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HOLY FUCKING SHIT IM GONNA EXPLODE
#limited life smp#pearlescentmoon#bigb#what is your tag babygirl#mcyt#life series smp#trafficblr#OH MY GOD I AM NOT OKKKK#THEY JUTS CAUSLAUUYA MADE MH IDEAL TEAM IM GONNA EXPLODE AHHFEUGFUDW#AUGHWGDHWGDGWUDGWU#UAGHAGHAGHAGHAGHGHAGHGAHGA#im not ok#also haha coloring who she????#also im to tired ot be funny i had no good text sorry#uhm#i need more peopel to go craz about them please#it was just tthe most vibe jsut the whole thing#also hey bobbleheads are back!!!!#your wellcome;)> the 7 people who follwoed from that era#anyhow#song fro today is still dirty mouth but also chandelier by#will paquin#had to look that up#anyhow '#!!#i feel alive#i just they it is so good please#my art
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98 lovemail doodles >_<
#trigun#meryl stryfe#milly thompson#nicholas d wolfwood#i was able to convince my friend to start 98 after we got back from AX HAHA and so i wanted to doodle the gang again ^_^#it's so funny how i always draw trimax ww super grumpy but then my 98ww is always such a goofy goober BAHAHA#trimax ww is still pookie to me tho dont get it twisted!!! ^_^#but yeah it's fun to decide how i want to differentiate between the different versions of ww#also i love 98 meryl so much she is so let me speak to the manager core (heart eyes)#and the color palette for vash i referenced from the lost july episode bc I LOVE IT SOOOO MUCH THE COLORS IN THE PLANT STATION SCENES#idk what it is abt it but it tickles my brain. so pretty T__T#man im fr that type of artist who is posting different versions of the same drawings on different platforms LOL#but yall on tumblr and ig get it better imo hehe. when i post on twitter im like fucket whatever#i usually dont post on tumblr/ig until a day or two later so by then i make a couple of changes/finish stuff/color stuff#so here u go enjoy the colored versions of these doodles HAHA
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i cant be the only one to think of this
#snidge scribbles#wandersong#wandersong kiwi#kiwi wandersong#wandersong bard#bard wandersong#wandersong miriam#miriam wandersong#bases covered. any fucking way. who wants to hear about color headcanons!!!!#i. love. desaturated kiwi and oversatursted miriam. bc youd THINK itd be the other way round.#but no. kiwis Actual Feelings need to be pried out with a crowbar. miriam is the one holding the crowbar#for all kiwi is happy and cheery. a lot of it is fake/denial/refusal to confront their problems. miriams anger is always Genuine.#HOWEVER. kiwis hat is the most vibrant part of their outfit. bc the hat was made with the help of a friend.#also earthy tones haha earthsong joke. and the feather is bright bc. i like it. it matches miriam.#and miriam gets gold eyes so it can match her earrings. and also bc shes got Enough Gotdamn Purple Already#i recognize that its to contrast her skin tone to make the eyes Visible but i will not be doing it <3#thank u for coming to my ted talk
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lil ffvii dress up party with the bunnies ໒꒰ྀི ˶• ༝ •˶ ꒱ྀི১₊˚⊹
#its still a crime that cinna is not a bunny like tf you mean hes not a bunny!!!!!!!#still the og bunny in my head#my art#artists on tumblr#cinnamoroll#kuromi#my melody#sanrio#sephiroth#cloud strife#aerith gainsborough#final fantasy vii#art#*#clerith#also i personally wanted kuromi aerith but ahaha imma leave that for next time#lets just say the story here is that cinna and my melo are sefi and ea by default bc who else would they be#and then ofc as a kuromi stan i have to include her then lets just say she's being bratty and she wants to be the protag#bc cloud is definitely not kuromi-like except for the bike lmao#taking the easy way out of the drawing depression by making simple cutie chibi stuff#and colorful stuff#i hope it works...? haha
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"NUNCA APRENDES, PLATITA."
