#also sorry this is such a long post. it's just that. i AM going to make this ur problem as well. if i perceive him so do u !!!!
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this always terrifies me a little bit because I love all fans who aren't out and out assholes.
Due to leftover bad childhood experience embarrassment however, I like to check the level of fan I'm interacting with so I can match the vibe.
I've friends who are casual fans of NuWho to people who literally knows enough about the Extended Universe that I would bet money on them in any quiz/trivia competition.
All of the people along this spectrum are valid, all of them are awesome.
The problem I found is that I dabble in a lot of the fandom and I get gremlin-finding-a-shiny excited about anything related to the show; a prop, a location, cosplay, actors or story trivia, "I've heard X audio", I've met Y companion. Genuinely I danced on the spot visiting a filming location for Classic Who when I realised where I was, in a public place hopping about like the floor was lava. And some people, just sort of don't. Which is absolutely fine!
But I've had many experiences where I do get super excited, but the people I'm with (also fans/or not) don't. It used to hurt because I thought I'd fucked up, now I'm an adult and I just don't care if I misread the vibe and get overexcited when other's don't. but the checking is still there. What Doctors do you like? Have you read the books? Checked out Big Finish blah blah.
But I found something out a few months back that genuinely made me sick.
Context; I was talking to a woman (I'm a man) my age and asked stuff like this to kind of gauge the vibe as I say.
I learn some info which directly indicates flat out that there is no damn way I'm out nerding this lady on Doctor Who. I am suitably impressed and internally go "Right, you can get full gremlin now, these peeps are safe." because they're 100% going gremlin mode with me and it's awesome.
I found out later that the tone shift from me was so distinct that it seemed like I became interested in the conversation after I found it out, because it meant who I was talking to passed some arbitrary test I'd set for being a proper fan.
And now the bit that makes me sick typing it; that's not new.
Men in the fandom gatekeeping everyone else for not being a real fan of the show particularly women.
I'll be clear, I'm not upset that this was thought of me. It's not what I'm about, fuck gatekeeping, you love the thing I love so we can love it together, but it made sense, given context.
We cleared it up when this was explained to me so it's all good but... holy fuck if it's that ubiquitous a problem being encountered that it seems like the default? What the fuck kind of nonsense is that? In a show as diversely crewed, cast and storied as Doctor Who is. With values as obvious from day one in 1963 and a runtime as long as Doctor Who has. Why the fuck is fake fan/real fan a question? Especially what the fuck are we (men) doing gatekeeping it from everyone else? Sorry this one got away from me @the-worms-in-your-bones. Please feel free tell me to get this off your post if you like.
The thing about doctor who is that there’s so much of it that you can never truly know what someone mean when they say they’re a doctor who fan, like you could meet someone who’s favorite doctor is 11 and they’ve only watched new who or you could meet someone who hasn’t watched anything with the doctor in it in a year and who’s favorite character is someone you’ve never even heard of
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littlelambscandyland · 3 days ago
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Four Versus One (Part 3) (A Rocky Start)
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Yandere!Cg!Hamato Brothers x Little!Fem!Reader
Notes- SHE'S BAACK~ I can't believe I haven't updated this in almost a year! Guys, Gals, and Pals I am so sorry! Also thank you to everyone who interacted with "Surprise" without y'all I probably wouldn't have realized I posted and hid away for another week lol
Warnings- Kidnapping, Breakdowns, Drugging Mentions, Effects of Drugging, Breaks in Reality, Slightly Abrupt Chapter Ending
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Your head hurts so much. Colors dance in your eyes and the world spins on its own. Your body felt warm, but your cheeks felt cold. Heavy blankets weigh your already weighted body down; they protect you well from the cold air around you. The room smells like mildew.
Your mind refuses to catch up with itself. Every detail came and passed in your mind at a fast pace. Nothing seemed truly reachable. Not even the why or where stayed in your head too long.
Turning over felt strenuous, but you did it anyway. Why did your bed feel so much softer than you remember? You finally drag yourself forward with great effort. The urge to cry hits you, and it only grows as you realize your surroundings aren't familiar. A sob slips out of your mouth. You stumble out of the bed only to trip on your own feet. Overwhelming emotions eat at your mind. Where are you? What are you supposed to do? Are you safe? Why can't you push these feelings away?
The ground is cold against your knees and hands, and it only increases your dread. Why is the floor so hard? Why did it feel damp? Despite your fear the cold makes you wish you would’ve pulled one of the blankets with you. Of course you didn’t think you’d just fall to the floor. You definitely didn’t think you’d keep falling every time you tried to stand.
With all the overwhelming fear clouding your mind you gave up to sit on the cold ground, shivering and crying.
“Oh no! Oh, no, no!” You hear a boyish voice speak. 
The voice only makes you curl up on the floor in an attempt to hide yourself away. You could hear feet padding through the room closer and closer to you. You didn’t want to face whatever reality this was. You didn’t want to know. You didn’t want any of it.
As soon as a pair of oddly textured arms wrap around you, you start screaming.  It didn’t seem to matter how much you fought you ended up with your face shoved into a hard chest with someone's head sitting on top of yours keeping it from moving. You had no idea who it was; during your flailing and screaming you only caught glimpses of green and orange. Though you were growing more sure the question should be what it was.
