#alpha layers explanation

[bitchboi-gogurt]

im sorry but what the FUKC are alpha layers

oh, i'm happy to answer that for you! (let's use krita for this example)

now, how i see it, alpha layers are a way to better color things while keeping the color within the lines of a "base shape"!

i recommend using these within a layer group to make it easier to tell where things are

see that α symbol? that's the alpha layer i'm talking about

lets use an alpha layer on this silly little guy (notice the strike through on the alpha layer in the image above, that indicates the alpha property is turned on)

boomba! bro got soap thrown at them (poor them :( )

but! notice how the white is on the lineart?

that's cuz of the order, with the alpha layer on top of the lineart (and base color) so then lets see what happens when we move the soap splash under the lineart!

it stays within the brown color, but now it doesn't go onto the lineart. as the layers are kept within the group of layers, any other layers outside of the group (such as the background) are free from the white soap splash!

alpha layers are very helpful when i'm coloring in a multi-colored character and/or when shading among other things!

if you have any more art questions, or if you'd like me to elaborate on something, feel free to send me another ask anon, and i'll do what i can to explain as best as i can!

[flirtysimlish]

Werewolf Holidays

Hello again all! It's been a hot minute since the last time I made any holiday templates for my calendar. I've been playing hardcore lately and got inspired by my gameplay to make a calendar, customs and lore for Werewolf sims. Please use these as inspiration for your own games as much as you wish :) In my sims' world, The Moonwood Collective and the Wildfangs celebrate holidays in ways that reflect their pack ideals. Not only that, but the Wildfangs are exclusively aged late teen and up so they tend to have a wilder approach to things.

The explanations for each holiday and customs are below the cut:

~ Spring ~ Replacements for Love Day

Bonding Ritual - The Moodwood Collective

Spring brings life and renewal and the Moonwood Collective honors the goddess of the Moon by letting nature take its course. Werewolf sims should get romantic with their partners and get a little frisky. Typically, members of the Moonwood Collective tend to see their families increase in number after this holiday ;) This holiday pairs very well with the Free Love N.A.P and adds another layer to your werewolf community.

Art & Music Spirit

Give Flowers

Go on a date

Romantic Spirit

Full Moon Chase - The Wildfangs

The Wildfangs aren't as interested in procreating as the Moonwood Collective, but they still have that animalistic instinct. These werewolf sims celebrate Spring in a different way. Gather your werewolf pack and get ready to chase the moon...and some tail. Werewolf sims should get pumped with their pack and run through the wilderness at full speed. This rush of adrenaline and living free will bring your sim closer to their pack members, and maybe really close if they can sneak off to that bush over there.

Exercise

Romantic Spirit

Go on a date

Streaking

~ Summer ~

Lupine Outreach - The Moonwood Collective

Summer is the perfect time to work on Werewolf Diplomacy. The Moonwood Collective will travel to Granite Falls in an effort to raise werewolf awareness and visit their sister tribe. This is a time of merriment as werewolf members will eat, drink and intermingle with all sorts of sims. This is also the perfect time for teen werewolves to break away from their pack and transfer to the sister branches and explore new territory.

Bake

Go on a Vacation or Travel

Art & Music Spirit

Fire

Water Fun

The Gathering - The Wildfangs

As temps rise, the Wildfangs tend to get a little...heated. Summertime means that the Wildfangs will hold a gathering for their pack and what ensues can only be described as the biggest rager in all of Moonwood Mill. Werewolf sims will party their hairy behinds off, pick fights and play pranks on one another, all in comradery of course. The Gathering is also an important ritual for the Wildfangs as it is the only time that a pack member may challenge the Alpha for leadership. Win or lose, the party afterwards will always be legendary! This holiday goes well with the Roughousing Encouraged N.A.P to add detail to your werewolf community and reduce negative effects.

Air Grievances

Drinking

Party Spirit

Fighting

Mischief Spirit

~ Fall ~ Replacement for Harvestfest

Harvest Moon - The Moodwood Collective

The last harvest of the season brings great joy to the Moonwood Collective. This signals the end of their growing season and to celebrate they throw a huge feast! The pack Alpha brings everyone around the Star Tree and tells the story of their origins and Werewolf creation. This feast lasts late into the night and when the moon finally rises to the very top, the Moonwood Collective make their way to the mountain peak and howl to the Moon goddess to show their thanks for the bounty.

Thankful Spirit

Gardening

Invite Guests

Grand Meal

Tell Stories

The Wild Hunt - The WildFangs

The Wildfangs deeply respect the Wild Hunt as an initiation ritual. Teen werewolves that are close to aging up may be brought in by older members and must attempt to gain membership by completing the 3 trials. Once completed the Wildfangs will celebrate with a pack hunt, the first of many for the new Pup level werewolves.

Bar-B-Que

Fire

Party Spirit

Drinking

~ Winter ~ Replacement for Winterfest and New Year's Eve

Frosty Paws - The Moonwood Collective

Ironically, the werewolf members of the Moonwood Collective don't believe in a mythical man who brings you presents. Instead, they tend to enjoy the company of those around them and love to give rather than receive. Tradition dictates that all gifts must be handmade and the Moonwood Collective isn't short on talented members. The Wildfangs on the other hand typically doesn't like to celebrate Frosty Paws. The cold temps of winter really put a damper on their moods, so they bunker down and enjoy some cozy solitude.

Decorate

Festive Spirit

Give Gifts

Grand Meal

Festive Lighting

Somber Howl - Both Packs

The end of Winter is a time to reflect on the past year and those that aren't with us anymore. Both packs honor this holiday as the grim reaper doesn't discriminate and pain is shared on both sides. During Somber Howl, the werewolf packs will gather and tell stories about lost loved ones, visit with their ghosts, and make resolutions (usually to better themselves the next year).

Remembrance

Tell Stories

Spooky Spirit

Make Resolutions

Countdown to Midnight

[vodika-vibes]

Poly relationship w/Fordo & Alpha you say?? i hope this gets made into a drabble one day 🫣

Between Them

Summary: Alpha and Fordo dote on you.

Pairing: Alpha-17 x Reader x ARC Captain Fordo (no clonec*st)

Word Count: 766

Warnings: None

Tagging: @trixie2023 @n0vqni

A/N: This is really short and really quick, and I didn't put a lot of thought into the lore, which is my explanation as to why it might not be so good.

You wake feeling very warm, and to the sound of quiet conversation happening over you. You make a face and turn your head into the chest you’re using as a pillow. You feel fingers, feather light, against the back of your neck and there’s a rumble of laughter from under you.

“Look who’s finally decided to rejoin the land of the living,” Alpha teases, and you feel his familiar fingers against the base of your spine.

“She was exhausted,” Fordo interjects quietly, and you realize that it’s his fingers on the back of your neck. You must have fallen asleep on him last night. You turn your head to blink up at him, still feeling deeply exhausted, “You can go back to sleep.”

You yawn widely, and seriously consider it for a moment, and then you sigh and roll off of him and onto the bed properly, “Suppose I should get up.” You admit grudgingly as you stretch out on the bed with your eyes closed.

Neither Alpha nor Fordo reply, and you open your eyes to see why they weren’t saying anything. And you huff, your face starting to burn with embarrassment, when you realize that they’re both staring at your still naked body, “Really?”

“You’re very distracting, cyare.” Alpha says, not the least bit apologetic.

You huff and pull the blanket high over your chest, “So sorry that my body is a distraction for you,” 

Alpha grins and tugs the blanket back down and then pushes it down over your thighs so he can admire your whole body, specifically the marks that he and Fordo spent hours covering you in, “I forgive you, cyare.”

Fordo’s fingers glide over your bare hip, and when you look at him you see a frown on his face, “We left handprint bruises.” He presses his hand over the bruise, and his frown deepens when you twitch away from him. “We hurt you.”

“Not intentionally,” You say quickly as you shift in the bed to press your side against his, “I bruise easily, you know that. Really, Fordo. It’s fine.” You glance over at Alpha, but he’s frowning too, and you sigh silently.

Your strong men don’t get bothered by much, but seeing unintentional bruises on your body after a night of fun is something that bothers them immensely. And you also know that there isn’t a single person alive who would believe that if you were to tell them.

“You should have told us that we were hurting you,” Alpha chides as he rolls out of bed to go dig around for a bottle of bacta.

“You weren’t.” You say quickly, “I would have stopped you if there was any pain. You know that.”

Alpha returns to bed and sits next to you, and you notice that Fordo is sitting next to you too. You move to sit up as well, but you’re encouraged to lay back down by gentle hands on your shoulders. 

“Let us take care of you, sarad.” Fordo murmurs.

“You both already do that.” You say with a shake of your head.

“Then stop arguing and let us do this,” Alpha replies as he sets the jar on your stomach, causing you to yelp at the chill. There’s a grin on his face, suggesting that he did it on purpose.

“You’re so mean,” You grumble.

“Yeah, yeah.”

You yelp again when Fordo applies a layer of icy bacta against your hip, and you shoot him a wounded look. He smiles apologetically, but there’s a glimmer of mischief in his eyes. And when Alpha applies cold bacta to your shoulder, you whine, “You’re doing this on purpose!”

“I’m hurt, cyare.” Alpha scolds with a wide grin on his face, “We’re trying to take care of you.”

You try to squirm away from them, “I’m going to freeze!”

“Then we’ll just have to warm you back up after the fact,” Fordo murmurs, as he leans in and presses a lingering kiss against your neck.

