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HIVERY AVERY AVERY AVERY!!!!!!!! you give off such fun vibes. youre so fun to be around and you have such wonderful ideas and jokes. i love your sense of humor its so creative and well thought out, and i dont know many people with similar forms of humorous bits and its such a breath of fresh air every time i hear your jokes.
youve also got just. amazing taste in characters and wonderful ideas and character brainrot. just in general from the times ive heard your thoughts, weather about characters or the occasional philisophical topic, its always just so great because you always have something worth thinking about in mind which just opens up so many more perspectives to me.
#snobsasks#YOU :POINT: KEEP BEING YOURSELF#overall youre such a lovely and clever person#always fun to see you anywhere
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good morning DCA fandom. having a normal one i see
#muzz mumbles#did not think my sleepy yearning post would go anywhere but it's nice to see people enjoying it#i don't often feel THIS tender so when i do it's always fun seeing it spread#im infecting you >:) now we're BOTH tender and sick in the head
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i love laslow and nyx’s supports and i love how they go from trauma dump central in the b support




to making fun of their angst in the a


like theyre soooo lame and it makes me emo and every time i watch this support i kick my feet and twirl my hair theyre SOOOOOOO SICKENING. WHO WROTE THIS. WHOOOOOOO
#ann plays fates#THIS IS MY LAST GAMEPLAY (‘gameplay’ im reading supports and nothing else) POST OF THE NIGHT I SWEAR#IM DONE#i just have a lot of meaningless thoughts im having a lot of fun#i forgot how much i love these characters its been so long#but yeah i feel like i post about this convo a lot but its always just a different part of it#but its not my fault the whole thing is SO good#i love them so much… definition of comfort hets#even if theyre both definitely bisexual#las also has like aspec stuff going on as well but thats neither here nor there#theyre just sooooo…#im so into the ‘seeing the worst in yourself but the best in the other person’ thing#and they do it so well#bc its like u see their angst and where it comes from and it really is all so unfathomable#and with laslow like obviously the other two could feel the same but hes very much the most introspective of the three#and ive talked about it before but his relationship with death is very different than the other two#and so i think for him to get wrapped up in his own self loathing with this is so much fun#AND ALSO THE FACT THAT THIS IS THE ONLY PLACE YOU FIGURE OUT HE BLAMES HIMSELF FOR LEAVING THE BAD TIMELINE?!#HE DOESNT TALK ABOUT IT ANYWHERE ELSE (to my knowledge?!)#and then with nyx i feel like a lot of her supports are about her helping others#which makes sense! she wants to repent and this is how shes doing it#but i think for laslow to come along and tell her there is someone like her out there (him!!) can help her come out of her isolation a bit#and its j really sweet#I LOVE THEMM I HAVE SO MANY THOUGHTS ABOUT THEM ALL THE TIME#also i LOVE two of the saddest people in the army coming together and making the happiest cutest daughter ever#two characters so moon and stars adjacent having a sunny baby… STOPPPPP#another episode of ann making up shit thats not even close to canon#i feel like ppl often say ‘laslow is fates’ best character’ ‘nyx is so well written!’#and yet no one ever reads their convo together which is a shame bc even if its j platonic i think its a really important one for both#anyways tag limit. i only reach it when talking about them…
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i don't have the screenshots on hand because this is just a thought i needed to let out after being woken up by my buildings fire alarm at 7am (i am in shambles, thanks for asking) but back at the start of canto 7 i was trying to figure out what in the Fuck hong lu meant by don quixote being 'the most lucid' of the sinners and eventually my read was that she's the one who's most clear on what she wants because hong lu brought up how her eyes are sparkling and the two times dante notes someone's eyes sparkling in that episode (?) were when don talks about saving all the people in la manchaland and when charon says she wants to eat candy at an amusement park, and also this would very nicely mirror the bit in the final sancho fight when dante ruminates about how so far they've been trying to help the sinners out of their issues by figuring out what they want and then promising it to them but with sancho she doesn't want anything because everything she's wanted as don quixote was part of that dream that she's now woken up from (especially with dulcinae talking at length about the difference between sancho and don's eyes)