#[TRANSLATION: You never learn‚ Silver]#platita. yep. that's his nickname. it's very cute :')#it means ''silver'' but in a very ''tiny piece of silver'' kind of way. exist as a word the way words ending with ''ito'' or ''ita'' do#EXAMPLES: [carro(car) & carrito(small car)]|[oso(bear) & osito(small bear)]|[perro (dog) & perrito (small dog)]#colored doodles#sonic#YOUR WORLD OF YESTERDAY#silver the hedgehog#silver's father#sigh. this was going to be part of the answer for the ask asking ''what is your world of yesterday about''... alas. it's here instead :/#''Pops''... I ACTUALLY don't know what he would look like if im being honest. im imagining someone very tall and warm🤔#ORIGINALLY the knight owl was going to be his adopted parent but decided against it cause it would've ruined this whole thing she's got#with the time crow. so i'm now back in the drawing board. i do know i want his biological mother to be an arctic fox. so there's that :}#[also: gotta add that the owl still watches over him. she works for Pops. she's more like an auntie who has a very mean girlfriend haha]#anyways expect a kind father who become increasingly jaded and as silver grows up he recontextualizes his childhood and the reason#his father even took him in. ''none and i mean none of what you tell me will ever come to pacify my doubts and fears again.'' OOF.
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Honestly I think it would do us all well to go back to kinda cringy feminism again for a little bit idk cause I think maybe for some people the discourse somehow circled back around to supporting sexism just rebranded or whatever so its more aesthetic
#personal#instead of progressing the discourse into idk more inclusion of women of color and trans women#it went in the direction of like glorifying women being stupid and romanticizing beauty standarts#also weird centering of men all over again in feminism and in general for some reason#remember in the early 2010s when emma watson was like obliterated for that 'he for she' campaign#because it prioritized men in feminist discourse and then thats the exact direction where things went later on (and where it is currently)#people care more abt like 'haha this is my golden retriever bf he drinks respect women juice!' than about actual women speaking abt feminis#like being a feminist isnt about social change and women prioritizing each other its abt how dudes are hot when they do the bare minimum!#also have you noticed the rise in lesbophobia both in the sense of persecution of lesbians themselves#and of lesbians relationships and culture which other wlw are also part of (its giving lavender menace)#and also remember how we had the me too movement and then immediately after#everyone still fell for a smear campaing against a victim of domestic abuse?#anyway i would really love to get back to basics of like women should support each other!#and beauty standarts overwhelmingly negatively affect women and girls!#and we still need to incentivize girls to seek out intellectual pursuits especially in STEM and leadership roles!#because we continue to be underpresented in those fields and the only way to enact change is to bring our perspectives to those areas#instead of asking politely for guys to throw us a bone!#also stop acting like its cringe to openly and vocally center and prioritize women in every sphere of our lives possible!#and also maybe go back to actively trying to do that! and considering that a good thing!??#because we're the ones who should have our backs most of all?? idk idk#also where are the teeth??#why is everyone so afraid of being angry now???#its like some people circled back to being afraid of being mistaken for man-hating or something#just for pointing out common sense aspects of oppression without adding an asterisk about how men suffer too!#i thought we all knew there is no such thing as reverse sexism!!!#idk!!!#and this isnt me condoning choice feminism many women are evil and actively work against their own interests#or antagonize other women to make themselves feel important such as terfs etc#but idk its like everyone internalized that 'well women can suck too' so hard that its become like#'*most* women suck and we dont even have to keep trying to empathize and prioritize each other and our issues anymore'
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ten
#yew art#alien oc#furry oc#sort of?? i mean she Is like#a feline primate type thing#shes meant to look a bit uncanny#sort of like a person wearing one of those silicone snouts you can get for costumes#sort of like the one in the cat in the hat lol#hello long time no post#ive been working on a commission#but im doing personal art between working on it bc it helps me get warmed up and also helps me not burn out#my ocs#oc ten#ten#that is her name#i love her#but yeah when i finish the commission i shall be posting here more again#things have been hectic to say the least#medical stuff and mental health stuff combined haha...#but yeah#here i am and heres a colored sketch#the coloring is pretty sloppy and the lines too but its fun to draw loosely sometimes#and who better to do that with than my beloved ten#enjoy her or else /j
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Does it bother anyone else that it’s 2023 and there are still people who still see W*rd and D*ke being pushed as “good” relationships for Daisy?