“If I didn’t know any better, I’d say that you planned this.” You accuse good naturedly.

“That would be pretty clever of us, wouldn’t it?” Alpha murmurs, as he leans in as well and trails kisses against your collar bone.

You sigh softly, as you relax until their ministrations. It’s easier to ignore the cold when you’re pressed between them.

Your relationship might not make sense from the outside. Hell, sometimes it barely makes sense from the inside sometimes. But you wouldn’t change a single thing about it. After all, you love them both.

Something you’re always careful to say to them.

[emthimofnight]

hello! i really like your art and i have a little question about it if you don't mind answering; i noticed your lineart is coloured and was wondering how you do it. do you first draw black lineart and alpha lock it to colour? and how do you choose the colors of the lineart?

Omg, thank you so much!!! ;w; ❤️

And yes! I draw in black line art first and then run an auto action I have set up in Clip Studio Paint to do the line art coloring process for me. It saves a lot of time!

Before I had that set up, though, my process would be to duplicate my line art, duplicate and flatten my color layers, hit my color layer with a Gaussian blur, then clip my color layer to my line art before merging it. Afterward, I will adjust the line art layer by brightness/saturation to get darker versions of my base colors, then I usually set my line art layer to multiply.

I hope this helps!!! ❤️❤️❤️ I intend to art stream again soon, so hopefully you can tune in to see my process live if my explanation doesn't make sense!

[creativexspirit]

Rolling playlist gif for GIMP: a tutorial ▬ by Joy from @creativexspirit​ 

Credit where credit is due, I fell in love with this gif tutorial but EH I don't use Photoshop anymore so I made it my mission to recreate the effect in GIMP.

This tutorial uses AnimStack, a Script-Fu script for GIMP to give you tools for the creation of animated GIFs. As it's super useful, even if you don't follow this tutorial I highly recommend to download. How to install AnimStack to GIMP in tumblr's FAQ: https://animstack.tumblr.com/faq

This tutorial uses my playlist template.

Tutorial with screenshots is under the cut.

Like or reblog if you download. Please don’t request as your own, respect my work. Don’t hesitate to tag me if you follow the tutorial! I would love to see your edits.

STEP 01.

Change the titles, the colors, the icons. Tip if you want to change the song title that are not visible: move the layers group "Song list", so you can see the text you modify.

Add songs by copy/pasting the "Song 5" layers group. Keep this layers group inside the "Song list" group.

Try to move the layers group so that it is aligned with above songs.

To place back correctly the "Song list", here's a tip: use the align tool and click on the "Song list" group. In the tool's options, in the "relative to" drop down menu, choose "Selection". Back to the layers window: in the "Background" group, right click on the "Color nuance" layer and choose "Alpha to selection". Now you are free to align your "Song list" layer group to the top and center of that selection, and it should be alright!

STEP 02.

Now the tutorial actually begins. Flatten all layer groups using Image > Flatten Layer Groups. (Don't mind my GIMP language, it is in French but the AnimStacks tools are in English, you should have the same menu.)

And now your layers window should look like mine, minus the links on the layers.

Now, see the linked layers? Merge them all together. You should end up with only 4 layers: "Song list", "Background", "GUIDE MASK SONG LIST FOR GIF", "Arrière-plan".

Note: you don't really need the "Arrière-plan" layer, so if you want to, you can delete it or you can merge it with the background layer. In my case, I will delete it.

STEP 03.

Reorder your layers. This is very important as AnimStacks will process the layers from top to bottom, so the layers order counts.

Put your "Background" layer on top, your "Song list" layer under it. As for the guide mask, we don't really care as we will delete it later.

STEP 04.

We are now going to add AnimStacks tags to our layer names. Here you'll have to do a bit of maths because you can choose the number of frames your gif will ultimately contain and adjust the tags parameters accordingly. This might seem complicated but it really isn't. I'll start by showing the tags to add, and explain how this will be processed. I will then give you the maths to choose your parameters accordingly.

Below, the tags I have added to my layers. You will have to write the same things as I do but what you might change is:

the number of "30" in Background.

the y parameter of the offset tag "-12".

YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED TO REMOVE THE [copy:0] and change it.

OK but what does each tag do? Remember, AnimStacks process is from top layer to bottom. Here the first layer is our Background layer: [*30] means it will duplicate the "Background" layer 30 times.

Now, onto "Song list" layer: [copy:0] will check all layers above the "Song list" layer that has no tag (at this point, all of our 30 "Background" layers have no tag), create a group for each found layer and place the "Song list" layer at position 0. Ok this explanation is wacky, for better explanation, please check the documentation.

The offset tag is necessary for the rolling effect: at each addition of the "Song list" layer, it won't just be a simple duplicate of the "Song list" layer, but the layer will have moved a little by (x,y) = (0,-12), allowing us to get that "rolling" effect in our gif. (And now you get why I said "y parameter".)

OK now, but how did I choose my parameters? So for reference, I only have 5 songs - I didn't add any song to the song list. For my maths, you need the height of the "Song list" layer. Check it with the scaling tool.

The height of my layer is 353 pixels (awful number meh). I choose to have 30 frames. So the move of the layers will have to be of 353/30 = 11.77 pixels. I choose 12 pixels because you can't have floats for the number of pixels, can you?

DO NOT FORGET the minus in front of the y parameter. My y parameter is "-12". Otherwise, the playlist will roll towards the bottom.

STEP 05.

We are now going to add a mask to the "Song list" layer to avoid seeing the title songs where we shouldn't see them. See that obnoxious orange layer "GUIDE MASK SONG LIST FOR GIF"? Yes, it is its time to shine.

Right click on the "GUIDE MASK SONG LIST FOR GIF" layer and choose "Alpha to Selection". (Well in French it's Alpha vers Sélection.)

Now, we are going to use that selection to create a layer mask on the "Song list" layer.

Right click on "Song list" and choose "Add a layer mask". /!\ Your selection must still be active. (Well in French it's "Ajouter un masque de calque" but you can see the icon right? By the way, you can also add a layer mask by clicking on the icon in the layer window, see circled icon in red.)

Now, choose Selection for the creation of the layer mask.

If you don't have the above results for the mask, it might be that you foreground and background colors are not the same as mine, meaning black and white respectively.

If you don't have the same colors as me above, click on the small pair of squares the blue arrow I draw is pointing to. It will default your foreground and background colors to black and white. Keyboard shortcut is D. (I don't think I changed it.)

And now, we don't need the orange guide mask layer anymore, so you can delete it.

STEP 06.

Last check before process: make sure you have no area selected (or you will get a weird result). Cancel all selection with Selection > None.

STEP 07.

We now begin the AnimStacks tags process.

In Filters > Animation, find "Process Animation Tags" and click on it.

The process might take a while depending on the number of frames you have.

If everything is correct, you should have something similar to that. Now, we can check if the gif is correct and if we liked the number of frames and y parameter by previewing the animation in Filters > Animation > Playback...

STEP 07.

This step is optional but you might want to change the time of our first frame to be longer so people have time to read the beginning. Do so by changing the layer group name by adding (800ms) to it. This means the frame corresponding to that layer group will be 800ms.

You can check if it's long enough by doing the playback again.

STEP 08.

Now, we have to flatten all layer groups if we want to export to a GIF. In order to do so, we will just use the same trick as the beginning: Image > Flatten Layer Groups.

STEP 09.

Optional, but good to do: to make our gif lighter, we are also going to optimize the gif. In order to do so, do Filters > Animation > Optimize (for GIF) I don't know personally the difference with the other optimization method. Choose either you'll have similar results it's a difference in the implied algorithm I guess.

This step might take a while, but it's ok. When it's done processing you should have a new image created with the same results as me above. You can playback to check if everything is correct but here our job is done! We will now export the GIF.

STEP 10.

You can now export to GIF! Go to File > Export as..., choose the name of your file and end it with the .gif extension.

If you get an error message because some layers are not cropped, no worries: just choose the "crop" option (but you should not with the optimization).

Now, don't forget to check "as animation" when saving the GIF, if you haven't done the optimization, choose the delay between frames (the first frame will still be of 800ms), and choose "replace".

WITHOUT OPTIMIZATION:

(With the optimization process, all layers already have delay and animation replacement type thingy specified.)

AND VOILA, YOU HAVE YOUR GIF! If you mess around more with AnimStacks, you can do cool stuffs with it!

Now, how do you pronounce the G in gif? Also shh, don't say you saw the mistake I made when changing the title's songs in the tutorial, I wanted to write Everybody Talks by Neon Trees.

[zefdraws]

(Click/Fullscreen for a better view!)

A gift for @nlesnii on Insta and Twitter of her character Lilith and her pet hydra, Marrow.

I originally finished this in 2021 but had to rush the environment for the art swap's time constraints. Took a while to have the energy and motivation to bring it all the way to a completion level I knew I could achieve! ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ

WIPs and process explanation under the cut!

Super loose sketch to get the general idea of how I want to compose the piece. I then clearly block out and label large areas to keep the composition clear as I continue. Once the general environment is figured out, I redraw the figure using reference material, keeping it loose - I make sure major points of interest (like the face, the tail, etc.) have more information for the lining process.

Up until the lining stages, I was really invested in incorporating weeping willow trees; I dropped them from the illustration because I wasn't feeling them. Too line-dense for what I was going for, made the piece way too unbalanced, etc.

