#always goodnight lmao
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Sometimes I just end up daydreaming about what it would be like if I had managed to pursue my small interests or hobbies that I don't really do anything about/that my interest for them fell through the cracks/that I don't see enough potential in myself to live off of them. And like. What life would be like if I thought even slightly different about any of them. I like to think somewhere down the line in another world there is this guy who managed and is living his best life
#my posts#fun post fact: the swype keyboard thing tried to change daydream into fairytale at least 3 times#... I'm gonna try to sleep again now#I'm sick and tired but I've been sleeping more than what I've been awake for the last two days#so now I'm sick and tired and sad and disappointed in myself lmao oh well#always goodnight lmao#... adding to my tags#like. just imagine#how different life would be if i wasn't like this#i think I've always wanted good results with no effort#i was a child taking piano classes not wanting to practice and hoping I'd do good like come on.#and out translates to every aspect of my life it's just.#how could i have tried doing music for a living i don't have that mentality#I'm just a half baked artist dumbass who doesn't really do shit that's why i decided to don't even attempt to drop something art related#for a living.#i don't do well with long term plans either and I'm just.#.... im gonna try. again. to sleep. but. yeah no. going through it
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okay last thing and i know this is easier said than done and i think it's less of final end point and more of a continuous journey but once you let go of your shame and embarrassment over the things that make you happy, you'll have a lot more fun
#on this journey right now#and i think it's going okay#as a chronically insecure person with terrible self worth LMAO i am always defaulting to: oh but people see this and it's embarrassing#but i'm learning to ask myself why i think that and where the shame comes from#maybe someone does see me fall flat on my face but i'm a human being and human beings do that#it's okay#i've done it before and i'll do it again and life will continue#generally accepted that into my every day life and working to incorporate that into writing#i have so much to say about this topic but i think at the end of the day#i will remember the fun i have sharing the things i love#more than i will remember how awkward i felt for a little while#it's okay to be embarrassed that's natural#but dont let it stop you from doing the little things that make you happy#think of your child self etc etc etc#okay goodnight love you byeeeeee#✿ shut up willow
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for @sneakystorms who requested robul + highschool AU & something with them and moldova hihi
#hetalia#aph romania#aph bulgaria#aph moldova#hws romania#hws bulgaria#hws moldova#this is really just the students who can’t study#I wanted to write a ton of headcanons in the tags but it’s 1am#no brain cells left….goodnight#bul so relatable to me……I always fell asleep in school HAHAHAHAHA#I also wore cooling eyepatches every morning HAHAHAHA#(because I used to stay up all night reading fan fiction LMAO)#btw yall sent so many good requests omggg#can’t wait to draw them tomorrow promise
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i feel stupid and gullible and annoying and rejected and pathetic and silly and like a big inconvenience
#everytime he randomly falls asleep when im talking i feel like crying and fucking stupid and idiotic and annoying and like why did i ever#speak at all ever#why doesnt he just say hey im rly tired i cant talk goodnight BEFORE it gets to the point where he falls asleep on me😭#i get rly exhausted like that too and i just say goodnight before that and then when i am awake and exhausted i dont risk falling asleep on#anyone#ugh itd fine i always overreact i cant make him feel bad for everything he does. its not his fault i take everything personally lmao
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reminded how much i love her. she is everything give her summer give her spring
#i think i will write a song for her soon. depending on how fast commissionees get back to me#i may take One more day off of drawing because i did nothing today except stress about how badly i wanted to be drawing LMAO.#instead i outlined the production pipeline my team will be following for The Project in detail. tmw i may fidget with gestalts script after#the emails i have to send out are sent. it's pretty fully done but there's always room for improvement#who knows! goodnight
