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Random Blog Shenanigans #2
By the way!! for those who put descriptions in their reposts, I do read them and appreciate them a lot! But its difficult for me to respond back! (;´д`)ゞ Thank you so much for all your support for my silly lil artsy things! ♪(´▽`) I'm still trying to figure out how to use tumblr a lot though..
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Nightmare NariLamb Comic
Here's all the pages of my Nightmare comic! Be warned there's CoTL spoilers as well as abuse, blood and gore!
If you're having troubles reading the text on the pages you can check out this google doc which has all the text typed out and some extra notes.
https://docs.google.com/document/d/16E0AF3Iu-ow1b696yiPW7kRm-IfeTwIkZWAxRjMAYMw/edit?usp=sharing
The End
#cult of the lamb#cotl#cotl narinder#cotl lamb#cotl shamura#cotl leshy#cotl heket#cotl kallamar#cotl shitten#narilamb#narilamb comic#am i even tagging things right on tumblr?#i'm not used to tumblr#someone help me :/
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I hope leftists who think they’re above voting for president or are voting for Jill Stein or whoever because it’s their stupid way of protesting the system feel good about themselves, especially if Trump wins partly because of your negligence 😍 I know you’re not doing shit to plan the proletarian revolution, especially before January, so you guys better not complain about something harming you that you didn’t even bother to try and change
(edit: changed the last part bc I wrote “…if life gets a lot worse for you” cause that does nottt sound right at all and I apologize for writing that)
#if you have the option to help make change and do nothing then that’s your fault#ah yes! taking absolutely no action! that'll show the corrupt two-party system!#I’m literally a leftist too I don’t like aligning with the democrat party either but like… what other choice do we have right now#why not just vote for the one who sucks less#also you do know Jill Stein and Rudolph Ware don’t give a fuck about you or any leftist issues right#like they’re literally just there to get in the way for people who are too dumb to realize they’re basically just handing a vote to Trump#sorry for my raging here we see that I am very nervous for this election lol#and i know i'm being dramatic i don't actually want life to get worse for anyone but like... if you're anti-trump but don't vote for kamala#you're basically just getting what you asked for#american politics#vote blue#us politics#i know trump supporters are the ones to be angrier with ofc but this type of people are really irritating too#breaking: 20-year-old chronically online tumblr user changes the minds of thousands last-minute by ranting (/s)
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TW: YAPPING
ashley being a girl is so important to me it's not even funny.
i think she has become a sort of comfort character for me. her being so wrong, so flawed, so evil gives me a sense of catharsis many other characters failed to replicate.
through her dialogue, her personality, her character... she feels like the horrors of being a woman incarnate. wether people choose to acknowledge it or not, because society expects different things from boys and girls, they're treated differently when they differ from the standards imposed on them. that's why i think ashley's impact would be very different if she were a man, hell, it would probably be a very different story, with a whole new character.
she is the one who cleans the house and cooks, despite andrew being the parentified sibling. she is the one who is insecure about her appearance and sees sex as a transaction. she is the one who has bursting, explosive emotions that tend to be dismissed. she is the one who can't help feeling competitive over other women. she is a nightmare, and instills nightmares on others, all while being our unladylike girl with awesome fat tits.
i was raised as a girl, and grew up autistic. it wasn't great. and although my past differs from ashley's, when i see her i think to myself, "she gets it."
i see a lot of trans girlies finding comfort in ashley too. bpd girlies. girls who were othered. maybe we want the sense of freedom to feel anger about past experiences. maybe she is just a healthy(?) way to deal with the inherent darkness(tm). i'm not entirely sure. but i think there are many reasons women can connect with ashley.
i mean, outside of tumblr she was hated and very few even bothered to look at things from her perspective. and maybe i am ignorant, but as far as i know, the majority of the fanbase outside tumblr is (very) normie men.
they don't even understand cannibalism!
#the coffin of andy and leyley#ashley graves#i could go on an entire new tangent about the way cannibalism affects her character#but my autism didn't give me good writing powers yet so maybe next time#i can't help but wonder sometimes#was this even intentional by nemlei?#because it's so good. and it's so clear. it's so obvious to us tumblr dwellers.#and yet so many people who got into the game never grasped what ashley feels like.#it comes together perfectly and you can tell it was crafted this way right?#am i crazy?#(maybe but not the point)#love yapping about ashley. i should do it more actually it's my blog i do what i want
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Happy Valentines, Akira. Happy Valentines, Asshole.