Coloring!! My coloring process for lined illustrations starts by establishing a base with either a layer mask or (in this case) an alpha-locked layer. Then each section of the figure is painted with its base/local color and rendered out appropriately.

On the left, the original piece I presented for the swap (completion date: 9/23/21)! On the right, the updated background I finished on 9/18/22.

[handypolymath]

Mad Larry Disease Bed-In for Democracy - “about us” edition

Exhausted from doing laundry yesterday (a whopping 3 loads. took me all day. plus a nap.), I thought I’d catch up on a couple meme asks. I’m not trivializing, the last MLDBIFD post took me several hours, and kept me from pushing myself in stupid ways. Covid is the Gom Jabbar of fatigue/headache/fever for me. I’m trying not to worry about a lot of shit I can’t control right now.

@mikanis​ tagged me with these q’s:

nickname: feldman

height: 5′1″/154cm

last search term: ‘Randall Skeffington’

song stuck in head:

Devil Inside Me - Matt Berry

Green Tara mantra

Ugly Americans theme song

the tinnitus crickets are telling me my brain is warm

follower count blocked count: thousands upon thousands. i like to scroll through the notes on a lot of posts, and weeding that garden is key.

dream job: i’ve never dreamt of work, only being able to make something good, or make something better

wearing: men’s black satin pajama bottoms, Busty Girl Comics tee, resting : ( face; once i take a shower that is

book/movie that summarizes you: The Jerk

favorite song: Itsy Bitsy Spider, but only if you do the hand motions too

aesthetic: Aughra

favorite author: a couple times in my life I’ve encountered a story i had to get smarter (or softer) to process; very often fandom is the forest where that headtrip mushroom grows

random fact:

@khaleesa​ tagged with with these q’s:

3 ships: Nadja & Laszlo, Bruce & Natasha, Gonzo & Chickens

first ship: Gonzo & Chickens

consuming: are you implying i’m some kind of phagocyte? forgive me, i’m feverish. i have a bag of snacks in reach, and four active beverages

watching: aurora star projector on bedroom ceiling

last movie: Glass Onion, as I pick out layered glazes of mise en scene and shot composition, and confabulate the messy venture capital fueled polycule inferno sfumato of interpersonal dynamics. Birdie shazams the song when Yo-Yo Ma is in her Masque lockdown pod; he provides an explanation that highlights the themes of complexity out of simplicity, 3-act structure, puzzles, and also shows us Peg’s the curious cat while Birdie is the golden retriever wearing a lampshade. Oh, no, this isn’t Alpha it’s just a lamp.

last song: yoga nidra, after i get that shower in, which is after nachos

reading: half a page if i’m lucky, but “The First Signs” Genevieve Von Petzinger and about twenty stacked behind it in my kindle queue

craving: nachos just arrived

Took me all day, off and on, and it kept me out of trouble and taking it sleazy, thank you both : )

[thed3lt4d14m0ndgang]

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Hello and welcome! Here you can see some information about us:

• Main account: @acxtips

• Host's account: @astrix-j4s0n

• System name: The Delta-Diamond Gang

• System tag: Δ-💎

• Collective name: Astrix (old collective name: Jason/Jayceon or Delta/Dante)

• Bodily 19 years old.

• Headcount: ♾️ (infinite) [= Our system has many members (around 100 or more). We just like to say it's infinite because we don't know the exact number of the members. ]

• Collective pronouns: h3/h1m, xe/xim, ey/em, ve/vim, ze/zim, he/him, th3y/th3m, they/them, ... (More in: linktree → pronouns.page)

• About our self pronouns: We sometimes use "we/us", "fox/foxs" , etc. but we mostly use "I/me" , "I&/me&" , "X/X's" , "X&/X&'s" , "&/&s" , etc. (you can use "you" or "you&" and anything like that or our pronouns).

• collective host: Jayceon

• collectively a traumaendo, genicpunk, polyplural, hybrid/chimera system

• Main system: multigenic, multiple system ; host: Jayceon → 3 members (Jayceon, Ethan and Gabriel) ; 3 subsystems:

1.] The Rubik's Cube Group: fleirgenic, hybrid system ; host: Ethan → 2 subsystem:

I.) The Collectors: quoigenic, mediple system ; host: Cosmos → 4 members

II.) Wonderland: fleirgenic, polyplural system ; host: Eliot → many members, many subsystems, many layers, etc.

2.] The MultiFaceted Group: fleirgenic, mixedflux & mediple system ; host Jayceon → 2 subsystems:

I.) The All-in-one Group: quoigenic, mixedflux (between median and multiple but closer to median) system ; host: Jax → many members

II.) The Alpha Problematic Group: traumaendo, mediple system ; host: Xavier / X → 10 members

3.] Heaven's Gate: pariotraumagenic, multiple system ; host: Gabriel → 2 subsystems

I.) The Fictives Group: pariotraumagenic (fictives and soulbonds), multiple system → many members

II.) The Souls Place: pariogenic (walk-ins), multiple system → ???

[ + amnesiafluid, misaconscious ; alloy structured ; ähmane system & växer system ; plurplex ; ... ]

[ Userboxes are from @aster-coins (original post here) ]

[1st image ID: A userbox with a dark purple text and lighter purple background. The text says: "This user is a mixedflux system". End ID]

[2nd image ID: The same styled userbox but with a different text. It says: "This user is a mediple system". End ID]

• We found out we are a system around December 25, 2021 (to be honest, we started to think about it before Dec. 25 but we started to pay more attention to the signs, etc. and seriously think about us being a system on December 25. Before that, we were just like "There's no way we're a system".) EDIT (2022.12.25.): YAY! 1 year anniversary of system discovery!!! 🎉

Our old description / bio :

[ J4YC3ON0X_J4S0N | h3/xe/ey/ve/fox/... | multigenic (mixed-origin) plural system ; we're mixedflux & mediple ; we're trying to figure out what type of consciousness we have ; our identity and plurality is fluid and very confusing + complex / complicated so that's why we don't know many stuff abt it but also we do ⟹ #paradox - complex - plural | BPDer & AuDHDer | POSIC ; we're delusional (sometimes) | bodily 19 | white | ⚥︎ ⚣︎ ⚢︎ ⚤︎ | θΔ ∞︎︎ & | intersex | alterhuman = humanthing + humanish nonhuman → polymorph- / shapeshifterkin , voidkin , eldritchkin , ...| LIOM / MOGAI | inclusive ]

Other informations about us:

• We identify as parafag (we're anti-contact para).

• We're an LGBTQ+, non-binary and/or masc, alterhuman/non-human heavy system

• We're hypersexual, fluidflux (genderfluid + genderflux), abrosexual, aspec, mesque, velaurian (/gaybian) & attrafluid, etc. (More in pronouns.page)

[ The definitions are in linktree → identity explanation carrd. ]

• We're alterhuman (shapeshifter / polymorph) = humanish demihuman, non-human humanthing + fluidkin.

• We're AFAB intersex and some may identify as transmasc but also as transfem (at the same time or separately, it depends on the alter).

• Some alters identify with only one term (non-binary/genderqueer/agender/trans/woman/man/genderfluid/...) ; some with multiple terms.

• Some headmates are POSIC (acronym for Perception of Object Sapience, Individuality, Consciousnes).

• We're neurodivegent: AuDHD , BPD , OCD , schizo-spec , maladaptive daydreaming , ...

• We have many headmates who are polyamorous ; we're ambiamorous (monoamorous and polyamorous).

BYF:

• We're an inclusive system (we accept any good faith lgbtq+ identity, system origin, etc.)

[Image ID: A picture of the galaxy, beside it a text, with white background, that says: "This user is aninclusivesystem (= supports any good faith identity, system origin, etc.)". End ID]

[ 1st and last (5th) divider by @unowakot (original post here) ]

[ 2nd, 3rd, 4th divider by @firefly-graphics (original post here) ]

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Nerve Regen Formula surveys and figured out a few astonishing variables connected with this item?

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Comparative Analysis of Clipping Path and Image Masking

In the dynamic realm of image editing and graphic design, the art of background removal plays a pivotal role in enhancing visual aesthetics. Two prominent techniques, namely Clipping Path and Image Masking, stand out for their efficacy in achieving precise results.

This comprehensive guide delves into the intricacies of both methods, providing an in-depth exploration of their explanations, applications, tools, pros and cons, practical examples, factors for consideration, and best practices.

Clipping Path: Unveiling Precision in Selection

Explanation of Clipping Path

The Clipping Path technique, a cornerstone in image editing, involves the meticulous creation of a vector path around a subject or object. This vector path acts as a virtual scissor, separating the subject from its original background with pixel-level precision. Notably, Adobe Photoshop serves as the primary arena for the execution of Clipping Paths, offering a suite of tools, with the Pen Tool reigning supreme.

Suitable Scenarios for Clipping Path

Clipping Path shines brightest when dealing with objects boasting well-defined edges and a relatively uncomplicated background. The technique thrives in scenarios where the subject is characterized by sharp, distinct shapes, such as books, boxes, or other geometric entities demanding precise selection.

Tools and Software for Clipping Path

To embark on the journey of Clipping Path mastery, image editing tools like Adobe Illustrator or Adobe Photoshop become indispensable. Within these software ecosystems, the Pen Tool emerges as the go-to instrument for creating intricate Clipping Paths. You can found creative applications for clipping path from various source as well.

