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Blue Lock men react to the (gn!)reader taking their hoodie
First post on this account! Not new to tumblr as I had a writing account a few years ago but I'm older now so I wanted to start fresh instead of going back to the old one
Also looking for mutuals!! Especially bllk moots but there are tons of other things I'm into atm so send me an ask if you want to be moots!
Includes: Alexis Ness, Sae Itoshi, Michael Kaiser, Shidou Ryusei
Warning: Slightly suggestive in Shidous part
Alexis Ness
-He gets home from practice and notices you have one of his hoodies on
-Thinks he might just have a heart attack then and there because it makes him so happy that you want to wear his clothes
-He stares at you in awe like you're the most beautiful thing hes ever seen meanwhile youre just in a hoodie and sweats
-Immediately asks if you want to take any of his other clothes
-"You look so cute in that.. anything I have is yours too!"
-Asks if he can take any of your clothes so you two can trade
-It becomes a routine for you guys to swap jackets and stuff now
Sae Itoshi
-He instantly realizes something is missing from his closet
-And then when he goes to ask you about it, he sees you wearing his hoodie
-"I've bought you plenty of things, why are you wearing my clothes?"
-But he doesn't actually care that youre taking anything
-If you try to take it off and give it back to him, he'll just stop you without explanation and tell you to keep it
-Doesnt say a word when one of his shirts goes missing a few days later
-But you do notice his eyes lingering on you even more than usual
Michael Kaiser
-I hate this man but I love him at the same time
-Oh he is insufferable about it
-He doesn't even notice he was missing one of his favorite hoodies until he saw you wearing it
-He freezes for a second when he sees you, then he gets that smirk
-"You want everyone to know youre mine so badly that you're wearing my clothes?"
-Will not shut up about it the entire day
-Starts purposefully leaving out his sweatshirts so you wear them more often
-Will start complaining if you ever stop wearing them
Shidou Ryusei
-Seeing you in it makes him pause, but that doesn't last long as he instantly gets a smug grin on his face
-He is all over you
-"Are you tying to turn me on? Cause it's working"
-He thinks its so hot when you wear his things
-He only ever wants to see you in his clothes from then on
-It makes him get a bit possessive of you sometimes, especially if you're wearing anything of his out in public
#shidou ryusei#alexis ness#michael kaiser#itoshi sae#alexis ness x reader#shidou ryusei x reader#michael kaiser x reader#itoshi sae x reader#blue lock#blue lock x reader#bllk#bllk x reader#x reader#reader insert#headcanon#blue lock headcanons
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streamerboyfriend yuji x fem!reader PART TWO!

non-sorcerer!au, yuji is not a vessel, he’s just a goofy guy
✧・゚: *✧・゚:* *:・゚✧*:・゚✧
streamerboyfriend!yuji who beefs with his chat over you. seeing as his audience is mainly girls, the moment they’re introduced to you, and the more you become a regular ‘guest’ on your boyfriend’s streams the ‘can yuji fight?’ comments start rolling in.
‘YES i can fight’
starts talking about fights he was in during highschool and pointing to his muscles (not flexing for the chat, simply holding his arm out) and says LOOK to prove he can hold his own😭🙏
streamerboyfriend!yuji who starts whining like a petulant child when you start playing along with the chat </3
streamerboyfriend!yuji who lowkey actually really loves that everyone thinks his girlfriend is so pretty, because you are!!!
OOOOO when his fans start editing you too??? he’s reposting sm😭
not ALL of them, but the good ones with songs he KNOWSS you like? yeah
sending all the ones he doesn’t repost to you
‘baby!!! look, ur so prettyyyy everyone thinks so!’
streamerboyfriend!yuji who UNFORTUNATELY is an attractive, charming, silly, kind guy with a majority female audience. now don’t get it twister, he loves the support, he loves connecting with fans through chats, and he LOVES the kind, genuine ones. however, like with all attractive guys like yuji, there are some fan girls who may hate you because they have the most intense crush on him, and some even, with how much easier it is to connect snd be personable through streaming, have a parasocial relationship with him.
any hate you get in chat? he already instructed the mods to get ON it so he doesn’t even have to say anything
any hate for you that comes up on his fyp or timeline (which is rare, due to his algorithm anything he sees in relation to his pretty girl is usually overwhelmingly positive) he has that person BLOCKED and sometimes goes to your phone to block them for you too😭
any hate messages you get? also blocked!
he doesn’t want to openly fight back, because of his following it would be too public and all around just not a good look, although you had to convince him of this
but over time people noticed the blocking and the few people (and i mean few, most of his fans love you) who were hating and being mean got the hint (most of them anyway, there’s still some crazy ones)
streamerboyfriend!yuji who helps you out with your socials when you inevitably get a larger following through his fans flocking to your socials🫶
that is if you were okay with yuji tagging you in posts! if you wanted to keep your socials private he’d obviously be all for that! he’s so supportive!
but!!! if you were okay and comfortable with getting a bigger following, he’d help you manage stuff!!! (would even try to convince you to stream yourself!)
‘c’mon cutie! you’d be so good!!’
‘they love you on my streams, i already know they’d watch yours too!’
‘more content of the pretty girllll’
streamerboyfriend!yuji who eats it up when you start getting sponsors and shit if you gradually start gaining your own fan base from whatever it is you do with your following😭
beauty content??? girl what is all this makeup in your shared apartment, but he listens to you talk anyway (a photo of him posing like a fucking idiot with some expensive product you got sent is uploaded on your ig story)
food/cooking/baking content??? PLEASE let him be in your videos to try the food😭 if you get invited to some nice ass restaurant and it’s a day he can’t go??? he WILL be pouting like a scolded child when you get home
cosplay content? your couples halloween costume goes CRAZY
your own gaming content?? if you play scary games he’ll sit beside you while you stream for funsies and fans love watching you two shit yourselves together over jumpscares😭 (i’m thinking the re8 baby has you both jumping out of your chairs)
whatever it is, he’s there for it, our supportive boy!
