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I do not envy my friends that are getting various Arts degrees. Like I get that they have a reputation for being 'easier' for some reason, but I am sitting here suffering through my mandatory language and humanites courses, wishing I could just take more science instead
They have so many papers due all the time. I get to sit in a lab and look at rocks. I am never complaining about science again
#i have a language exam tomorrow#am i ready? maybe!#i love history and art and languages but classes about them are BRUTAL#at least science is predictable to a certain degree#geology#science#also i lied i will definitely keep complaining about science
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I just found this photo and I'm kinda going ballistic
#I have my first sanskrit exam tomorrow that I haven't started studying for. I DON'T EVEN KNOW THE LANGUAGE-#but look at this pookie 🥹#I need him to try out more hairstyles WITHOUT TOUCHING THE SCISSORS#or the wind can do it for him#carlos sainz jr#formula 1#scuderia ferrari#I'm screaming#he's so perfect#look at him#bonito
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forced myself to wake up and leave my warm cozy blanky at 3:30 am in the winter to speedrun my syllabus because they gave us 12 hours to prep for our endsem are yall proud of me
#not to mention ive baaaaarely gotten sleep the past few nights because its been back 2 back exams every day#forget afternoon naps i havent even been getting more than 4 hours at NIGHT#and i am a bitch that values sleep above all else#and i got no time to prep the syllabus beforehand because of all our never ending fucking assignments#including yk. the full fledged GAME they made us code from scratch in 3 weeks without teaching us anyyy of the required tools or languages#literally speedran an entire math course with everything from number theory and graph theory to fucking induction and combinatorics#in like. 4 hours and gave my endsem NOT EVEN 12 HOURS BACK AND IT WAS 50% OF OUR FUCKING GRADE#and now i have to do it againnn for the third exam in a row at 9:30 in the fucking morning#which btw i realized LAST NIGHT. because our datesheet said the exam was at 2:30 but theyre doing it in batches#so i dont even have the morning to revise and need to pull this shit#AND THEN EVEN FOR THE COURSES WHERE I SOMEHOW COVER THE ENTIRE SYLLABUS THOROUGHLY THEY WILL GIVE THE MOST OUT OF POCKET BULLSHIT#THAT YOUVE NEVER HEARD OF IN YOUR LIFE#and after THIS exam i have to speedrun linear algebra and teach it to a bunch of kids by tomorrow morning#granted that one is on me because i couldve said no but ugh#college hateposting#in other news my ex crush wore a suit yesterday and she looked so hot she almost made me relapse into lesbianism#but i digresssssss#x am rambles#man ive missed ranting about shit on tumblr i should come back here more often
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I really like how they showed Gojo and Shoko's weird friendship in season 1. I was watching these two scenes they have together because I'm so normal. That's why I HAVE TO deep dive into it.
This is the first thing we hear Shoko say in the series:
Up until this moment, we know Gojo as the hyperactive, funny teacher that bombs everybody with positive energy and his stupid ideas. This scene not only introduces us to a new character, but also, gives us a side of Gojo that we didn't know.
And it happenes all in this one dialogue:
The way Gojo says this is different. His voice is lower and he sounds a little irritated. Like he doesn't want to stall Itadori's autopsy. But he trusts Shoko not only with her skills and her talent, but also the fact that she won't use it against him, that's why he came to her.
Kenjaku (chapter 90) is also talking about Shoko's abilities when he mentions that Gojo didn't let her get rid of Geto's body. He doesn't talk about any other healer, he talks about Shoko Ieiri.
But coming back to season 1. We know Gojo's the strongest, we saw him fight Sukuna in the first episode. Also, Ijichi is afraid of him (poor guy).
After what Gojo said, we should expect Shoko to react in some polite, maybe even cautious way. But no, she says:
Badass Shoko!! She's not afraid of this white-haired-blind bastard, she's not even scared to subtly tell him "fuck off, at least I know how to deal with bodies, unlike SOMEONE."
And also, one of my favourite moments:
Between us and the higher ups.
It's so sad how they worked together against higher ups but Gojo haven't turn to her for help or anything. He thought he was alone all this time, even though Shoko was there too.
Shoko was the closest person to Gojo, right after Geto. If you watch their scene in the first episode of the second season you can see how comfortable all of them feel around each other. Shoko's stealing Gojo's glasses and then puts it back on his face like it's nothing.
All these years they spent working together and they still can't move on. They both miss their youth, their happiness, the time when they didn't know that after three years all of it will crush and won't come back. All these years wishing they would treasure this time more.
But at least they didn't stop trusting each other.
I love them so much it hurts.
