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thinking about kevin growing up in the nest and having to learn defense mechanisms to literally survive but are now the main criticisms his teammates have against him. and no one (besides jean) really know the fully extent of what he went through bc of the public persona and brick wall of self preservation he had to put up.
like he’s an asshole perfectionist about exy bc it was literally beat into him since childhood. running in 16 hour days since who knows how young he was and deprived of food and sleep when a drill was not performed perfectly
the world saw him and riko as brothers but riko was never kind to him. he hated playing the role as second best but it’s how he could make it through each day with one less injury. he was on eggshells nearly every second of the day because he was almost never out of riko’s sight. he learned how how navigate every mood until riko became too unhinged to navigate and by then he was so trapped in his role that he couldn’t fight back from riko and he couldn’t let the team know that he wasn’t just number 2 but he was a pet to riko. he was a bitch to his teammates to distract from what riko was doing to him and jean but also from so much built up anger inside for the person he could not escape
#kevin day#aftg#tsc#i have so much to say#but i’m so bad at writing#and articulating my thoughts properly#but needed to get a lil out#😭#he went thru so much but keeps it on lockkkk#like jean was freaking out that kevin told the foxes the riko broke his hand#and the moriyamas are mafia#but he really didn’t share much else?#didn’t even bother to warn neil about 16hour days…#maybe bee knows know cuz of the contrition comment#but it’s not mentioned that he sees he regularly#so how much could she know from their semester meetings
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heat goes on
#hetalia#aph#aph england#arthur kirkland#fanart#my art#i love well well well if it isnt the consequences of my own actions characters#i have so many thoughts abt him that i cant properly articulate#moral of the story dont colonize 849383737382 countries cuz then theyre all gonna get independent and leave u and hate u#and its totally deserved#how do i hit him
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Kingdom Hearts Dream Drop Distance
#kingdom hearts dream drop distance#khddd#sora#riku#nightmare's end#mirage split#my gif#i was going to write up a whole thing in the tags about my thoughts on this keyblade#but i just know it'll be an incoherent essay because i can't properly articulate my thoughts#the x-blade must be forged through a clash of light and darkness#but i find it so highly significant that sora and riku can create their own keyblade which is so unheard of#this keyblade isn't created with a clash but rather through harmony and balance#not with conflict but with understanding and connection and love#and i always felt as though that's how the x-blade SHOULD be forged. that master xehanort went about it all wrong#because balance and connections are such important themes in these games#it has two handles and looks so regal when combined. all of the shapes feel reminiscent of the x-blade too#it shines so brilliantly with both sora and riku's symbols. the heart and crown which is the iconic logo for the entire series#also the way stained glass is always used to represent hearts. it's so significant!#and yeah the paupu fruit keychain is its own thing to unpack#okay so i ended up writing something anyway but there's still so much more#i just really hope we get to see more of this in future games because it would be shocking if it was nothing more than a cool combo attack
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mira !!! :]
#isat#in stars and time#isat mirabelle#isat spoilers#<- due to act 3 optional content !#the img might be being chewed due to weird canvas size oops ah well#one of these miras is not like the other#one of these miras doesnt belong ASFASFSDAFA#a majority of these are based on things mentioned / that happen in the house cuz i thought itd be fun to draw :D#so like the wilting plant is from gardening room dialogue#the poster with ppl holding hands and sparkly eyes is (i think??) from some SAPSAPSAAP dialogue in one of the first rooms#i tried looking around ISAT to see if it's also in there too but couldnt find it so uh correct me if im wrong if thats NOT an exclusive LOL#side note the 2 in the poster are some old nuz ocs isatified ASDFASFA#funnily enough tho they are from 2 different games if they actually ever met they would hate each others guts i think. hmm...#however both are also the most qualified to help with promotional stuff so theres that ASDFAFA#mira looking at her bonding proposals is sorta on the tin but#the fact that she has like right next to her while she sleeps in her dresser makes me :(#cuz to me it potrays how much theyve been weighing over her cuz of how close shes been keeping them with her vs putting them on a bookshelf#or something idk if that makes sense i dont have proper words atm#but uhhh moving on chalkboard is from one of the optional events#which i think is! important!!! i dont think ive seen many ppl talk about it but!! yeah!#however i too do not have words on it atm but!!! yeah!!!! moving on for now!#the 'mira' that is really just the change god is ofc from the change god event :]#aaand ofc the iconic finish from mira towards the king#and then some misc miras with swords for funsies tbh ASFAFA#but yeah! i like mira a lot actually but as with many things i do not currently have many words to properly articulate *why*#all i know in my heart of hearts is that she is near and dear and special to me personally#one day. one day i will be able to gather my thoughts in a cohesive manner but that day. is not today!#anyway tag talk over :]
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i can't fit all the love i have for you guys into a neat little box, sorry. the wind carries my grief out of your coffins and into my every day life.
