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autistic-will-byers · 2 months ago

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Ppl be saying "Yup. Byler is 100% happening!" and then proceed to have a byler doubt over every new bts picture they see

#istg every single time 😭#years of making theories byler proofs videos and PowerPoint presentations #all the hard work down the drain #stranger things #it's so funny I can't #byler #mike wheeler #will byers #byler endgame #noah schnapp #finn wolfhard #st5 leaks

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powdermelonkeg · 3 hours ago

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Me, playing BG3: Gortash staged a mind-controlled coup! Perfect political intrigue.

Me, looking up the politics of Baldur's Gate: Oh this city's government is falling apart at the SEAMS.

#it's no wonder gortash took over with such unanimous support #do you know what that city's been through #the politics go like this: council of four (dukes. includes archduke) is the ruling decision-maker #the archduke only holds more power than the others by means of breaking stalemates #ravengard was in elturel bc another duke (vanthampur) staged for him to go there so she could take grand duke #she's dead now #dillard portys was the former grand duke before handing it over to ravengard and stepping down to normal duke #he's either a spineless coward or falling into senility. maybe both. hard to tell #gortash says his wits are failing. also apparently he's too easily swayed to be a good pawn #then stelmane. the only one with sense. was murdered #under the co4 is the parliament of peers. that's 50 people with 12 of them from the lower city and the rest either #nobility guildmasters or retired adventurers #they propose things to the co4 for review and convene daily #those are the bulk of the patriars in gortash's coronation. some of them are so petty and/or shallowly dumb #like one of them is definitely falling for an mlm scam in-game #different group: city officers. five people that serve the co4 #there's the harbormaster that looks over imports and tariffs and stuff #there's the high constable and master of walls: he governs the watch. you know the watch that was replaced by the steel watch? that watch #so with those blowing up that's a great addition to the security of the city #there's the master of drains and underways that oversees all the water functionality of the city. pipes and cellars and stuff #the position's not easily gained bc it requires expertise the patriars don't usually have. you know who held that position?#vanthampur. the co4 member who shafted ravengard. the dead one. there's no master of drains in baldur's gate #there's the master of cobbles who handles roads and buildings. honestly that guy has got his work cut out for him after the netherbrain #and then the purse master who does all the financial stuff and invests city funds and distributes pay and collects taxes #this is BEFORE we talk about anything to do with the guildhall. or the zhentarim. or handling the refugee influx.#or the cults of bane and bhaal and shar that are sitting pretty in the city's gut #or the 7000 VAMPIRE SPAWN???#to speak nothing about the ILLITHID ATTACK and SUDDEN CEREMORPHOSIS #anyways. baldur's gate as a city is royally fucked #bg3

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fruifruit · 9 months ago

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i can’t find a way to transform this into a comic right now but i truly believe “i don’t want to battle you anymore” is one of the worst things that mc can say to kieran

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the-kipsabian · 10 months ago

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watching old stuff (like, beginning of aew) and this is kips first match of tv/dynamite. the fact that he can hang with the fucking elite says so much of the level of talent he actually has

the crowd is chanting "this is awesome" while hes in the ring, having winning offense against matt jackson

hes being put on notice here. he makes people take a double take. he doing well in a tag match against the elite. he had a banger before with hangman. he won the first ever singles match in aew history

so fucking by god tell me why is kip sabian still overlook, under rated as all hell and not given opportunities to prove himself when back FOUR YEARS AGO he was this fucking good and now hes even better

#fuck it im tagging it im tired im angry fucking hell #kip sabian #IM SO FUCKING TIRED OF THIS CONVERSATION GOD GET TK ON THE PHONE I WILL YELL AT HIM #like. what fucking gives. what the fuck #i get it he got dealt with few bad cards (jh. miro. injury with long recovery. personal stuff) but still #they completely fucking halted his progress after his initial return. discarded a character with HUGE potential #after he lost to oc all of it went to hell and down the drain and now they just arent using him #do you understand what this does to a fan. like do you get it at all #do you know how fucking irrationally upset and scared i am that aew will just not only cut him from programming but also let him go #because they dont think hes a draw. cause they arent giving him a chance. not even a single one. maybe once in a blue moon #but its not enough. they dont understand what they are missing. and its making me sad and upset and angry #when hes tried so fucking hard and worked so fucking hard and always been so fucking good but they dont see it #god sorry this match got to me but i fucking mean every fucking word god #box thoughts

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bluespringwrites · 6 months ago

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apparently if you make more than 999,999 g in stardew valley it just. doesn't count it. i'm SO MAD

#sold 2 million g worth of wine #it didn't count ANY OF IT #all that hard work down the drain #i'm sobbing #stardew valley #sdv #sdv farmer #ancient fruit wine #starfruit wine #concernedape why

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transmascsnearyou · 11 days ago

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My best friend is in hospital so I'm cooking for him to bring him some good food tomorrow (he's basically allowed to eat whatever he wants)

And I'm so genuinely lucky that his favourite food is lasagna because that's literally the only thing I can cook perfectly.