#english isn't my first language#sorry#it's 1am and i'm dying inside because of these two#i have an exam tomorrow#send help#gojo and shoko#gojo satoru#shoko ieiri#not a ship#jjk gojo#jjk shoko#jjk#jjk fandom#jujustu kaisen
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Graduation exam tomorrow, guys if I survive this I'll be the most carefree person on earth for the next 2 years
#2 years bc that's when I'll hopefully have my master's graduation#but if I manage to do the interpretation specialisation then that one will only have an interpretation exam#nothing to study#starting from tomorrow I will binge read everything on my tbr list that I couldn't because of the constant lit classes#in fist year I made the foolish mistake of going for Russian specialisation instead of having a minor in another language/culture#which means I had like three times as many lit classes as everyone else#so I really didn't have like any time at all to read for fun#oh btw! I'm looking for YA fantasy books in Russian#by Russian authors#(for my sneaky little long term plans of doing and publishing literature translation)#so if any of y'all have anything to recommend please do!!! my asks and dms are always open#or you can just comment#so far I've picked out руки полные пепла by this author who just publishes under the name мэй#gonna order next week probably#ramblings
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more misc kirby doodles bc i adore them augh
#nono i promise im studying for my spanish exam#this counts ok#if i have to use emo borb puss in boots to motivate me to study a language i couldve grown up with then so be it#please correct any mistakes my test is tomorrow#alSO FINALLY GOT A WADDLE WEDNESDAY POST ON TIME WOOO#WADDLE WEDNESDAY#bandana dee#kirby#kirby series#meta knight#kracko#sailor dee
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A KariBaku Oneshot: Please, Don't Scare Me Like This Again
What's the time? 1 a.m., time for a oneshot
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Katsuki watched his country got rebuilt from ashes to new.
Buildings shooting up from debris, people returning to their homes. Kids screaming happily under the windows of a hospital. The sun shining bright again.
His right arm wouldn't move properly. His right eye wouldn't see properly. His heart wouldn't stand the pressure he used to put on himself. His body was broken with little to no chance of recreating anything.
They said he needed to rest.
Katsuki didn't want to fall asleep. Even though he wanted to.
His room was dark and cool, with door closed tight. His parents were not there, he asked for the room to be alone. To heal alone.
Fucking rehab.
What was the point of this war? Just for All for One to end the era of heroes? By using Shigaraki? Destroying the world to build new from the shards? Why?
They are just kids, why do they have to go through all of this? They are not made for that!
He didn't give any promises, why are they looking at him with disappointment? He didn't... didn't aim for the expectations! Didn't aim for the frontlines of the war!
Why?..
Katsuki slipped under the blanket when the door opened, pretending to be asleep. They had already took the bandages off from him, except his right arm and his chest. Katsuki listened to his slowing heartbeat as someone put the what sounded like the tray with food on the table, sighed and whispered:
"If you're not asleep, then this is jasmine rice with seabass and green tea. Be careful with your arm. Kirishima-kun has wished you well and asked for a visit, but I said that you need to rest to recover. There are also pills that will help you sleep."
Not waiting for the reaction, the nurse checked his temperature before leaving. Katsuki waited a few more minutes before climbing out of bed and heading to the table. He grabbed a fork(because his left hand fingers refused to hold the chopsticks properly) and scooped the rice.
The only thing that kept him awake is the nightmares. He kept seeing Shigaraki swinging whatever part of the body was it, hitting him straight in the chest, the pain and darkness coming after it felt real again and again every time.
He had been in hospital for two or three weeks already. But it felt like months had already passed. Katsuki felt weak because he couldn't just go to sleep and ignore the nightmares, but he couldn't do anything with it.
As he finished with the food, he walked back to his bed, carefully climbing onto it. They had performed multiple operations on his right arm, so it could at least move, and the heart transplantation.
Kids' voices were heard, but none of them gave Katsuki the will to ever exit this room again.
The knock on the door interrupted his thoughts, and Katsuki looked up, the weird high-pitched noise in his ears appearing and disappearing after a couple of seconds. The one who knocked was the nurse who, before entering, gestured for someone to wait. Noticing his tension, she said, taking the tray:
"He said he is your friend", the fact that she didn't call the person by his name left Katsuki questioning it. So it's not someone from his class. Then, who was it, he doesn't have any friends—
Doesn't he?
"May he walk in?"
Katsuki nodded, and the nurse left, saying something to a mysterious person behind the door. The voices were heard, but he couldn't remember any of them.
So he guessed it was someone from the police or from another class because he doesn't have any other friends, except—
The door opened a litlle bit more, revealing a person Katsuki's known for years.
"UA did change you. You turned into a vampire now, didn't you?"
"That's my room, fuck off", Katsuki answered, letting out a small chuckle. Kariage smiled before stepping into the room and closing the door behind himself.
"Hope you didn't place something on the floor because I can't see- fuck", he stumbled over the bag Katsuki's dad brought for him from home.