Pros and Cons of Clipping Path

In the realm of advantages, Clipping Path offers unparalleled pixel-level precision, simplicity in learning, and expeditious processing for straightforward subjects. However, its limitations become apparent when faced with the intricacies of complex objects featuring fine details or irregular shapes.

Examples of Clipping Paths in Practice

Clipping Paths carve a significant niche in e-commerce, where clean and professional product images are paramount. Moreover, in advertising and marketing materials like brochures and banners, Clipping Paths ensure that the focus remains steadfast on the intended content. The seamless integration of images into web design is yet another domain where Clipping Paths prove their mettle.

Image Masking: Navigating the Intricacies of Fine Detail

Explanation of Image Masking

On the other end of the spectrum, Image Masking emerges as a sophisticated background removal technique that leverages masks to separate subjects from their backgrounds. Diverging from the vector-centric approach of Clipping Path, Image Masking operates at the pixel level, preserving fine details like hair or fur. Adobe Photoshop, with its arsenal of masking tools, becomes the playground for Image Masking enthusiasts, featuring Layer Masks, Alpha Channels, and Quick Masks.

Suitable Scenarios for Image Masking

Where Clipping Path falters in the face of complexity, Image Masking thrives. This technique comes into its own when dealing with subjects boasting intricate details or unclear edges against the background. The nuances of Image Masking find their application in portraits, where preserving fine details is paramount, making it an ideal choice for subjects with complex hair or intricate textures.

Tools and Software for Image Masking

For those embarking on the journey of mastering Image Masking, Adobe Photoshop remains the undisputed champion. Layer Masks, Alpha Channels, and their counterparts offer a plethora of options for creating detailed and precise masks, crucial for the nuanced demands of Image Masking.

Pros and Cons of Image Masking

The strengths of Image Masking lie in its ability to handle fine details with finesse, its versatility in employing various masking techniques, and the boon of non-destructive editing. However, the learning curve for Image Masking is steeper compared to the relatively accessible Clipping Path.

Examples of Image Masking in Practice

The applications of Image Masking extend beyond the traditional realms of background removal. In portrait photography, Image Masking becomes the tool of choice for creating precise selections while retaining the organic look of subjects with complex hair. Collages, with their overlap of images featuring irregular shapes, benefit immensely from the blending capabilities that Image Masking brings to the table. In film and video production, Image Masking takes center stage for applying special effects, orchestrating seamless disappearances or gradual appearances of characters or objects.

Further Reading: Top 10 Image Masking service providers in New York

Choosing Between Clipping Path and Image Masking

Factors to Consider

The decision-making process between Clipping Path and Image Masking hinges on several critical factors. The complexity of the object, intricacy of the background, time and budget constraints, the skill level of the user, and the desired output quality collectively shape the path towards choosing the most suitable technique.

Best Practices and Tips

Regardless of the chosen method, quality assurance remains paramount. Close scrutiny at 100% magnification ensures clean edges and eliminates any remnants from the background. File format considerations come into play, with transparent parts warranting formats like PNG or TIFF, while solid backgrounds may find compatibility with JPEG, especially for web applications. Collaboration with professionals, such as Clipping Path Finder, can elevate the quality of outcomes, particularly for complex or critical projects. Staying abreast of the ever-evolving landscape of image editing tools and techniques ensures continued efficiency and improvement in the overall quality of work.

Must Read Blog: Clipping Path vs. Image Masking

Conclusion: Striking the Balance for Optimal Results

In the intricate dance between Clipping Path and Image Masking, the selection of the appropriate technique emerges as a crucial determinant of the final output's quality. The dichotomy between these two methods, each with its unique strengths and applications, underscores the need for a nuanced approach. This comprehensive guide has equipped you with the knowledge to navigate this decision-making process effectively. As you embark on your journey in the realm of image editing, the judicious application of Clipping Path and Image Masking will undoubtedly shape your ability to deliver visually stunning and professionally polished results.

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BEAUTY TIP NEVER UNDERESTIMATE THE POWER OF MOISTURIZER

If you can only afford one skin care item, whether your skin is dry, normal, or even oily, experts advise investing your money in a high-quality moisturizer.

A good moisturizer and a mild cleanser are sometimes all you truly need, according to Professor Rhoda Narins, MD, president of the American Society of Dermatological Surgeons. can continue to exfoliate for years. According to Narins, dry skin makes wrinkles more noticeable and makes you appear older.

According to the physicians, a moisturizer will provide you with part of the protection you need to prevent your skin from aging too quickly if you are in your 20s or 30s.

According to plastic surgeon Darrick Antell, MD, "in your 20s and early 30s, a decent moisturizer can replace a lot of other products."

What really constitutes a "excellent" moisturizer then? Dr. Charles E. Crutchfield, a dermatologist, offers the following explanation: "A lotion like this can either retain the moisture you already have or gently add more. helps your skin create more moisture, and the category you choose should depend on the specific requirements of your skin."

Look for a moisturizer that contains alpha hydroxy acids if your skin is normal to dry. Crutchfield, an associate clinical professor of dermatology at the University of Minnesota School of Medicine, claims that they can assist the skin's natural ability to produce more moisture.

He also advises using products with vesicle emulsion technology if the skin is extremely dry.

According to Crutchfield, this technology uses microspheres with alternating layers of water and moisture that steadily release throughout the day to keep you hydrated.

Find a mild moisturizer if your skin is oily, but don't miss this step, advises Crutchfield.

Even if you have a lot of oil, you still need moisture, the speaker asserts.

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Crypto News Summary: Coinbase Partners with Google Cloud for Crypto Payments, CNN Kills Vault

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Crypto News Summary: Coinbase Partners with Google Cloud for Crypto Payments, CNN Kills Vault

  Get your daily, bite-sized digest of cryptoasset and blockchain-related news – investigating the stories flying under the radar of today’s crypto news. __________

Payment news

Google announced a deal with major crypto exchange Coinbase to enable select customers to pay for its Cloud services using cryptoassets such as bitcoin (BTC) in early 2023, according to CNBC. The deal was announced at Google’s Cloud Next conference, it said. Over time, Google will allow many more customers to make payments with cryptocurrency, Amit Zavery, vice president and general manager and head of platform at Google Cloud, reportedly told CNBC. Coinbase will move some of its applications to Google’s cloud.

Payments platform Wirex announced the launch of USD coin (USDC) on the Stellar (XLM) blockchain within the Wirex app. It added that this announcement is an important milestone in an ongoing collaboration between Wirex and the development of the Stellar Development Foundation (SDF), the non-profit organisation that supports the growth and development of the Stellar network.

California-based start-up Ripple announced its first On-Demand Liquidity (ODL) customer in France as it partners with Lemonway, a Paris-based payment provider for online marketplaces. It also announced a second new ODL customer, its first in Sweden – Swedish money transfer provider Xbaht, which enables money movement between Sweden and Thailand.

Web3 news

Cable news network CNN has ended its Web3 experiment. Per an announcement, it has “decided that it’s time to say goodbye” to Vault by CNN. It added that it learned a lot from its “first foray into Web3” and that the Vault non-fungible token (NFT) collection “will live on.”

Decentralized communication protocol for Web3 Push Protocol announced the launch of its native Web3 messaging app and a wallet-to-wallet communication protocol, Push Chat. Per the announcement, the team launched the Push Chat alpha and opened up access to select users across the Push community. Polygon Wallet is a launch partner for Push Chat, setting the stage for the intra-wallet chat, they said.

Exchange news

Coinbase announced on Monday that it received a license from the Monetary Authority of Singapore (MAS) as it plans to expand in Asia. “Gaining this in-principle approval from MAS is an important step, as we plan to launch our full suite of retail, institutional and ecosystem products,” it said.

Security news

Layer 1 blockchain QANplatform has become the target of a bridge hack that resulted in the theft of some QANX 1.43 billion, worth over $1 million. Blockchain security company Peckshield sounded the alarm first, with QANplatform confirming that “the bridge smart contract that is offline was hacked and the attacker managed to withdraw tokens.”

Blockchain security company Supremacy Inc. said today that decentralized finance (DeFi) aggregator ParaSwap may have been compromised, possibly as a result of a profanity vulnerability, and that funds may have been stolen on multiple chains. ParaSwap denied any vulnerability, saying that it will release an analysis and an explanation later.

DeFi news

Anubi Digital unveiled DUO, a service that allows its customers to deploy digital assets in pairs to Uniswap (UNI)’s liquidity pools and earn a stream of crypto rewards over time, said the press release.

Investment news

Bahamas-based digital asset investment firm GEM Digital Limited has provided MinePlex, a new-generation digital ecosystem, “with up to $100 million in funding,” said a press release. “The funding will be used to advance global penetration of the MinePlex ecosystem and the development of new banking technologies,” it said.

Mining news

Bitcoin miner Greenidge Generation expects a GAAP net loss of between $20 million and $22 million for the third quarter, it said in its preliminary financial and operating results. Greenidge reported expected revenue of $29 million.

As it celebrates its five-year anniversary Bitcoin mining operation Bitfarms said that, as of September 2022, it achieved operating capacity of 176MW, a hashrate of 4.2 exahash/second (EH/s), and approximately 2% market share of the Bitcoin network.