#leaf.yell#leaf.art#homestuck#john egbert#june egbert#j egbert#jegbert#<- up for interpretation but most likely pre-transition june#me when the supposed god of change & freedom is emotionally repressed hahahaha. Anyways#dave strider#rose lalonde#jade harley#anyways does anyone else really think about how pretty every person around jegbert are other versions of people they used to know#how the hell does someone properly grieve over a person that died and then never came back#but then another “them” is alive and perfectly well & maybe even talking to you right now#kind of very very fucked up if you think about it!#i have way more thoughts on this matter but i dont wanna clog up my tags any longer & plus theyre difficult for me to articulate. blargh
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While all three of my beloved Terror Lieutenant Ships are still technically in the running for the yuri tournament, I just want to say they ARE all yuri. to me. Specifically they are all different delightful flavors of lesbian stereotype.
Hodgving for instance are hashtag girlbestfriends. Absolute Jennifer's Body situation. They are two little girls playing house and snuggling together Too Much during sleepovers and "practicing kissing". They are a maid of honor speech where it's painfully desperately obvious that she's in love with the bride. They are Good Luck Babe Dot MP3. Starts at choir practice and ends with a body count.
Hodglittle on the other hand are an actual established butch4femme couple. Hodge after three hours: Ok I'm ready to leave the house! Ned: [tossing on one final jacket on top of her five layers of clothes] Wonderful darling you look so pretty let's go. Also by established I mean yes they uhauled it immediately after meeting. And yes that was a mistake but they're In It Together Now. Codependent and loving it.
Meanwhile Nedving are just two classic useless lesbians. Probably too shy to ever even meet each other irl. Ned will just keep posting pictures of like, a pony and a lamb sleeping cuddled up in a meadow and tagging them "#me and who" while Jirv keeps liking every post and being too nervous to say a single word to her. The height of romance and repression and also agonizing stupidity.
#hodgving#hodglittle#nedving#The Terror#yeah I'll put that in the tag why not. Look At My Terror Lieutenants Boy#literally cannot get to sleep rn because brain too full of Them....... I still don't even feel like I articulated my thoughts properly agh#especially for hodgving which gun to my head I'd have to say is my Most Favorite#but for that exact reason I cannot even begin to verbalize my Feelings for them...... aaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#Starky's Original Posts#Starky's Text Posts#for the record I do know the entire concept of like#''which of these combinations of indistinguishable white boys is most yuri?''#is the dumbest and silliest thing imaginable ghjskgjdsk I'm playing with my chewtoys is all#My OCD and assorted fuckery DOES manifest in Taking Fictional Things A Bit Too Seriously but not like that. thankfully.#it's more like angels talking to me through the tv screen. normal stuff only#I'M GOING TO SLEEP NOW. GOOD LORD.#VOTE FITZCONTE TUUNBLANKY AND GOODCOLLINS IN THE POLLS#NIGHTY NIGHT#Terror Lieutenants
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rex and wk bodyswap posture changes
#im still vacationing around!!#that fic. one day i'll update it#generator rex#bamboo draws#rex salazar#white knight#white knight generator rex#ive got Thoughts about this rattling about in my brain idk if i could articulate them properly or if anyone's chomping at the bit for em
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Season 1 | Oswald + The Dons
#Gotham#oswald cobblepot#sal maroni#carmine falcone#season 1#so much ink could be spilled about oswald's /fascinating/ dynamic with the dons#and this gifset definitely highlights a specific component of the interactions#unfortunately i haven't been able to properly articulate the jumble of thoughts in my head into something even remotely legible#if i'm ever able to translate thoughts-to-text i'll loop back and write it all out#gotham rewatch#my gifs#mine
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Rikuo seeing Hoeru have things he wants to enjoy makes him sympathize in that he knows how things are for Hoeru. He knows Hoeru's situation with his brother and he knows Hoeru hasn't figured out his wish, but when Hoeru shows interest and hope it moves him. He feels sorry for Hoeru that he couldn't experience the things other people could bc of his past and Rikuo can at least give him this with all he has, even if it's rooted in sympathy (at least Rikuo thinks it is at this time).
