#and I’m so tired but so wired
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Guys i love dnd
It’s so fun
#I finally found people to play with#I’m having so much fun#I literally am so excited i can’t sleep after sessions#like I’m so tired#i woke up so early and we played for eight hours and then chatted for three more#and I’m so tired but so wired#i literally can’t sleep#I’m planning for next week and the stuff to work out in the meantime#it’s crazy
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I say this as a primarily C3 only viewer (episode 20 of C2 and a smattering of C1 - I will get there one day!) - I found that episode so incredibly delightful and so fascinating to watch to see what Bell’s Hells would take from M9, especially when contrasted to their interactions with Vox Machina.
Members of Vox Machina give them quests and bestow them titles and offer aid, but they don’t have the time or the space to dig into their motivations or relationships. They are stewards of Exandria, busy with a bigger picture and responsibilities. Contrast that with the Mighty Nein, who cook them dinner, invite them into their tower, and get straight to the heart of what’s weighing on them and what they emotionally need for this mission (yet still fully putting themselves first and prepared for sacrifice). They’re confident and secure in who they are and what they mean to each other and see through Bell’s Hell’s charismatic facade to find people who maybe just need a moment to evaluate what’s important to them as they go on what could very well be a one way mission. You can give them titles and responsibility, but if Bell’s Hells don’t actually believe in that or themselves, they will, like Fjord and Beau suggest, just end up as fodder.
Anyway, there’s just something poignant and right about those from Vox Machina giving them responsibility and respect and those from the Mighty Nein giving them comfort and belief (and a night in a tower to just be). I just think that’s neat.
#critical role#cr spoilers#cr3#bell’s hells#tired: bell’s hells are overshadowed by previous campaigns and groups#wired: bell’s hells get to benefit from those who came before them so that they might help shape the world toward something better than it#also the zero sum attitude of some in this fandom is so boring#i’m out here basking in everyone’s delight
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IMP. *slam* TAIL. *slam* BODY LANGUAGE. *slam* IS SO. *slam* IMPORTANT. *slam* TO ME. *slam*
this post is brought to you by the following mental images of Tilla & her children that have manifested themselves in my head:
• Tilla using her tail to rock young Blitzo & Barbie to sleep (kinda like that one scene in dumbo where the mother uses her trunk).
• Young imps wrapping their tails around their parent’s tail when out somewhere (the equivalent of a parent holding onto their child’s hand).
• Extra limb! Now Tilla can hold Blitzo, Barbie, and Fizz, all at the same time!
• Tighter hug? No problem! Tails can wrap around you multiple times in a hug!
• Built-in mobile. Young implings will fall asleep real quick just watching the spade be slowly swung around above them.
• On the other hand, it can also be used as a great way to tire-out restless implings, who can chase it around like a cat toy until they either catch it or get too-tired.
• Offense, defense, all that fun stuff too. Imp mothers can get very protective of their young, & will do whatever they need to ensure their safety.
#I could probably think of more but I’m tired#feel free to add more!#I just love Tilla so much 😭😭😭#I need to see/hear her just once & I will be happy#blitzo#barbie wire#fizzarolli#helluva boss tilla#helluva boss#helluva boss headcanon
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All I know is that I won’t know peace until official confirmation is out
#I’m so tired of it all and how toxic so many people can be#I’m confident in my ship and at this point that’s all that matters#we’re down to the final wire#there is nothing else left but confirmation soon
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ok yeah im calling it til 5pm
#oh im very very very tired.#lamictal has me wired so idk abt a nap but i can tell i need to shut down my brain and body for a few hours.#maybe tonight i can be human again but for now. 🫡 i’m going to the lay in the dark zone.#izzy.txt
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𝗕𝗘𝗔𝗧𝗥𝗜𝗖𝗘 𝗠𝗘𝗦𝗦𝗜𝗡𝗔 𝗖𝗔𝗠𝗘𝗥𝗔 𝗥𝗢𝗟𝗟 : 2 / ∞ featuring ben whitlock ( @carp3diems )
— 𝘮𝘶𝘵𝘶𝘢𝘭𝘴 𝘮𝘢𝘺 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘵 / 𝙙𝙤 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙧𝙚𝙗𝙡𝙤𝙜 𝙪𝙣𝙡𝙚𝙨𝙨 𝙩𝙖𝙜𝙜𝙚𝙙 —
#{ someone made a pack with all the shit i didn't get to yet so now i can focus on SETS BAYBEEE }#✧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☆ —— if i get too close and i'm not how you hoped ⌗ carp3diems ( bea x ben ) .#✧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☆ 🤍 ‧₊˚ ⋅ paper bags drift wherever the wind blows ⌗ my gifs .#✧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☆ 🤍 ‧₊˚ ⋅ i’m back between villages and everything’s still ⌗ scrapbook .#✧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☆ 🤍 ‧₊˚ ⋅ you and all of your new perspective now ⌗ visage .#✧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☆ 🤍 ‧₊˚ ⋅ i walk wires and i pull teeth and i’m so tired of chasing dreams ⌗ bea .