Like I'm not a good cook, just in general. I either season too much or too little and the food ends up being just okay. But lasagna is the one thing I can do. I tried it once when I was 13 and it turned out amazing and I always just do whatever and it turns out incredible.

#it is 1 am and I just put the lasagna in the oven #I've been off work since like 7 but I procrastinated too hard #also my adhd really has it out for me today #like i literally put something down right in front of me for a second and suddenly it's gone #it's still right in front of me but it takes me 5 minutes to realize that because it has just become part of the kitchen #also i'm being really dumb in saying that I'll clean up tomorrow #because I know myself and I'm probably only gonna clean this up in like 1-2 weeks #and i should just do it now but cooking has literally drained me of all my energy #I'm sitting on my kitchen floor writing this waiting for the lasagna to be finished so i can turn off the oven and go to bed #I'm not sure yet if I'll have the energy to get up

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kihteyu · 7 months ago

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Wanna keep telling myself that any amount of writing is progress, no matter how minimal, but at the same time, if I have no self discipline to keep going then how am I ever gonna get anything done?

#all this feel good advice is nice and all #but I think sometimes you really do just have to buckle down and force yourself to work #at least I do #personal #Ive only got ten chapters left on this fic and it’s absolutely draining me t.t #I WANT to write it don’t get me wrong it’s just sooo hard

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burningtimetraveler · 1 year ago

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Whiteboard slug cats @whiteboardslugcats , what about pumpkin iterator?

Here’s a moon doodle I did on a pumpkin, that’s all, have a good day.

#art #rw #rw lttm #rw looks to the moon #rw rivulet #rw srs #rw nsh #rw five pebbles #pumpkin #can’t wait for this to rot lol #all my hard work down the drain #rw saint #pumpkin art

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flamesignitea · 2 months ago

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//so glad i saved my doujin icons on discord cuz my flash drive is completely gone now. (I was able to save my regular anime icons from dropbox but i have to redo almost of the manga icons for roy T_T)

#⊰ out of office ; ⊱#//that also means i lost some icons in psds i never saved for another blog i own so uh all that hard work #//i did today went down the drain #//i hate spillages

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lightblueminecraftorchid · 3 months ago

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My roommate and I had a conversation last night and I keep rotating it in my brain and I Don’t Like It

#blue chatter #they called me a resilient person. and no the fuck I am not. I break down so easily over everything and my body is falling apart on me.#I scream in terror when someone knocks on the door too hard the fuck you mean I’m good at handling adversity #I pointed out that I freak out whenever my grade gets low even a little bit #and they were just sitting there like ‘yeah. and then you pick yourself up again and you do the work.’#and no? not always? oftentimes I give up and don’t try hard enough to fix it and let points go that I could have earned #I barely ever go for extra credit opportunities and I’ve never gone to office hours of my own free will #I can’t even think about talking to a professor about a bad grade without wanting to cry? hello?#but they were insistent that even with those things I am still managing Incredibly Well in class given the circumstances. which made me #uncomfortable. like. I don’t think of myself as resilient At All and I feel a bit like I’m lying or tricking them.#I start shaking like a chihuahua when people are upset and I’m In The Vicinity. even when they’re clearly not upset with me.#I really struggle to advocate for myself ever and even when I do I usually feel guilty and walk it back partway so I don’t cause a fight #and I always get way too emotional for the situation when someone has anything they’re upset with me for. which isn’t fair to them bc I need #to be able to take constructive criticism without taking it as a personal attack on me.#like what the fuck do you mean *resilient*. I can’t even handle seeing a bug flying near my face or getting a B in a class. or being told #that I did something wrong. I’m actually significantly worse at handling adversity than I used to be. high school me was a resilientish kid.#and it’s not like I was ever *good* at handling my emotions. even when it was essential for my safety. I’ve always cried way too easily #even when it actively made the situation I was in Much Worse. even when I knew better.#I would get angry and scared and sad and start shaking and crying and even screaming at my parents when they were mad at me even though #I knew that it would always make my life much worse. and extend an already beleaguered argument.#I brought this up with my therapist and she was like ‘well. anybody would have done that if they were treated like you were’.#which. okay. maybe so. I still feel like I should have been able to handle it and just shut up and move on and not make it worse.#but I am aware that this is probably a cognitive distortion. even so. that definitely doesn’t make me resilient.#I just. I feel gross being called resilient. I’m not. I’m weak and easily scared and unable to handle even small amounts of adversity.#the fuck is my roommate even *seeing*.#the annoying part is that they’re generally an insightful person about other people and I know logically that they’re probably right #which is why I’m not going to complain any more about this to their face bc I should just drop it and not make it a Thing #I talk too much about myself and my problems anyway. not every conversation has to be about my brain worms.#but the discomfort is Distinct and Unpleasant. and now I’m just having to sit with it. and Feel Uncomfortable. and try to accept what was #definitely intended as a compliment. I know it’s draining to talk to someone who doesn’t accept any of the kind things you say about them.

