#and anxiety kills and stuff

[mirensiart]

i keep seeing young fans interacting with the creators of their fave shows on twitter and like, openly asking them about their ships or @-ing them on their fanart and i just

listen, i once had my fire emblem engage fanart retweeted by the official nintendo artist who drew the official fe engage art AND designed the characters and i was seconds away from deleting my entire account cause like

my fanart wasn't tagged, and that particular one, even if it was pretty gen, it was in between AN OCEAN of yaoi i had drawn of the fe engage characters

so like, there's a very big likehood that that official artist saw my deranged yaoi of the characters SHE DESIGNED and every time i remember i want to scream to the void cause oh my god

OH MY GOD

anyway, i just remembered this one particular moment of my life and it made me feel like screaming all over again

if you're a creator of anything i draw, please NEVER perceive me or i will probably die, thank you.

[saggitary]

Just a reminder that Echo, after being held as a POW for like a year, frozen in a cyro chamber, having just been disconnected from the mainframe by having a cable yanked out of his fucking spinal cord goes:

Echo: *raspy might be dying voice* Rex

Rex: What is it!??? *<- terrified that he is absolutely dying*

Echo: I’ve got a big head ache 😙

[hadesoftheladies]

FEMALE MOVIE/TV RECS (PART 5 / HORROR & CRIME DRAMA)

got inspired from a recommendation post so decided to make a list of movies and shows with female-centric stories/female protagonists. since i can't post all of the genres in one post, i'll split it into multiple posts and y'all can save or add to the list as you wish. (disclaimer: i have watched most of these, but i only know about the existence of others. not every movie/show on these lists will be my recommendation. my recommendations will be beneath the list with reasons. also some of these are way better than others in terms of storytelling/performance--which is why i'll list my faves separately):

Common Themes:

-Dangerous girls (they ain't innocent)/ girlhood as violent

-Stressed out and melancholic female detectives and authors (lots of drinking/smoking)

-Mothers who've seen too fucking much to play games/I'm a good mother until it doesn't let up

-Women handling shit/getting shit done

-Mothers who didn't want to be mothers but here we fucking are so might as well handle shit

-Evil women who are also unfortunately hot

-Female sociopaths (not always negatively portrayed)

HAVEN'T WATCHED

The Royal Hotel

The Silent Twins

The Kitchen

The Lost Flowers of Alice Hart

I'm Thinking of Ending Things

Sharp Objects

Killing Eve

Abigail

Heavenly Creatures

A Quiet Place Part 2

Panic Room

Alice, Darling

Blood Red Sky

Rust Creek

The Marsh King's Daughter

Pearl

Longlegs

GOOD STUFF (NEVER WATCHING AGAIN THOUGH!)

Bad Sisters (8/10) (sisters plan to kill their sister's abusive husband)

Yellowjackets (9/10) (love as cannibalism)

Candy (7.5/10) (she's just a killer lol)

Cruella (6.5/10)(help my mom is a narcissist and it's hereditary)

Jennifer's Body (7/10) (boys aren't people lmao)

Bird Box (8/10)

Under the Bridge (8/10)

PERSONAL NOTES

I watched Tragedy Girls years ago, and I remember being grossed out and having a lot of fun as well. If you like Jennifer's Body, you'll probably like Tragedy Girls, too. And if you like Tragedy Girls, you may also enjoy Thoroughbreds. All three have a twisted sense of girlpower.

The Call isn't scary so much as its nerve-wracking and upsetting. It's not gory (although there is violence), but it deals with heavy subject matter. I can, however, promise a satisfying ending. Even though I doubt it would put you at ease.

Horror is my least favourite genre so bear that in mind. I just hate jump scares (because I hate being startled) and I don't like gore though there are times where it doesn't bother me so much. So this is definitely not an exhaustive list on horror recs. Crime is as close as I usually get to such dark stuff so I put the dark crimes, psychological thrillers and horrors together. I don't even want to talk about these that much because I'm nauseous already.

Watch at your own risk.

