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#now why is this so hot? and all he's doing is walking#jung wooyoung#wooyoung#ateez#ateez wooyoung#ateez gif#wooyoung gif#maxsixgif#i remember this was when he cut his hair after that long Oreo Era#and i was devastated#but looking at this#this was so hot of him#San was right#i should trust San#San is a trustworthy man when it comes to Wooyoung matters
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had a dream where i had to see one of my fictional crushes with another girl and it was so devastating and cruel!!! why would my own mind do this to me!!!
#live#overwriting what my brain put me through last night it's fine <3#also suggestive in the tags but:#it wasn't even like i saw him on a date and they were holding hands or something#i walked in on them going at it#and i was DEVASTATED#and it wasn't even like he was cheating on me#it was like we were not together at all#but i wanted to be bc i had a crush on him#so i was like oh.#*dominic kearney voice* there goes that dream.#ANYWAY it wasn't real I'M FINE I'M FINE FUCK YOU DREAM
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i'm genuinely considering camping for bts tickets in 2026
#in 2019 tickets sold out in minutes before i could buy mine#and i was devastated#then out of nowhere one week before the concert some tickets showed up again on the site (probably cancelled purchases idk)#and thats the reason i got to see them#LUCK#but im not counting on luck again
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#i will forever remember the first time i heard this song#i literally had the thought MUSIC CAN SOUND LIKE THIS????#and just#listened on repeat freaking out to myself#then i went and showed it to my friends at the time and they all were like... heh... suuuure... its gross if that's what you mean#and i was devastated#lmao#Spotify
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wishing you luck! not entirely sure what this means but I hope it achieves. whatever you want to happen
#quil's queries#an-ungraceful-swan#for some reason this reminds me of the one time several years ago I was doing nano#and I'd done the work for the day#but I realized like the next morning or something that I hadn't actually entered it into the site#and it doesn't let you add for past days#and I was DEVASTATED#ruined my streak#wait I think the situation was I realized I hadn't added it as I was going to bed. because in the past maybe you were able to#add word count for past days?#and I hadn't realized it had changed yet#so I was going to bed like ah...I forgot to add my words...and i'm so tired i'll do it tomorrow :)#and then tomorrow came and it turned out i could not do that anymore#the anguish....
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I really need to rewatch journey to the center of the earth (1959) and its one of my favorites and I wasnt expecting that one thing to happen and it did and I screamed at the tv
#yeah i was pissed#because i did not think that they would do that#and i was devastated#if you know about it im sorry#mine
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Grief is also not always the same. You may react one way to this death and a completely different way to that death, no matter the person. Grief is a messy, tricky thing, and it’s okay for it to be weird. Treat yourself with kindness.
Don’t beat yourself up for reacting one way to an acquaintance’s passing, then not reacting as intensely to a family member’s. Or for feeling terrible about other kinds of griefs that some people may not understand, like having to give up a pet to another home, or your house burning down, but differently to the loss of life. You’re going to process everything differently. That’s okay.
Btw, if you have not had tragedy dropped on you before, grief does fuck you up in unexpected and physical ways. If you can’t sleep or sleep more than expected or have more or reduced appetite, or energy goes weird— your brain just had a bunch of emotions dropped on it and sometimes it reacts by hitting every button in your brain. It will pass. Just try to not get too frustrated with yourself.
It’s also fine if you feel normal. Grief literally hits everybody differently, and some people are made to be able to to keep the farm going the day after a death, and some of us turn into sleepless gargoyles and get really into trying to help, and some of us are just unspeakably sad. Grief is weird. Be kind to yourself.
#are those all my personal experiences? yes#I lost a sort of friend—kid I grew up with at church and while we wouldn’t go hang out on our own#we got along at youth group nights and trips and things#he was great#and he passed away when I was a freshman in college from leukemia#and I was devastated#it was the first time I’d experienced that kind of grief where I was old enough to really understand it#and later that school year my great uncle passed away#and again we weren’t *close* but he lived close enough that we saw him every thanksgiving/christmas/easter+ yknow?#but I wasn’t that affected tbh#and then after I graduated college my grandpa passed away#and it completely destroyed me#it was awful#it’ll be 10 years this year and I still cry about it#a year after he passed my uncle (his son) killed himself in a very intense way#and….i didn’t react?#not really#and we weren’t like super close but close enough! I loved him a lot#uh but my dad asked me to go with and drive him up to our family up where they all lived/where it happened#so he could help w the aftermath#and the whole day I was teary sure but…I just wasn’t feeling it like everyone else was#like at all#and to this day I feel bad bc I don’t remember what day he died#I get sadder about my dad making us give away our dog than I do about my uncle#and it makes me mad#my brain won’t let me be that kind of sad that I wanna be
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Thinking about him (the soldier in Poynter’s Faithful Until Death painting watching an apocalypse unfold around him with horror in his eyes as he tries to keep himself standing beneath a doorway, based on an actual 19th century archeological find of a man in full soldier’s garb under a doorway at Pompeii)
#edward poynter#art#faithful until death#Pompeii#Do I think this man was actually ~standing guard until death~? unlikely. he probably just succumbed to the smoke early#do i think this is a devastating representation of the actual last moments of thousands of people? absolutely#it’s such a good painting
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#tumblr#web detritus#devastated that i cant reblog the post that spawned this it was really good but had reblogs disabled
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Falin?
