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#+ the reason I was putting in the effort to try and date is because#I’ve been single for some time#and people always look at me funny when I say I don’t have someone#or like I’m lacking something#and I kind of just want to avoid that#but at the same time#as much as I have that desire to love and be loved deeply I#don’t want to settle#so I’d rather just see how life pans out for me#so far it looks like I’ll be one of those women that starts having serious romantic relationships in their late twenties/ early thirties#I feel sometimes that I’ll end up alone#and no one would choose to spend the rest of their life with me#but I feel like if that did happen I’d be okay#and id probably adopt#maybe even a child from Grenada if I could#or I’d find a way to live in Grenada but get paid in ££
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you ask yuuta if he wants a bite of your food and when he says yes you offer your plate to him, but he’s just sat there looking at you with his dumb big bambi boy eyes and his mouth slightly open and he will not look away or blink or close his mouth until you lift your fork to his lips to feed him and then he grins like shit’s sweet and hums about how good the food is like nothing happened like he’s not ridiculously attractive. gonna chew on steel
#he consistently does shit like this is like he's not stupidly attractive and its because he does not know. he does not know that he's hot#the yuuta/yuuji divide is that they’re both bad asl and neither know it but yuuji is Not innocent and yuuta is just naive [at first]#which is me saying yuuji is kind but yuuta is just Nice once again#insane i need to bash his head against a table. and kiss him i guess whatever#also who expects to be fed when you offer them food: toge but he KNOWS he's being annoying and whines if u dont feed him#gojo/yuuji/choso are the opposite#gojo asks if u want some of his food and then won't let u have any unless u let him feed it to you. nd if u want to avoid a scene u have to#he just babies people :((///// he does this to everyone . will cry#yuuji also does it reflexively like hes like 'oh! this is good you should try it!' and before u can even agree he's got his spoon#in your mouth and smiling like 😇 its good right!🥰......angel boy#choso...do i need to say it isn't there canonical evidence for this#oh also u offer food to toji and he just kinda tilts his head like oh what ur not gonna feed me? like no. stinky. feed YOURSELF!#yuuta okkotsu.................... when i get my hands on this boy....#💌
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Obsessed with his brain
#read a fic where he had to eat someone in the basement to survive and I am... obsessed#fop#fairly oddparents#fop a new wish#fairly oddparents a new wish#dale dimmadome#fop dale#idk ask to tag#art#digital art#fanart#blood tw#cannibalism tw#ed tw#In my mind his relationship with Dev is crazy. Because he wants to love Dev so badly but he is just. incapable of it.#and it makes him hate himself#On some level he thought seeing Dev would fix him. That he would feel all those things a dad is instinctively supposed to#and it would prove he wasn't broken. That deep down hes still human. that he's still capable of love just like everyone else#.And then he didnt. and he had no idea how to deal with it#In a way hes kind of scared of Dev. Dev makes him feel so uncomfortable with himself. so he just kind of avoids him.#Which um. thats your son sir you cant do that.#I love dale but he should absolutely not be a father. He is just not built for it
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slightly over-engineered red leader tord design because i really really reaaaaallly like military uniforms & i thin k he deserves better than a hoodie under a blue trenchcoat. he doesnt tbh but i maybe deserve to see it. anyway
#eddsworld#eddsworld fanart#tord#tord eddsworld#tord ew#red leader#fanart#i imagine paul and patryck would be uhh lower ranking generals or something#maybe signified by how many cords are on their uniforms#similar outfits but tords is more bedazzled#DEEPLY sorry if this like at all resembles n/zi stuff . their uniforms are unfortunately very cool & its on purpose#i tried my best to avoid it#mostly referenced cuban and english military uniforms#u may ask. why not norwegian ones?#and the answer. is that they are Kind of boring#milosartstuff#theres no military i can reference without it kinda sucking since. its a fucking military but yknow#o yeah also just straight ripped off swat gear for his whole lower half#also i censored that word because idont want it to get filtered out. not because im afraid to say it on social media#just to befucking CLLLEAAAAR#thisis the most ive rambled in the tagsfor a while. look at my post boy
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Assisting Acquaintance Acquired.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wen ning#wei wuxian#Ignore how Wen Ning's hair looks here because I messed it up. Let's pretend he just sported a different hair style for a brief moment.#I am not exactly great at consistency but I am trying very hard to work on that (immediately messes up again).#Absolutely *love* how Wen Ning clearly remembers and admires WWX...who does *not* recognize him.#This is the best day for Wen Ning and it means *nothing* to WWX. A painful one-sided crush made worse.#It is bittersweet to realize that we care about someone more than they care about us. Sometime we pour love into a relationship-#-with someone who just can't reciprocate. It isn't always a conscious things either. Some people just aren't aware we care.#And painfully - so painfully - You can't make them aware. No act of kindness or gift or self sacrifice will make someone care about you.#You can martyr yourself for someone and they will continue on unchanged.#I think a lot about the parallels between WN and LWJ. Not foils - just reflections. A theme repeated.#People who give so much of themselves to someone who doesn't have the capacity to give any part of themself away.#I will die on the hill of 'Wen Ning would be the love triangle romance if that trope wasn't being avoided'.#And to be honest - thank the stars above that is the case. I do not know any good love triangles in media.#We are skipping some of the sad Jiang Cheng content because I really want to finish season 2 before May.#Sorry JC emo moment lovers...I'll deliver another time.