You know the guy who was literally a nazi murderer that tried to manipulate her and the other guy that sold her into slavery then later made a very creepy and disgusting, over-sexualized vr game of her. That’s not even to mention that they both had very creepy obsessions with her. And that’s supposed to be seen as “cute”?
Or is it just me?
#my random 2am thoughts#anti grant ward#anti skyeward#anti deke shaw#anti dekesy#is that their ship name??#i’m typically ship who you wanna ship#but why are we pushing the woman of color with 2 white dudes that literally see her as an object#and with d*ke she didn’t even reciprocate it#like sousa lincoln robbie trip jemma#can’t just pick one of those where daisy is actually respected in the relationship??#sorry i’m ranting lol#i can’t sleep#i also wanted to add how skyew*rd shippers have a very sexist view of daisy and refuse to see her growth past s1#but that’s a post for when it’s not 2am haha
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The first kiss 💕
In the hours that followed the meeting at the 8-Bit Pizza Bar, the news of John being alive reached everyone’s ears in Hope County… including Joseph’s who contacted the Junior Deputy the instant he knew, late in the evening, and requested to see the little brother he thought he had lost. He and Taylor agreed on a truce and that he would visit them the next day. Approximately 24 hours later, she anxiously drove to his compound to pick him up, but his calm demeanor and the fact he apparently trusted her enough to get into her car alone surprised her. When Joseph was finally reunited with John (who had insisted he needed a shirt for the occasion), he hugged him tightly, and Taylor decided to wait outside so they could talk in private in the small bunker she now called home. The Father came out of it moments later, visibly relieved, and told her John would only return to his Family the next morning because there was “no rush” and, that way, they could “sort everything out”.
The Deputy was a bit confused but, as it happened, “sort everything out” they did.
I had 11 “old” drawings to post and this is the 6th one; I’m getting there! My computer says this file is exactly one year old today :)
#pov: you’re peaches and realize it’s very likely that the humans are done petting you for the night#(they only kissed by the way you know the cult has rules)#in fact it was john who made the first move#3 seconds earlier taylor was sitting on the other side of the couch#he tried to touch her hand while she wasn’t looking#but she was so surprised she reflexively removed it#when she met john’s gaze he quickly lowered it and withdrew his hand as well#she realized she had accidentally made things awkward and that she actually wasn’t opposed to him touching her at all#so her next move was this#john seed x deputy#taylor rook#my deputy#john seed#far cry 5#adelaide and joseph: *shipped john and taylor before they even realized they had feelings for each other*#joseph because he knew john needed love and that she could save him#and adelaide because... she’s adelaide haha#also they both perceived their connection the moment they saw them together#all they needed was a nudge and a few more hours#story: 'that fic I’ll never write'#my art#fan art#traditional art#digital coloring#I still like how the couch looks
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#hello to anyone who happens to b interested in the saga of my life... also maybe the irl person i gave my url to... hopefully my blog#didnt freak her out too much lol. anyway so its been a busy week? 2 weeks? month? year? life? its been a lot. my parents helped me move#across the country from the desert to somewhere that's beautiful and green. my dad is so jealous of me lol its so so so pretty and theres s#so much to do. will i do any of it? that remains to be seen but im gonna try to be better about that sort of thing. try to get some help#with the thoughts in my head that keep me from doing and enjoying most things. its weird like im decorating my new room which i love. the#location and living situation seem ideal and i really hope i can stay here all 5 years of my program but i was picking a lot of bright#colors and now it feel uncomfortable. like if i wear things that r too bright or my room is too bright without dark contrast it feel weird#like if im wearing it it kinda makes me feel sick. idk what thats abt. anyway. ill try to heal my brain and im just so happy to b out of the#southwest. i was so so so