve taken 30 mins. MAX. probably not even.#some things you sew just for the fun of it but this like. has an actual use. i kinda need this done.#im making a lil thingy to put train-check-in-card-thingie in =w=bb#its a pain.#i couldve probably asked to use my grandma's machine but 1) anxiety 2) shes on vacation i think 3) id have to learn how to first.#i think learning would be fairly easy especially since this is just some straight connective borders but :/ ya never know.#also. im not using sewing pins. im holding everything together with prayers and two magnets. its not really that hard luckily but.#i really am just making it 10x harder for myself.#to get the fabric flat i ironed it but i didnt wanna get the ironingboard so i just did it on the floor. which isnt good either probably.#oh yeah also i used a frozen pizza cardboard box as structure. which is still a bit visible through the fabric aswell. just a bit.#in conclusion: this all is a mess and probably the least efficient way but :p we ball.#its cute & yellow <3#yay#anyway i really hope it works through the cardboard bc otherwise this'd all been for nothing.#ig i could take out one of the cardboard sides if i really need to.#its almost finished tho!!! only need to do a lil flap and the button.#these will also be done in incredibly inefficient ways but !!!! OH WELL.#im just glad i dont have to spend 10 bucks for the same thing ig <3 /hj#sillyposting
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spiritunwilling · 5 days ago
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wait i forgot to add its a cybersecurity job. not that it adds much to the post
My light novel "help! I've been hired for a job I'm UNDERQUALIFIED for and I can't quit because my employer is the MAFIA and my boss wants to have SEX with me because I'm a BL PROTAGONIST!"
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angelicblondie · 11 months ago
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high infidelity ೀ⋆⑅˚
luke x princess!reader
cw: cheating (totally not ok in real life pls dont cheat!), sexual content, a tad toxic (MDNI)
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luke hated your boyfriend, and you hated luke.
so it was a pretty simple dynamic.
you and luke had never really gotten along. you werent sure why, at first, but it was the way things were - you hated luke, and luke hated you.
it didnt matter, anyways. luke was nice to everyone but you, so you couldn't even talk to anyone about it, because everyone loved him!
it was unfortunate, but it was reality - nothing could be done about your distaste for each other. it is what it is.
you could admit though, that it was highly unhelpful - your rivalry, that is. as being two of the oldest campers, you tended to be paired up quite often. whether it was co-taught classes, demonstrations, cabin duties - somehow, someway, you were always together.
luckily at this point, you two had matured (at least a little) since your arrival at camp half-blood. when the two of you were younger, it was hard to act professional. you would get in fights very often, needing an older camper or even chiron to break it up. it was too easy for the two of you to dissagree - you were just too different from eachother, you were never going to get along.
as you got older, you were able to learn how to bite you tongue, and pick your battles. even if he made a sly comment, or gave you mocking look, you tried your very best (most of the time) not to engage. he wanted a reaction, and you had learned not to give him one (once again, most of the time).
however, recently, its been harder.
a couple months ago, you started dating alex from demeter cabin. he was sweet, and caring, and easy to get along with.
but...also a bit boring.
you wouldnt mention it to anyone of course, not even your closest friends. you tried to convince yourself that boring wasnt bad, in fact, it was what you needed. boring was good for you!
how come it didnt feel like that though?
anyways, the point is, ever since you and alex started dating, luke has been flaring up the teasing again. making little comments, trying to embarrass alex whenever their in the same group of people - it was relentless.
it became harder and harder for you to not get mad at him. he knew just how to get under your skin, better than anyone. why was he bothering you so much? why couldn't you shake him? the hate for him and his stupid comments, and stupid pretty eyes festered deep in your chest, waiting to be released in the form of curses and harsh words you knew you couldn't take back.
you decided not to stoop to his level, though. you figured that was the best form of revenge - no reaction.
but, like stated - he was relentless.
it admittedly got out of hands this morning though, when you had overheard luke talking to his siblings at breakfast. you were simply minding your business, drinking your iced coffee and eating your breakfast as you unintentionally picked up on their conversation.
"...i mean, we all know she's gonna drop him in...what? a week?" you heard the smug, annoying voice of luke and the laugher from his siblings. you paused you actions, discreetly leaning on your elbow to listen closer.
luke laughed before continuing. "not even to be a dick, but that guys is so boring, gods. what does she even see in him?" hermes cabin was called up to the fire, and you seethed in your seat.
that was it. you had taken lukes snide comments and rude words for too long. you felt the anger you had been haboring rise into your throat, and before you know it, you grab your cup, and walked right up to him.
he turned too late, barely registering you were there as your threw your drink right in his face. gasps were heard around the pavilion as confused and speculated murmurs started to circulate.
his mouth was wide open in shock and his eyes were shut as the coffee driped down his face. your voice was stern as you spoke, your lips formed a pout, and your eyebrows were scrunched up. "next time, say it to my face, castellan."
chiron stood up, appalled, calling out both your names. "this is disgraceful! never would i think that two of the brightest and most gifted half-bloods in todays day and age would show such childish behavior!" he lectured, and you look down at the floor, suddenly embarrassed and ashamed. what were you thinking? "the two of you will spend the day cleaning the camp, and i will not hear a single complaint from either of you! understood?"
luke looked like he wanted to argue but he zipped his mouth shut, clenching his jaw tight as he look at you.
supprisingly, he didnt look like his usual mad. instead, he was...amused? he was almost impressed by your boldness - he didnt think you had it in you. but you had bottled it up for so long, it was bound to happen eventually.
you look away from him and up to chiron. you mouth was drawn in a line, and you nodded, almost robotically. "understood." you stated, voice firm. luke did the same and you both walked back to your tables, not giving the other another look. your siblings immidiately bombarded you with questions, so you briefly explain, not really wanting to talk much longer.
you sent an apologetic look to alex as you went to sit back down, and he gave you a strained smile, before looking away. you sigh softly and bite your lip, playing with your food before undeniable hell started - spending the whole day with luke.
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after breakfast, you met luke at the stables, where you started your day of torture. the whole hour it was silent, the only time the two of you spoke was relating to the job.
you were mostly joking before, but truly, if someone had asked you what your personal hell was, this was about as close to it as it could get - cleaning up pegasus manure with only the company of luke castellan.
it totally wasnt fair. your hair kept falling out of your ponytail, pretty much all your polished nails were chipped, and you got shit on your sneakers. and of course, nothing of the sort happened to luke. the sweat on his head didnt look like sweat, it just made him shiny, and if possible, better. his eyes scrunching up in focus only made him look more attractive.
you shook the thought away, reasoning that it was totally ok for you to notice beauty, it was practically your job as a child of aphrodite! as long as you didn't dwell on it too much, you should be good.
but, of course, that wasn't the case.
it became a reoccurring theme to notice how effortless luke was at everything. cleaning the dining pavilion, he looked good. cleaning up after the archery class, he looked good. even sweeping the floor he looked hot! it was totally unfair, and all it did was make you angrier. since when was he allowed to be hot???
as it finally reached the later hours in the day, you two had made it to your last task - picking up trash out of the beach. you sighed, finally breaking the silence.
