#and I’m really sad abt them rn
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Oh nark y’all really can’t fix each other
#dndads#dungeons and daddies#lark oak garcia#nick close#nark#nark nation#shit post#I’ve decided I need to go back to shit posting abt nark like I used too#and I’m really sad abt them rn#as I am frequently bc they rot my brain and make me scream into my pillow#maybe when I get home from work tomorrow if my brain works I’ll make less of a shit post abt demiromatic lark and nark#bc I’m projecting rn#I do believe I’m demiromantic and so now lark gets all my projection !!!!#this is nothing new#but they make me ill and maybe after I post this I’ll be able to sleep#lunarrosette’s shit
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i’m not crazy but sometimes i swear there’s a truman-showesque alliance with everyone i know where they all collectively decide when to treat me weird. it’s never just one or two people who talk to me or don’t talk to me. it’s always Everyone. it’s so bizarre it makes me feel fucking insane 😭
#currently in a dry spell rn#literally no one is talking to me#and every time i Do see people they act like i don’t exist#nobody has texted me in like. four straight days 😭#kinddddda falling into a depressive episode because of this#i’m realizing again that people don’t want to talk to me unless it’s about them#i’m chill enough with myself to not totally spiral abt it i just. really need people rn and no ones there again. sad!
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Absolutely weeping over a 60s tv show nobody else cares about
#I don’t know. there’s a lot to unpack#I just watched the one with the aviary#and I’m just rly emo abt jeannie/marty#they are both so fucking unhappy sometimes#I feel like sometimes it’s easy for the audience and for Jeff to forget that like#he’s dead. to Jeannie he’s dead!!#esp since in the last couple of eps Marty has been so serious and not in like. his usual panic-at-everything way#but in a way that to me suggests that he’s just. really unhappy#him being excited to show Jeff he can move a cup and then Jeff dismissing it#and I feel like it discourages Marty bc he ends up thinking yea whatever he’s right it is a stupid thing to be proud of#and then obvs Jeff is like okay now I’m gonna have ur wife flirt with some other guy like#nooo stop that’s the thing he’s SENSITIVE about lol#even tho I firmly believe that Jeff is right when he says that Jeannie should move on#I just don’t think it’s time yet#idk I should channel this energy into fanfic lol but I don’t have time rn#so I’m just. spilling thoughts everywhere#the fact that Jean is consistently SO vulnerable to manipulation when it comes to Marty#and the fact that Pete and her other friends either are oblivious to that or just don’t care#like in that fucking party where she’s sat on her own and she’s So fucking sad#and none of them go to see if she’s okay#and when she’s like hey I’d Really rather not do any kind of seance shit#they’re just like whatever come on don’t wimp out#like. they know of course they know. they KNOW she was bereaved recently#why don’t they listen to her when she expresses discomfort#like obviously it’s good for Marty that she goes along with it in the end#but they still shouldn’t be pressing her on something which is CLEARLY an upsetting subject for her#idek!!#anyway whatever#this is merely a FRACTION of my thoughts. I am thinking abt this show SO hard lol#randall and hopkirk deceased
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back to the dating app 🚶
#got inspired to try it again ����#i have a date semi planned now and all of the women in portland are obsessed w me or whatever#bc i like love and dating ppl but i keep falling in love with friends and it HAS NOT ENDED WELL ONCE so maybe stop it you dumbass#(this may be caused by the fact i’ve gotten my hopes up a bit abt a friend of mine but i should NOT… unless…)#i crave companionship#and am#also so scared all the time i’m soooooososcaredddd rn#why can’t everyone just love me all the time#must be my personality bc i’m like really hot rn#also me swiping on ppl just looking for hookups them matching and just 😳 i do not know if i’m at a point in my life where i am confident eno#ugh to do that 😳#as previously stated i’m so so scared#idk i’m conflicted and need to over share about it#idk will continue flirting w that one friend tho#even though flirting with eachother is an ongoing joke in this friend group so i don’t think she would take it seriously lmao#was telling my dear good pal to come over and suck my fingers yesterday like that’s just how it is#anyway she’s cool and makes childrens books and stories and loves dinasours and is tall and can jump really high#we got drunk together at my friends bday and bonded and it was SO CUTE#also she cries a lot when she’s high but doesn’t notice (she’s not even sad there’s just tears lol)#ruh roh just typed that all out and realized it seems like i’m obsessed w her 😳#going to hit my head on a wall okay goodnight
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I’ve been teaching my sister how to play Genshin for some of the past hours today and I hope she quits bc now I feel really guilty about it I don’t want her to waste all her time on it and Im thinking abt why she even wanted to start the game and now I feel even more horrible bc of some reasons that I kinda feel guilty explaining
