#and I’ve already lost my mind
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the-crimson · 1 year ago
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(Tw gore)
I’ve been thinking of what psychological torture bbh has been inflicting on the worker (because I’m obsessed with him) and I remembered a scene from 1984 where the protagonist is tortured in a similar fashion. A cage with hungry rats is attached to his face and he spends hours and hours with rats centimeters from his face trying desperately and threatening to eat him.
I think bbh did this to the worker with the soul vultures.
I think twice bbh started stream with the sound of soul vultures and showed his screen as he used the elevator back to his house, suggesting he’d let the vultures out in the basement. We also know he has a bunch of soul vultures in cages down there.
My theory - idk if it’s an actual theory or just straight up cannon at this point - is that while bbh was running around on the server, he let the soul vultures loose in the basement so they would try to kill the worker but were in able to due to the cage/cell. So the worker was just spending days with these vicious monsters reaching through the bars trying to tear it apart.
Imagine how fucked up that would make you. Alone in the dark and all you can hear are the screams of these birds and their claws raking on the stone and bars. The only light illuminating the chamber coming from their burning hearts. All it would take is one bar giving and it’d be all over.
Then bbh releases one in the cell with you because imagining these monsters tearing you apart 24/7 isn’t enough.
Oh he’s so evil I’m in love with him XD
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syl-stormblessed · 1 year ago
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Will’s iconic “please don’t lie to me” bounces around in my head 24/7 like a windows screensaver and every time it hits a corner i start sobbing
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scarlettjemily · 2 months ago
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Can someone explain to me the animalistic urge I get to tattoo every character I’ve ever fallen in love with’s face on me
I will literally fall in love with a new character and my immediate reaction is = I need to tattoo her face on me
Is this because I’m gay or mentally ill or both?
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minisugakoobies · 1 year ago
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You had me at “Ben Bratt” but also Chan playing Yeonjun akdjfjajshd
Ughhhh it IS giving drunk fwb energy 🫠🫠 here I go spiraling down the “how many WIPs is too many WIPs” trail again 😭💕
Why is he doing this to us specifically
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Its this energy in pictures 😭 “Thats bullshit”
What has been in his water this summer?!
Can we sue now? We can sue now right?
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madlad-link · 3 months ago
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wandering shinobi Asami
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margaetyrell · 6 months ago
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would gay sex fix them?
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yes i’m doing this because i’m insane. also bc it’s fun and silly and so on point and idgaf about anything else so chill your beans
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starscelly · 23 hours ago
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daily miro roundup 1 !
have started a deranged project where i’m doing a quick sketch of miro everyday of 2025… taking bets now on how long until i lose my mind!
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noicevibes · 1 year ago
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if it’s gotten to the fucking point that the Ministry of Education has to announce that “the school year is cancelled” for part of Gaza because all its students have been murdered, humanity has failed, failed at everything— flat out, point blank, and unequivocally failed.
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haml3t · 3 months ago
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My vacation was better than I could’ve dreamed like it wasn’t even the festival lineup so much (though I did meet another of my top 3 journalists) even as all the people I interacted with in D.C. and the museums I saw this time that I didn’t last time like I cannot tell you how free I felt during this trip..
Also DO meet your heroes. They will be fantastically excited to see you again and treat you like an old friend even when you’ve only met once before and they will find you just as intelligent, interesting, talented, and dope as you find them and give you a massive hug because they’re so speechless because they think you’re a brilliant artist and are that honoured by your gifts
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kairithemang0 · 7 months ago
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When I first started seeing Vampire!Owen and Werewolf!Curt going around I gotta say I wasn’t super into it
then I wrote ONE SINGULAR VAMPIRE!OWEN FIC
yeah, yeah I get it now.
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leadmeastraylittlefairy · 8 months ago
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truly hilarious that in school problem solving skills are emphasized as being so important for future jobs when all i have gotten from having problem solving skills is everyone making me solve their problems for them 😑
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cuteniaarts · 9 months ago
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Fanny, my sweet, beautiful girl
17.11.2012 – 14.04.2019
#my art#artists on tumblr#I cannot accept that it has been 5 years already#I know covid messed with everyone’s sense of time but it simultaneously feels so much longer and so much shorter than that#exactly five years ago I was holding onto my mom for dear life and sobbing as we watched lilo and stitch together#not the best movie to watch when you’ve just lost your first ever pet you know#and then I cried myself to sleep at the next morning we never mentioned her again#I know it’s because it was way too painful for everyone involved. but I do wish I was allowed to process that grief properly#instead of bottling it up and pretending everything was okay until I was reminded of her#feeling like my heart was being shattered over and over again every single time#well anyway. enough of that. I’ve allowed myself a nice long cry today and got most of it out of my system#and once I was feeling okay I decided to draw her#and I can count the number of times I’ve drawn animals on one hand so.. I’m not too sure about the result#but it felt like to commemorate her in some way.#so yeah. here she is. my dear girl. the best dog in existence. she was always so affectionate and kind#which I didn’t always appreciate bc of how young I was. when you’re a kid it feels like pets will live forever#never barked. never bit anyone. her only crime was chewing on my mlp and lps toys that I left out on the floor#but I’m grateful she did that. it taught me not to leave my toys lying around and to clean up after myself#she really was taken from me way too soon. ideally she could still be alive right now. but I’ve been down the road of guilt and regret#there was nothing I could do. I was a child. I can only hope that she knew she was loved right until the very end#even if I didn’t know how to show it properly. and great. now I’m tearing up again#I suppose it’s unavoidable. April 12th will always be a melancholy day. and maybe that’s not such a bad thing#it’s good to have a day when I can freely remember her and cry if I need to. it’s healthy. it’s better than crying every day#she never liked it much when I cried. always tried to comfort me. that’s the kind of dog she was. I miss her so much#when I move apartments and get a dog of my own I’m getting a spaniel. just like she was#well. maybe a different colour so I don’t end up sobbing every time I look at it. but spaniels really are the perfect breed#I mean. cavaliers especially were bred for love and warmth. that’s just what I need. it will be nice to have someone waiting for me at home#and while I don’t necessarily believe in the afterlife… I do hope that Fanny’s watching over me#spiritually comforting me when I feel all alone in the world. it’s a nice thought for sure#and hopefully she won’t mind me getting another spaniel too much. it will be done in her honour after all. to make up for my past mistakes
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buttercupbuck · 2 years ago
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i can't imagine much discourse for a character that is only in like one more episode after tonights.