"ok, are we ever gonna talk, or no?"
luke looks up at you from picking an empty bottel from the sand and smiles mischeviously.
"'bout what?" he teases and you purse your lips.
"seriously?" you ask, hands on your hip and an angry pout. "you know what."
he takes a step closer, looking down at you with amusement. this was funny to him? "nah, princess, think y'need to tell me."
you clench your jaw and cross your arms. "your problem with me. look, im not a fan of you either, but at least im mature enough to try and act civil!" you exclaim.
luke chuckles, stepping away to continue to clean the beach. "yeah, civil. it was real civil when you threw you coffee all over me at breakfast." he quips, voice full of amused sarcasm.
you scoff. "yeah, it was only 'cause you were talking shit, though." you mumble. "sure, it wasnt the best idea, but at least it got the point across."
you move away as well, continuing the task, hoping it would be over soon. "tell me, princess. just outta' pure curiosity, how does your little boyfriend feel 'bout me?" he asks, his voice smug and condecending.
you purse your lips as you turn to me. "ok, seriously, whats your problem?" you drop the trash bag to the sand.
luke shrugs. "no problem, just think you could do better, s'all."
you blink, eyes furrowing in confusion. huh?
its silent for a few moments as you process his words. "you....what?"
luke chuckles, dropping his bag and walking a few steps closer to you. "i think you could do better than whats-his-name. i mean, everyone thinks your only using him for the rite of passage, because why else would you date a guy like that?"
your defensively cross you arms. "like what?"
luke scoffs, as if the answer is obvious. "boring."
you fold your lips inwards. got me there, you think to yourself, and he looks at you like he knows what your thinking.
your narrow your eyes. "hes not boring. and im not using him for the rite of passage. hes nice, he cute, and he doesnt make me want to rip my hair out - all things you cannot say about yourself. besides, its really none of your business."
luke holds up his hands in mock surrender, taking a step back. "woah, dont get all fiery on me, princess. just statin' my opinion, which you asked for," he defends, chuckling at your outburst. "y'know, somethings telling me that your only dating this guys 'cause hes the opposite of me."
your lips twist in a sickeningly sweet smile. "i mean, it certainly doesnt hurt."
luke bite his lip, holding back his amusement and stepping closer. "im startin' to think your obsessed w'me, princess." his voice was lower than before, and his eyes twinkled with michief and...something else?
you swallow, trying to maintain eye contact but the intensity was overwhelming. "i think its the other way around." you say, trying to sound strong, but your voice was quiet.
why all of the sudden was he having this effect on you? why were goosebump trailing up your skin, why was your head foggy, and why on earth did you want him to come closer? not only was it out of character, but it wasn't right! no matter how much you weren't into you boyfriend, you couldn't cheat on him, you knew that was wrong. but luke looked far too good right now, and you were feeling things you never felt before.
before you could come to a conclusion on your emotions, luke took a teasing step back, peeling off his shirt.
"i think im done cleaning," he states, tossing his shirt to the sand and unbuttoning his shorts. you turn to look away, fearing a blush would coat your cheeks at seeing his near-naked form.
you can hear the smirk in lukes voice as he talks, and you turn back to see him just in boxers, walking backwards towards the water.
"gonna take a dip, if you wanna join."
his words were enticing, and you still couldn't figure out why. despite yourself, you slowly peel of you clothes, curious as to where this was going. with a new found sense of confidence, you walk towards the water, locking eyes with luke, who was eyeing your body, and the thin, lacy garments covering you privates.
as you decent down into the water, you stand in front of him, water reaching the middle of your ribcage whilst it almost reaches lukes shoulders, since he's further below. if you were honest, it was quite a beautiful scene, the sun was setting below the horizon, the water was calm and still, and the occasional sound of the waves hitting the shore and crickets beginning to chirp was the only thing that could be heard.
you tilt your head, eyeing him curiously. "why do you hate me, castellan?" you ask, your voice devoid of any malice, just pure curiosity.
luke looked a little suprised by your question, and looked back at you with a bit of amusement. "i dont hate you, princess, thats a bit intense," he chuckles.
you scoff a bit. "well you obviously dont like me. so, what is it?"
you werent sure when it happened, but you and luke had waded out further, making the two of you level, only your shoulders up being visible.
it was silent for a moment as luke thought up his answer, and weirdly the void of conversation was comfortable. the sunset illuminated one side of his face, making him look oddly ethereal. you couldn't look away.
"i dont hate you, princess," he says finally, looking into your eyes with a serious expression (one of the few times you had ever seen one on him).
he doesnt hate you? then why is he always such a dick? you think about asking your plethora of questions, but decide against it, being unable to form any coherent words.
he looked really pretty. you couldn't stop noticing how pretty he was.
for once, your head was devoid of any rational thoughts - you weren't telling yourself how bad of an idea this way, how wrong it is - because it felt so right. and things rarely felt right for you.
you weren't sure who did it first, but somehow your lips met, and it felt like nothing else would ever be the same.
you had been kissed before, but gods, never like this. it was like every emotion you had ever made each other feel was being poured into yours lips, being felt again all at once. your hands were all over each other, trailing below and above surface to claw at the others skin. your lips danced so passionately, everything about it felt raw and exhilarating. and as much as you wished you could say they were, your thoughts weren't on alex, or the consequences of your actions - your head was foggy and consumed by him. by luke.
your tongues clashed every now and then, deepening the kiss and you tried every way to feel closer to him - grabbing his skin, pressing your front flush against his - you needed to feel him everywhere. he wasn't far off from your state, in fact, he was just as bad. he panted into your mouth, his rough, calloused hands from all that training gripping at the skin of your waist, your hips, your ass - anywhere he could find, his hands had been there. you had never felt so deliciously exposed before, and you had never expected to like it.
your legs were wrapped around his waist, and your hands were in his semi-wet hair, gripping and pulling, urging him closer, trying to take control of the kiss. no matter how hard you tried though, you couldn't - luke had full control, and you weren't sure you were mad about that.
you suddenly broke away, the both of you breathless and panting hard, not looking away from each others eyes. your eyes raked over his features, and he looked so perfectly ruined. his hair was a tangled mess , his pupils were engorged, his lips were red, and his cheeks were flushed. you were sure you looked the same, feeling the own heat in your cheeks and thunder in your heart, wondering if he could hear it as well. you couldn't stop thinking about how much you wanted to ruin him all day - do something to make him stop looking so perfect all the time. looking at him now, you decided that it didn't matter, that no matter what you did to rough him up, he would still look angelic.
your lips were still inches apart as you observed each other, catching your breaths. you look back up into his eyes, and let out the only words you could manage.
"take me somewhere else."
