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autistic-will-byers · 24 days ago

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Ppl be saying "Yup. Byler is 100% happening!" and then proceed to have a byler doubt over every new bts picture they see

#istg every single time 😭#years of making theories byler proofs videos and PowerPoint presentations #all the hard work down the drain #stranger things #it's so funny I can't #byler #mike wheeler #will byers #byler endgame #noah schnapp #finn wolfhard #st5 leaks

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fruifruit · 7 months ago

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i can’t find a way to transform this into a comic right now but i truly believe “i don’t want to battle you anymore” is one of the worst things that mc can say to kieran

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the-kipsabian · 8 months ago

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watching old stuff (like, beginning of aew) and this is kips first match of tv/dynamite. the fact that he can hang with the fucking elite says so much of the level of talent he actually has

the crowd is chanting "this is awesome" while hes in the ring, having winning offense against matt jackson

hes being put on notice here. he makes people take a double take. he doing well in a tag match against the elite. he had a banger before with hangman. he won the first ever singles match in aew history

so fucking by god tell me why is kip sabian still overlook, under rated as all hell and not given opportunities to prove himself when back FOUR YEARS AGO he was this fucking good and now hes even better

#fuck it im tagging it im tired im angry fucking hell #kip sabian #IM SO FUCKING TIRED OF THIS CONVERSATION GOD GET TK ON THE PHONE I WILL YELL AT HIM #like. what fucking gives. what the fuck #i get it he got dealt with few bad cards (jh. miro. injury with long recovery. personal stuff) but still #they completely fucking halted his progress after his initial return. discarded a character with HUGE potential #after he lost to oc all of it went to hell and down the drain and now they just arent using him #do you understand what this does to a fan. like do you get it at all #do you know how fucking irrationally upset and scared i am that aew will just not only cut him from programming but also let him go #because they dont think hes a draw. cause they arent giving him a chance. not even a single one. maybe once in a blue moon #but its not enough. they dont understand what they are missing. and its making me sad and upset and angry #when hes tried so fucking hard and worked so fucking hard and always been so fucking good but they dont see it #god sorry this match got to me but i fucking mean every fucking word god #box thoughts

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bluespringwrites · 5 months ago

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apparently if you make more than 999,999 g in stardew valley it just. doesn't count it. i'm SO MAD

#sold 2 million g worth of wine #it didn't count ANY OF IT #all that hard work down the drain #i'm sobbing #stardew valley #sdv #sdv farmer #ancient fruit wine #starfruit wine #concernedape why

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kihteyu · 6 months ago

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Wanna keep telling myself that any amount of writing is progress, no matter how minimal, but at the same time, if I have no self discipline to keep going then how am I ever gonna get anything done?

#all this feel good advice is nice and all #but I think sometimes you really do just have to buckle down and force yourself to work #at least I do #personal #Ive only got ten chapters left on this fic and it’s absolutely draining me t.t #I WANT to write it don’t get me wrong it’s just sooo hard

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burningtimetraveler · 1 year ago

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Whiteboard slug cats @whiteboardslugcats , what about pumpkin iterator?

Here’s a moon doodle I did on a pumpkin, that’s all, have a good day.

#art #rw #rw lttm #rw looks to the moon #rw rivulet #rw srs #rw nsh #rw five pebbles #pumpkin #can’t wait for this to rot lol #all my hard work down the drain #rw saint #pumpkin art

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flamesignite · 1 month ago

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//so glad i saved my doujin icons on discord cuz my flash drive is completely gone now. (I was able to save my regular anime icons from dropbox but i have to redo almost of the manga icons for roy T_T)

#⊰ out of office ; ⊱#//that also means i lost some icons in psds i never saved for another blog i own so uh all that hard work #//i did today went down the drain #//i hate spillages

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lightblueminecraftorchid · 1 month ago

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My roommate and I had a conversation last night and I keep rotating it in my brain and I Don’t Like It

