#and I'm so sad for louis
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What I love the most about Louis and Liam's friendship is that they were forged through the flames. Liam didn't even like Louis at first. I mean I'm sure Louis thought Liam was annoying sometimes, but I feel like most of the dislike was on Liam's end. Louis wanted them to work it out and be Liam's friend. And then they did and it's like Liam really started to understand Louis' magic. And they just kept building this friendship until it was bigger than they ever thought it would be. Louis awakened Liam's inner child and Liam felt safe around Louis.
It's so obvious as the years went on that their love for each other increased by leaps and bounds. By the time we got to late 2014 they were inseparable. All the recces and shenanigans built a truly amazing bond between them. They're soul family.
I love that no matter what went on between them be it a fight or argument they still found their way back to one another and truly loved and supported the other. To me they had the strongest bond in the band.
Frenemies to Best Friends. Their friendship was truly beautiful.
#liam payne#louis Tomlinson#lilo#idek what I'm talking about anymore#i just miss liam and lilo#and I'm so sad for louis#and I'm sobbing rereading this just to make sure it made sense#and I'm upset
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I resisted. Because I knew the wisdom of the great laws. Because I knew pain and anxiety would be her only birth right.
#*#iwtvedit#iwtv#iwtv amc#interview with the vampire#lestat de lioncourt#loustat#iwtvsource#usergay#adaptationsdaily#bookstofilms#usergayppl#userclara#useraurore#tusertha#sheisraging#usermickey#userairam#i'm obsessed with his expression in that first gif and wanna stare for maybe 7 hours#lestat's attention is barely on louis there. he looks so sad like...#i believe what actually happened was probably somewhere in the middle but#i do believe this#just bc i know the events that inspired claudia as a character and what she stands for
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it's baffling to me the lengths to which people will try to frame anyone in iwtv as being better than anyone else. everyone who says they love each other is doing it poorly. Lestat apologised to Louis on that stage and it was real and it was also a performance. Armand feels genuine remorse for not saving Claudia, claims that he couldn't prevent it but we all know he could have. Louis loved Claudia and wanted the best for her, and she was a broken doll picked up and used to soothe his guilt. Even Claudia, who did love Louis, has a specific view of everything that happened to them, to her, that made her messy, that made her angry and awful at times. why would you flatten them? why would you take away what makes these emotions real and complicated?
#i do believe armand has a sense of guilt over what happened in paris but its like. it also doesn't matter bc he'll never understand it#louis is only just getting a sense of how much he used claudia#lestat is manipulative AND he genuinely loved Louis#STOP FLATTENING THEM I BEG OF YOU TO LET CHARACTERS BE CONTRADICTIONS OF THEMSELVES#god that last episode was just so sad. no one would do anything because they just are who they are#'i better not see anyone defending lestat' i aint defending him I'm just seeing all of him and accepting who he is SORRY#iwtv#iwtv spoilers#interview with the vampire#memory is a monster and everyone is a liar with a perspective INCLUDING CLAUDIA
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#'sorry for barging' anon#sorry gonna answer this in the tags since it's such a loaded topic#but yeah exactly- i think a lot of it comes down to people wanting them to perform their (very real) grief for an audience#and getting mad when they don't. which is wildly unfair and unrealistic and just... extremely entitled#and very much coming from a lack of understanding of grief and that it's not a perpetual state of uncontrollable crying#a massive part of grief is continuing living with all its up and down moments with a new heavy weight in the background#living in a perpetual state of sobs is not something any human can sustain. it involves adapting and continuing to live.#and that involves doing regular everyday things AND experiencing happy moments still. that does not mean you aren't still suffering.#to question whether they're 'truly' grieving is.... kinda evil and completely ridiculous lmao#and shows a massive lack of basic empathy and understanding of how human emotions work#we see less than 1 percent of their lives. to actually feel like you have the ability to judge someone's grieving process in general#is wild and weird but especially when you literally have seen nearly none of their lives in the past few months#i'm sure all of us have laughed and seen a friend and had other happy moments since october#that doesn't mean we do not miss liam and that we aren't devastatingly sad at other points.#and to somehow think that zouis reconnecting and being happy about it after such a tragic event would be somehow anti-liam is insane#i've even seen people judge zayn for not cancelling his entire tour which is so.....#if they for a second think that liam would have been petty enough to enjoy the idea of all of his friends stopping in their tracks forever#they clearly didn't really know him since he was clearly always SO supportive of everyone in 1d#and probably would have been very happy to see zayn and louis mend their relationship#it feels like a very weird way to make a fucking death and real life grief from his friends into a stan war which is......... beyond gross
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every time i'm like, ok, no more danstat trash art. make beautiful things. and every time i'm like, yes but what if pink, orange, and green and like, this time they've hired a stretch humvee like the 00s never ended?
