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THIS!!!
It was a while ago so I don't know if it's the same artist op is talking about but I learned about a painter who painted 'zipper' (as he called them) stripes where you couldn't see ANY brush strokes
And hell, even if you don't like modern art - THATS SO FUCKING COOL
ANYONE WHO HAS EVER PAINTED BEFORE WILL TELL YOU THAT THAT IS LIKE FUCKING IMPOSSIBLE
Evrey time I step into an art museum i think about those paintings, and being the autistic girl I am, I'd like to tell my friends about them.
but all of my friends, for how artsy many of them are, just... hate modern art??
I can't get A WORD out about how interesting some modern art peice is without them being passive aggressive or just dismissing HOW FUCKING COOL A LOT OF IT IS
I could proboly write an essay on how much I hate that modern and abstract (i dont know if thats the right word, sorry :()art is looked down upon or tossed to the side because "i could make that lol" but a part of me dosnt want to bother cause I'll just be begging to a brick wall
I like other types of art, and sometimes at the end of the day it's up to your interpretation of a peice or just how much you like it, but HOLY SHIT GIVE MODERN ART A CHANCE
PLEASE
abstract and modern art haters are sooo snobby like klein literally Created an entirely new pigment and then painted a canvas in a way where the brush strokes wouldn't be visible. the insinuation that people with no skill could reproduce that is so annoying because unless you are skilled at color mixing and painting you definitely couldn’t lmao
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The Twins shrugged again.
"What we all learned is that Five sees cryptids everywhere. It doesn't take a genius to figure out who's just some guy."
"But she won't hesitate next time. Five keeps her updated on everybody he pissed off."
Then again, they were assuming Crosshair was still carrying on with her usual tasks now that the team was down three members. There was a very good chance she was going to leave, if she hadn't already.
"You should have seen him that week he couldn't stop punching himself."
"It's good that he barely left his room."
Of course, it was mostly Five avoiding the additional shame their teasing would inevitably cause, but it had been good for their own safety as well as for morale.
"We're not going back. The pay is better and we like ourselves sane."
"And we can make sure Ratchet doesn't lay his filthy hands on anyone else."
The brothers turned once again to Rook, who stared back. The urge to point back to Russell and keep up with the boss thing was strong. She didn't feel like talking to the two who had run her over and had a good laugh about it.
"It was our job to watch you, not his-"
"-Five let Ratchet in while we were busy."
"If that's some attempt to gain points, I don't really care." Rook replied.
"We're not looking for sympathy. We're mercenaries, the least we should do is own up to it-"
"-But we have a sister and the only reason that freak still has his hands attached to the rest of him is that he earned more points with Five than us."
"There's always time to fix that." Erica said, "But he only has two hands while we can beat him indefinitely. We just need some sticks and a place to hang him up."
"I like that idea." Lucien agreed.
"Fine with us. But Frosty's just a kid. His only mistake is not knowing how to pick his battles."
"He thinks he's hot shit. But really, what kinda wimp would die to a bunch of snowballs?"
The way both Rook and Erica were staring at them suggested something about their strategic assessment wasn't appreciated.
"…Well, anyways, Ratchet was building a bunch of stuff for Five. It isn't like he tells us the details, but maybe there was a point to it."
"You guys aren't the only ones he's been bothering. The others were easier to kill, except maybe for that ghost dog he was going on about."
They had no way to make the connection with Leofric and even if they could, Five had picked fights with so many people so far that it didn't really make a difference.
Erica conjured a little shadow ball, much to Smokey's delight. Once the kitten grabbed onto it, she made herself a shadow seat shifting her full attention to the conversation.
The Twins gave a shrug, the exact kind Five got when he asked them that same question.
"Maybe she needed more time to aim. It's harder to shoot somebody inside a car."
"And she didn't really see you come in to know to watch out."
Or they didn't expect Five to get beaten up by Russell, of all people. Either way, it hardly made a difference for the three of them. They weren't in this for the cause and didn't do more than what they were told to.
"Yes, Five has a bit of a gas problem. His hair is also kind of weird, which makes you wonder how 'normal' he really is. We saw blue and white."
"Green and pink too. Oh, and there was that yellow stuff he was messing with way back. He likes to mix them."