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Jinx's new hair reminds me of both Vi and Silco and either way im in
I feel like Jinx is going to be a portrayal of everything that has happened in the show. Her pasts with Vi, Silco and everyone else involved. Except the Powder aspect is no longer there, its just all of Jinx's experiences
#did i word this right lmao#Im so normal about Jinx trust me guys#arcane#arcane s2 spoilers#< kind of??? just for those who want to avoid ALL spoilers#arcane jinx#arcane silco#arcane vi#season 2 arcane
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Don't get too attached
#Brakul did a lot of the parenting for Erubi (the first of the Janeys-Brakul-Hibrides throuple bastard children) in infancy especially due#to Hibrides going through absolutely horrific post-partum depression (and not wanting to be a parent to begin with. Like she#had accepted it as an inevitability and a duty but when it actually happened it was just like Oh God. I am in hell)#Brakul is the only one of the three that actually Wants to be a parent and the fact that he can't behave as such in order to avoid#suspicion that he's the father is kind of a living nightmare for him a little.#Not like he isn't involved in his ''''nieces''' lives given he lives in the same household but he has to keep a bit of distance.#Janeys and especially Hibrides are pretty unsympathetic about this. For Hibrides it's like she has had to go through so much shit#to maintain this situation she never asked to be a part of and when he has to go through a fraction of that he breaks the fuck down.#He only wants the benefits of the whole situation and isn't willing to deal with the consequences.#This is also one of the very few things she's sympathetic with Janeys about like she respects that he's at least willing to play#his part and be miserable without bitching to her about it. Like she fucking hates him but respects the commitment to the bit.#Janeys is more just like 'Just go make more kids if you want your own so damn bad. Get a wife or something. That's what I#had to do and look at me I'm doing great I'm so normal'#The two kids aren't present on the pilgrimage (back home under the care of a hired tutor) but the Janeys-Brakul-Hibrides#Feeling Triangle are in a fucking tailspin over her being pregnant again like goddddd not this shit again#brakul red dog
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Query:
Did MPK (TIG's wife) deactivate her Twitter earlier this month because Elon Musk is a fucking buffoon from hell, or because she didn't want to watch the inevitable screeching of fangirls foaming at the mouth for her delicious husband?
Discuss.
#thomas ian griffith#terry silver#cobra kai#mary page keller#it's probably just Elon's fault though#but like#if she did want to avoid us i would understand#we're kind of shameless#the cult of tig
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the key difference between kaiser and isagi as guys who boost their self-esteem by beating others is that isagi isn't satisfied by overcoming opponents who aren't a match for his skill while kaiser exclusively picks fights he thinks he can win
#bolo liveblogs#blue lock#bllk#isagi yoichi#michael kaiser#had this epiphany at approximately four am last night#don't think I'm saying isagi does this out of the kindness of his heart or anything either he's just challenge-motivated#this has been part of his character since the tag game when he targeted the strongest guy in the room instead of taking an easy win#looking for evenly-matched opponents to analyze and ''devour'' is a pattern for him!#kaiser meanwhile is afraid that he has nothing outside of football#(I mean this both psychologically and in terms of material wealth and security. ray dark recruited a kid with no other options on purpose)#so he never takes any chances#he goes out of his way to avoid having relationships with equals and doesn't want an opponent he can't crush#isagi's refusal to do exactly that INFURIATES him
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JADEITE REDOLENCE ❖ favorite chenyu vale overworld tracks
#genshin#genshinedit#genshinet#genshin impact#chenyu vale#jadeite redolence#m:gifs#m:*#m:gifs:scenery#m:top#ive been wanting to do this kind of thing for a while for several albums actually but jadeite redolence is the one where i RAN to do it lol#(overworld albums i mean)#if i find the motivation i might do it for a couple other albums this was fun :> maybe once im funemployed ajfldkjads (iykyk)#originally there were only gonna be 9 but then there were 2 i absolutely couldn't bear to leave out so i added 3 more#and that includes me trying to avoid repeating leitmotifs/areas and also avoiding any non-overworld tracks#but anyways it was fun running around looking for shots to gif. chenyu vale in general is just so pretty#im so happy with the goat shot bc i wasn't trying to get the goat it just happened to walk into frame PERFECTLY#the yilong wharf one (through clouds and rivers) is the only one where the song doesn't actually play where that's recorded#but like. if your giffing yilong wharf it HAS to be that shot its literally the album cover LMAO#this coloring is also kind of out of my comfort zone but i think i like it.... i slept on it and didn't wake up regretting it so adsjklasdf
