#also I was?? so dang close???
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ghost files live was so much fun
#THE EPISODE WAS AMAZING#and it was so cool to actually see them in person. like. they’re real people. not just little guys on a screen. that’s crazy#I HAD SO MUCH FUN#i was really hesitant about buying tickets but I’m so glad I did :’)#also I was?? so dang close???#so very worth it#i do feel kinda bad for the person sitting next to me#i think they weren’t having a great night bc I’m p sure they were crying during the ep and they barely laughed :(#wishing the best for them :(#ANYWAY I had a great time I laughed so much#blahblahbills
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theo your rolls too tough your swag too different they'll kill you...
#HOW havent i posted art of him before he's been my favourite since DAY ONE theo nation im so sorry...#the suckening#jrwi#just roll with it#theo collins#jrwi soda#avepharts#the suckening spoilers#only if you look too close but still#he is literally my goat that's my BOY. that's my BOY RIGHT THERE. BLESSED IN ACTUAL REAL LIFE BY HOMOSEXUALITY.#didnt draw the back of his jacket cape but it probably has the dangs on it and the old demons + fangs logos in patches#didnt feel like drawing it lol#also i like to think post-11 he only wears silver jewellery
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wizard of the sky (again!!!!)
#pokemon#swsh#champion leon#reworked the sky wizard design because I wanted to proper it up. and it turned into an entirely different design#but! I prefer this one! there's thought put into this one!#can't fault the other one it was made during a 2hr break or something#also. how come I've put out there a buncha see-thru áo tấc and nhật bình and have yet to see anything return. why is no one making these#do I have to make these myself. I would! one of these days! thats a threat!#I need to eat chips n lay down now but I had fun doing this one :]#I will draw wizard leons for as long as I still have ideas of what kinda wizard to turn him into. there are like three in queue rn#its so dang fun doing these wah!!!#have a good night lads!! use hook to bring opponent into close quarter
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Can we see your durge? :oc if not no worries I'm just curious!
Of course! Have a lil WIP of her in all her evil glory 🥰 (Hope I can finish this anytime in the next century lol)
Her name is Sandra, she's a war cleric of Gruumsh/oathbreaker paladin and she's Totally Bad Not Good Unredeemable. I haven't posted much about her bc I'm still in ACT1 with her (Im replaying Khael and campagn that takes priority).
fun fact before I even got through half of ACT1 of all the compainons only Astarion and Shadowheart were alive/present. I dont know how long theyre going to last though lmaooo
She's another iteration of my DnD character Alasandra, who Ive played for a couple years in a homebrew campagn! I also played with her in Solasta (another DnD game, that I suggest checking out!) He's all three of her together for the meme:
I also technically have a Redeemed Durge character that's based on another DnD character! His name is Chan, he's a warlock and a cinnamon roll who can do no wrong 🥹 (which makes me chosing him as a durge an awful parent)
and here's how he looks like!
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#bg3 durge#Durge Sandra#Chan Sunshine#I'm probably not playing with Chan because I dont think Im gonna be able to import him properly in the BG3 durge setting hmn#I'm just thinking of making a durge khael so I can see the Good Durge options and call it a day#I have one more tav he's from the multiplayer cmpgn Im plyaing with friends that's 90% us being naked and messing around and 10% actual gam#disegna e bevi#its so fun killing everyone but dang the game becomes so empty its so jarring i love it sm#also please know that dnd sandra is dear to my heart sm durge sandra is just a more feral unhinged verison of her it's what she deserves#me with sandra litterally like “i support womens rights but more importantly i support womens wrongs”#also both sandra and chan have mods for their appearences since I tried to make them as close as possible to their original designs#tw blood
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We're expecting the Yagi typhoon to hit my city today or on the weekends. I'm like scared and excited RN cuz it's rumored to be the biggest typhoon IN ALL OF DECADE. currently i think the winds are at (184 - 201km per hour) which is like Level 16 but they say it could reach level 17. I might record it or sth if y'all like.