streamerboyfriend!yuji who is not nonchalant at all, he doesn’t care that he’s technically an internet celebrity (he hates that term, do NOT say it to his face, it makes him feel so weird), you’re still HIS girl
he WILL be reposting your tik toks of just you looking pretty, he WILL be reposting your ig posts and stories onto his, he’s GOTTA hype you up
will reply to a comment or two from his fans who are still at it with the ‘can yuji fight????’ shit just to be funny because he silly like that
streamerboyfriend!yuji is also, not only your boyfriend, but your bestfriend and you playfully bicker on stream ALL the time. when you first started appearing on his streams he was so sweet and nice and calm in contrast to how loud and stupid he usually acts
but when you become a regular guest he’s throwing quips right back, and any little remark you make??? jaw to the floor like its the most offensive thing any one has ever uttered
‘BABE i’m gonna get u cancelled’
‘go say that on twitter’
(you didn’t even say anything bad, he’s just a goofy goober like that🫶)
streamerboyfriend!yuji who doesn’t let anything get to his head, who is genuine, who is humble, who doesn’t change who he is because people like him (and crush on him), he’s still your same old, sweet and kind boy who just now has girls making thirst edits of him accidentally flexing his biceps on tik tok <3
#kacey talks <3#jjk yuji#jjk yuuji#yuuji itadori x reader#yuuji itadori#jjk#jjk fluff#jjk headcanons#jjk fanfic#yuji itadori x reader#yuji headcanons#streameryuji#streamerboyfriend!yuji
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why i dont like JB masterpost
hi everyone this is a masterpost of all stuff JB allegedly did. this is NOT an attempt on cancellations since people who like him will keep liking him and people who dont, wont. this is just a compilation to send people who ask me why i dont like him so they have a clear answer. this is also a starting place for people who want to know the alligations against him, NOT a comprehensive list and i encourage everyone to do their own research and form their own informed opinions on wheter they like to support him or not.
my only opinion on him is that i do not like him and here's why, im not accusing anyone of anything, and everyone mentioned is innocent until proven otherwise.
this is just a post compiling witness testimonies, experiences and opinions as well as articles and videos found publicly on the internet.
[edit] please do NOT send hate or harassment to anyone involved in this situation, that will change nothing i promise, be resepectful and treat this thread as a document to be informed on something, not an ok to spread hate around. i do not condone anyone doing that and that is not the aim of this post. just be normal please.
additionally this post was not made by me but OP decided to take it down and to keep themselves anonymous. i am resharing on their behalf and with their permission as it was, except for personal details. all details change from the original will be in brakets.
here's the post:
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i know some people don’t have time to do hours of research, so here is everything john barrowman has done to get cancelled:
let’s start with the basics: what got him blacklisted.
john barrowman was known for always getting his genitals out on set as a joke. this has been known about for years and was openly spoken about during his doctor who era. in 2008, executive producer julie gardner was reported to have spoken to john about his behaviour and, to her knowledge, it had stopped. john publically apologised for his actions in november the same year.
whether it had stopped or not, i will talk about in a moment. what i want to talk about first is why john barrowman’s flashing is bigger news now. the answer is that noel clarke made the rumours resurface. he had previously commented on john barrowman’s behaviour on set in 2015 – as seen in this panel talk video below, where he reminds camille coduri of how john barrowman put his penis on her shoulder one time. but, noel clarke brought it up again during his own police investigations for sexual misconduct to detract attention from himself (noel clarke was accused of harrassment, bullying and the groping of twenty women).
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now, i will admit there is some unfairness to noel comparing his allegations to john’s, and how the media leaped to give them the same treatment. it seems that john barrowman’s ideas were his deranged ideas of “fun” whereas noel clarke’s allegations are far more extreme and led to police involvement. BUT, the fact is, john took little accountability for those silly actions.
i mentioned earlier that gardener told him in 2008 to stop, and that he promised he would, but john barrowman was still flashing on sets years after this – and openly sharing stories about it in conventions. the below link is to a video from when he was in the cast of arrow (2012-2019) and he tells a story about posing and rubbing his naked genitals all over co-star katie cassidy’s trailer whilst she was off filming.

eventually, john was blacklisted for his misconduct from the bbc and arrow cut him from the show. however, any attempt at an apology that has followed these events has been poor and has been john trying to victimise himself. he says in an interview with STV that everything was “misconstrued.” he says that he did not “flash people randomly,” but would just ask people to leave him where he is if he needed to get changed for a scene (which we know, from stories he’s openly told fans on panels, is not true). he says that he “doesn’t regret” what he did and that “no body complained,” which we also know is not true because gardener had to speak with him.
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so, not everyone was comfortable with his behaviour. christopher eccleston also has appeared to have called him out on it, and although it was not entirely what lead to eccleston leaving doctor who, it was one fragment which built up to that decision. @itsatorchwoodthing [me] has some research to articles on this.
ever since, john has acted bitterly over what has happened to him. when he was not asked to be in the 60th anniversary specials of doctor who, despite knowing he was blacklisted, he released a passive-agressive video where he briefly mentioned it “breaks his heart” he was not asked to help celebrate the anniversary, especially when he was “one of the few openly gay actors playing an iconic hero at the time.”
moving on from john’s sexual misconduct on sets, it is important to note how he has acted around fans at conventions – and, in particular, minors.
here is a link [discussing] a fan’s experience. john, after getting the fan’s costume wrong, tells them that he would “still do” them. the audience gasps. then john asks “how old?” the fan says “fourteen.” john strides over to the couch and says in shock “i’m sitting down.” he then shouts out “i’m referring to the character!”
the fan notes they didn’t think much of it, but meeting john afterwards made the situation worst. he told the young fan that he knew he could talk to them like that because they’re mature for their age. he said “in your mind, you’re 18,” when clearly, someone is either an adult or a minor.
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here is another experience. this is what happened at the 2016 wizard world chicago con. in the linked video, john barrowman talks about his penis. he also shows his underpants to the audience, which comprises of young children. we know it comprises of young children because he invites a young child to come onto the stage and sit down, whilst john gets dressed into a t.shirt behind the other seat. the audience is screaming and wolf-whistling at john being semi-naked. whilst we cannot make assumptions about how the child is feeling, or why (they might just be shy or nervous about being on stage) they look uncomfortable. john barrowman shows awareness that he is talking to a child (and has been behaving this way in front of children) because he asks them if their mum and dad is at the show.
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a final incident, which is extremely difficult to provide evidence for (due to it being posted as an instagram story) is john filming a stranger’s bottom. the fact that this video has not been found should be taken into account as you form your judgements on john. we will never know the full context for this incident. what i [anonymous writer] have been been told is that john was sitting on a dock in this video, people were running by, and john commented on how he was not interested in the women. at the end of the video, a man allegedly ran in front of john and john turned the camera to film him.
this video was allegedly on his story on 9/18/2024, if anyone has seen it.