"Hah. Loser. Wait, no- get your fucking cold hands away from my neck!" Katsuki tried to dive away from the hand, but Kariage wrapped an arm around his shoulders, securing him in one place carefully not to damage the right arm.
Oh, God, finally.
Katsuki melted into the hug, his touch-starvation showing after all these years of lockdown. His body felt suddenly so heavy that he could not move a muscle, only concentrating on the soothing caress and Kariage's voice:
"Please, don't scare me like this again."
Katsuki leaned forward, his head touching Kariage's shoulder. He closed his eyes, finding the other boy's hand and feeling the fingers running up the scarred arm. The comfort, the way Kariage stroke his hair so gently, carefully, running his fingers down the temples were overwhelming him with the warmth he's felt long ago.
"You look tired. You really need to sleep."
"No, it's okay..."
"It's not. Come on, Katsuki. I'm with you. You are safe here. You can rest."
He's safe?..
Yeah... yeah, he is.
Katsuki buried his face in Kariage's shoulder as the dark-haired boy covered him with the blanket and pressed closer to himself, as if securing from the nightmares.
The war has ended. His life, however, didn't.
#boku no hero academia#bakugou katsuki#english is not my first language#kariage#karibaku#random idea#fluff#hurt/comfort#i need a nap#i have an exam tomorrow#help#i fucked up my sleep schedule#post war#oneshot
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sometimes i love my mind, sometimes i hate it, most times i don't use it
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Phoneme [tumblr] go
🥨 poum-poumpoum Follow
plosive phonemes ASSEMBLE
🍞 bablebable Follow
BAM
🐶 dredredre Follow
DUNDUN
🍒 tʃachacha Follow
CHA CHA CHA
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??? dude youre not plosive???
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isnt affricate the ssame thing as plosive?
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I'm going to kill you and your family
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anonymous said: lmfao hesitation phoneme
😎 schwa Follow
yall are so fucking salty that im the backbone of the english language im fuckin everywhere im in all your favorite words you call me the hesitation phoneme because i am the sound everyone defaults to when they dont know what to say i am the center of the chart i am everything i am among us i am alive i am EVERYTHING
#pathetic fucking LOSERS #fucking hate in 2024 come on... we all know I'm the GOAT #fuck off anon i hope you... no i shant say it
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🤠 screuŋeuŋeu Follow
Rejoice... I am back from ban
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fuck NO not that guy again
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I mean you gotta hand it to em theyre the only one who still cares about nasal phonemes
#im back too btw #deleted cuz plosives tried to dox me #check my pinned for the callout xoxo
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🔁 🥳 jajjall-was-taken Following
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I'm not gonnA lie gAys æ scares me a bit
👹 kæt Follow
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#like whAy do we need Another A Am rAight there <- this is typical anti-diphthong hate guys come on be smarter than that this isn't a silly fun post
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thAts so monophthong hate im blocking u!!!!!!!!
#im in the vowel discourse tag yall this is SO funny #æ isn't even a real diphthong help
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anonymous said: so uhhhhhh what are you? cuz like we already have ʒ so like
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I'm gonna have to put this in my FAQ damn. I'm <y>! Like in yay yall :)
#faq
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ok PLEASE dont take this the wrong way i want to learn but @ consonants : what the fuck is going on with ʒ, j and y
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Don't worry :) /ʒ/ = <j> like in jeans, and /y/ doesn't exist, but <y> is /j/ (me!!)