but like..... there's one other thing about eyes that dante notices in that early episode
so i'm wondering if this is an idea that's gonna come back in canto 8, that dante's old tricks aren't going to work here either because hong lu just doesn't really want anything for himself when he's been living his whole life surrendering (hah) himself to being used by other people for their own goals
#lcb#limbus company#limbus company spoilers#honestly shockingly coherent writing from me given the. conditions of its creation#i'm just putting in all my canto 8 predictions now like i'm buying stocks sghbsbd#it's the ak player in me lol like fun fact i predicted that astesia's sister will release as a caster like at least a year before#astgenne came out in dorothy's vision but i never wrote that down anywhere so i can't even prove it#there's a whole other post i could make at the end about like#effervescent corrosion rodion vs hong lu's corrosion voice lines#about how rodya's talks about making a pearl (valuable) while hong lu's talks about turning filth into something useful#like oh i see that's where your priorities are huh. that's how you think about yourself#augh#really living up to my blog description#edit this also ties nicely into all the people saying like given the choice between the sinners and his family#hong lu would chose his family every time#i'm just imagining the showdown of like dante asking don't you want to come back to adventuring with the sinners?? isnt that what you want?#and hong lu's just like well i only joined lcb because it's what my family wanted for me but now they want me to come back so...#<- me feeding my own prediction that the season highlight id for canto 8 will be like a jia family heir hong lu or something like that#given that the seasonal highlight ids always seem to be like the worst versions of that sinner#ehehhehehehehhehehe
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Made it into old yharnam!
Cathedral ward is pretty blocked off for now, I've got just enough leg room to run about and grind the enemies but that's about it. Met Alfred!! He's got a way smoother voice than I remember, but knowing what I do of him gives me the creeps. Helpful enough though - I can summon him at the entrance of the blood starved beasts church.
The funny thing about playing this game with great general knowledge of it is that I recognise many rooms and important locations, but I don't know where on earth those places are, so I'm still stumbling blindly onto them. There's a lot of stuff I know, surface level, like the history of Queen yharnam and the vile bloods and the healing church, but I'm uncovering a lot of smaller stuff that adds to the richness of the world.
The gatling sniper on the tower uses a boom weapon, which means he's a (remnant?) member of the crazy explosion sect of hunters. And I can't put it into words, but I feel like that makes sense with the heavy and thankless duty he has taken on, almost sacrificing himself to protect and guard the quarantined community of old yharnam where no one else would stand for them. Something about the bull headed determination despite what society might say, a deeply emotional morality and a lifetime among monsters and men.
Like I would not make it as a hunter because I read the sign and was like 'welp none of my business let's turn back' but unfortunately that's the only way to progress!
Old yharnam is pleasingly vertical, very easy to get around despite being very disorienting. I don't know how they managed to make an 'old town' area in the gothic cobblestone wet dream of an old town but they did it and they did it WELL.
I did get stuck on getting the messenger bandages in that one corner of the beast church like seven/eight times (why so harrrrrd) but I only died twice to the frenzied mob of parishioners, so, win! I felt so bad each time, though, like I'm not here to kill anyone I just want to loot the place (and interrogate the sniper) I'll be on my way! Their singing was almost nice, shame they kept spotting me (how?!) and starting up those awful screeches. And then they chased me to the ends of the earth!!! Glowing red eyes!! Very scary!!!!
I've reached the blood starved beast so far, but I know that she's a tough one (and FAST, killed me quick) so I'm going to grind the new areas and crank up the levels. Learn my way around them like I know central like the back of my hand. I'm really good at parrying to visceral (thank you zelda breath of the wild) but bullets are SO EXPENSIVE. WHY.
