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Fortiche is NOT beating the homoeroticism allegations hELLO?? They didn’t have to model trundle like THAT but they did??? They didn’t have to make him rip off Darius’s armor and then wrestle him half naked???????????
#not art#I���m losing my mind this is both hilarious and honestly kinda hype#also please don’t judge me#I do recognize all the characters. unfortunately.#fortiche did manage to do one thing very right though#and it’s that I was able to recognize Katarina only by them showing a single lock of hair#Elise was hella fucking cool too holy shit#Youtube
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I rewatched Gravity Falls with my sister and holy crap being an adult and watching everything Stan goes through is insane.
I’ve been working through some stuff in therapy and like, this man has made some mistakes but definitely did not deserve what the narrative did to him.
Screws up his brothers machine on accident? Homeless at 17 and doesn’t speak to his twin for 10 years. Sees his brother again when they’re both at the end of their respective ropes and in their worst places mentally? Gets in a fight that lands his brother trapped for 30 years while he takes his death and tries to open the technical monstrosity his brother built when this man hasn’t even finished high school. Gets his brother back after 30 years? Doesn’t get a scrap of acknowledgement and is told to move out and leave him alone. Has spent 40 years trying to fix and atone for his mistakes? Not even a thank you and gets emotional about it such that the spell against Bill doesn’t work.
What’s left? Oh I don’t know, how about losing all of your memories and sense of self, letting the narrative boil you down to nothing more than a mistake and the only way you’re capable of rectifying it is by ceasing to be yourself, as literally as possible.
Like, I’m sorry, but if Ford really was so unreceptive to actually talking/working through things, I think Stan had more than atoned for his mistakes. I don’t think he was a fuck up or that his takeaway from everything should be that he wasn’t worth it. That his sacrifice was what he owed the world for everything he did.
Because he didn’t do any of it alone.
And boo fucking hoo that Ford had to shoot his brother. If their places had been reversed I doubt Stan could have done the same.
I’m sorry, you trusted an inter dimensional demon, kept secrets because you were too prideful to ask for help or admit to your failings, and again too prideful to say thank you to your younger brother who spent 3 decades doing everything he could to get you back? Stop throwing such a tantrum and get off your high horse.
Sure Stan made mistakes, but Ford never seemed to learn from his.
Rewatching it I was actually angry at the ending, at the idea that when Stan is facing Bill he’s not even upset at the hand he’s been dealt. At the unfairness of it.
Because it was unfair.
And if I had a single gripe with the series at all I would wish for maybe one extra episode after Stan losing his memories and before getting them back. Just one single episode of Ford admitting how he hurt his brother, the role he played in the apocalypse, just 20 minutes of him coming to terms with his own flaws.
Because we as the audience know Ford isn’t perfect, but I need him to acknowledge that too.
There is so much fanfiction where Stan’s life is horribly lonely or traumatic in ways the show can’t cover or makes light of and I get it but also it’s clear other people relate to Stan feeling like all he’s done is make mistakes and that he deserves what he’s gone through and that is so NOT the case.
And I wish the official narrative would acknowledge that too.
#gravity falls#stanely pines#stanford pines#pines twins#grunkle ford#grunkle stan#on my rewatch stanley is my favorite character and you can pry him from my cold dead hands#no real hate about anything i love the show but like let me rant about him please#i don’t believe for a second that he deserved any of it from being kicked out to losing ford to opening the rift#ford was the prideful one who believed only he knew what was best to the detriment of other characters and actively made situations worse#by keeping secrets or projecting his trauma onto dipper and mabel and sure maybe he couldn’t forgive stan right away because they never#properly talked but that’s also! on! ford! he could have reached out or tried at all instead of sitting on his high horse judging#sure stanley isn’t perfect but he’s my favorite and deserved to be allowed to do more than make mistakes and pay for them
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okay but what if armand just took louis out on a silly little art date but then louis got super philosopcal and was like ‘well who are you then?’ and armand had to change his main date activity to trauma dump
#did he feel lestats presence when he was talking about his trauma#because he was so excited to go on this art date in the beginning of the scene#im super high as fuck rn guys#please don’t judge me for anything in this post#iwtv#interview with the vampire#amc iwtv#assad zaman#armand#iwtv spoilers#devils minion#daniel molloy#louis de pointe du lac#loumand#that whole conversation also between loumand in that scene#is so#louis admitting he doesn’t want someone with ‘power’ over him#like#lets look into that sir