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it's so fucking stupid to use // and <> like what are you the cops??? bleh
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of course you would say that you could never be mistaken for a grapheme. dickhead
#this is so weird I'm sorry#I have a phonology exam tomorrow#phonology#fakeposting#fake post#unreality#phonemes#language#mumblings//#linguistics
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good morning nerds, mutuals, and anyone within and without the spectrum therein
today I shall conquer biochemistry for the final time
wish me luck
#blue chatter#I don’t have to take the final bc I scored well on the first exam#so after today I’m done forever#more time to study for my other exams#and I’ll be done with research methods tomorrow morning#and then it’s just neuroscience neurophysiology and American Sign Language#I can survive this I can do it#biochem is my hardest class so I am hyping myself up
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SO fucked up that when u study languages they also make u study architecture history and ant biology and economy and european politics hierarchy so by the end of the semester i still cant tie a proper sentence in any language but sure i can differentiate the neo gothic style from rococo or tell you what a bull market is
#shut up dave#im tired im tired im tired i dont care abt any of this#i mean i do enjoy architecture and art periods. i dont want to be required to know all of them#i have an exam tomorrow and one on sunday and one on wednesday and one on next saturday#then on monday and tuesday and the following saturday and monday too#and frankly. im only confident i can pass 3 maybe 4 of them#for the rest??? idk ill need to study and im very bad at that#but hey we got the grades back from the first exam!! the one i took last week and i got a 9 yippeee#that is out of 10#it was in german interpreting n like. genuinely. im good enough at consecutive interpreting that i dont think theres a way 4 me to fail#like even if i mess it up i cant do THAT bad#i had to do it 4 english today and i think i fucked up sooo big it was so embarrassing. but then we got to the critique of my performance#and. it was all the usual nitpicks? like few word choices#the occasional discordance with adjectival conjugation. few points that 'havent clearly come across'#in my mind i had missed like a whole half of the speech but apparently it was p good still#now the problem is. same prof who teaches that subject also teaches specialized languages#and im. very bad at that one for simple reason that i have not processed any information all year#um maybe next time dont make your class about the stock market? idk just a suggestion. i dont care for wallstreet or whatever.#tho to b fair i didnt care for the european parliament last year either so ig u just cant win me on those terms#but if we get to specializing on the judiciary field i think i wouldnt be able to keep ignoring it. because of the circumstances#i have two more shirt designs to finish before the month ends but as u can see school wants me dead at the same time#one of said designs is a full 7 character thing :/#and the other. well ive already made 3 thumbnails for it and nothing rly clicks the way i want it to
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my friend left his scarf at my house and i'm just wearing it cause it brings so much comfort fr. love my friends sm uni is actually healing me
#he left it here after 5 of us stayed at uni all night#they came to my house cause the mcdonalds here opens at 6 so we got breakfast#it was really nice i liked it a lot#had 2 all nighters at uni this week#theyre just good fun w good friends forreal....#im definitely in a place rn#i really wanna ask someone 2 be in a qpr but its complicated#made another playlist over it lol#miss them a lot and dont know what to do when they get back and i see themagain causejust talking is. hard#but as joe says. im down bad in an up good way lol#the scarf is so comforting#josh wears it all the time its like his signature piece and hes a big comfort to me so the scarf is too#makes me feel calm i dont wanna give it back but i probably will tomorrow#just enjoying the feeling for now ...#ramble#love uni sm love friends sososo much#quality time love language never been this fulfilled ever it makes me so much better#uni is fixing me while also making me worse <3#i have an exam tomorrow but its open book so ill be alright i think#not fully prepped but theres still time#i believe in me <3#if ur reading this ily :)#every morning i wake up and i type my silly little tags.... :)
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they should make a stable mind.
#(guy did school work and despite. doing it well he feels shitty. =w=b)#no. i musnt forget my wives. not in dire times like these (he is literally fine tho dont be so dramatic)#ok =w=b#i hate. how easy it is to switch up. and that there is no other real solution than push through.#ive felt really good twice today but ive also wanted to poke my eyes out out of anger twice#coincidentally the good ones were when i was outside and the bad ones while i was doing school work.#hold on.... maybe im onto something here!! waiit.... nope nvm. no correlation =w=bb#anyway at least this group project is basically donesies. gotta write some bullshit down tomorrow and have an interview next week buttt#then were guccii =w=bb untill the exam =3=#nahhh im fineee#sillyposting#it was cute tho this one was wayy easier than the previous ones.#maybe bc its finally in a language i somewhat understand. or the fact that it was basically only the same 7-line algorithm twice <33#it was awesome tho i was miku while working on it!! miku cape my beloved she really is awesome like that#okk =w=bbb#yayy ive had my talkies again for today let me. wast time on my puter noww
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hi gang! i feel ill
#i just found out i have a physics exam tomorrow :) which had a test review that goes w it that we have to turn in before the test :)#it is currently. 11:31 pm! and i already have like 3 ap computer science a assignments and an ap language assignment that im working on#FEELING that burnout rn#max.txt#rant
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A thing about The Butterfly Scene from EP6 is I see everyone talking about the hand of the waist and all and yeah I understand but is anyone going to mention the hand on the wrist??? Hua Cheng Holding the hand he thinks he's seriously injured and feels so so guilty about is anyone going to talk about that?????? Anyone else going a little mad about the way he holds him by the wrist as if to secure that the presumedly injured arm doesn't get joilted around even more? No? Nobody else? Just me? Okay,,
#I wanna read the books so badddd but I need to wait until the localisation comes outttttt#because I don't very much enjoy reading stuff in english#original english works is okay but if it's about translations I'll always choose the german one#because it's 1) easier and 2)#tthere is too much english in my life already I don't want to risk my native language taking a backseat to that in terms of my free time#i have am exam tomorrow I am so normal about this weeks episode
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bathroom ~ heeseung x reader
ଓ ⋆˙⊹ [ 희승 ] ☆ an argument sparked between you and your lover before a party. in anger, you told him you weren't going to be going anymore. an hour into the party, you show up looking unbelievable, making Heeseung go absolutely insane.