“Poor thing~” The voice says, pulling you into an impossibly tighter hold. “I know this is super duper scary, but we’re not going to hurt you. I promise.” The last sentence comes out happy and optimistic, and you're pulled back in its hold with one arm keeping your legs wrapped around its body slightly as they cannot reach around it completely.
Looking up, your brain pauses. This can’t be real. This cannot be real! Your brain is tricking you. Everything floods back too quickly. How could you forget what happened? They came out of a portal! They- They drugged you and abducted you! No… No. No. No! This can’t be happening! It’s not real. It’s not real!
As your breathing increases the turtle, you now recognize as Mikelangelo, pulls you back to cradle you in his arms. Just like from what you remember of the other two, the turtle dwarfed your form quite a bit making it easy for him to move you around despite your stiffness.
“Aww, it’s okay. You’re okay~” He attempts to comfort in a sing-songy tone.
“Dude, what happened?” A new concerned voice starts.
Remembering exactly the situation you’re in you begin to writhe against the box turtles hold again. 
As he balances you in his arms he responds to the other. “I don’t know man. I think she’s just scared.”
“Well of course she’s scared! Her whole world just got flipped upside down. Besides she’s just a baby, she can’t handle this kinda thing. What I meant was, why is she not still in bed? That drug Donnie gave her, she should still be too tired to move.” Ignoring the comments he made, you think you’ve pinned the voice as Raphaels.
“Well, I found her crying on the floor. I couldn't just leave her there just cause she wasn’t supposed to be movin around yet.”
“I didn’t say that. I’m just sayin we should get her back to bed.” The snapping turtle claims.
“Weell~ you should’ve been more specific.”
You continue to struggle as the two bicker. Truly it wasn’t worth the effort in the end. You made no progress getting out of his hold and they were right those drugs really were making you tired, maybe a little dizzy too. The same moment you quit struggling the two stop their back and forth. There’s a beat of silence as they stare at your worn out form attempting to catch your breath from your panicked movements.
A part of you still didn’t believe any of this was real. That part told you this was all just a really bad dream and you were going to wake up and be fine. Then again, dreams don’t normally include waking up in the middle of them, at least, not like this.
You slump against Michelangelo's arms much too tired to keep trying. Your tries at processing this weren’t working. You can hear the two of them coo at how cute you look “all tuckered out”. You can’t make out the words but Raphael whispers something before making his way back over to you both.
“Here, sweetheart, you’ve gotta be thirsty. You humans get dehydrated so quickly! April told us that.” He tells you in a soft happy tone.
As exhausted as you’ve suddenly become you didn’t realize he was holding a straw to your mouth. You didn’t even think twice when the younger one held it to your lips so you could drink it. When the drink did hit your tongue you let out a small hum at the sweet tasting milk. If you knew any better you’d think this was alright, that you were safe, and everything was fine. Sadly, you did know better. 
You were still scared, but a wave of peace was washing its way over you.
Before anything else could occur an uncomfortable realization comes to mind. You were regressing. Slowly slipping given all of the things attacking your sensibilities. Of course it shouldn't be that disturbing, but you haven't regressed in a very long time; after such a large break in reality too. It's been so long, how are you supposed to push it down? You need to get away from here. All the stress, really it was bound to push you here. This is bad. This is so bad. What are you going to do?
You suppose nothing for now, because before the panic could build back up and settle in your eyes slip closed and you fall back to sleep in the mutants arms.
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taao-datingsim · 19 hours ago
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Update - 05/02/2025
So! It's been a while.
This might be a bit of a long post, so I really apologize for that, but I wanted to give everyone following a good run-down of what's been going on for me, personally, and how that effects the Demo's progress.
So, around March of last year, I opened up for writer applications. Around the same time, I ended up losing my job. For the next full year-ish amount of time, I'd been job searching, and the financial strain along with the stress of being unemployed (for, again, almost a full year) made it very hard to focus on anything else, much less working on the writing.
In February of this year, I got a job! Two months later, I'm laid off. Once again, I've been tossed back into the pit that I did my best to claw my way out of, and once again, I am consumed with financial strain and stress. I am still working on as much of the Demo as is humanly possible at this point in time, but things have been more than rough.
That all probably sounds like excuses, and I wouldn't blame you for feeling that way. You would think having all that free time would make writing easier. I do have a small team of writers helping to finish the Demo as it is, but that is also going very slowly.
I was hoping to have things finished by this point, and all I can say is that I'm sorry it's all taken so long. I'm not sure where the direction with the game will be going from here, but I really don't want to give up on the idea yet.
Just wanted to give everyone an update. Thanks for reading.
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life-winners-liveblog · 1 day ago
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Looking back Skizz was so right about telling people what they need to hear..SO!
Grian.. You're clever, unpredictable, and always make things more interesting.
Scott..Regal, ruthless, and refined. Your loyalty is fierce-until it isn't.
Pearl..You’re calm, deadly, and always fun to watch.
Martyn..You make everything feel important, like there’s always more going on beneath the surface.
Scar..You’re chaotic in the best way and bring so much energy to every moment.
Cleo..You’re smart, bold, and your plays are always satisfying to see.
Joel..You’re hilarious, confident, and cause the best kind of drama.
Smajor..You’re sharp, strategic, and always in control, even when things fall apart.
Watchers..Well..not sure about you...that also goes the same for the Listeners..