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me dropping hints to my best friend about the fact that i like girls
me: blah blah guys blah blah….haha…yeah you know maybe i like girls
her: hahah yeah imagine
#i mean i don’t blame her for not thinking i’m being serious but gahh#and i know after probably an initial shock she’d be supportive but it’s hard#honestly#really idek if there’s a point to coming out for me#being in a same sex queer relationship would mean having to scarfice basically any and all relationships that i have in my life#and probably starting over somewhere new#and the idea of that crushes me#but also never fully living as myself also crushes me#but it’s also something i think i’ve made peace w in some ways#idk i guess this is part of the reason as to why i’ve always felt like an imposter here#in this space#idk i guess i’ll never really belong anywhere for that reason#to delete#also please don’t judge me or the ppl in my life if u read this
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if tumblr existed in 1984 (the year not the universe of the novel by the same name) you guys would genuinely be telling people not to vote bc walter mondale would be Just As Bad as ronald reagan. you guys would be saying that being anti ronald reagan instead of anti the whole system is liberal nonsense
#we are literally still being fucked over as a country bc of reagan’s two-term presidency#and trump’s long term political strategies lost us roe v wade and that was only one term#anyway if you’re american and you follow me please vote for biden. or at the very least stop judging people saying they will lol#voting is not an endorsement it’s a chess move#also i find it hard to believe people don’t realize how much worse trump would be in terms of palestine
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I’m becoming obsessed with the idea that Gotham is obsessed with the Waynes
#yes i did make rufus sewell my thomas wayne#dont judge me#gotham twitter#dc social media au#batfam social media#twitter au#martha wayne#thomas wayne#alfred pennyworth#bruce wayne#batfam#also yes i did make hugh grant my alfred#really please don’t judge me 😭
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Mari and her boyfriend idol or something idk
(Original image below cut)
#super duper quick doodle I shat out please do not judge it 🙏🙏#I’m know it sucks IM KNOWS!!!!#just wanted an excuse to draw spirit mari#and heromari in general tbh…#love drawing her fucked up. represents the fact that she had flaws and was a beautiful wonderful person despite that#tw scars#they’re not sh scars but just being safe… they’re like the little scratches and cuts she has on the truth photos from the violin#theyre very faint I should have made them fainter#also her eye is very strained because I saw a hc on Reddit that her eye was like forced open because the noose pulled on a muscle#because it’s implied they’re closed before#and that shattered me and made a lot of sense too so. that’s here#<��� don’t know if that checks out medically but still#omori#omori mari#omori hero#heromari
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Werewolf by Night: Red Band (Vol. 1/2024), #2.
Writer: Jason Loo; Penciler: Sergio Dàvila; Inkers: Jay Leisten and Aure Jimenez; Colorist: Alex Sinclair; Letterer: Cory Petit
#Marvel#Marvel comics#Marvel 616#Werewolf by Night: Red Band#Werewolf by Night: Red Band vol. 1#Werewolf by Night: Red Band 2024#Moon Knight comics#Moon Knight#Mr. Knight#Marc Spector#Elsa Bloodstone#Khonshu#It’s wild that they vaguely allude to the Moon Knight annual with Jack’s plot to get Khonshu via killing Diatrice#but only very vaguely#and I think that’s wild considering how much that explains Marc’s reaction here#Marc’s no Spidey in that Marc WILL pull the trigger and lethal force is never complete off the table#when it comes to potential courses of action#but Marc — who’s intimately aware of what kind of terrible people can turn things around if given a second chance#since that’s part of his story — will usually go through a couple more options for jumping to «kill on sight»#or in this case encourage others to take Jack out for him by appealing to their sense of responsibility (pffft MARC)#just a bit of an interesting dynamic for him and perhaps he’s so willing to relent and make this so-called house call#in other news I really do love Elsa’s boots#also this is actually a month late with no. 3 (which judging by the cover will also have MK) slotted to have been released#this past Wednesday#I’ll keep an eye out but maybe the delay is due to this being a red band series?#which please don’t mind me with this quick aside#but I find the marketing of red band series so funny like#«this comic is polybagged for your protection! 🚨 Minors DNI! 🙅🏻 The contents of this issue are so objectionable#you WILL be put on a watchlist the moment you buy it!!!! 😤» and you look inside and it’s just ???#maybe I’m just desensitized (and already on perhaps too many watchlists) but there ain’t even entrails (I respect the hustle though haha)
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Out of genuine curiosity.. do yall think Lewis says nigga??