Probably won't be online either due to that t'night. I mean, better safe then sorry. The school's ordered us to go home immidietely right after school is over, so that's that (idk if i can go to my extra classes) lol. Anyways stay safe y'all who are expecting the Yagi Typhoon too <333
#dang i feel so cool#rn#but like scared also#cuz they have flooded/killed some people#and the balcony doors at my house can't close#so that's gonna be a problem....#yagi typhoon#love from east asia#typhoon
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my last week, a visual demonstration
#Robin processes emotions on main#hi yes I came back early. it's in order to process. I needed to like.... spill my guts on the dashboard tonight#IM STRUGGLING..#I have GOT to get a job#just one (1) more visit to a friend this summer and then I will be APPLYING for things again#also I'm having the very devil of a time trying to get myself to contribute to this household. I hate it#I hate that helping out makes me feel like I'm losing my agency—losing myself—like I'm dying every time. I want to be BETTER than this#but I also need to feel like an adult with agency but also I need to BEHAVE like an adult but even just saying that makes me feel nauseous#I need. something. to change. I hate this. I feel selfish and cowardly and I hate feeling selfish and cowardly#I need to . communicate. work something out with my mother so that I stop feeling perpetually behind and ashamed#if I could manage to feel good about chores and not just like I'm scrambling to keep up..... that would..... be... more... motivational#the problem is that I feel unsafe/unstable right now and my instinctive response is to close myself off to all demands#WHICH AS YOU CAN IMAGINE IS NOT CONDUCIVE TO BECOMING MORE STABLE.#demand avoidance makes me bad at contributing to the household AND terrified of applying to jobs and AUGH... AUGH.#I DO BETTER WHEN I LIVE ON MY OWN#living on my own‚ I don't have to deal with the whole soul-crushing horrorshow of negotiating my own emotions about doing chores#chores are GOOD and ENJOYABLE when they're for ME. they're only psychological torture when they're things I do as part of my ''rent''#ok. bedtime. I've sufficiently spilled my dang guts all over the place. it will get better eventually I think#I'm just having a horrible time Right Now#I'll figure this out though dangit#I KNOW the answer is to just Do the stuff and face fears and communicate and whatever I KNOW. but if anyone tells me that I'm going to bite#ok I'm done thank you and sorry to anyone reading this far <3 it really will be all right
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Talia saying Jason with 24 hours and a survival kit, fresh from the pit, couldn't be tracked by Ra's is interesting
And oopsies I liveblogged all of lost days in the tags of this post
#lot more words of being pit mad floating about. wonder how to weave that into my interpretation of jason well#and without getting rid of all his choices#because it IS interesting. but its such a shame when its used to take away everything from jason himself#also WOW! He looks so small#dc liveblog#immediately going in to explode batman no hesitation at all dang#he found out the joker was alive and got to work#oh that is impressive patience to get to the Batmobile#love when jason gets written as calculated and patient for his plans. heart emoji#not sure how to feel about jasons insistence on wanting to kill bruce yet. need to figure that one out#need to chew on the idea more#Ra's AND talia thinking hes a curse on the world..... and hes only like a few days or something post pit. guy of all time#oh talia convinced him to do guns in order to stall him thats fun#oh no talia what are they doing to you#i am actively updating these tags while reading through#oh! fun! i love when jason sets everything on fire and is one step ahead#im liking lost days more than i thought. if i ignore the bad parts#theres bad parts#jason is a fast learner but man is he a fast learner here#teachers: surveillance. small arms. close combat. bombs. sniper/guns#toxins. how to main/kill in a fight#and about a month on all of em usually#we should talk about the fact jason can vomit on command more#oh hey his iconic knife is meant to be a replica of Ra's#thats neat#and add in the annual 25 dialogue where where one theory was the pit made him like ras#thats an interesting line. dont think they went down that path though#jason with a beard or stubble freaks me out. something wrong there#and i do believe theyre comparing him to the joker at the end there thats fun#wonder if i should watch the utrh movie now
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Anybody else slowly disassociating more and more as you slowly lose all of your touchstones in this world?
#it can't be just me right#also i am stoned and can't sleep why is it already past 2am damn#disassociation#no close family any more#one half sister where we have a weird relationship because i basically raised her for a while#so when we're around each other we just remind each other of our horrific childhoods and various mental health issues from that#all of my friends either live too far away are too busy with their own lives and loves (understandable) or have just forgotten me#starting to feel like I imagined that whole fling with d#but geez it'd be pretty pathetic if even a romance I made up in my head didn't end up with someone choosing me#then again I have trouble enjoying fantasies too far from the realm of possibility and maybe it's just not realistic to have someone want me#as more than a passing entertainment lol#anyway every day i feel less like a real person and more like a ghost or something imaginary or like a stranger in my own body#dang man i wish i could afford therapy i probably could use some huh#although my last therapist was pretty lackluster honestly#mental health#life of faye
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Variant cover for What If…? Dark: Moon Knight (Vol. 1/2023), #1 by Carlos Magno.
