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#wildfieldz edits#wildfieldz music#instrumental music#selfmade music#another soundtrack#for another k&j fic#am i predictable? definitely#put my whole essence into this
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i do think it’s quite thoughtful that even though all your men are whores, you still don’t draw anything that would make clown uncomfortable. love the aus btw
There is a fine line between sus and normal stuff- it ain’t hard to be able to make conventionally attractive characters and not make them do anything spicy or even allude to it. There is like this weird expectation that if a character is very attractive, they must be a complete sus magnet LMAO
Though idk how (other) clown would feel that iv started the trend of their child Howdy being buff as shid JDHGDDHDJD-
#He must be so confused about it LMAOOO#if he ever says anything about it I would apologize profusely to him smhhh#welcome home#welcome home howdy#welcome home barnaby#welcome home frank#welcome home wally#welcome home eddie#welcome home sally#howdy pillar#barnaby b beagle#frank Frankly#Wally darling#sally starlet#eddie dear#i wanna draw more normal non au character stuff but I am fresh outta ideas JDHHFHDH#Mostly cause there is a big boom in au creation and it feels a little overwhelming atm#It’s very predictable that this would happen but still smhh#Next thing I post will definitely just be normal stuff- maybe more Wally and howdy per usual#Dunno tho#just have to wait and see what my motivation is JDHDH#Welcome home mob au#I keep almost forgetting to put that tag every time KDJHFHDDHH
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What do you think Genos' reaction would be if he discovered that Saitama's mental health depends on him? And it's not just the "oh I would be so sad" type, is the "I would lose myself and I wouldn't even care about destroying the Earth" type.
You see....I was incredulous that after Genos absorbed his core's future memories, he failed to connect the dots that Saitama went that far because of him. That it was his death that made Saitama snap to the point of almost destroying the earth (and blowing up Jupiter) without a care. Alarmingly so. And then you realize Genos' own death was barely a concerned blip on his own radar (believing Saitama could just magically 'fix' everything no matter what happens.) Flabbergasted that his own disregard, self-worth and insecurities would fester under the ~splendor of Saitama's greatness~ to internalize such a colossal misunderstanding that 'he means nothing to Saitama'......D: Just...*violently shakes his shoulders* Genos baby, no. (His - and well, their chronic obliviousness, miscommunication, and dramatic irony reaching critical levels of frustration here)
Ahem, all that is to say...is that ONE is certainly aware. And if mp100's Separation Arc tells us anything, we can bet ONE's got this unresolved conflict in their relationship slowly simmering on the backburner for now, to be addressed all in due time. (Because the manga's already shown us their cautionary 'bad ending'; what's left is for them to progress where that doesn't happen again.) So will Genos ever learn (his own worth) how much he actually means to Saitama, and will Saitama ever consciously acknowledge how much Genos means to him?? As his very important emotional anchor tethering his sanity and humanity? Without conveniently forgetting, taking Genos' presence for granted, or continually sweeping it under the rug, leaving 'tomorrow's problems to tomorrow's him'?? I'd say only til ONE deems the time is right...
#opm#genos#saitama#saigenos#anonymous#replies#and at that point i will definitely have my popcorn ready#but for now i couldn't possibly predict how genos might take the truth since i am not ONE
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The Syd Poll
the topic of this poll is one that is frequently avoided in the pink floyd fandom, but inevitably one we all consider – our individual views on what we think caused syd's psychological struggles (and by extension, led to his departure from the band). I think that – at least in this neighborhood of tumblr – this is a conversation we are capable of having in a way that is civil, nuanced, and at least minimally disrespectful to syd.
So, to help facilitate this, here are some ground rules:
let's all assume we have a mutual understanding of the complexities of this. syd could never actually be reduced down to a poll, and all of our viewpoints are limited in various ways
the poll options just serve as just a conversation starter, and responses are not necessarily a statement of absolute beliefs
feel free to discuss as much or as little of your own perspective as you feel comfortable sharing.
in the case that debates break out, please try to assume good intent – and also demonstrate it (unless, for instance, someone is being blatantly insulting beyond a misunderstanding that needs correcting)
please do NOT vote if you are not actually a pink floyd fan with at least basic knowledge about what we're talking about here.
The options I've included below are not meant to be exhaustive, they are simply the "theories" that I have seen most commonly circulated. I have also decided not to include combinations. I'm fairly sure we'd all agree multiple factors were involved. Rather than make the poll too complicated, I ask you to instead select the one that you think is the "most" important to your viewpoint, and clarify further in your tags/comments as you wish.
so. here we go.