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Cuteftp pro vs coffeecup

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Professional CuteFTP 8 Home CuteFTP 8 Professional CuteFTP Lite CuteFTP Pro Cyberduck DataDirBak DeluxeFTP Directory Opus EasyFTP ExpanDrive Far Far2 FFFTP FileZilla. Over 50 filters can be used to quickly alter and adjust your image. CoffeeCup FTP Core FTP Cryer Web Site Publisher CuteFTP Digsby Directory Opus Eudora Excite Messenger ExpanDrive FAR Manager FTP FFFTP FileZilla FlashFXP Fling FTP Forte. Paper Textures: A wide variety of paper and canvas textures can be selected so that brush strokes respond with the texture as they are placed on the paper or canvas These range from very simple color dots to realistic representations of natural artist tools to very wild brushes TwistedBrush has hundreds of different brushes available. CuteFTP 8 Professional pro with crack 100 work. This allows for super smooth color mixing and alpha blending.

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TwistedBrush represents all image data internally at a full 64 bits of color resolution. Most graphic program offer at most 32 bits of color resolution. In addition the responsiveness of the brush tools should be quick and show marks on the page instantly to allow the artist to enter the "zone". As an artist draws and paints the tools should disappear from thought and allow focus on the creative process rather than waiting for the tool to finish its job. Pixarra's attention to performance is a top priority. CuteFTP Pro 2.0 (client is quite ok, will do 168bit data and control EXCELLENT) WSFTP Pro 7.5 (client is good, will do 168bit data and control EXCELLENT) WSFTP Pro 7. Here are some key features of "TwistedBrush Pro Studio": Best of all, feature updates are frequent. TwistedBrush has more than 5,000 brushes, along with all the features that artists love to use: layers, realistic media, photo cloning, tracing, masks, particles, filters, script recording, scripts to AVI, drawing tablet support, brush shapes, atterns, textures, integrated scanner support, image brushes, drawing guides, reference image views, dirty brushes, scratch layer, dynamic palettes and a whole lot more. TwistedBrush Pro Studio has one of the most versatile and powerful brush engines in existence, yet it as designed from day one to be easy to use.

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Of course, CuteFTP v9 has all of the other key features that user loveĬomprehensive protocol options, including FTP/S (SSL), HTTP/S (SSL), SFTP(SSH2) Įasily monitor local folders for changes Ĭonsolidation of CuteFTP Lite, Home and Pro - CuteFTP has been consolidated into one, powerful FTP client.TwistedBrush Pro Studio is a digital paint software and photo editor with natural art tools. Securely work with multiple remote sites at one time. Painlessly edit remote documents with a built-in editor ĭrag and drop files for fast and easy movement - up to 100 concurrent transfers Schedule fast, fully-automated transfers Ĭreate labor and time-saving scripts and macros Ĭreate podcast RSS feeds and manage audio files Ĭonnect to new sites in a snap with step-by-step wizards

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OpenPGP encryption, One Time Password authentication protocol, and Password Manager A great feature set, an easy to use interface and a properly documented application like this one is sure to become a popular choice among all users types.Ĭomprehensive protocol options, including FTP/S (SSL), HTTP/S (SSL), Secure Shell (SSH)

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In case some features of CuteFTP Pro are not easy to understand or if users are looking for a detailed explanation about the usage of any function, there is a truly comprehensive help manual to make things clear.ĬuteFTP Pro is one of the best tools of its kind available on the market. Furthermore, it remains quite light on computer resources all the time, which means it could be easily loaded on older machines too. Otherwise, CuteFTP Pro has all the things users would expect from a fully-fledged FTP client, so users would not be disappointed at all. Besides the backup and synchronization features of this utility, the more advanced users will surely appreciate the addition of macros and scripting tools for building fully automated actions. With the application, users can even modify remote documents thanks to the built-in editor. The application fully supports drag and drop so the user just has to drag files around to upload them to an FTP server, but in case the user wants to stick to the old-fashioned methods, the rich right-click menu will help him in this regard.ĬuteFTP Pro includes a couple of great goodies, such as an HTML editor and a podcast manager. CuteFTP Pro v9.3.0.3 | File Size: 20.9 MBĬuteFTP is a powerful and easy-to-use FTP client that enables users to backup and synchronize websites and monitor local folders for changes.

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“Going home isn’t an option anymore” + Scott & Deucalion, for @scribeoffate 

“Going home isn’t an option anymore,” Deucalion purrs. “At least, not the one you’re thinking of.”

Scott tenses beside him, the muscles in his arm rigid where they press against Deucalion’s. “You said—”

“I said we are going to your mother’s house, which is not your house.” Deucalion leans back against the car window, resting his cane between his legs. “Unless you’ve changed your mind, of course. Then we should call it your house instead of your mother’s, given her rapidly approaching death.”

The pickled scent of fear around Scott, brief as it is before the boy remembers to stifle it, is delicious.

“Take a right at the next stop sign,” Scott says quietly. “Then left on—”

“Williamson Road,” Deucalion finishes easily.

Another burst of emotion from Scott. Anger, this time.

He doesn’t stifle it nearly so well as the fear.

“It’ll be the grey house with the little columns in front, Aiden. Or so Kali tells me.” Deucalion flashes Scott a fanged smile—his favourite one, more subtle than his other options. “Always best to ‘know your enemy,’ don’t you think, Scott?”

“I thought we weren’t enemies now.”

“Of course,” Deucalion agrees. He lets it lie long enough for some of the tension to leave Scott’s frame. “As long as you do as you’re told.”

Scott’s teeth clench.

Anger and fear now.

Deucalion darts his tongue out to taste it, causing an extra layer of revulsion from Scott: the perfect blend.

In another life, perhaps Deucalion could’ve been a chef.

But, the Jennifer Problem aside, he’s quite enjoying the one he’s in now.

“Tell me, Scott,” he says, reclining against the leather. “Which of your alphas taught you to hide your scent?”

“To what?”

Scott’s confusion is sincere enough to confuse Deucalion.

Had he not been taught? Surely a wolf of his age wouldn’t have this degree of control over it, without some guidance.

And yet…

“Neither of them, then,” Deucalion decides. “A likely explanation for why your attempts lack finesse.”

Scott doesn’t say anything to that.

In the front seat, Aiden smells uncomfortable.

Deucalion smiles again. “Well. As your new alpha, I’ll see to it that the significant holes in your education are—”

“You’re not my new alpha.”

Deucalion stills.

His fist closes tightly around his cane. “Do you care to repeat that, Scott? Do remember your poor mother if you do.”

Scott doesn’t flinch.

“You’re not my new alpha because I don’t have any old alphas,” he says. “And—even with whatever this is—I don’t plan on starting.”

Deucalion snatches Scott by a fistful of hair, forcing his head back to expose his throat, and snarls.

The effect is instantaneous.

Scott’s face shifts under his command, jaw and brow lengthening and fangs forced out, just as Aiden shifts in the front seat, claws tearing into the steering wheel.

He tsks as he holds Scott in place. “Now look what you’ve done, Scott. I’ll have to send Aiden out for a new steering wheel later.”

“Sorry, Aiden.”

Sarcasm.

It’s as delightful as it is annoying.

Deucalion lengthens his own claws, tips slicing into Scott’s scalp and Scott gasps. Deucalion smells the copper scent of blood as it makes its way down into the boy’s eyes.

“You are whatever I want you to be, Scott,” Deucalion says. “Which makes me whatever I want to be in relation to you. I hope I’ve made that clear now.”

Scott’s features slip back to human as the car stops, though Deucalion can hear the way his heart still thunders in his chest.

He doesn’t respond.

Deucalion releases Scott by throwing him forcefully against the car door on the opposite side.

A crack.

Aiden will have to have the door replaced, too.

“Collect your things, beta,” Deucalion says, with all the revulsion he might’ve once saved for omega. “I’ll expect you back out within five minutes.”

Anger floods the cabin again, but Scott fumbles for the door handle before limping out of the car, doing exactly as Deucalion asked.

Aiden is quiet in the front seat.

Somehow, Deucalion doesn’t feel as if he’s won.

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A Matter of Admiration Alpha Gang Orca x Omega f!Reader

Hello Hello! Here is my very VERY late submission for the SFW portion of Spudcorner's Valentine Blood and Chocolate Collab. This was meant to be a two page drabble. 13 pages later it's a bit more than that. Regardless, I do hope you enjoy!

Sequel/Epilogue Here

Content Warnings- Omegaverse, SFW, Insecurities, Misunderstandings, Pining, Fluff, Lots of food mentioned, Kugo being very down on himself, very minor mention of blood and stitches needed.

“Really? Again?”

The large alpha seemed to shrink under your judgemental glare.

“I am sorry, Y/N. The fight got intense and it slipped off. Someone must have stepped on it.”

You sighed heavily, your gaze turning to the workbench where the shattered remains of your creation sat. This was your seventh attempt at outfitting Gang Orca with a communicator headset. It was dangerous for him to keep fishing for a handheld during the heat of battle. Unfortunately, his lack of outer ear made keeping a headset on him difficult. Shaking your head, you gave a small smile.

“Not your fault, Sakamata. We knew this was going to be tricky. Though at this rate I’m tempted to just glue a headset on you and call it a day.”

Kugo snorted, his posture relaxing. “I wouldn’t blame you if you did. I hate to see your hard work go to waste.”

“It’s not a waste if I learn something from it. This one lasted a couple weeks of normal patrol work, so that’s an improvement. We just need to figure out what was different about this fight. So, sit. Talk.”