They weren't the most qualified to talk about it, but they understood all three effects were toxic in some way. It also occurred to them that Lucien probably got to experience some of it personally, if his visibly tense stance was anything to go by.
"We're definitely going to do something about the others when this is dealt with." Rook reassured, "They also need a reminder of what their place is."
As frustrating as it was to let the matter be, attacking them now might only cause Five to gain more sympathy and useful pawns to send their way and they couldn't risk that.
"We moved places after that time. Different area, same kind of shithole."
"We can show you where it is."
While they really had no issue giving that away, they seemed a little less inclined to talk about Frosty.
"Frosty has been with Five the longest, but he isn't really a big deal. The best he can do is throw an ice cream cone at you. He actually believes in the hunting thing, though."
"A shame, really. He's the only one who wasn't happy to hear Ratchet got left behind. He just isn't cut out for this job."
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Me listening to tiktok audios while imagining the most smoothest, cleanest and outstanding animation memes ever
#I love my imagination#I also be doing those cringey hand movements#idc i love it#I'll also be imagining inside out animation memes as well#but sadly I can't animate#and I couldn't be bothered to learn how to
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One of the most beautiful things about being a Christian is the fact that I can take my sorrows, my worries, my pain, my joys, my desires, my hope--all of it!--directly to God. And he cares about it. Even when it's small and personal, and even when it's so big I can't deal with it myself. I can take all of it to him, and I know he will take care of it.
#there is so much peace even when I have a lot to trouble me#i was absolutely devastated today to learn something (it doesn't directly affect me but it hurts me to know about it)#and I couldn't deal with it myself#and I haven't been the greatest at keeping actively in prayer recently#but this was so big I had to take it to God right away#and the peace I have now that I've done that is so great#sometimes it feels like “WE HAVE TO DO SOMETHING”#and i don't for a second want to dissuade someone from doing something if they have the means and the abilities and the backing to do it#BY ALL MEANS IF THE LORD WILLS IT GO AND DO IT#but some things are beyond our abilities#beyond us in every way#but if it still bothers us we can take it to God and rest assured that in taking it to him#we have done more than if we had personally tackled the issue ourselves#because what is impossible even for the most powerful person on earth is not impossible with God#and we are promised that if we pray in accordance to his will he will answer those prayers#so i have taken my pain to God and I came back feeling renewed#what a friend we have in Jesus#how blessed to be able to take my sorrow to the GOD OF THE UNIVERSE#i am so grateful for being the uniquely Christian ability to approach our God and speak to him directly#he is so so good
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#minthara baenre#baldur's gate 3#digital art#this is supposed to be her at a party thrown by her house before the events of the game IDK. idk all her lore yet but shes like on oc to me#i have my own version of her in my mind before all the absolute nonsense ❤ and my bg3 character fits into it idk#also this was a warmup doodle thing that i ended up getting carried away with so#idk. like part of me thinks i shouldve abandoned the sketch bc i had a lot of challenges with it but. thats how u learn#there are things that really bother me abt it that i couldn't figure out how to fix bc no references used really so thats upsetting but#i dont feel like continuing on this drawing. okay stop yapping#i cant think of a caption idk
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୨♡୧ ┊ V.I.P MONSTER
#I don't know how to make gifs and couldn't be bothered to learn but I wanted a gif of this vip monster clip they're so silly#♡ my gifs#gif#flashing#bandori#bang dream#bang dream girls band party#girls band party#garupa#rAs#LOCK#rokka asahi#MASKING#masuki satou#PAREO#reona nyubara#CHU2#chiyu tamade#vip monster#v.i.p monster
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ALSO ALSO HAVE THIS I FORGOT TO PUT THIS ART HERE YOU CAN'T BLAME ME IT'S ALMOST 2 AM
Touch therapy conversation with Loop be like
#isat#in stars and time#isat spoilers#isat loop#hi#i don't know how to do crosshatching i think its called?#and i couldn't be bothered to learn for a shitpost
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Y'all listen just because you learned something in school doesn't mean everyone else did. idk how y'all got this idea in ur heads that we all learned the same shit when literal book bans are happening in schools across the united states and certain subjects are being banned from ever being talked about. (do not even get me started on the fact different countries have different curriculum too) Like you cannot say "You guys obviously just didn't pay attention in school and are stupid because we all learned this" like you are ignoring like 50 other options as to why people may not have learned this ranging from poorly funded school to disabled kid getting shoved into special ed classes which are often notorious for mistreating their disabled students. I'm begging you all to understand the nuance of why certain skills and abilities aren't as widely spread as you assume they should be.