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as luke opened the door to an empty cabin one, he quickly pulled you in, caging you against the entrance as he slammed it shut. his lips were instantly back on yours, one hand resting above your head and the other on your bare waist. the kiss was just as soul draining as the other, but a bit more slow and sensual. this one wasn't as desperate - it was like you were exploring each other, trying to figure the other out. your hands trailed down his toned chest and his abs, snaking around to grab his waist to pull him closer. you could feel the water dripping down your skin and onto the floor, and as luke removed his lips to attach onto the skin of your neck, you felt droplets from his raven hair run down your back. you shivered, your senses heightened, feeling hyperaware of every small sounds luke made, of every touch his hands left behind, of every noise you could hear - you could feel it all. it was electric.
lukes left little love bites around you neck and chest, pecking them with a surprising softness after he sucked to hard, almost as if he was apologizing for his roughness. his lips started to trail down past your bra, and his knees began to lower to the floor, his head tilted up to look directly into your eyes. your breath hitched, watching in awe and a sense of impatience as you waited for him to make his next move
kneeled in front of you, lukes hands had slid down from you hips to your waist, his fingers teasingly slipping under the hem of your panties, each time causing you to release a shaky breath. his lips hovered over you clothed core, breathing directly onto your clit as you shivered, throwing you head back against the door.
"please," you ask, your so voice quiet, it was almost a whisper.
you look back down to see lukes response, and the intensity in his gaze made your breaths even more harbored than they already were.
"please?" luke repeated, his voice a low murmur, holding the smallest amount of teasing and mockery, pretending as if he didn't know what you were pleading for.
you nod eagerly. "please, luke. want it," you whine, your voice still quiet, almost as if you were a little ashamed at how easy you had given yourself to him.
luke let out a small, pleased smile. "well, since y'asked so nicely..." he remarks, as his finger loop under the sides of you panties and slide them down to your ankles.
you feel the cold air hit you at the wet bottoms were discarded, and you shivered, sliding them to the side. lukes eyes were no longer on yours, instead, they were on your pussy. it was shocking to see how hunger-filled his eyes were, looking like it took everything in him not to suck you dry, and curb his craving.
he looked back up at you, a small, teasing smile making its way onto his lips as he attached them onto your pussy. you let out a breathy gasp, throwing your head back as your hands instantaneously imbedded themselves into his hair. he threw one of your legs over his shoulder to get a deeper angle, and you could've sworn you saw stars. his lips sucked and licked your clit, inhaling up your juices whilst his fingers moved in and out of you hole, curling up into your sweet spot causing you to arch you back off the door and closer to his mouth. you had some idea that he was good (word got around easily at camp), but you had no idea he was this good, or that head could even be this good.
"luke," you whimpered, feeling yourself getting closer as you gripped his hair, pulling him off your pussy. "stop, s'too much." you voice, your tone needy and breathless.
he himself was breathless, panting hard with your juices dripping down his chin, his hair a tangled mess from your greedy fingers.
"want me t'stop?" he asks, his voice serious as a funeral.
you quickly shook your head. "n-no, no, just..." you bite your lip thinking up something, and your next solution was to pull him back in for a kiss, grabbing him by his shoulders. he seemed a bit surprised, but he certainly wasn't mad, cupping your cheeks as he returned the notion. you started to push him forward, leading him to the nearest bed and he got the memo, backing up against it until he sat down, you moving to straddle his waist.
you continued to kiss, everything about it feeling intoxicating. the feeling of your bare center against his clothed cock sent shockwaves into your core every time you moved against him. luke smirked against your lips, mumbling against them. "not too proud now, huh?" despite yourself, you smile, letting out a small laugh. "shut up," your murmur, pressing your self against him as he lowered his back against the mattress, you laying on top of him.
soon enough, his boxers and your bra were discarded, and luke had you on your back, one hand on your waist and another on his shaft, lining himself up against your entrance.
luckily, he keeps a condom in his pocket (bit of a red flag that he always had one on him, but you guessed it was better safe than sorry) and had slid it on, which you were grateful for. mainly because in your current state, you weren't sure if you would be able to say no if he didn't have one, and you'd let him fuck you raw, which would definitely be bad.
you look down, watching as his tip was right about to enter, and then you hear lukes voice, snapping you out of your trance.
"hey," his firm tone voices, "want you lookin' at me when i fuck you, understand?" he directs, and normally you wouldnt stand for being told what to do, especially by a man, but you were too desperate for him to fuck you, so you nodded eagerly, following his instructions.
when he finaly entered you, your eyes widen, lips opeening in pure euphoria. his own lips parted, leting out a small groan, and a string of curses. "fuck, your tight." he marvels, slowing moving further into you.
once his hips meet yours, he pulls all the way back out, and then back in, pulling a sharp moan out of you lips as your fingers grip the sheets below you.
he continues this process a few times, easing the both of you into adjusting to his sheer mass. eventually, luke begins to speed up, finding a steady and pleasurable pace for the both of you. your walls gripped his dick, and luke would swear he had never felt such pleasure. he could feel each clench, hear every crude squelch, and even still taste your wetness from before on his tongue. he never would've thought he'd be lucky enough to see you in this position, but he assumed he must've won the lottery today or been blessed by one of the gods, because in no world would you letting him do this would be reality.
luke grunted as he looked down to see your connection - your wetness on the silicone, the veins on his dick visible underneath, your pussy swallowing up his inches every time he pushed himself in - it was a sight to see.
he let out a breathy, disbelieving chuckle. "god, princess, what do you think your lil'boyfriend would have to say about this, huh?" he looks back to your face, to see your eyes scrunched up in pleasure and your lips dropped in awe, and it only spurred him on further.
"huh? bet he'd understand. even he knows hes not good enough for you," he chuckles darkly, quickening the pace of his thrust, the sound of your skin slapping together audible. "bet he could never make you feel this good, could he?"
you repeatedly shake your head, your words coming out all jumbled together. "no, never, only you, luke," you cry, moaning out as each thrust brings you closer to your high, your hands moving to scratch against his back, nails digging into his skin as pleasure overcomes you.
he didn't seem to mind the mild pain, in fact, it seemed to spur him on further. "s'that right, princess? only me?" you almost regretted your words, seeing how much it seemed to have grown his ego, but you couldn't find it in yourself to care all that much when he was making you feel so good.
you nod, whimpering as your cunt clenched around him, biting your lip to hold back any more sounds.
luke cursed under his breath, speeding up even more. "fuck, 'mclose, baby."
the use of the new nicknames brings you closer, more and more little whines leaving your lips. "same. please, luke."
"yeah? wanna cum all over my dick? gods, go ahead, babe, you can do it." he spurs you on, watching as your face twists with pleasure and your hips splutter, your eyes locked on his as your run over the edged.
you irises are glazed over with pleasure as you release around him, his hips continuing their assault as he chases his own high. your transfixed by the sight of him, not able to look away once he reaches his own high, releasing a low, guttural groan. he throws his head back as his movements slow, a lazy and satisfied smile taking over his features. you mimic his expression, quite pleased yourself with what just transpired.
