#all the feels goddamnit

[alltimefail]

As someone who lived in a home where it was not safe to be queer but their first love was their same-sex best friend, I really cannot emphasize the importance of characters like Charles Rowland enough. As someone who deals with shame from years of self-hate, repression, happy-masking, and being called a "Token ally" by even my queer friends while feeling wrong wrong wrong about it, and being the kind of person who just didn't "Look queer enough" or whatever the fuck arbitrary, exclusionist rhetoric people would casually hurl about, I just really can't believe we have a character like him.

He's complex and deeply scarred and I've never cared about a character like this before. I've never felt so "Seen." I can't wait to save this show because seeing him heal will be like a balm on my heart. His character arc is completely unique and handled with such care that it brings tears to my eyes.

That's all. I am just so deeply thankful for & emotional about Charles Rowland tonight.

[astralzeraphias]

“he was mentally ill. this monster was a- was a sick fantasy. a product of his dementia.”

“…i saw it too. does that make me disturbed? demented? does… that make me sick too?”

[houseswife]

appreciation for the sheer melancholic fondness in wilson’s gaze at house during what he knows is the last normal interaction they’ll ever have; during the final comparatively trivial rant in which they don’t both have to pretend the world isn’t collapsing beneath their feet

[rbvcdeluxe]

It's a collection honestly

[buglaur]

[necrotic-nephilim]

Hey there, are you ok?

hey! thank you for checking up on me, this was really sweet!

i SWEAR i did not die. i just got a bit busy doing SladeRobin Week (which i will finish so help me god-) as well as things in my real life. i'm still trying to find the balance of like. fandom creation and working. i am very lucky to have the living situation that i do rn, but it is the sort of schedule where i do have to be ready to watch a baby at really any given point so. it's a tricky balance right now, but i'm going to be active here again! maybe not as many asks answered a day as before, but i want to try to answer like, a few a day and whatnot.

i also think i got briefly overwhelmed, in that i got more asks faster than i answered them. which is the opposite of a problem and something i'm very lucky for! but it did make it difficult for me to keep up and know what to answer next. (this is *not* a discouragement to sending asks! i love them all and pls send as many as you want! i just am a little slow sometimes so i appreciate the patience! <3)

so! i'm back and i'm good, ty for asking! we are back to the regularly scheduled programming <3

[calciferstims]

“you don’t know the first thing about piracy. it’s not about glory, it’s about belonging to something.”

– our flag means death (2022 - ?)

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[mari-lair]

you posted 2 isat comics and i need to know. how many isat fans flocked to the follow button.

40! is wild.

people are very excited in isat!!

[kyluxtrashpit]

Every time I try to write lately, I just can't get anywhere with it :/ I can string words together but they feel empty. Events happen, but what story are they even telling? There's no emotion, no depth, so substance at all. I just can't make anything that's about or says anything at all and idk why :/

[aeolusinthesky]

hello lmk fandom!!! anyone got some good shadowpeach fic recs?

im asking bc even after a lot of filtering, i still come across wukong/azure or wukong/peng or wukong/tripatika or extremely evil macaque, or even deadbeat dad macaque, and thats fine if you like it, its just not my own personal jam yk?

so yeah, shadowpeach, established or not, exes or almost exes or not, just as long as they are lovers again or headed in that direction!

[marzipanandminutiae]

Porcelain BJD Artists Stop Photographing Your Dolls In Highly Specific Lighting Conditions That Hide A Feature Buyers Might Want To Know About, Like Over-The-Top Blushing Or Eyes So Glossy The Doll Looks On The Verge Of Tears At All Times

Challenge

[arsenicflame]

i always see birthdays as a second chance at new years resolutions so. heres mine: i want to be a person

i want to go and do things and have fun, i want to leave the house without panic, i want to speak to people, i want to make new friends, i want to make art, to sew, to write (a little), to create, i want to laugh and play and feel fully and truly alive, i want to learn to drive, i want to stop caring what other people think of me, i want to be. i want to do the things i always did want to do, but was too scared to.

we're all gonna die, if we dont start living.

[lightasthesun]

For almost a year I was relatively happy with my appearance. Whenever there was anything I didn't like about the way I looked I'd catch myself by looking at my hair and loving the cut and colour of it. It didn't make the feelings of insecurity go away but it kept me from focusing on what I was unable to change at that moment.

On Friday someone close to me pointed out the similarities between me and my (abusive) mother in the context of a conversation, ending up saying that it had never suited my mother and "then you had to go and get the same cut/colour". When I said I actually thought my mother always looked really good with it they made a face.

I have a similar haircut as my mother but not the same one by a mile. The commonality is simply that it's a short hairstyle and dyed in a shade of red.

I chose this for myself because it simply suited my face the best and because I always wanted to have red hair since I was little (I've been chopping my hair off since 8th grade, trying to find the best look for myself and the last cut was the natural next step)

My friend has told me before that she liked my chin-long blonde hair with the highlights the best and that my red hair is simply not her cup of tea. That's fine because guess what IT'S MY HAIR. I'd like to take this moment to remind everyone reading this to keep their unasked opinions about other people's experiences, especially the ones that can't be changed in a matter of 5 minutes (like changing into a different outfit) to themselves.

Not only do I feel ugly now (because apparently I look like my mother, and this haircut looked so bad on her that it made people pull a face when I expressed my liking for it), but I also feel uncomfortable looking at myself in the mirror and imagining the person that always made me feel inadequate and inferior looking back at me.

Cheers!

[judasisgayriot]

I rly like making gifs and I have ideas but I can’t help but feeling slightly demoralised abt my fav creative fandom activity when half of the fob fans on tumblr who might enjoy looking at them have me blocked and it keeps happening live crylaugh love

[silverselfshippingchaos]

so there's this character. i always thought he looked kinda stupid and i never found him attractive. but, uh....

... has he always been this handsome?!

[fucknugg3t]

hugs need to last longer wdym it’s over wdym the school has a rule against pda bro I love my friend I want to be held what