#text#some of you are creeping a bit to close to ablism and it's getting real ucomfortable#'everyone learned media literacy in school' except in the schools where they just told you what to think.#except in the schools where they didn't want you to learn critical thinking so that they could push an agenda without you questioning it#except in schools where books or subjects that would require this skill got banned and thus it was never learned#unless the school was underfunded and couldn't afford the proper materials to teach it#unless your teacher was bad and didn't bother to properly teach you#unless your teacher and school was ablist and refused to teach you#unless your schooling was disrupted by a sudden pandemic that may of forced you into an environment that made it more difficult to learn#unless literally anything else besides 'you didn't listen and are thus stupid' because i can assure you we were listening#maybe instead of blaming a huge portion of the population of suddenly becoming stupid or not paying attention in class#maybe you could realize that this is a failure on the American school system as a whole#at some point you can't keep blaming the students for failing when it's this many students#at some point you gotta realize it's the system and blaming the individual does nothing#btw i didn't talk about other country curriculum because I'm not knowledgeable enough to know how good other school systems are#but i know more about american school systems and how much they suck and so many of these ppl complaining mean american schools anyways#but i am aware of other countries having wide variety of curriculum and how weird ppl get about that especially with usa centrism online#i just dont feel like i can give a good enough commentary on that that other non-usa ppl haven't already given 10x better than i ever could
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started reading about the shakespeare authorship thing and the first argument from a literary person to say Willy S couldn't have written them is "he didn't go to university," at which point i went "oh wow i didn't realise THIS was the level of 'evidence' people meant"
#early modern university would NOT teach you any of the things this literary critic(?) seemed to think it would#it was all astrology & logic & geometry & shit and while i am quite unclear on WTF they actually learned it was not How To Write A Play#sounds like he'd be needing what they called a grammar school then? for the literacy and the latin and so on#if a school isn't going to teach your son latin you'd not bother with it as in a sense someone with no latin then isn't rly 'literate'#and Latin & Greek 'classics' were kind of the go-to with education then they were not Weird Obscure Shit like they are now#i'd be surprised and confused were Willy-S a peasant but he's merchant class that's exactly the type to write plays innit?#is there a parallel theory explaining that cardinal wolsey the butcher's son was secretly played by a posh dude too?#i'll let you know if any more convincing arguments get made later on (*doubt*)#ironically i'm getting big “and how did YOU get into this university?” vibes here#anyway my point was this is basic stuff to have researched first before you started on about how a middle-class lad couldn't write fiction#history fandom
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LMAO so funny thing is everyone knows the whole Sonic and Shadow looking alike thing is total bullshit and I totally agree those comments they try to pull in the games and show(s? I'm not technically a Sonic fan I dunno if it's multiple) make basically no sense to me but then my Mom comes in while watching Sonic Prime and says "So what, Sonic has a brother or something?" and this whole other world has opened up to me and I've seen the truth of it all
#so to clarify I do not consider myself a Sonic fan since I have never played a Sonic game and I've never read any of the comics#and idk the lore cuz I've never really bothered to watch other people play it and I have watched some of the shows#y'know my grandma had 4Kids so sometimes I would catch Sonic X on TV#but literally most of my knowledge of the Sonic franchise is just having people talk to me about it#like when I was a kid my grandma babysat these kids who were older than me I forget how old I was like under 10 I think#and one of the kid's big interest was Sonic so I would just sit and listen to him talk about Sonic the entire time I was there#he would play the games too I think but my brain didn't process any of that so I have no actual memory of the screen#I would mostly just pay attention to him talking cuz he would talk about it while playing it was great#so that is the base of my knowledge and then after my grandma stopped babysitting them it was radio silence#until y'know people would occasionally bring stuff up in videos I'd watch and I'd look @ videos about people talking abt Sonic#occasionally and see like memes or YTPs of Sonic or y'know abridged stuff#but I literally never actually watched a Sonic game until Frontiers came out and then The Murder Of Sonic the Hedgehog#and Sonic Prime is the first Sonic show I properly sat down and watched which show is great btw I enjoy it a lot#but yeah and it was vaguely purposeful like I was keeping myself away cuz I know how I am about stuff and I WILL try to learn EVERYTHING#if I get too interested in Sonic as a franchise#oh I did play Unleashed sometime after it first came out and couldn't get past like the first fuckin level but tbf I was like 7 years old#possibly 8 years old cuz I'm not 100% sure how much later I got the game but like I was really bad @ any game that wasn't just like#spamming buttons since I grew up on fighting games lmao#but yeah I dropped the game almost immediated I do not count that for anything#but yeah long story short: all my knowledge is second hand like I still think I know a good amount for what it's worth but#I wouldn't trust my own knowledge
