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if only my brain worked correctly so I could feel right
#ehh#i keep feeling bad for no reason#amd scared#and tired#and apathetic#and anxious#all ay the wrong rimes#sure#thanks brain#vent#dark pearls
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The whole "breasts shouldn't be politicized because the primary purpose of breasts is to feed babies!" can be a fine jumping-off point, but I really wish people thought deeper than that when we talk about the ways in which bodies are politicized and restricted.
Like, why's it that when we talk about breasts, they must have some Higher Purpose? It's true that breasts aren't inherently sexual, but they aren't valuable solely because they can potentially feed a baby. A human body doesn't have to serve a Higher Purpose in order for it to not be legislated against or policed, and I just wish people would remember it isn't always about babies, about other people, about anything else other than the people who have that body.
#feminism#dysphoria tw#your body doesn't need to have an Intrinsic Worthwhile Purpose so that you can live without fear#and it is fine if people say this to criticize the way breasts are overly sexualized and fetishized or what have you...#...but i encourage people to not see this as an end-all-be-all argument#because this opens discussions about how we politicize bodies and how we interpret them#i see overlap between this and the way trans bodies are politicized and policed honestly#and i guess personally i'm just so tired of the idea that to be safe your body Must Have A Good Reason To Be#and i fear this may reinforce the idea that we Must Serve Purposes and Be Useful and Used#ask to tag (genuine)#and what would this say for childless people? or people who cannot bear children? if they have breasts are they 'useless bodies'#because i have seen the ways some people's bodies are treated when they do not 'work PROPERLY' and that scares me#it scares me to potentially start treating people with different bodies as Defective and Unworthy and Unproductive#and i don't always trust when people latch onto purpose-driven arguments for human bodies that it stops at that y'know#have seen some discussion amd whatnot so 👍#is it now time to clock put and be a silly goose yet?
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Sunday - Love Hypnosis
Sunday hypnotises you (consensually) to relax you.
No spoilers.
No description of reader or readers troubles so project what you are personally struggling with as you see fit.
No angst just fluff. I thought this concept would be cute. I've seen many a yandere Sunday hypnotises you, and that's great but consider - consent and fluff.
(This isn't a jab, I too enjoy a yandere fic from time to time but I also want to see fluff and I haven't seen this done in a fluffy way yet.)
I don't know why I'm mildly obsessed with this man but I am. (Cough Cough, I read maximum ride as a kid and now I automatically fall in love with winged characters. Cough Cough.) I need him to hypnotise me please and thank you.
(I have a few fics in the works that I need to finish but I'm struggling.)
As usual enjoy. Love ya 💙
"Darling?" Came the light and airy tone of your beloved. Though there was a hint of worry in his voice as he took in your face down, slumped form. "Are you alright?"
He could tell very well that you were not alright. But he would coax an answer out of you one way or another. Though the only answer he received was a groan.
"Darling." He sighs but chuckles at your obviously aggravated self. "Allow me to help you."
Your body goes limp as you let him move you from a sofa to your shared bed. "My darling. Tell me what's gotten into you."
He chuckles as you groan out a single word relating to your issues. "Life."
"Oh, my darling. You'll let me soothe you for the night won't you?" He only felt it was right after the many nights you had soothed him.
Patient, kind, understanding. Three words that when asked by others what you think about each other, you'd both say about each other. A pure give and take without a scoreboard, that's how you operated. You were both busy or stressed for one reason or another so that's how things had to be.
The simple love you shared was enough most days but sometimes things went wrong.
Sunday had performed hypnosis on you before so he knew it worked but he'd never engage unless you agreed. You knew the question he asked meant he wanted to soothe you via hypnosis, and with the state of your mind you would happily agree.
"Please do."
He wouldn't offer if he didn't have the energy you knew this, a rather large argument took care of that when he'd overworked himself then passed out after hypnotising you once and a medic had to be rushed in. Needless to say, you weren't happy with his carelessness. And seeing how upset you were he agreed to be more careful with his health.