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boomerang109 · 1 year ago
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okay i have my fan going fast enough it sounds like it’s going to fly off the ceiling and kill me maybe i still have a chance at life
#basically my friend and i were literally talking the other day about how I’m not a particularly high maintenance traveller#but one thing I will not budge on (if I’m booking it myself) is that there has to be A/C#and I was saying yeah it’s not even that I necessarily need it like super cold or anything#it’s just that when I overheat it’s like one sensory thing too much with all my other symptoms#and fuck if that hasn’t been true since moving into my dorm#because of course i agreed to move back into the non air conditioned dorms because like genuinely it’s usually so nice all you need is a fan#but ig cause it’s August or cause my health or whatever it’s just been fucking hot as balls#and today especially since I’ve been mostly in bed with my period kicking my ass#it’s just been driving me insane#like i can mostly handle the pain but I just can’t handle the heat like I finally moved my boxes to be out of the way#cause I finally admitted to myself I’m not unpacking them in my current state#and I shed tears over how hot it was just moving boxes like four feet#and like please let it be clear I don’t live somewhere actually hot like im not doxxing myself#but like it’s nice outside but for some reason inside is just gross and on top of my fucking pain it’s too much#i also just I fucking hate move in so much#and I hate that i’m gonna have to text or call my mom and be like yeah im not coming to visit you this coming weekend cause im already dying#and the school year hasn’t started?#like I just tried so hard when I got here to be like ‘yes this is my year for real everything’s gonna be great’ and I just#i’m like one day into being in pain and i’ve lost my mind I can’t even think straight#i KNOW it’s my period I know it’ll last at most a week but it’s so scary everytime that it’s going to last forever cause it used to#im so scared about being an adult I don’t even feel like I can get through this school year but at least this is like. a specific task. what#the fuck am I supposed to do after that when it’s nonspecific#why does everything hurt#why do my arms hurt like that’s not a thing#my fucking throat?!#my legs are obviously killing me cause that’s a near constant these days#my headache isn’t terrible but it’s not great#and my fucking stomach#i think move in should be illegal and chronic pain should be outlawed and I think my parents should call me because what the fuck#boom’s bad days
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vampirebutterflies · 1 year ago
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listen ‘ere boy there is a voice in ur head telling u ur fine and you don’t need to go to therapy tomorrow and that voice is a f u c k i n g liar don’t listen to it boy don’t fuckin’ listen to that rat ass bastard it does NOT have ur best interests at heart
#vent in tags etc etc#aim losing my mind over here#it’s fine#see the thing is I’m so deeply lacking in like. the emotions edition of object permanence. I can have a massively heartbreaking reaction to#smth and then once I’m out of that moment and even slightly distracted it’s like nothing ever happened ??#so like yk I was nearly [radio static noises] over talking to my therapist abt the young csa thing and I’m meant to be starting emdr tomorr#tomorrow* except like for the past two weeks I’ve overall been fine regarding that?? instead it’s the ed and other traumas flaring up so ??#idk how Specific emdr is I honestly don’t know much about it yet but like yk now I’m wondering if I should delay starting that in favour of#talking about the other badtimes tm rearing their heads atm. todays in particular was unexpected it happened this morning and it’s only just#like. hit me and started biting and it’s ?? also dumb cuz like on one hand I’m pretty okay but on the other hand the other half of my brain#is spiralling hysterically to the point where I’m very glad I’m already in bed and like I know [redacted] won’t help but it’s like my brain#is just so lost about how to hold these things and what to do at all so it’s just pulling out the bad coping mechanism and insistently#thrusting it in my lap and waving its arms like it wasn’t even That Bad tm of a situation today but it Was some very specific factors which#are holding hands with Other specific factors and then The Location Of The Events is just#yea okay maybe I will talk to her abt this / these things instead if I can#ah the joys of heavy personal responsibility at a very young age and the severe guilt that gets bred from that and the fantastic experience#of things being so far out of your control and almost destined to fail and the absolute wonder of The Actual Person(s) To Blame Having No#Consequences For Their Actions and ending up feeling like you failed and you’re a complete fraud cuz no good you do will make up for that#one situation and yeah okay I’m gonna go sleep#ugh
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groupwest · 2 years ago
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went on instagram for five minutes and i hate my life so much 👍 awesome
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