Rikuo and Hoeru are able to work as one and be successful. And although the rigged event does determine they've lost, the care was still present in that moment and they still did it together.
On another note, I do find it interesting how Rikuo and Hoeru can recognize when the other is acting off. We see this with Rikuo here, and we saw it with Hoeru in episode 11 (there are likely other instances, however this is off the top of my head).
In the Confessional, Rikuo also participates in Hoeru's activities while the others take no interest, and I do think that this is connected to him sympathizing with Hoeru in episode 17 as Hoeru notes that Rikuo usually doesn't get him this well. It's a small thing, but so are a lot of things that Rikuo does for Hoeru, which I have talked about before (see my Rikuo musings and Hoeru musings tags for previous posts). I think it's the small things that can really impact how a relationship develops and strengthens, and I think it can have a great impact when the relationship is challenged or conflict is brewing.
#just short rambles as i cannot really articulate any of my thoughts properly at this time... but them <3#rikuo musings#hoeru musings#umbrella.posts#umbrella.thoughts#gozyuger lb#super sentai lb#gozyuger spoilers#wolfleon#🐺❤️#🦁💙
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I'm back and I'm having emotions about Samwise Gamgee.
I'm trying to articulate why Michael Kurowski's Sam is actually possibly surpassing Bill Nighy for my favorite Sam and is at the very least tied and I think it's because the way that he plays him (and the way that everyone else plays off of him), Sam is allowed to not know things, without his social class ever being the butt of a joke.
Like he was much closer to movie Sam and BBC radio Sam than Watermill Sam in that he was wide-eyed and wondering and very straightforward and emotionally effusive and a lot like what you'd picture when you picture in your mind's eye how Samwise Gamgee acts.
But it was never his lack of knowledge that was the butt of the joke. Or, like, the fact that he was Sam that made things funny, if that makes any sense.
He wasn't being a caricature of a country bumpkin. He was being...a realistic country bumpkin? One who's still a 3-dimensional person with loads of intelligence and also is respected by the people around him?
Yeah. Michael!Sam, man. So freakin good.
#lotr musical#if i can get my thoughts about Spencer!Frodo into any sense of order maybe I'll talk about why he's 100% my favorite Frodo I've ever seen#cause there is more than what I put in that google doc but I'm not sure if I can properly articulate it#thank you and heyday#no finer friend
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AU design-
Okay, so uh- first of all, eah poptropica au belongs to @classicassiopeia, this au has been living in my head rent free for a while so I decided to draw a design for Nervous.
So… here’s Norah, the next paranormal investigator of her island.
#poptropica#poptropica au#my art#nervous heart#doodles#I struggled with coming up with a design that would work for her until I decided on this#I’m not entirely sure about it but I do like it#I guess this was an excuse to design a younger version of nh again but… different-#ANYWAY- I have thoughts about her but I just… can’t articulate my thoughts properly without rambling for paragraphs at a time#cuz I feel like I need to overexplain and I don’t wanna do that but I also do#well I’ll probably yap later once I get things more set in stone about her#I just get anxious when I don’t have everything put together
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Ok I have a confession. I have fallen victim to the classic straightbait once more. Reading the last unicorn like yeah yeah whatever Amalthea and Lír I don’t care… holy fuck schmendrick and molly are insane if you think about it for 2 seconds.
Mostly because I am a Molly stan first and a human being second but absolutely iconic dynamic going on here: hardened, jaded woman—who gave up on her childhood dreams of magic and whimsy after the harsh realities of life steamrollered over her—leaves her man of 17 years to run off with a fuckass wizard who does clown shows for a living. Molly discovers the happiness that has been denied to her her whole life… with the world’s most pathetic magic man. On Schmendrick’s end she’s the first person to ever believe in and encourage him without laughing at his incompetence, and it’s her words that inspire him to find his true magic once and for all.
The best part is they’re not together but they’re not not together. In the sequel story, Molly says he’s the last man she’d ever marry and yet they look and act like a couple to everyone around them. It’s implied Schmendrick is slowing down her aging with magic so they can live out their lives at each other’s sides. They’ve gone everywhere together for decades at least. They never kiss or admit to love, but the care they have for each other is palpable.