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After three years of work I now have to get a new car
#i speak#SO FRUSTRATING OH MY GOD IM GOING TO#…#I have upgrades still in plastic wrap and brand new tires that were so hard to get bc they aren’t made anymore…#new hood was awaiting paint job.#I HAD TO MAKE CUSTOM PIECES FOR THIS THING. for racing. for going fast#had to put wiring harness together by hand#new rims… dude whatever I’m not even mad I’m not it’s fine#like what now. do I just get the same make and model car. idk if it’s fucking worth it at this point#the miata??? the humble 1990s toyota celica???
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when you’re someone who isn’t outwardly emotional and people treat it like a good thing or something that’s easily fixed and you’re just 🫥
#shoutout to my mom for once again saying the worst thing without meaning to#like yes mom i’m glad you fixed your somewhat minimal issues with showing emotion#except i’m not you and i’ve always been unable to get myself to do it because my brain isn’t wired that way#and got teased about it my whole life instead! and treated like garbage!#like believe me if i could show emotions in a normal way and not just internalized until my tummy hurts i WOULD#and have tried for 30 fucking years to do so#but thank you once again for reminding me i’m a socially incapable mess of a human being mom#idk this is tbd i’m just so tired of this and had a heavy night already and issues processing so this got to me
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well. I think I’m unfortunately gonna have to put horror up there with Coffee on the list of “Things I genuinely enjoy in the moment but Decidedly don’t enjoy after the fact”
#trist.txt#Horror is such an interesting genre!!! I love looking into it and breaking it down and understanding the themes it’s bringing up#But unfortunately I’ve got OCD brain and it’s only catching Man at Window Scary what if Man at Window Now???#I haven’t been able to sleep for the last few days it’s gotten so bad#I’ve even tried to mitigate it but I think covering up the windows just made it worse :(#I’m so tired. I wish I wasn’t like this.#Wish I didn’t have to give up the things I like bc my brains wired wrong
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guys will make a tumblr post and then get so so frightened.
buddy you are allowed to exist in the world <3
trying sooooooo hard to keep a lid on the symptoms syndromes atm :P I am doing it!!!!!!! But it’s hard and takes constant effort :P
#having very vivid dreams every night but at least I’m sleeping I guess :P#almost constantly wired and tired but I have been able to keep up with organising the house stuff I need to so. 💪
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We’ve reached the point in the year for my engineering team that I’m just kinda watching everyone (but especially the grad students in charge of the team) slowly lose their sanity
#shoutout to the guy who spent like 8 hours yesterday tracing wires in the car#I’ve just been in my little arts and crafts corner with a hot glue gun prepping parts for casting#I had to grab something from the office this morning and I walked in and two of our grad students were arguing#about where to place some components and the options were put them in the drawer on the dash or just Velcro them inside the center console#I voted velcro paritally because it was described as a component sandwich#I think an important part of life is that sometimes you gotta get involved in a project that you know is going to be hell when you’re in it#but you’ll look back on it fondly#like yeah I’m having fun but I’m also spending 5 hours a day in the shop and staying up late to catch up on my homework and I’m very tired#my brain is filled with so many component acronyms#I only vaguely understand what a can bus is#it’s great I wouldn’t have it any other way
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actually love my analytical lab group so much they’re so fun and I’m NEVER getting over Brody being a bit of an anarchist like truly type of guy that I didn’t think to categorize but feels ubiquitous now that I have. also Jenna (my other lab partner) is mutuals w/me on here now so y’all better fucking behave I’m trying to make friends here ok
#truly one of the most insane decisions I’ve ever made giving her my tumblr. haven’t regretted it yet tho!#I’m tired and wired so I’m RUNNING MY MOUTH tonight can you tell
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Walked all the way to my car so I can finally go get food, bc I’m starving. Realize I left my keys in the break room. Have ti walks allll the way back. Heartbreaking.