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mainepdf · 8 months ago

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working at a tutoring centre has made me realise i could never be a teacher

#diya's musings #like i work mainly with preschool age kids and it's actually so draining #most of them are the absolute sweetest and are so good at getting their work done but then there's a kid or two who cannot focus at all #and i can only tell them to focus so many times and it takes forever to get them to finish a worksheet #and like first of all why the fuck are people sending PRESCHOOL kids to tutoring like babe trust me they don't need all that #they don't have the emotional stamina to sit down and work for an hour let them be kids #and also my patience wears SO thin i hate it #like i never raise my voice at them but sometimes it's so hard and sometimes it's so draining to get them to do it #but i will still work there because it's comparatively easier than retail #maybe one day i could teach high school but i doubt it #i don't have the teacher temperament and i know that one snide comment would send me over the edge

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seventh-district · 11 months ago

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i’m not like other girls, my “Rest” stats are a heart rate of 110bpm and a HRV of 14 fucking milliseconds. :)

#Seven’s Public Diary #vent #vent post #cw vent #cw vent post #cw health #cw heart #i’m so stressed :) i am soooo fucking stressed and my body is Suffering because of it #i want to just lay here and stare at the ceiling but. maybe a little venting will help #sighhhh wish [N]MbD Sun were here to obsessively fret over me #he can be mean about it idc. at least i’d have someone acknowledging how bad things are for me #sometimes i wonder when the last time was that my body Wasn’t in fight or flight to some degree #have i Ever actually relaxed #hhhhhhh c-ptsd is a bitch #anyways there’s so much to vent about but i’m. doing my best to be vague. i need to be more vague about things #a lot of stuff i can’t vent about anyways. it’s too personal #so instead i’m gonna complain abt how i haven’t been able to play Genshin or Star Rail for nearly a month now #and about how slowly my back is recovering. it’s like every time i re-injure/have a flare up. it heals.. worse. slower and lesser #i dunno how it’s ever gonna get better. truly better. maybe i’ll live with this forever #if being fat is the problem which is definitely partly is. then yeah i’m fucked #all of my problems just make each other worse and i don’t know where the way out of it all is #every time i think i’ve found it i’m wrong and i just make it all worse #anyways as soon as i figure out how to strengthen my core without breaking my back. it’s over for u bitches #‘u bitches’ being uh. all of the shit that needs doing that i cannot physically fucking do right now #i miss being able to sit down. and i’m Regretting de-converting my standing desk back to sitting bc now. i cannot use my PC #which means i can’t fucking do a some of my work or play my silly little gacha games and i’m mad abt it #i’m mad abt a lot more serious things too but again. can’t talk abt it so i’m gonna focus on trivial shit instead #anyways. sorry as always to everyone i haven’t spoken with lately. and in general. i’m so drained from the Everything that i just. can’t.#it shouldn’t be this hard for me to stay in touch w ppl but. it is. guess i’ll add that onto my list of things to be stressed about #i’m so tired of everything man. and i hate being so negative and mean when im stressed & in pain. makes me feel like im becoming my father

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spider-swift · 1 year ago

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when i was younger i was obsessed with this youtuber that used to make videos covering lost media, so like someone on reddit would remember a cartoon they watched when they were younger but nobody else recognised, and they’d ask for help trying to find it. and people would go on MASSIVE DEEP DIVES looking for these things and this youtuber covered it all. and that obsession has manifested itself recently because of streaming services and their tendency to take down streaming exclusive movies (that were, of course, never released in physical form.) I have spent so much money on dvds recently because i absolutely need a way to access the things i enjoy without the risk of them being straight up deleted and inaccessible forever. this is a long winded way for me to say, if you like something, GET A DVD. IF YOU CAN. own it!!!