Anyways.
Stan Schmolly
#Peter s beagle I NEED to know were they fucking#was getting distracted reading two hearts trying to deduce thsi#my money is on yes#I hateeeeew that I came away from the book shipping brained#I promise I got way more out of it than just this but I’m still trying to articulate my thoughts properly#listen I just love them both okay#especially Molly#she deserves her fairytale ending#waaaaaaaaaaaaa#I was reading two hearts and sobbing#lír’s dying of old age and has dementia meanwhile Molly who’s like 16-17 years older than him is just around and kicking like normal#like ok schmendrick peepaw Lír wasnt important enough for you to slow down his aging too I see how it is#but the fact that Molly isn’t aging normally made me so emotional#she gets to live out all her dreams of adventures even if she already lost her youth#ok that’s enough being insane#nightingale chirps
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hayden and theo r my favorite chimeras (or former chimera in Hayden’s case) and i think their relationship with liam and scott respectively are so interesting in how similar they are
like, the thing about theo and hayden is that both of them could’ve been werewolves, like scott and liam, if there were no dread doctors. if theo had stayed in beacon hills there’s a chance he could’ve become a werewolf around the time scott does. he could’ve been the one offered the bite by peter instead of stiles, he could’ve sought it out like jackson did, he could’ve wanted the bite for himself (i honestly believe he would have). him and scotts main difference is that theo is a chimera while scotts a werewolf, but they could’ve been the same if the dread doctors never came into theo’s life.
hayden is the same. she was going to meet liam eventually, bc they know each other from sixth grade and are in the same class at school, plus liam and his friends go to the club where she works. they would’ve crossed paths and they could’ve fell in love organically (it was all there already without the supernatural aspect—they were so enemies to lovers) and hayden would’ve been tied to the supernatural that way. but she got turned into a chimera before even meeting liam again, changing their relationship.
that’s so interesting to me. also the fact that theo and hayden come back into scott and liams lives as chimeras. the fact that they’re chimeras is the thing that impacts both of their relationships with scott and liam, affecting it negatively. like liam and hayden go through the whole thing in s5 because liam is a werewolf in scotts pack while hayden’s a chimera! what they are and how their lives were changed by becoming apart of the supernatural (scott and liam by being bit, theo and hayden by being turned) will always be the thing that separates them, that prevents them from working out.
#teen wolf#holy yap#im just so obsessed with theo and hayden particularly#hayden is so so interesting if only she was explored more!!#sceo and layden r basically one and the same#only diff is writers were too scared to make sceo canon#it’s how chimeras see being supernatural and how different that is to how a bitten werewolf sees the supernatural#and then also someone born into it like derek#being a chimera is like a added layer of body horror#because of the resurrections involved#anyway I hope I articulated my thoughts properly I just can’t form coherent thoughts#sceo#layden#theo raeken#hayden romero#scott mccall#liam dunbar
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i love nestor. personally if i was an achaean i would've went haha whatever you say beautiful ❤️ whenever he started talking for like 8 pages straight
#people are always like oh i love old men but some of yall aren't REAL WRINKLE WRANGLERS like me 👎👎#i actually mothered like 4 out of nestor's ten billion children but i digress#on a serious. i really do like nestor. i can't articulate my thoughts on him properly rn so you guys just get thirstposting#nestor#the iliad#homer#← ...? yeah sure. why not#tagamemnon#xndead rambles
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One of my personal favorite lines from Slay the Princess
#slay the princess#stp happily ever after#i’m not sure why this specific line hit me so hard#it isn’t even said out loud by anyone#i wish i knew how to properly articulate all my thoughts on HEA#it’s by far my favorite chapter in the game
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Thinking about Jamie when Victoria first joins the Tardis..
Jamie who has come to an understanding about himself and has settled into a comfortable relationship with the Doctor.
Jamie who is used to travelling with Ben and Polly, who are from a more accepting future, now has Victoria. Victoria who is a lot more sheltered then Ben and Polly and from a time much more similar to his own.
Victoria who first sees his relationship with the Doctor whilst they are more distant and uncertain..
I do wonder if he would have been hesitant at first around her (thinking back to the handholding scene in tomb)
#I wish I knew how to articulate my thoughts properly#I’m having so many#but they’re just a jumble mess in my head and my sibling didn’t take to TwoJamie as much as I’d hoped so I have no one to ramble to 😩#twojamie
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