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#wildfieldz edits#wildfieldz music#instrumental music#selfmade music#another soundtrack#for another k&j fic#am i predictable? definitely#put my whole essence into this
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Coronation Street | Carla Connor + Daisy Midgeley (14th April 2025)
#Coronation Street#Corrie#Carla Connor#Daisy Midgeley#Christina Boyd#Corrieedit#TVedit#TVgifs#gifs#Daisy wants Carla so bad x#(i kid i kid... mostly)#the way she bares her teeth tho... she want to bite her neck & drink her blood (valid)#predictably some ppl on twitter seem to have gotten their knickers in a twist over this scene#or rather because of other ppl's enjoyment of it#think my favourite detail is Carla wiping her hands after she lets go of her ahaha#but obviously am also a big fan of her smirk & fixed gaze & refusal to move out of the way#wish we could have properly seen her reaction when Daisy grabs her head#sorry Daisy u might think you're the Big Bitch but next to THE Carla Connor u r a pussycat#like girl... do you know who you're dealing with???#and you STOLE £250k from her!!! time to stop acting like a lil brat & lie in the bed you made#you're challenging the big league players now this ain't no lil bubbly bethany#Carla has been sooooo patient. and understanding! she had empathy for Daisy's situation & gave her extra time#even in the 2nd gif... that smile... she's doing her a kindness & trying to stop her from embarassing (or hurting) herself#10-15 years ago Carla would have slapped Daisy into next Sunday... now I feel like she's biding her time#definitely intrigued to see how all this culminates in Daisy's exit#(and if Lisa ever finds out about the money lol)#let's pretend we didn't see Carla's scarf magically teleport from the bar to her arm... who is continuity?#also sidenote: Sally Carman/Abi is looking soooo fine atm#Cake Watches Corrie
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What do you think Genos' reaction would be if he discovered that Saitama's mental health depends on him? And it's not just the "oh I would be so sad" type, is the "I would lose myself and I wouldn't even care about destroying the Earth" type.
You see....I was incredulous that after Genos absorbed his core's future memories, he failed to connect the dots that Saitama went that far because of him. That it was his death that made Saitama snap to the point of almost destroying the earth (and blowing up Jupiter) without a care. Alarmingly so. And then you realize Genos' own death was barely a concerned blip on his own radar (believing Saitama could just magically 'fix' everything no matter what happens.) Flabbergasted that his own disregard, self-worth and insecurities would fester under the ~splendor of Saitama's greatness~ to internalize such a colossal misunderstanding that 'he means nothing to Saitama'......D: Just...*violently shakes his shoulders* Genos baby, no. (His - and well, their chronic obliviousness, miscommunication, and dramatic irony reaching critical levels of frustration here)
Ahem, all that is to say...is that ONE is certainly aware. And if mp100's Separation Arc tells us anything, we can bet ONE's got this unresolved conflict in their relationship slowly simmering on the backburner for now, to be addressed all in due time. (Because the manga's already shown us their cautionary 'bad ending'; what's left is for them to progress where that doesn't happen again.) So will Genos ever learn (his own worth) how much he actually means to Saitama, and will Saitama ever consciously acknowledge how much Genos means to him?? As his very important emotional anchor tethering his sanity and humanity? Without conveniently forgetting, taking Genos' presence for granted, or continually sweeping it under the rug, leaving 'tomorrow's problems to tomorrow's him'?? I'd say only til ONE deems the time is right...
#opm#genos#saitama#saigenos#anonymous#replies#and at that point i will definitely have my popcorn ready#but for now i couldn't possibly predict how genos might take the truth since i am not ONE
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The Syd Poll
the topic of this poll is one that is frequently avoided in the pink floyd fandom, but inevitably one we all consider – our individual views on what we think caused syd's psychological struggles (and by extension, led to his departure from the band). I think that – at least in this neighborhood of tumblr – this is a conversation we are capable of having in a way that is civil, nuanced, and at least minimally disrespectful to syd.