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this was the original post. thank you op for sharing. i will be adding if anything else comes.
just to state again: this is not an attempt to cancel john but to inform people who dont know and to help them make an informed decision of wheter they like to support him or not. also just a compilation for where people asking why i do not like him, nothing else.
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The Gallery Wall pt 2: electric boogaloo The Yap Post
DISCLAIMER: I read this book once and almost a year ago. I tried my very best to refresh my memory through various ways, but really I should just read it again.
I tried to keep everything as book accurate as possible, but if I skipped over stuff then that's probably why. I plan to make more fanart in the future, so I'll keep any corrections in mind for the future.
That being said, I want to get into some of the inspiration and thoughts behind my designs for the Greek class.
A general critique I have for people's designs for all the characters is that they exist in a sort of time period-less void. We know the story is set in the 80's, yet that style is not explored very much. I don't know if this is because people easily associate the 80's with neon colors and other garish aesthetics that feel like a total opposite of the ambiance of this novel. However that's not an accurate portrayal of what a lot of 'normal' people were wearing during that time.
Despite the Greek class being maybe slightly old fashioned in an old money sort of way I don't believe they would totally disregard the trends of the time.
Camilla
Camilla quite suits the 80's. The trend of pastel clothing is in line with Donna's description of the twins wearing mostly white or other light colors.
I'm not necessarily opposed to the Camilla with a bob agenda, but there were more than enough icons in the 80's that were rocking a pixie cut adjacent hairstyles for me to go even shorter. I ended up going with Molly Ringwald for my main source of inspiration hairstyle wise. The curls add to the angelic description.


Longer hair than a bob is out of the question. I find it a kind of weird design choice. Sometimes it comes off to me as if people can only view Camilla as either a tomboy or very femme. I'm a firm believer that short hair is neutral and doesn't necessarily lean toward masculine looking. It's all about styling and Camilla certainly seems to like feminine things.
I imagine her to be slightly boyish looking, because she resembles her brother. I sketched them at the same time to ensure they would resemble each other, not having one particular refence in mind. Ironically I think my earlier versions resemble each other more than my final versions. Charles' design felt lackluster however so I redid it.
Charles
Originally I wanted to give Francis Wham era George Michael hair, but then I read his description again. However Charles is a sort of popular attractive man for the time period, so why would he not have big hair. Thus the transfer was made. This did have as a consequence that in some stages of the process he very heavily resembled princess Diana. I thought that was quite funny.
For Charles I did the opposite of what I did with Camilla. For Camilla I made sure she was pretty in a bit of a boyish way, so for Charles I made sure he didn't turn out too masculine. We don't want Chad Charles.


Francis
Here I'm starting to doubt myself a little bit. A lot of people draw Francis with slightly longer hair, but compared to Camilla he doesn't get any people complaining. I might have missed a passage somewhere, but I also like the idea that my interpretation is just different from others.
When I decided for myself I was going to give him very short hair I knew I had to draw some inspiration from Annie Lennox. She's obviously very fashionable, as is Francis, and known for wearing suits. I had to tweak the design to be more classical and to include a necktie. He feels very maximalist, so on top of his described pince-nez glasses I drew him with an earring and a bunch of brooches.
As for the make-up I know he'd get hate crimed on campus, but it's a fun thing to imagine. Although I left it out of the final design for that reason.


I don't mind Evgeniy Shvarts as a fancast. I think he has similar facial features to what I had imagined.
Henry
Henry is often designed too skinny and/or too conventionally attractive. It's a difficult balance to keep him looking severe and off putting enough, but also broad enough and almost handsome. One thing is for certain that man doesn't give a flying fuck about what currently in style. I haven't been able to figure out if those 'English suits' have a particular cut in that time, but I can't imagine him walking around in an 80's oversized suit with big shoulder pads. However not a tight 70's suit either, so take that as you will.


I'm not too mad at Zane Holtz as a fancast. He's certainly broad enough, but I find him to be too conventionally attractive. However it's a lot better than some others I've seen. I also don't believe him to wear his hair like that. Not a lot of people notice his scar, so that leads me to believe it's at least partially covered by his hair.
I ended up giving him browline glasses, because I thought if I ever did end up drawing Bunny them having different glasses would set them apart more design wise. However after I finished the drawing I saw that passage that says he has the same wire frame glasses that bunny has. I like that the browline glasses make him look even more stern, but if we were to go for accuracy I'd have to change it.
Richard
Richard was the hardest for me to design and honestly I still don't know what I imagine his facial features to be. All I knew was that I wanted him to have a fuck ass haircut. He seems like the sort of dude that hasn't changed his hair in years. The only thing that's changed is that his mom used to cut it and now he does it himself. That's how I landed on a late 70's, Beatle-esque mop that's in a constant state of being slightly too long. He's somehow handsome enough to pull it off though, much to his own confusion I imagine.
He's wearing a sweatshirt that is noticeably less formal than the others. Paired with that tweed jacket he borrowed from Judy Poovey.
General
I'm going to be honest I didn't have a particular idea behind the strip of light besides that the drawing would be too boring without some interesting lighting.
Rapid fire composition choices:
Henry's portrait is greyscale and his frame features a rose to give the whole thing an in memoriam feel
His portrait is bigger and in the top corner to make it feel like he is looming over the rest
Francis' portrait looks more like a painting than a portrait photo to compliment his classic style
The obvious stain where another portrait used to be. His presence can't be completely erased by that and the little frame featuring bunnies still being on the wall
Richard's photo is sun bleached and slightly damaged. Like he either took it with him from home and they never bothered to replace it or the rest of the group just didn't care enough to be gentle with it.
That's also the reason why his is the smallest portrait and is placed in the corner.
The ferns in the bottom corner
Butterfly for transformation corny
If you're still here sorry for yapping so much and THANK YOU for reading. Thank you in general for y'alls nice comments and reblogs. I read all your yapping, I love it. Please let me know your thoughts!
As I said in my last post I want to make more fanart in the future.