I’m so dead ass serious with this question because as a fellow negress who just joined TeamLH44, I’ve always wondered this 😂
He’s soft spoken and in his peace, love and light era.. I’m just genuinely curious lol
I mean.. I can’t be the only black fan of Lewis Hamilton that hasn’t thought this??
(Also if you aren’t black, don’t interact because this question really isn’t for you also weirdos will be blocked)
#just a funny thought#black people thoughts#lewis hamilton x black reader#lewis hamilton#genuine question#like I’m so deadass lol I want to know if he does#I really want to know lol someone please tell me and also don’t judge me I’m just asking#don’t be weird in my ask I’m just asking a question#also IF YOU ARENT BLACK DONT INTERACT#BLACKS ONLY#if you don’t like what I have to say please block me
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PLEASE READ AND HELP A small FANDOM OUT 🥺
(If you can and if you want to) please CHECK OUT DEAD BOY DETECTIVES ON NETFLIX!!!!!!!! I promise that it’s good (and even if you don’t like it, please watch at least in the background) we need more views for season 2 and we’re running out of time. So please, if you know how that feels please help this fandom out and check out the tv show!!!!!! Please watch it or recommend it to other people you know 🥺❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Sorry about this but I’m desperate enough to call out other ships and fandoms for their help cause I really care about this tv show and I REALLY want a season 2 and I’m sure some of yall will understand how that feels so please HEAR ME OUT and read this!!!!!!!! This is so so so important and I KNOW you know how it feels to have something so important to you, like these tv shows I’m tagging and ships. Yall know how it feels about thinking what you would do without them and I know yall know how it feels to be scared they might cancel it or not have them get canon etc. we all been there so please please help this fandom out, if there’s anything we can do for yall WE will help yall out. We need more LGBTQ+ representation in tv shows, this is what we have been fighting for YEARS, so please help us out!!!! Especially for older generations, I know yall know how it feels to be queerbaited/not have enough representation in movies and tv shows. I was THERE, I got to experience that when I was younger and it was awful. Now we are FINALLY having something we thought wasn’t possible years ago, we’re finally having more lgbtq+ representation!!! we cannot let them take that from us. This is what we WISHED and HOPED before, for the first time in YEARS I finally found a tv show that I NEEDED when I was younger, that healed me, so please help us out and make them give dead boy detectives a season 2!!!!!! This show has so much potential and it deserves to have a proper ending (if season 2 going to be the last season) so please please please I’m begging yall!!!!!!!
#heartstopper#young royals#red white and royal blue#narlie#wilmon#firstprince#helex#thiam#sterek#newtmas#destiel#drarry#jarchie#scisaac#I don’t care if I sound like a loser I’m really passionate about this show okay#plus yall can’t blame me bc yall the same so#if you want to ofc I’m not going to force you but please think about it#I know deep down some of yall know how it feels like so PLEASE#the only thing you have to do is watch the show on Netflix and that’s it#or promote it#if you don’t want to watch it at least please repost this and promote the tv show! recommend it to other people#also sorry for the tagging :) but please understand#we all are desperate and I’m willing to fight for this show#and I KNOW YALL would also do the same for YOUR tv shows#I know yall would also fight too so don’t judge me
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There’ve been criticisms about Darry being too mean or too cruel in the musical, and I get where those people are coming from, but — and speaking as someone who hasn’t seen or listened to it but has listened to the soundtrack and follows the information account like the paper — I think this phenomenon stems from two things
First, on the side of the discussers, a lack of exposure to the musical as an actual piece of material instead of (occasionally very out of context) lines or screenshots. Obviously seeing the musical, even if one lived in New York, would be expensive as all get out, and even audios and boots are pretty hard to find for this show, but there are many details and contexts that change how lines on the page should be interpreted that simply cannot be gleaned through, well, lines on the page. As someone who has dabbled in acting & directing, and has spent time analyzing play texts in depth, delivery and direction can change everything. The entire sentiment of a line can be the opposite of what you’d expect if you took the line at face value, and unless that’s explicit in the stage directions, it can go unrealized if one is merely reading the script (which, as an aside, is exactly why I find analyzing play excerpts tricky — because without a performance or direction, scripts are often so ambiguous and versatile that they could go any way). And honestly, despite also being someone who unfortunately does not benefit from first hand knowledge of the musical, I feel like this is very evident in discussion of Darry in the show. For example, none of his lines in, say, Runs in the Family (Reprise) should be taken at face value, because if you’ve even listened to the song you can tell he’s completely spiralling and hitting a breaking point. This is a state that, historically, causes people to say things they’d never believe in real life. We’re not meant to believe Darry would ever walk out on his brothers, we’re meant to hear him talk about it and understand how deep of a breakdown he is having. As a less obvious example, from what people online have said, Darry spends the last twenty or so minutes of the musical in tears. Again, the things he says here aren’t necessarily the things he believes, or things that he’s expressing coolly or off-handedly because they line up 1:1 with his worldview, they’re things he says when he’s desperate and struggling and has no idea what the correct path is when his brother & responsibility has effectively been comatose since the deaths
Which brings me to my next point!