#Ngl I am proud of my ability to parry it always feels so good to pull off#This is my first souls like game and certainly the first with proper builds and level ups (normally it's the pokemon doing that lol)#So I think I'm doing pretty well!! Very fun.#The grave keepers (stave and purple lantern guys) scared me at the start but they're such push overs lol so easy to visceral first try#Cathedral ward is interesting because it reminds me of fog canyon from hollow knight#It's really interesting to see its inspirations in reverse. I already was used to the shade mechanic (blood echoes retrieved)#But yeah fog canyon starts off as a very limited area that guides you to the next area but as you unlock more paths it blooms into this#Huge biome that almost acts like a shortcut hub to most anywhere because it's so central on the map. And it eventually has#The last piece of the key needed to the end. And that reminds me a lot of cathedral ward.#Very good game design I like it#I can parry werewolves and giants and grave keepers and townsfolks almost 100% of the time! It's so handy!!#Definitely developing the gun further in my build it's way too useful I JUST WISH BULLETS WERE CHEAPER#bloodborne
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Pets have to run around in the middle of the night, it’s very important (Patreon)
Bonus Sims screenshots ♥
#Doodles#Villainsona#Just Desserts#The Sims 2#WPTS2#WPVG#The Sims#I'd actually made Charm in the Sims 2 a bit back - I always want to make everyone in the Sims at all times haha#But I decided to try really settling in to play recently >:3c See if I could get some new ideas! And - lo and behold haha#Just little things mostly centered around Taffy but I like that quite a lot! I don't integrate Taffy in Charm's life enough honestly#Like when I drew her house I didn't include a pet bed anywhere! She needs somewhere to sleep! So now she has a couple#While playing she'd mostly get in and out of her pet bed downstairs to go chew - she's a dog not actually a sheep haha#I picked her up from ModTheSims actually - she's a Sheepoo lol#A lot of mods are present here actually now that I look at it - that wallpaper and the daybed and Charm's hair :0#I do love modded Sims 2...♥#Ahem but yeah so she'd get up to go chew or eat and then lay back down and be up and down all night#And since Charm's ''room'' isn't closed off from the main room - it's just a loft above - she could definitely hear her move around haha#She didn't bark thankfully because I think that Would have flagged Charm to wake up in-game but in reality Charm can be a light sleeper#Not always! But you do something often enough and it's bound to overlap once or twice#It's fun to draw sleepy Charm hehe#S'been a bit!#I do like the idea of them sleeping near each other :)#Charm's bed is too small for them to cuddle on it together but they have snuggled on the floor! Many sheepy hugs#Charm needs a pillow corner to doze in where she and Taffy can laze around in closer proximity#I haven't worked on floorplans in a bit :3c Might be fun ♪
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Addi oc lore!!! For the only proper addi oc I have!!! She's a purple addi and her name is Mobi L. Addison (ahaha so creative I know-)
Putting a cut here cause this is. Long
As her name suggests, she does mobile game advertising! The really obnoxious and weird and annoying kind <3 Very energetic, playful and excitable before the Incident :)
Okok so. Lore. Mobi was part of a small department of 3 ads. Her, a pink and an orange. They did smaller scale campaigns and stuff like banners in less populated websites and such. One day their orange addi got a sweet deal from a big company that would have him work at a different part of town. It was a lot of cash, and the other two encouraged him to take it. With a bit of hesitation he did, and they had a celebration and everything. Big promotion day!!!
Their orange left, and for a while he'd send texts, emails, and his sum of money to take care of bills and pay off the house and such. Then... texts became scarce, he became busier, and the money trickled to a stop. He didn't come back for the vacation they had planned months in advance. He just. Left them. What a dick >:/
Realizing this, Mo and Locke (the pink, also nicknamed Lucky), both upset but not having a lot of time to process the abandonment, had to take extra work from wherever they could to keep the house, pay bills, and keep their sales up. It was very stressful, but they were able to stay afloat for a good while. They were able to keep positive about things and even grew closer together as friends! Locke was. Clearly interested in being more than friends, but Mo was very oblivious of her advances and only saw her as a friend (she didn't know until waaaaay later, but she's aroace). And things were good! Until the INCIDENT MWAHAHAHA
So one day, Mobi did her usual morning routine, said goodbye to Locke as they went their separate ways to work until sundown, and then when she came back, Lucky wasn't home yet. Which is weird!!! Because she comes home hours before Mo!!!! Mobi sends a few texts, no dice. She makes a few phone calls, straight to voice mail. Oh no.