#dora daily#idk how to tell her maybe she should focus on other things and games#I don’t know I’m overthinking bc everything rn is such a mess and my heart hurt so bad earlier and I felt like throwing up and stuff idk#what to do#everything is somehow going worse and worse it feels like it’s snowballing out of control but it’s because why is everyone so mean to me#like all I have ever wanted is just to be seen but I’m always invisible to everyone and people OFTEN tell me they forget abt me so many#times that it’s more often they forget me than remember#why am I so forgettable and why do I get replaced like idk what’s wrong with me#what’s so horrible abt my personality I don’t understand like is it the way I think ? I think it’s the way I think#but I can’t change how my brain is wired or how it functions I just don’t know how to fix it#I swear I’ve tried everything for years and years I’ve spent since my very early years trying to find out what’s wrong with me and why#it’s so hard for ppl to like me I’ve tried to change everything it doesn’t work and only six months ago I found out why people don’t like me#just by trial and error#it’s my brain and the way I think it’s just all wrong idk how I’m meant to think but it’s not meant to be like this#my personality is all wrong my likes are all wrong my thinking and everything is all wrong and I’m stuck like this unless I somehow do#some surgery on my brain to fix how I think I’ll be like this forever#I wish I could just fold myself up into a little version of myself and just put it away to take up the least amount of space in this world#I’ll never belong in this world and I don’t want to be here anymore#shoot I can barely even see the text on my keyboard bc I just can’t stop crying#I always said my parents should’ve never gotten married they were never a match my mum should’ve gotten an abortion when she found out like#she never even liked my dad anyways#fuck how do I stop crying my mum is gonna be here soon and she’s gonna start laughing at me like she usually does when I tear up I’m#straight up bawling LOL imagine she sees that I’ll be made a mockery more than I already am this is so humiliating and pathetic. why do I#care sm now I’ve never wanted to be alive but now I’m so sad because I really don’t want to be here anymore but I don’t know what to do#my head hurts now maybe I should go to sleep maybe it’ll help me forget about this at least for a while longer#I’m just so sad I have to manually ask ppl to care about me I’m so tired I have to do this with everyone#I’m not even angry anymore I’m just so sad I’m sad that others get that care like it’s second nature but with me I have to ask and beg forit#oh ik if my mum sees I’ll just tell her I’ve been itching my eyes if she asks why they’re red LOL#It’s okay if nobodyll ever like me like I like them right ? I don’t have to get liked back as long as I give love to others right ? then I#won’t be useless like my mum says I am at least I can have a tiny bit of use even though my love means absolutely nothing I bet it’s okay iv
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Listening to my landslide playlist gets me feeling things
#GOD THEY ARE SO IN LOVE#and so sad….#I’ve been thinking abt max and Lucas a lot cuz I’m working on the story for school#making it a comic book#just….changed the names lmao#I’ll post abt it when it’s done#also fun cuz I gotta finish the story for class so I’ll have a very concrete plan for the ending whereas rn it’s just kind of…there#I don’t smoke by mitski ahhhhh#a lil more toxic than they are but ughhhh the vibes#one day I will return from the war#I’m graduating in a couple weeks so hopefully I can mess around with my guys#I’m also moving in a couple months and getting a desktop so my game won’t be a chore to jump into#like it is now#I really miss posting and working on my sims stories#I also miss reading them#one day#I will not rest until landslide and garcias is done#I have an ending for garcias btw#not for a while but a natural end with a pick up if I feel like it#ngl sometimes I feel like restarting#but it’s okay I won’t I’ll just rework some stuff and make a more concrete story from here on out#in my personal version I’ve rewritten so much#anyway#I’ll prolly disappear again for a bit#kk thoughts
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feelin insecure bc three of my friends are hanging out rn but didn’t invite me and i have never not been invited to hangout with them all
#usually this stuff genuinely doesn’t bother me bc i am fully aware i do not have to be included in going places and to do things all of the#time and my friends are absolutely allowed to hangout without me but i just find it a little weird the friends who don’t hangout without me#are hanging out without me rn😭 like did i do something fr or was this just normal no bad vibes just them hanging out kinda thing???? IDK!!!!#but i don’t wanna sound wacky so i’m not going to say anything and il get over it p fast but idk rn i’m i thinkkk rightfully insecure abt it#the last time we all hungout i did leave early compared to normal and even had my sister come pick me up but that was bc the snow and my#friends that drive are really scared of driving in the snow so i had my sister who is VERY comfortable with that come get me???? but t also#idk if anyone cared abt that like nobody seemed off or mad about it so i can’t imagine i actually did something i just like to be invited#i’m sure it’s genuinely nothing and i have nothing i need to actually be worrying about with this but i just cannot help but be like oh…..#anyways i’m going to smoke a blunt and pretend i am not a bit sad
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so i've seen the sara mini episode.