#told y'all I'd yap#the secret history#the secret history fanart#henry winter#camilla macaulay#charles macaulay#francis abernathy#richard papen#bunny corcoran#art analysis#literature analysis#literature#books#donna tartt#tsh#tsh donna tartt#tsh fanart
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7DS : Mael & Saruman Refsheet - Masakuterarr
The boys are done, I am so happy 😭💚 Before I go into heavy detail about it, you're welcome to use this as a reference for Mael (and Saruman if you wanna make Fanart!) but I would be happy if you give some credits! I won't bite if you forget it, but do NOT steal it, claim it as your own, sell it or use it for AI. The same for Saruman; and don't steal/claim him as your own Character. (I know this should go without saying but for "legal" reasons I wanna say it again. Cuz I ain't gonna be nice to you if you break those rules 🙇 ) Also, heads up, if you're not interested in redesigns of Mael, then just don't interact 👍This is just MY version of him, how I prefer him. It's ofc okay to have different taste and opinions. AND this doesn't mean I don't like his canon design. I know i rant about it a lot but mostly bc it's funny. I fucking love Mael and I think he's such a great character that deserves hella more attention in the plot! His crocs are just silly LOL
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MAEL
[This redesign is based on my Mael HC version for my own Saruman Lore and Manga(soon). That's why the armor looks really similar to each other. It takes place after the end of 7DS and plays around the same time as 4KotA (status now. Might change depending on how I decide to write it.) So the armor is intended to match!]
The symbols are the ones of Ludociel's original Grand Cross Outfit. The only one I added it the Cross over the sunrise at the ocean (I am aware this is the symbol used by the NAC (new apostolic church), but I didn't feel comfortable using other ones cuz at least I know they're not weirdos there (i grew up with it so..))
The rest about his design choices are explained in the sheet, I don't think I need to write all that here again! Tho, I tried to keep a lot of his original design (from Manga/Anime and Grand Cross), because there were really cool parts about it! (The first Mael HC version I posted still goes in hand with this!)
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SARUMAN
I will put most stuff on his artfight file, but to give you a bit of an overview of Saru:
Age: 6,000 ; Species : ?? (for lore reasons, I'm gonna keep this off for now. Spoiler: I know he looks like a demon and has demon powers, but that's the plot point,,). Saru can be very protective and empathetic (despite not wanting to acknowledge this himself). Besides, his observation skills and charisma are quite remarkable. He is a smart man who observes everything and everyone without being noticed, which is what makes him so dangerous. Tho he can be very emotionally detached and lazy. On top, he's hot-headed, which makes his snapping very unpleasant.
Saruman likes beer and food and hates rain, while loving snow.
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Abilities:
Mael:
Ark ( Counteracts darkness by disintegrating it with light particles. The target is enveloped in a dazzling sphere of light that breaks apart their body)
Tensei no Izanai (A technique that makes a deceased soul reincarnate in a new life, conserving the memories of their past life.)
Killing Saucer (Mael creates blades of light in his hand that rotate at high speed, which he uses to slice his enemies.)
Vessel (Mael is able to make human bodies as vessels, to wield his divine power. The possession process, requiring the host's consent, grants Mael access to his full abilities while also causing changes to the host's body.)
Grace : Sunshine
(for Mael just so you guys have a little overview bc I like it organized~)
Saruman:
General Demon Powers:
Power of Darkness (Saruman can create and manipulate a mysterious dark substance to enhance both his offensive and defense abilities. He has been using it to protect himself from attacks that would otherwise cause serious injury. He can also morph it into various shapes)
Enhanced Regeneration (Saruman can use his darkness to piece together an injured body and mend gave wounds, but is unable to regenerate destroyed hearts and any damage sustained accumulates)
Poison Resistance (As he is naturally accustomed to miasma-rich environments, Saruman can more easily survive poisons and toxins than Humans or Giants. However, Saruman can easily be poisoned by the miasma of Purgatory or the excretions of an Indura of Resentment)
Possession (Saruman is able to make human bodies as vessels, and use them as his own. However, the vessel may have difficulty hosting him, leading their bodies to undergo transformations or some abilities that are left behind. Unlike Goddesses who possess someone by consensus and use their own abilities through the vessel, Saruman possess by force, and usually is unable to use his authentic power but that of the vessel)
Unique Abilities:
Black Snow (An ability that creates and scatters countless flakes of black “snow”. Anyone that comes into contact with the snow will be enveloped in darkness and dies instantly)
Dead End (Saruman raises his hand and materializes the same numerous tiny, black spheres that form Dark Snow. By clenching his hand, the tiny spheres merge into a large black sphere, causing surrounding plants to wither and die. Saruman points his fingers and the sphere is fired in the direction of his opponent. Upon impact, the sphere causes a large explosion. The target’s body is then completely enveloped by the sphere, and they are instantly killed)
Dark Nebula (A dark void expands outwards from Saruman, completely destroying anything caught within range)
Blackout (Saruman engulfs a specific target with his darkness)
Duo Abilities:
Dark Sun (Saruman can envelop Mael's sun in his Dark Nebula without extinguishing it. This allows him to protect the sun and control it's movement with his own hand. However, Mael must activate the trigger “Greatest Sun” himself.)
Burning Snow (Saruman can split the sun of Mael, which he has enveloped in his Dark Nebula, into endless tiny flakes, like his own Dark Snow. Anyone who comes into contact with the flakes triggers a widespread explosion. However, Mael can also trigger “Greatest Sun” himself, causing countless explosions.)
