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gltzgghln · 2 years ago

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grrr having mixed feelings on my blog being 18+ now cuz. my blog is for Everything and isn't inherently nsfw I just need to tag things more responsibility. also not everyone puts their age in their bio so it's a bit confuzzling

#razzle dazzle #im also in a few communities about media for younger people (osc msm minecraft etc)#and id love to rb art by artists under 18 its just. Yea #am i being intrusive #i don't like saying minors ngl it makes me sound like a lawyer or smth #but yea i might just use my minors dni tag more broadly jic #but what do u all think

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rapidhighway · 2 months ago

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I can't believe people give advice that's basically "be less stressed". How can I explain to you that I've been scared of walking down the stairs since I learned to walk and I get an intrusive thought every time I cross a road. And then I have a lot more, actually real and important stuff to be anxious about!!

#like 90% of my intrusive thoughts are about me being harmed instead of the other way around #which i guess can be better than the alternative cause i question my morality less and stuff #like i went through the harmful yo others intrusive thoughts most of my childhood and it's kind of switched at some point #but now i am. unimaginably stressed by. everything #like sometimes i feel like im actually going crazy because how many times can you #live out your own death or have thoughts of great harm being donw to you. its just an insane feeling #whatever i was just thinking about a talk i had with one doctor #who asked me if i have a lot of stress in my life and when i said yes #she said “well you should become less stressed”#thanks girlie #ok sorry for using this post to vent about my intrusive thoughts but they suck ass and i can #never talk to anyone about them #god if i ever said more than a sentence about them I would feel so crazy

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acoraxia · 4 months ago

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read the nicest goddamn fic and it’s part of a SERIES and there’s only 3 PARTS AND IT HASN’T BEEN TOUCHED SINCE 2020

this is what i get for being 5’2ft

#god it was so good i was genuinely invested #its not everyday i read fics #i genuinely dislike it actually #i will never read a fic of a fandom i actively draw/write for #the only exception being trod because that got me into the fandom #anyways so i was reading this fic because it soothes my intrusive thoughts #replaces them with ocs doing these silly things #got hit with PLOT and awesome fucking characterization #IT WAS COMPLETED #ALL CHAPTERS FINISHED #BUT THEN IT SAID END OF PART 3 #AND THAT WAS IT #IT WAS A FUCKING CLIFFHANGER #WHAT DO I DO #WHERE DO I GO #WHO AM I

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widowshill · 1 month ago

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— And do you or do you not have difficulty remembering such simple instructions? — Only during thunderstorms, sir.

THE SOUND OF MUSIC (1965) / DARK SHADOWS (1966)

#don't mind me just absolutely insane about the possibility (probability!) that vicki saw tsom the year before coming to collinwood.#the boom mic in the stairs shot is always cracking me up.#finally me and you and you and me just us and your friend steve (the boom mic operator)#➤ roger collins & victoria winters. ┊ pain sometimes precedes pleasure，miss winters.#gifs.#➤ edits & art. ┊ the evans cottage art gallery.#➤ roger collins. ┊ I and my ghosts want a drink.#➤ victoria winters. ┊ because she’s lost and lonely. because she looks in shadows.#there's obviously far; far less of a christian overtone in ds — but i wonder if you couldn't make the argument that it isn't also #on some level about belief?#belief; namely; in the ghosts that roger resists and vicki with both arms embraces;#faith in the not-so-minor deity liz stoddard; choosing to follow her doctrine even in the face of conflicting truth.#one might consider collinsport a faithful congregation taking sermons from the mount — from the mouth of the reclusive ascetic;#conveyed by loyal (devastatingly; sacrificially loyal) disciples.#and vicki; searching for belonging; for a home; for a family; falls very lamb-like into the flock.#all old gods of course demand their sacrifices in blood: burke; namely; but also matthew; bill; roger (so-attempted)#if i were pushing it (which I always am) you could go so far as to say collinwood's son rises from the tomb.#''but the day of the Lord will come as a thief in the night'' etc etc. demanding; first; sacrificial livestock; then virgin blood.#anyway! I digress.#''they say confession is good for the soul. well; my soul needs purifying.''#vicki as the prototypical virgin — the clean slate without history; clear water with neither dirt nor blood —#in which roger cleanses himself (somewhat forcefully!); to wash away guilt and suspicion;#the force of virtue that prevents the intrusion of sin; either through the wood of the confessional or very literally at her bedroom door.#''an innate sense of goodness'' etc; besides being something of a conduit between this world and the next:#re. the seances; the appearances of josette and bill; the various and varied encounters with supernatural; the time travel;#as one might expect of an angel ... or a saint. and one could argue that she goes on to restore roger's faith —#if not in the goodness of the world at large; then the existence of goodness; or in the worth of belief itself.#anyway. long way of saying i love man x his governess whether it's catholic or satanic. sign me up.