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OC again gomen ... (her name is Yuma)
#my characters#she was (shocking to no one) a side character in a plot from forever ago and while i fleshed out her bg a LOT#she never got her own actual story ? the plot she was in had a lot of characters so her and her best friend myo were like... cameos#in other character arcs rip to she having her own#basically she had light powers and had a kind of whispy clear happy look (top)#and then the big bad guy corrupted her and she got dark powers#so myo and her start to think she is sick and then big bad shows up and tells myo that if he wants to help yuma - hed help#so he manipulates the two into working for the bad guys who id like to point out! think they're the good guys#so yuma keeps having cloudy and foggy memories and nightmares and she doesnt understand whats going on with her#and she tells myo who hasnt clued in yet and he tells her shes fine and shes too nice to do what she feels guilty for#and then after its all kinda said and done and the big bad dies the corruption disappears bc he was the one causing it#and at that point myo knows the horrible things hes kind of helped yuma do and the actual things yuma has done#and he goes to rem who a lot of people avoid since rem has mind reading and memory manipulation powers#and he asks if rem can help yuma forget everything bad#and rem - who is the unfortunate right hand of the big bad who feels so much guilt for everything he has done -#asks him if its what yuma wants cause it isnt his place to change it without her consent as well#bc rem was actually the one that yuma interacted with most outside of myo#but as far as actual plots and arcs rem was more important ? common? idk ? as a focus#so despite yuma having a lot of established background and drama she never had her own ... thing#but as the dark corruption gets to her she loses the clear stream vibes and is like an oozing oil spill#and it kinda festers into her becoming like an eldritch monster type being from the grief and guilt her conscious has#while polluted by darkness sooooo#she just kinda becomes a monster in the background of the plot its fine she gets better#and that was storytime in the tags bye
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to clarify some things although I think most of you already took a right guess
yes I'm simomo
to put it short, after my cc got stolen and reuploaded on several platforms and I left for a little while, I enjoyed the game and actually played sims (what shocker) and in that time I decided to change the way I create hairs a little - a more simple style that matches the game aesthetic better. and with that change I had also hope those fuckers give up on stealing my hairs.
with the new name I simply hoped it would take them longer to "find" me again and... because it fits my new aesthetics more, since I don't wanna hold back anymore what I really like (gore, smut and all that jazz)
I don't create as much cc as before and often just do some simple gameplay, so I don't really see myself as cc creator on this platform anymore... just a personal blog with all things I like and when I feel like creating cc, I share it... just not as regular as before.
and for the love of god, don't send me asks about my old hairs please, they're all in the vault and there are big sfs folders with all my shit
#nobody gives a shit but since this topic came up whenever I talk to people here#just felt like made this post#and if you see my hairs got stolen again#don't let me know lol#I'm tired of this kind of shit and want to avoid stress#can't do that much about it anyway
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Looking through my fics, specifically the ones left open ended w vague plans to continue them when I find the time/energy:
Its very important to me that u guys know that the endgame for Here Before and After Me (aka the kid Kakashi gets zapped to the warring states and picked up by half-Hatake Tobirama) if I ever got so far as to write it, would be Konoha being founded without Izuna's death + possibly Hatake involvement
And Kakashi, being literally 6 and terrified of fucking up the timeline, also still not having told anyone ab the time travel, sees Izuna's continued survival as a potential threat against the future and tries very hard to kill him in increasingly comedic ways as everyone trips over their own feet in their attempts to stop him + help him get over his inexplicable hatred for the Uchiha clan heir
(The fact that he almost comes close to it a few times does nothing to help Izuna's ego.)