[goldensunset]

in my experience i didn’t get interested in kingdom hearts by watching or playing anything first. i got interested by watching people post about cute anime children murdering each other and i was like ‘fascinating. i wonder how this got past the disney censors. let’s find out’

[tgtbata]

another year, still drawing people doing things to each other. you might or might not know this but i started working as a doctor this year and i'm happy/proud it hasn't kept me from still drawing my silly little fictional guys. it's not much but it's honest work.

thank you to everyone who's liking, reblogging and commenting on my art! it means everything to me <3

[khaotunq]

10 People I’d Like to Get to Know Better

The ever-wondrous Jamie @juniorpanachai tagged meee

LAST SONG: I'm in a Hurry (And Don't Know Why) by Alabama

FAVORITE COLOR: Green

LAST BOOK: I just finished The Tainted Cup by Robert Jackson Bennett, who is quite possibly my favourite author - none of his books have been a miss. I'm now bouncing between the biography of Peg Plunkett by Julie Peakman and The Honjin Murders by Seishi Yokomizo

LAST MOVIE/TV SHOW: I just spent most of a week rewatching House M.D. and Psych, so I guess those? I can't think of the last movie I watched. I should probably catch up on Top Form.

LAST THING I GOOGLED: Seishi Yokomizo to make sure I wasn't butchering his name lmao

LATEST OBSESSION: I'm in a bit of a fixation lull at the moment - weird funk of everything I touch turns to ash etc etc. I think the most consistent thing lately has been banana and peanut butter bagels and relistening to my comfort podcasts.

[autismofficial]

but i'm not supposed to scratch

[neodiekido]

i need to draw something for shuichis birthday after i finish my hw but im rewatching trial 6 and getting really emotional about it

[messingwithmoony]

I worry far too much for this good lord i need to get checked out by a doctor

[caitas-cooing]

I feel like Mercury is just the fantasy dress up game version of Akechi but I don't know if people are ready for that conversation yet

[artsysurvivor]

Alphys should’ve been more loved kind of like how Sans was. The only reason she wasn’t is because of misogyny.

(… and slightly because she’s annoying but I think she’s also endearing so fuck you).

[trentcrimminallybeautiful]

GERT!! how do we feel about season 4?

EXTREMELY ANXIOUS !!!

[ants-personal]

fic scene i have is randy sitting in the corner of benson bead picking st the fraying edges of the blanket while benson lays on the floor cigarette loose in his hand as he lazily smokes it asking randy what he really wants from life

and randy just shrugs cause he doesnt know maybe hed be good at being the manager of bbbs like their manager suggested and benson drags his hands down his face before rolling himself roughly up and onto his knees so he can lean on the edge of the bed looking up at randy.

Look stern as he tells randy he is far better than that shitty place deserves. as randy just picks at the with one hand blanket avoiding benson gave by staring at his knees othe rhand resting in his lap nails digging into his palm

"Cmon rands theres gotta be something even as a kid you wanted to be or do?"

And randy clenches his hand tighter taking a deep breath as he flicks his eyes quickly over bensons face that had soften but still frown apprent

His throat is dry as he tries to swallow

" Do-" Voice cracks " Promise you wont make fun be- because its really stupid okay?"

Benson sits up straight with a serious look as he crosses his finger ove this heart taking the last drag of his cig before putting it out

Randy nods and takes one more slow deep breath

" I, uh once saw on tv i guess. I remember watching this man and his dogs basically, um doing tricks with like the hoops and ramps and stuff. And i thought it was so cool."

Randy looks up from his knees and feels his face flush a soft small smile benson is looking at him with

"Um anyways i even tries training my dog at the time but i was seven and obviously id didnt work........ But i guess animals id like to work with." Randy shrugs shifting himself to try and shake the nerves he really shouldnt have around benson anymore.

Bensons smiles grows as he reaches out to pat randys foot chuckling as he lays his head on his outstretched arm.

" I think thats mighty sweet of you randy. In fact thats what you should do better to help animals than stuck up customers anyways."

[yusuke-of-valla]

Dare I ask what movie beat Wicked for a Tony?

Avenue Q, there are a lot of songs in it I like (There's A Fine Fine Line is a personal favorite) and the puppeteering elements are really funny and (my dad got it for us to listen to in the car because it was by the people who did Frozen and then we had to skip the song "The Internet Is For Porn" every time it came on for years)

But if more people find out about the song "Everyone's A Little Bit Racist" and we have a discourse cycle around it I WILL in fact jump in a lake

[ilkkawhat]

i think it’s very appropriate to my family that even my dog has anxiety