excited when we were leaving thr city and even more so when we left the state. i cant believe im here. in December#it felt like a million years away and i really truely could not fathom how i was gonna survive that long. my thoughts were so distorted. but#i did and here i am. and in like a month i should b starting my phd program and my parents were telling me how excited ppl r for me and#jealous of where im living and im glad. im glad they're excited. i think i am too but its under a layer of: if i get excited it wont happen#im not allowed to b excited or it wont happen. which is irrational but ya kno. anyway so that's yeah. im so happy to have a fresh start and#the town seems super cool. a liberal blip in a sea of... not that so theyre very visibly pride forward haha and i think itll b way easier#for me to get around without driving. and im gonna try to make friends. i need someone to tell me where to get tattoos haha. so yea im happy#but exhausted and i dont wanna go back to work and so so greatful to my parents for being wonderful ppl idk how bc both of them had fucked#up childhoods. like my mum will say the saddest shit and im like bro this is y i don't wanna talk to my grandma fuck her and my dads parents#r so fucked. like my nana is the reason im so fucking control freaked out but i kno i have issues and she has no insight and thinks shes#better than everyone. anyway hopefully i can get back to drawing a posting more now. ive been drawing it its been in a sketch book#like an actual sketch book for sketching big ideas thst r gonna take fucking forever to draw 😭#so that's all. just uprooted my whole life. thats all. but in a good way :-]#unrelated
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merry christmas btw i kinda forgot to say it ere at all oopsies >_< i hope you all had/have a wonderful holiday season or week or day or month regardless of your religion and if you celebrate christmas !!!!!
i got 'the end of everything' by katie mack for xmas (i begged my parents lol) bcs i finally saw it in a bookstore after months of looking for it that i just Fell to the ground ..... i love astrophysics i love space i love science. i also love u all
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#:3 :3 :3 meow#urgh. tired! i wish to ignore my responsibilities but i should not cannot#i actually got genshin again yesterday which sounds unreal. i just want pretty blonde girl navia LMFAOOO#but also i've actually been making progress w quests and shit so yay ^_^ also playing again bcs i lov my friends. nini u will not see this#but ily. also u berry even tho we are on wholly different servers bcs i'm on na haha despite the fact i am literally asian & in asia but ok#i miss ffxiv ... :(( i meant to make my theme vincent valentine and reference hit song valentine by hit band mäneskin#but i was like i do not think i can live long w this. and then thought hard. and then. ryne/gaia... my darlings <3#also idk if i've said but i'm finally. heading and delving more into dnd finally !! tis meant to be lmfao i love my friends wow#and also my dad had his own dnd set back in the day he never used unfortunately and doesnt hav anymore but Yes <333#bg3 ocs are tasty! you have apollo erebus and thanatos there is an obvious theme in names going on!#funny there is one silly bard (my guy ever. obviously) and then the other two are durges on opposite ends#pretty boy draconic sorcerer who tries to be good but honestly he's romancing astarion too so he's kinda Yeah#and then you have than who is. what a pretty enby he/she ladyman! romancing minthara ofc <3 they are my evil girlie#evil girlies more like. Two of them yay!!! w opposite color schemes (quite intentional but also i Just Love Red)#haven't watched pjotvseries bcs i will cry throughout the whole thing (probably not an exaggeration) so i am obviously not ready#yeah. ^_^ <3
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Artist: mugimugis3 Source: Twitter Archives: Original Post | First Image | Second Image
(Rough) Translation: Melia: "Actually, I fell from a great height when I was young. I must send a bill to your colony's chief [for all of the ether cylinders you took from the crashed airship]." Reyn: "Really?" Melia: "Obviously I am joking." Text in corner of first image: Reyn and Melia's Heart-to-Hearts are extremely cute Text in corner of second image: #Closefriends Melia: "Suppose I were to tell you that I liked you." Shulk: "Huh?" Melia: "I was joking, needless to say." Shulk: "Huuuh?"