#blue chatter #they called me a resilient person. and no the fuck I am not. I break down so easily over everything and my body is falling apart on me.#I scream in terror when someone knocks on the door too hard the fuck you mean I’m good at handling adversity #I pointed out that I freak out whenever my grade gets low even a little bit #and they were just sitting there like ‘yeah. and then you pick yourself up again and you do the work.’#and no? not always? oftentimes I give up and don’t try hard enough to fix it and let points go that I could have earned #I barely ever go for extra credit opportunities and I’ve never gone to office hours of my own free will #I can’t even think about talking to a professor about a bad grade without wanting to cry? hello?#but they were insistent that even with those things I am still managing Incredibly Well in class given the circumstances. which made me #uncomfortable. like. I don’t think of myself as resilient At All and I feel a bit like I’m lying or tricking them.#I start shaking like a chihuahua when people are upset and I’m In The Vicinity. even when they’re clearly not upset with me.#I really struggle to advocate for myself ever and even when I do I usually feel guilty and walk it back partway so I don’t cause a fight #and I always get way too emotional for the situation when someone has anything they’re upset with me for. which isn’t fair to them bc I need #to be able to take constructive criticism without taking it as a personal attack on me.#like what the fuck do you mean *resilient*. I can’t even handle seeing a bug flying near my face or getting a B in a class. or being told #that I did something wrong. I’m actually significantly worse at handling adversity than I used to be. high school me was a resilientish kid.#and it’s not like I was ever *good* at handling my emotions. even when it was essential for my safety. I’ve always cried way too easily #even when it actively made the situation I was in Much Worse. even when I knew better.#I would get angry and scared and sad and start shaking and crying and even screaming at my parents when they were mad at me even though #I knew that it would always make my life much worse. and extend an already beleaguered argument.#I brought this up with my therapist and she was like ‘well. anybody would have done that if they were treated like you were’.#which. okay. maybe so. I still feel like I should have been able to handle it and just shut up and move on and not make it worse.#but I am aware that this is probably a cognitive distortion. even so. that definitely doesn’t make me resilient.#I just. I feel gross being called resilient. I’m not. I’m weak and easily scared and unable to handle even small amounts of adversity.#the fuck is my roommate even *seeing*.#the annoying part is that they’re generally an insightful person about other people and I know logically that they’re probably right #which is why I’m not going to complain any more about this to their face bc I should just drop it and not make it a Thing #I talk too much about myself and my problems anyway. not every conversation has to be about my brain worms.#but the discomfort is Distinct and Unpleasant. and now I’m just having to sit with it. and Feel Uncomfortable. and try to accept what was #definitely intended as a compliment. I know it’s draining to talk to someone who doesn’t accept any of the kind things you say about them.

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mainepdf · 6 months ago

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working at a tutoring centre has made me realise i could never be a teacher

#diya's musings #like i work mainly with preschool age kids and it's actually so draining #most of them are the absolute sweetest and are so good at getting their work done but then there's a kid or two who cannot focus at all #and i can only tell them to focus so many times and it takes forever to get them to finish a worksheet #and like first of all why the fuck are people sending PRESCHOOL kids to tutoring like babe trust me they don't need all that #they don't have the emotional stamina to sit down and work for an hour let them be kids #and also my patience wears SO thin i hate it #like i never raise my voice at them but sometimes it's so hard and sometimes it's so draining to get them to do it #but i will still work there because it's comparatively easier than retail #maybe one day i could teach high school but i doubt it #i don't have the teacher temperament and i know that one snide comment would send me over the edge

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seventh-district · 9 months ago

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i’m not like other girls, my “Rest” stats are a heart rate of 110bpm and a HRV of 14 fucking milliseconds. :)