Like how all missing persons' cases go, eventually there's a police search, posters go up, several restless nights... After long hours of waiting for something, anything, the only thing that is found is Lucky's car parked in the grass somewhere way out of the outskirts of the city. It seemed like she was planning to return to it, because she'd left it running, and they found it out of battery. That's all they know about her, and that's all Mobi will ever know about what happened to her. (Maybe. I might let her know in the future I'm not sure.)
But you get to know!!! Heck yeah!!!! So!!!
Lucky was trying her best to help Mo out and lighten the load a little, y'know? So she may or may not. Gotten into some. Reeeeally shady business. But!! It paid well!! It totally wasn't running errands and occasionally clesning up the dirty work of a company that may or may not maybe perhaps mayhaps. Abduct people to use as snuff film props. Ahaha. Noooo. Definitely not that. Uhm. Well anyways you can guess how that ended up for her. Once she made one too many mistakes and wasn't as useful as before, well!!
At least there's a tape with evidence of her on-camera death somewhere out there. Maybe that's how Mo finds out, actually!
Anyways. So obviously Locke's disappearance leaves Mobi incredibly devastated. She barely has any time to grieve though, first she has to move out of home into a smaller apartment, she can't pay everything off by herself now. For a while, she doesn't work, sales get low, and she just. Doesn't know how to cope with this at ALL.
So!! How DO you cope with this AND work to pay rent and keep yourself alive?? Simple! Work yourself to death!!!
Mobi very healthily decides she's going to keep her mind off things by working herself until her circuits fry off. Very normal. So she goes to this big video advertising megacorp, takes as many jobs and errands as possible, and works as much as she can until she passes out from exhaustion. She becomes a veey reliable asset to the company, at least...?
Her only sustenance is coffee, energy drinks, anything that can keep her awake for as long as possible. She doesn't take sick days, she doesn't take vacation days, only works. And she enjoys it, in a way! After a month or two of initial struggles, she finds her rhythm and doesn't stop. Eventually, she forgets Locke. But she doesn't stop working! And she stays like that. For like ten years. Super exhausting, she's NOTHING like the fun, excitable addi shw used to be. She got to work for a big shot for a little while at least! If you get to see one of his old commercials, you might see her as a background actor in a few! Nowadays she mostly does video advert work, graphic design, banners, all that good stuff everyone absolutely hates. (Fun fact she loves targeting Berdly, her ads annoy him so much)
So this cycle happens for ages until there's a new addition to the company that changes everything for her. See, Mobi doesn't have friends. She doesn't have time for friends! She just works!! And then this GOOF of a yellow ad joins and brightens up the place so much, that she can't help but look their way and smile. Videon the silly goof. The plinko. (Listen I was so deep into Bright's addi lore here, I couldn't help myself-) Fun fact I chose Vid specifically for this because canonically they take a job where they aren't as home as often after the whole Spamton disappearing thing. So yeah
Mobi likes this ad, they're loud and playful and love hanging out and goofing off on stage, off stage, mischievous little shit. And it... snaps Mo out of her routine little by little. She starts interacting with them, saying hi when they come in, laughing at their stupid jokes, thinking 'wait that'd be so funny' when they suggest they do something clearly dumb. Why do you want to dump all those pounds of glitter on the actors for this commercial. No, get away from the glitter, gET AWAY-
So Mo warms up to them, and she starts conversations with them!! They start out casual until Vid makes one of those suggestions, and Mo can't catch herself when she gets excited and adds onto it. And oh god suddenly they are friends. Oh god oh no. We are so doomed guys. The more she hangs out with Vid, the more that playfulness and energy returns to her. She starts dropping a few of her dozens of jobs to take WEEKENDS off. Dear god her co-workers look at each other like she grew a second head. But she loves it. She loves hanging out with this new friend, talking to them, doing dumb stuff like pour a bottle of bubble bath into a fountain and running away from a disaster that ends up on the newspaper the next day (they never got caught). She likes inviting them home! Crashing at their place and meeting their department! Accidentally thrashing the place with them! (They did get caught and had to do all house chores for the next month. Still worth it.)