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dom Heeseung x sub reader. established relationship, jealousy, public sex, mentions of alcohol and weed, degrading, gagging, praise, oral, smacking. not proof read.
"what the fuck Heeseung?" you angrily curse at your boyfriend, feeling rage boil through your veins. he rolls his eyes at you, watching your figure pace across the room as he sits down on the couch, listening to your rambles.
"I asked you to help me clean the apartment while I was gone doing errands. you didn't even get up off your game once." you glare at him. this passed week, school was stressing you the fuck out. exam after exam was piling up on your plate on top of an essay you were supposed to be writing. it also didn't help that you had to go grocery shopping sometime during the week and help your best friend plan a get together for her birthday party. everything was stressing you out and all you wanted was a little help from your boyfriend. you had asked him to clean the small apartment the two of you shared before you went out for the day at 11 am. you had arrived back to the house with groceries and birthday gifts at 5 pm, expecting the house to be at least a little picked up.
"I was gone for six hours, Heeseung, and you couldnt even put the dishes away?" you scoff at him, seeing guilt and anger arise in his body language as he shifts on the couch, eyeballing you from across the room.
"y/n, im sorry, okay? I was doing homework and other shit that it completely spaced my mind, I'll clean it tomorrow" he says to you, making your jaw clench as you roll your eyes, crossing your arms over your chest with a sigh.
"I wanted it done today so that we wouldn't have to do anything tomorrow, especially since were supposed to be going to Jay's party tonight." you take his silence as a queue to continue, staring into his eyes.
"im piled up to my neck with bullshit, all I wanted was your help and I can't even get that from you." you roll your eyes at him, beginning to walk into the kitchen. his eyes follow you, instantly standing up and following your figure.
"what are you doing? we're leaving soon?" he asks as you begin to put the dishes away, not even turning to face him.
"i'm not going to the stupid fucking party Heeseung, i'm cleaning the apartment since somebody can't" you snap at your boyfriend, turning around to put away a couple pots, completely ignoring his tall figure as he stands in the middle of the kitchen looking at you.
"so you're just gonna stay home and mope around because I didn't clean?" you turn around, glaring daggers at him at his words, your growing anger turning into rage.
"its not even that messy, y/n. I dont understand why you're so mad, lets just go-"
"if you can't understand why i'm upset, then you really need to check yourself, Heeseung. if its 'not that messy' then why didn't you clean it when I asked you to?"
"oh my god can you please stop nagging at me, I already told you its because I was doing homework so I just spaced it" you take a deep breath, trying to calm yourself before you blow up at him.
"you can leave. i'll see you when you get home." is all you say before walking out of the kitchen and into your shared bedroom, leaving the conversation before one of you says something you might regret. Heeseung stares at the bedroom door, but decides to slip his shoes on. he knows that when the two of you get into arguments, that you often need space to cool down and to get distance away from each other so that you dont say anything you really don't mean.
Heeseung slips through the front door, locking it behind him as he heads to jays house, promising himself that he would stay sober.
you hear the front door close and you start to look around the room, your eyes landing on the clock by your bedside table. it read 5:45 pm, the party starts in fifteen minutes and you wonder to yourself how long Heeseung would be gone for.
you sigh out into nothingness, having an internal war with yourself before looking into the closet, your eyes landing on a deep purple dress. its short and made out of lace and satin. suddenly, an idea pops up in your mind and before you can think; you grab the dress and walk into the bathroom.
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"Heeseung, where is y/n?" sunghoon asks him, looking around the buzzing living room in search of your familiar figure. Heeseung takes another glance at his phone for the fifth time in three minutes, looking to see if you've texted him. sunghoon takes a seat next him, a red cup in his hands.
"she wasn't feeling good so she stayed home" Heeseung answers shortly, guilt starting to eat away at him from the argument that took place earlier.
"shit, that sucks, I hope she feels better" sunghoon says, taking a sip of his drink.
you walk into the house, music vibrating the floor as sweaty bodies stick to each other, the smell of alcohol and weed clouds your senses as you walk further into the house, making you way into the kitchen. you see one of your best girl friends, walking up to her. her eyes catch yours as she squeals, running up to you and attacking you in a hug. she smells like alcohol, and her sluggish actions give away the fact that she's drunk.
"hey beautiful, I didn't think that you were here" she says, slurring her words.
"I saw Heeseung earlier but you weren't with him so I just thought you weren't gonna show up" she rambles and you giggle. the mention of your boyfriends name makes you smile a little despite the argument you had before. you look around the kitchen and notice all the different varieties of alcohol organized on the counter. you walk over and look at all the different kinds.
you grab a red cup, walking back over to the alcohol and grabbing raspberry vodka and pouring it in your cup along. your best friend looks at you, questioning looks seep out of her eyes. she knows you hardly ever drink, so something must have happened. you smile at her reassuringly before throwing your head back, the alcohol burning your throat in the best way possible as your face scrunches up.
she walks over to you, pouring herself another shot as she giggles.