#Marvel#Marvel comics#What If…? Dark: Moon Knight#Moon Knight comics#let’s get this other bread#Moon Knight#Marc Spector#Werewolf by Night#Jack Russel#I debated whether or not to post this since it’s pretty dang close to being a copy of Mr. Magno’s variant for the annual issue#but it’s got a different banner at least so I thought I’d might as well post it ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#and there’s also the fact that it kind of goes hard
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Can we get a snippet but it’s actually the whole thing with one sentence cut out plzzz haha jk….unless ? 😳
I would love to post it! But sadly, it's not done. Even though I really would have liked to have completed it by now. 😔
#answers#Sadly it has been a busy week and also other things#I'm so close to finishing this thing if that's any assurance and it's a large one#10kish to be imprecise#I've got a little over half the document to edit and also some aftermath to write#I got halfway through editing then had a headache the other day and dang if I'm gonna try and write spicy stuff when my brain is ow#But I'm feeling better today so we'll see how it goes!
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Top 5 cities and top 5 movies released between 1995 and 2005.
oooh these are fun. ty, alex!
top 5 cities (going with cities i have/would want to live in):
melbourne, australia
nyc, ny
seattle, wa
chicago, il
somewhere in ireland (i've never actually been so idk which cities to rave about, but i desperately want to go)
top 5 movies from '95-'05 (literally just going with the first ones that come to mind bc this is v difficult to narrow down):
Bring It On
Miss Congeniality
You've Got Mail
The Princess Diaries
How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days
#i clearly have a type of movie but dang there are so many i know i'm forgetting#i didn't even get into animated or kids movies#also if anyone has been to ireland#can you point me in the right direction as far as where to visit there?#i'm like *this* close to booking a flight on a whim and running away#ask game#things i answered#femalegothic#@ me
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being sick as an adult sucks. wdym my mom won’t just automatically make sure I eat food instead of exclusively drinking Gatorade all day. wdym I have to ask my roommates to make me dinner. I have to Venmo a friend money to buy me more Gatorade?? I can’t focus enough to do homework??? I hate this.
#this is a silly haha humor post but in all seriousness.#COVID rly is just making me stare all the internalized ableism in the eye#yes worth isnt defined by productivity and disability and the idea of being a burden is part of being human and isn’t shameful at all#until I have to minorly inconvenience people to meet my basic needs#I really want to eat dinner but that would require asking my roommates to make me dinner which is just. 5 kinda of mortifying.#even though if someone I knew was sick I would not be upset about making them food! sick people need to eat!#my parents ordered me chipotle yesterday bc they were so concerned bc of how I sounded over the phone#and my friend went out and bought me juice and Gatorade and popsicles and took me to the doctor#the support system Exists I just feel bad about having to use it T-T#I just want to be hugged and read to and reminded to eat food but I am an adult now and not at home#lonely TT-TT#it’ll be okay I’m probably just emotional bc I’m sick and hungry#I also just am struggling so hard because I want to catch up on my classwork Right Now#but I can get through maybe one assignment before I’m too exhausted to keep sitting up#and I have to lay down and close my eyes and sleep or do a light activity like playing candy crush for the fifty bazillionth time#I’ve gotten through like. 100 levels this week.#I’m losing my dang marbles. I am gonna be so behind in ASL Susan is gonna be so disappointed in me#I feel like I have all this energy when I’m laying down bored but as soon as I sit up I feel like I’m floating and about to fall over#so. so tired. why can’t I be healthy already and do homework T-T.#I’m choosing to take this as a lesson to slow down and not overwork myself so hard. instead of being mad at myself for getting behind.#<- is trying and failing not to be mad at herself for getting behind
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oh my god you gave permission to send vids and i lasted all of 30 minutes before needing to send something 😂
BUT!!!
iv crying 🥺🥺🥺 the love for iii these last few shows has melted my heart and clearly the bands too
https://x.com/vesseltoken/status/1734391886901616999?s=46
i cannot suffer alone with this one i’m so sorry
Well, as I watch this and suffer. here, sleep token official instagrams account second to last pic…. Our boy AdamRosssi knows what we want, haha.