#xenoblade#mugimugis3#fanart#melia#reyn#shulk#shulk and melia#special thanks to sirteateimoonlight for providing the original/Japanese name for heart-to-heart on their wiki :)#okay i am convinced at this point the hashtag thing is basically mugi saying ''hashtag friendzoned'' lol#poor melia...#poor shulk too he's missing tf out by being so dense#the little heart bouncing off of him... :(#anyway i really like how mugi color-coded the speech bubbles#cute concept and makes reading stuff with lots of text easier to understand who's saying what!#it reminds me of mystic messenger too haha#also the bit about the airship isn't in the original text but i thought i'd add it in because it felt weird without context#as her first sentence comes from a different h2h's convo entirely#but without context it could seem like she's saying she'll bill the colony for her having fallen as a kid nowhere near the lower bionis lol
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Would you rather give up your magic to live a normal life, or keep your magic and never hold any genuine human connections? (There's no anon option, so I guess I have to be called out lol.)
eyes narrow in the light of the campfire, wood crackling and heat meeting her skin that's made it crawl for centuries yet she can not move with the young boy who's head lays on her lap having fallen asleep (she imagined she'd have to carry him back to his tent at some point). maybe she shouldn't have come here, even if the knightley boys had asked her to when she'd been to see beth. they'd found a few soldiers they'd felt able to confide in about themselves, soldiers who seemed to accept them once one of them had used his powers to save the other, and it's from this that such a question has been brought forth. she knows it is not out of malice and yet, it still awakens something deep within her. a memory she's locked away for ages in the depths of her soul. maybe they think her standoffish because she is so much less open than the boys. but she can not afford to be like them when she must direct her forces by the day. these boys were young. too young and had yet to truly understand the world even if they were serving in an army now let alone understand magic or it's role in the world.
there was one day, no, a mere few hours within her life that katarzyna had wished she could have shed her magic from her body and lived a so called normal life. that she could have been as human as the rest of her village. the moment men who had been smiling at the children just the day before entered their home with violence and tore her and her brother from their beds, binding them and dragging them outside. when she had screamed for her brother as wooden posts had been erected. there had been no trial or recourse. no amount of pleading for their lives had halted them from being beaten for speaking the foul words of creatures they'd said. it had been them who had brought the plague upon them they believed. yet was it not the twins whom only sought to save an elderly woman from the pain of such plague? fires had been lit and pain seared their bodies and in those moments she wished they could have been anything but what they were. for to have been born as such had been their death sentence.
but then they had been reborn from the ashes and her whole world view had been shaken. her parents had given of themselves to bring them back and she no longer saw her power as something to shy away from. her parents had believed in magic. had believed in the worth of her and her brother and what they could bring to the world. and she vowed to never seek to be anything but what she was again.
to never be weak and powerless again.
greenish-blue hues move over the fire and meet the human speaking to her. was she not making a human connection now? perhaps once she believed being what she was separated her from the human world. perhaps in the respect that she lived longer than humans it did. but this war and the people she had begun to meet made her begin to question such. maybe making connections with humans wasn't about how long you knew them or preventing one's self from becoming close because of the eventual loss but the value of the time spent with them. no, she did not think having magic equated to a lack of forming human connections, genuine ones. not if she didn't allow it to.
after all, while it had never been the intention, she cared for-- no, she could acknowledge it was more than that now as she ran her hand through the young boy's curls, she held a motherly love for auggie in a way she had never believed she could possess before-- and tended to the human child more often than not these days. sometimes the intensity of which she believed she would protect the boy scared even her for if there was a choice between him and someone else, she held no doubt of what she would choose even if it could mean burning the world in the process. but did her love toward the boy not equate to a genuine connection? and was her magic not the very thing which could allow her to protect him? was such love not a normal part of life?
