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murobrown · 1 year ago

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#i just got back to my place after holidays and I'm feeling so homesick #i want my family closer to me #i want to see them more often and for longer time #and I hate that whenever I come home i have to split my time between mom and dad #and now my dad os going through something and it's breaking my heart #because he's always the funny and silly one...always happy and now he reminds me of himself when he was divorcing my mom #i am so grateful that I spent new year's with him and that he wasn't alone #i even miss his cigarette smoke infused apartment #and my mom's weird cooking and her her candles and essential oils #and I wish my brother would appreciate all this more and not see us as a burden #i love him but I want him to grow up finally #and today before I left everyone hugged me a little tighter and a little longer #and now it's making me cry because I won't feel a human touch like that until next time I get home and that will be easter #those holidays went too fast and I want at least one more week like that #and it's all about those mundane things that make my heart beat faster #like when I went grocery shopping with my dad on new year's #or when I was just sitting and watching my mom cook #and I miss my cat so fucking bad #I'm so happy he spent another year with us #i don't even want to think about it but each year I get worried that it's his last Christmas with us because he's getting so old #and now I'm here alone and I love it that I can do my own thing and I don't share my apartment with anyone #but I just want them a little closer #i don't like how limited is my time with my own family #I'm super emotional tonight #I know it will pass in few days but today the feelings are super raw #because for more than a week I was never alone and always surrounded by love and my favourite people on Earth #and I went to being totally alone right now #i should go to sleep because I'm exhausted and I'm waking up at five tomorrow #guys...i hope you all had wonderful holidays and i wish each of you all the absolute best in 2024!

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heartorbit · 8 months ago

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searching for a star that's still unknown to anyone!

#for finncakes.arts dtiys on instagram... i missed you wxs #project sekai #pjsk #prsk #proseka #emu otori #tsukasa tenma #nene kusanagi #rui kamishiro #wonderlands x showtime #wxs #polysho #my ipad did not survive this one its at 3% after like 5 procreate crashes #and sending me visions of it being put down like a dog. Not happening #kirapipi album release im FREE #wxs getting 1 another wanopo comm and 2 a traditional japanese style song. ive been saying they need it. emu deep voice can save the world #I drew emus recent card the untrained but i dont KNOW HOW TO RENDER SNYMORE IDK HOW TO DO IT. SO SHES TRAPPED #in my wip art timeloop for eternity.#tsukasa is pissing me off so bad in this no matter how many times i drew and redrew his head imhe just completely breaks the illusion of #depth i think i actually did alright on rui and emu. i love how theynlook. Went hard rendering tsukasas outfit i guess which.#pisses me off MORE. its NOT THE FOCAL POINT. TSUKASA INHOPE YOUR NEXT LIM HAIRCUT IS EVEN MORE STUPID. YOURE RUINING MY LIFE.#whats supposed to be his hand is so fucked up with the perspective too helppp me just pretend its nenes.#the tonal difference from my ladt post is so funny. fuck you siffrin you stupud cat

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rookflower · 16 days ago

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ok, new apprentice pov officially confirmed!

#warrior cats spoilers #changing skies spoilers #i do suspect it will be a tom. i cant see them sticking with the all female pov cast unfortunately. women lose #if it is starlingpaw tho i hope my mean post about him isnt hit with the gift of prophecy. love his prefix. i want to like him #do noooot do 'i miss my dead dad sososo much. my grandma and/or mum and/or sister is such a bitch tho' pleaseee erins please #my overarching hope is that i dont want this protag to be a love interest for moonpaw bc that fucks up the writing structure so bad #like sure if it was a hypothetical girl moonpaw love interest id give them a pass but i am NOT losing chess to that dog LOL #i cant do the dual protag romance again im not strong enough. i dont like the way wc writes romance. it's not for me.#well like. i think it's an interesting story builder if they do it right i just dont care for the aw cute angle of it on its own

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murdleandmarot · 6 months ago

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GET FRAGGLE-IFIED‼️‼️‼️

So recently I’ve been more than a little obsessed with the 1983 Jim Henson company project called “Fraggle Rock,” about all these silly little muppet creatures having crazy adventures in the cave system in which they live, called, appropriately, Fraggle rock. After watching 3/4 of the seasons, I started doodling some of my fav cats OCs as fraggles, and it just sort of spiraled from there. So if I’ve sent you 🫵 an ask about the kind of clothing your oc would wear, this is why :D. Without further ado:

THE FIRST WAVE‼️‼️‼️

These are the tallest of the bunch, and they are, reading left-right left-right:

@gotham-native’s Calypso, @ernestelm’s Vega, @toki-toro’s Chaumet, and last but certainly not least, @cillyscribbles’s Tin Tin!!!!

#I DONT KNOW WHAT TO TAG THIS ‼️‼️‼️#I’ve been working on nothing but this for weeks #cilly thank you genuinely for keeping me going 😭😭😭#I’m so fucking obsessed with this show #I wanted to do this so so so bad I like cried thinking about it genuinely don’t know what’s wrong with me #ANYHOW!!!!#THESE WERE SO FUCKING FUN‼️#I missed drawing peoples OCs so badly #I don’t know why I stopped doing that #this was in fact the au I was working on btw #Fraggle rock au!!#calypso looks so cool and slay she was the last one I did and she’s so gorgeous #bc she’s a lil punk rock and fraggle-ified foxglove dresses the same #I kinda imagine he looks up to her a bit #thank you to pintrest for sponsoring this post/j #no but that’s where I got half the outfits done #got this project done literally the day before I go back to school ✌️#cats the musical #cats musical #cats oc #jellicle oc #fraggle rock #fraggle oc #I think those tags work? idk #sorah’s silly scribbles #fragglecats #this is so incredibly self indulgent maybe the first project I’ve done in a while that was specifically for my enjoyment lol

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bitchfitch · 5 months ago

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I've started playing Potion Permit, and so far it's one of my favorite games I've messed around with, but the most big brained move the devs made was giving you a dog on day 1, and then making that dog able to track NPCs and lead you directly to them no matter where they are in the town.