So, to help facilitate this, here are some ground rules:
let's all assume we have a mutual understanding of the complexities of this. syd could never actually be reduced down to a poll, and all of our viewpoints are limited in various ways
the poll options just serve as just a conversation starter, and responses are not necessarily a statement of absolute beliefs
feel free to discuss as much or as little of your own perspective as you feel comfortable sharing.
in the case that debates break out, please try to assume good intent – and also demonstrate it (unless, for instance, someone is being blatantly insulting beyond a misunderstanding that needs correcting)
please do NOT vote if you are not actually a pink floyd fan with at least basic knowledge about what we're talking about here.
The options I've included below are not meant to be exhaustive, they are simply the "theories" that I have seen most commonly circulated. I have also decided not to include combinations. I'm fairly sure we'd all agree multiple factors were involved. Rather than make the poll too complicated, I ask you to instead select the one that you think is the "most" important to your viewpoint, and clarify further in your tags/comments as you wish.
so. here we go.
READ BEFORE VOTING ^^^^
(note of correction: "late-onset schizophrenia" should just be "schizophrenia". the typical timeline for onset of symptoms is late adolescence/early adulthood, so syd would've been well within that period at the time)
#pink floyd#syd barrett#//#I will sacrifice myself and go first with way too much detail. hopefully it will help other people feel more comfortable talking#I chose consensual use of psychedelics. mainly bc I am fairly certain that he suffered from severe hppd#it stands for 'hallucinogen persisting perception disorder' –speaking crudely its 'did too much acid and got stuck like that'#I do NOT expect this kind of oversharing from anyone else but the reason I think that is because -I- definitely have that#its comparatively mild but I notice a lot of the same kind of impacts.#I'm more prone to dissociation and overstimulation. it takes more mental energy to communicate. my perception plays a bit fast and loose.#(again. it's not -that- bad. and NO pity for me this was a completely predictable outcome that I DO think is a little funny) but digressing#I can clearly see how if those symptoms were significantly escalated it would be just like what was described by ppl who knew syd#I think its very unkind to refer to him as a “drug casualty”#but I'm fairly confident anyone who's done acid would say by about hour 8 of the trip “okay. yah. too much of this could do that to someone#in other words –although I'm pretty sure syd was also neurodivergent– I do think its at least possible that the lsd couldve been enough#I'm happy to talk more about any of this in asks/dms if anyone wants. genuinely very cool with discussing it#but anyway. that's my take – obviously based entirely on anecdotal evidence tho so take that with as many grains of salt as you wish
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last graduation celebration of my medical training happened last night and it was so beautiful and touching; for the first time it felt real and in that same sense, final. it felt like the perfect way to close the curtain on this phase and the start of the next.
goodbye academia. hello the rest of my actual life.
#its just a... very different very vulnerable group of people#being the touchy-feely specialty they have all the fellows do a 'reflection project' which is something 'creative'#talking about the past year and our feelings about it#and we. uh. present it in front of everyone at graduation#and as cheesy as it is. like. you really get such a different view of people when they sincerely share their art with you#it just made it feel so. real. like these are human beings not accolades not their alma mater not prestige or money or publications#and as embarrassing as it was reading poetry to a bunch of my colleagues felt. idk. real. like i was seen for the first time.#and for the rest of the night people kept coming up to me and telling me that they liked my poems. or lines that hit hard for them.#and there was so much surprise there. like it was shattering people's perceptions of me in real time.#which is so funny. i just love one of the social workers came up to me and hes like 'holy shit what was that. and from YOU of all people?'#i'm like yeah bro. i contain multitudes. but also who am i in your head lmao because...?#listen my beloved tumblr friends. i know this may come as a surprise but y'all know me MUCH better that 99.9% of people in real life#i'm actually very serious and straight-laced and relatively unemotional professionally#so there was something nice about letting some sincerity peak through if only for a minute#i didn't know how much I needed this year to improve my relationship with medicine as a practice#like. critical care in and of itself is. ya know. physically and emotionally taxing. and medicine in the US in general is a wreck#and despite how predictable it is i definitely felt myself getting numb and callous as a protective mechanism#and i dont like to talk about it much because honestly whats 'mundane' in my days is hard and depressing and horrifying to others#but despite the extra training. i think doing this year was the right choice.#without shifting my focus like this i would have burned out HARD very early on#but now after essentially a year of therapy and doing some touchy-feely-ass-stuff and reframing uhhhh my entire life#i actually feel ready. like. i can navigate this. set boundries. show up. be the kind of doctor and human i want to be.#so overall i think its good. i'm actually pretty happy. everything is going to be okay.