One of the most known things about the musical, even to people who aren’t very familiar with it, is that it goes more in-depth on Darry’s trials and tribulations, so to speak. He gets one solo at status quo, another (mostly) solo when he gets his breakdown, and a (mostly) duet in his own self-described darkest hour during Pony’s absence. All three of these songs go into detail about what his life is like and how much he’s been struggling, and even songs that aren’t about him emphasize this feature of his more than in the book: his description by Ponyboy in Tulsa ’67 & Great Expectations reminding the audience of his life’s path, his verse in GGAH making it clear that his life is a very different one with arguably more severe burdens compared to the other boys. Other than the three most important characters of the original narrative, he is now undoubtedly the most important and developed character — which makes sense in a musical format, because with the story of The Outsiders it would’ve been pretty much impossible to do a true ensemble cast other than the main three while doing any of them justice, especially if they’d kept Steve as a principle (rip king). But I digress. In my opinion, being clearer on Darry’s hardships actually gives the musical space to show him as saying crueller things, to have him make more mistakes and mess up worse. In the book, we’re clearly meant to sympathize with him by the end, but we only get Ponyboy’s infamously flawed and unreliable narration as the lense through which to view him. As such, if we went too hard into Darry messing up, while 3/4 of the book have Ponyboy going “yeah Darry’s a rock and doesn’t love me or anyone”, he ultimately would’ve come across a lot worse and a lot harder to “redeem” in the eyes of the reader (personally I never disliked him, but I’ve seen enough accounts of people who hated him on their first go at the story to know it is not an uncommon sentiment). He already slaps his brother and argues with him all the time; it would’ve been even more legwork to make him liked if he’d also been saying harsher things and making more mistakes. In the musical, however, we get that objective perspective that’s missing in the book. Ponyboy’s not narrating to us the lyrics of Throwing in the Towel, he’s not even present for the events of Throwing in the Towel! It’s a lot easier to understand and forgive mistakes if one is familiar with the psyche behind those mistakes, and the musical delivers that psyche to us at every turn. Because the audience understands Darry Curtis and how hard it is for him to hold on, the audience also has more understanding and forgiveness for when he’s spiralling. It’s also just a more specific proof of his plight — three songs with first-hand, emotionally explicit lyrics penetrate the uninvested understanding a lot easier than a second-party description of circumstances. Due to its nature and promotion of Darry’s importance, the musical simply gets more freedom to show an arguably more realistic version of him.
Also, I do believe that Darry in the musical is just that much closer to the edge than he is in the book, which is a valid character choice in an inherently emotional and transformative medium such as the musical adaptation 🤷🏻♀️
#I have a few thoughts and theories on why I think people judge the musical so harshly#esp compared to other adaptations#and I almost went into them here but then the post was long enough as is#anyway. if you’re going to bring up counterarguments please be civil 🙏#the musical is really important to me and I do not wish to start discourse about it I just wanted to share my thoughts#on a matter that I see cropping up a lot every now and then#also sometimes I see people say things that make me go ‘oh so you just. don’t understand how musicals work’ but I actually can’t think of#any examples at the moment#which is probably a good thing because even this post was not supposed to be this long#unfortunately if my essay style is one thing it’s verbose and that carries over to posts like this#og#analysis#darry curtis#darrel curtis#the outsiders#the outsiders musical#kind of scared to post this tbh lmao. oh well!