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prepping for my Bonus Days. i love tutorial agent lmao
#chemi chats#yknow. last year's ''take sundays off'' made a lot of sense.#october 2023 was PERFECT for skilltober as it was a full four weeks (so six days for each skill type per week plus a day off)#and left two days at the end - the 30th and 31 - for Ancient Reptilian and Limbic. so it worked out really evenly!!#using the same method in 2024 does not yield the same clean results hjkjg it looks. so fucking messy gang hgkjg#but generally you can take any 5 days off? it would make sense to split it at the first any five days in a row.#like how we had five sundays last year. so like if we had five mondays this month we'd do free days on mondays right?#but this months was tuesdays and we all STARTED on tuesday SO LIKE HGKJG OKAY MAN. NOW WHAT HGKJ#i want to be posting the same skills as everyone else everyday but that's a bit much to ask yknow? syncing up is fun but its HARD man hgkjg#the reason why im talking about this is because im NOT taking the free days hgkjg or maybe i'll take one who knows lmao hgkj#but my ''free'' days are: Tutorial Agent with the INTs. Solace with the PSYs. Volta Do Mar with the FYSs. Kinetic Dressage with the MOTs.#and maybe Vices thrown in there? i might make Vices physique and put Volta with the psyches? and make Solace a little bonus end?#because i love her and shes special hgkj but i guess i'll see hkjf but EITHER WAY im gonna be posting on whenever free days are hgkj#so if everyone takes sundays+halloween off (except me because im Fucking Entrenched In This Shit) then thats when i'll post#(even though it'd be messy as hell like. splitting up the skill types hkjg??) maybe it'd make sense to do mondays+halloween so we can#finish a skill type section before taking a break/doing my bonus skills? and it'd even out but that requires coordination hgkjsk#sigh. or for me to accept that we'll all eventually fall out of sync and thats fine hgkj (<- I can be fine with this. It's just messy hkjg)#oh idk :P im gonna take my ''break''/bonus days on mondays+halloween and whatever happens happens <33#(<- assuming im gonna be able to finish a monthly challenge lmaooo) okay ive got a headache lmao goodnight i love you all as always <33
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4halo is a thing of beauty, because every time their relationship is at their rockiest, it rises out of the ashes like a Phoenix and comes back STRONGER
#Richarlyson saying gave up on helping forever with any relationships. forever still holding a grudge over not having access to BBH’s base.#bbh almost implicating forever in his prank on foolish. NO COMMUNICATION ABOUT ANYTHING#then BBH FOR ONCE ISNT OBLIVIOUS and clocks forever’s jealousy over hanging out with étoiles. they clear the air & have a heart-to-heart#and it’s like some cinema or novela stuff with forever sitting back all smug in his chair while BBH apologizes and says he’ll always be#by his side whether to laugh or cry or support him. and forever cutting him off cuz it’s getting too sweet and he’s embarrassed LSKDKFKFJSJJ#THEM SAYING GOODNIGHT IN CHAT AND SENDIN EACH ITHER HEARTS LIKE AHHHHHH 😭😭😭💕#I WAS SO WORRIED BUT BOY OH BOY AM I EATING WELL TONIGHT AT 1AM LMAO#QSMP#q!forever#q!badboyhalo#q!bbh#richarlyson#richarlyson qsmp#4halo#4halo nation thank you for standing strong even after our egg captain abandoned ship. YOURE THE TRUE HEROS
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Well dang. This is the word count of my second Inside Out fanfiction so far. I have the entire plot planned out, and it's just under 3/4 written right now! (Roughly 5/8ish chapters!)
Will be posting it very soon so keep an eye out if you're interested in this sorta thing! :D Here's the summary below:
Riley is seventeen now, turning eighteen in three months! There's a lot going on, a lot of exciting, scary, big things. And our Riley is a rockstar at handling all of them! And we still love our girl. Riley is into her final weeks of high school in the sunny June month in San Francisco. Responsibilities are piling up; so when Joy decides to take a stroll in Imagination Land one night to decompress, she comes across something, or someone rather, that puzzles, but also amazes the whole mind. A canon-complicit future fic of how I would imagine the personification of The Inner Child would pan out!