"why can i not have both?" she questions, gaze drifting over the man's shoulder to see the major approaching. ah, perhaps she would not have to carry auggie back to his tent herself after all. still, she continues, looking back at the questioning soldier without care for the major hearing her words, for they were truth and she would not deny her connection to the boy at this point even if she has no idea what it would look like once this war was done.
"is there some book of rules which state i can not have magic and hold connections with humans who i love? that i can not still have something of a normal life with them?" and with that she looks down upon auggie and begins to shift him gently without waking him, picking him up so that his head falls to her shoulder. strangely, the heat of the campfire seems to affect her less, a different kind of warmth washing over her as she raises from their perch on the log and moves to meet tallmadge. "come to collect the little terror? i think him, cora, and furgus just about defeated half the soldiers in camp charging them while wearing your helmet today."
@honorhearted
#i'll answer it as an anon since you were gonna send it as an anon#BUT BEN IS STILL GETTING CALLED OUT AS ENDING UP THERE BECAUSE YOU SENT IT HAHA#and i guess it sorta turned into a drabble#it can remain a drabble or actually turn into a thread if you want either way is cool#apparently i can't just answer a meme without it turning into something long#but this seemed to just really flow well together with auggie being there and coloring her views on things#but it's also so interesting because this is how she views things at that time but in the future she will live up a part of her magic#to have a normal life with ben and their children but she doesn't give up all of her magic just what makes her immortal#her magic is so intrinsically a part of who she is that like she couldn't exist without it#idk that she could literally live without it because it's fundamentally a part of her soul and being and cells#but the question was about magic and not immortality so it's two different things#i think her view on immortality itself as a separate thing would be different or could be#but magic itself is not the same thing#though if you did want to turn this into a thread we could always let it lead into a deeper talk where she does tell him how old she is#but again it could just remain a little drabble too lol#i have way too many emotions about this thank you for coming to my te.d talk#meme answers;#answered asks;#honorhearted
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Happy Birthday Kaeya! Everyone is always going Kaeya's dad this, Kaeya's dad that. What about his mom, I'm asking the real questions here.
#genshin impact#kaeya alberich#fic stuff#smfwtwd#my art#Aditi my beloved disaster woman#also bonus skirk (and askr who u might be able to guess his last name) cause their dynamic is fun#fun fact I got rebelle 5 when it went on sale#and while everyone else is screaming about the paint simulations i'm crying over the pencils#I love sketching with their pencils ahhhh#in contrast I colored in csp haha#but yes aditi#this is dedicated to that one commenter who went I intro ed her ages ago went “wait my names aditi”#im so sorry u have a lovely name u don't deserve to be associated with this disaster#she part of my habit of creating/using questionable moms (joining hiyoko/alice/rhine)#but yes fun fact aditi plays a pretty big role in my fic and I'm sooooo excited to get into it because oh boy its a lot
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So I've been cooking up some alternate outfit ideas for my Lmk sona and this is what they'd look like if they were with the Demon Bull Family! The idea is basically they'd be something of a court musician but it's mainly just a title.