#i will. be putting spoilers in tags so beware 👍#so many thoughts i’m AAAA#the implication that if sara hadn’t introduced ryoko to joe that he’d still be alive????#ryoko’s whole ‘sara... joe… i’ll see you tomorrow right?’ or however she worded it.#shut UP#SARAS DAD MAKING HER FIGHT HIM TO LEAVE?????#the man only gets more insane the more we learn okay#AND RYOKOS SO PRETTY????#gah sara and joe just being best friends my heart literally feels like it could tear in two good Bye#i def have more to say abt it but i am tired rn#LMAO ALSO ‘sexy lady’ just made me think of the sexy onee chan from the vivid old tale pj/sk event#i miss them so much yt/td hyperfix come back to me please#i went from it being one of my main fandoms to not really anymore i’m sorry to the ppl who followed me for it#i had it super associated w someone who isn’t in my life anymore but i don’t think of it that way anymore so!! hopefully i’ll be back more#esp when the last part drops :)#POINT BEING I MISS THEM AND I LOVE THEM AND IM VERY SAD#ALSO I MISSED SARAS INSANE POTENTIAL RESPONSES SO MUCH#the girl of all time she’s so beloved to me
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while I’m hyperfixating on my own ocs I was hoping I’d have the mental energy to do 2 more mini comics like the one I posted the other day but 1. Abt the girls costumes 2. How chimera anima work in the tm2 lore (which might contradict canon, oops?? Can totally write it off as queen doing experiments on them so they work differently now I guess…) but my three week long hyper mood has exploded and fizzled out bc I woke up sick :( and now I have no energy and I’m mad abt it bc I have literally 4 wips aside from the concept of those comics which I haven’t even sketched yet and I barely have energy to do things I need to do, let alone draw ☹️
#so cool so glad I wasted all the money on tests when literally the diet thing the dr told me to do ISNT working!!!! love this#love waking up like oops I frew up and am so dizzy I can’t stand up 😭👍 thanks!!!!#sry I’m just actually mad over this bc they are fun concepts in my brain and they are TRAPPED#I wanted to add more sections to my webbedsite abt my ocs too aaaaaaaugh#I just kinda wanna ramble abt them in general#my poor insta meowmeows are missing so much lore bc insta isn’t good for rambling which is why I’d rather make them mini comics#rather than just long text posts here ….u know?#I wish all my buds from there had tumblrs :<#anyway . I might nap but I’m kinda scared I’ll further fuck my schedule up by doing that but I literally cannot get up rn#so it’s either nap or maybe read smth I think bc my body is too shaky and dizzy and weak to draw….I literally feel like a sad little#Victorian boy with an oversized lollipop on my deathbed……woe is me etc etc#(I’ll be fine I am just dramatic I have a Gatorade and took meds :p)#it’s just really frustrating that this will probably be forever and get worse and I still don’t know why ☹️ and may is coming too fast#and I am Scared all the Time#anyway! I love my ocs#sanchoyorambles#medical talk
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Could i request for a Conrad fisher X reader where reader has a younger sibling who gives her a hard time and her parents favour her younger sibling more. It's the reader's bday on the same day as belly's and her family doesn't get her anything and they don't bother with an excuse either and say they don't really care abt her so it doesn't matter. So Conrad comforts her later and if u don't mind u could include some smut at the end?
(this is my situation rn lololol but without Conrad to comfort me😭)
matilda - c.f
summary: request
conrad fisher x reader
a/n: i’m so sorry love, sorry this is a few days late but you are so loved and appreciated no matter what, hope this makes you happy today <3
it’s been a recurring theme for most of y/n’s life. the overheard quotes about the older sibling had eventually become a reality. they didn’t even wait for y/n to try and live up to them. instead, they just accepted that their daughter wasn’t as good as the rest of their children.
as upsetting as it is, kids experience it too much. y/n experiences it every day, so when she realized it wasn’t normal, that’s when it started to hurt more every year.
this day was supposed to be different. she was so excited, turning 18 and finally being an adult. free of her parents if she wanted to be. she thought that maybe, just maybe, her parents would think of her for a day, and make it about it. alas, the second she woke up and walked into the kitchen, y/n’s hopes were shut down.
“y/n, can you take y/b/n to practice? i’m going out with sharon today,” her mom said, barely even looking at her.
“uh, i’m leaving in a bit, remember?” she speaks, trying to sound as polite as possible. “the fishers invited me over for today.”
“hon, we get it,” her dad talks next, peering up over his glasses and newspaper of the town. “but, to some point, it’s just another day. just do what your mother asked.”
y/n looks at her little siblings at the table, messing around and receiving no repercussions. she still remembers when that was her. playing with her parents, happier than she ever was again. she loves her siblings to death, but she loves herself, too. y/n deserves more than she’s been given, so she confides. she drives her brother to whatever practice, wishing him luck as he whispers a happy birthday, then jumping out of the car to see his friends.
she’s already dressed up for the party for belly. the fishers had welcomed her with open arms, even having decorations and sweets for her on the table. everyone figured she’d have something going on at home, but oh, they were so wrong. she didn’t receive a single birthday message from the people who gave her life, so did it matter? even if she didn’t believe it, at least the fishers knew she was worth it. she was dressed in one of her best outfits, a simple dress with small flowers printed over. she had small wedges and her hair was done neatly. she felt pretty, she is pretty.
she walked into the house, belly hearing the door open first. she skips toward, engulfing y/n in a huge hug. “y/n!” she squeals. “happy birthday!”
“oh, belly! happy birthday to you, you look so cute!”
“are you kidding? your man’s gonna go wild when he sees you!” she whispers, making y/n blush toward the end.
“belly, stop!” she nudges. “he’s not my man… yet.”
they giggle together before moving back into the kitchen where y/n greets susannah and laurel, along with the rest of the boys. conrad stands up first, in a heartbeat. he walks over, almost lifting y/n off the ground in a hug.
“hey! happy birthday!” he tells her, excitedly as he pulls away. jeremiah comes piling in next, saying his words to the person he considers a sister.
“didn’t y/m/n have anything planned?” susannah asked from the pure kindness in her heart.