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Oh no……
#just. one photo of vessels hand close up hahahaha.#hihi!!!#friend Exie!!#(your new tag❤️)#welp. you’ve fucked me up good is what you’ve done here.#(also I do not care how many asks you send me in a day ok. I mean I do think there is a limit#so like. if you hit that that might be uhhh. something haha. gosh I’ve never hit post limit before?? wow)#(oh like. tumblr has a limit on how much you can post in a day and I think there’s a limit on asks too. if you didn’t know#idk how long you’ve been on tumblr now that I think about it… I’m assuming a while cause I figure you used to be a trc blog but I am unsure#hahaha. I have a feeling we where/are in different sides of the trc fandom tho🤣🤣. if you didn’t know I uhhh… used to write Ronan x Gansey#fics😅😂. I have some ideas for future ones too maybe but we’ll see.)#so you def know about post limit and I just… over explained.. but now I can’t delete the tags cause they lead up to trc talk#I’m so glad the guys know we care about them. idk I’m not very emotional#these tags.. dang. the adhd fingers strike again. *blows off my fingers like they are old timey smoking guns*
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When Anne says "we do things for us"
When she says "*we* matter"
That's why lesbian relationships must be shown specifically (and why it's not enough to renew/recommend media featuring gay men, side-eyeing the spate of cancellations of media featuring sapphic characters specifically). All of the examples around me of my future, as a kid socialized as a girl, were women with children, where there was a spoken and unspoken expectation to have children and allow your *self* to be subsumed in the raising of the children. I knew perhaps 1 or 2 child-free women by choice, but there wasn't much of a way to be afab, have children, and not give yourself up in the process. If I wasn't queer, I don't know that I would have been able to disentangle myself from that expectation. Cis men, gay or straight, are shown from birth that they can always choose themself. The default is to choose themelf, not to choose some figment of a future human, even if they do want children, too. There is a very specific sapphic/lesbian tension in fighting to own a default position of choosing yourself, a default that was not your birthright, perhaps especially if you are a person who would still want kids. Because to engage with queerness, to really know yourself and not let yourself be subsumed by the expectations and expected sacrifice, means that when push comes to shove and a choice must be made, we do matter, and we are choosing ourselves.
#dont get me wrong i was also ABSOLUTELY yelling at the tv bc anne was being so insensitive to ann lol#but dang like#tone aside#the meat of that conversation is eerily similar to what it would be 200 years later#at least parts of the world have cracked open a bit wider for both afab folks and queer folks since 1830s england#but oh boy did that scene hit something so very close to home in the most resonant way#gentleman jack#gentleman jack 2x06
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME & @noxtivagus WOOOOO !!!!!!!!!! 🥺🥰😙💗💖🤍
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#okay today (30 minutes of it) has been fun so far. it was weird being so ... normal abt my bday! like! kinda numb!#but then my friends make me so happy that i feel myself again and idk this is a good bday after all i hope <33#WHAHDJSB BIT SHY TO JUST SAY IT HERE BUT HONESTLY IT'S NOTHING I JUST LIKE SAYING HBD TO MYSELF EVERYWHERE LIKE WOOO YES IT'S MY BDAY#hope today and the coming year is good ^_^ mispelled good as food at first but hey that's food too!#good. i mean. aha.#SNIFFS I'M TALKING MORE AGAIN W MY BEST FRIEND AND FINALLY TALKED AGAIN W MY OTHER CLOSE FRIEND AND THEN I WANT TO TALK MORE AGAIN WITH MY#OTHER BEST FRIEND AND MY OTHER CLOSE FRIEND btw the distinctions between close/best friend here is basically if it's been Confirmed#but otherwise. <3#i missed my friends guys. and i've also made a lot more really nice friends. and i also miss my other friends.#i've felt most myself than i have in months (maybe even years! yeah. years) so idk this year is going to be dang Good#lots of stuff i wna say to myself ere but it'll just be in my head and i'll try my best and whatnot and yeah :] <333#next year is going to be scary af tho. oh my god.
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🕸also if anyone needs me later tonight i will probably be sobbing over videos of phantom closing 😔
#i do not like alw very much but also dang u cam mac let this man run the show as long as he wants URGHHHHHHHHH#(though also yes i know the only reason tickets started selling out was because of the closing so bleh.)#someone i follow on instagram saw the last public performance last night (tonight is mostly people who have worked on the show in the past#plus some lottery winners) and everyone stayed so long after bows and they all sang happy trails uuRGH MY HEART#ooc#just THINKING about how the show's last line is 'it's over now the music of the night' BREAKS MY HEART IN ADVANCE
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