Finally, they get to that level of friendship where you can open up to one another about Life and Philosophy and Problems and Stuff. So they do, and Mo remembers that 'oh yeah. I never really grieved my friend's disappearance. I'm gonna cry for an hour now.' And she does, and Vid does too, they bond over their lost friends, talk about them, reminisce about their happy memories turned sour. Vid gets to talk about Spamton without any BLUE GUMBALL BITCH BOYS SHUNNING THEM ABOUT IT ahem huh what what was that. Uh. And Mobi gets to remember her fun times with Lucky, and share how much she hates that orange addi that I never bothered to name! This is when she learns she's aroace also. And Vid informs her Lucky obviously had a huge crush on her. Oh! Welp! Something new to process, hopefully properly this time.
Okay this is getting real long. I don't have much after this, except for the idea that Vid could offer helping to find anything they can about Lucky, any info at all, just to try and help her get some closure. She offers the same for them and Spamton's missing case. They wouldn't find anything Spam related, but they would find a lead for Lucky. And it leads them to perhaps a dangerous ARG-type rabbit-hole where they find documents of Lucky's involvement with the snuff film company, a copy of the tape of the film involving her death, and maybe even enough evidence for the authorities to launch a big investigation that saves dozens of missing ads and bringd closure to hundreds more. I like that, I think I'll make it canon. Like a buddy-cop thriller type thing or something idk.
Ok wow that was a lot. That's all I have/remember of the Mobi lore!!! Thanks for reading all this way if you did!! Woah!!!! I'm starving I'm gonna go eat BYEEEE
OH AND I SHOULD ADD HER REF SHEET TOO LEMME JUST

There we go!
( @emiplayzmc @yanderespamton78 and why not, @turntableart @solalunar-eclipse I told you guys about this but I don't remember how much so uhhh ye :3)
#bush RAMBLES#text post#lore post#fun fact the snuff film thing is what inspired one of turn's many Big Bad OCs :3 Mammon dearest I want to crush him like a bug#I hope this all made sense ajfjakfjsf this is all from memory#and as always if you see typos anywhere!!! No you did not!!!!!!!!#long ass post
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there really is a genre of post of people who's online experiences are Not Universal making some wild claims
#like that post that claimed sites like neopets didnt exist anymore#or that there arent roleplaying forums anywhere#etc etc#like. yes it is possible to go on the internet and only go on like. the big social medias#but there ARE still many other sites outside that that are very worth checking out#hell. flash game websites and similar still very much exist!!#postatoes#like. i just feel sympathy for the OP when i see those posts because the posts are always so sad#over a nostalgia that is still there if you walk outside of the walmart of social medias and look for holes in the wall#like. has the internet changed? absolutely. but so much of the posts are less about that and more like.#the person browses the internet as an adult in a different way than they did as a kid#they arent looking up ''cool games'' and downloading a virus on their computer#as a counterpoint maybe kids DONT look this stuff up now and stick to tiktok or w/e /are missing out on so many fun websites#i wouldnt know#but it does bug me when i see people say these sites are gone forever when they arent
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hey i know that skull
#right across from the works in creative computer graphics...#i was trying to find a video i watched about the works but i couldnt find it WEHHH. honestly wasnt great but i wonder where it went.#SOMEONE MADE ANOTHER VIDEO ABOUT FHE CGL ALSO AND I STILL HAVENT SEEN IT WAHH i should tho. i doubt it will#be anything new but still fun to see ppl talking about it.#original nonsense#worksposting#im really frustrated i couldnt find that one video grrrr i didnt save it anywhere and i doubt its in my watch history#bc im always logged out. swagever.#the thing that made the video not great is he never mentioned any sources. how are you gonna make an informational#video and not source anything. Dude Trust Me behaviour.