#Seven’s Public Diary #vent #vent post #cw vent #cw vent post #cw health #cw heart #i’m so stressed :) i am soooo fucking stressed and my body is Suffering because of it #i want to just lay here and stare at the ceiling but. maybe a little venting will help #sighhhh wish [N]MbD Sun were here to obsessively fret over me #he can be mean about it idc. at least i’d have someone acknowledging how bad things are for me #sometimes i wonder when the last time was that my body Wasn’t in fight or flight to some degree #have i Ever actually relaxed #hhhhhhh c-ptsd is a bitch #anyways there’s so much to vent about but i’m. doing my best to be vague. i need to be more vague about things #a lot of stuff i can’t vent about anyways. it’s too personal #so instead i’m gonna complain abt how i haven’t been able to play Genshin or Star Rail for nearly a month now #and about how slowly my back is recovering. it’s like every time i re-injure/have a flare up. it heals.. worse. slower and lesser #i dunno how it’s ever gonna get better. truly better. maybe i’ll live with this forever #if being fat is the problem which is definitely partly is. then yeah i’m fucked #all of my problems just make each other worse and i don’t know where the way out of it all is #every time i think i’ve found it i’m wrong and i just make it all worse #anyways as soon as i figure out how to strengthen my core without breaking my back. it’s over for u bitches #‘u bitches’ being uh. all of the shit that needs doing that i cannot physically fucking do right now #i miss being able to sit down. and i’m Regretting de-converting my standing desk back to sitting bc now. i cannot use my PC #which means i can’t fucking do a some of my work or play my silly little gacha games and i’m mad abt it #i’m mad abt a lot more serious things too but again. can’t talk abt it so i’m gonna focus on trivial shit instead #anyways. sorry as always to everyone i haven’t spoken with lately. and in general. i’m so drained from the Everything that i just. can’t.#it shouldn’t be this hard for me to stay in touch w ppl but. it is. guess i’ll add that onto my list of things to be stressed about #i’m so tired of everything man. and i hate being so negative and mean when im stressed & in pain. makes me feel like im becoming my father

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spider-swift · 1 year ago

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when i was younger i was obsessed with this youtuber that used to make videos covering lost media, so like someone on reddit would remember a cartoon they watched when they were younger but nobody else recognised, and they’d ask for help trying to find it. and people would go on MASSIVE DEEP DIVES looking for these things and this youtuber covered it all. and that obsession has manifested itself recently because of streaming services and their tendency to take down streaming exclusive movies (that were, of course, never released in physical form.) I have spent so much money on dvds recently because i absolutely need a way to access the things i enjoy without the risk of them being straight up deleted and inaccessible forever. this is a long winded way for me to say, if you like something, GET A DVD. IF YOU CAN. own it!!!

#i need every marvel show on dvd #but of course they’re releasing them all slowly because MONEY #like that grease show that came out last year??? went viral on tiktok for a while and then got cancelled and removed #unless somebody has downloaded and uploaded it online it’s GONE #it’s just so sad seeing so much hard work go down the drain #and reputation tour!! it’s just gone!! rahhh!

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imreaallyasorry · 9 months ago

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Late night doodle….

#art #digital art #character design #if you guys were wondering why I don’t yap as much or get on tumblr as much anymore it’s because I only get on super late at night #I’m busy with school and my naps #mutual’s if I reblog your posts with no tags it’s not because I don’t have anything to say it’s because I’m too sleepy to type it out #I’m gonna get back into posting my Loki and Thor art #I don’t wanna post any because it’s just all incomprehensible Thor doodles #I’ll probably render a few and then add Loki there too #or just do a bunch of solo Loki drawings because I love drawing her #my favorite character is Thor!!! proceeds to never draw him #I’ll probably hunt down some of my mutuals ocs and draw them when I have time #I actually don’t have a lot of mutuals with like public ocs #they draw their favorite character #soooooo I’ll have to draw their design of that character #sighhh #it’s so late guys #(it’s like 9 pm)#I usually go to bed at 8 #though I’ve been staying up later for some reason???#don’t know why but I don’t mind the extra time #still not waking up any earlier though #I should stop waking up 20 minutes before I have to go places…#my bed is so comfy!!!#sighhhhhhhh sometimes self care is doing the hard things #(is kicking and screaming clawing at my mattress)#((I have to go walk my dog))#unemployed activities #I’m gonna get a job in summer because I am not working on TOP of school #I’m sorry my art commissions I do once every 2 months drain me enough