At last..Author..You people do such an amazing job capturing the characters and making them feel alive. Your posts are always so fun to read, emotional, and true to the vibe. You guys balance humor, drama, and lore so well, just like the series itself. The way you write interactions feels real, like we’re right there in the world with them. You clearly care about the characters and stories, and it shows in every detail. You make the Life Series even more fun and meaningful for other fans. Thank you for sharing your creativity. It really adds something special to the fandom.
Im not sure if there is one person running this page or not so..so sorry..Also sorry for the great wall of China..(referring the long text Σ( ̄□ ̄;))
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I uh
I don't really know what to say
I am like genuinely crying??
I'm I wanted to make the characters answer but
I uh
Really wanted to say thank you as me??? I
Oh geez, this is incredible.
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mhfkah · 3 days ago
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Hey! First of all, I'm very sorry people are being so rude and silencing you here and on Bluesky. I don't much care for Vivziepop either, and she also has dismissed my concerns about the portrayal of SA in HH. I don't fully agree with your take on HB, but it's valid and you expressed it fairly and well. I am a victim of sexual coercion via fraud, deceit, and pressure, so I can definitely see how it'd be jarring.
Hope you don't mind this question and sorry if it comes off as insensitive, it's to understand your pov: how would you have preferred Vivzie respond? Would there have been any other way she could have approached that that would have left you more at ease? How do you think she should have approached the redemption arc?
Hi there, sorry for the delay on this one. Had to think it over a fair bit. I thank you for the support, and love to hear the insight of other victims! As stated prior, take away what you want from this show— I will always prioritize the mental health and safety of those similarly affected. While I still believe it is harmful, I'm glad you can find comfort or enjoyment in something I personally cannot.
With that said, how should she have responded? If I'm frank, not at all. There is no reason you, as this large of a creator, should be responding back to targeted jokes online. I do not even have a fraction of her influence, and I can't think of a time I've blown up on a follower because they made a mean jab.
As for my genuine (albeit heated) critique, I'd have preferred just a simple PR response. Once you receive direct criticism from someone that personal, the best thing you can do is thank them for their insight, express sympathy, and move on. A simple 'I'm sorry that happened to you. Thank you for the feedback' would have sufficed. When you're this online directly as a creator of a popular IP, you need to step back and remove yourself from it. Criticism against your work isn't personal unless you let it be, and she is consistently allowing it to be by her immature replies.
As for a redemption arc, this could warrant a new post entirely. However, to keep it short, I think Stolas needs to sever himself from Blitz. There needs to be proper acknowledgement by both himself and the narrative that the way he's treats Blitz isn't right. Any screentime dedicated to Stolas should be to him rectifying his abuse of power; not him slowly acting lovey-dovey and expecting a shift in attitude from Blitz. As long as Stolas is with him, he will be obsessive and feel entitled to both his company and body. I can go into depth on this, though I don't want to make this post too long.
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bitdemonic · 2 days ago
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𝐏𝐒𝐀 [𝐓𝐎 𝐍𝐈𝐘𝐀]
↳ before i address this person, i want to let it be known that i have taken full accountability for my actions and comments; i’ve been ignorant, immature, and insensitive. with this person, we made micro-aggressive jokes that was shared humor, but ultimately knew was wrong to which we didn’t continue, however it’s publicized and i won’t run from the fact. i am very sorry to all my friends and followers because this definitely goes against my moral code as a person + spiritual advisor, it affects a community i’ve been a part of and that does make me feel sad as well as guilty. this is me owning up to past behavior while also forcing someone else to do the same; i don’t have tangible evidence of my words that isn’t years and years of scrolls away, but i assure you that everything i’m about to note is real, otherwise this post wouldn’t exist. i don’t tell lies, but i’m not about to let niya tell hers.
THIS POST WILL BE LONG. IT IS NOT PROOFREAD NOR PROFESSIONAL BECAUSE IT IS RAW AND REAL; UPFRONT AND HONEST. NAMES ARE DROPPED, NO I DON’T GIVE A FUCK, BECAUSE THIS IS WRITTEN WITH THE INTENT OF REACHING SOMEONE SPECIFIC.
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let me start by making this very, and i mean very, personal. i don’t care what you think of your friendship with me now that it’s over and completely nonexistent but what you aren’t going to do is lie on my name. lie on my business. lie on my character. before anything and honestly everything else i was your friend niya and you know that. i don’t even need to do a deep dive on “talking about you” behind your back because you know it never happened; if that’s not enough proof the girls of the server can tell you that, the same girls YOU switched up on to be friends with a weirdo for, even they know i’ve done nothing but sing praises and actually miss your sneaky, grimy ass. when you were crying about feeling targeted in the server, i was there; when you said datura hexed you, i was there; when you told me about the fucked up connection with your mom, i was there; when layla called you out on your bullshit and you had NO ONE in your corner to defend you (even tho she was right lmao, she warned me about you. fuck both of y’all tbh) guess who was in your corner? me. me, me, and me again. the fact i’m even wasting my breath on this backs up how much you meant to me, this actually fucking me up even more because you ain’t shit. another reason why i need to start trusting my gut, start paying attention to that scorpio 11H because it’s mothafuckas like you that backstab me everytime. i trusted you, i told you secrets about myself that you probably went and told someone else, i actually loved the hell out of you and for what? nothing in return…i promise you, i hope that shit, this shit you’re pulling, is worth it because not only did you lose a TRUE friend—outside of this internet shit i was a FRIEND, i wouldn’t let anything or anyone go against you if i could help it—but you just aired out your own dirty laundry lmao. one thing about me, i’m not a damn baby. i don’t run from problems, i put on my big girl panties and face that shit. it takes maturity and common sense to do that, something you lack even tho i told myself otherwise. i really, really hope this shit you pulled was worth it because you quite literally forced my hand. let’s hold both ourselves accountable, shall we?
keep in mind, my last message to you is about to be a year old in a few months (the way your contact name still the same too lmao, you couldn’t tell me we weren’t close). these screenshots are to show how long it’s been since i’ve talked to this girl, as well as the privacy she invaded between two friends because that’s what we were. don’t pin nothing on me that can’t be said about you in return, otherwise it’s dumb as fuck (aka blackmailing 101).