#inside out#inside out 2#inside out fandom#inside out joy#just a heads up i guess#most of my fics are joy focused because she in particular has always been my favourite#but everyone is in this one!#ngl the way i'm writing this feels like one of those really long fics that reads like a direct sequel#and i'm here for it#i just didn't know i was capable of that yknow lmao#anyways here i go again on my inside out hyperfixation i guess???#after nine years??#I am nearly in my mid twenties and did not expect to really get back into this#but here we are#but again#inside out was one of the main reasons i went into animation as my career path in the first place#so i kinda do get it yknow#anyways too many tags goodnight i'll keep working on this monster of a fic okay bye
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#you all thought my vent post meant i *wasnt* going to be sappy but you were wrong >:3#i do have the self control not to semd random dms like im drunk texting or something LMAO#but i just.#you mean so much to me.#i may be slow (or nonexistent) with replies but still youre patient and share with me what you love#and i always want to see it#im always excited about it#i may be awkward in conversations but still you reach out and give me a piece of you and i cherish that#i love stumbling over my words and sending lame reaction images with you#i love laughing with you and singing with you and i think you have a beautiful laugh and a beautiful singing voice#i love reading your writing whether its fluffy and silly or indulgently angsty or bearing a piece of your soul#i am grateful for your kindness and hope you know it is appreciated#and even if we never talk im grateful youre here#im happy we exist in this space together in the spirit of art and community and kindness#or if we used to talk more or if we will talk in the future#my memory isnt good in some aspects but i Do remember people and their passions and their creations and their kindness#and so im grateful#💖💖💖💖💖💖💖💖#OKAY GOODNIGHT#rose rambles#oh i had a sappy line about art too that i accidentally lost but i love looking at your art!!#original things or fandom things or personal things -- it makea the world more beautiful
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#marzi speaks#i need to go to sleep but my thoughts are plagued with sodomy#<- lmao hajime ass sentence#i torment a guy with his own gay thoughts…. and suddenly MY thoughts are filled with faggotry#actually my thoughts are always filled with faggotry that’s. not new#and i’m not ashamed of myself over it. lmao nevermind hajime ur on ur own buddy#i love putting that guy in the torment nexus. round and round he goes#i don’t know if i’ll have time to draw tomorrow but if i do. grins#i’m addicted to making ppl go insane over my art i love posting smth and then 3 different ppl are yelling at me#makes me feel Powerful >:3#anyways. i am very tired#goodnight tumblr
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they call me guy full of illness, due to the fact that i
#oooo we're not feelin so hot :']#bluhhh...#well we're staying hydrated. trying to. and we took medicine.#was drowsiness partt of that or is that just us being sleepy like always. lmao. shrodingers fatigue#happy new year amirite :P#lullaby beloved thank you for showing us the cool dragons we'llget to your ask soon we promise <33 <22#ohh we feel kinda delirious lmao okau goodnight#[three of swords]
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Ive doomed myself making Vik hot cuz that means I have to draw him hot
#there’s been attempts#they’re dog shiet#my ☕️ members can see first tho BDJSJDJSJDJ#sigh#whag have i done#tho i always wanted to make him hot#to compensate his evil /j#war crime oyaji i hate you so fucking much but you’re also hot as shit so i guess I can tolerate you#energy#LMAO#goodnight goobers#gummmyspeaks
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Me being a bit of a hater in tags,bucktommy mutuals I do not recommend looking love you all
#my biggest hater moment#will always be when buddie antis complain about buddie shippers not caring for bt cause of canon or whayever#but like...a majority of tommy is fanon#im sorry#we know SO little#we have so little scenes of them together#esp ones tjat are somehow to do with eddie lmao#i just#also in canon buck has had eddies blood in his mouth goodnight
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goodnight bub <3
#finally got calmed down about all the work stuff from today#the anxiety will probably be back in force tomrrow but for now it's okay :)#goodnight all!!! i feel like my goodnight posts are always way later than everybody else's lmao 🫶🏻#maddie's daily danny love post
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Baby fever so bad I've been thinking about the ideal number of kids for characters. What is wrong with me.