#made this is abt an hour bc i wanted to do a little color study :)#definitely reading the manga after this last episode#it was horrific and devastating i loved it sm#dungeon meshi#laios touden#dunmeshi#delicious in dungeon#laios dungeon meshi#fanart#my art#dunmesh spoilers
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Not to sound like a person who actually cares about children, but it's so alarming that there's this tendency and trend of not telling kids about their medical conditions that are in their charts.
I'm finding out as an adult that they (though it's not documented who) diagnosed me with a life-long, chronic condition without telling me when I was a teenager. I found out recently when I got curious about my medical charts, and otherwise, I would not have known what's wrong with me. I've been left with more questions than answers, and I feel like a private investigator investigating my own damn health and life.
Is this medical malpractice? Yes. However, I think it also speaks to a broader point of how children are seen to not be entitled to their own lives in any capacity, to the point where they are (intentionally or not) made ignorant about things that are or will affect them.
#youth liberation#politics#it is looking like i may indeed have this condition and it was diagnosed YEARS ago and wasn't treated. i am not too thrilled right now#i am honestly angry and devastated because my life was made SO much worse and i could have received HELP before it got bad
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My only offering this year for let Papyrus say fuck day
#MY FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR IS HERE#AND I FORGOT TO DRAW SOMETHING#I'M DEVASTATED#ONLY HAVE THIS AND I'LL BE BUSY TODAY 😭#undertale#papyrus#sunsest-art#art#let papyrus say fuck#let papyrus say fuck day
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more of karlach's coffee shop which isn't just an excuse to draw more shadowlach
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#karlach#shadowheart#shadowlach#i'm being abnormal again someone come and get me#something i'm ashamed of. i would HATE a karlach hug#one of my exes was like a furnace and IMPOSSIBLE to share a bed with#this is devastating
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though the movie might be cancelled, yuri on ice will live forever in our hearts. thank you yoi fandom, it's been real ♡
#yuri on ice#yoiedit#yoi#victuuri#ice adolescence#anime gif#*gifs#animangahive#dailyshounenai#userkarura#usergojoana#userhanyi#useralphonse#usertorichi#usermoonz#usericybtch#userheidi#usergokalp#userartless#homuras#himawaari#this is not goodbye this is still my house!!!#devastated but not surprised tbh but i still wanted to channel my emotions somehow and just. express how much this show means to me so here#this thank you goes out to u guys. the fandom#mappa can eat a brick btw <3#god i wish i could articulate just how special yoi is to me#it truly resonated with me like very few other pieces of media have (i can count them with one hand in fact)#it was sooooo revolutionary and ahead of its time not just in terms of queerness but also in terms of mental health#it truly changed me as a person and i just. really appreciate how earnest and kind it was above all#thank you yoi. you will be a part of me forever <3
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I don't want to regret the way I lived
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#gojo satoru#nobara kugisaki#nanami kento#choso kamo#junpei yoshino#jjk leaks#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#this idea started as a 2 part series . then my braincells decided to spark and supplied 7 PAGES#'did you sleep hina' no#ws looking up mentally stable things like 'who has died in jjk' smh i love my hyperfixation media im sooooo glad so many ppl r DEAD#i *could* have included more ppl but i think this is a good crew. this is a yuuji emotional support crew#also Was gna include his grandpa final panel but i Did Not Want To#he is implied through th dialogue#side note i donot like how i cn see this scenario playing out . ..yuuji this isnt ur stop u r monopoly voice Just Visiting ok >:(#anyway I broke my own heart with this and ik i hyped it up a lot but i hope that its not just me...#hope i did not hype it up fr nothing and no one else finds it devastating :((((( that would b humbling in the worst way#pls ...join the happy party train.......i hate it here i suffered pls :<<<<#also !!!! colours in this !! i cooked i fear . adding th first bit of warm hitting yuuji's face after th first 2 panels....#ive never had that kind of experience while drawing before it was wild . painful ! but wild.#the whole transition from p 2->3 might b the most emotionally moving piece ive ever made to me#not 2 sing my own praises tho i will shut up ! i wil. nap
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duality of man….
#batman#superman#damian wayne#jon kent#super sons#superbat#dc comics#clark kent#bruce wayne#it also works in the reverse ngl#FOR SOME REASON THE ORIGINAL… had a giant shadow?? In the bottom??#I could not let that stand… so sorry#If u saw the original no u didnt#This is devastating ik. Forgive me.
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