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Okay @dr-docktor @szollibisz @smytherines thank you so much for being interested I wasn't expecting this fdkhghkks
So the reason I originally said "context it's in makes this kinda comical to say tbh" is because the au I was thinking of is in fact a My Little Pony au which I have been thinking about a lot over the past few days. (I am cringe and I am free.) Typical thing of me starting off making something just meant to be a silly quick exercise and getting completely side-tracked and taking some smaller/more specific things way too seriously.
I think I'm going to make a separate longer post now to talk about some of my ideas in more detail which you will be able to check out if you're interested, but the kinda tl;dr of the idea I'd had is this: if Curt is a pegasus in the au (which is a bit of a big 'if' - I have some fun ideas relating to it but they also require some pretty significant logistical wrangling in order to get them to work properly in a way that makes sense to me - I've also thought about the alternative of him being a unicorn), the Torture Tango presents an opportunity for Owen to specifically target Curt's wings - and if he really wanted to, he could probably do some permanent damage. And there are reasons not to have him do so (relating to the aforementioned logistical wrangling as well as things like when I would want certain pieces of information to be revealed in a hypothetical show format, whether this is too close to blowing Owen's cover, whether it properly works for/makes sense in the scene, and also whether it goes too far past a line that I don't know if Owen crosses in the show) but also. The possibility is there.
#definitely was spooky#you opened the box#this is one of those moments with thinking about this character where it feels like i am staring at him#and trying to figure out what the hell is going on in his head. what is his next action. and i can't quite tell or predict it.#though the vibe here is more like we have - as i described it before - this horrible glinting possibility between the two of us#and it's a question of which of us will be the first to move.#all of which i am sure probably makes no sense and makes me sound insane but that is how i conceptualise it reasonably often#occasionally i might make characters do things but with this guy he's so fascinating and there's such a gap in what we know for certain#that it feels like some awful interview. or a game to see who's going to flinch first. or a staring contest that i'm losing#and it turns out that i can do dumb shit like turn him into a fucking horse and he's STILL WINNING#anyway. will probably go make a bigger post now because i have Ideas about this au#and whether they're good or not they are making the rounds of my brain#anyway. i am abnormal about this character but at least you three already know that#saf mlp au
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I do not envy my friends that are getting various Arts degrees. Like I get that they have a reputation for being 'easier' for some reason, but I am sitting here suffering through my mandatory language and humanites courses, wishing I could just take more science instead
They have so many papers due all the time. I get to sit in a lab and look at rocks. I am never complaining about science again
#i have a language exam tomorrow#am i ready? maybe!#i love history and art and languages but classes about them are BRUTAL#at least science is predictable to a certain degree#geology#science#also i lied i will definitely keep complaining about science
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Coding woes (Patreon)
#Doodles#Original#Ukadevlog#Bug testing sure is something lol#These are both problems I've figured out now luckily! And I did them on my own! :D Extra pleased with myself :3#My slightly cocky attitude of ''Well that was frustrating - luckily I'll never run into another problem again'' amuses me lol#'Cause in the moment everything's flying! The code comes together lovely and it's all great! And then I come up to the next thing#Something I haven't done before - something that there's no Direct how-to of how to do a thing#Like setting player-and-character pronouns! I didn't know how to do that! But I figured it out!! :0 What a rush haha#It really did take me an evening of knocking my head against the wall in attempts - I waaaayyy overcomplicated it to start haha#I was like - trying to set up a