#im still early game but i like the play and the writing is passable #like #Theres a flatness #the characters Are distinct but theyre mostly just their jobs #with only a few who stand out and have like. something to really grab onto #Like rue? rues entire deal is little girl you can date. Nothing else behind those eyes. She has nothing better to talk to you about #than the fact her favorite color is red #Sorcelia? Sorcelia is a goth nun who loves singing and teaches one of the village children #Reynerd? sure is a guy #got nothing else to say about him. hes just a Guy™. Victor? Has ghost friends and loves bugs and cares deeply about the cemetery #he tends to. At the moment it feels like they're trying to imply there aren't actually ghosts. and hes just talking to himself/#insisting his imaginary friends are real people #and so far? The games been cool about it. Victor's a member of his community and his eccentricities are accepted and not ridiculed #all four characters ive mentioned are romance candidates. but its just as hit or miss with the regular towns folk #Opalheart is an older woman and a world renowned blacksmith who only takes jobs if they will do Good. regardless of whether or not they #pay well. She declines to make a dagger for a rich man but makes a helmet for a childs father bc the girl asked #and olive is here #anyways you can be best friends with a cat (shes just a regular cat) and i appreciate that #idk im putting it above sun haven in my ranking of life sim games #purely because there are older romance candidates.#no fat romance candidates. but sun haven doesn't have thise either.#and sdv has neither fat or old candidates Nor can you fuck a cat boy. it goes at the bottom.#gameplay wise sunhaven is at the bottom then sdv then potion permit at the top. sunhaven has the Most™ but having #a lot of crap doesn't mean its fun and it ends up making half the game feel really incomplete #idk. Sdv is a game you should've started playing a year ago. sun haven is a game that perpetually needs another year worth of updates #before id say its worth it bc the devs keep pushing content ™ updates instead of quality of life or polish so what is there is uh #Bad. plentiful. and a large portion is good #but a Lot is just bad.#its insincere and cant take itself seriously it gives you (the right dialogue option) an (the shit joke option) which is worse than just #i ram out of space. tldr. potion permit is good Now. sdv Was good. sun haven Might be great Eventually

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theflirtmeister · 7 months ago

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My cat died over the weekend whilst I was away from home. Before I knew, I had a dream where we were sitting outside in the garden and he was fat again and happy.

#also hi i had a bad mental breakdown and deleted all social media and thinking about being online makes me want to kill myself #anyway my cat died + i miss him already + i cant believe i'll never get yelled at again or get claws stuck in my leg or hold him like a bab #he used to make biscuits constantly even if he was just sitting on the floor like he was so full of love #he used to lay on the path in the hope that strangers would pet him #he got so fucking thin and confused and couldnt meow anymore #anyway i'm off to delete tumblr again

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wulfhalls · 9 months ago

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getting him next week <3

#excited but in a suicidal way #still miss my baby boy like a phantom limb. im fine when i dont think about him but i think about him always #still couldn't bring myself to put any of his things away. i just miss him so bad #still cant look at pictures of him without dry heaving and a full emotional breakdown #god i just want him the fuck back thats my baby i need him #anways #kitkat #cats of tumblr #cats #he really said EARS

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partynthem · 4 months ago

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crying at the airport whos with me

#im back in sf and i missed my shuttle so im gonna be home an hour later than expected and i just want to see my cat so fucking bad #i’m actually crying abt it. and everything else

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lighthouseas · 12 hours ago

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okay update: kitty is going to be okay, but we will need to switch his diet since he had a urinary blockage, which can be fatal in cats. i cried a lot but it's ok because he's going to be okay 🤞 going to do something to take my mind off of it when i get home

#im crying because we've been in and out of vet offices all day and spent like 2 hours this morning trying to find ones that were open #and i didn't sleep well last night because i was so terrified that he would die #and then to top it all off the bill for the visit was fucking insane. my mom's bf covered it and i feel really bad but there's no way we #-could have afforded it otherwise #and now i miss him. i miss him a lot. and i feel terrible. and he's not going to die but i keep thinking about the outcome if we had #-delayed the visit any longer. and. fuck. that's terrifying.#i am going to cuddle my other cat really hard when we get back #tw animal sickness #< i guess idk how to trigger tag this #bee.txt

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loullipopx · 3 months ago

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#bit of a hard one today #on top of being actually physically sick #my sister left home officially #today mum decided it was time to put up decor for christmas #and this was the first year i just #didn't feel like doing any of it #sister isn't here #which is bad but worse than that #is that grandpa isn't here anymore #i miss him daily and this fucking sucks major ass #so yea sorry for being a tad bitsie off today but #ya boy's going through it i suppose #hate being this fucking damaged #but alas <3 #if i don't carry on no one will take care of my cat #so i gotta stay ig #bonnie vents #i miss my grandpa so so so much #Spotify

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so-very-small · 2 years ago

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hi so. i might be not around for a bit; or like, posting inconsistently. idk

my partner and i broke up. i had to move back to my familys place. fuckin worst of all is that i had to leave behind my cats because my family has allergies. the stress of it all started a health flare.

its been. a very intense couple of days dkdhdkdjf

#im gonna live. ill be okay #im just. starting from absolute 0 it feels like #and my god i miss my cats so fucking bad

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dissentersbedamned · 3 days ago

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