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So busy with Sparkstember that I almost forgot that I go back to school on tuesday
#honestly maybe it's better this way. i'd rather just not care at all rather than be super stressed about it#just like i've been doing with every little thing for most of my life#might have missed the date when we were supposed to choose our elective courses. well whatever Lol#and i still don't even know what my schedule is or what classes i have this semester oopsie#well the university itself doesn't seem particularly pressed about giving us the schedule either#but i'd probably better still read up on the classes at least before they start#i don't have high hopes for this year just like with the last. probably should just stop pretending that i still want to study anything atp#this wasn't even my first choice of a course bcs i had to prepare for that damn exam to be accepted for my preffered one#but i couldn't be bothered to study for it again which probably should have told me enough abt whether going into this again is a good idea#i'm so tired just thinking about it but i know that actually looking for a job and then having a job will be a thousand times worse so uh#but at least i'd have my own money and start doing something ughhhh. useful maybe. who knows what it will be though#i have no ideaaaaaa. but this feels like just putting off the inevitable. like at some point i need to get my shit together#i will probably report at the end of the next week about how i'm so done already#i don't really knowwww mannnnnm. i don't feel like i had any vacation at all even though 3 months have already passed#and i also sort of didn't prepare something relatively easy to do that would have given me an actual document#that would confirm that i actually finished that part-time school thing last semester#can't really be bothered to come back to it at this point though#well at least i learned something actually useful and interesting from that and that's enough for me tbh#and a lot of it is also relevant to my current area of interest (digital drawing and computer graphics in general)#well speaking of which i'd better just get back to drawing now lol. just one more left to finish!!!#in short i guess that my new way of dealing with stress is just ignoring it all#well it's worked in some way at least so it can't be an entirely bad thing lol#goosepost
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another childhood bucket list item obtained: i finally have a snuggie
#and it's the real thing not even a knockoff#kinda surprised they still exist#but also not surprised bc Blanket. blanket is universal#i just remember a lot of those As Seen On Tv ads like. imploding within 5 years#they still do As Seen On Tv products like there are still boxes marked with that logo it almost feels wrong like an ancient relic#bc most like. ubiquitous 2000s brands from my childhood are just Gone or at least so fundamentally changed it's not the same thing#heard about like 50 more companies going bankrupt probably in the last year alone#anyway ive always wanted a snuggie it's one of those Always Wanted things that never go away#others include: staples easy button (obtained!); mini fridge (not); pillow pet (i had a knockoff once); power drill (not)#i spent a surprising amount of my childhood actually going out of my way to buy stuff i could use in my own apartment in the future#i grew up lower middle class and then just lower class#so like. i always Knew i couldn't just furnish the whole apartment at once i Knew I'd have to build stuff up over time#also bc when my sister got kicked out she had like. nothing. in her trailer. and i did not want to have nothing#i knew if dad was willing to just toss out my sister like that i would absolutely follow suit#and i did! two years younger than my sister when she was!#it just happened that my mom didn't want me homeless at FOURTEEN when i legally could not work for two more years#so she went with me and we lived with my grandma#so take that dad. turns out throwing family members out willy nilly makes the rest of your family not trust you or like you!#and now i get to rub it in his face that HE can't function in a house by himself and still needs to beg my mom to clean up after him#bc i spent so much of my childhood getting berated and called lazy for not doing chores#getting told stuff like 'you have to function by yourself your parents can't always pick up after you'#and then he's literally useless without his wife#he's not disabled and he's not neurodivergent he's never even had a serious health scare he just doesn't bother to learn how to clean#his excuse is that he doesn't know how to use the washer and dryer (it has been almost ten years fucker. learn)#or he doesn't know which cleaning products to use (you have google and a library card. LOOK IT UP)#he's the only person i get mad at for this behaviour bc he's a fucking hypocrite and a child abuser about it too#he is the exception to my rule of everyone needs to be given the space to get things done where they're able and deserve help when needed#and I'll bend over backwards to make excuses for other people so i DONT exclude them from my rule i will try to find every good reason first#he has no fucking excuse though he made two teenagers nearly homeless bc he thought we were too lazy and then he's even worse