You didn't want to think anymore so as you lay there looking up at him with your tired eyes and weary mind, he smiles. He caresses your face and hair before taking a deep breath and reciting that familiar chant.
"Oh triple faced soul, allow me to take hold of this one's mind and soothe them of all worries and burdens. The word Beloved will be the catalyst for control."
With that simple incantation your mind belonged to Sunday for a short while. Your mind felt fuzzy and slow but not unpleasantly, the way it would when you achieved complete relaxation.
Like he had done before, he would take you through your nightly routine with this hypnosis.
"Beloved, follow me to to the bathroom." He helped you up while your body automatically followed his words and stood up.
Walking was about the most complex task you could complete, he wasn't Xipe Themself, so his power only went so far.
"Beloved, lift your arms."
You do as told and he aids in stripping you, ready to be cleaned.
"Beloved, sit on this stool and close your eyes."
You again do as told his voice muffled through the layers of hypnosis, but soothing nonetheless. "I am going to wash your face first darling." He always narrates what he does before doing it as not to startle you.
You felt a cool, wet, cloth glide over your face and you can't help but sigh with satisfaction. You feel it gently caress your cheeks and softly rub your eyes tickle behind your ears. You hear the cloth being rinsed and wrung, the muffled sounds of the water soothing you further.
"I am going to wash your upper body now darling." And, as before, you feel the damp cloth glide over your neck and upper body, letting him move you has he sees fit. Soft humming coming from him lulls you deeper into his hypnosis. The cloth glides down and caresses your chest before moving to wash your back. You'd make sounds of relaxed satisfaction if you could but your exhausted body coupled with the hypnosis has made your brain devoid of any thought or control. Just how you want it.
He moves back to the front of you with a new cloth. "Beloved, spread your legs, I need to clean you."
Your body complies without hesitation and that's what he does, making sure to be extra gentle around this sensitive area. He is thorough but doesn't linger long this time, not wanting to spark anything in you this evening.
Standing to switch the cloth again, "I'm going to wash your legs and feet now darling." Still being as gentle as ever his hands and the cloth slowly makes their way down your legs massaging them as they go. A light massage is given to your feet as well before he finishes and pats you dry with a towel before he deems your body clean.
"Beloved, open your mouth wide."
He orders next, your mind too fuzzy to think of what else could be doing. You hear more water then feel a hand on your chin. "I'm going to brush your teeth darling." Then light scrubbing of your teeth and tongue can be felt, he is thorough with this area too. Not wanting to be the reason you have cavities he takes his time. Not too long later he finishes with you. You can hear things being put away and muffled sounds of him walking around you, maybe inspecting you. Before he stops in front and,
"Beloved, open your eyes and stand up. Its time to go to bed."
You're led back into the bedroom now that he is satisfied that you are clean. "Beloved, are you ready to sleep?"
Compelled to answer, you do. "yes"
"Beloved, do you want to sleep with me?"
"Yes"
"Good, let's get to sleep then shall we."
The sounds of fabric and draws is all you hear for a moment before he guides you into bed with him.
"Beloved, lay down."
When he's satisfied you are comfortable You feel his soft skin against yours, the wings on his head lightly brushing your face in reverence before he pulls them back. It isn't often he blesses you with his naked body, the vulnerability gets to him at times.
Once you've laid down and he's pulled you close he asked one more question.
"Beloved, are you ready to be released from hypnosis?"
"Yes"
As the words leave your lips he begins the incantation to remove his influence on your mind.
"Oh triple faced soul, this one has completed this ones tasks and can now be freed from the shackles of my control with no burden."
Everything goes still as your senses return slowly, reacclimating you to reality. A few minutes pass of him softly stroking your head and neck while you come back to him.
"Thank you Sunday" a soft whisper conveying how grateful you are before you promptly pass out the exhaustion and relaxation hitting you full force as you melt into the bed and his arms.
"Oh my beloved, I'd do anything to see you happy and relaxed like this more often. I am grateful for all you do for me so it's only natural. I love you, so much my beloved."