“oh,” y/n mutters. “we, uh, we did something yesterday.”
conrad can tell when y/n lies. he can read her like a book at this point. he’s spent so long fanboying over her that he knows what she’s feeling. when she’s sad, excited, pissed, he knows. it pulls at his heart when he can sense the disappointment in her voice. he starts to get more alarmed with every drink she takes throughout the day. she’s not even a big drinker, never really taking an offer. now he’s positive somethings wrong.
if y/n’s parents didn’t care about her, they don’t care if she drinks, right? she’s with her friends, she’s allowed to. plus. it’ll take the edge off of the internal wounds her parents have left her with. her feelings on the whole matter start to disintegrate for a while, until belly’s cake comes out and is handed to her. it’s so nicely done, perfect detail and so much love. they put time into her cake and party, and y/n can’t help the jealousy rising up. she vividly remembers every one of her younger siblings birthdays. all of them having their friends and a party, while y/n was just locked in her room on her birthday. the presents and the cheesy grins from everyone were overwhelming every year. she couldn’t help but think about what it could be like with her real family. maybe they could love her as much as she deserves, but in reality, they won’t. they can, but they chose not to, which hurts even more.
y/n stumbles around on the balcony, around people while carefully savoring every last drop of whatever is in her can. she’s probably had too many, but she doesn’t care. it’s almost like it’s reversed itself now. she watches belly open all of her presents and receive hugs and kisses, and the lump in her throat becomes thicker. she thinks of the alcohol as her enemy now, just bringing back the thoughts in her sober mind.
it’s not until everyone hears the clicking of y/n’s heels on the pavement that they notice her walking away. her hand is swiping away the loose tears and everyone looks at conrad. if there’s anyone y/n wants to see, it’s him. they’ve been in love for so long, it’s almost painful to watch. as she walks away, blurry vision from the alcohol and the tears, she tries to grab another can from the box before a hand stops her.
“i don’t think that’s a good idea,” conrad says, gently taking it out of her hand and landing it back in the box.
“oh, great. more fuckin’ judgment,” she retorts, making conrad’s face contort.
“hey, what’s going on? you’ve been off all day.”
“i am, perfectly fine,” y/n slurs. conrad places a hand on her shoulder, and takes them to sit on the steps. his arm is wrapped around her, the other one gripping her hand.
“i know you’re not. it’s ok to not be ok,” he looks at her nose scrunch and her cheeks turn red again. “hey, hey, don’t cry, you’re alright.”
“no,” she weeps out, putting her head in her hands. “i’m a mess! i don’t know what to do, i cant make it any better and i’ve been trying for 14 fucking years!”
“hold on,” he keeps his voice low. “what do you mean?”
“my parents don’t give a shit. they haven’t since y/b/n was born and they didn’t even bother about me anymore,” conrad pulls her into his arms, leaning back as her teardrops soak into his shirt. “i didn’t do anything for this, and belly’s being loved unconditionally without having to fight for it. and i feel like a bitch getting upset over it but-“
“absolutely not. don’t say that ever again. you don’t deserve anything they’re giving you. anything they’ve said to you is a fucking lie. i know who you are. you’re the most perfect, beautiful person i’ve ever met, inside and out. you don’t have to prove anything to them, because they don’t deserve your amazingness,” he speaks to her. it’s nothing but the truth, and nothing he would ever hesitate to say. “and i will spend forever trying to prove to you that you’re nothing but beautiful a beautiful person.”
y/n looks up at him, only bursting into more tears as he laughs a bit. “oh, my god, conrad. i love you, so much. i know i’m drunk but i mean it more than anything.” she’s felt nothing like she does now. she’s never had someone accept her so quickly and with so much appreciation. she feels like she can do nothing but cry and just love on him.
“i’m glad,” he begins again. “because i love you, too. no matter what your parents say or do. they don’t define you.”
and in this moment, for the first time in a long time, y/n knows someone loves her. and he’s not just saying it for comfort. she doesn’t need her parents to be loved. if they can’t do that, there will forever be someone out there who loves her just as much. she knows she’s enough, and that’s enough.
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Halloween🎃
A/N: Quick drabble cause halloween😭 i had nothing big planned tbh. Also barely proofread as of rn i got too much school stuff to worry abt to proofread good or make that masterlist 💀 so sorry guys but anyways Happy Halloween!
Summary: The crews first halloween together!
Warnings: Cussing and Logan stabs Wade once
- Logan never really celebrated halloween. I mean this guy saw the holiday become what it is now. But he never went trick or treating and even as he got older he’s always had other things to worry about.
- Wade was the same (the never celebrating halloween thing not being old enough to see Halloween come to america)
- Both of them had tough childhoods.
- Wade went to a few halloween parties and dressed up but his heart was never fully in it (other than that year he had with Vanessa..)
- This year instead of it being just him and althea now he has her, Logan, mary puppins AND laura.
- He felt…more excited? This year?
- He really wanted to show Logan around his universe and celebrate all these holidays with him. And even though Laura was older she actually wanted to go trick or treating still just to experience it.
- “Peanut, you have to step up and at least take her to a few houses!” Wade said to Logan at dinner.
- “She ain’t my daughter or responsibility, bub. Ion gotta do shit.” Logan snapped as he took a swig of his beer. “Plus, ain’t she a bit too old for that shit anyways? We can buy her candy at the damn store.”