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Height Difference: Saruman - 2,26m (7'4.89 ft) / 110kg (242 lbs) Mael - 1,97m (6'5.56 ft) / 94kg (207 lbs)
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THIS IS IT ABOUT THE BOYS! I HOPE YOU LIKE IT! 🙇💚
#masak!saruman#masak!saruel#masak!refsheet#7ds#nnt#7 deadly sins#seven deadly sins#7ds mael#7ds oc#mael redesign#nanatsu no taizai#mael x oc#canon x oc#oc#oc x canon#refsheet#Mael#angel#art#artist on tumblr
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tablet died right when i finished that wanda doodle but i still wanna doodle what if i ended it all
#snap chats#'snap thats a bit much dont you think' I KNOW KJARLKFJAR#whatever ill play rivals then ... its fine .... im ok .... i just wanted to draw tonight WHATEVER#i am once again having that 'problem' where Now That I Have Time i want to draw so many things#its so nice being excited to draw and not worrying about stuff i have to draw.... so cool i should have breaks more often vjALKJAKJ#I Want To Draw So Many Things OK PLAN OF ATTACK FOR RN#dont look if you dont want spoilers for what im gonna post in the coming days ..... or.. be disappointed when i dont jvlKAJLK#theyre vague as hell wtf am i on. i never reveal the plots for my drawins...... most of the time... 'plot' such a strong word girl shut up#theyre all comics because i can only draw comics ig idfk i hate myself. but i love cherik ... and thats what theyre all about. ofc.#i already started sketching one so maybe ill finisht aht tomorrow and theeene the other comic i have in mind shoudl Also be short#prob like. a page or two.. if i dont get extra with it..#and then Last One which'll prob take me back into my semester starting that one.....#i keep thinking it'll be a Big Grand Thing and maybe the nsft version but safe for tumblr ...#maybe like a page or two. three maybe.... or four.. idk we'll see#OR DONT HAHAHAHA i should be shot. ok BYYYYEEE im gonna go get shot <- playing marvel rivals
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been sitting at my desk for 3 hours just trying to decide if it would be better to draw or to write on the totk rant document, not doing either
#ganondoodles talks#i hate that decision paralysis thing#way too many times did i waste an hour stressing over what would be more logical to eat for dinner#and many hours spent like this#and almost breakdowns in situations for which you need to decide quickly#also any drawing i tried was like trying to sketch sth just for people and not what i want to do#so it wont go beyond like .. a basic figure i lose interest in drawing within 10 minutes#i dont want to make another poll bc i do that so much and also ... never realyl follow up on what wins#(sorry)#reason why i am putting off writing the rant is bc i keep thinking i need to wait for the book to have the full scope first#and for drawing i seem to only be able to paint a little here and there on the comic#which will take a while .... so nothing to post#(and then theres the thought of wanting to post stuff but having no energy to draw it)#(like i kinda feel like i need to draw more of my totk rewrite concepts ... bc if i do make a video i should have as much as possible)#hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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half baked thought but 1) it’s funny when people act like hawkeye has a deep respect for marriage as an institution and that it’s something he cares about in any way and 2) funnier when people act like hawkeye settling down with one person in sudden post-canon monogamy is viewed like the only good and healthy way to address his issues around abandonment and like, self-worth
#N posts stuff#maybe it’s not funny maybe it kind of ticks me off a little bit admittedly. especially point 2#‘proposed yourself into a corner’ hello ? i don’t think hawkeye ever wants to Get Married#i don’t think he has any particular respect for marriage as an institution. his anti-establishment values are pretty all encompassing#he’s friends with people who cheat and actively encourages their affairs (became less prevalent in later seasons but still a Fact)#and is seemingly perfectly content to sleep with engaged/married women himself#the womanizing became less of a thing in later seasons but honestly. i don’t see this as a Good Thing necessarily#i kind of see it as a less pointed echo of the 38th parallel episode where hawkeye can’t get it up bc the army is stressing him so bad#he’s not suddenly into the values of monogomy he’s too stressed and miserable to have fun anymore#i think it’s A Lot more interesting to have it be a mark of his post war recovery that he Does go back to cruising life and casual sex#he likes People and he does want to keep them in his life but i can’t ever really see him as a One Relationship type of guy#specifically because he Likes People too much to want to settle down. like his issue with carlye was that he was too focused on work#but that’s not what kept him from Proposing to her i think he just Didn’t Want to settle down ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#hawkeye falls in love with people all the time constantly i feel like you’re robbing him of that when you make him monogamous#ALSO ALSO ALSO i think it’s frustrating bc hawkeye’s issues around his self loathing are Not in relation to his romantic/sexual relationship#hawkeye hates himself bc he sees himself as complicit in the war machine and the atrocities of the army#he can’t get out without ruining his entire life but he Knows that every life he saves is either Temporary or an avenue for further death#he saves the lives of the soldiers on his table because he can’t Not try to save every life he can but he also Knows they are going to go#back to the front and kill more people and hawkeye Hates himself for having a role in that cycle#so to act like his self-worth can be resolved with a steady monogamous relationship is so frustrating bc we’ve lost the Core of the problem#(i know i know go to the shipping website get shipping takes/priorities but also Come On!!)#N talks MASH
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“Blah blah blah I want marvelous to change things up little! Blah blah I don’t want them to go back to what it used to be. Blah blah sdv was made by one person and I put in more hours into that game than I did with rune factory 4 and story of seasons ever did!”
Good, go play that game instead of whining about sos/rf games not being like it on the fucking sos/hm/rf forum for the 100th time. Not everyone likes that game (I hated every single thing about sdv) and wants sos/rf to be exactly like that game.
I know I say this many times before but I will say it again. Sos: poot did change everything up and guess what? Everyone in the community hated that game. So much that they are worried that the next game is just like it. The last thing this company needs is to further alienate their audience by taking out and changing things that made them love the franchise.
#mine#anti sdv#anti sdv stans#I am so fucking sick of them talking about this fucking game on fourms all the time#and saying how the sos and rune factory games suck in comparison and need to catch up#like shut up#go play that fucking game or go whine about it in the forums for that game!#you got exactly what you wanted in poot which I found to be as boring as sdv#and everyone hated it#look I wish the games would do what they did before and change things up#and keep the stuff that people like but this sdv whining by it’s Stans in sos forums are so annoying#maybe because I got burned by them and I played that stupid game because they won’t shut up about it in the forums#and was so disappointed and angry that I wasted my time on this game#they are like mcu stans and I know they will never be happy with the product no matter what they do#like just go play sdv and shut the fuck up already#instead of saying how that clunky bland game is so much better than this game on that game’s forum!#rant post#damn I’m so annoyed and mad#if you actually read through these tags then congrats#also I know if I talk shit about that game on there the stans would whine that it’s made by one guy#like that isn’t a huge flaw with that game itself#story of seasons#rune factory#harvest Moon#before the split#bokumono
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#my posts#...........................................................................................................................................#............................................................................................................................................#is that enough i think that's enough#yeah that's how its going#everything's been getting worse and I've been feeling very bad but also very pathetic and like complaining almost makes me feel worse but#i can't do anything else about this so like. vent post lmao bc I'm a dumbass#i truly just want to(redacted)but one of those isn't an option and the other i have a drs appointment soon and i don't want to explain that#everything is just. bad. and what isn't i feel like it's getting bad and it's my fault. and I'm probably right.#just. i hate it here#the deserving mentality is truly getting to me and i fucking hate it. it's not logical. I'll still agree with it.#i truly don't deserve the food stuff i can't keep in my life and i deserve the shit that in getting and i can't stop agreeing with that#'oh this classmate wants to have lunch with me on Saturday after working on something! i should cancel before it's too late-#-so i can continue feeling bad for being an apple bc people should hate me bc I'm horrible and don't deserve kindness' like#it's. it's false. it's not logical. and yet#everyone else there's the fucking plexiglass wall and where it wasn't i think it's getting formed and it is my fault probably#i am annoying that one is true#.... I've been making posts like this all day and deleting them bc I'm pathetic also. it's.#... there's a little too much going on lmao#nothing's worth it and i feel like shit and anything i could try to do about it doesn't work and I'm just tired#... in case someone does read this i know it sounds worrying but nothing will happen tbh I'm just a pathetic coward who's sad and tired#and tired of being sad in a way that feels like it's getting worse#I'm not very sure when was the last time i felt. this bad in just. i don't know how to make it stop lmao#also in already annoying so this is all i can do i think lmao#i think I'm seeing now I'm just. being redundant and if i keep this up too much i will delete this. and i should but. i don't think i will#also without saying much this year the one thing™ has been worse than usual and that's not helping either so it truly is just.#that everything is kinda very bad#.... yeah. whatever. it's just.¯\_(ツ)_/¯#... i truly wish killing myself was still an option like when i was a teen bit it's not so i just have to deal with whatever this is#... i hate being aware this is all super illogical bc the logical post of my brain teams up making me feel worse somehow.