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*me, still keeping your audio message private because i have enough decency to leave certain shit off the internet 😐 fool me once, shame on you. fool me twice-
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before i get into this, i want to address the little minion that’s hopping in and out of @spiritstalking’s askbox; fuck you too. get some backbone and stop running errands for a person that could care less about your existence, because trust me (and you can take it from me 😂) that she doesn’t. you’re not her friend and God i truly hope you don’t think she’s yours. delete those messages while you still can lol, she might be trying to slander your name next. maybe you’ll have enough balls to come off anon too <3 just a heads up.
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not only is spreading a lie like this bold, but it’s a poor attempt at kickstarting drama and trying to paint me out as a “villain.” i’ve already come to terms with this side of my humor and held myself accountable (WHICH I LITERALLY SAID IN OUR DMS, POST THAT TOO), but i’m not about to let you sit here and tell people i’m a bigot—i don’t spew unnecessary hatred, i don’t call people slurs (especially the LGBTQIA+), and i don’t support donald trump, ALL of this that you’re well aware of like what the actual fuck niya 😂 it’s honestly laughable but let me continue.
i’m not going through every message i’ve ever sent or that you’ve sent to me because truthfully that’s not on my agenda, but i will reiterate that these accusations are coming from CONVERSATIONS that we’ve shared; you + me = our texts. there is nothing i’ve said that you haven’t (a) said before me or (b) said to me, there is nothing that you have that i can’t back up with my own proof. we’ve said all types of shit and laughed at it because that was our humor, we even said we’d stop together because it wasn’t funny irl, yet here you go trying to hold it over my head and not your own? as if it wasn’t a damn bit that we did in our free time or alone, i’m not about to let you call me something that i’m literally not—you have got some NERVE, i’ll tell you that rn 😂
no, i am not a raging racist or homophobe; no, i don’t disrespect transgender men or women’s pronouns (NEVER done this, i have no idea what corner of your ass you pulled this from), and no, i haven’t made any insensitive remarks since june 30th, 2024; i never will. you’re not even attempting to hide the bitterness because wouldn’t YOU be all of those things too? don’t try and pull the “oh, i was following her lead,” or “oh, she made me and i didn’t know what to say,” boohoo niya, you’re 18-19 not 11. nobody had a gun pointing at you through the screen, you’ve came to me about everything else but humor is where you draw the line? get real. stop running (something you STEADY doing) and actually face the reflection in the mirror; you’re not an angel, you’re not a victim, and you’re not innocent. i don’t know what’s preventing personal development but for the love of God grow the fuck up, stop using your “friends” as shields or ways to make you look better.
it’s offensive as hell that this is your attempt at “calling someone out” because how is this supposed to be taken seriously if it’s not straight from the source? if you were truly concerned and wanted to address it, you would’ve sat down, typed up a post (like you did datura, remember), then uploaded this “proof in the pudding”—you’re on anon and hiding behind deactivated/unknown accounts, pretending your name is ava and whatever else like a LAME. you don’t care, you just don’t want to see me on top 😂 i’m minding my business, leaving your ass alone, not THINKING about you unless it was a sweet memory and here you go doing the complete opposite; you’re ill, it’s pathetic that it affects your friendships in this manner.
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all these lies i can’t even think straight lmfaooo. whoever sent this ask, don’t even continue doing her dirty work, this whole submission isn’t true. i am 21 years old, i was 19-20 when i met niya, who was 17 turning 18 in march—our age gap is mentioned because i saw you as my little sister, i wanted to protect you in ways that i couldn’t because we were online friends; there’s messages of me telling you i love you, how much i care about you, how i want to see you win, how i’m always there for you, etc. and you’re telling me, you’re sitting here telling other people, that it wasn’t real? this is such a slap in the face, i’m sitting here mad as hell, sad as hell, and betrayed as hell. i’ve NEVER talked shit about you and i mean NEVER uttered anything negative about you from the multiple times you left, to the many times you came back. all i’ve ever said was good things because i considered you a friend, i’m too grown to be playing with people’s emotions and vulnerability like that, i’d never hurt you on purpose and you KNOW this. this why i said you just don’t want to see me on top, you literally don’t like me 😂 at this point just say it, send that to the confession box because this stunt is beyond theatrical. why would i be using you niya? what do you have that i can’t get on my own? that i don’t have naturally? that i wouldn’t want you to have? you’re projecting and it’s blatantly obvious; you must’ve thought i was talking about you because you knew how shitty of a friend you were being. blocking me out of nowhere, making up fake sob stories about our energy, deleting your accounts of nowhere, etc. you were distancing yourself because the delusions started getting too strong and you didn’t know how to use discernment! you didn’t know how to live in reality because you didn’t want to! you forced me to be the bad guy when it’s actually you! BITCH I WENT OUT MY WAY TO SEND YOU A BIRTHDAY MESSAGE ON MY ACCOUNT BECAUSE I KNEW YOU WERE WATCHING EVEN THO YOU WERE GONE!!!! HOW THE FUCK IS THAT TALKING ABOUT YOU OR USING YOU? I DIDN’T EVEN HAVE YOUR TUMBLR ACCOUNT BECAUSE YOU DIDN’T WANT ME TO KNOW EVEN THO I WAS THE MAIN ONE TELLING YOU TO POST ALL THOSE SMART ASS ASTRO TAKES + OBSERVATIONS!!!! miss me niya, it’s not me and it never was. it’s ALL you. you got your minion talking about, “it’s all based on what she said” BABY YOU SPEAKING IN AIRHEAD.