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#─── ♱﹒ ﹕ queue / death doesn’t discriminate and time doesn’t wait.#─── ♱﹒ ﹕ epitaph / come now‚ black dove‚ bite through these wires : i’m in a waking hell and the gods grow tired.#─── ♱﹒ ﹕ in character / i’m walking in your hauntingly beautiful shadow.#─── ♱﹒ ﹕ the watchman of death › ankou / stroke of luck or a gift from god? from the hands of fate‚ or the devil’s claws?#─── ♱﹒ ﹕ the queen › ceres / i know your soul is not tainted‚ even though you’ve been told so.#─── ♱﹒ ﹕ the knight › yves / you’ve been lonely too long‚ take a chance for your heart.#─── ♱﹒ ﹕ the rook › adolphe / were you ever lost? was he ever found?#─── ♱﹒ ﹕ the cannon › lucas / worship at the shrine of god’s lies‚ tell him your sins so he can sharpen his knife.#─── ♱﹒ ﹕ the pawn › mathis / monster‚ how do you feel? creatures lie here looking through the window.#─── ♱﹒ ﹕ the king › scien / pray a different way‚ by doing what you want and never‚ ever feeling shame.#─── ♡﹒ ﹕ lesalut › yves / my‚ my‚ those eyes like fire… i’m a winged insect‚ you’re a funeral pyre.#─── ♡﹒ ﹕ lesalut › lucas / all the saints of notre dame will sing the tragedy of our song.#simply dies
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𝗕𝗘𝗔𝗧𝗥𝗜𝗖𝗘 𝗠𝗘𝗦𝗦𝗜𝗡𝗔 𝗖𝗔𝗠𝗘𝗥𝗔 𝗥𝗢𝗟𝗟 : 1 / ∞ featuring ben whitlock ( @carp3diems )
— 𝘮𝘶𝘵𝘶𝘢𝘭𝘴 𝘮𝘢𝘺 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘵 / 𝙙𝙤 𝙣𝙤𝙩 𝙧𝙚𝙗𝙡𝙤𝙜 𝙪𝙣𝙡𝙚𝙨𝙨 𝙩𝙖𝙜𝙜𝙚𝙙 —
#✧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☆ —— if i get too close and i'm not how you hoped ⌗ carp3diems ( bea x ben ) .#✧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☆ 🤍 ‧₊˚ ⋅ paper bags drift wherever the wind blows ⌗ my gifs .#✧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☆ 🤍 ‧₊˚ ⋅ i’m back between villages and everything’s still ⌗ scrapbook .#✧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☆ 🤍 ‧₊˚ ⋅ you and all of your new perspective now ⌗ visage .#✧ ‧₊˚ ⋅ ☆ 🤍 ‧₊˚ ⋅ i walk wires and i pull teeth and i’m so tired of chasing dreams ⌗ bea .
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Omg wish me luck, I’m at a friends house for her wedding weekend and I’m sleeping in a bed that’s on a frame and up high for the first time in like over a decade haha. I mean, I don’t make a habit of rolling out of bed but usually the stakes aren’t literally this high.
#i mean i sleep on a mattress on the ground#also it’s the city and it’s so loud haha#this is a nightmare#thankfully (?) last night I was so wired I couldn’t sleep and I only got about an hour of sleep#literally lol#so I’m more than a little tired and loopy#hopefully!!! this means I pass out haha#let’s just hope I don’t fall out of this bed#also this is by choice bed frames scare me#tolerable for a night or two but not always a
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