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had to lay down. woke up at nearly 7am. got overwhelmed by our sleep schedule once again being fucked because yesterday we actually went to bed at roughly the right time and thought "oh this is great we've fixed it". decided that we're just gonna deal with it and it'll be fine. and then our brain decided that no actually we're gonna have a combination of emotions that's maybe gonna give me another breakdown if I can't figure out how to deal with them but I have no fucking clue what to do with them
#personal#thoughts#🍬 post#vent post#I fucking hate this. we barely did anything yesterday because we were too fatigued and then slept at a weird time#and we're still too fatigued to do much and we need to do the stuff we'd normally do before bed#and by the time we've done that we'll probably need to nap because we will feel so much worse if we don't#and I don't want to have to try and fit my whole day around trying to fix my sleep schedule but once again what else do I fucking do#and the whole last month has been like this over and over and it's because we got covid in February and have been way more fatigued#so we have to keep laying down and when we do that we just pass the fuck out#also waking up at like 7am (shortly before what should be our bedtime) leads to us feeling really sick#the way we used to feel when we had to get up early for college. like our body can't handle it and makes us feel like shit#and to top it all off the emotional shit I'm dealing with has nothing to do with this and it just another overwhelming thing on top of it#dysphoria and homesickness my fucking beloathed#I just want to be awake at the right time and have a nice stress free day and feel relaxed for once#like we keep trying to take time to relax and set aside time to do something fun and relieve some stress#and we still end up just as stressed and when we decided to spend a whole day just trying to relax we just ended up even more anxious#I'm so fucking tired. just let me sleep at the right time. just let me fucking relax for once in my life
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#nucani chap16 talks!!!! BEWAREEE.#i was too curious and need my reading-all-the-posts about nucani BUT.#barely anyone in that tag bothered to at the very least put stuff under a readmore. on the day something releases??? shame.#so it was actually less of a bother to catch up on the latest 3 chapters than avert my eyes every time in the tags.#whateber#ANYYYAY.#erm. dont hate me for this but it was a bit of a nothingburger :3c#which could be blamed on me not really caring for the story etc but alsoooo#im. upset about how they handled huey. just a lil (very).#i. for reasons unknown (lying) dont like that 'oh he finally got feelings and it saved him!! he got better because he learned to love!'#i dont want to be a hater to the 'power of friendship etc' but alsoo it could have been moreeeeee#i was really really glad to have an emotionless being! but then they pulled that and. listennn i get it. i do. i know im in the minority.#but i can complainn grumpgrump#i DO!! like rin more. hes a failgirl and im starting to see it. also i could only look at his tonguepiercing and it was distracting.#ALSO. fuckckckkkk they cant keep doing this to meeeee. another yaoi jesus that alligns with my viewss ermmm#aka my god is evil schtick.#sillyposting#ermm yayayyayy yeagh it was cuteee#i didnt get emotional about it in the slightest but thats probs my personal problem.#i hope rin does not join the clan and i hope eiden gets to fuck him nasty about it.#i liked that rin didnt want them to become one. thats good.#also hueys hot i again wish he didnt get the 'love finally changed me for the better' treatment. we deserve an unfeeling-guy cmmonnnnn#eyagh =w=bbb
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today has been the first day in like days i havent gone to sleep in the afternoon then continuously force myself to sleep throughout the night
#okay well its technically *tomorrow* today since its 12 am but when i wrote this post it was 11 50 pm. anyways#i hope that today is the day i break this cycle that has been going on for like a week and a few days#i cant even tell if ive been even more depressed/having a depressive episode anymore#ive been slacking when it comes to taking care of my body and keeping my room not a mess#but then again its already hard to do those things to begin with but its even more noticable since i keep ... just sleeping#bc “i dont have much to do/i dont know how to spend my time”#which well i guess thats kind of true since my social life isnt that good. i have no friends to talk too. but like also i need to start#doing my essays....... keeping up with my homework has just recently been harder bc most of it has been recently assigned writing stuff#i guess me having a depressive episode could be possible. especially since ive been more active on reddit now#okay that sounds ridiculous for me to say but i swear theres context. except not really bc i cant explain this#and i rlly hate that website and have been off that place for years but i always come back for a few months when i get#even more insecure about the lack of people i talk too...lol#tags are getting long.... i should have my own journal by technically tumblr is kind of like my journal#but nobody wants to hear this and i know that but i dont even know why i continue to say shit like this lol#and writing in an actual journal is . hard. to commit too for whatever reason#im not even sure if i even dare try journaling because it might just make me feel even more isolated? and lonely? idk.#okay bye... goodnight everyone. ill probably still be online but im doing. Things i guess#Its okay if anyone doesnt read this though but. Thanks if did read this.#sunny.txt
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So this is my thing now, I’m afraid to go to sleep. This is kinda bullshit, brain.