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oloreaa · 11 months ago

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Weirdest feeling ever

#no i have stuff to do and i have to study but im kinda having an existential crisis so hm #im going to leave taiwan in about two weeks and im so conflicted on how i spent my time here #i have the feeling that i didnt see enough or did enough while i was here and met with friends #but at the same time i know that lots of time i genuinely didnt have the energy for it and its so hard being away from home #esp since i miss my bf and my family like crazy #at the same time i have family and friends in taiwan as well and i also want to spend time with them but the family is so draining #and its just slowly hitting me that many things i do here will be the last time i do #like being at that bus stop or walking down that street or seeing that building #like i know its coming to an end and i will and can probably never return to this specific point again #so im just. just trying to comprehend whats going on vs what i should have done #all the while wishing that i was back already so i can eat my mums food and see my dad in the garden #and my siblings playing video games together and my friends in our city #and i want to be held by my bf so much. these months have felt like an eternity #but i also dont want to leave taiwan bc it was a really nice time here that felt like being in a little bubble #when im back im going to have to work and focus on my bachelors and deal with family #like im really really torn about how i should feel and if there is a way that i can feel #so kinda wanna just bundle up and do nothing but i have my final on friday so i cant #rea rambles

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only-aroha-would-know · 2 years ago

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#it's been days and I don't know if I've fully absorbed it or not #i've been bouncing off to denial and acceptance every minute so yeah #astro's been my emotional pillar for years #ever since I met them i felt more positive in life #sure there were a lot of awful things that happened over the years. that's how life goes #but whenever I feel lonely angry or tinest bit of upset I would listen to one astro song and it'll feel much better #or watch any astro video and I would find myself smiling/laughing and suddenly life doesn't suck as much anymore #this year generally for me has been a mess even worse than years when i had to be hospitalized or sick generally #i got better physically but it's mentally draining #when rocky left astro it hurt for a moment but that's how their industry works and I understood that #i got to see him bonding with his brother and he could still smile and that all matters #then the news of binnie passing came #I've barely listened to any of their songs for the last days because I could hear his voice and it hurts #few days and break downs later i feel a bit better and I could watch some of their show (i still avoid any live performances tho)#now something came up again and I realized that I can't run back to them the way I used to #at least without being reminded that there wouldn't be a chance to see them complete again #and that hit me hard

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hiratelier · 1 year ago

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Many thoughts running through my head as I prepare to upload my last UTAU cover of the year because I'll barely touch the silly singing robot program next year when I have more exciting things to work on...but even then it feels like you're saying goodbye to a close friend you've been with for almost 9 years

#mine #text #currently i am trying to finish a cover for my utaus' 9th anniversary next year and man #the spark for making robots singing usually isn't there nowadays but when it comes to my own utaus #god it does feel nice working on something!#this entire year i've been pumping out covers that first started as an outlet for my creativity #but then halfway into the year i kept getting into creative ruts and it was frustrating because i only limited myself to one outlet #so discovering animatics...gaining new interests...and picking up new skills has helped me branch out from utau significantly #but i will say that using utau bestow me lots of skills that will prove useful beyond just making utau content #i guess working on this one cover helped me reflect on that some more...but god it's kinda making me emotional #even most of my friends who used utau back in the good old days have moved on to other things now and i'm sort of in that boat...#it's not too fun trying to enjoy utau by yourself but honestly i think it all boils down to the fact that i was forcing myself to--#--enjoy using utau constantly. and that spark to create new covers just dies out.#i suppose that coming back to utau once in a long while to work on something nicd amidst working on other projects is something that's--#--more healthy for me yknow? i know i'm sort of betraying my utau-oriented audiences on youtube and bilibili with the way i've been slowly-#--moving away from utau and uploading other kinds of media and interests #but i'm opening up a new chapter for myself in making more oc media and animatics and they're more than welcome to stay along for the ride #i think i'm running into tangents at this point but what i'm trying to say is that for me uploading utau covers weekly was draining #and with me moving away to other projects and not being too hard on myself...my creative drive is slowly coming back #and maybe once in a while my creative spark for using utau apart from anniversary reasons will come back better than ever #and i will try to keep my own utaus alive as ocs apart from singing robot shenanigans and diffsinger development #it is a hobby i enjoy for myself after all and its not supposed to be a chore

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badluv-bummies · 2 years ago

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Nah I don't give a tiny rats ass about what's going on between hybe and sm like you guys duke it out all you like, as long as my guys have got someone to give them comebacks, I'm happy

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