#for every danstat glitter trash meltdown#there is an accompanying Baroque Divorce Hell piece with armand and louis and legions of lawyers#as they untangle 70+ years of lies and resentment#and like the gdp of a small country in assets in like multiple identities#but that doesn't lend itself to lurid colour schemes so i'm less interested#loumand just makes me sad in a what-could-have-been-apart-for-our-personality-disorders kind of way#danstat
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https://www.tumblr.com/louisupdates/754934426217152513/goodbye-faith-in-the-future-world-tour-272024?source=share
did he or did he not lose fans then?
I will answer this because this anon actually brings a concrete question to the table rather than just "hurhur but you're a larrie??" (tell me you can't actually refute any of our points…). Anyway this post shows the decrease in Louis instagram followers between the screenshots taken directly after the release of Faith in the Future in Nov '22, when he changed his bio to promote that album and the tour tickets, and now, when he changed it again to mention the current release. But I'm putting that response under a cut because I'm tired of the actual POINT of all this nonsense getting lost in a sea of made up things people insist are important:
There is no rational argument you can make to say that Louis has less fans now than he did 2, 4, or 6 years ago. You don't need a spreadsheet of details you need to USE YOUR EYES! He has gone from filling theaters to filling arenas and stadiums. His second album made a higher chart position than his first album. His festival has doubled in size EVERY year of its existence. And for that matter: his insta post engagement numbers remain about the same (despite the fact that older posts should have way MORE likes due to having been there longer, even aside from follower counts.) SO WHO FUCKING CARES ABOUT HIS INSTA FOLLOWER NUMBER???? Serious question: what does the word "fans" mean if these things aren't what matters? ALL of this quibbling about what he should do to make things better and people can't even see that THINGS AREN'T BAD.
Anyway to address the specific question- (con't......)
NO- HE DID NOT LOSE FANS. HE LOST SOME INSTA FOLLOWERS. THESE ARE NOT THE SAME THING. As I said above, literally what does it mean to lose fans if that number change coincides with him having higher sales, more audience members, and higher engagement than ever before? Whatever he lost ISN'T FANS. I wouldn't be surprised if a significant factor was something like a bot purge, but also yes: I'm sure a lot of casuals followed him around the time of his big album release and later unfollowed him. That's extremely normal because that's how casual engagement works, and why the definition of fan really matters. Louis and his team understand this and have referenced it repeatedly, talking about how lucky he is to have *us* specifically, to have the kind of dedicated fanbase he has, to have the KIND of fans he does who will allow him to do what HE wants. @dogsliampaynedoesntinstagram named the issue of depth vs breadth with regard to fans a long time ago, and pointed out why having DEPTH is so much more important. It's like this- artists who are on top 40 radio have more numbers on things like insta follows, and for a time on sales and tickets. But those aren't FANS- they're people with a casual interest. And as soon as that person isn't being forced in their ears 10x a day, those people lose interest and stop supporting them, stop buying stuff and unfollow, and those artists end up doing the 'opener on the jingle ball' circuit rather than their own tours. One Direction as a whole, and Louis maybe most of all or near to at this point, have something MUCH MORE VALUABLE than that- DEPTH FANS. Louis has fans who will support him even if he takes years to release music, or stops parading around with a pretend girlfriend to stay in the headlines at least once a month, or completely changes his image and genre, and that is UNHEARD OF. It's ASTONISHING and worth SO MUCH MORE. And they get that! THAT is why he always bragging about us, why industry people he works with are always so agog about us, why he will do anything for US- not for randos. He is also growing his breadth- and it's OBVIOUSLY WORKING whatever his follower counts are, but that is always going to be secondary to doing things for THE FANDOM because that is his sustainable business model. That is what keeps him onstage and reaching number one. And not coincidentally, the things they do are also working to grow that- much more valuable- commodity. So the fact that that's exactly what these chuckleheads complain about- that he does things that are just fandom facing or serving rather than everything being aimed at recruiting casual fans- does nothing but betray how completely they, unlike Louis and his team, misunderstand the actual drivers of his (actual, existing, happening) success. Luckily for Louis, he and his team rely on their own data harvesting (they do a LOT of it) and growth metrics (they're off the charts) rather than the smug assumptions of random (mostly quite new to this) fans and the few bitter people leading the complaining about everything Louis does.