#I feel like I’m going to die when I fall asleep#see… I’m afraid you think I just mean I’m scared of death#no no no. no. I feel like I’m suffocating. I have to force myself to breathe. my body tingles (in a bad way). I get really overheated.#I get dizzy and feel like I’m going to pass out from lack of air. I feel sick.#I haven’t slept much lately.#I’m miserable alllll the time. I can maybe force sleep with super exhaustion but I’m drained no matter what#this isn’t the first time it’s happened but this is the longest it’s gone on#from that my anxiety is now blanketing everything bc I’m so tired and scared about not getting to sleep#sickening anxiety. I feel like puking or passing out. and I got hit with some heavy (but thankfully short) virtigo yesterday#terrible terrible terrible#and seriously. anxiety. so bad. I’m constantly trying to get high right now to fight it but it’s rough#getting high is starting to make me feel sick too. and my tolerance is building. it’s like… it’s all bad. all options.#I hate this.#AND it’s the weekend and my new primary can’t see me until Wednesday and then I’ve got to beg for… I dunno… the good stuff#god. I told myself I’d go see my doctor about this a couple of weeks ago when this last hit and I didn’t 😓#ideal scenario: all doctors fall in love with me and medically induce a short coma for me to catch up on sleep and then they give me drugs#this new doctor doesn’t know me! I haven’t laid enough groundwork! how am I supposed to beg for klonopin if we have no banter!?#that wasn’t a joke. I mean it was but it’s also serious. I need some GOOD anti-anxieties and he doesn’t know me enough to know I NEEDS IT😬#also my tinnitus is just�� no sleep + stress means it gets stronger and it’s… a fucking wet willy shoved through my ear into my skull#and if I hit a bad patch of virtigo… I will… redacted.#I won’t! I will go running crying and screaming in the street before I off myself.#HEY! my insurance says I can get 30 days in-patient and I always keep that thought in my bad pocket.#*back pocket. I’m not about to go back and start redoing tags because of a few misspellings#this is so rambly#my brain is fried! I’m tired! my appetite is fucked! I don’t want to do ANYTHING!#I mean… I never want to do anything. I love being lazy. I should say that right now I CAN’T do anything. but I can. but it’s… a lot. fuck 😔#this must sound so whiny. I’m sorry. I’m sure I’ll be making more posts like this until this goes away#you can ignore this#text
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accidentally napped again and woke up feeling really shit as usual, but also we had a dream where a new alter showed up within the system and now I'm just kind of sat here like... was that just a dream? is there actually a new guy? it wouldn't be the first time someone's shown up in a dream before introducing themself...
#personal#thoughts#🍬 post#deeply unhappy about the accidental nap because we had stuff we wanted to do but we also want to sleep at the right time#and given how our brain is at the moment I don't think we can do all the things we planned and still go to bed on time#I hate that it's like we'll plan on doing stuff but then end up getting like 4 hours of sleep that doesn't even seem to do anything#and then end up not having time to do whatever we planned on because of it#but it's really hard to avoid accidentally sleeping because we keep getting really fatigued or ended up with really bad back pain#and then having to lay down because of it because we hit a point where we just can't stay sat up anymore
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Reader sleeping on the couch after an argument w/Dorm leaders? How they would react w/happy endings?
this got super long so i decided to change up the post layout so longer stuff would look nicer. But im also posting from a new device so if this goes up and theres any formatting fumbles then uhm. you didnt see anything
𐙚 Riddle Rosehearts
Despite how hotheaded and stubborn he is, it’s actually really rare for you two to really argue. He values your opinions on everything, and he’d hate for you to feel like he doesn’t hear you or care about your feelings. The last thing he wants is to make you feel like doesn’t care.
That, however, is something he’s still learning. It’s not very easy to let go of the habits he developed growing up— Especially if he thinks what he’s doing is best for you. He doesn’t know how to convince people, so he ends up coming off forceful and inconsiderate. It might even happen without him noticing he messed up, if you’re not extra straightforward about it.
So he knew you weren’t happy with him, but really didn’t think it was that bad, seeing you asleep on the couch is the last thing he was expecting. Even more if it’s the first time it happens, it makes him freeze go into panic mode.
You’re woken up to a really shaken looking Riddle, asking you what you’re doing on the couch at this time in very genuine confusion. He might not even have considered it was because of the argument, too focused on trying to figure out what’s up with you. And it’s hard to stay upset at him when he so readily listens to whatever you have to say, apologizing profusely and making a promise to not do it again that he’ll always keep. His intention from the start was to do what’s best for you, after all— So if he turns out to be wrong, the first thing he wants to do is to correct it.
𐙚 Leona Kingscholar
Arguing with Leona is… definitely a situation. It might have you wondering if it even counts as an argument at all. Sometimes he just doesn’t seem to even react to what you have to say, sometimes he straight up states he can’t be bothered to argue. He’s not as stubborn towards people he really likes, but he’s still very proud.
He can actually tell that he messed up very quickly, pretty much in the middle of whatever interaction went wrong, but can’t bring himself to actually back down and admit it. He doesn’t even bother trying to convince himself that he’s right or anything, he’s just that allergic to saying the word “sorry”.
When he walks past you, his first thought is that he should just “let you sulk”. It’s probably not the first time it happens to him in a relationship— And the same routine plays out every time. He wants to walk away, but he can’t. He eventually does, then he comes back and stares for minutes. Regret starts to really sink in then.
You have a blanket draped over you the day after, and Leona just so happens to be around to ask, much more tentatively than usual, if you’re coming with him to get breakfast. It’s his version of an apology, kind of. He’ll actually say it out loud if the subject of the argument was more serious, but that’s rare. He’s not very good at this and the both of you are aware of that, but he still cares, and he’ll get there eventually. Maybe.
𐙚 Azul Ashengrotto
Surprisingly, or perhaps not, he might actually have the lowest argument rate out of all dorm leaders? He owes a lot of it to just being good with words, he pretty much always manages to bring up his disagreements in a really non-confrontational way, they’ll barely even register as disagreements at all. If he can’t find a way to seamlessly compromise, he often just keeps his thoughts to himself.
...Mostly because he gets too anxious at the possibility of you rejecting him. Even if it’s something small, it’ll stay inside his head and refuse to leave, getting dwelled on when life starts to get particularly stressful. If you two argue, the likelihood is that he actually started it, because some other minor issue came up and the pile he was mentally stacking ended up falling apart.
