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I love you. stay safe. I love you

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Goddess I love animated bloopers

Bring back animated characters as actors post movie it’s so good

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Me to my friends, respecting that my friends are busy and have their own lives and things take time: no rush! Lemme know what you think and any questions when you get to it!

me to me, chomping at the bit because I’m world building like crazy and wanna keep working but I’m kinda stuck because I don’t know what isn’t clear and needs expanding on in writing because I have all the information in my head: but please read it soon and ask a million questions before I lose all motivation to work on this. I wanna talk about this for daaaays

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The longer it takes the more it feels like

Me waiting for wonderlust like

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Me waiting for wonderlust like

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Sick ass moon tonight. Almost cried it’s so beautiful.

went to go outside and take some pictures

almost got assaulted by a bat as soon as i stepped outside

he must have been settling in our porch roof

this is the first i have encountered him so far and i go out at night on occasion

i scared him and he scared me

an even trade

but good goddess

Also the pictures all looked like shit

I’m lowkey so sad

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Guys i love dnd

It’s so fun

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I never made him those peanut butter crunchies…

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My project list is always so long, I’m working on so much stuff at once right now

but

i *have* to add Red’s concert dress and torn concert dress to the pile

i’ve been thinking about this for years and now’s the time methinks

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Happy Newsletter

I got these cards

And Toby also said this:

So lets go guys reblog with the cards you got please I wanna see them all

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The past few days have been kind of a blur. I’m sick as fuck and can’t speak a word without wanting to die, can barely eat anything, and it feels like there’s glass in my throat.

But if I’ve learned one thing from this, it’s that I’d like to learn more sign language so i don’t have to type out anything i want to say

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Back and forth

I waver

between nausea

and exhaustion

I lie

beneath lights that

remind me of the ocean

a deep blue that

Bathes this

crowded

empty room in

Waves that

should calm but

instead crash over

What remains of

My composure

I should

change the lights

warm green like

a spring forest

red as

Poppies

pink the

summer sunset

purple

no

not purple

orange

anything but

i lie

beneath lights that

remind me of the ocean

And the warmth of the

cat at my feet can’t

stave off the

ocean’s bitter

cold

And how cold your

hand was when

last i held it

And cold

i lie

heaping blankets

cold

Sipping spiked

Cider but it

only fuels the

nausea and I

am still cold

Numb to

everything

That could warm

me

A deep blue the

ocean’s depths my

favorite yet on

This night there

Is no relief

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Random chatter: “sorry I couldn’t stay last stream, I told my dad I’d play games with him”. streamer i watch sometimes: “of course! Play games with your dad!”