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Absolutely NOBODY asked for this but Papaya trio sketches because for some reason out of ALL the characters in Ninjago my brain could’ve picked to latch on to, it chose the three who have never canonically met
I’m sorry but I love them dearly
I also apologize for not allowing any character that I draw to NOT have at least one inhuman trait, as you can see Morro got the worst of it here
#Ninjago#morro wu#harumi jade#echo julien#papaya trio#the trio ever#Gonna be honest I’ve been holding on to these sketches for days I just was on the fence about posting them because ‘what if I’m cringe’#But today I decided fuck it I’ll post my crappy cringe Ninjago sketches#It’s tumblr who’s going to judge me /j#Oh also#citrusshipping#It’s one very small thing but it’s there so I’ll tag it#Can y’all guess who my favorite is#I think I’m biased because of season 5 nostalgia#I need to rewatch the oni trilogy though#Since I’m already rambling in the tags i’d like to say that Morro and Harumi are an underrated duo it’d be so funny for them to interact#Like I might be wrong but I just see them going back and forth from being friends to absolutely DESPISING each other on a daily basis#I think they don’t see eye to eye on a LOT of things but when they do agree on stuff they’d be silly#I may be seeing things wrong though like I just started getting back into Ninjago-#so if I am horrendously mischaracterizing anyone please point it out to me#But I mean tbh there’s not a really great frame of reference for Echo since he’s only ‘canonically’ in season 6#Screw canon though Echo is Mr. E to me#Yeah I think that’s enough rambling#Congratulations if you read all of this
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award for most devil’s sacrament moment of the year goes without a doubt to this morning when my coworker (delivering presentation) (screen projected onto wall in front of me and god and everyone) opened a new tab in google chrome and in the number one spot among the collection of icons for frequently visited websites was. the ao3 logo
#when i tell you it took everything i had in me not to visibly or audibly react#and she didn’t react at all! so either she has a great poker face or didn’t notice or else also subscribes to the whole devil’s sacrament#mindset i.e. ‘well if they recognize it they have no room to judge’#which is of course correct! i’m not judging! i’m simply experiencing The Kinship That Must Never Be Acknowledged very acutely in a public#and professional environment!#this is also not really new information to me like i don’t know for sure if she’s on this website but i could For Sure have pegged her as#an ao3 girlie at least and i’m sure she knows the same about me#(throwback to the runner-up for the most devil’s sacrament moment award from last week when i (clearly online) mentioned that i don’t spend#much time on youtube but i find other ways to waste it and she was like ‘oh such as?’ and i cursed my big mouth and awkwardly went ‘well i#read a lot of fiction’ (true but NOT what we were talking about and we both knew it perfectly well) and then we both had to sit with that)#anyway! mini heart attack moment for sure seeing that symbol in that context but fun times overall :)#and this is why i will never ever open ao3 in a non-incognito tab lest my computer too decide to betray me. forever amen#[REDACTED] on the OFF CHANCE YOU END UP READING THIS and recognize yourself and thus learn my online identity. please don’t tell anyone#let’s keep the devil’s sacrament between us#caseyposting
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My brain, producing completely deranged shower thoughts after processing Sutekh babygirfication fan arts: what about Sutekh/Tardis AU where the Doctor is the villain who 1) kidnapped the Tardis, 2) exposed her heart to kill friends of her lover, 3) forced the Tardis to torture her lover and 4) had her witness the death of her lover? Wouldn’t that be fuuuuuuuuuuuun -
#please don’t judge me I don’t want this either im also a victim of my brain#doctor who#dw spoilers#empire of death spoilers#empire of death
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I know this is such a small thing, but it drove me crazy that when they showed Sabine’s mural of the Ghost Crew, you can’t see most of Kanan (or Zeb, for that matter), even in the wide shot. I want to see all of them!!!! they’re all important!!!!
one of my biggest fears for the show was that they’d just pretend Kanan never existed, and that particular shot does not bode well. we’ll see what happens, I suppose
#and then there’s also#that leaked lego set with the jacen minifig where he looks 100% human#I saw someone else talking about this on tiktok and they were saying they’re worried that changing jacen’s appearance#will be like korkie kryze all over again#where they just give no explanation for where he came from or who his dad is#please kanan is important to me and to the characters in ahsoka#don’t ignore him#still I won’t judge harshly until I’ve seen more#but this isn’t a great sign#anyway sorry for the ramble#star wars#ahsoka series#ahsoka spoilers#ahsoka#ahsoka series spoilers#kanan jarrus#ghost crew#star wars rebels
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hello i miss my karate dads
#also i’m back in my zak and nick from ghost adventures era please don’t judge me#iykyk#they were in love#so tragic#i’m watching the old episodes again before nick left and there’s so much nostalgia in this to me i could cry lol#does anyone know what i’m talking about
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