READ BEFORE VOTING ^^^^
(note of correction: "late-onset schizophrenia" should just be "schizophrenia". the typical timeline for onset of symptoms is late adolescence/early adulthood, so syd would've been well within that period at the time)
#pink floyd#syd barrett#//#I will sacrifice myself and go first with way too much detail. hopefully it will help other people feel more comfortable talking#I chose consensual use of psychedelics. mainly bc I am fairly certain that he suffered from severe hppd#it stands for 'hallucinogen persisting perception disorder' –speaking crudely its 'did too much acid and got stuck like that'#I do NOT expect this kind of oversharing from anyone else but the reason I think that is because -I- definitely have that#its comparatively mild but I notice a lot of the same kind of impacts.#I'm more prone to dissociation and overstimulation. it takes more mental energy to communicate. my perception plays a bit fast and loose.#(again. it's not -that- bad. and NO pity for me this was a completely predictable outcome that I DO think is a little funny) but digressing#I can clearly see how if those symptoms were significantly escalated it would be just like what was described by ppl who knew syd#I think its very unkind to refer to him as a “drug casualty”#but I'm fairly confident anyone who's done acid would say by about hour 8 of the trip “okay. yah. too much of this could do that to someone#in other words –although I'm pretty sure syd was also neurodivergent– I do think its at least possible that the lsd couldve been enough#I'm happy to talk more about any of this in asks/dms if anyone wants. genuinely very cool with discussing it#but anyway. that's my take – obviously based entirely on anecdotal evidence tho so take that with as many grains of salt as you wish
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I do not envy my friends that are getting various Arts degrees. Like I get that they have a reputation for being 'easier' for some reason, but I am sitting here suffering through my mandatory language and humanites courses, wishing I could just take more science instead
They have so many papers due all the time. I get to sit in a lab and look at rocks. I am never complaining about science again
#i have a language exam tomorrow#am i ready? maybe!#i love history and art and languages but classes about them are BRUTAL#at least science is predictable to a certain degree#geology#science#also i lied i will definitely keep complaining about science
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Coding woes (Patreon)
#Doodles#Original#Ukadevlog#Bug testing sure is something lol#These are both problems I've figured out now luckily! And I did them on my own! :D Extra pleased with myself :3#My slightly cocky attitude of ''Well that was frustrating - luckily I'll never run into another problem again'' amuses me lol#'Cause in the moment everything's flying! The code comes together lovely and it's all great! And then I come up to the next thing#Something I haven't done before - something that there's no Direct how-to of how to do a thing#Like setting player-and-character pronouns! I didn't know how to do that! But I figured it out!! :0 What a rush haha#It really did take me an evening of knocking my head against the wall in attempts - I waaaayyy overcomplicated it to start haha#I was like - trying to set up a system that would call on specific pronoun sets individually based on player input#Ridiculous - so much easier to just slap some values into an envelope and have those tied to a specific shell lol#But that took all night! I got sleepy while working on it and even my drowsy brain was like Wait...what am I supposed to check against? Haha#Such a weird experience subconsciously as well :0 'Cause I had normal dreams that night#Maybe some slight code-adjacent dreams of A Screen With Text On It but that could be anything :P#Most of it was just normal dream melodrama - but in the few times I woke up to readjust or roll over or pull my blanket#It was juuuuust enough for my ''conscious'' brain to kick in and think about what to compare against - what structure would work#And so by the time I woke up proper I had to frantically write down a bunch of code in a spare word document so I wouldn't go stir crazy lol#Breakfast must wait! Dailies must wait! I Have to write this down!!#And when I implemented it - it worked exactly as I hoped it would and is much much Muuuuuch simpler to call upon haha#Wow! That was a weird fluke that definitely won't happen again! Haha#I don't actually believe that I just have no way of guessing which aspect will trip me up - This Should Be Easy! And then it isn't lol#Definitely didn't predict the second - Especially because other than a small roadbump of not knowing how to Shell-Switch (ty again Cherry ♥)#Everything up to then was going well and everything after that was going fine! Until The One Thing happened pffbtl#I wanted to assign a value to check if a specific piece of code was being called upon - basically a fork between two outcomes#That went fine! The value Was changing! But only the first fork was being called???#No lol I just didn't put the second = ugh pft - and what's more frustrating is that I'd been using == up to that point!! I'd been warned!!!!#I - for some reason - was convinced that using && would make the value check Only need to check If x = 1... That's not how it works......#It's an If statement! If x = 1 then why do I have to check IF x == 1! Just check!!! Hwagh rules and whatnot lol#Like I said it's all fixed now but sheesh! What a silly mistake! I knew better!! And now I double know better haha
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Ankles managed to make it to Dream Lake today. Thank you hiking poles, microspikes, ibuprofen, and [redacted] Physical Therapy
#hikes#as predicted the way up was great and the way down was. hateful#but also it was beautiful and I am so thrilled that I was able to do it#definitely a much shorter hike than I’d like to be doing here but I definitely hit my limit today#but my ankles are not sore now and I’m not limping and I know I’ll be able to hike tomorrow too#which is huge
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oscar wilde and his works is like a dormant obsession to me because like I can be normal about him but then I read something either about him or of him and all I want to do is read more and more and more
#I have nost definitely not read all of his works#and I haven't seen all his plays#actually I've seen none in an actual theater it's very rare they put on one of his plays here#but I've just read the ballad of reading geol and as predicted I am obsessed#oh btw did you know that despite wildes brother pretty much hating him his brother's daughter was a great admirer of his#she was also openly a lesbian#she might have died from an heroin overdose but a win is a win#oscar wilde
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Continuing our battle royale for s4!