honestly, you can shut the fuck up about “feeling bad” too because no the hell you didn’t, I SAID I FELT BAD. i’m not about to lie on the internet for nobody, not even myself and that’s why this is being posted so impromptu; i was the one who came to you about our jokes, i told you we shouldn’t be saying that because our guides would be disappointed, i said i didn’t want to continue because that’s not who i am. stop telling lies to these people girl, especially when the person you’re lying on has a fucking voice. if you sending screenshots make sure you send all of them, don’t edit or crop NOTHING, make sure you showing all that face you trying to save. you felt “bad” about it then left, how when you were still sending texts? how when you inboxed me on anon? how when we had ongoing messages for two years straight? HOW WHEN YOU DIDN’T SAY SHIT TO ME?????? you cannot complain or spew bullshit when you’ve never done so during the many times we were on call, on voice chat, or on rave—i’ve never heard this out your mouth and i’ve never given you any reason not to speak up, you didn’t have shit to say until you found someone to say it to. your minion calling something weird whole time it’s you!
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no confirmation if this is you but if it is…i just. when does it end with you? when will you be serious 💀 i’m not even about to type up a storm because i got everything i needed to say out, there’s honestly nothing more i even want to put down if it isn’t a period at the end of this sentence. you’re done. i said this message was written for you and i meant that, don’t tell nobody else you know me because you don’t. you betrayed my trust, my friendship, and my morals all in one, i hope your life goes to shit. before anyone says anything about dming, niya doesn’t have an account that she keeps for more than two weeks so there’s that lmao. i don’t know her user otherwise this would’ve been sent hours ago—either way, i’m cutting my ties with you and whatever else you’re trying to “expose” because it’s not worth the fucking time, money, or energy. hop off my dick and don’t mention me again.
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platypaws · 1 day ago
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I don't know why but I see Perry and Stacy kind of having a father and daughter friendship
I don't know why I just think it would be funny getting panicked about Stacy getting dragged into his situations like a concerned father
Would definitely beat someone up that they were being creepy like Doof when someone was doing that to Vanessa
Valid!!! Also yeah he would totally beat someone up like i would love to see that cuz it would be 100% deserved lmaooo
I personally see their relationship as a kinda-sibling-like-but-not-really-but-kinda-yeah, because Stacy is already an honorary sibling to Candace (and by extension phineas and ferb) and I usually see Perry as their honorary sibling-but-not-really-but-yeah so in my eyes they are each others honorary honorary siblings 🤷‍♂️
But also putting Perry in pre-constructed human relationship dynamics is so funny to me because they’re never gonna be fully accurate lmaoo like sure I can call him someone’s sibling, uncle, parental figure, child, WHATEVER, but by the end of the day that little freak (/affectionate) is a PET who can’t be fully treated like a normal pet EITHER
bro just transcends any human relationship structure and i love that about him sm cuz everyone can try to shove him into a box they see the most fitting and that leads to super fun interpretations and interactions between characters and i am so fucking here for it
Human perry AUs aside because they have their own story lines and shoving him into an uncle role (or something else from the few non-uncles i’ve seen) works differently and seems maybe easier because of the hole “giving him a human backstory anyway” thing jcndncn
BUT LIKE PET PERRY IS A WHOLE ASS ADULT BUT HES ALSO BABY??? LIKE YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN!! LIKE YOU HAVE TO LISTEN TO HIM BECAUSE HE HAS THAT AUTHORITY VIBE BUT ALSO YOU ALSO HAVE TO BABY HIM IN MY EYES. this is why i love post reveal aus, the relationship is so SpecialTM and DifferentTM because it doesn’t fully fall under anything we as society know since we don’t have human intelligent dogs and cats and other pets at home (as far as we know). And as long as the kids don’t know it’s only STACY who does and it’s even MORE intricate because HES NOT EVEN HER PET. HOW IS SHE SUPPOSED TO TREAT HIM???
meanwhile perry just doesn’t give a shit, he will come back from work, take a shot of vodka, piss in the flower bed, pay some taxes and then go lay down in his pet bed and look cute and petable. (SLASH HJ BUT YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN)
SORRY FOR SENSELESS YAPPING ITS 8AM AND IM EATING HOTEL BREAKFAST ALONE AND HAVE NO ONE TO YAP MY MORNING THOUGHTS TO AND ONCE I START GOING I CANT STOP CNDNCNDN
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ed3lsgard · 1 day ago
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I wish I had been more invested in things when they were filming/going on hiatus/rewriting etc. I feel like I know a lot of snippets of what happened, and because of who I am as a person, I'm definitely making a timeline in my head.