system that would call on specific pronoun sets individually based on player input#Ridiculous - so much easier to just slap some values into an envelope and have those tied to a specific shell lol#But that took all night! I got sleepy while working on it and even my drowsy brain was like Wait...what am I supposed to check against? Haha#Such a weird experience subconsciously as well :0 'Cause I had normal dreams that night#Maybe some slight code-adjacent dreams of A Screen With Text On It but that could be anything :P#Most of it was just normal dream melodrama - but in the few times I woke up to readjust or roll over or pull my blanket#It was juuuuust enough for my ''conscious'' brain to kick in and think about what to compare against - what structure would work#And so by the time I woke up proper I had to frantically write down a bunch of code in a spare word document so I wouldn't go stir crazy lol#Breakfast must wait! Dailies must wait! I Have to write this down!!#And when I implemented it - it worked exactly as I hoped it would and is much much Muuuuuch simpler to call upon haha#Wow! That was a weird fluke that definitely won't happen again! Haha#I don't actually believe that I just have no way of guessing which aspect will trip me up - This Should Be Easy! And then it isn't lol#Definitely didn't predict the second - Especially because other than a small roadbump of not knowing how to Shell-Switch (ty again Cherry ♥)#Everything up to then was going well and everything after that was going fine! Until The One Thing happened pffbtl#I wanted to assign a value to check if a specific piece of code was being called upon - basically a fork between two outcomes#That went fine! The value Was changing! But only the first fork was being called???#No lol I just didn't put the second = ugh pft - and what's more frustrating is that I'd been using == up to that point!! I'd been warned!!!!#I - for some reason - was convinced that using && would make the value check Only need to check If x = 1... That's not how it works......#It's an If statement! If x = 1 then why do I have to check IF x == 1! Just check!!! Hwagh rules and whatnot lol#Like I said it's all fixed now but sheesh! What a silly mistake! I knew better!! And now I double know better haha
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since it may take a while, ill probably end up adding virch.e everm.ore and myst.ic messeng.er muses alongside my new theme set up (or at least possibly the pages for them to go into)
#❛ 𝐒𝐈𝐃𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒 ⧽ — ooc.#virch.e ... im still in the middle of playing but after i finished doing math.is route ive spoiled myself major so there is quite a few#psas coming with those guys ... but when has otom.e not given us thay#i have like 4 definite muses from there. there will possibly be more when i get round to other routed (i am predictable)#mysm.e is the one otom.e ive had least spoilers on ...#i was due to play it last month and it was dled on my phone ready but#well we all know what happened with my phone. so ill be getting it on my new one#(but missing sm because no otom.e man is awaking me at 3am for a two sec convo)#(watch that be a lie 😭)#sad i cannot get to the man who is compared to luc.ifer obm but i have time.#ill start with the silver haired one instead he looks very nice ... and a muse type#FJSIFKSKFKS ANYWAU GOOD MORNIN#Me and my manager have agreed today wont be too busy so im back to writing / plotting things#ill hopefully leave early and this time stay in the shade so my brain can think again 💗#this weekend im determined to make progress!!#tysm for your patience as always#im reworking my muse themes etcs too so itll be fun to show you all the ending results!
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Gf and I got ourselves a cheap roomba for christmas to try and turn the “should the floor be covered in cat litter” wars in our favor, which means I have been reading the reddit posts of people who own more expensive roombas. and it is SO funny to watch people discover and address the problems all robots have. “my $1500 vacuum stops working when the lights are off” yep! lots of depth sensors work best under bright lights! 100k robot systems have the same problem I am shaking your hand. “i had to install a smart lighting system in my house to turn the lights on in whatever room it was in to make it work” hell yes, true autonomy. robotics paper-ass solution. Objectively hilarious.