#charmed#charmed 1998#polls#my prediction is the evil enchantress hands down like no questions asked#but yall like the love interests whenever i include them so i GUESS finn has a good chance#but i also am partial to the oracle an ling melody the matthews and clyde#but if finn wins i stg im gonna delete my blog /j#i know that i keep including a few love interests each poll but thats only bc they're interesting in the episode#i still have forgiven no one for billy appleby winning the third s2 poll when charlene lillian and the genie were right there#also to whoever voted for justin in the last one i know you did that on purpose and i respct it but imma fight you lmao#(this is all joking for the record. i AM genuinely baffled at how the LIs keep winning these but it's a poll for a reason lol)#i wasnt sure if i should add in bob cowan or glen since they appear in multiple episodes and in two seasons#i did with sam in the s2 polls but he didn't show up as many times tbh? and had such a gap in appearance and presence#while they didnt#i may eventually go back and do more major recurring characters as its own thing and they'd probably make the list#but definitely tell me if you think they should be included and i'll add them into the next one if ppl think they count
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kind of scared of making this poll but I’m just curious as someone who has VERY different tastes in age compared to my best friend
#he is very ‘as close to my own age as possible’ while I am very ‘if he’s not old enough to be my father I don’t want him’#and I just think it would be funny if I could ratio him#although I predict this poll will definitely be very biased lmao#considering A) it’s starting on MY blog and B) this is the ‘fuck that old man’ website#sunny polls
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excitement about moving into my apartment in less than two weeks vs dread about spending money on buying various supplies and also on rent
#it comes with the basic furniture which is great and definitely one of the pluses of this complex#and my mom is able to help me with rent#but still!!! everything is expensive!!! i am stressed!!!#but i cannot wait to be back in the city where i go to school bc the boredom of being at home will sink in any day#my prediction is on friday as on thursday im going to the organization i puppy raise for’s dog graduation#and will see some of my friends so i’ll get home and be like why am i here#very hyped for the graduation tho bc my girl iris is graduating she won’t be there bc she lives in california but i get to celebrate her!!!
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Tagged by @shamelessdisplay, thank you this was cute to do! <3
Last Song I Listened To:
I'm a massive power metal and folk music type of person so, um... yep. Just a giant fucking dweeb but hey it's fun music!
Currently Watching:
Vinland Saga ... I don't have a problem, you have a problem. Don't look at me.
Sweet/Savory/Spicy:
Savory food is definitely my favorite, followed by spicy stuff and then sweet. I'm getting old so sweet food makes my stomach churn more than it used to, boohoo.
Relationship Status:
I've been in a relationship with my lovely boyfriend for 9 years now and that kind of just dawned on me... what happened to time! Good lord.
Current Obsession:
I'm deep in the Wheel of Time series of books right now since I never read them when I was younger and, yeah... I'm very much obsessed with them right now.
Tagging: I, uh... whoever wants to do it, really! Idk who's done what on this website but I want to read all the things for whoever fills it out. GO FORTH AND HAVE FUN.
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visual representation of me getting to the end of mtefil chapter 25
seriously like. at this i was like. wow that’s so sick
and then at this i was like. wow that is so fucking sick. squared. or something. i bit my finger
#noooo little german girl don’t welcome the lord of the flies into your home#but do actually because he’s definitely my favourite lord so far lmao#i am nothing if not predictable. lol#nooooo little german girl don’t eat your baby brother i know it’s not your fault but Jesus#i don’t fully know why but that caught me completely off guard lmao#was truly sitting there like 😦#also. the first three panels. sickest (literally) magical girl transformation ever#having lots of thoughts while reading this. my notes app is my best friend i will not bother you with my rambles but this moment was so sick#i had to share
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I’m taking a historiography course this semester and my final paper is to write “an original proposal for a public program and exhibit extension to enhance visitorship, the experience, and the mission of a cultural institution in the United States.”
So many ideas not enough time!!
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i love my wonderful boyfriend i wish i were real like it.
#random thoughts#wow..#when i am 25 years old i will become an alcoholic like my father. that's a prediction#not currently drunk because what is this?? christmas?? new year's??#no it's the fucking 28th of july. get it together crispin. maybe put on some nice vampire clothes for your little music video#go outside. eat some food you're definitely going to regret later.#do you wish you still knew how to run?? you bastard??#are you as happy as you could've been??
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not to be a conspiracy theorist* but the orange terror definitely 100% without a doubt orchestrated this wack ass ~assassination attempt~
#*ok i am definitely a conspiracy theorist lmfao but they're all my own conspiracies#i make this shit up myself! i dont need no second hand lunatic telling me what kind of crazy shit to believe#i am fully capable of being insane on my own thank you very much#and by 'insane' i mean 'an oracle of truth and wisdom' bc i fucking swear to god#so much shit that ive predicted/suspected/called out often turns out to be true
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