If you can’t read what Akechi’s secondary inner-dialogue says cause I obscured it too much behind his regular dialogue, here’s a transcription in panel order: Hello, you fucking- Ah- Hello, Akira! Fuck off, why should I tell you- Just a soda- there’s a new flavor.
I don’t want your shitty gift. Oh- haha! You’re so sweet.
I hope I choke. They’re lovely, thank you.
Like hell. Likewise. There’s no way it’s just a coincidence. Still though, it’s a funny coincidence.
#p5#akeshu#akechi goro#kurusu akira#wow- me?? posting a valentines comic... actually on?? valentines????? wack. absolutely wack#it's a short one! I purposefully tried to keep it short. it was a challenge and it still ended up being 3 pages. but i blame my canvas size#also in case u can't see what akira is holding out to akechi: theyre chocolate covered strawberries on sticks!#i saw them irl and was like oh god i want those. i am going to project that feeling on my favorite characters so help me god#and now! here we are! but my shitty-ass coloring & line quality make it hard to discern them so. sorry about that lmaooooo#ANYWAY i don't do enough post-maruki stuff so. i made this one a little bittersweet. :)#why did i put akechi's scarf in a bow? honestly i dont know! i think i saw some art a while ago that did that too and i thought it was cute#well. plus i guess there's the symbolism of 'akechi being alive and reciprocating your feelings (however involuntarily) IS a gift' part#hence that hes wrapped up in a bow. like a present. :)#also god. the first panel is supposed to be akechi's reflection in a vending machine window. I could NOT get it to look right#so for reference!!! just so you guys understand!!!!!! thats what that panel is supposed to be!!! he is NOT in fact a ghost. (sigh)#hope you enjoyed and had a lovely valentines!! for my part i have eaten nothing but sweets today and hoo boy will that have been a mistake#ALSO in terms of the audience-participation comic...hopefully coming soon. if i can ever gain the will to draw it.#but at least tumblr has polls now so i can do the audience-choose-y bit without needing to use a separate website! so thats good i guess#anyway anyway anway thanks for listening to me ramble if you made it this far! have a lovely rest of your day and hopefully see u again soon
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This is all recent, like today recent.
#jumblr#antisemitism#jewish#israel#i stand with israel#am yisrael chai#leftist antisemitism#right wing antisemitism#tumblr antisemtism#staff refuses to help me#this is just my life i guess#stop harrassing the jews plz n thx#proud jew#no im not donating to some person using a fake story to make money#fuck off all of you#im sorry for swearing but im tired of it
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My Neekeys over the last two-odd years. I was curious to see the changes 🤔
#forgive the low quality dfghfds it was just an experiment#now to do the DRAW ANYONE ELSE challenge#siggy draws#he is my blorbo. my muse. i guess#don't get me wrong. i am CRINGING and SWEATING at just the thought of uploading this.#have i been drawing almost every day my entire life? yes. does my style still change all the time? yes!#and i'm mostly self-taught so i struuuuggle a lot. i'll finally admit that reference pictures help immensely. no shit lol.#i learned a lot in the last 2 years!!! there are some really ugly ones i didn't show but i kept the cringe old ones sdfghfds help.#i mean they're still here on tumblr so i can't exactly hide them#you can kind of see when i actually started to use reference pictures. and when i got more used to using a tablet#idk digital art is so hard. it's a whole other world. but i'm in it now and haven't drawn traditionally in forever#i can also literally see how i used to CRUSH my nibs while drawing. all those really thin lines?? i pressed too hard lol#i've actually kept all my nibs since i started drawing digitally and....... it's too many fghfds#that one slightly more realistic nicky in the bottom right of the first collage lmaooo. i should finish him... maybe... it's haaard.#the top right on the first collage and bottom right on the second one are good comparisons ;_; they're both pirate!nico gifts for lily!!#i'm feeling sentimental now omg
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grrriaanwwnananannn i tried to make a cool effect but its not really that cool
sorry fo the casual negativity but im going through the craziest art crisis ever and like im completely overhauling as much as i can from my old art style so all i have rn are doodles ahhhh its so frustrating but i feel like i should post somethin anyway just to make me feel better