#it does not in fact clean up cat litter well#i am (predictably) susceptible to the siren call of ‘but the 10x as expensive one with actual SLAM COULD do what I want’#under conditions that are totally definitely possible to achieve in my home#this is forbidden for the same reason i’m not allowed to play factorio by myself#complaining
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oscar wilde and his works is like a dormant obsession to me because like I can be normal about him but then I read something either about him or of him and all I want to do is read more and more and more
#I have nost definitely not read all of his works#and I haven't seen all his plays#actually I've seen none in an actual theater it's very rare they put on one of his plays here#but I've just read the ballad of reading geol and as predicted I am obsessed#oh btw did you know that despite wildes brother pretty much hating him his brother's daughter was a great admirer of his#she was also openly a lesbian#she might have died from an heroin overdose but a win is a win#oscar wilde
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I'm actually kind of excited to find out how tadc ends tbh. I can't wait to see what kind of ending I get to write for plastiscene :3
#I have like. at least 3 hypothetical ones#I am Definitely predicting a sad ending for the series so that's what i' anticipating having to write#but even then there's So many ways I can imagine it#idk that's just one thing i love about new episodes coming out#I get to figure out how I can add it to pladtiscene lore :3#🔺️🍥 plastiscene 🐶🌈
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this is what fiction is all about babey (<- absolutely losing their marbles over what they're witnessing right now)
#the storytelling is so so good i'm gonna throw up i'm gonna ram my head straight through the wall i am BITING myself#the way they're shaping the story and telling it is fucking insane. i've never seen anything like it done so well#god i wish that were me (<- jealous)#you should definitely watch aot once even if you don't like gore. trust me you'll never predict where you'll end up#my brother told me that season four won a bunch of awards for plot and music and animation and like yeah i believe it#it's so refreshing to see something so innovative and just GOOD#rayrambles
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Continuing our battle royale for s4!
#charmed#charmed 1998#polls#my prediction is the evil enchantress hands down like no questions asked#but yall like the love interests whenever i include them so i GUESS finn has a good chance#but i also am partial to the oracle an ling melody the matthews and clyde#but if finn wins i stg im gonna delete my blog /j#i know that i keep including a few love interests each poll but thats only bc they're interesting in the episode#i still have forgiven no one for billy appleby winning the third s2 poll when charlene lillian and the genie were right there#also to whoever voted for justin in the last one i know you did that on purpose and i respct it but imma fight you lmao#(this is all joking for the record. i AM genuinely baffled at how the LIs keep winning these but it's a poll for a reason lol)#i wasnt sure if i should add in bob cowan or glen since they appear in multiple episodes and in two seasons#i did with sam in the s2 polls but he didn't show up as many times tbh? and had such a gap in appearance and presence#while they didnt#i may eventually go back and do more major recurring characters as its own thing and they'd probably make the list#but definitely tell me if you think they should be included and i'll add them into the next one if ppl think they count
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I've got my Bering and Wells gift exchange fic fully outlined now 🥰 I'm sooooo excited to bring it to life.
#It's a long fic too!! 😱#Not a multichapter plotty kind of long fic#But I'm predicting a solid 8k for it.#So definitely long for a one-shot and gift exchange#And I loooove the plot and topic for it. This is going to be so fun!! 🤩#I am so happy I signed up for this opportunity to write more B&W!#It feels *so good* to revisit this ship. Like coming home 🥰#(But like coming home with a ton more skills and life experience because I could not write fics in 2013 the way I can now)
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Okay, ATLA update for @purple-hel: it does get better. The first, like, 5 episodes I really struggled with -- they feel very silly and "for kids", but after that they're starting to deal more with the premise of the Fire Nation war, getting more into character backstories and darker themes. Currently on episode 13, actually quite enjoyed it, however: it has not lost that "this is a show For Small Children" kind of silliness and also dialogue and plot construction, and while I like Aang and Katara and Sokka, the only character arc I'm actually invested in is Zuko's. It is also not nearly as deep (so far) as Tumblr implied, even with the Tumblr exaggeration filters applied.
#Tumblr I think likes to overanalyze this show#because there is a lot to analyze! but none of it feels nearly as intentional as I thought it would be#also tbf I think I'm only invested in Zuko bc his character arc is Angsty:TM: and I am Immensely Predictable#like it's good and I see where all the hype about his redemption comes from! but like.#it is definitely not hooking me on writing alone
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