- “Logan…we have an opportunity here to change her life! Give her a good memory just once!”
- “Fuck off.” Logan looked away.
- Wade thought a moment. “Okay…if you take her to..” he thinks for a second, “Take her to 5 houses and i won’t talk for a whole day!”
- Logan looked at Wade but didn’t move his head.
- “Okay. 5 days.”
-“Deal.”
- “Wanna shake on it?” Wade stretched out his hand but Logan declined.
- “I knew you were scratching your balls under the table, Wade”
- “Oh.”
- Wade helps Laura pick a costume and left Al to decorate and Logan to watch her decorate.
- “That’s upside down yknow.” Logan said looking at the Halloween poster on the wall.
- “No. I don’t know. How could i know? You’re just as dumb as that idiot.” Al joked as she turned the poster right side up.
- Logan just shook his head and looked out the window. Kids were already walking around with parents and going around. Wade said he might be late getting back and to just “hand out the candy to the kiddies, peanut.”
- He grumbled. No one showed up yet.
- Deep down he felt a twinge of sadness over not getting to experience this. It was very small. He actually liked halloween as time went on because it was the one night mutants could be mutants and not get judged…
- The door bell rings which snaps him from looking out the window. Al yells at him to get the door. It was probably Wade and Laura finally.
- It was not.
- “Trick or treat!!”
- A small ghost and a slightly taller Princess hold up semi filled pumpkin buckets. The princess smiles widely the ghost of course was emotionless.
- “Hey…there….” Logan said quietly. He was not good with damn kids. No no no. Nope. He almost closed the door and said fuck it but the princess started to look confused.
- “Hey, mister where’s our candy?”
- “Right….” Logan gets some candy and pours it into the kids pumpkins. “Okay…..run along now.”
- The kids run off giggle to the next door across the hall from the apartment. Logan sighed and closed the door.
- Another kid came alone a few minutes later. They were dressed up as sabertooth and for some reason this scared logan enough to accidentally draw his claws.
- “Shit- Sorry kid. Didn’t mean to-“ Logan rubbed his hand where the claws came out and but the kid to his surprise wasn’t scared…he didn’t run off to tell anyone he found a mutant…
- “Are those…real?” The kid asked point at his hand.
-“Oh…no..it’s my..costume. Yeah. Yeah, i’m that wolverine guy..” Logan lied.
- The kid beamed. “Wow! That’s awesome!”
- “Thanks kid. Y’want come candy?” Logan picked out he bowl but the kid shook his head.
- “That was way cooler than candy…can i see it again? Can you do it again? Pleaseeee?”
- Logan slowly drew out his claws as the kid looked shocked. “Wow wow wow! They look so real! You’re cool! Can i touch one?”
- Logan let him and told him to be careful.
- The kid started to leave and Logan waved him goodbye. Maybe kids aren’t so bad after all…
- Right when the kid left Wade and Laura came around the corner.
- “See you’re great with kids!” Wade said as he slow clapped.
- “Whatever..” Logan brushed it off, just this once. He was in a good mood right now..
- Logan complimented Lauras costume and let her lead the way as she was actually excited for once. She smiled up at him as they walked the neighborhood and went to definitely more than 5 houses. She talked about the other Logan and how she missed him and how grateful she was for him to take her to do this.
- “No problem, kid.” Logan just said. “Ready to head back?”
- Laura’s pillowcase was full now and also heavy so Logan had it. It was so full you couldn’t even close it anymore.
- She nodded as they walked back home.
- Wade wanted to join but he decided to stay back and let Logan and Laura have their time.
- Also he had to take over handing out candy duty since Al kept dropping candy in the floor, missing kids buckets and pillow cases.
- Halloween music played now and orange and black balloons filled the apartment along with a couple of random Halloween themed decor. Wade finished decorating for Al also because a lot of stuff was in the wrong spot.
- “Al way did you put the front door mat by the bathtub?? And what-? Why is the string of orange lights covering the couch and not the wall? And..why is Mary puppins not in her wolverine costume???”
- When Logan and Laura got back laughing Wade smiled. “Looks like you two had fun!”
- “Yeah, and we went to more than 5 houses too so now you have to shut up for 100 days.” Logan joked.
- “Yeah, so that was not part of the deal…”
- “Too bad. Shutting up time starts now.”
- Laura laughed and handled Wade his favorite candy. “It’s okay..take this. I’ll convince him to shorten you sentence.”
- Wade just nodded sadly and ate the candy.
- As the night came to an end, the family decided to watch a couple of scary movies and share Laura’s candy. Laura got scared for a moment when she saw Mary puppins secretly got into some of the Hersey pile but Wade soon reminded her, “She’s a deadpool remember? She’ll be fine…”
- “Oh right..”
- Logan quickly stabbed him with one claw barking, “Hey! No talking remember?!”
- Wade mouthed, “Geez..” And rubbed where he got stabbed but said nothing else.