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it used to be that the name Con.nor was pretty 50/50 to have because of the ties to D.:.B.H but at least most people had that name and quickly everyone was like "oh Con.nor's not a unique name we can't get excited every time someone is named Con.nor"
but i say this with a full heart and complete straight face that in the modern day the most ruined name right at this moment that instantly tells you what kind of person someone is.
fucking
Wil.bur.
#the bun talks#you would barely ever see that name like#anywhere#name the last time you met a person or found out about a character named Wil.bur BEFORE the shit eating sm.p.#with C.onnor. it was like 'okay. thats your name. you either chose it yourself or youve always had it.'#'and if you chose it yourself then theres a chance youre a fun of d.b.h'#we were pretty chill about it.#right like we can agree thats how it was back then even at the peak of the games popularity#but the moment. the SECOND i go on a persons acc#and i see even just the START of the name#i just k n o w#and i check. every time i check. with a small bit of hope that its not tied to what i think it is.#''interests: d.sm.p/q.sm.p''#and every time i leave disappointed#and i can guarantee they probably did not even know the name EXISTED until his colonizer ass showed up on YT#they probably first heard the name and were like 'ewwww what a gross victorian sounding name :[['#and now theyre like 'aw its SOOOO cute i LOVE that name im gonna name my fuckin lung after it <3'#IT GENUINELY IS LIKE A PRETTY GOOD NAME#BUT TIED TO A FUCKING. BITCH OF A MAN.#'but hes not tied to ugly anymore' BUT THE FANS ARE. NO MATTER WHAT HE WILL ALWAYS BE TIED WITH THAT FREAK OF NATURE#he could walk into my house and give my family enough money for none of us to have to work for the rest of our legacy#and i would still stand there just#'yeah thanks i guess.'
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how'd this article ranking jobs put scholar in a tier but dragoon in c tier
#not to bash scholar I'm having fun w it. but are you seeing many in ew. during raids. anywhere. I barely am#had this conversation about it already insofar as like current content. and how it's getting killed by squenix a bit#but when I go do pandae I'm almost always top dps. even over reaper (though it can bounce back and forth between us). so what is the truth
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cosplay makes me sooo envious bc i KNOW its not for me but oh god i wish it was
#bc cons stress me out and i hate taking pictures of myself#and its expensive and i imagine often uncomfortable#and i have no friends to cosplay with :(#well ig i have one weve been talking abt it#but the problem is we like completely different stuff so we could never be those ppl who cosplay a ship 😔😔#which like. oh to be one of those 16yo cosplayers with a friend group all into the same thing#who are so devoid of self cringe and shame and just have fun#seeing them literally makes me want to cry god i wish i were you#and im sooo jealous bc i didnt get into a lot of animanga until i was 18 and it feels late which i know is silly#but i feel like being into anime in middle school makes you completely shameless in a good way#whatever. forever feeling like im stuck in a limbo of never fully fitting anywhere#and always staying on the margin of everything unable to touch the essense
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everyday i am so so so sad because no one wants to ever make an anya or daisuke sole survivor au. i mean. im not gonna im not wasting my talents on this pos fandom. but come onnnnnn. the horror of daisuke's friends after 20 years having grown up and all that and he's still physically and mentally in his 20s. or anya's horror of being the only one ot hvae survived and she couldnt do anything to save anyone and trying to bury herself into med school stuff. but no that would require ppl to analyze them outside of their uwu cinnamon roll characterizations. sad!
For reallll like there's so much to be explored about both of them but all of what people have to say for the most part is just "my babygirl" edit number 2000. Mw has the fun thing called you'd have to hold a gun to my head to make me see what's going on in the ao3 tag however I'm consistently tempted to write Something for it because I know if I don't there's a low chance anybody's said what I'm attempting to. But Christ yeaaaa like especially with how bad the both of them explicitly wanted to amount to something and to help but ultimately being unable to plus the Guilt a sole survivor situation would add. Jesussss.