"fuck me, princess" he lets out a breathy chuckle, pulling himself out of you as you giggle as well. he pulls of the condom and stands up, placing a surprisingly gentle kiss on your forehead.
you lay flat on the bed, eyes on the ceiling as your process what just happened. you just fucked luke, you worst enemy and...really enjoyed it, to say the least. and you also cheated on your boyfriend. you winced at the thought, deciding to deal with that factor later, and instead, try to figure how you now feel about luke. not surprisingly, your opinions on luke had changed drastically in the last hour. you had gotten to see a different side to him, one you hope you'd get to continue to see. but you were weirdly filled with insecurity, wondering if this was just a one and done for him. and then you were filled with even more confusion, wondering why that thought upset you.
your pulled from your spiraling when luke returns from the bathroom, a wet hand towel in his hands as he crawled onto the bed, wiping your fluids off your skin. the gentleness in which he approached it with was shocking, yet filled your stomach with a heavy fluttering. he tossed the rag to the side and looked up at you, a slight, mischievous smile on his face.
"that was fun, huh?"
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noellefan101 · 1 year ago
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Quiet Love
Characters: Xiao, Heizou, Cyno, Wanderer, Albedo x mute!reader
Summary: You're mute, and cant talk? not a problem for your partner, they can find other ways to communicate, and honestly wouldn't have it any other way.
Warnings: mute reader, kissing, most of them dont know sign language bc i said so and it makes this more interesting, idk man
Note: i feel like i accidentally made both the char and reader mute in some of them, I've tried to fix it though, so im sorry for that (and i also messed up some other shit im just missing brain cells n´ down bad) -love you
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Xiao
Whom talks with you in touches and small notes.
He had seen no problem in your absence of speaking, he likes the quiet nights that you shared with him. The sounds of nature taking over your ears, it was nice, just standing beside you and looking out to the views of Liyue. he reaches out to hold your hand, though still not accustomed to the feeling, he does it anyway. and as his hand lightly squeezes yours, he feels your own squeezing his back, as if saying 'I love you'. your quiet conversations are sweet and only for you two to know about.
He leaves notes scattered around, as you do too. ones with little messages of your schedule and plans. ones written with more love than any other person could comprehend. notes shared between you and him. notes saying 'i loved that dish, could we make it again' and a reply under, 'of course, i'll do anything for you'. it seems simple and dumb, but a nice way to talk to each other anyway.
Heizou
Who likes when you just listen to him, and let him do anything he kind of wants to since you can't talk back, but he also loves when you just draw your thoughts on paper.
He loves to talk, but mostly loves when he gets to talk to you since you always listen to him so closely. he loves when he can just drag you to to places, but of course he's nice about it (kind of) and ask you if you wanna go to that new ramen shop that opened in the outskirts of Inazuma City, which he kind of answers for you because of course you do! in which you smile at (smile at him or else...)
He likes your little drawings, and especially when its a little puzzle he has to solve so he can understand what you're saying and loves to guess wrong purpose so he can get a reaction out of you. and even has a special sketchbook, that he keeps on him at all times. he also sometimes goes trough it and just smiles at all your little drawings. remembering the time that you drew it, and all the cute little faces you made when he teased you for how bad it looked.
Cyno
Who helps you talk with small drawings in the sand and learned sign language so he could communicate with you properly.
He's often out in the desert, and from time to time takes you with him. which makes it easy to express yourself when all you need is a stick, sometimes his spear if he lets you, and sand which is already in front of you at all times. the little drawings that symbol your love, so many hearts all over the sand it would be hard to count how many times you drew them. he gave you his cape at night when you were extra cold? you drew a heart around his feet as a 'thank u, i love you', in which he cutely (your words) responded with, "i love you too" right after.
Whom learned sign language just because he felt like you were left out a little, but also learned the wrong one at first so you had to help him and learn him some signs as well. but the first thing you learned him was how to say "i love you", but didn't tell him what it meant so you could do it without him noticing just for a little while longer.
Wanderer
Who hates being touched, but makes you touch his shoulder when you need something and gifts you a book so you can write to him when needed
He, despite hating when people touch him, he cant think of many other ways you could get his attention, so he wants you to touch him when you need him. it doesn't matter if he had an extra bad day, its the best way to get his attention, so touch him all you want. it is you after all, the love of his life, he would let you do whatever you wanted to do, just tap his shoulder and give him a few signs or point at something, anything you want you'll get.
Others would say that he would be annoyed at you for pushing a book up to his face every hour or so, but he surprisingly he doesn't get annoyed at all and "tolerates" you pretty well. in fact he loves when you just stand there and write in your little book, he thinks its adorable when you glare at him as a sign to wait for you to finish.
Albedo
Who is normally very quiet but when he's with you he loves to talk, but of course, he loves the times when it's just you and him sitting together in silence
He could be seen as quite shy if you didnt know him well, but when around you he was the complete opposite, talking about everything he did that day, was currently doing, what plans he had ext. he loves when you just listen to him, but if you ever tried pointing at smt to ask like yk 'whats this?' he would be overjoyed and you wouldn't be able to make him shut up for hours about that one thing.
He looked at you when you had put your hand in front of his sketchbook, you looked at him sweetly before kissing his cheek, catching him by surprise. he put down his sketchbook and kissed you back on your forehead. it was just a quiet moment between you two and you wouldn't have it any other way.
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claudiafrankie · 8 months ago
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Pick a Card: Your Forecast for Pluto in Aquarius
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Disclaimer: Tarot is not an evidence-based practice. You are in charge of making your own decisions.
Pile 1: The Ring
Hey pile 1 lets get into it!
For you guys, your Pluto in Aquarius transit is going to be marked by a significant relationship. Your tarot cards are the Nine of Swords, Justice, and The Lovers. You picked The Ring oracle card and then your other oracle card was Relationship lmao. Almost every card here screams 'relationship.'
The Nine of Swords is the first card out. I think if you want this relationship to grow and really give it a shot, you're going to have to confront some pretty gnarly subconscious material. If you're into astrology you know that this is very Pluto lol.
I think connecting with this person is going to be tough at first. You honestly might start out with this person like "bro i hate this bitch" hahahaha but then as time moves on both of your defenses start to come down and you begin to actually get to know each other. This feels beautiful and, maybe most importantly, not rushed. Each of you is fascinated by the other and there is mutual respect, neither wants to jump in too quickly or make the other uncomfortable. Each time you learn something new about them you form more connections in your mind about the kind of person that they are, and they experience the same thing. You both like the unfolding image of the person in front of you, theres just a genuine connection between you two. It feels like you both recognize each other in a way that is like "huh. you just kinda get it, dont you?"
Yeah it just feels very matter-of-fact. Like "oh. it's you. i found you" and then like big stupid grin.
I think there could be some weighty, earthy things that hinder the growth of this connection in the beginning. They could be in a relationship that is not right for them and coming to terms with that, or you are in a relationship that doesn't suit you. Honestly both of you could be seeing other people at the time you meet or begin getting to know them. I think this is part of the anxiety and difficulty going on in the relationship. I think something about the two of you being together would cause people to talk, and one or both of you is/are clinging to the old way of being perceived.