Edit: Added the version without her armor <3
I don't have a concrete story but the initial idea was that cas was friends with swk in the brotherhood days and stuck with dbk after everyone else got sealed away and the whole consumption incident went down since she had nowhere else to go (and conveniently was the only lady around that he could ask for relationship advice when courting Iron Fan). They didn't expect Cas to live this long, only really expecting to have her around through her natural lifespan but they noticed she wasn't aging so now she gets to be their babysitter for date nights! Through the years she's been something of an aunt/sister figure and has become fiercely loyal to the family despite having no desire to take over the world. Redson built her electric bass and the armor she wears over her gems, the Bass has 2 extra buttons on it- the fire button spews fire out of the pipes and the Bull button unsheathes her sword from the neck of the instrument since she can't exactly walk around with a sword on her hip so easy these days. She travels with a heavy metal band across the continent- i like to imagine her intro episode has the crew excited about a big band coming to the city and while they wait they run into redson and annoy him cause he's bragging about getting exclusive vip passes to the show. The crew would expect someone mean from the music and the from the rest of the family but Cas is super welcoming and nice when the crew sneak backstage to bother redson some more XD
#my art#sketches#lmk oc#it me!#Cas#i'm not mentioning connie because they're the same no matter the au#though you can bet they're gonna flip when they hear redson and dbk opened a barbecue restaurant without telling them#they want a taste! Cas is probably the only mortal who can eat the Inferno level simply because Connie will consume it#and also they've been eating this boys cooking for years- they've gained an ungodly spice tolerance#i also like this concept because i think it'd be funny to have wukong be weird about Mk knowing Cas now#and innocently being like 'we should invite them over to hang out- since we're cool with redson why not the token nice one of the family?'#and Wukong is just getting flashbacks to the last time they spoke- right after sealing away dbk and is like 'haha that's nice bud-#'but oh darn they're still touring and won't stick around- she'll probably be leaving the city super soon! what a bummer!'#"all the more reason to get together Right Now!!!' :D '... Thats... GREAT Bud- i can see no reasonable point to argue!' ;w;#Meanwhile Cas is Vibing- big chillin- is only gonna realize her mistake when she locks eyes with swk and they both immediately share a Look#and wordlessly agree to simply Not Bring It Up#i have 1 other design i'm working on- i have the sketch and concept done already#i just need to color and finish it#that one i had the entire outfit And Lore a lot more thought out than this one but i had this idea first and REALLY wanted to draw the bass#im so proud of it you have no idea- the idea of the sword hidden in the bass and the flame jets make me so happy#it feels like something Redson would make- Cas uses it for all their performances they love it so much#And they wear the armor he made Religiously- even if their gems are covered by clothes or theyre chilling at home#unless they just woke up and haven't gotten dressed then they're most likely wearing them- the necklace especially#I still gotta make a regular Ref sheet but these are more fun- i have so much random info about Lmk cas i wanna ramble about >:3
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counselor cancelled day-of on me again. sad! well there's other coping mechanisms
#It’s okay she has a family emergency happening I harbor no ill will#but dammit I was really banking on her helping me make a time sensitive decision looooool#can I make a poll about it? that’s stupid as hell god I am actually going to make a poll if my best friend doesn’t text back ha.#cue that audio of William afton screaming in agony in the springlock suit. and then also a picture of SpongeBob crying.#oop vent time ahead:#texting my mom something I’m scared will upset her. do I do it now while I’m at work or try to do it face to face later#because there’s never going to be a good time and I’ve already spent so much time bc I’m scared of hurting her by moving out#if I hadn’t already texted my brother about it I would be cancelling my tour appointment. and if I could do it without her knowing about it#I wouldn’t be telling her haha!#why do I feel like I’m abandoning her. I just really want her on my side for this#because I’m already overwhelmed by the prospects of moving even though I want it and I can’t handle her hating me for it and calling me#selfish. you know.#I’m not even MOVING OUT YET I’m just going to LOOK even though I do already have my heart set on this place#but her reaction to hearing I’m even considering it is going to color the rest of the experience haha!#and I don’t have ANY other adult I can go to for wisdom. EXCEPT FOR MY NEW THERAPIST#who I am not seeing today. sigh#okay I’ve reached my crying at work quota for today I’m going to eat my lunch now.#But if anyone else has any words of kindness or even just read this far I will love you forever haha#vent
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