#no main tag#anyway. I think for freddy it would depend. he's the anxious type- so having just one kid would be a lot for him#I'd imagine his decision of having another baby would be impacted a lot by how the first kid went#if everything was mostly alright he'd be all for it- if shit went sideways he would forever dread having a second one#fred doesn't like children. so... he probably wouldn't have any if not tied to freddy. and even then would insist on only one#chica... I think she'd like two. I've heard headcanons that she has younger siblings#and I see her as the type to want to want that for her children too#although I also imagine she would want to have her kids later in life... mid 30s maybe#fox I also see as someone who wouldn't really want kids- especially since I headcanon him as trans#he doesn't want to be pregnant and he doesn't want to dedicate years of his life raising a child#when he already spent most of his childhood having to take care of meg since they didn't have any parents#maybe if his partner wanted to adopt. and they adopted a slightly older child instead of a baby. but that's a big maybe#bonnie... I'm not too sure honestly. I feel like he values his freedom and would want to enjoy his youth#but I don't think he'd be against having a kid or two (maybe even three)#also I find the idea of him having lots of kids funny because. bunny lol#so idk about him#golden meanwhile I fully believe would want a big family. he felt so alone growing up and he's so starved for love#so he dreams of having his own family with lots of kids living in a big house and being very happy <3#I think he'd be happy with up to five kids lmao. although he understands if his partner would rather have less#he'd definitely want at least two though. he always thought having a sibling would've made his childhood less lonely and sad#so he wants that for his own babies :')#I was going to say more characters but now I'm embarrassed lol goodnight
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#periodical life updates#(<- NUMBER 3!!!) I FINISHED THE ANIMATION AND EVERYTHING FOR THAT PROJECT AND SENT IT OFF! super excited!!#it looks really cute! i tried my best and im mostly satisfied of where i landed <33#it's my little sibling's birthday today!! it's also the first official meeting of lgbt club!! (the other event was a fun lgbt mixer)#my backpack smells bad. like mildew or mold maybe? urgh its awful and gives me a headache. i might need a new one. i dont know. urghhh.#my programming homework is due today!! yike!! but other than that my personal projects with deadlines are all done!#INIQUITY NOW THAT YOU HAVE TIME ARE YOU FINALLY GONNA WORK ON YOUR SELF SHIP BLOG?? YES!! HOPEFULLY!!#truthfully i /have/ been working on it on the side. it looks decent but the colors;;; i have always been pretty sht at color picking?#i can adjust with filters but without that im like. a little not good yet lmao. gotta do some studies sometime perhaps#BUT YAY EXCITED!! ive got some rambles and doodles and a tag system and f/o info which is extremely cumbersome (affectionate)!!#also i have new fandom ocs for the latest dimension 20 campaign and im so delighted heho <33 this campaign is literally so fun.#im watching it with my sibling when its done!! OOH ALSO I FIGURED OUT HOW TO PNGTUBE AND i will likely never use it BUT COOL!!#i dont like. talk. lmao. my art streams are 1) silent 2) rare 3) only shared with my siblings. pngtuber is a little useless. but CUTE!!#i got boba tea yesterday!! sandy bought it :3 <3 and we're having pho and cheesecake later and i might plan out a little excursion today?#like i might get a treatsie. OR i'll just sit on campus as usual and get a mango smoothie and draw for a while (or work on homework.)#(lets be honest its likely the former. i might get a little back into traditional? ooh or maybe i'll practice my asl?) HEY THOUGH.#ive been thinking about making a henrey stickmn (ask)blog to practice asl? like. no plot. just henry teaching ellie and charles asl#really funny considering my Real concept of an askblog for THSC. not ace or eca; but a secret third thing (⛎) ;)#then again since when have i EVER followed through on an askblog lmao?? damb im all over the place today. we're already hitting tag limit#okay!! 3 AM!! if im going early tomorrow i gotta eep! goodnight everyone i love you!! see you tomorrow if i have the energy and time!!
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