- The night ended with Logan passed out drunk(he’d forget the deal he and Wade made by morning for sure), Wade falling asleep next to him, Al going to her room after the first movie ended, Laura falling asleep at the end of the couch on Logan’s other shoulder, and Dogpool sleeping in a pile of chocolate candy wrappers…
#logan howlett#wolverine#the worst wolverine#poolvertober#poolverine has taken over my every waking thought#poolverine#laura x23#mary puppins#dogpool#wade wilson#deadpool#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool 3#happy halloweeeeeeen#🎃
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Sorry if this ask makes absolutely no sense I just need you to know the absolute emotion I feel because of this Ayuu.
I need you to know just . how close to tears I am . I just reread your Azul meeting his Yutu and I am. IM CRYING. THE “Your daddy’s here” IS TAKING ME OUT AND SHOOTING ME DEAD . IM GENUINELY TEARING UP. I think I’ve read every part so far twice over, barring the Yuu specific ones cause they Hurt Me. Speaking of hurt, Deuce!Yutu and Riddle!Yutu hurt me so so bad . All of the Yutus do, but they’re the ones that just came to mind rn and it’s so so sad. Especially Riddle! Yutu because he hates his dad :( Idek why I might’ve blocked out why LMAO,,, I love all the Heartslabyul characters and their kids it makes me cry. Especially Trey. He’s such a weirdly domestic freak that the idea of him being denied the family life he’s always been content with is so so sad. ALL OF THEM . THEY MAKE ME SO SAD BECAUSE THEY WANT TO BE WITH YUU!! They want to be with Yuu, and most of them are obviously happy to have a kid, but to know that that’s been taken away from you by circumstances that are literally destroying the world you live and love in? Yeah. That’s Rough!!
I would love to see Jamil!Yutu and how Jamil reacts to his child feeling guilt for something he never did, was never responsible for, and again has to suffer through because of the family theirs has been forced to serve. I think he’d be so mad, so so mad this boy has grown up thinking he’s the biggest blight of his father’s life, the cause of his death, when in reality he’s probably someone Original Timeline! Jamil would have cherished.
I LOVE YOU RUGGIE BUCCHI!!! Sorry I needed to cry that out this made me love him so much more!!! And Rook!! I love you Rook Hunt you weirdo. Ruggie being like “Idrk what to do… but I can bug Leona about it” is so so real. Him not caring if his son is charismatic as long as he knows his cards and is able to survive. Rook as a phantom is genuinely breaking my heart idk why. All of the phantoms break my heart. I don’t want to imagine anything abt them if I do because if I imagine them having even a fraction of sentience I’m heartbroken. Imagine being unable to prevent something from possessing you. Imagine your body and soul being used to tear your home apart— imagine seeing any of that through your own eyes. Imagine seeing your own kid after years of thinking them missing. I would genuinely not be able to handle that. It’s giving the Last of Us zombies where they’re completely aware and conscious throughout the first phase. Scared . Heartbroken .
Anyways, this au is 100000/10 I need you to know this. YOUR MIND IS SO SO BRILLIANT!!! I’m probably gonna keep rereading everything you’ve written so far about it because I’m having so many brain worms . So so many. Sorry for this ramble!! Please ignore this ask if for any reason I might have said something you didn’t like >:]]]] I HOPE YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL YEAR!!!!
;-; ty so much for your kind words anon I am injecting them into my veins to continue writing. You have said nothing wrong, rambles are nice to receive, though my ask box is a bit cluttered at the moment and I am super busy so getting to things in a timely manner is not something I am able to do.
Riddle! Yutu was the first one to get a post, and I am tempted to re do it as I was still figuring out the format. He hates his dad because he wasn't there for him when he was a child and he doesn't know why. In the good timeline he's something of a daddy's boy; he really wants Riddle to be proud of and praise him
After I finish editing the second part of Rook's post you will be pleased to know the next post is about Jamil. I'm still formulating the outline of it because I've been thinking some thoughts about stars and unique magics
The way I write the phantoms they posses the instincts of their former selves but the individual lacks the input you might associate with consciousness. I'll get more into it in the second half of Rook's post... but there is a degree of awareness of their actions.
There's a lot of tragedy in this ayuu, I'm glad I'm hitting my stride with it c: it's nice to know people are liking it
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Angsty Ponyboy fic recs bc I’m literally angst deprived rn 😭
SORRY THIS ONLY LOADED IN NOW
When he was little he wasn’t rlly included in anything so he had to hang out by himself that’s why he loves books and drawing because he wouldn’t hang out w anything else
He’s rlly insecure that he doesn’t have muscles or anything because his brothers do
Johnny hangs out w him but don’t forget that dally and him are like locked in
so he feels like his third wheeling majority of the time
he cries really easily and he’s rlly insecure abt it
Twobit jokes w him but pony takes it personally for some reason and is sad 4 the rest of the day
Okay this one’s kinda silly
Post cannon he went to school w blond hair and like for a month people were like ‘did you dye your hair’ and it for to a point where he yelled at someone to use their eyes and then proceeded to punch them
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Platonic hcs for Adam Frankenstein and a gender neutral reader that befriends him? hope you’re having a great day btw!
platonic adam frankenstein hcs !