He whispers to your sleeping self, pressing small kisses to your forehead, cheeks and nose. Watching the small twitches at the contact makes his evening and he feels like he too can finally relax.
#hsr x reader#hsr sunday#hsr sunday x reader#sunday x reader#honkai star rail x reader#i needed fluffy hypnosis so i wrote it myself yay#i headcanon him as someone who would excessively use pet names because he finds them cute#and a sense of ownership but shush#but hes really just a tired dude whose life is spiralling out of control and i just want to hug him and stroke his wings#maybe reverse comfort for him next#i have a Neuvillette amd a clive rosfield fic in the works#i want to write for Aventurine but im a bit scared#also ratio#i love him more than i did when he was introduced thanks 2.1#anyway excited for patch 2.2 Sunday. wanna see him go even crazier but also see him nice and relaxed you know?#the duality of man#this isnt my best work ever but im happy ish with it and just want to get it out.#if you do have constructive criticism thats fine please and thank you#they could never make me hate you sunday#i love him even more after 2.2
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P4 spin-offs are about traumatized teenagers with social anxiety
(+ a bonus lol)
#obbiously theres a lot more to the circumstances and stuff in those games but like yeah#thats basically is#the funny dancing game is about an idol struggling with making genuine connections with people both due to her own awkwardness and nerves#but also due to the repressed trauma making her scared of getting attatched to other people#the silly crossover arcade fighting game is about the victims of people playing god at the expense of other people by isolating them from th#e outside world and forcing them into purposefully mentally damaging situations in hopes of forging them into a weapon#only for those people to bite back amd almost kill them all in an attempt to escape the hell that they have been raised in#only to THEN when they finally DO ''escape'' be stuck in a world they have no idea how to fit or function in#pain and suffering#anyway look how cute kanami is ( ꈍᴗꈍ) isnt she adorable#kanami mashita#labrys#sho minazuki#yu narukami#tohru adachi#would u believe this is my first time drawing adachi like literally ever. wild#persona#persona 4#persona 4 dancing all night#persona 4 arena#persona 4 arena ultimax#p4#p4d#p4a#p4au#art#my art#xanders art#digital art#fan art
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Leo, afraid of heights, seeing his brother fall and assuming the worst, heartbroken, horrified: Raph
Raph, as if Leo has just interrupted him: Yeah, what.
#tmnt#tmnt 2003#2003 raph#2003 leo#they're best friends#watching return to new york part 2#it's like it's just. okay so#raph knows that leo is a worrywart and specifically scared of heights#his whole fam just watched him fall#his tone is like 'ugh what now you're such a nag'#but with just enough warmth that in context it's more like#'hey bro i'm right here everything's okay. look i'm even still being sarcastic. everything's okay'#little moments like that really make the show#two minutes later he sets off a trap amd everyone is watching horrified#i love raph
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RICHA'S PAINTING OF BOBBY IM GOING TO CRY IM GOING TO END IT ALL IF BOBBY DOESNT COME BACK
#richa my baby u are so sweet waaahhhhhhh#im literally crying i love bobby amd richa so much i was literally listening to cellbit's stream before taking a nap cause i saw they were#adventuring and i was so scared i richa might get hurt#I WAS WATCHING IVER THE WRONG EGG#qsmp#paimon!speaks!