I think you will have to be really patient with this person if you want it to work. If they are in a relationship that they want to leave, I don't think they will be making any hasty decisions about leaving or staying with that person. And they shouldn't. I think you know that if this person is going to leave someone, it has to be their decision. You understand that trying to force anything with this person will not work, and would actually probably have the opposite of the desired effect.
Of course, this doesn't make things easy on you. And it's also not necessarily fair for you to wait around. This person understands that. They don't want to lose you, and would be upset if you moved on, but they also are mature enough to realize that they can't stop you from doing so if that's what you want to do.
Ugh this is so hard pile 1. It's like both of you feel the connection, but the things preventing you guys being together are not frivolous by any means. They are very real, weighty obstacles.
If you look at the progression from the Nine of Swords, Justice, and then The Lovers, it looks like a person starting from a place of extreme fear, facing their fear head-on through unavoidable karma, and then through this meeting a divine partner.
To clarify the 9OS I pulled the chariot. I think what you're really afraid of is taking control of your destiny. I think you're scared to take the reigns in your own life and have been subconsciously seeking a partner to do this for you. Maybe this is what this significant person is coming into your life to show you: how to take charge without being tyrannical, how to assert your autonomy. I think that this person is on the other end of the spectrum as you. They are the type to struggle relinquishing control and have to manage everything around them to feel safe and to feel like they are enough. I think they are going to show you how much power you truly have. I think they see a potential in you that even you can't. And I think that you are going to show them that they don't have to do so much to be worthy of love and affection. That they are safe to open up and be a kid again. That being stingy with their affection actually holds them back in some ways.
Pile 2: The Lily
Pile number two these are some good digs ya got in the cards let me tell you.
Pluto moving through Aquarius is going to entail you rediscovering your own innocence and protecting it at any cost. You are allowing yourself to be a student and start at ground zero, unafraid to jump into new interests, accepting of the fumbling and mistakes that will inevitably occur.
I think for a very, very long time you have been keeping yourself from the world, afraid to advertise your talents because you have been made to feel that by doing so you are being egotistical, showy, and generally just full of yourself. You have experienced some key moments and events in your life where, maybe as a kid or teenager or somewhere in there, when you were just doing your own thing and immersed in your own world creating, people made comments that made you get in your head. These people could see how much love and creativity you radiate and how much talent you had inherently and they were threatened by it.
Say you're a kid or a preteen and you're hanging out in your room, minding your business. Maybe you have some music on and are dancing, or working on a drawing or painting. Maybe you're just enjoying looking out the fucking window. These are the kinds of people that will knock and then immediately open the door, not waiting for your permission to enter, take in what you have going on, and make you feel small for it. They couldn't stand you having fun on your own, taking care of yourself, emotionally fulfilling your own needs. They had to have you at their mercy emotionally to feel good about themselves.
I think you're sense of self really got fucked with when you were young pile 2. You we're made to feel guilty for normal coming-of-age things. Maybe you were taught that your sexuality is something to hide and be ashamed of and you still carry this with you. When you we're doing well it was not noticed or actively shot down, it was just never enough or you never got it quite right. The target was always moving and you're seeing now that it was never about you hitting a target or meeting a standard, it was the getting you to dance that they wanted.
The lily oracle card says this: "Need for an explanation of feelings. Chastity." Your clarifying oracle card is potential. And what's interesting is that on the Potential oracle card there is a field of grass with long blades of grass braiding and twisting together in thick strands, growing up into something we don't know yet. I am also noticing how the lilies in the picture on the oracle card you chose are picked flowers. You have been surrounded by energies that had to possess you. You know that saying about how if you love a flower you'll leave it so it can keep growing? Your soul has suffered so much because you have been dealing with people that won't let you see how beautiful you really are. They kind of hid you from the world.
But now, all this thick grass is growing like crazy. You're starting to lean into your gifts and use them. I wouldn't be surprised if you're working on something in private so you can avoid nit-picky eyes. Maybe you're working on your body and health, and your beauty is increasing. Maybe you're finding more ways to make money using your gifts. I think whatever things you have in the works pile 2, you're either already are or will be getting noticed for your transformation.
Your tarot cards are the Seven of Wands, Page of Pentacles, and The Emperor. Yeah you're pissed. You've gone back and forth in your mind like "maybe it really is me and there's something wrong with me." but now you're finding a really amazing balance between recognizing your flaws and looking at yourself objectively without shaming yourself. You're tired of looking at yourself as sub-human, even though you know looking at yourself in a higher light means that some people around you might not be so happy because they can't get what they want from you anymore.
You are a warrior and tough as nails, and you're a precious child all wrapped into one pile 2. Your inner child and inner teenager are integrating I think. You listen to them and don't shut them down like you have been conditioned to for so long.
Aaaah I love this pile 2. It's going to be a long journey, and you're going to become so much more you.
PIle 3: Little Girl
Pile 3 okaaaaayy less go
The first message that wants to come through for the folks that picked this pile is that you are so so protected. It's like your soul has protection from both light energy and dark. I think you are like the woman in the strength card - with a soft touch you hold power over more visceral, carnal energies and tendencies in others and yourself. You know that trope of a child who, in all their innocence and purity, loves even the ugliest creatures and sees the goodness that exists even in those who cause harm? That's y'all to a T. And I think because of this you have beings in this life that are indebted to you and protecting your well being.
I think you are going to be confronted by options in love and relationships that are showing up to test your discernment. While it's noble and a beautiful thing to see the good in all people, you have been relying on this emotionally giving part of yourself for a really long time. Emotionally you have reached master-level, and you extend almost limitless grace to people around you. Pluto is going to ask you: where is this coming from? What are your intentions behind your kindness? Is this genuine care and affection that you're giving away? Is it an arm to hold people at a distance? Is it a tactic to get what you want? Why does considering these possibilities trigger you so intensely? Why do you think it's so terrible to make mistakes and do bad things sometimes? Why do you feel like it's your job to make everyone feel good? Why do you let that burden you? How long have you been carrying that for? Why do you think you're so important that you're responsible for a burden like that? Why do you feel like you're such an awful person? Why do you feel unique in your terribleness? Alone in it?
This Pluto transit is going to bring you to your knees and it's going to be (not to sound weird) ecstasy. One time I heard someone describe the Three of Swords as a card of euphoria. It's cathartic. Experiencing such intense pain, getting hit right where you have the smallest hole in your armor and are so raw and vulnerable. It's like how in French the word orgasm means "little death." But you also find out that the anticipation was so much worse than the actual pain, or, if it catches you by surprise, you are pleasantly surprised with your ability to think on your feet and take care of yourself.
This feels so emo and intense lol and I think it's going to be so super healing for your inner teenager especially. You're going have really intense emotional highs and lows that show you how deep and dark and cunning and evil you can get as well as how luminescent and clear and bright and good you can be. And then you're going to come out the other side like "damn. I am both of these things and neither of them and also have the maturity to not take any of it too seriously and still maintain a chill, laid back warm vibe." Pile 2 you're going to become unstoppable this Pluto transit. truly. If you think you're powerful now you have no idea.
You're going to get deeeeeep into your shame that is buried and hang out with it. You're going to watch movies with it, get to know it, have drinks with it. Talk to it and understand what it's been trying to tell you for so long. Understand why it makes you act the way that it does. Let it explain to you why they have let certain people in and why they have pushed others away or let them get away. It's getting over disgust you have over parts of yourself and realizing that "oh... you're actually kind of cool" haha. And then you're inviting all these repressed parts of yourself to a party you host with the other parts of yourself that you have been conditioned to like and accept and everyone is going to meet each other and decide that "damn lowkey we could probably take over the world if we wanted to."
TLDR pile 3, you're going to be integrating heavily while Pluto is in Aquarius. It's going to be uncomfortable and delicious, boring and riveting. Enjoy.
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bloodnhunny · 1 year ago
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Some Mute Art the Clown Headcanons :)
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{just some silly headcanons i thought abt watching Terrifier 2, switch/dom! gender neutral! reader and a little nsfw under cut, crying, spanking, mdni!!}
general head canons:
- he’s completely mute, as we saw when he gets stabbed through the foot, he cant even scream in agony. youre not gonna convince me he’s just so good at staying quiet he didnt scream.
- he knows asl but never bothers to use it really (cynical and just assumes most people wont know asl).
- but if he has an s/o he would genuinely get emotional catching them practicing signing in private (it’s mostly so they could understand what he was signing but it was also nice to be able to sign back).
- starts to use asl a lot more once he knows someone can understand him, and he’s more than willing to meet you halfway when youre first learning, either spelling or miming words you didn’t know yet to try and teach you.
- he probably also traces words on your skin (mostly for his sake, he doesn’t care if you can tell what he’s writing) or uses half assed one handed signs when you’re cuddled up or in a position where you cant see each other’s hands as well.
- still mimes a lot of stuff in character cause it’s what he’s used to.
- basically doesn’t give a shit about making it easy for people to understand him other than his s/o.
nsfw hcs:
- yeah he’s even silent in bed, but dont worry he’ll still show you how good you feel with his ridiculous faces and how grabby he is.
- if he’s subbing he does that batting his lashes with a pouty face to beg (its not so innocent looking though when he’s on his back, legs folded up to his shoulders while he leaks on his stomach waiting for your strap/cock).
- but its hard to deny him when he uses those pretty eyes and blonde lashes to get his way.
- loves to be mandhandled a bit, wants to be spanked till he’s silently sobbing every once in a while. (maybe wants you to make him cry with more extreme play if you’re up for it. go nuts cause the neighbors wont hear a thing.)
- has a few hand signs that are used as safe words, so it’s important you can always see his hands even if he’s tied up.
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luna0713hunter · 2 years ago
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I'd die for you
Zoro Roronoa x reader
Summary : when Zoro is injured by Hawk Eyes,you cant help but to worry about him.
Warnings : none really, basically hurt/comfort,mentions of injuries and fear of losing the person you love aka Zoro, bickering couple
*.✧∘˚˳°*.✧∘˚˳°*.✧∘˚˳°*.✧∘˚˳°*.✧∘˚˳°*.✧∘˚˳°*.✧∘˚˳°*.✧∘
"Wow," Sanji breaths, "Just,wow..."
You let out a whine and hide your face in your hands.
"Sanjiiii," you take hold of the cook's sleeve and shake him as hard as you can (which isnt much), "what should i do?! there's no way Zoro would actually like this!!!"
"I dont know," the blonde takes a spoonful of the soup you've made,which was oddly....black, "that blockhead should be thrilled that you put so much effort in making this for him!!"
You sniff,watching as Sanji swallows and school his expression,but not before his face paling slightly, "it just...has a little too much salt. And pepper...and.." when his eyes land on your defeated expression,Sanji smiles brightly again but it seems a little forced "and its absolutely delicious!!!i cant see how he cant possibly love this!"
"you're just saying that to make me feel better. You dont have to pretend,Sanji."
The cook gives you a charming smile and starts cleaning the kitchen, "if a man can't appreciate his woman cooking for him,then he doesn't deserve to taste it. So,y/n," he turns around from washing the dishes and smiles warmly at you, "don't be nervous. And remember you can always learn from your mistakes."
You smile back,and take hold of the bowl and walk our of the kitchen;a small skip to your steps.
"I'm going!!"
"Good luck with him!"
You giggle as you try to rush to where Zoro is; resting in his bedroom after you specifically asked him to rest.
It hasn't been long since he got injured by Hawk Eyes, and as much as he didnt want to admit those scars needed time to fully heal. And with him running around and fighting everyone in sight,it wasnt easy to actually make him rest. So after a small argument with him and some help from Sanji,you managed to cook something for him. The cook had mentioned that the herbs in the soup would heal him faster,but judging from how dark the food looked like,you may or may have not overcooked it. Only a little.
As you reach his room, you take a steady breath to calm yourself before knocking gently on the door.
"If its about your damn cooking or personal space again,i couldn't care less Sanji."
"Zoro,its me."
When the other side goes silent,you cant help but to roll your eyes playfully and grin. Sanji and Zoro couldn't get along for the life them and it never ceases to amuse you.
"...come in."
You take another breath as you finally open the door.
Zoro is,to your delight, actually resting on his hammock. His arms are folded behind his head as he stares at you when you walk through the door. The room is mostly dark,since he has a habit of drawing the curtains whenever Sanji is not around to nag at him. Your eyes momentarily traces the shape of the bandages under his shirt,before clearing your throat and moving to his side.
"i hope you're hungry. Sanji helped me cook this for you."
Zoro eyes the bowl in your hands,but doesn't move from where he's laying
"its not poisoned,is it?"
"i was cooking,what do you think?"
Zoro purse his lips and doesn't reply. You visibly gape at him and stump your foot angrily
"I'm not that bad at cooking!!"
"i didnt even say anything."
"your face says all i need to know!!" You huff and turn around, "maybe i should just give this to Luffy! I'm sure he would appreciate it,unlike someone."
You dont even have time to take another step before there are arms around your waist,not hard that you spill the soup,but enough to stop you from leaving.
"...give it here."
You dont turn around,but your lips twitch; Zoro could never say no to you.
"And why would i?"
"...cause I'm hungry and it smells...really good."
And when you finally turn around,you lift an eyebrow unamused.
"was that pause really necessary?"
"just give me the damn bowl."
You try really hard to hide your teasing grin,but judging from the scowl Zoro's wearing, you're not very successful at it.
You wait impatiently as Zoro blows the soup (which is totally unnecessary since its already lukewarm) and swallows a spoonful. You fidget with your fingers, tilting your head to side and looking at the man in front of you nervously.