✧ warnings: some swearing
✧ additional info: oh my god i got so excited when i saw this request by all means pls send more for my classic monsters m.list and/or phantom of the opera (if you’ve seen it ofc) this made me so happy ur an angel. also can be read as either the book or movie versions <3
✧ m.list — nav.
so like
he’d probably be intimidated when u first come across him
like he doesn’t trust you but he isn’t going to hurt you because he doesn’t have a reason
you probably need to show him ur not gonna do anything before he stops trying to get away from u
and when that happens he’ll still be a bit suspicious
just start by introducing urself and explaining ur intentions and he’ll calm down
he finally introduces himself to u as gently as he can cause he doesn’t wanna like. scare u away ofc
once he gets comfortable he’s such a good friend
one of the first things he does is ask u abt ur life cause he feels like it’s important to know what ur friends lives are like (he’s right go check up on ur friends rn if ur reading this 😒)
he knows he can’t like stay with u (probably) and u can’t stay with him so he gets kinda sad when u leave
goodbye hugs absolutely happen!!
and he’s super gentle cause he’s really strong and could easily crush u
also def gives head pats
erm anyway
typa guy to walk into ur house like he lives there (if u live alone)
but if he doesn’t i feel like you would be going to wherever tf he is more than him coming to u
and he gets so happy if u just show up unexpectedly
like that shit makes him more happy than showing up on scheduled time
and if ur ever late cause u had a problem for someone else oh my god
a) u came to the right person because he’s very sweet and understanding and will listen to u and give input if u ask
b) he’ll stomp that mf like a bug if u want him too
c) his hugs are fucking amazing
he’s so good at comforting <3
other than that he’d probably know how to cook from living alone so he’d like making u food
even if u don’t ask he has something ready for u
and you WILL eat it or i’m gonna come after u 😒
would also randomly bring u gifts as a thank you for befriending him because now he isn’t as lonely and has someone to talk to! <3
the thought of him like getting all happy when u come through the door to see him is making me so happy and sad at the same time he’s such a cutie patootie
this one might take some time. but once he’s rlly rlly comfortable he’ll prob tell u abt what happened with victor
was mainly afraid of telling u cause he wasn’t sure how u would react
has so much more respect for u when u aren’t rude to him abt it <3
if u have any random drama bro is invested
“SHE DID WHAT” core
will think ur in the right literally no matter what
u could’ve done some shit scandalous and he’s defending u
u could probably help him come outside more cause he’d always be inside
just say to him “hey we should go for a walk!!” and with a bit of convincing ur suddenly outside in the woods on a walk
THE ANIMALS LOVE HIM SO MUCH
like it’s so cute he’s sitting on the ground trying to pay attention to 15 animals at once
even if he’s deformed they know hes rlly sweet and wouldn’t do anything to them
also he’d fucking love picnics
like just sitting there and listening to u talk abt whatever
he loves it <3
#mars writing 🧈#frankenstein (marlees version 🫀)#adam frankenstein#frankenstein#victor frankenstein#frankenstein x reader#adam frankenstein x reader
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face claim: lily-rose depp
a/n: pls don’t think i hate taylor i adore her 🥹
Part 2 here | Part 3 here
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enews looks like our couple is having happy time on their vacation 😍 Let us know what you think in comments!
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timotheefan3 he should’ve been with taylor tho
timmyfan07 agreed!
randomuser yesss she is such a boyfriend stealer
ynfan59 she did nothing wrong u psycho
user47394 this should be taytay! They are end game periodt
ynmybaby lol nope.
taylorfan28 I don’t even know what he sees in her, like no beauty no talent NOTHING
ynfan2 stfu and leave y/n alone
timmyandtaylorr they’re right tho
timmytimmy parents 😍😍😍😍
ynsbabygirl i’m glad there is still persons like you tbh
timmytimmy we’re in this together sis! I love them. And timmy is obviously so in love with her 🥰
tayrussell my babes❤️❤️
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tayfan95 she stole ur man babe don’t say that
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tchalamet ma meilleure moitié, before I made this post I called your mom and dad, and thanked them for bringing you to this life (I literally said “thank you for making her” because I was excited and I embarrassed myself but we won’t talk about that) thank you for making me a better man and giving me all the happiness I could ask for. You bring my life the light and colors I needed. And I can’t thank you enough for that. Keep shining my baby. I love you more than life itself. Happy birthday angel girl ♥️
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timotheefan74 he calls her ‘my better half’ AAAHHH 😩💖✨
yourusername this made me cry 🥹
tchalamet from happiness i hope?
timotheefan10 lol bitch cry more
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yourusername je t’aime je t’aime je t’aime 🖤
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yourusername my mom said she never heard something like this before and laughed
tchalamet i can’t look her face rn oh god 😭
zendaya HAPPY BIRTHDAY QUEEN!!