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<3 <3 <3
#saw someone i follow reblog some promo pics and was sad that there was no kirk/la'an one but there is#someone just didn't include it#having la'an and lieutenant kirk having a promo pic together is giving me a tiny tiny very tiny hope#in some way captain kirk and la'an might end up almost like kirk/edith but without the death#just a possibility that couldn't happen. that was taken away from them#with la'an and lieutenant kirk it's all very ???#especially if kirk is with carol. which he should be in this time period. because David should be born soon#so i don't actually expect much from that but... there's some hope (because i never learn)#but also like how am i suppose to differentiate all these kirks lol#wonder if i should tag them as#ka'an#because it's truly very funny since it's pronounced like khan in my head#and everyone can just filter it if the ship bothers you or something. since this is my ride and die for snw. nothing else will compare#it's been a year okay. and i'm finally getting what i want. almost#since i never got spock and una interacting#i'll probably have to write myself a fic to get what i truly want though#star trek snw#snw spoilers#jim kirk#la'an noonien singh#kirk x la'an
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sudden itch to write a rare pair fic thats not Percy related
but like
the last time I did that it ended up becoming my top fic and lead to me deciding that you know... actually I hate that ship just out of spite so i'm not sure how good of an idea it is
maybe if i try like femslash or something super super rare with side characters or something
#using tumblr as a diary again#like is it healthy to feel that way?#no it's probably not but knowing that hasn't made the feeling go away in the months sense i posted it lol#like multiple people have asked for more for it but I'm ngl I'm likely never touching that ship again much less the fic itself#like if i even did decide to it would probably just be Percy and Viktor meeting#the whole reason it even became the ship it did was because I couldn't figure out how to write Viktor#But i don't think that's what people mean when they say they want more of it but maybe id be less annoyed if I did add a Percy/Viktor chapt#I feel like this is what those people mean when they talk about posting art you put your all into vs a doodle#because while i spent a hell of a long time procrastinating writing it i was never like actually happy with it#I just kinda wrote and posted it because I was running out of time and wanted to be done with it#which I think is part of why I find it annoying that it has like double the kudo's of everything else but it makes sense that it does#like it's a garbage fic yeah but its the main character and a fan favorite so ofc its going to get more attention#especially in comparison to the niche nonsense I make that I like more#will I ever delete it No I'm fire believer in not deleting things I've made because ive learned in my life i always regret it so#I just have to get better at writing so I can knock it off its horse >:)#or just keep adding extra chapters to Raspberry Muffin until it surpasses it lol#they only have a difference of 64 at the moment so its not impossible#I know im going to see this again in a few years and be so confused on why it bothered me so much i just know it lol
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Thank you facebook memories for reminding me that 8 years ago I played a weeb character in a shit student movie about a creepy guy obsessed by death note where the main actor had never heard of anime in his life
#bison talks#it was quite the experience lol#the main actor was SO BAD#he kept fucking up his lines nonstop because he couldn't bother to learn how to pronounce japanese words#i heard him say 'sugoi' as 'soojiai' I was dying
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my aunt's friend (girlfriend?) sent us a photo of their cat, Ginger:
I feel I have to share with my url being what it is
#I haven't asked about their relationship but they live together#they moved recently and only took 5 cats abd their dog with them#in their old house they would feed around 20 stray cats#obviously they couldn't take them all with them so they just took 5#ginger is their oldest#last year she got hit by a car and survived because she's a goddess#after surgery we kept ker in a big cage for a couple of weeks so the other cats wouldn't bother her#because she had trouble with balance and needed to learn how to walk again#look at her now
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