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I think what I'm going to do is get a big decorative jar and then any good things that happen, big or small, I'm going to write on a little piece of paper and put it in the jar and eventually it will either be full of paper stars or paper cranes or both all representing something good or silly or hopeful
#//juri speaks#what i WANT is a world where i can be freely amd openly queer without being scared#and where i dont have to worry about whether or not climate change will kill us all in 50 years#and where i dont have to worry about the safety of my friends bc of their religions#but apparently thats too much to fucking ask#so we're gonna get through this with spite and little goods#and a visual reminder of that will help i think#for now tho i am going to have tater tots and hot chocolate with whipped cream for breakfast cream
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I'm still at a loss on who to date in coral island because Rafael is hot, Pablo is hot, Scott is hot, Yuri is hot, Raj is hot, Macy is hot, Surya is hot, Mark is hot but also idk kind of a dick and not in a Shane way, Nina is hot-
#help#be still my bisexual heart#wes talks#coral island#i dont wanna date multiple people bc im scared they'll introduce a system later that detects it amd i dont want ym babs to be mad at me :(
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waiting impatiently for the red, white, and royal blue sequel now i guess
#im handling the harris loss normally amd sanely btw#i dont feel scared but also apathetic#lin manuel miranda shpuld also make a hamilton 2#like ok! guess i just wont have rights#thats cool#us politics#us elections
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Using my Hotspot to play splatoon fuck the school I WILL NOT BE STOP RRRAAAAGGH
#splatoon 3#splat3#splatoon#i won my match but ppl started to dc at the end amd lag and im scared what if i dc next
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Being paranoid because of mental state is fucking awful because I can fucking trust a person with literally everything and yet I could not leave my tea next to them, because my mind will write up some fucked up scenario about them putting something in it, I cannot trust the closest friend to make food for me, I will not use any cosmetics or food I get as a gift, I constantly feel like someone's out to get me, it's so fucking exhausting and I know it's stupid and irrational and not true but guess what that doesn't help
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Adaine's absolute panic when Sandralynn's suspicious about Fig's five jobs
And then Adaine starts listing them and Sandra Lynn is like oh, yeah, right, I did know about this
#the combo of Adaine instantly being scared of having Done Something Wrong#and Sandra Lynn worries about her daughter amd that coming out aggressively#mmmm i love them#junior year spoilers
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i might need to go on suicide watch or something, for my own safety, im not doing well but i want to make it anyways but i dont trust my brain at the moment to stay on track
#fuck this is bad#im doing bad#i dont kniw whats going to hapoen to me#i need to jump ahead in my schedule amd chnage documents NOW#which is hard cuz i have to drive across the state for that#and thats scary#trying to recruit friends#and pray to gid#that my mom doesnt fyck me over if/when she finds out#fuck#i just#um scared#im really scared#i need things to be nornal#i need people to be over#i need to not be lving in a faschist state#i need to kniw that im noy living with every one out of 2 people i see being someone who would vote against me existing#i just dont know#i dont fucking know#i dont know anything and everything seems so big and scary and like i cant do everything i need to do#i cant its big and scary and i feel like its all gonna be roadblockeduntil its too late for me#anyways uh... i dunno stay safe everyine i love you#reblog
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OCS!!!!! Sun Scare (the spikey one) is mine, Night Ray (the one with the ocean tattoos) belongs to @appreciate-your-bones
#artie.draws#killjoys#ttlotfk#killjoys oc#danger days oc#oc: sun scare#we got the names from one of those killjoys name generators. where you do the first letter of your name and your birthday or whatever#JDHFKSBFN amd they matched so we just kinda ran with it#oc: night ray
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finally watching live lies bleeding
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hm having thoughts bout making a boy who went forth to learn what fear is eah oc now
#ever after high#thanks trending page for reminding me of this banger show#i cam see this boy be comfortable with his destiny (since he can't feel fear anyway and it's a nice enough ending)#but when the whole 'actually fuck this destiny thing' happens he is THRILLED#at first he's like 'i dont get why are you guys against them rebelling? they should be allowed to?'#then he learns it's because they're scared of losing their destiny or dying amd he's like '!! wait you guys are SCARED?'#and he's overjoyed with the new possibility to maybe feel fear#then when he realizes no set destiny means even more opportunity to actually feel fear...#i mean his future is nice but he knows it ends well so like. of course he won't get scared once.#but if they throw out the whole destiny thing...#'you do realize we may head to catastrophy?' 'I know! it's amazing isnt it?!' 'what is WRONG with you!?!'#other option is that he likes not feeling fear but then his behavior will change following if he thinks his destiny teaches him fear or not#also i say he but they can be a she#idk#just throwing thoughts in the tags rather than the post itself ig#eah
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