#dsmp dni#as much as that will help anything#hermitcraft#hermitcraft whatever season honestly#hermitcraft is very long i realized#in the early episodes of grians season 6 pov rn#ive watched it out of order so i mean i finished season 8#if youve seen that one time i talked abt hermitcraft in my tags#u know how scared i am to post any hermitcraft fanart#not because im not proud but because im just scared#minecraft smp fandoms are…. not always the kind of people i want to attract#no shade i just dont have a lot of faith#grian#does this count as a specific grian#i dont know any of the grian lore#or any lore#i really dont care about the lore#theyre just funny guys building cool shit on a big server#grian fanart#hermitcraft grian#i dooonnnt know really#i usually use tumblr tags as like a personal diary but rn im just feeling bitter#I HATE MY ART!!!! I HATE DRAWING!!!#the art crisis is less an art crisis and more an identity crisis#i think im getting on the right foot with my art wnd then i feel like i mess it up?#digital art especially i just hate everything i do digitally#really negative what a debby downer am i right#but nobody actually reads tumblr tags#also its my blog i can be a debby downer on my blog#for archivial purposes obviously
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owl house fandom did you know “child of the stars/star child” is a way to say autistic child in Taiwan
ANYWYA The Collector is autistic I’ve been noting his autistic traits this whole time and barely realized what star child meant so it’s funny seeing everyone call him that knowing what it means kinda out of context
It’s such a pretty phrase too, I’m gonna start describing myself with that too tbh
#the collector#toh collector#collector owl house#the collector is autistic guys hear me out#probably one of the reasons I find them very relatable#i am autistic as well if that wasn’t obvious#i don’t use tumblr idk if I’m posting right#people talk in tags right RUGHT HELP#owl house#the owl house#not canon btw probably just wishful thinking
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Apparently this game came out like 3 days ago, July 28th. I accidentally figured out I can throw the weapon with tab and it has such satisfying sounds altogether. It's funny how what was supposed to be a 5-10 second clip became 40 seconds because I was obsessed with the sounds.
It doesn't actually hurt enemies when thrown, but it seems to be a fun thing to do, maybe even a mechanic later in the game to weigh a pressure plate down with it. When I got to the first boss and I got disarmed when it attacked me a bit I was so surprised it was an actual mechanic and not just for fun.
I also find it funny that Sybil by default has no pants on and has an accessibility option to give her pants lmao
Also the game immediately gave me this vibe which made me buy it immediately
Very cool I love this game, Sybil is cute and I love the parkour mechanics of the game
#pseudoregalia#new game!#still not used to tumblr#how to tags work#am i doing this right?#god help me#cool game#super satisfying#lowpoly#gaming
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sometimes i remember the hunger games and how nobody actually paid attention to what was in those books
#americans close your eyes and ears right now#i'm well aware that my political takes are way too spicy for you all#and i really do wish my media diet didn't contain so much us-centric shit#but alas we're all suffering here#and i could say that 'oh actually it does matter who your president is for us in the world'#but it doesn't. it really fucking doesn't. that's kind of the point.#oh i'm sorry my spicy takes are already starting#anyway it is wild that you all can understand katniss assassinating coin at the end of mockingjay#but get super upsetty that chappell roan won't support your favorite presidential candidate with her full chest#like come on none of you actually thought that her using the phrase both sides meant that she was a republican or even a centrist#that's just copium#you all knew exactly what she meant#but i guess encouraging people to think critically and get involved with their local elections and politics as well is... bad now?#also... why do you all care so much about a random pop star's opinion and whether or not she dares to criticize a government#like... she's right but i'm sure 5 years from now if she survives in the limelight her edges will be completely chipped away#by all this insane reaction#and before anyone comes for me... no i'm not saying you shouldn't vote. please fucking do.#neither am i saying you shouldn't vote strategically or encourage other people to do so#but if all your energy is spent policing people who criticize your chosen party because of their own principles#then there's something seriously wrong with your politics#and all you're signalling is that you truly do not fucking care about the issues that they care about#if anything..... you RESENT them#and then the same people bring up the parable of the 'unjust man'#or how it's never the right time to talk about gun violence in your country#harm reduction is all good and based but attacking people who are leveraging their support to push your party left#is not. it's not even fucking helpful#anyway. don't base your lives and politics around pop stars.#even if they are more based than you 🤷#i think i'm done now thank you tumblr for letting me have insane rants in my tags that hopefully no one reads#idk i just find this all depressing. i wish you all cared more about the world outside of your bubble. i wish we all did - myself included.