I want to know when they filmed the last refining scene because it sounds like Britt and Adam were absolutely wrecked when they were filming it. I always assumed Chikhai Bardo was filmed last, but I have no idea why I think that. But I thought it was very interesting that Britt was there with Adam and Dichen even though she didn't have any part in that ep.
I also wanna know what they rewrote and why. What had they already filmed before the strikes etc., and what got changed, and did any of that have to do with shifting relationships on set or?
And I saw that post about them hiring the same publicist during the hiatus, does that mean the writer's strike hiatus? Or between end of filming and start of pressers for s2?
Him and her sitting in the back at her movie premiere giggling and then her security asking fans not to take pictures after?
The ring thing honestly kinda seals it for me. I feel like they're having a trial separation or something. I know Ben Stiller and Christine did that for a bit, and then got back together. I wonder if that would be the advice he would get. Maybe the event was one they couldn't miss. But the fact that NEITHER of them had their rings on? So sus. You can go back through 10 years of red carpets and there isn't a single one where he isn't wearing his, same with interviews, so I don't think it was an "oh I'm filming so I took it off and forgot." AND THEY BOTH- anyway.
Don't even get me started on how the way they look at each other/smile/interact has shifted completely as well. I'm also so sorry to dump this in your poor inbox. I have no one else to talk to about this and I am full-on obsessing.
hsmdmsnjsdj don’t worry i don’t mind lol. ok well abt the publicist thing, im not sure abt the timeline of that, but if i had to guess it would be either when they started to film s2 or after.
don’t even fucking start abt them at her movie premiere. him being the only one amongst cast and crew to show up? them sitting together alone at the back, apparently giggling and laughing a lot according to some of the ppl that were there?? he was sitting right next to her… while her bush was out on a huge screen… right… oh and then they took the same fucking car, back to the hotel she was staying at??? mind you apparently he has his own solo apartment in new york…
the ring thing is also crazy to me, especially because the timing with the blinds is kinda hilarious. when you’ve been married for that long, and have a history of always wearing your ring, you don’t just happen to forget about it when you’re gonna be at a huge public event. with your wife next to you, mind you.
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mer-acle · 2 days ago
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What's your interpretation of the story https://www.tumblr.com/kdpartworks/781572593138450432?source=share
hii sorry I wanted to do something with this ask, either art or a snippet but I forgot what my idea was and now I'm late lol
So, Zeus and Metis...
Okay so my main difference in logistics is that my Metis didn't actually fully get eaten, as in absorbed into the stomach. Mainly cos ew I don't wanna write that. What Zeus did instead was trick her into a smaller form (a fly in my case) bc that gave him the power to trap her for long enough to sever her spirit from her body. He basically made her into an amber btw, I would attach one, but the insect ones tend to look a bit freaky. But yeah he used a magically infused resin to trap her, absorbed her spirit and ate the drop of resin which didn't get digested but stayed inside of him like a prison within a prison. hence why Metis, the spirit-version of her that lives in a non-physical plane closer to Zeus' mind, cannot get her body back but can give Athena a physical body at the cost of her own essence. Cos while godly pregnancy looks largely the same as in humans, they don't have a physical form until basically at birth (yes I am cruel and evil but nobody ever says I don't do anything for my characters, my goddesses' pregnancy and birthing process is much less painful than for humans. Also no periods lol) So Zeus couldn't trap baby Athena's body in the resin cos there wasn't one yet.
(gods I hope this is internally consistent I had to spontaneously fill some gaps lol)
welp now I talked about lore for ages when the comic really is about their relationship lol. (I can talk about their Modern AU relationship in another post, let's focus on the ancient timeline) Zeus loves Metis, respects her way more than Hera. In my ancient timelines, he actually didn't cheat on her, crazy, I know. They got together during the Titanomachy after working together for ages to free the Cronides before that. The likelihood it was Metis being in danger and Zeus going like O.O no, my wife! is about 100% I have a few different timelines, let me break down what happens after the prophecy about Athena (that both parents get, and it's about a daughter OR a son in my version): - Fighting to be Loved: Metis is worried, but they just fought Cronos the childeater for like literal years so clearly, Zeus knows doing anything to your own child is wrong, and in her opinion, there are worse things than giving your son the throne - Slipping through my Fingers: Metis is completely sure that the baby will be a girl, because she can hear baby Athena's thoughts, so she isn't worried at all. Zeus acts as if he believes her, and her buying that is probably the biggest lapse in judgement that she ever had. - Zeus' Favorite: Metis gets extremely worried, she knows Zeus cares a lot about his power. She tries to get a clarifying prophecy from the fates, hoping to be told that her child will be a daughter. I can't reveal any more than that, but it's Zeus' Favorite, so you can guess everything went in the worst way possible.
So yeah, in essence, my interpretation of their story also boils down to "I love you, but I love my power more."