Kugo shook his head with an amused huff. He admitted he had been slightly dubious when you had first come to his agency. He’d encountered many hero support workers claiming to specialize in mutation quirks that seemed to be looking for lab rats for their creations. However, you always listened to what he said, and made suggestions that would actually make his job easier. You made sure your support items not only were functional, but comfortable at well. If the few years you had worked for him, he was pleased to say you had become good friends.

“I can’t right now, Y/N. I need to get cleaned up, then complete my report before I forget the details. I’ll come back first thing tomorrow.” You frowned, tapping your foot. Kugo fought to keep a neutral expression. You’d never forgive him if you knew how much he enjoyed your expressions when you were annoyed.

“Alright. Fine. First thing tomorrow. But make sure you get some rest tonight, you’ve been working too hard lately!”

Sakamata waved a hand in answer as he walked out the workshop door. He’d try to follow your request, but a hero’s work is never done.

~~~~~

Gang Orca shuffled through the door to his agency with an aura of gloom about him. In the past five days, he had broken five more communicators, gotten into several serious fights, and had allowed a villain to escape. And that was just his work life. Some of his friends had set him up for a speed dating session. He didn’t blame them for trying, but it ended exactly how he knew it would. Most of the omegas who had been present were scared of him, and those that weren’t were clearly only interested in his pro hero paycheck. Kugo trudged toward his office, his thoughts gloomy. A man with a quirk like his would never have a normal courtship. It hurt sometimes. How nice it would be to come home to a sweet smelling omega. What wouldn’t he give to home filled with pups, and laughter and love? He sighed softly as he swung his door open. Such a life was not meant for him, so no point in even dreaming. On autopilot, he hung his coat on the coat rack, and turned to set his briefcase on his desk. However, the desk was already occupied. Kugo tilted his head as he stared at the object resting on his desk. It appeared to be a large bento box, wrapped in a rather feminine handkerchief, patterned with some sort of flowers. Kugo set his briefcase down on a chair before coming closer to investigate. Gingerly, he untied the knot, setting the cloth aside as he looked at the contents curiously.

First and most obviously, was the strawberry shaped sticky note attached to the top. “You looked like you had been having a rough week. I hope this can make it better!” The writing was… painstakingly cute. The “i”s were dotted with little hearts. Each letter having just a little bit of flourish, while still being legible.

Kugo hummed quietly to himself. Clearly this had been left on his desk by mistake. A bit awkward, considering his name was on the door, but there was no other explanation. He drummed his fingers on the desk as he considered his options. He could take a guess at who the bento was for. There were several popular alpha heroes working for him that got their share of gifts from admirers. The soft omegan scent coming from the handkerchief that had wrapped the bento was a solid clue the gift was likely meant for one of them. But really, there was no way to tell for sure who it was supposed to end up with, and he really didn’t want the hard work to go to waste. Yes. Best thing would be to eat the bento, and place the box in the break room with a note inside the box apologizing.

His course of action decided, Kugo opened the bento, quietly sucking a breath as he saw what was inside. There were sausages cut to look like little octopi. A large slab of teriyaki salmon. Rice balls shaped like teddy bear heads, complete with little seaweed faces. He tried to tamp down his delight at seeing over half of the bento was dedicated to tamagoyaki. While he lived up to his stereotype of loving fish, the egg dish was a secret favorite of his; something his mother had made for him whenever he had a bad day when he was growing up. The second layer of the bento had even more. Rice, vegetables, and surprisingly a small but adorable piece of cake. Kugo put the bento back together with a small smile on his face. Perhaps it wasn’t meant for him, but it had been a long time since he had been able to enjoy something like this- cute and homemade, clearly filled with a great deal of care. He couldn’t quite feel guilty as he looked forward to lunch. He could pretend, just this once, that a sweet smelling omega had put so much care into something for him.

~~~~~~

Later that day, when most of the day team had left, Kugo made his way to the common break room. He carefully cleaned out the bento box in the sink, setting it to the side to dry. He folded the handkerchief it had came in, and placed it next to the box before sighing. He was in the process of scribbling a brief apology note when he heard a cough. He glanced up to see y/n leaning against the doorway.

“You okay, chief? Thought your shift ended an hour ago.”

Kugo nodded as he placed his note on top of the handkerchief. “Yes, just had a few things I needed to wrap up. What about you? I know you were supposed to be done several hours ago now.”

You fidgeted, embarrassed, shrugging your shoulders as you glanced away. “Had an idea for how to improve a few items and, well, you know how I get when I have a project. But what have you got there? You never struck me as the homemade lunch type.”

It was Kugo’s turn to look uncomfortable as he shuffled from foot to foot. “It was left on my desk this morning by mistake. I had no way of knowing who it was actually meant for, and I didn’t want it going to waste, so I ate it.”

You frowned as you walked into the room, opening cupboards and starting to retrieve things to make tea. You held a mug up toward Kugo in a silent question, grabbing a second one when he nodded. You were quiet for a few moments, going through the motions. After a while you asked “How are you so sure it wasn’t for you?”

Kugo snorted, leaning back against the counter and gesturing at himself. “Omegas aren’t exactly lined up around the block. I don’t place high on the ‘heroes that look most like villains’ list every year for no reason. Some unfortunate omega got confused about whose office was whose. It’s a shame I couldn’t give it to whoever it was meant for, it was a beautifully crafted bento.” Kugo doesn’t mention the note. Kugo especially doesn’t mention the note had found its way into his desk drawer to save as a memory of how nice it had been to receive the bento, even if it was an accident.

You laughed, passing him a steaming cup of tea, made just how he liked. “Sakamata, don’t talk down about yourself like that. You’re big, strong, and prime alpha material. You’re one of the top heroes! And even more importantly, you’re a gentle kind man that any omega would be lucky to have. I’d bet good money that that bento absolutely was made just for you.”

“A nice thought, but I doubt it. You’ll see. In a few days I bet a bento will make its way to who it was meant for.”

~~~~~~

Kugo stood stock still in the doorway to his office. Sitting on his desk was another cloth wrapped package. Once was a mistake, clearly. But two days in a row? Why on Earth was there another bento on his desk? He approached the desk and slide the bento to him. He untied the scented fabric with care. A cat shaped note greeted him.

“I’m sorry if it wasn’t clear before, Sakamata. I wanted to make this for you because I admire you so much. I’m not always great at saying my feelings, so I hope my cooking says enough.”

This was… for him. The bentos… were for him? He sat in his chair, leaning his head against his hands as he regarded the innocent looking lunch. If it wasn’t a mistake, then what could it be? Probably a fortune hunting omega trying to get in his good graces, if he went off his past experience. Though usually those types of omegas were more likely to offer favors of a different sort. Kugo winced as another thought occurred to him. There was a good chance this omega pitied him. Ugly, intimidating, unmatable. Someone had seen him and decided he needed looking after because clearly he’d never get someone on his own. Yes. That had to be it. He should leave the bento in the break room and end this farce as soon as possible.

His mind made up, Kugo picked up the bundle to do exactly that. The subtle smell of the contents hit his sensitive nose, causing him to salivate. Tempura? Definitely egg. Well, it would be a shame to not even look inside to make sure.

Clearly just as much care had gone into this one as the last one. The rice balls were shaped like little cat heads, to match the note. An assortment of tempura seemed to be the main dish, cute cat shaped food picks stuck in some of them. There were even paw print shaped gummy candies for the dessert. Every inch of the lunch was absolutely adorable. And it was all done for him. There was no way Kugo could let it go to waste. It hurt to know it was a gift given out of pity, but maybe, just for a while, he could pretend there was someone out there who loved him like this. The omega would grow tired of this eventually. Until then, he’d let himself enjoy this.

~~~~~

It was surprising how easily this had become routine. Every day when Kugo walked into his office, there was a new bento waiting for him. And every day he’d unwrap the bento, indulging a brief moment in the cutely patterned handkerchiefs. Every bento was unique and cute. They seemed to show a good understanding of his tastes and preferences. It was a pleasant break on the quiet days and a welcome comfort on the rough days. Each day there was a sweet written note that Kugo gently stored in his desk drawer. It was perfect.

Until it wasn’t.

~~~~~~~

Kugo hated attending charity events. It wasn’t the charities, he always supported good causes. It wasn’t the dressing up, or the fancy atmosphere. It was the people. While a few of his friends were around somewhere, there were many many others who didn’t know him well. Others who were intimidated by his appearance. Others who apparently had no idea just how sharp his hearing was.

“Oh my god, I can’t believe Gang Orca is here.”

“I know! Well, I suppose he is a hero. Allegedly, anyway.”

“Did he come with anyone?”

“Of course not. I mean ew. Look at him. Can you imagine cosying up to that at the end of the day?”

“I know! And those teeth! If he tried to bond someone, he’d take their head clean off!”

“As if anyone would want to bond with that.”

“I don’t know. He’s in the top ten pretty often. He has to be loaded, right?”

“Would have to be a lot for me to even consider it.”

“It could be all the money and I still wouldn’t!”

“Oh don’t say that! Poor bastard can’t help he’s unmatable.”

Kugo walked away from the refreshment table as he tried to tune out the unkind comments and mocking laughter. It wasn’t anything he hadn’t heard before. He knew full well what he looked like. He had had enough failed courting attempts to know exactly what omegas thought of him. But it still stung. Stung more than usual, actually. The daily bentos with their scented cloths and cute little notes had almost made him forget. The only omegas who were interested either pitied him, or wanted his money. He could never forget that.