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user2947 lol queen of what????
username107 stealing 😂
randomuser48 bro seriously leave her alone it’s her birthday for god’s sake
user183 thank you for reminding us today is cursed 😔🙏🏻
ynmybaby HAPPY BDAY MY BABY! DON’T LISTEN WHAT THEY SAY ABT U WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH 💖💖💖💖
ynfan229 YESSSSS
randomuser19 talk for urself
ynsbabygirl fuck off then
timmyfan29 STAN QUEEN Y/N 🤍
randomuser0 she should’ve never born
user924 ugh 😒
username59374 make this day even better and kill urself y/n 😍
ynfan49 get help seriously
yourdadsinstagram I’ll admit that I was shocked when you called us but I’m glad really. Thank you for making my girl happy Timothèe.
tchalamet that’s why I’m here for sir 🫡
florencepugh Happy Birthday Y/n!!!!!
kendalljenner cutiesss 🥺
hulu her smile is the best thing 🥹
tayrussell Happy Birthday bestie i love you soooo much 😘
ynfan27 some comments even made me cry i hope y/n doesn’t feel sad abt this. It’s impossible tho
timmyfan1 i agree!! She doesn’t deserve this hate
username593 yes she does 😍
timotheefan49 you need help dude stop
timmytim19 the caption is too cute i can’t 😭🤧❤️
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tchalamet 🤯🤯🤯
chanel loved this look 🖤
taylorswift my girl🤍
tayrussell you look amazing!!!
hulu angel 🤎
ynmybaby OH MY GOD ❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥❤️🔥
pauline.chalamet hottest girl alive
florencepugh hot mamma 🔥
nicoleflender angel girl 💖
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ynandtimotheeupdates the way they look at each other 😩🥹
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timotheefan105 oh he is so in love with her
bonesandallfannn no he isn’t
user2943 god i’m so sick of them
ynhater break up with her already
randomuser42 dump her timmy boyy
randomuser204 i can’t even stand her ugly face
user5947438 🤢🤢
ynsbabygirl can y’all stop like wtf is wrong with you guys? Timothée and Taylor are just friends, they said that like million times already. Stop this shit, Y/n did nothing wrong she doesn’t deserve this hate she is getting.
user28472 yuck
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enews According to a close source, Timothèe Chalamet and Y/N L/N called it quits. They said it is because of the hate she gets and that makes her depressed and they can’t have a healthy relationship together. We are sorry for them.
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timotheefan593 nooooooo 😭
randomuser483 god finally!!!!!!
ynmybaby i just hope y/n is ok.
timotheefan59 now get your queen taylor timmy
timmytimmy wtf is wrong with you
ynandtimmyy she deleted all their pic and unfollowed him 😔
ynsbabygirl but timmy still didn’t deleted the pics
timotheefan473 and he still follows her (he only follows her 😭)
taylorfan482 now he can be with Taylor!!!
tayrussell this is getting ridiculous. Timothée and I are friends and we are ONLY friends. You guys are sick. Y/n didn’t deserve that. And let me tell you something I was their matchmaker and I was proud. You guys need a therapist.
timotheefan583 I saw him at a cafe and he looked so damn sad 😔
ynfan63 I saw the paparazzi pics and god he looks devastated
timotheefan0 hope u guys happy now
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Bare London CentreStage thoughts:
- going with my friend who knew nothing about Bare was so funny. I was like “he doesn’t know that he just did the Jonah Platt LA 2013 riff”. Also he enjoyed it and cried so success
- the way this had 10x better production than the London Palladium concert-
- oh my goddd Role of a Lifetime was insane?? They had interpretive dancers behind Peter acting out Jason and Peter’s comphet- both getting with women but still reaching out to each other and then Jason leaving with his wife at the end. AND they came back at the end during I think Bare??? So SAD but SO GOOD
- This Peter was also amazing. Every time we get a dorky Peter in a production, an angel gets their wings- love that interpretation of Peter, always thinking abt Laurie’s Peter from the concert
- they/them Lucas Carter. They were so good, Wonderland was SO fun!!
- Ivy was so good too!!! They made her more an alt girl than a cool popular girl and tbh that feels more real like yeah. Also they gave her such homoerotic tension with Tanya?? I’m not usually someone that likes the other characters being queer bc I feel like it lessens the isolation of Jason and Peter BUT Ivy & Tanya were so handsy during Rolling
- Ivy was also SO funny in Birthday Bitch. She just kept like screaming but happy screaming?? So it was like “happy birthday bitch! [screech] happy birthday bitch [screech]”
- Also also god All Grown Up. It was so ANGRY and I was like ohh yeah that’s how it should always be performed holy shit- felt really timely with the US rn etc
- a special moment of appreciation for the costume department. Biblically accurate Peter, he WOULD wear double denim to the club. Matt WOULD wear a suit jacket to Ivy’s birthday
- my theory is there’s a direct correlation between the strength of the production and the strength of the Diane Lee. SHE WAS SO GOOD! Incredible physical comedy and just so sweet. “That’s it diane, lip sync” “*nod* okay :D”. Becky also had to pull her away during Pilgrim’s Hands when Peter started his lines and she just accepted it.
- there were so many good choices. In Epiphany, the whole ensemble said the “don’t do this to me Peter”, I literally gasped. Also during the bender among us bit, all the students were on the floor giggling like kids, I thought that was fun
- justice for the Peter and Sister Chantelle hug :(
- they had an ensemble of queer people during God Don’t Make No Trash and I appreciate the details, so many Lucy and Yaks on that stage 😭
- award for Most Accurate Smoking Area Of A Club goes to this production’s Best Kept Secret
- I respect the person that, after Matt saw Peter and Jason kiss, whispered under their breath “ohhh no”
- I have a lot of thoughts abt how niche Bare is and non-mainstream etc but I do really think its so perfect for smaller theatres. Like Absolution & See Me just hit so hard in such an intimate space, it’s sooo beautiful
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