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luminique · 6 months ago
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We talk about lighter cuddles but what about lighter hugs
he looks to be about billy’s height 6’2 so when he hugs you he puts his head/chin on top of yours 🥺
i was inspired by my classmates. they are very close as homies but it sorta sparked a thought in me.
lucy had sent out lighter for another errand and while waiting for him, you end up spending time with burnice at the bar. without realizing, a tall figure had appeared behind you but you were too busy enjoying the songs that burnice had put on to notice.
his hands find your waist, poking you gently and perhaps tried to tickle you before placing his head on top of yours. his hands then move around to give a proper back hug. he doesn’t feel as embarrassed because you’re not looking directly at him but you can tell from the way he’s hugging you, he really missed you.
burnice had already placed lighter’s usual drink on the counter but he just doesn’t budge. just soft mumblings as you’re asking him how his day went.
i just think he loves sneaking from behind with back hugs. to him, it’s a little less embarrassing for him (JUST EMBRACE IT AT THIS POINT LIGHTERRR), and he eliminates any sort of surprise FOR HIM. i think he enjoys being fully aware and he likes your reactions each time. the way you say his name every time just has him MELTING.
also the height difference has him weak. he can look over you or you’d tilt your head up to look at him and he’s just stuttering from looking at you from this angle. little tangent but getting ready in the morning with him and he places his head on yours while both of you are brushing your teeth SORRY I GOT A LITTLE DOMESTIC THERE
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cent-scratchnsniff · 2 months ago
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#library of ruina#yesod lor#yesod#netzach lor#netzach#PRETEND ITS THE 14TH FOR ME OKAY!! god this thing made me feel so tired but its over. its over. am i happy w it? no.#ahhhghg the dialog is subpar. you can see visibly where i started and stopped some days. yk what. its. done.#ill do a whole different reblog from the sideblog on just ramblings of getting through it plus choices made. tldr aroace and harder to writ#romance that feels genuine. either way its done!! i was going to have it not as detailed but since i already missed the date by a lot might#as well put more effort into it yk. the last one made me want to die though. its really iffy compaired to the others . struggled so hard to#make it look right. ended up just going w one of the other previous sketches and just giving up and shading it in. i dobnot gaf it can look#weird but be done. HUZZAH!!!#ohbright forgot#netsod#probablt will do the text reblog abouuutt ???? 2 hours after og goes up. just to properly format it and collect thoughts and write#to who ever sent that anonymous ask. hope u like it. sorry it took so long#if this isnt in order i will melt into the floor and be consumed into the earth. PLEASEPELASPELASPLEASE#i onow i will make a seperate post abt it. but also. still just very. eh? i wanted to try and be true to what i had originally come to enjoy#with lor. but also i know im not capable of replicating such aspects and works and craftsmanship. but i still want to keep to what i can or#try to express facets that drew me into it all. which makes me a bit skittish abt writing dialog or drawing them in any other situation that#isnt just like. white void or the like. but still... .. .. . ahgh. skittish and overthinking. i cant tell what is attempting to handle with#adoration and care and what is just being overly terrified of having words or intent misconstrued#rechecking and rechecking and rechecking and .. . .. ect ect. i cannot look at it lest i explode
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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 2 years ago
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anghraine · 3 months ago
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It's wild to me that I had heard of the prime Kirk/Spock content in various TOS episodes long before I saw them, but had never heard of what IMO is the shippiest moment of all thus far, in an interestingly O_o goddamn I do not want whatever you two have but you do you?? holy shit though what a moment way.
I'm of course referring to the otherwise rather mid episode "Requiem for Methuselah," in which Kirk has an underwritten love affair with a clueless woman whose various secrets have to be discovered before her inevitable death.
At one point in this relationship, her.......uh, guardian??? sort of???????? had Spock play the piano while she and Kirk waltzed, which (in-story) Spock did perfectly while somehow managing to silently exude even more intensity than usual. After the plot (and her life) were over, we end not with the usual cheerful bit of snark on the bridge that ends most episodes, but with a weary Kirk falling asleep with his head on his arms and Spock hovering not for away. McCoy exposits the last bit of detail and then goes on an unprompted and honestly pretty viciously racist speech about how Spock, unlike Kirk, will never suffer from the joys and travails of love because of his inherent lack of feeling as a Vulcan. The speech is longer than usual and just really mean-spirited as McCoy waxes rhapsodic about all the aspects of passionate true love that Spock will not and cannot experience as a Vulcan before he just leaves.
Spock then turns to look at Kirk, and now just bleeding intensity, takes a few slow, deliberate steps towards the sleeping Kirk, lays his hand against Kirk's cheek and neck, and then very obviously mind melds with the sleeping Kirk while murmuring, "Forget."
Is this healthy respectful behavior that honors Kirk's autonomy? No, obviously. Is it god-tier repressed homoerotic passion between two people who should probably just work their issues out and stop inflicting themselves on anyone else? Yes.
#there are a lot of oddly paced slow physical staging bits in the episode so at first i wasn't sure it was significant that spock is so slow#in his approach to kirk at the end - coming right off the mccoy speech about passionate love it was something else#but i wasn't sure what he was even going to do until he laid his hand against kirk's face and i was just thinking wait WHAT#and then the - wait is he MIND MELDING with SLEEPING KIRK as a response to the accusation that he is racially incapable of passionate love?#and then realized that this episode - in which he admits to one feeling ('envy') culminates in him wiping his rival from kirk's memory#jesus. what the fuck. i'm sorry if i ever thought the kirk/spock fangirls of the last decades were exaggerating#blandly healthy and supportive spirk is out toxic yaoi spirk is in#(also there's a bad episode in which shatner is forced to give a godawful ramble about losing command! i'm losing command!#and kirk is just melting down as he and spock get into an elevator and it's just going up floors as kirk loses his shit#and it would just be unforgivably awful but his fixation on losing authority of his beloved enterprise is stopped by one word from spock#spock literally murmurs 'jim' and kirk just sort of collapses on him and then immediately relaxes and calms down. wild shit)#anghraine babbles#star trek#star trek: the original series#long post#spock#james t kirk#kirk x spock#mccoy critical#i actually love him in most episodes but this was awful and out of nowhere#in terms of the stakes at that point. but the fact that it's this huge rhapsodic speech about the grand passion of LOOOOOVE#not only talking positively but also about the torments of love that spock allegedly can't feel#and it leads /directly/ into spock wiping this woman from kirk's memory????? well. i am not blind to the function it serves. let's say.