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your best friend and you are walking around as she checks out a few guys, talking to a few people she knows with you attached to her hip. she's a social butterfly, her wings flapping and her entanas buzzing whenever she's in a social setting such as this one. she's formed a small circle around herself, talking everybody's ear off.
you're standing next to her in silence, feeling someones eyes burning into you. you lift your eyes away from her talking mouth, finding one of heeseungs friends; Jake you think, staring at you. as a friendly gesture; you smile at him.
Jake returns your smile and makes his way up to you, deciding to perch himself next to you as he begins speaking.
"where's you boyfriend" he asks, you bite your lower lip, the feeling of anger and giddiness spreading through your body at the mention of him.
"don't know, don't care." is what you settle on, looking up at Jake as the group that your best friend formed begins to fade away, your back sinking into the wall as your conversation with Jake begins to flow.
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"dude, Heeseung, I saw y/n just now" sunghoon says, sitting back on the couch next to him. heeseungs eyes snap onto sunghoon, not believing his words.
"what? that's impossible" Heeseung denies, checking his phone to see if you texted him: nothing. his jaw clicks as his eyes scan the area, not finding your figure anywhere.
"she was talking with Jake somewhere near the kitchen. her face was really red and Jake was standing super close to her" sunghoon warns, unknowingly fueling the fire in the pit of heeseungs stomach. Heeseung stands up off the couch, disappearing into the messy pile of bodies in search of one in particular.
"What?" you say to Jake, squinting your eyes, not quite hearing him over the loudness of the music blaring through the speakers.
"I said let's go outside" Jake leans down to your ear, his hair brushing against your cheek as he speaks. you turn your head to the side with a nod, walking in the direction of the sliding glass doors that lead outside by the pool.
Heeseung catches a glimpse of your hair and figure, but looses you just as quick as you came. his eyes dart around, looking for that familiar scent of the perfume you wear and your hair color. no matter how hard he tries, he just can't find you.
"I mean he is hardheaded sometimes, but I'll stick behind him no matter what" Jake tells you, taking another sip of whatever he has in his cup. you nod your head, finishing your drink as your nose scrunches up. the two of you are talking about Heeseung, and how hardheaded he can be sometimes, but you love him regardless. you wanted to show up to the party and surprise him, but a part of you is also hard headed, so you're not going out of your way to find him, when the timing is right, you'll find each other.
You catch Jake staring at you, his eyes slightly red. you look back, questioning him.
"what?" you ask, as he leans on the wall next to you, eyeballing you up and down. you shift uncomfortably under his gaze.
"with all due respect for Heeseung, you are absolutely gorgeous, y/n" you knew Jake well enough that he wouldn't make any moves on you while in a relationship with his best friend, his brother, but that still didn't stop him from speaking the truth.
"Heeseung is one lucky man" speak of the devil, the man himself grips your wrist, flipping you around and clenching his jaw.
"h-hee!" you say in surprise. his grip on your wrist is tight and it has you looking down at your hand.
"I am one lucky man. lets go y/n" your boyfriend says to you, dragging you back in the hot house. your eyes don't leave the back of his head as he pulls you through the sea of bodies. your eyes catch glimpse of the front door, but before you are able to reach it, Heeseung pulls you down a hallway.
"what the hell Heeseung!" you say, but he doesn't respond or turn around. he opens a door and throws you inside. its a white bathroom with a big sink, a huge mirror complimenting the wall above it. Heeseung comes inside the room and locks the door behind him, spinning around to face you. your cheeks heat up at the expression on his face. his lips are tugged between his teeth as his eyes rack down your figure.
Heeseung's mind is going a million miles a minute. the god awful tiny dress you're wearing is driving him up the wall. it barely covers an inch of your body and it infuriates him that Jake saw just about every part of you that belonged to him.
"you shouldn't have came, y/n." he says under his breath as he stalks towards you, his hands coming down to unclip his belt. you shudder at the sound, arousal already pooling in your panties.
"why is that?" you question, already knowing the answer.
"come on sweetheart, you can't be that stupid, hm?" he throws his belt on the floor behind you. jealousy pricks at the tip of his tongue, your eyes looking directly into his.
"you didn't tell me you were showing up, but when I find out you do, you're standing two fucking inches away from my best friend as he basically confesses he wants to fuck you" his hand caresses your cheek as you look up at him through your eyelashes. his fingers move to entangle in your hair, feeling your silky locks as you shake your head.
"hee.. that's not-" his hands pull your hair back, your head arching as he pulls you into his body. he looks down at you, venom laced in his tone as he speaks.