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Greetings and Salutations!
(SYS INTRO)
The Ghosttown Syndicate
BYI/DNI:
We are a truamagenic system who does not support any other sys-type. Kindly DNI if you support, are, or have “endo/other sys type” safe pages. Please block us. We don’t want your interactions! /g/srs
We are fictive heavy!
As of now, we have all male/male presenting alters.
Anyone above 23 DNI! Anyone below 15 DNI.
Not all of us will have intros!
Please do not treat our alters as their source. Assume they don’t want to be.
HOSTS!!: (Name - Role(s) - Tag)
QSMP!Cellbit: main host, Comforter, Soother - 🔧 (taken..sorry I wanted to add that lol. -🔧)
Some info about us!
We are an OSDD-1b system of almost 50! We are also artists. (Please don’t ask us for requests!)
We have autism, ADHD and BPD!
We are Minecraft pros!! We really enjoy Minecraft, Roblox, CRK, QSMP, Pokémon, and tons more. (We also slightly enjoy DSMP but understand we do NOT support Dream! ^^ /srs)
Anyways, we don’t know how to fucking use Tumblr so heres a wall of infoboxes LMAAOOOO 😭😭
#system intro#osdd-1b#endos dni#literally please leave us alone 💀#traumagenic#fictive heavy#help ive been here 10 minutes and tumblr is horrifying#did tag cause why not#osdd system#traumagenic system#did and osdd systems friend us#am i tumblring right
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jarchivist sims and simon petrikov would get along quite well actually
#fionna and cake#the magnus archives#simon petrikov#jonathan sims#jarchavist#tma#adventure time#am i using tumblr right#is this how tags work#help#garden variety myosnt posting
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"no matter what happens, stay alive" i don't want to. i can't. i'm tired of this. i am so fucking tired of this.
i've been off-and-on suicidal for the past 8 years of my life. i've been fighting the urge to put a gun to my head since last december. i almost committed in august but didn't because i was sobbing so hard that i passed out. i don't have the money or resources to get out of here, and even if i did i'd be leaving behind the only two people i have left. if i left this place to live a better life knowing that they would still be stuck rotting in this hell, i don't know how i would live with myself. i'm trying to keep my grip on the thread i've been holding onto for their sake, but my arms are tired and the abyss below me seems so welcoming, so peaceful. the abyss i've been dangling over would never leave me to rot for the sake of religion. the abyss would welcome me like it's welcomed everyone else.
to those of you who stay here to fight, to those of you who run to keep yourselves safe, you're doing great. you're stronger than i ever was and i applaud you for it.
but i wasn't built to last. if he's still the winner when the results are finalized, i'm either going to find a way to get us out of here or i'm going to die trying. because at this point, fighting through the next 4 years is not an option for me.
"that's what he wants" i know. i know. i know but i don't care. i don't fucking care anymore. i can no longer force myself to care. i am one person. i am one person in a sea of millions. i am one person and i am exhausted. i am one person and at the end of the day, whether i live or die will affect virtually nothing in the grand scheme of things. i cannot live like this for the next 4 years. i will not survive.
i'm so tired.
#tw sui talk#vent post#personal vent#you know you're fucked when even the muppet joker is begging people not to lose hope#thank you kermit it honestly did help#the part of me that's addicted to escapism wants to go play minecraft or stardew or the sims and ignore everything until i pass out#but i can't knowing that i'd be wasting the time that i should be using to figure out what the fuck i'm going to do#i cannot bring myself to get out of bed#it's the only place i feel safe right now#if i can't get me and my friends out of this country then i am going to put a gun to my head#us elections#election 2024#us election 2024#using tumblr as if it's my own personal void to scream into
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I want a new hyperfixation, smth for me to draw like a madman. I need to use my energy onto smth. I NEED SMTH TO OBSESS ON
#I need help#To those that followed cuz of a fandom... Sorry#not really sorry#I crave to draw chaos#Hope y'all are fine with ocs#This doesn't mean I'll post a lot XD#Am I using Tumblr right?
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