"so?how is it?"
Zoro takes a moment before looking up at you.
"it's the best soup I've ever had."
There's a moment of silence where you just stare at the man in front you. He looks serious;no sign of his teasing grin or eye rolls. And when he sees you not responding,he just goes back to eating your black, burned soup.
Your eyes water and you try to muffle your sob.
At the sound, Zoro's head immediately snaps up,his eyes widening when they land on your crumbled form. He jumps to his feet and takes hold of your shoulders,caresses your cheek and wipes the tears away so gently that it has you crying harder.
"hey,hey. why are you crying?"
You shake your head and hide your face in his chest.
"i almost lost you Zoro..."
"but I'm-"
"you're not fine!!" You sob,and raise your face so you can watch his own twist into a frown as he watches your tears increase, "you almost died!! If it weren't for Zeff's help,you would've bled to death!i cant get the image of that sword slashing your chest out of my head!heck,i cant sleep without thinking of you dying in front of me Zoro!"
When you finally finish your little rant,your face is flushed and your breathing is uneven. Your mind wonders off to that cursed moment again,when a hand on your cheek pulls you back to your senses.
"breath," Zoro murmurs, "breath,babe. Its alright. Im fine;more than fine."
He rests his forehead against yours and puts your hand on his chest. Where you could feel his heart beating.
Alive and safe
"see?" He presses his lips to your heated skin and his hold on you tightens, "and, I'm getting so much better already with your magical soup."
At that,you let out a wet giggle and look up at him, sniffing, "really?"
"really."
And when he slowly steps back until he's laying on his hammock again,with your ear pressed against his beating heart,and the empty bowl of the soup on the floor;you feel your eyes slowly flutter shut.
"Sleep,love. I'll be right here when you wake up."
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angelranger7 · 10 days ago
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assumption- the best reaction is no reaction at allㅤ ㅤ ⋆.ೃ࿔*:・
okay so a lot of people ask what "assuming" looks like when you are trying to manifest/shift. so let me explain the best i can and the SIMPLEST i can.
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first, lets go over the definition of loa
"the idea that what you assume to be true--your dominant assumption about yourself, the world etc..-- will become your reality."
your reality is a reflection of your consciousness. right? we all know this. this is the first thing you learn in loa. but! let me explain further, because it would be really annoying if i didnt!
The main difference between The Law of Attraction and The Law of Assumption is that LOAttraction is heavily based around signs and guidance. and it encourages you to actively look for those signs from the universe, God, whoever, whatever you believe in...to reassure you that what you want is on its way...
im not saying this is wrong, but this is not "assuming", because "assuming" implies that it is already done. theres no need to check for signs, angel numbers, wait for guidance, shifting symptoms "am i shifting yet?" none of that. because its already done.
assuming focuses on "being" instead of "wanting". you have the power to create your reality if you truly feel, embody, and are in the state of consciousness of the person who would have your desire.
LOAttraction teaches that doubt and negative thoughts can block your manifestation. it teaches to be positive no matter what. LOAssumption teaches to be non-reactive these doubts. YOU CHOOSE WHAT EMOTIONS YOU GIVE POWER TO.
꩜ "you will never shift" girl whatever
꩜ "omg shifting is so easy" YAAAAASSS YOU ARE SO RIGHTTTT
see? the best reaction to doubt is no reaction at all. literally act like its that one annoying person you know who keeps talking. side eye TF outta that negative thought and NEVER give it the light of day.
you don't wake up in your DR? "(shrug) okay? lol" because youre a master shifter remember? why would you even worry about it?? even if you dont believe it right away. PERSIST. god, i know how annoying that must sound BUT IM SO SERIOUS. EMBODY THE PERSON WHO HAS WHAT YOU WANT.
a couple of things will happen when you get into this mindset:
I. your sub conscious is so dumb and pliable that ITS going to assume that you are correct because you kept persisting you are correct....because you are. duh.
II. youll shift/manifest and you wont even be surprised. you will be living in the feeling of fulfillment. why would you be surprised? didn't you just say you had what you wanted? why wouldn't you have it?
thats it. it is that easy. i understand that it is hard to persist when you want something so! fucking! badly! i get it. that was me. for like..4 years. but you just have to persist. you just have to. and i know you will!
i must let you go now, you tumblr scroller....bye!
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weepywound · 23 days ago
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Bubba Sawyer NSFW Alphabet
Hi. I wuv him. This is unedited cause uhhh i dont wanna its hard.
wrote this all before getting ready to go to work, Bubba fans unite, we are few but we are LOUD
18+ MINORS PLEASE DNI!!
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A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)
Sweet, grateful and almost always a little lightheaded.  Bubba is at your beck and call, will clean you up, get you water, a towel, but please, don’t forget to hold him close too, his feelings are so big, make him feel loved and appreciated.  He’ll coo and sigh sweetly if you lie on his chest and draw circles in his chest hair, he loves physical touch. 
B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)
It’s honestly hard to guess what Bubba’s favorite body part on him is, but my best inference would be his hands, they’re large and skilled, he’s a craftsman at heart and values hard work.  The size of them against your body would rile him up, their rough, calloused surfaces engulfing your soft skin would never go unnoticed.  
His favorite body part of yours is also such a hard guess, as I think this boy is a body worshipper all around, just basking in every unique feature, but I really think he’d fixate on those very delicate parts, ankles, wrists, your neck, it’s all so small and delicate in comparison to his own.  He could snap them like the neck of a bird, but holds them so delicately all the same.
C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)
It goes pretty much without saying, Bubba is majorly inexperienced, prior to losing his virginity with you, he had only touched himself occasionally and the times to completion could be counted on one hand, so when it comes to cumming, he doesn’t have a great sense of when its going to happen and will often accidentally cum inside you, his whole body spasms, he shudders, whines and grips you tight, pulling you into his chest until the sensation passes.  His loads are Huge, you can feel his cock and balls tighten and fall with every rope.  If you’re blowing him, he will often cum in your mouth with little warning, you really have to keep an eye on his body language to prepare.  
D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)
Panty stealer- sniffer- wearer.  Will steal your cuties worn panties, huff them and often wear them under his work clothes.  It makes him feel feminine, as well as close to you.  It gives him a funny feeling in his gut to wear your tiny lacy panties around everyone, knowing they have no idea (everyone can see your huge cock print, man, they know somethings going on) He would be incredibly embarrassed  if you found out but would be on cloud nine if you complimented him in them, told him how pretty he looked in them.  He’d be all roses and puppy eyes if you would  Iget the two of you a matching set.
E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)
Little to no prior experience, we all know his family’s views on sex, but we also know Bubba does have canon sexual interest and desire,If you have experience, I think he’d be a fast learner, he’d be more than eager for you to show him the ropes, he loves to learn a new skill and hone a craft, and if that craft is making you squeal, he’ll be your teacher’s pet.  If you also have little to no experience, though, it would be a slow learning process for both of you, but a primal, carnal journey in learning how to make yourselves and eachother feel good, and well, that’s pretty fuckin hot.