"you think Jake can fuck you as good as be, huh? did he get your pussy wet as much as I do?" his other hand comes up and below your purple dress, moaning as heeseungs fingers come in contact with the flimsy fabric of your panties. he chuckles as he lowers his head so his breath fans your lips, his brushing over yours as he continues
"you're fucking filthy." he forces you down onto your knees, and the way your thighs clamp together tells him everything he needs to know. his hands pull down his pants, the tent in his boxers prominent and aching.
you look up, your mouth watering and your eyes begging. your hands find the waistband of his boxers and you breath out heavily, your head feeling light as Heeseung grips your chin inbetween his fingers.
"suck it." his command is cold and you obey; pulling down his boxers as his cock springs free, half hard and already fucking huge. you gulp, no matter how many times you suck his cock, you're never prepared for how badly your throat stings afterwards. you spit into your palm before taking his tip into your hand, your fingers playing with his slit before pumping him slightly. you feel him begin to grow in your palm as you kitten lick his tip, your hand coming down to massage his balls.
you hear your boyfriend his above you, you take this opportunity and take his head into your mouth, your warm tongue swirling around his tip as you hallow your cheeks, beginning to suck him off. your boyfriend moves his hand to the back of your head, his fingers entangling in your hair as he groans, his Adams apple bobbing up and down as he swallows.
you begin bobbing your head up and down his length faster, saliva spilling down your cheeks as you whine around his size, looking up at him through watery eyes as your feel your knees begin to sting.
he looks down into your glossy eyes, wiping away a stray tear from your cheek with the pad of his thumb.
"taking me so well, wanna take my cum, sweet angel?" you nod your head moaning out a choked yes please as he chuckles at your desperation. the hand on the back of your head pushes you down his shaft, forcing you to deep throat him. his swollen tip hits the back of your throat as he begins to thrust his hips in your face, but not too fast. you breathe in through your nose, trying your best to keep your cheeks sucked in and hallow as he begins to fuck your face. your hands come up to grip his thighs, keeping yourself stable.
his cock twitches in your mouth and you swallow around him, throwing Heeseung off the edge as his hips still in your face, his cock pressing up against the back of your throat as he shoots warm, sticky white ropes of cum down your throat. your eyes close as more tears fall freely down your pink cheeks.
Heeseung looks down at you as he pulls his cock out of your mouth. you swallow all his salty seed, a couple pearly drops fall down your chin and out of the corners of your mouth. your fucked out expression has him grabbing under your arms and forcing you to your feet. you wrap your arms around his neck as he lifts you onto the counter of the sink, your hands entangle in his hair as he pushes his body into your core.
"h-hee.. please. need- need you please" your begs are just above a whisper, his hands trailing up your thighs to the hem of your underwear. his face comes down to your neck, leaving wet kisses on your skin as your heat grinds down on his still-hard dick, whimpering at the small amount of friction he's gifting you.
"you want it baby, yeah?" he teases, one of his hands coming to feel your damp panties. he hisses at your arousal, your folds unbelievably wet as he traces a finger up and down your clothed slit. Heeseung grabs your underwear, pulling it back and then releasing it as it smacks against your pussy. you jump in his hold, more whines spilling from your lips as he chuckles into your skin.
his fingers pull your panties to the side, his thumb pressing up against your clit as you moan at the feeling, finally getting the friction you so desperately craved. his fingers massage through your wet folds, collecting your slick before one of his long fingers prods at your fluttering hole, begging for your boyfriend to touch you.
"please" you plea, your face coming to bury itself in heeseungs next, your breath fanning your skin. his finger slides in with ease, stretching you slightly as your warm walls squeeze his digit. you shudder at the feeling, a small whimper leaving your mouth as your fingers dig into your lovers back. Heeseung kisses your temple before beginning to pump you, his long finger curling in and out of your sopping cunt in a squelching noise.
one of your hands moves to grip is hair as the other stays wrapped around his back. heeseungs free hand moves from your thigh, trailing upwards to the small of your back, caressing and rubbing you through your thin dress, holding you as close to his body as possible. your moans pick up volume as he adds a second finger, curling upwards and slightly grazing your sweet spot. your legs jolt and you inhale sharply. your mind feels fuzzy as Heeseung splits you apart on his fingers, his thumb rubbing slow, concentrated circles on your clit to help ease you up.