#i need every marvel show on dvd #but of course they’re releasing them all slowly because MONEY #like that grease show that came out last year??? went viral on tiktok for a while and then got cancelled and removed #unless somebody has downloaded and uploaded it online it’s GONE #it’s just so sad seeing so much hard work go down the drain #and reputation tour!! it’s just gone!! rahhh!

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imreaallyasorry · 11 months ago

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Late night doodle….

#art #digital art #character design #if you guys were wondering why I don’t yap as much or get on tumblr as much anymore it’s because I only get on super late at night #I’m busy with school and my naps #mutual’s if I reblog your posts with no tags it’s not because I don’t have anything to say it’s because I’m too sleepy to type it out #I’m gonna get back into posting my Loki and Thor art #I don’t wanna post any because it’s just all incomprehensible Thor doodles #I’ll probably render a few and then add Loki there too #or just do a bunch of solo Loki drawings because I love drawing her #my favorite character is Thor!!! proceeds to never draw him #I’ll probably hunt down some of my mutuals ocs and draw them when I have time #I actually don’t have a lot of mutuals with like public ocs #they draw their favorite character #soooooo I’ll have to draw their design of that character #sighhh #it’s so late guys #(it’s like 9 pm)#I usually go to bed at 8 #though I’ve been staying up later for some reason???#don’t know why but I don’t mind the extra time #still not waking up any earlier though #I should stop waking up 20 minutes before I have to go places…#my bed is so comfy!!!#sighhhhhhhh sometimes self care is doing the hard things #(is kicking and screaming clawing at my mattress)#((I have to go walk my dog))#unemployed activities #I’m gonna get a job in summer because I am not working on TOP of school #I’m sorry my art commissions I do once every 2 months drain me enough

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oloreaa · 1 year ago

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Weirdest feeling ever

#no i have stuff to do and i have to study but im kinda having an existential crisis so hm #im going to leave taiwan in about two weeks and im so conflicted on how i spent my time here #i have the feeling that i didnt see enough or did enough while i was here and met with friends #but at the same time i know that lots of time i genuinely didnt have the energy for it and its so hard being away from home #esp since i miss my bf and my family like crazy #at the same time i have family and friends in taiwan as well and i also want to spend time with them but the family is so draining #and its just slowly hitting me that many things i do here will be the last time i do #like being at that bus stop or walking down that street or seeing that building #like i know its coming to an end and i will and can probably never return to this specific point again #so im just. just trying to comprehend whats going on vs what i should have done #all the while wishing that i was back already so i can eat my mums food and see my dad in the garden #and my siblings playing video games together and my friends in our city #and i want to be held by my bf so much. these months have felt like an eternity #but i also dont want to leave taiwan bc it was a really nice time here that felt like being in a little bubble #when im back im going to have to work and focus on my bachelors and deal with family #like im really really torn about how i should feel and if there is a way that i can feel #so kinda wanna just bundle up and do nothing but i have my final on friday so i cant #rea rambles

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only-aroha-would-know · 2 years ago

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#it's been days and I don't know if I've fully absorbed it or not #i've been bouncing off to denial and acceptance every minute so yeah #astro's been my emotional pillar for years #ever since I met them i felt more positive in life #sure there were a lot of awful things that happened over the years. that's how life goes #but whenever I feel lonely angry or tinest bit of upset I would listen to one astro song and it'll feel much better #or watch any astro video and I would find myself smiling/laughing and suddenly life doesn't suck as much anymore #this year generally for me has been a mess even worse than years when i had to be hospitalized or sick generally #i got better physically but it's mentally draining #when rocky left astro it hurt for a moment but that's how their industry works and I understood that #i got to see him bonding with his brother and he could still smile and that all matters #then the news of binnie passing came #I've barely listened to any of their songs for the last days because I could hear his voice and it hurts #few days and break downs later i feel a bit better and I could watch some of their show (i still avoid any live performances tho)#now something came up again and I realized that I can't run back to them the way I used to #at least without being reminded that there wouldn't be a chance to see them complete again #and that hit me hard

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