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clowningcrows · 2 months ago

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how the intrusive thoughts, fear of abandonment, and rejection sensitive dysphoria combo be hitting

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justaboot · 1 year ago

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Well since I know it broke you, what about something involving Della (OG design) inspired by Never Love an Anchor for an art request?

Do you ever think of me and my two hands, and wonder why they never soothed your fevers? And wonder why They never tied your shoes? And wonder why They never held you gently? And wonder why They never had the chance to lose you?

-Never Love an Anchor, The Crane Wives

(rude.)

#I am owed emotional damages by tumblr user korkorali #della duck #ducktales #ducktales 2017 #dt17 #literally forever plagued by the idea of della being forever plagued by ONE intrusive thought right before she left #and fearing that her one moment of fear of commitment was the real reason she took the spear #when in actuality it was one last joyrun #but that one speck of doubt will literally always be there #ugh

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goldensunset · 2 months ago

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i bring a sort of opening my mouth to ask simple innocent questions and make harmless comments to a public room that my acquaintances don’t really like

#don’t stare at me like a deer in headlights and make me feel like an intrusive weirdo freak. do you want me to just kill myself #i am trying so hard out here to be a person come onnnn i’m not even being weird you’re just being rude #because i am not one of your friends you don’t care about my existence #ARGHGHHGHGHGH am i the problem or not #peach rambles

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m0e-ru · 2 years ago

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(watched visualive again voice) they should be friends

#persona 4 #p4 #⛽️🌫#moel gas station attendant #tohru adachi #gsa sl au #arttag #boot.tingting #// shoiuld i tag souji idk it feels intrusive <- LOL #// throwing in art here thats technically a year old because i redrew it. i dont know. remember when i was more shameless about them #// ahh let's go back to the days where i would just be watching vl for the 300th time and not the 1000th and id be making #// love letters about it and essays nitpicking all about it than. whatever's happening now #// referring to my pre october 2020 era as WHEN I STILL HAD FAITH #// wish i could talk to that me as the me i am now we would have so much fun and they wouldnt experience the horrors as badly #// sorry for being sentimental lmao i hope you guys are doing well 💪💪💪

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ebbpettier · 1 year ago

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there's a part of my brain that really wonders how simon snow would feel if he knew how many people just unironically celebrated his birthday, on a meta level. not because it's like a chosen-one national holiday and he's the protagonist, but because they love him as a person and want to see him succeed, prophecy be damned.

#frequently daydreaming about 'fictional character finds out how much they are Loved'#as someone with a lot of paranoid intrusive thoughts about 'what if i'm being observed by a third party what if i am a book being read' lik #I CANNOT HELP BUT TEAR UP A LITTLE simon buddy do you know that you are our Favorite and it's not because the audience sees you as a messia

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tothesolarium · 5 months ago

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how did my professor recommend me The Color of Outer Space

and I found the whole ass wrong book

its about a farm??? I was reading space travel what did I do