~~~~~

What he could forget, apparently, was that the number two pro hero was scheduled to be at his office the morning after the charity gala. Kugo stifled a sigh when he saw the red winged hero waiting outside his agency’s door. Of course he’d have to deal with this on a day when he wasn’t in the best of moods. “Orca! My man, good to see you again!”

Kugo nodded as he held the door open. “Hawks.”

“Didn’t get a chance to talk to you at the party last night. You know how it is. Go to one of those things when you're single, and you get swarmed.”

Kugo gave a non committal grunt. No, he didn’t know. He just wanted this morning to be over with. He perked up slightly as he saw you hurrying down the hallway toward them. Hawks gave a low whistle. “Who's the babe?” Kugo half growled. “That is Miss Y/N. The support item engineer you allegedly came here to see. You will be respectful and refrain from flirting with my staff.”

Keigo held up his hands and laughed. “Hey now big guy, don’t mean any offense. Just saying you’re lucky to get to work with that every day.”

Kugo jerked his head in an abbreviated nod. You slowed down your quick walk as you got closer, not wanting to interrupt the heroes’s conversation. Kugo waved you closer. You smiled at him so brightly as you joined the group. Yes. He was lucky to work with a friend such as you. Kugo’s nerves started to cool a bit as he introduced you and the three of you began to make your way to his office. Hawk’s casual questions were more inquisitive than flirty, and Kugo knew from long experience just how much you enjoyed being able to talk in depth about your work. He was smiling by the time he opened the door to his office, ushering the two or you in. Hawk’s next words hit him like a bucket of cold water to the face.

“Dang! Either you got one hell of a cafeteria service at this agency, or Gang Orca has himself quite an admirer. Delivered right to your desk, pretty bold, man! That’s exactly why I keep my door locked. There’s only so much lunch a man can eat, am I right?”

The bento. He had forgotten about the stupid bento. There it sat, as always. The handkerchief was especially cute today, some sort of pattern with teddy bears hugging and kissing. Any other day, the sight would have calmed him. Any other day he would have sat down and quickly poked through to see what surprises lay inside that day, would have read the note meant just for him with a smile.

But today was different. Others were in his office. The number two hero, handsome and popular. His support engineer, pretty enough to probably have plenty of suitors of her own. And then there was him. Large. Scary. Consistently told he looks like a villain. Has never had a relationship that wasn’t pitying or profiteering. Kugo remembered the whispered remarks from the party. Usually he’d be able to brush off Hawks’s commentary. But today…

Kugo snarled, his scent agitated as he swept his arm across the desk, knocking the bento roughly into the trash. “They are a nuisance that need to cease! I’m so tired of some desperate piting omega shoving their unwanted, unneeded efforts at me! Enough is enough!” At the end his voice was raised to a shout. He was dimly aware of his nails digging deeply into his palms. Kugo leaned on the desk, breathing deeply as he tried to calm himself. He could hear the others shuffling behind him awkwardly.

“Come on,” You murmured and lightly tugged on Keigo’s sleeve. “How about I show you my lab and take some measurements before we get started.”

“Yeah. Um. Yeah.” Keigo allowed you to lead him away. You softly closed the door behind you. Kugo remained, hunched and breathing raggedly. It took him several minutes to calm down. It took him a few minutes beyond that to gather the nerve to make the trek down to the support lab. He slipped into the room as inconspicously as a man with his fram could manage. You were taking measurements off of Keigo and muttering to yourself as you tapped out notes on your tablet. Keigo noticed Kugo’s entrance and greeted him cautiously. “You good?” Kugo nodded. “I… apologize. It’s been a rather trying week, but I should have composed myself better.”

Keigo waved him off. “No worries, man, no worries. Y/n was just telling me she thinks that she’ll be able to rig up something for me that would help slow my fall in situations where my wings get damaged.”

You hummed an affirmative, taking a few more measurements before you started describing your process. Kugo couldn’t help but notice you didn’t look his way. You looked at the ground, at your tablet, at Keigo, but you were clearly avoiding Kugo’s gaze. He mentally winced as he settled onto an out of the way stool. It was rare for him to have that kind of emotional outburst. It probably could be heard even from outside his office. He’d make sure to apologize to you better when he got the chance. But for now, it was looking like it would be a long, awkward day. Goodie.

~~~~~

Kugo growled under his breath the next morning when he saw the cloth wrapped bundle sitting on his desk. Yesterday’s embarrassment was still fresh in his mind as he stalked forward. His thick fingers quickly untied the surprisingly unpatterned piece of fabric. There, under the cloth, on top of the box, was a note as there always was. Kugo’s anger was cooled by confusion when he saw it, however. The paper was a plain yellow post-it note. Instead of the painstakingly cute handwriting with the heart dotted “i’s, there was a clearly hasty scrawl.

“I’m sorry. I never meant to annoy you. This will be the last one.”

Kugo frowned, shifting in his seat. Clearly the bento maker had heard about his outburst from yesterday. That was… unfortunate. But perhaps for the best, since he had no way of directly telling them to cease their nonsense. Unconsciously, his hand balled up the handkerchief and as he had been doing for a while, he scented it.

The cloth had a slight smell of salt to it. Tears, Kugo realized uncomfortably. The smell of tears slightly diluted the normal soothing smell of whoever had carefully packaged these bentos. He had little appetite as he looked over what was there. Tempura. Salmon. Vegetables. A large portion of tamagoyaki. But the part that caused an uncomfortable weight to settle in his chest was the little red box, filled with slightly clumsy, clearly homemade chocolates. Kugo closed his eyes, sighing as he set the box to the side to wait for lunch. This was good. This was what he wanted, to be left alone instead of some kind hearted omega taking pity on him. He had lived a long time without homemade bentos and little notes. He certainly didn’t want the small offering of chocolates. When lunchtime came, he certainly didn’t linger over the food longer than usual, savoring each bite. He tried to tell himself that this was for the best. That this was what he wanted. He refused to think about why he tucked the handkerchief and the box of chocolates into his desk drawer instead of leaving them in the break room as usual.

The next day as Kugo opened his office door, he looked toward his desk out of habit; searching for the lunch that had been left. His chest gave an uncomfortable lurch when he found the desk was bare. He shook his head in an attempt to clear it. This was fine. This was what he wanted. The sooner he forgot about all this nonsense, the sooner things would return to normal. He settled into his chair and began sifting through the paperwork he had to deal with. No better way to take his mind off his troubling thoughts and distract the whine of his inner alpha. He was certain. Things would be back to normal soon.

Two weeks later, Kugo listlessly picked at the limp lettuce of the poor excuse of a salad that he had picked up at a convenience store. He sighed, putting the lid back on the barely touched meal resolving to throw it away when he next passed a garbage can. He didn’t like to admit it, but he missed the carefully planned meals. Wondering what cute surprise was going to be next. It was nice that someone thought he might enjoy seeing animal shaped onigiri and cheesecake flavored kit kats. His alpha whimpered when he thought about the contented omega scent that gently perfumed every handkerchief, except the last. But just as the note had said, he had received nothing since that last bento. His thoughts remained gloomy as he entered the agency, quickly making his way into his office, locking the door behind him. He knew better than to hope as he looked towards his desk. Bare, once again. Sighing heavily, he slumped into his chair. He gently pulled open the bottom drawer of his desk. Carefully nestled into it was the cleaned, empty bento box from the last meal, the small box of dwindling homemade chocolates, and that last precious handkerchief.

Kugo carefully removed the handkerchief. He brought the cloth to his nose, inhaling deeply. Stabbing pain shot through him as he realized the scent was barely there anymore. The faint scent of tears almost completely overpowering the last lingering trace of distressed omega. His hands clutched the fabric tightly, squeezing until he realized the stress he was putting on the fabric. He quickly placed it on the desk and tried in vain to smooth out the wrinkles. After a minute of fussing, he gently refolded it and placed it back in the drawer. Kugo stared at the contents, unblinking before slowly sliding the drawer closed. It was almost gone. Everything was almost gone. And he didn’t know how to get it back.

With a low growl, Kugo pushed himself up. Today was a rare day where he hoped for trouble on his patrol. A fight would certainly take his mind off things, and just maybe calm the whining alpha that echoed throughout his entire being.

~~~~

He really needed to be careful what he wished for. Kugo winced as he limped toward the support lab. He had gotten a fight alright. He had gotten three fights, a twisted ankle, and a once again smashed communication headset. It wasn’t his fault that he had gotten thrown backwards into a rather solid concrete wall. Y/N was going to kill him.

Kugo pushed the lab door open, stepping inside. His forehead creased in worry. The lab felt off. Wrong in a way he couldn’t immediately place a finger finger on. Well, he’d have to think about it later, he decided as he made his way to where you were sitting. You were at your workbench, tapping your pen on the table and staring at nothing when he settled down on the stool next to you. You glanced over as Kugo sat down, did a double take and let out a small noise of surprise.

“Sakamata! What happened to you?”

The large man shrugged, trying to act nonchalant. “The usual. Villain didn’t behave exactly how I thought, and I paid for not being vigilant enough. Nothing too bad. Twisted ankle and roughed up a little. Unfortunately though…”

Sheepishly as a scolded schoolboy, Kugo pulled the shattered remains of his latest communicator out of his pocket and placed them on the workbench.

“Kugo!”