#louis promo#all this nonsense about this tag or that tag or this or that number is so getting lost in the trees#when the forest is RIGHT HERE: WHAT THEY ARE DOING IS WORKING#so for now#I'm pretty done with this discussion unless someone actually engages meaningfully with the content of anything I'm saying#rather than just repeating the same things- but he needs to tag more! or the even more boring-#but you're a larry! if you send me a bitchy response that doesnt actually address any points I've made#I will assume it is because I'm right and you have no rebuttal other than to act like a preschooler because deep down you know it#honestly the discourse around this makes me feel a little sad and scared about the state of literacy and reading comprehension#and just general analytical thinking#but I hope its just that no one over 15 spends their time sending hate anons about fandom#if I'm wrong please come engage in actual conversation! but otherwise... let's just... not#blah blah blah#anyway there's a reason Louis is always so afraid no one will be there for him and that he started out solo era playing those radio fests..#because we are IMPROBABLE we are UNBELIEVABLE we are NOT SOMETHING YOU CAN EXPECT OR COUNT ON#and making nurturing and maintaining that his number one priority ALWAYS is extremely correct and smart#actually#I was originally going to be like here are when there were bot purges here are other artists that have seen numbers go down etc#but then I was like WAIT WHO CARES. You're letting these people dictate the conversation... but the premise is stupid#it DOESNT MATTER#depth v breadth
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Reasons why Louis de Pointe du Lac is a messy af deranged as anything dude (despite hiding behind his sad boi exterior so we don't remember his messiness):
He beat up a priest cause he was chatting shit about his dead brother
He was turned on by killing a guy during his vampire initiation
He said that he would rather kill a child than part with his money
He set his house on fire
He ate a child (Claudia) after basically starving himself for 4 years living off only animals
He stood and watched Claudia kill Lestat before dumping him in a swamp
He set Lestat on fire
He ditched Claudia for Armand despite only knowing him for 2 seconds
He set the Theatre on fire
He drained Daniel, not caring whether or not he actually died, and then just left him half dead
He denied Lestat help cause 'he got himself into this mess, he can get himself out'
He said he likes it when his victims struggle when he kills them
He didn't give a single fuck when Marius killed Arjun and said they were 'disturbing his reading'
Feel free to add more if I've missed any. I probably have.
#i love him so much#my messy deranged boy#if anything the fact that he hides his fucked up-ness behind his sad boi exterior makes him more fucked imo#cause it's like he doesn't want anyone to remember that bit of him#and is instead like 'no i'm not fucked in the head. i'm normal. i'm just a sad boi'#and i support that#he has done wrong i won't deny that#but as he should#he should be a messy bitch#i stand by everything he's ever done and will do#louis de pointe du lac#vampire chronicles#tvc#my vampire chronicles
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All I want for Christmas is for peak cc 2010-2012 Louis Tomlinson to perform this masterpiece
And y'all fucking well know that back then he totally fucking would've
And would have enjoyed it it too
Nowadays he'd probably say something like "nahhhh bro let's get high instead cause I'm such a lad that is so secure in his personal convictions I wouldn't base myself down to such fookin silly things, cause ya know I'm such a chav now and this kinda shit is all the wrong kind of trashy for meself ya know "
And now all this shit just makes me sad, fucking brilliant


#louis tomlinson#I'm writing this while more or less high so don't come at me for that or if this makes zero fucking sense#My bad#one direction#My unintelligible musings#Case in point of me being meh is thst at first I couldn't figure out how tf you spell unintelligible#Just had to blow off some steam in light of the usually gross shenanigans happening again the past like 159 hours ffs#Still sad#But it would be fucking glorious tho#I dare him#Call me sentimental#Lou where are you going and what for tho really#You seem a bit lost#I hope you'll find whatever it is you are looking for#Out of doing all of these#Different kind of performances#And I hope it will make you happy#Sigh#Always can be counted on to get under your skin somehow
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this iwtv shit is all fun and games until you read a fanfic that hits you so hard you can't stop crying
#there's just something about the loneliness and sadness that exists within louis that fucks me up so bad#i can't explain it#but god i feel it#interview with the vampire#me yapping#i'm still crying guys it's so serious
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How is it that I was completely in love with the Loustat reunion but the scene I can't stop rewatching is the Loumand breakup with a strange mix of heartbreak and satisfaction??
#like I was sad to see them breakup but it was also satisfying to see the truth come out#I wanted the truth about Lestat to come out so much#but I was also kind of in love with#loumand#and I'm also kind of in love with#loustat#it's hard#interview with the vampire#iwtv 2x08#iwtv meta#iwtv#my meta#louis de pointe du lac#lestat de lioncourt#the vampire armand#armand#my little amber-eyed pumpkin#my unhinged baby
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god you know this whole show has been building up to the trial. in episode 6 we briefly see Claudia and Madeleine being happy and then the trial starts and you can't help but think 'Claudia had barely left the nest, she deserved to have more time'. but of course that's the tragedy. the parent burying the child, a perversion of natural order. Claudia was inspired (at least in part) by Anne Rice's daughter who died at 5 from leukemia. there is no version of this story where Claudia lives.