"h-hee.. hmm a-ah" you moan his name, your body beginning to shake. he brings his head down to your ear, his breath fanning you as he speaks
"tell me all about it beautiful" you whine in response, your fingers tugging at his locks harshly now, your orgasm approaching quickly. your hold around him tightens as your legs begin to shake. Heeseung looks at himself through the mirror, his eyes finding the back of your figure and he can't help but admire you, even without seeing your face. you turn your head, Heeseung mimicking your actions as you slam into each other, your lips meeting his in a sloppy, wet kiss.
heeseungs fingers curl inside you again, massaging your g-spot and you buck your hips forward, moans loud and needy as your orgasm snaps, cumming all over heeseungs fingers. you grind your hips into his hand, riding out your high. heeseungs mouth moves against yours hungrily, biting your bottom lip before he parts. you go to whine in protest but stop yourself when he quickly forces your panties down and below your ankles.
before you can say anything, he balls up your underwear and shoves them in your mouth. he hikes your dress up and over your hips, your dripping pussy on full desplay as he takes his cock in his hand and bullies his way inside your walls. your eyes widen as he does so, a choked moan attempting to escape your mouth. he can't wait anymore, remembering the way Jake was looking at you in your tiny little dress, your breasts on full display. his anger begins to rise again, his hips beginning to move against yours at a quick pace
"gonna fuck this pussy until you know who you belong to, understood?" he slaps your puffy cunt, earning a muffled squeal from you as your arms wrap around him again, holding his body close to yours. you curl into your boyfriend, your pussy fluttering around his cock as it kisses your g-spot repeatedly, tiny babbles and whines leaving your lips.
his fingers work at your clit as his hips snap against yours, your legs shaking in his hold as goosebumps trail from your thigh, up to your hip where Heeseung ghosts his fingertips, holding you in place.
your muffled cries eg him on further, an idea striking in his mind. he pulls out of you, dragging you off the sink and spinning you around, forcing you to bend over the counter.
"spread you legs for me, pretty" you happily listen, your soiled panties still gagging you. he pushes himself into your wet, swollen pussy, your eyes roll in the back of your skull as he begins to thrust into you from behind, hitting all your right places at a much deeper angle. your ass jiggles each time his hips meet your behind, your back arched in a perfect slope.
Heeseung slaps your ass, roughly, causing a squeal to erupt from the back of your throat, your walls clenching his dick as if you're trying to milk him.
"oh fuck-" your boyfriend says in a raspy tone. the way your ass bounces with each of his thrusts mixed with the way your muffled whimpers and moans sound, it starts driving Heeseung up the wall as he smacks the plush of your ass again. your head dips down, falling onto your forearms that rest on the counter.
Heeseung grips your hair, forcing your body up into an arch as your eyes fly open, looking at the scene unfolding in the mirror. Heeseung moves his face to your neck, sucking sweet purple marks into your skin that match the color of your dress.
"look at you baby, taking my cock so well, such a good girl hmm?" he slaps your ass again, your eyes closing slightly as you hiss. your look at yourself through half lidded, fucked out eyes. your legs are apart and your dress his hiked up, heeseungs dick splitting you open as he fucks you from behind, deep, purple hickeys litter your soft skin and one of your breasts fell out of your dress.
"pussy's mine... all. fucking. mine." he thrusts inbetween each word, your juices gushing out of your spazzaming hole and down your thighs onto the counter.
"he-hee please !" your panties fall out of your mouth, your loud moans echoing off the chambers of the bathroom and fill heeseungs ears.
"such a messy girl.. you think you deserve to be stuffed full of my cum, sweetheart? wanna take all of it like the fucking slut you are?" his hand detangles from your hair to grip your throat, giving it a light squeeze as a threat... or a promise? either one has your knees buckling below you.
"y-yes please, wan' u're cum please" you chant, the pit of your abdomen feeling unbelievably tight as you feel your orgasm about to wash over you.
"cum all over me sweetheart, make a fucking mess all over me, I've got you" he coaxes you to your orgasm, the rope in your stomach snapping as you arch your back into him, a loud squeal drips of your tongue as you cum all over him. heeseungs thrusts halt, his hips stilling against your ass as he buries his face in your neck, shooting white ropes of cum deep inside you.
it takes a minute for the both of you to calm down, your boyfriend pulling his cock out of you. your guys's mixed cum drips down your leg, running down your thighs. Heeseung laughs before grabbing some toilet paper, turning you around and hoisting you onto the counter to clean you off.
you wrap your arms around his frame, hugging him as you kiss every inch of his face
"I love you, hee" you say as he pulls away from you, throwing the cum-stained toilet paper in the trash. he looks at you, placing his veiny hands on your thighs, rubbing soft shapes into your skin.
"I love you, beautiful" he responds, cupping your face in his palm before leaning in to place a warm kiss on your lips. he helps you hop off the counter, unlocking the door.
"hey wait, my panties!" you laugh at him as he stuffs them in his pocket, smirking down at you. he opens the door and gestures for you to exit first. you huff at him and walk out, praying nobody sees anything. you gasp as Heeseung lands a smack to your ass as you walk in front of him out of the room.
"hee!" you smile as you look behind you and at your boyfriend.
"I love youuu"
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