He couldn’t help but smile. He loved the times when you got worked up enough to call him by his first name. He watched as you gingerly sifted through the sad shattered remains.

“What did you do, hit it with a rock?!”

“Concrete wall, actually.”

You stilled before turning to look at Kugo, sharp and suspicious. “And I assume you were wearing it at the time?”

Kugo had the decency to look embarrassed as he nodded. Suddenly he was being fussed over, gentle hands touching his face and turning his head this way and that. An exclamation and curse left you when you found a large, sluggishly bleeding gash on the back of Kugo’s head.

“You! You Alpha!” You huffed as you started digging through the pockets of your lab coat. Kugo got a brief glimpse of colored fabric before the handkerchief was softly dabbing at his wound. Kugo hissed, only half listening as the scolding continued about how knot headed alphas needed to learn to go to the medical ward first before worrying about stupid replacable tech. He was brought back to the present when a hand, so much smaller than his own, grabbed his hand. You easily maneuvered him so that Kugo was now firmly holding the handkerchief over the cut. You hummed, satisfied for now.

“Now Sakamata, please hold that there until you can get medical to look at it. Doubt a hard headed man like you has a concussion, but might need stitches. I’m not exactly an expert. Don’t worry about the headset. I should be able to get a new one to you before my replacement takes over. And if not, I’ll be leaving some blueprints behind anyway.”

What?

“Replacement?”

You stilled, looking away from him. “Yeah. Yeah, sorry. I just… I never found the right time to tell you.” You fidgeted, rubbing your thumb over your knuckles. “I’m going to be going to America soon. I’ve gotten a good offer to work with a few heroes over there that need someone specialized in mutation supports. It would do a lot to boost my career…”

Kugo reached out, grabbing your hand, and stopping your nervous motions. He tried to find words in his stalling brain. “This is really sudden, Y/N.”

“Yeah. Sorry.” You wouldn’t meet his gaze.

He gently shook his head, giving your hand a squeeze. “Not scolding you. Just, is everything alright? Is something going on?”

You pulled away, digging your hands into your hair with a sigh. “You know me too well.”

Kugo gave half a smile. “I would hope so. I like to think we’re friends. Is there anything I can do? Are you in trouble in some way?”

You shook your head. “No. No, nothing like that. It’s kind of embarrassing. Just… A courtship that really didn’t turn out well. And I just… I could really use some time away to get my head back on straight. Eagle Pride’s office has mentioned wanting me to go over and collaborate with them for a while, and what better time than now?” Your laugh sounded bitter.

Kugo sat silent and stunned. He hadn’t known you were courting. Being courted? Honestly, he wasn’t even sure of your dynamic. If you weren’t beta, then you certainly hid your scent well. He cleared his throat before speaking hesitantly.

“I certainly won’t stop you if you truly wish to go. It is an excellent opportunity. Might be a step in having your own support company if you wish. And if not, you’re always welcome here, Y/n. You must know that.”

You give a small smile, finally looking him in the eye. His chest tightened when he saw tears there. “I know, Kugo. You’ve been nothing but kind to me. You’re a good friend for putting up with me.”

“There’s no putting up with. I enjoy your company, always.” Kugo reached out slowly, but you turned away and wiped your eyes with your sleeve. He frowned, placing his hand back in his lap. “And you sure you’re alright, Y/N? No one is threatening you, are they? Someone unsafe taken an interest in you?”

You snorted, “Nothing like that. And people think I’m the dramatic one. No. I just got rejected is all. I miscalculated. Thought they were interested, but they made it very clear they aren’t.”

“Then they’re an idiot.” The words escaped Kugo before he even realized what he was going to say. But it was true, he was sure. You were beautiful, kind, smart. Anyone would be beyond lucky to hold your interest. On the rare days he allowed himself to dream, he often thought he’d love to have someone like you as a mate. Someone who knew him well and cared for him as much as he cared for them. He felt pains in his chest and his eyes widened as realization hit him in the face like a wet mackerel. Oh. He was jealous. He was jealous of whoever it was that y/n had tried to court. And he was angry. Furious that some fool had rejected her. Hurt her. But he was glad she was still here. Yet she was going to leave. Going to leave him here alone. His thoughts swirled and tumbled, and he swayed slightly in his seat. And hand on his shoulder stilled him and he looked up into your concerned eyes.

“Hey, you’re not looking too good. You really should get to medical. Do you need me to help you?”

“No. No. I can make it down a few hallways, thank you though.”

Kugo stood, and tried to give back the cloth he had been pressing to his head. You pushed it back, gently scolding him. “I said leave it there until someone can look at it. If you insist on returning a silly old rag, you can wash it and give it back later.”

Kugo nodded and mumbled out a goodbye. He had a lot to think about as he slowly made his way to medical. So. He liked you. The more he thought about it, the clearer it seemed to him. He’d liked you for a while. Things were always easy with you. But now, you’re leaving. He couldn’t stop you, and wouldn’t even if he could. You clearly felt like you needed to go.

He was still ruminating on his thoughts as the doctor ushered him to a bed. He was poked and prodded. Kugo managed to mumble out what must have been coherent answers. In the end, he did end up needing a few stitches. And just like that, he found himself fixed up and back in his office. He snorted a laugh at the absurdity. How can a day like this somehow manage to be just another day? Kugo sat in his chair and twisted the cloth in his hands absently. He brought it to his nose and sniffed out of habit. Oh course, the scent of his own blood was the most dominant. But underneath that was the usual calming scent of omega. His shoulders relaxed as the tension ran out of him. He pulled that cloth away, idly looking at the pattern. It was cute. Floral. Reminded him of the cloth that the first bento had been…

Wait.

Wait.

He hastily brought the handkerchief to his nose again. There was no mistaking it. He knew that smell. He had missed that smell for weeks. It was faint. But it absolutely was there. Omega, soft and sweet. Not any omega. His omega. His bento maker. His y/n.

Y/n.

Y/n who had seen him toss her courting gift in the trash, who thought he had completely rejected her, and who was moving to America.

Kugo was on his feet in an instant. He’d never made the trip to the support lab that quickly before. You jumped when the door flew open, hitting so harshly that the doorknob dented the wall.

“Sakamata! What?”

He dropped to his knees before you, arms wrapped tight around your waist and his head pressing against your stomach.

“Kugo?” You asked softly, hesitantly stroking along his fin. “Kugo, what’s wrong?”

“You’re the best thing life has ever given me. Please don’t leave. Please.”

You made a soft, wounded sound. You kneeled slowly, and took his face in your hands. Kugo leaned into your touch like a man who had been starved of affection his whole life. You stroked your thumbs over his cheeks.

“Kugo, I’m going to need you to speak plainly, so I’m sure I don’t misunderstand. What’s going on?”

His large hands came up, taking both your hands in his.

“I’m an idiot.”

You snorted and tilted your head, confused. He met your gaze as he continued.

“I’m an idiot and I love you.”

You inhaled sharply, looking at him in disbelief. He pulled the crumpled, bloodstained handkerchief from his pocket.

“I’m an idiot because I love you and yet I never even noticed that you loved me too. You showed me every day. You knew I like eggs just as much as fish. You cared enough to make them cute. You gave me extra sweets on days when I was working a double shift. I loved every bento you made me. I have every note saved. And I might be an idiot, but I’d be an even bigger idiot if I let you go without saying something. I’m sorry. I’m so sorry, and I love you and please don’t go.”

“Kugo.” You smiled sadly. “I’m sorry. I already promised I’d go.”

Kugo inhaled a shaky breath, his eyes lowering to the floor.

“But,” you used your hands to lift his chin. His gaze snapped back to yours. “It’s just for six months. Six months, and then I’ll be right back here. With you.”

“With me?”

“Mmhmm.” You gave his nose a quick peck. “Always. You’re the best man I know. I don’t think there’s anyone else in the world for me.”

Kugo groaned and pulled you close, burying his face in your neck. From here, although it was very faint, he could smell your soothing scent. “You can’t say things like that and then tell me I can’t have you here for six months!”

You chuckled as you hugged him close. “Well, we have two weeks before I leave. We have a little time. And once I’m back? We’ll have all the time in the world.”

“Even that won’t be enough time to spend with you.”

“Dork.”

He hummed his agreement. “But it’s true. Eternity would be enough time to spend with you.” Before you could protest, he pulled you in for a gentle, but determined kiss.

[geeneelee]

The Town’s rule about cutting bodies likely comes from experience.

In the game the only direct explanation for the rule about cutting people is that each body is a reflection of the universe, and to maim a body is to main the universe, but I think there’s another layer to it.

The rule is that cutting a body is taboo, unless done by a menkhu who knows the lines and can cut the body how it wants to be cut, and so do it without pain.

The thing about the Town is that both bloodshed and pain have tangible effects on the environment.

There’s Ashen Swish--

“A rare, prickly herb, growing wherever blood has been spilled.” (Pathologic 2 flavor text)

“Ashen swish burns to the touch.” (Pathologic 2 Alpha flavor text)

and White Whip--

“A rare, bitter herb, growing wherever there is fear and anguish.” (Pathologic 2 flavor text)

“White whip is poisonous. It can kill.” (Pathologic 2 flavor text)

So, wherever blood is spilled, painfully abrasive plants grow. Wherever there is pain (say, a poorly done surgery), poisonous plants grow. If I were a person living in the Steppe, I too would take this as a sign that I should not do that ever, and should prevent others from doing it as well.

(Quotes taken from the wiki)