Things can get really messy in the moment. Everything sounds offensive to him when he’s freaking out, while at the same time he’s painfully aware that he’s being overly emotional and causing problems that didn’t exist before. He stops his rant suddenly when self control manages to return to him, but at that point things were already said, and you’re walking separate ways after he awkwardly suggests you two just take a moment to cool off.
He might not even see you on the couch, being too ashamed to leave his office, but Jade will let him know either way. Azul won’t disrupt your sleep, and he’ll even try to give you enough time in the morning to get through your usual routine, but as soon as it’s possible he’s looking for you to privately apologize. He takes care to clear up any misunderstandings before voicing any of his worries, even though it’s visible how nervous he is. It comforts him just to see you looking at him with fondness again, seriously relieved that he won’t be losing you over the situation.
𐙚 Kalim Al-Asim
Kalim is another one who doesn’t really argue, but that’s not to say he doesn’t voice his disagreements, because he does, and he does it very often. It happens as soon as the thought pops up in his mind, spoken all lightheartedly. Regardless of what the subject being talked about is.
…Which can very easily become a problem. He does take all your boundaries very seriously, but you need to be very straightforward about them. So if it happens that you two get into a topic he doesn’t know is touchy for you, he might say something that comes off insensitive. And yes, he will ask you as soon as he sees the change in your expression, but the lack of tact doesn’t mix well with you already being upset, and you end up just walking away.
Only then he stops talking, freezing up completely. He can tell, that you probably want some space now, and he’ll honor that— but the whole thing doesn’t leave his mind for hours. He has no clue of when he should go look for you to try to talk and apologize, no clue of how he should even word it all when he doesn’t know what he did wrong. His heart shatters when he sees you sleeping on the couch.
He probably asked Jamil for advice, then heard that he should really give you your space, but he just can’t take it. You get shaken awake and he’s tearing up while he apologizes, saying he really didn’t mean to make you upset, that he’ll do his best to be more careful if you tell him just what went wrong, but also that you don’t need to talk right now if you don’t want— He’s a little clumsy, and very emotional, but you know he means well, and that he loves you very much, which he’ll be sure remind you of over and over again.
𐙚 Vil Schoenheit
It’s no secret that he can really nag people, but Vil really doesn’t like to actually argue— He’ll say it every time a disagreement or misunderstanding starts to get tense. Partially a self-reminder, he’s aware that he doesn’t have nearly as much patience as he would like to. It can take a decent amount of effort to keep himself in check.
You two do successfully compromise very often, but sometimes even his suggestions can come off very harsh. It’s no secret to anyone who knows him. His peacemaking attempts are still pretty blunt, and his opinions are never held back. It can easily get upsetting, going as far as feeling like he’s judging you even though he’s not.
Vil actually takes a moment to tell that he might have said the wrong thing. He’s not so proud he’ll refuse to admit his own mistakes, but he’s just… used to upsetting people. You can outright leave mid conversation and it still won’t be his gut reaction, he always believes whatever he’s saying and only wants the best for you. It can take a good few moments until he realizes you’re not just “sulking” the way his underclassmen at the dorm do when he scolds them. Finding you asleep on the couch can honestly shock him.
He won’t wake you up right away— It’s still important for you to get your rest, and he wants to really think about what happened before he says anything— but there’s no way he’ll let you spend the night there. His voice is really soft when he calls your name, waiting for you to gather yourself before he tells you he’s sorry. Gently reassuring you in whatever you need while he explains himself, he’ll make sure everything is okay before he touches you at all, wrapping you up into a hug when everything is finally settled.
𐙚 Idia Shroud
He’s freaking out, full stop. He didn’t even think he’d ever get far enough with someone to be in this position. Since when does he even have the audacity to argue with a partner he never even believed he’d get? Whatever he did, he wholeheartedly believes he screwed up big time.
...And even though it’s his anxiety talking first, he might actually be right. He’s usually really passive, doesn’t even voice disagreements beyond maybe just whining about not wanting to go somewhere with a lot of people. And even then, he might be willing to try, just for you — So what went wrong? Probably a messy misunderstanding, where he said a lot of things he doesn’t mean…
He’s honestly just expecting it to be over. Believing that you’re going to block all his socials and never speak to him again. The second you walk away, the only thing in his mind is the absolute worst, so when he sees you on the couch he’s… relieved? But just for a second. It means there’s still hope for him! You would have just disappared if you wanted nothing to do with him, right? But he also recognizes the trope, he knows he’s going to need to work to be forgiven—
Idia is just standing there when you wake up. Pacing around the living room and losing his mind. He gets startled when he sees you’re awake, like he’s terrified of what will come next. At least he’s had (more than) enough time to think about what happened… the apology you get is very much sincere, even if it gets rambly at certain parts, ending with the two of you comforting each other.
𐙚 Malleus Draconia
For obvious reasons, things can get tricky with Malleus. Whenever you feel like you’re really starting to understand him, something strange will happen again, it’s a real cycle. All the factors in his upbringing connect with each other to build a very specific kind of character. Even if it looks like you two are really similar, there’s going to be a minimum of a handful of details that just change everything.
He’s always careful with his words, with basically no exception, but sometimes he just doesn’t know what the “right” thing to say would be, or he doesn’t know what a certain cue could mean in the moment, or whatever he knows is something that doesn’t apply outside of specific context of the royal family he’s a part of— The possibilities are endless, but a lot of the time, it’s more likely that things will just chalk up to the fact you don’t understand each other’s perspectives.
He might notice something is off right away, he might think nothing wrong happened at all, it can be wildly different depending on the topic at hand. He’ll ask what’s wrong if he does notice, but even if you do try to explain to him why you’re hurt, it may not make sense inside his head right away. And even though he’s genuine and fast to apologize, it can feel cold when he clearly can’t tell what’s actually wrong.
When he walks by the couch you’re asleep on, it doesn’t even register as being related to the argument right away. He shakes you awake to tell you it’s not a good idea to sleep there because it gets really cold later in the night. Right now, he’s had enough time to process and understand the situation, quickly giving you a new, truly heartfelt apology. Even if in the whole thing, in retrospect, was a pretty minor issue — And if it isn’t, or you’re just not ready to forgive him yet for whatever reason, he doesn’t push it. The only thing he’ll insist on is having you sleep somewhere more comfortable, really.
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