#asks#anon#top ten things about the Tulpar: once you're there you're there Forever !#like especially with Anya the way there already was shit burned into the back of her mind. God how are you supposed to reenter society after#any of that.#wish people would see the two of them as actual realistic people instead of their teehee cutesie characters because it just is maddening#after a point. can't stop people from “having fun” or whatever but it's just so fucking discrediting to the both of them as well as the game#itself. everybody always talks about Daisuke being an adhd king but nobody talks about struggling to get anywhere early in life and feeling#like you're failing everyone around you. and I don't need to say anything about what people ignore about Anya .#plusss the way people pointedly ignore anything Daisuke did wrong to woobify him to high hell. but whatever.
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Ah…
#ok to read tags. just some drama with my sisters#my baby sister who I played a big part in raising made a rlly long slide deck TikTok#listing all the things she’s grateful for#the third slide is for always loving her and having fun with her dedicated to me and my other sister#who still lives at the house#then there’s like. At least 6 slides shouting out friends#I was sitting there so grateful she had so many friends in her life#I didn’t have anywhere near that at her age I was just so happy to see that for her#and then close to the end there was another slide for my other sister. ah#it’s lowkey devastating to me bc it was thanking her for sticking around and always including her in her life like. agggh#I guess it’s just lowkey so sad that she doesn’t think of me specially enough like that#it’s making me so sad#I don’t regret leaving of course#I live with the love of my life#and I don’t think she’s being malicious bc she’s a teen#but also it’s like she’s not at all easy to talk to bc she’s such a dry texter and not ideal on the phone either#idk it’s just so sad in a weird way. hard to know my other sister who talks to me even less than her#is her favorite I guess? I don’t think I earned it and I would never put her in a position to pick a favorite#but it’s still hard. idk.#it’s a very unique feeling to have kinda raised a baby who���s not yours who you can hardly hear from. idk#delete later#it’s not like I make no effort either she just doesn’t seem to be interested. I guess she’s still learning#but it sucks. bad
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First verbal altercation almost escalating into a physical fight ~in my classroom~ of the year!
2 months in is not bad
#honestly it was fine#I don't think I could have handled it any better#and it ended and we all moved on#and it didn't ruin my day or anything 😊#unsure if I would have been able to brush it off as well if I didn't feel like I'd handled it well#and I have this icy kid who has answered my question twice in a row now! the ice is melting! I think I'm winning him over#it's probably weird that like it's my birthday and I honestly wouldn't want to be anywhere else#like that's how much I genuinely love my job#I got to share The Princess Bride (my fav movie) with one class! it's such a good movie and I CANNOT wait to discuss it with them#I just love being able to share things with them!#and helping them navigate things#Ialso got my first 'are you gay?'today so that was fun-Iwas honest that I didn't want to answer the question yet&they were really respectful#they were like contract????#but I also said 'but if you have a hypothesis - it's correct' I mean I'm the head of the Gay Straight Alliance for Christ's sake#I think flipping conflict in the classroom into an opportunity to help them navigate this moment is helpful#part of me is 'this isn't supposed to be part of my job' but also it is#I will say that it can't always be that - like sometimes they're not even able to see/hear you#today I had to say 'can you look at me' 'can you listen to me' like 15 times to the kid until he finally heard/saw me#he's a good kid but she was pushing his buttons and being straight up rude
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Either that guy who harassed me in hs genuinely liked me and was being a freak or as the one girl said he just did that to be a douche and was trying to make a joke that hey he’s hitting on the quiet girl
#I know I’m not ugly from a conventional societal stand point#ever since I was a kid I’d get compliments from adults fatema for some reason was always so jealous and bitter abt my looks#but she would always compliment me#in truth I do not know what the hype is about and I definitely do not see it#myself#but like stuff like this makes me feel stupid cause if you’re gonna be a freak at least like me and do it#don’t do it to make fun of me#I’m literally that TikTok trend of that manga panel#where the guy asks a girl out and then she was like we’re you dared to do that ?#it’s so mean#the boys in my class for ma to would mock me once when I was saying my name#for math *#I was literally just a quiet math nerd what did they ever want from me#like it’s so mean genuinely#dora daily#literally don’t belong anywhere ☠️
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