#interview with the vampire#this is not deep analysis i'm just very sad.#claudia's been dead from the start. from the moment louis started telling his story#and it's so unfair and tragic but of course it is. every child death is.#altho it's interesting to me that anne rice wrote a story abt a little girl who didn't actually die. she got turned into a vampire!#she could be alive forever! it could be the perfect escapist story to deal with your real daughter's death#but instead even this immortal powerful vampire has to die. there is no version of this story in which she lives.#i'm not saying it's a bad way to cope or anything i just think it's interesting from like the psychological point of view#a little bit of armchair psychoanalysis as a treat#btw does this count as book spoilers?? i think the show has been pretty clear that claudia doesn't make it to modern day#but idk if they've ever explicitly said she's dead?#so i guess i'll tag it just in case#book spoilers#s2#2x06#iwtv spoilers
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my lestat pov fic is about to be so insufferable with the wolf imagery and religious symbolism and i'm not even a little bit sorry about it
#reading the entire bible and studying catholicism in 2018 so i could write gay priest fanfic truly prepared me for this 💀#lestat doesn't believe in god but he DOES believe in saint louis and what is dicking down your beloved if not an act of divine worship#anyway i'm gonna stop talking about the sad gay vampires now and go to bed lol#interview with the vampire#loustat#otp: all my love belongs to you#writing tag
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i am absolutely a nicki girl by the way it's just that much like show!lestat my love for him is so pure he doesn't even have to be hot. he can be an ugly crier with a floppy lil wig it only inspires tenderness.
#i'm kind of worried the show will feel the need to minimize him so louis-lestat can shine. it does not! he's the blueprint for all the sad#bitches who came after but it's very clear louis is the one who drove lestat fully out of his mind forever#don't actually love the show's take on romance and monogamy. i feel like it's in conversation with#twilight vampire mormonism and also modern fuck boy culture#the original has nothing to do with either of those things and i think has a very specific take on romantic love and fidelity#that exists on the border of what is love to the dead. like when you strip away the social constructs of the living and reinvent love for#yourself outside of those boundaries what does it look like#and my specialist blorbo is the little black dress of my world and i ship him with everyone#like i'm a lestat was cheating on louis with antoine truther but the special sauce was that he wasn't actually going outside the boundaries#of his relationship with louis he was playing games and daring him to admit he cared enough to be mad about it#like it's the oblique bitchiness of louis being like oh i wish he'd just hurry it up and eat him#that would be kinder#the way antoine does very much offer something to lestat that louis doesn't#and not just like. a dumping ground for his frustrations at home#music! affection! they were FRIENDS#was lestat thinking about eating him the whole time probably but that's not the point#press says iwtv#interview with the vampire#nicolas de lenfent
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#I am certain the pap pics of Louis in Malibu were taken before the death#but before or after (as they claim they are) can I say how fucking creepy it is sending drones or whatever#to take pictures of him and his family chilling and living their lives in the private yard of their private fucking rental#obviously 20x worse if now but honestly not remotely okay if a few days ago either#and actually doing that and then sitting on them and then being like ooh yeah I know what'll get clicks#we'll use these now and say they are current look he doesn't care he's fine#is maybe worse than either#SO FUCKING GROSS AND WRONG#(although obvs if they are current not being visibly in tears at all times doesn't remotely mean anyone is fine I LOOK FINE RN#it doesn't mean I'm not fucking sad as shit)
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imagining louis and harry drawing hearts and doodles on each other whereever they can. their way of showing each other that they belong together, even if the world can't know it yet
#welp this was meant to be happy#not sad#its me though#so i'm not surprised#larry stylinson#louis tomlinson#harry styles
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Liam was so badly abused and mocked online. That needs to be called out.
i want to write about this but i don't have many examples--believe me, i KNOW it happened but i wasn't documenting anything because i was just hoping things would get better.
#like with louis at a certain point you had to tune out#we're just lucky that he persevered#if anyone has documented examples feel free to send them my way#i also have no impact lbr#i can't reblog a lot of the posts bc i'm blocked by most of the fandom so#why do people enjoy having punching bags so much#i know one account that was posting about how sad it was to lose a childhood hero who#before this said she was sooo happy never to have to see ot3s loser faces ever again#but that's just one that i remember
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