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hi something true and beautiful happened just as i was gearing up to do short walk in a pretty town and it made me think of ur art
YOU. HAVE NO IDEA WHAT YOUVE JUST DONE FOR ME WITH THESE IMAGES
#THESE JUSR RAISED THE JAVIERAN STOCKS BY 200% AND IM NOT EVEN JOKING#THE ECONOMOY IS BOOMING#UP UNTIL NOW IVE ONLY WVER BEEN ABLE TO FIND/CAPTURE THEM STANDINF NEXT TO EACH OTHER T W I C E#I HAD *TWO* IMAGES OF THEM NEXT TO EACH OTHWR IN-GAME PRIOR TO RHIS#autism is a crazy drug cuz why am i backflipping on the floor at work because someone sent me pics of my ship that exists only in my mind#THANK YOU THOUGH HONESTLY IM INSANE I FEEL LIKE SOMEOE JUST WALKED UP TO ME AND HANDED ME ONE MILLION DOLLARS#doing their morning routines together ☹️ … they look so sweet ….#they’re probably going to the shore to watch the fish breach the water and wordlessly swear to themselves that they’re going to take each#other camping again soon … sorry i’m hijacking this post to say that they probably do actually start getting suspiciously clingy when it’s#been too long in between times where they leave camp together. like cuz in my head clemens point is when they get together and esp if this#is around a short walk that means that (in my timeline) they’ve actually gotten together by now. anyway so like they’re just happening to#walk to the same place at the same time because The Yearning is winning. they’re definitely going to ✨disappear✨ that evening#THEY LOOK SO CUTE IM WRITHING ON THE FLOOR#IVE BEEN WANTING PICS OF THEM TOGETHER LIKE THIS FOR SO LONG DUDE YOU HAVE NO IDEA IM SO HAPPY#THANK YOU YOURE GOATED THIS JUST FIXED ME#also … oh my god sorry it took me so long to address this .. but … you think of my art when you see them together 🥺🥺 ??? i’m so honored#that’s so sweet that genuinely means the world to me that what i do is like … memorable to even a small degree#😭😭😭☹️☹️☹️😭😭😭😭☹️☹️💛💛💛 thank you ……#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#kieran duffy#javier escuella#javieran#image#ask#hero's yelling at folks again#cxyotl#fav
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sieglinde-freud · 5 months ago
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let it be known that i love prince inigo with my whole soul. however sometimes it is SO much fun to think about owain and his two most loyal-est knights you ever seen: worst guy in the world #1 and worst guy in the world #2. i love retainer inigo and severa so much. retainers who bully you and make fun of you and trash on you but they’d leave behind everyone and everything they ever knew to follow you and protect you in a whole new universe. they love you so much that they’d swear allegiance to total strangers but that loyalty pales in comparison to what they’d do for you. and they were all lovers!!!!!!!
#ann plays awakening#awakening trio#sometimes i forget owain is literal royalty and like#in the bad timeline hes probably like. the second most important person there?? unless luci has a sibling#obviously she’d need her own retainers but unfortunately i am thimking awakening trio thoughts. i miss. i love them in any form#that they are handed to me#i love them as best friends. as forced circumstance allies to family. as lovers.#i know i said lovers in this post but im not sure they’d ever label it as that#to me its very much ‘its not exactly romantic but its too intense to be platonic’#what i am getting at is queer platonic awakening trio btw. in case that wasnt obvious#like no matter who they are or where they go they are eachothers people dude. like literally do not separate#anyways im gonna be thinking long and hard about who should be everyones parents in this timeline#i have what i call my ‘main’ pairings and thats what i use for most of my headcanons (ex prince inigo)#but i’d like a completely separate one for owain retainer trio#i think im pretty set on fred!severa#i couuuldddd pick fred!inigo which i do think is SUPER compelling as well but something about freddy!severa… also shes so cute as a brunette#like sorry… shes just so beautiful#ive been having a lot of thoughts aboht tharj!inigo and i need to figure out if thats current bias talking or if im cooking with that one#i got no idea who owain’s second parent should be. robin maybe? idk#i mean his second parent isnt quite as impactful in regards to trio dynamics in this case just because he’s always the prince but. idk#i really like the idea of half plegian owain but i ALWAYS run half plegian owain cuz im always pairing lissa with robin or henry so its like#this isnt new 😭😭😭 but god. PLEGIAN OWAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#hm. though. hear me out. manakete owain???????????????? ehhh????#sorry. idk. i love how changing the parents of the second gen can change their characterization. its like my favorite thing ever#i think its why im so attached to all of them. theres always new things to explore with them!!! its so much fun!!!!!!#graaarfggjjjhhhhhhn!!!!
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yakny · 1 year ago
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COME ON BABY, DON'T FEAR THE REAPER
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