#chapter 3 was supposed to be the “Izuna meets Kakashi on the battlefield” chapter#where Kakashi makes the executive decision to shadow Tobirama (and Tobirama then yells at him to go home)#but looking what I have for it in my notesapp it kind of turned into just the “Kakashi settles into the senju compound” chapter#probably gonna throw Touka at him there ig#and some like vague unnamed Senju#I have no senju ocs and bc I have to use Hatake ocs later on I wanna avoid packing in any more#“later on” that is if I get that far#every chapter is like. vaguley open ended but can easily be continued if I want#who knows how far Ill get w it fr#birds fic talk#here before and after me#naruto#kakashi hatake#hatake kakashi#half hatake tobirama
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every day im reminded that though my parents may have wanted a dog they clearly did not want to take care of a dog
#and i KNEW this which was why i insisted on not getting dogs though they keep trying to gaslight me#into thinking that i agreed on the dogs. i didnt and i wish id railed against it harder#because ill be honest i knew i didnt want to take care of a dog i wasnt in the headspace#but i also knew that if they got the dog that the actual caring duties would be foisted off to me#and the things that They would have to do ie go to the vet nd pay the bills etc theyd complain about and avoid#and thats one thjng. but oh my fucking god. my dad specifically#its like hes trying to get these dogs to die. we have several plants in the backyard#bad for dogs. i point them out. i have pointed them out Several times.#theyre his plants the gardens his thats none of my things. he just goes oh they wont get into them#THEYRE DOGS. but he doesnt want to move his fucking plants#one of the dogs is on medicine but has a habit of not eating his food in the morning#which means if u leave his medicine in hjs bowl the other dog might eat it#one solution is to give him the tablet straight. because hes good about eating it#he doesnt want to because 'thats gross'. Are you five fucking years old#the dog doesnt like the texture of dry food so another solution is to wet it#dad wont do that either because 'hes too spoiled' and 'it takes time' ONE MINUTE?????????#like i have to assume this is some kind of ploy to make me do it instead when i dont wake up that early#because if its not then hes truly just incompetent or doesnt care about the dogs#which brings me back to WHY DID YOU GET THEM IN THE FIRST PLACE.#im sick of having to worry about them when he just does shit like this its wasting my time and its wasting money#but ohhhh we dont want to give the dogs away theyre part of the family 🥺#CLEARLY. because apparently u wanted kids but didnt want to take care of them either!!#im pissed off!!! im tired!!!!!!!!#i need to know im not going batshit here for being pissed off!!!!!#the dogs are getting back to back problems and at least some of it would have been mitigated by oh.#i dont know. the bare minimum?????#at least if the plants had been taken care of i wouldnt have to wonder if theyd just gotten into them#or if its an actual problem like a mass or bite. but no now i dont know#and at this rate were going to waste money going to the vet every fucking week
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Hey, guys — just a heads-up, I’d really appreciate it if you’d ask me for permission before crossposting anything of mine onto another website, ESPECIALLY if you plan to link it back to my blog.
#me tag#just saw something of mine on reddit and it jumpscared me quite a bit.#i am not the kind of person who enjoys a lot of attention from a lot of different places#I understand that this is the Internet and this will always be a possibility. but I also would prefer to avoid it#especially because there are certain kinds of attention that I really don’t want to deal with
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Happy loser stoner tguys emduo . for those who celebrate
#Stupid doodles I love you.#Tguy in white tank top I love you.#rat.emduo.tag#rat.techno.tag#rat.philza.tag#rat.technoman.tag#weed cw#cw weed#tw weed#weed tw#shrug if I missed one sorry . Four should cover most people who want to avoid that I think ?#Sorry if not.#technoblade#philza#emduo#emerald duo#rat.op.tag#rat.art.tag#Zzzz .#they’re so fucking stupid I love them.#Anyways dsmp techno would NEVER get inebriated to any extent the paranoia is too bad. He’d be the worst to smoke with.#He’d freak out and not tell anyone until he literally just got up and walked into the darkness.#Dsmp Phil would be chill but he would think its kind of lame because his favourite recreational drug is some insane ancient shit#Unheard of in the current era. The sort of thing that changes you indelibly but is extremely fun. So weed in comparison is like basically#Nothing.#Nobody should let dsmp ranboo smoke it would just be horrible. One hit and he greens out. Almost dies.#I don’t think niki would smoke but shes a baker yk . Options. Smoking is too wilcoded and she likes fire a bit too much and also#Hates fire a bit too much. Yk.#But she’d be chill until she wasn’t yk.#Anyways syndicate nightmare blunt rotation f.s.
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