F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)
Cowgirl/ reverse cowgirl, loves loves looooves to see you on top, and is strong enough to basically just lift you up and slide you back down on himself, making it easy on you.  He loves to feel your legs on either side of him.  If you can convince him to take his mask off, definitely sit on his face, he just loves the squeeze.
G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)
He’s too focused to be goofy, he’s really trying his hardest.  Often regarded as goofy for just existing as an autistic man, one who enjoys crossdressing at that, even when he isn’t trying to be goofy, and that can be incredibly discouraging when it comes to feeling sexy.  He’s not like, deadly serious but he is all in the moment of pleasure, not in the mood to be laughed at.
H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)
Not groomed (YUM), natural body hair all over, hair on his chest, stomach, thighs, back, legs ass and has the loveliest bush.  Sometimes he will bathe before sex, sometimes.  Often though he is sweaty (DOUBLE YUM), and bloody (ooooh baby a triple). 
I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)
Extremely intimate.  Such a special sensation for him, the opposite of pain, all he’s ever known, equal in intensity and vulnerability.  Especially when you treat him sweetly, his pupils blow out, he breathes heavily and sighs to release the rising tension in his body.  Handsy, squeezes your flesh between his fingers, sometimes it hurts but that's just part of the territory.  Will start taking off his mask later in your romantic relationship, so he can press the real skin of his real face to yours, to feel the direct heat, the immediate touch to the nerves.  Something kind to the skin he was punished for having.  
J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)
I might just be projecting as a fellow autistic person, but I have a feeling he absent mindedly palms himself all the time when he’s trying to focus and it’s less for sexual pleasure but it almost feels like he can think better when he’s doing it.  All that being said, it's still fun to watch, his huge hand stroking and squeezing his hardening dick through his pants.  Hell yeah.
K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)
He definitely doesn’t know what any kinks are called specifically and has super little information on this kinda thing, but I think he would get especially satisfied marking his partner, just a little, just to have something that’s his it; has his name on it.  I also think he’d get off on watching his partner get off, sometimes not even mutually, just to watch and look into your eyes while you squirm around and beg him to touch you.  Also a huge fan of blowing off steam immediately after working by fucking you, will be covered in blood and viscera, and need to calm down by seeing you in ecstasy. 
Also- I’ll add breeding, more as just this primal itch in the back of his mind, like that’s what he is supposed to do.  
L = Location (favorite places to do the do)
Honestly, probably just his bed, its soft, but also can see him as a tub sex sweetie, values the comfort and experience of it over the riskiness.  
M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)
Validation, loves that he can do something so powerful to you that is the opposite of the violence, the only thing he is consistently praised for.  So praise and giving pleasure, also though, really values the pleasure it brings him, and when he needs to, he likes that he can pleasure himself with your body.
N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)
Sharing.  Is very jealous and protective, crossing the line to overbearing.  Does not want anyone to even try having a shot with you. He’s extremely insecure and is never convinced 100% you won’t leave him for someone else, and he won’t find anyone like you again.  
You can be dominant and take the lead with him, but don’t humiliate him, I don’t think he’d understand the kinky aspect of it and take it to heart, poor feller.
O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)
My God does he like to receive oral.  What a feeling, a delicate, soft mouth on his dick, warm and wet, its just gut twisting, head spinning, pure pleasure.  I also think he gets in a specific mood to give oral, and he’s got those pouty, soft lips.  But you might have to coach him out of biting you - unless you’re into that kinda thing. 
P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)
Depends mostly on positioning.  If you’re on top, its rough and a little sloppy but slower than when he’s on top, he can’t help but to rut into you with desperation, if you ask him to slow it down, he will try his best to oblige for as long as he can, until the urge takes him over again and he finds himself giving you his all again.  
Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)
Quickies are often an accident of just cumming too quickly which can disappoint Bubba a little, damn it, he was looking forward to at least a little longer than that.  But, better than nothing!  Morning quickies before chores/breakfast are a different story though, it gets him in the right head for the day.
R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)
All of this is still pretty experimental for Bubba, I guess he could get his hands on a dirty magazine of his brother’s (we know Chop Top has a sticky Playboy collection, get real), but I am not all that sure he’d be able to read it, just see pictures, which immediately make him blush and return the stolen pornomag.  But, again, he is at your beck and call to make you feel good, not much is off limits if you want to try it.
S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)
Did you SEE how fast he runs in the first movie?  And for how long?  If it weren’t for having to cum, he could probably just go until he passed out.  However, thats IF it weren’t for him not lasting all that long in terms of orgasming, he’s not keen on delaying it, he’s chasing that high and won’t fight the wave.  And when he does cum, he needs a long recovery period, he just gets so relaxed and satisfied, he crashes, total system shut down brrrrr.
T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)
He does not know what that is.  If you’re a smart little pervert like me, you’ve thought about the vibrations of a chainsaw against your - ahem.  But, unless you bring that up, he’s not even aware that that kind of thing would feel good.
U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)
Not often, but hearing you beg to put his hands on you is music to his ears, it makes his blood run and heart flutter.  He gives in very easily though, you’re too hard to resist.  
V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)
Yeaah he’s loud, he’s grunting, he’s moaning, he’s blubbering and squealing, humming and growling, he can’t contain his pleasure.  Everyone knows what Bubba’s doing up in his room with you, much to their disdain and entertainment.  Get it, Bubba.
W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
Is really thoughtful and romantic, like sets his bed up nice, runs baths, will crack the window to let in moonlight.  Bubba loves you, he puts so much meticulous effort into it, he’s so sensitive.  He’s also very sensitive to touch in areas that aren’t normally touched, his stomach and inner thighs are soft and ticklish,and it makes him twitch.  
X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)
GahDauhhmhmm I Want That Fat Boy.  Thick thighs, stomach, arms, and cock.  Girth girth girth girhththfgirht fuck. Uncut, 6-7 inches, equally fittingly large balls.  He really is so fucking strong, barrell chested with his shirt off, large, w shaped tummy, big biceps and soft, far set pecs. 
Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)
It doesn’t really cross his mind when he’s got other things to focus about, but he’s ready when you ask, almost anytime, unless it’s like really bad time, in which case he’ll just give you a “one second” gesture and lock into what he’s doing, to quickly get done with his task and attend to you.  Does get offhandedly horny though, if he catches a glimpse of you just looking especially nice, doing something impressive.  You almost always have to explicitly state that you want to engage though, because he likely will not on his own, he’s shyyy..
Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)
If it’s after a long day, goodnight.  Boom, might not even aftercare, just poof, out, snoring, it’s the cutest shit ever.  Even in the morning or midday he might slip into a little accidental nap, but will wake with urgency, a sound that almost resembles waking up late for work and going “shit!!”  Pull his clothes on and hustle out to get an earful from Drayton about sleeping with that girl and how it’s getting in the way.  He drowns it out with the memories of the sounds of you saying his name.  
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