#ana! shut up

[fightingdragonswithwho]

*taps mic* is anyone still here ?

[dishgranted]

the fact that last week we were all so hyped for the big news and now we look like this:

[1doesnotsimplyhavejust1fandam]

Need an acknowledgement after Buddie goes canon of them having had latent or explicit feelings for each other for years. This isn’t a case of “oh, we were best friends for years and then one day we woke up and were in love.” This is a case of “we’ve been best friends for years, and we’ve been falling in love with each other since the day we met. We just didn’t understand it yet.” We’ve already had Buck’s realization that he’s bisexual, but his arc was chock-full of obliviousness to his attraction to Eddie, his feelings for Eddie, whose attention he actually wants. He still doesn’t really get it, but he gets that he likes men too, at least. Eddie is a whole other ball game. From the Catholic guilt to the toxic masculinity to the childhood emotional neglect to the pressure he keeps putting on himself to perform in relationships. He’s repressed as hell, and he isn’t to “I’m gay” yet, but we see hints of him understanding that how he feels might be a little different (his pause at “follow your heart, not Christopher’s” from Carla, his two talks with Bobby, admitting to performance anxiety on dates to the whole team, his talk with Buck about Marisol being an ex-nun, his acceptance that Ana and a ready-made family was the reason for his panic attack).

We know that the two of them are bad at identifying how they really feel, or at least allowing themselves to feel it. So, it makes way more sense for the show to admit that they’ve had romantic feelings for each other for years, rather than trying to convince the audience that what we’ve been watching these past seven seasons isn’t a product of two characters’ struggles with their identity and relationships. And while I’d be satisfied with a light-hearted snark from Hen or Chim about how they’ve been seeing it for years, I’d be so much happier with a full circle moment of the boys actually fully knowing themselves, acknowledging that they were never just best friends, they just didn’t understand it yet. It would show their series-long growth, as well as being an enormous tip of the hat to the audience. Because we aren’t misinterpreting it. We’re reading the queer-coding directly from the show, yes through subtext of course, but also the literal text. There have been so many moments deserving of acknowledgement in this regard, and I would hate for Buddie to go canon without it being clarified that those moments were exactly as queer and/or romantic as we thought.

[coloradoscabin]

i have so many gym bros at work who BITCH nonstop abt how hard it is trying to gain weight, one of them was talking abt how he “had to eat almost a dozen donuts just for breakfast :’(“

like oh wow you get breakfast?? must be niiice please shut up

[daintyca1s]

all I've ever wanted was to be skinny and the only thing standing in my way is me

[ladyantiheroine]

Lord help me I am about to write a crossover spy fic that is so horny.

[burntpizzarolls]

0 friends while fat, 0 friends while “skinny”

[gelarshiesprofruitboarder]

ana ng is so bill and ted. tbh.

[ayearofgoodfate]

it’s starting to be euphoric again thank god

[ephermalities]

[catkin-morgs-kookaburralover]

i love being cold, and longing for a hot drink to warm up, but i can't have that, because it has calories <3

i love thinking about how much i crave salt but knowing i'll just throw it back up if i eat anything right now <3

i love wanting to die because i ate today, such a good time <3

i love obsessively checking my weight even though it hasn't budged for months <3

i love having a heart rate sitting right on the edge of bradycardia <3

i love nearly passing out during choir and feeling my heart beat so violently i was genuinely terrified <3

[fightingdragonswithwho]

babes wake up, new kelly photo with the cowboy hat just dropped

[dishgranted]

you know what? i am 100% sure there will be plenty of people subscribing to watcher tv, but in my opinion the biggest impact will be the fandom’s respect. ofc i don’t see them giving up on this idea, but either way, i think lots of people see the boys in a different light now.

[trentxaa]

i'm second guessing this one shot i'm writing so much fun haha it feels so ooc but also it kinda makes sense for it to be a bit ooc but also idk

[daintyca1s]

Dear Ana,

please I know I've been bad, just don't let me gain weight. 🙏

[02bunnygirl]

"omg i could never eat that much!!"

me having my only meal for the day: