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A year ago... week 31 | "LOVEHAPPY" remix | Cato of B.l.a.m.e.society | #32weeksMixtape
This was the last verse I wrote for the project. I summarize a moment of dishonesty, and stupidity. I am so grateful for my wife y'all. She puts up with my shenanigans, holds me down (& accountable), and is truly the only woman in this world that loves me for me! THAT IS RARE SH*T TO FIND THESE DAYS. ā¤ļøāš©¹
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Silver fox Steve meets fox hunter Eddie.
When Steve accepted the teaching position at IU, he didn't expect to stumble upon Eddie Munsonāan enigmaāwho loved metal, who wore leathers with chains and rings, who always stood out with that wild mane, those attractive tattoos and devil-may-care attitude, and who had been trying to get into his pants for months now.
āIs this still a violation to the collegeās policies, Professor?ā Hot lips planted by his ears, strong hands held him down, stopped him from getting away.
āNā No,ā Steve gasped and rolled his eyes back as Eddie hit that spot again. They had been at it for over an hour now, and Steve only had himself to blame for being weak-willed.
He had half a mind to worry about what his colleagues might say tomorrow about having seen him slink away with one of the graduates. But his head was rendered blank when those long calloused fingers wrapped around his neglected cock and started jerking it.
āAm I still too young for you, Professor?ā
āYeā Oh, godāā Steve writhed and slobbered as his sweet spots were battered again.
āJust Eddie is fine,ā the younger man nipped the tip of his ear teasingly before setting up a brutal pace.
Steve couldn't even talk, he just fisted the sheet beneath him, overwhelmed and overstimulated. He was kind of appalled and thrilled by it all. Because sex had never felt so good to him before.
āAm I good enough for you, Professor?ā Eddie asked, voice husky and gravelly with lust.
Steve dropped his mouth open to maybe form a proper word or breathe, he didn't know. His brain was too fucked out to remember why he had kept turning Eddie away in the first place.
The guy clearly knew how to plow. Fucking Christ.
He nodded blindly, moaning and losing his mind as Eddie hammered into his prostate as if wanting to knock his soul away.
He came with Eddieās name on his tongue, twitching and clenching around the thick cock that pulsed inside him. He milked it for what it was worth, and lamented inwardly Eddie had filled the condom and not him.
Once the post-coital high finally passed, the clarity of the situation dawned on him. Steve didn't regret it, but he was mildly disappointed this was just a one-time thing.
Because of all people, he knew Eddieās kind the best. Always curious, always eager to take on challenges. And who else was better to conquer than Professor Harrington who was known for being a rule stickler?
Except, tonight was the first time he let himself be swayed by those charming smiles and big impish eyes. Maybe it was old ages having mellowed him, or maybe it was loneliness wearing his guard down.
Either way, someone brilliant like Eddie would never stick around for a boring old man like Steve. Which was completely understandable. But it didn't hurt less to think he was just another pitstop in Eddieās life. Easy to forget, easy to leave behind.
āHope you havenāt gotten tired of me yet, Mr. Harrington,ā Eddie returned from the bathroom with a washcloth in hands, looking far too chirpy in only a pair of black boxers and not at all as drained as Steve felt.
God, what a time to be reminded that he was too old for this.
Sitting against the headboard, Steve said nothing and just watched Eddie climb on the bed and kneel over to him. When he intended to take the washcloth, Eddie just grabbed his hand to kiss the back of it instead.
āAllow me to take care of my date,ā the younger man said cheekily before proceeding to wipe him down with practiced ease.
āYour date, huh?ā Steve snorted, laughing at himself for being so pathetic to perk up at that.
āYeah, my date,ā Eddie smiled softly, tone still light-hearted but eyes intense when they met his own. āWeāre kinda doing it backward here but I can fix that.ā
Jesus. Steve didn't think he knew what he was getting himself into. And still, he couldn't help but listen to his stupid heart, the one that was telling him to give Eddie a chance.
āHow?ā
āI know this place has really good tacos,ā Eddie rested a hand on his bare thigh and stroked it slowly. āThey also serve quite decent drinks and mean buffalo wings.ā
āWhat if I say no?ā Steve raised his eyebrow.
āWell, in that case,ā Eddie deflated, looking like a kicked puppy as he braved on. āIāll respect your decision and get out of your hair soon.ā
Steve sighed, wishing pretty boys with big eyes weren't his weakness.
āListen carefully,ā he leveled Eddie with a serious look. āIf youāre just looking for someone to fool around with, then Iām not the right person for you. But if you want to try for a real relationship, then we can do it together. And Iāll expect you to be fully committed. No polygamy or anything alike.ā
Eddie grinned at him, dimpled and bright, before cupping his cheek and kissing the side of his mouth.
āSweetheart, Iāve been committed to you since the first time we met. Been yours even before you noticed me.ā
The fact that Steve could tell it was true made his heart flutter in his chest.
āWell then, Mr. Munson, I have no problem with you fixing our date tonight,ā he turned his head slightly to press a chaste kiss on Eddieās lips.
āSo polite,ā Eddie chuckled and kissed him again, but it was deeper and more tender this time.
Although Steve still couldn't quite believe Eddie would stick around, he decided to take the leap of faith anyway.
And many years later, when he glanced up from his newspaper to see Eddie showing him another new sweater for their dog, he knew he had made the right choice that night.
#steddie#steve harrington#eddie munson#professor steve harrington#college graduate eddie munson#silver fox steve harrington#fox hunter eddie munson#eddie āages is just a numberā munson#steve āwith old age comes more cakesā harrington#eddie randomly got into crochet and became invested in their dog's fashion choices since then#steve crocheted as well but he only made one or two things every blue moon#and eddie hoarded all of them stating that limited handmade goods were also included in his marriage insurance#sionewritesatmidnight
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if Luigi Mangione killed a Palestinian child, Josh Shapiro would ask him to be his running mate in 2028
#Luigi Mangione#brian thompson#unitedhealthcare ceo#uhc ceo#us politics#united healthcare#ceo#health insurance#unitedhealthcare shooting#united states#us news#ceo assassination#ceo shooting#unitedhealthcare#ceo down#ceo information#us health system#unitedhealth group inc#NYPD#NYC#syria#palestinian genocide#i stand with palestine#children of gaza#all eyes on palestine#free palestine#gaza strip#josh shapiro#gaza genocide#benyamin netanyahou
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I work for a private health insurance company in their Medicare advantage department. Hereās a fun fact:
We are not allowed to ever tell somebody to call 1-800-Medicare. We always tell them if they need to update their Medicare info, they need to contact their local social security office? Why? Two reasons: 1.) itās true, if you need to make any updates to Medicare; eg name change, got accidentally termed, etc, social security actually handles all that. But 2.) Because it directly counts against us.
See, Medicare has this really stupid practice. If a Medicare member contacts 1-800-Medicare and gives their insurance companyās name, it automatically is a ding against them. The member could be praising us about how fantastic we were and it wouldnāt matter, if we are mentioned, we are penalized. And those penalties can affect our Star rating. That Star rating is important because that determines how much money Medicare pays us, and if we can even offer MA plans at all. If a plan has 5 stars, then people can enroll in that plan at any point in the year, Medicare will send potential members our way, and they pay us more. But if we get 3 stars, then Medicare starts sending out paperwork to all of our members telling them our plan sucks balls and they should consider finding new coverage. And if we get 1 star, Medicare revokes our right to sell Medicare Advantage products.
See, for profit insurance companies really only care about making money and one of the biggest money streams is what comes in from the federal government. So if enough people called 1-800-MEDICARE and complained about a certain health insurance company, the people could tank their star rating and actually lose them a massive revenue stream.
Let me be clear, it has to be the SPECIFIC subsidy, not just BlueCrossBlueShield, you need to pick the subsidiary, but, if you call about all of the subsidiaries BCBS owns, then you can knock out pretty much their entire MA market.
You know, food for thought.
#us politics#us healthcare#us health system#us health insurance#medicare#medicare for all#democracy#democrats#medicare advantage#1-800-Medicare#united states#united healthcare#luigi mangione#blue cross blue shield#humana
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Civilian Gothamites realizing they can get vengeance through Sword!Robin
Gothamites figuring out if they happen to mention a rogue treating animals poorly within hearing range of sword!Robin that rogue will be in custody with at least four fractures and a concussion and Damian being completely aware that like 63% of these people are lying but itās the only way he can get experience with the nonlethal takedowns heās experimenting with bc everyone keeps complaining about how he treats his opponents and alliesĀ
Like heās guiding a civilian to safety and they mention that āthis would be the worst thing to happen to me today if riddler didnāt stab my fucking catā and this civilian does not own a cat but they did own a car that was just paid off but riddler fucking crushed it with a stupid ass hot air balloon thatās shaped like a fucking question mark and Damian is aware of this bc he was the one that verified the insurance claim (but heās been looking for a reason to punch Nygma in the throat since his last Arkham escape when he called Damian a moron)
And he also knows that if he plays along with it andĀ says āas if Iād let that gaudy and tactless imbecile get away with committing such atrocitiesā when prompted that heāll get away with barely a slap on the wrist like he gets three half hearted but long lectures heās not going to listen to and an online sensitivity training seminar he goads Tim into completing (Damian and Tim 100% try to trick each other into doing work they donāt want to do and full heartedly believe the other has no idea what theyāre doing)
Bruceās tendency for finding small crashouts at risk of becoming future rogues in Gotham and deciding they need love & supervision but what actually happens bc heās so fucking awkward is they get almost the same amount of supervision just with like an hour of intense helicopter parenting a week but honestly besides that they just have more money and resources to do fuck shit
Tim š¤š¾ Damian: using the manipulation tactics they learned from their mothers then later improved on with help from an assassin cult and bat/cape interrogation questioning techniques on the homies
#Both central city and gotham are referred to as crashout central and no oneās ever sure which city is being mentioned unless a cape is named#random Gotham civilians outsourcing a rogue getting their ass kicked to a middle schooler with a katana is fucking funny#Damian & Tim 100% try to trick each other into doing work they donāt like and definitely believe the other has no idea what theyre doing#Whenever damian gets benched the civilians protest until heās back on duty#and are just generally unhelpful like āanswer your questions?? Thatās crazy I got a question for you: whereās my guy??ā#Random gothamite: Batmanās so mean like free my guy š he didnāt even do anything?? Heās just a little guy#Their friend visiting from out of state whoās pretty sure they saw that kid fuck up a dinosaur with no backup: š¤Ø ikyfl#the loa ninja who came for a welfare check: youāre joking right???#Sword!robin#robin 5#Robin V#gothamites definitely tried to count the robins but they change names heights & costumes so often that no oneās really sure#so thereās angry!Robin nerd!Robin emo!Robin blonde!Robin and sword!Robin#but thereās also the theories of robin being an amalgamation of every child ghost in Gotham or a shapeshifter with an emo dad#only in gotham#dc civilians#Damian Wayne#Damian Al Ghul#Damian Al Ghul Wayne#dc robin#robin#dc comics#Civilian Gothamites: that polite young man!!#The bats & everyone else that knows Damian: š¤Ø#Damian currently using psychological warfare against scarecrow a rogue w/ a doctorate in psych and winning: dr crane?? more like dr cringe#Damian: sometimes I just get the urge to weep inconsolably not out of fear but bc I know you believe yourself to be a threat & thatās false#Insurance companies in Gotham either make so much money itās insane or every employee has 746 hits out on them at all times
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#having a real one#why. the hell. would one school 2 states away give me a 13k grant for being smart. but the one an hour away. wants me to pay them 13k#after grants.#i would like. to know#i just. i hate it here#she speaks#i dont want to move two states away. thats horrifying. im a wheelchair user. like. are you insane#but. it would be a free ride and id probably get to live w my childhood best friend#but also. id have to apply for state insurance again and id be stranded away from my parents and have to find a real caretaker there#id be away from all my doctors appointments and My Bed and it feels like no one appreciates how fucking risky and scary it would be#greatest hits
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i think iāve had just so much exposure to mask-off, self-righteous transphobic behavior online the last few days that i genuinely feel just like, this pit of fear in my stomach that we really could have a quick pivot into a persecutive culture. maybe im catastrophizing, because i always am, but its stupid to deny that the internet is now openly displaying a desire to publicly shut us down and condemn us for existing, and they are being fucking LOUD. the winning conservative candidates across the country RAN on hating us, and millions of people took the bait or completely ignored how dire that was, having not even an inkling of empathy to even consider us as humans.
and the overwhelming silence in response! have you fuckers forgot these are the people fighting for anti-drag laws and systemic denial of our existence??? and iām sorry but every piece of advice of kind words from the liberal āalliesā who have spoken about trans people has felt stale and reused, assumes we are going to kill ourselves, thereās conditions to who gets grace extended to them based on identity for fucks sake, or itās all pure pity instead of desire to help us. there needs to be quick, genuine moves to protect trans people legally. now.
#and i know some people are like oh no how will we access our hrt#and others are mocking them like oh you think the pharmaceutical industry would give up on hrt#like it will not be immediate but āhrt access can and will likely be affected by things like insurance processes- not the literal supply#i think you should all be nicer and more empathetic and not assume everyone lives in a blue state/big city#the condescending tone in which you speak to trans people isnāt made better by you also being trans.
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me when I hear Carla's name mentioned in Corrie during a drought... the CRUMBS
#Coronation Street spoilers#really tho she was in no fit state for David to be springing that on her#like 'remember when you wanted to buy my mum's house a few months ago and i got annoyed at you cos i wanted to buy it#and i pressured you until you backed out of pursuing it at a time when you had just had surgery for a bleed on the brain?#well how would you like to buy that house from ME now??'#you just know if Lisa was there then she was glaring disapprovingly at him with her arms folded across her chest. back straight. chin high#until he got the hint to leave#anyway all those final scenes for each different plot strand were really building up to the Platt housefire drama next week eh#what's everyone's theory on who starts it? if it's not one of Harvey's lackeys then my money is on Max#he's young and dumb#and reacted to David (half-)joking about setting the house on fire for insurance money#Cake Watches Corrie
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All it took was real physical action for these people to cry out for reform, had Brian Thompson not been killed these media outlets wouldn't even dare utter a word of reform.
#culture#leftism#politics#the left#progressive#us politics#communism#eat the rich#tax the rich#corporate greed#brian thompson#the adjuster#healthcare industry#healthcare for all#healthcare billing#healthcare professionals#healthcare services#health#medicine#medical care#health insurance#insurance#unitedhealth group inc#united states#united healthcare#issue#usa news#usa#fuck corporate america#fuck corporations
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no promises anymoooooreeeee i'll appear online when i appear online š every time i say "ooh i think life is almost done being overwhelming!" it. becomes even more overwhelming in the dumbest ways. all i can manage rn when i'm not stressing myself into a shut-down state is staring at the wall while listening to youtube essays + mindlessly crocheting.
i might queue up ppls art and fics w/o commentary in the tags... i want other ppl to see what all of my cool friends have made, but i genuinely can't think right now with this monstrous brain fog. i'm really sorry, just. yeah. maybe i'll think of some way to make it up later!!! once the dust has settled!!!! but until then i wuv u and miss u. smiles.
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[venting in tags including familial manipulation and ableism. i. didn't mean to write all of that, thiss was originally going to be a main blog post but. aaaaaAAAAAA!!!!!
also no need for replies or anything, i'd turn them off for just the one post if i could kjsndkn, i just needed to get things out and go eep jsjndsfdn ok bye bye bye bye!!!!]
#goddd my family finds it sooooooo funny that i can't do basic tasks! it's soooo funny that i can't even think of a horror movie to watch#on halloween bc i genuinely can't remember a single one right now. it's soooo funny that i can't take cardboard boxes or#old furniture out of my room without help bc i've physically and mentally and emotionally burnt out for Months.#and me not being able to move shit out after two (2) days makes me a hoarder somehow. and ofc hoarding is a moral failing#and my mom has to give me a stern talking-to about hoarding things... that were. again. in my room for 2 days....#[tbc it isnt a moral failing no matter the reason. life is hard and things happen and it can be hard to get rid of things for Reasons.]#nevermind them making constant snide remarks about me using ugly 'mismatched' desk / storage furniture. bc it was free / cheap? no income??#AND!!!!! i have a couple of new diagnoses. which doesn't change much day to day but it does make my family making fun of me#even more dumbfounding. like. this explains a lot of really scary unexplained symptoms that constantly leave me#housebound for weeks but uhhh haha hehe hoho??? so silly so funny that i'm barely conscious for multiple weeks???#and you can see that i'm getting worse but that makes it funnier??? hmm!!!#also nevermind that i've told them the exact reason why i've been like this (read: them) but that ALSO makes it funnier somehow.#but i also can't say shit bc they're doing something ~nice~ for me (out of convenience + after almost a decade of 'don't get comfortable'#and 'don't decorate this room bc it isn't yours' and 'you need to be ready to move out by x date'#only for the date to arrive and them to pull the 'i never said that. and if i did say it i didn't mean it like that.#and if i did mean it like that i don't anymore.' card. + any big renovations are things they wanted anyway. hmmmm!!#and how i have to do all of the phys labor alone bc if i ask for help i get made fun of!!! and yelled at that i'm doing things Wrong#(hint: i'm following instructions to the letter but. my family knows better than those silly things!! ^^ ))#jfc i sure did rant. uh. yeah. things. are really weird and uncomfy and i feel thankful that i finally can have my own things on display#outside of closets and bins again after a decade?? but i'm also waiting for the other shoe to drop / them to tell me i owe them in#some way??? bc that's how it works. 'i'm doing a nice thing you didn't even ask me for so now you have to do whatever i tell you to.'#meanwhile i can't even maladaptive daydream my way through it bc my brain is soup right now. can't remember basic things abt#my interests bc i've been on negative battery / spoons for a couple of months straight and it's only getting worse.#OKAY TLDR i'm not in a state to do anything until everything irl gets settled. and i'm trying So Hard to get it all over with but there's#only so much i can do in a day before i completely shut down. i didn't even get into the insurance stuff i've been fighting too ughhhh.#so if i show up on here in short spurts -- hi! bye! hi!! i wuv and care u!!! hope youre well mwah mwah!!!!!!! i'll post what i can and then#disappear when i need to recharge. it is what it is. i need to try to sleep now... uh if this post disappears when i wake up.... yeah......#š [ my posts. ]#š [ my thoughts. ]#vent -
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guys i have an interview tomorrow send get-a-job vibes
#if i get this im moving out of state for several weeks which means i have to do gymnastics with insurance to be able to continue on#as i have been#ewwwww ughhhhhhhhhhfdsakgdyshbedgzhj hate that#but also might have someone willing to sublet my room for a month?? thats crazy#idk if i would actually do it because thats My Room bro i got all my Stuff in there i got all my albums!!!!!#but good to know#and then i will have an INCOME!!!!!!! omfg#can you imagine#m
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just burst into tears in a post office and immediately the entire world opened up to me. easy criers must have the best lives what the fuck. i should stop taking my prozac Immediately.
#remembered that post advice like 'if youre dealing with a difficult person the best thing you can do is cry' and let it rip#trying to get my passport application filed. she was like you're supposed to do this in your home state#maam i cant file this in new hampshire#okay i need your social security card#maam they told me at the other post office my medical insurance counted as a 2nd form of id so i have all the cards and photocopies-#nope that's not right. the state department doesn't care about that#oh i guess i can't do it today then#she looked at me like i was an idiot. you dont have your social security card with you??#'n... no?? i keep it safe??' 'Really.' and then i burst into tears.#and then she was immediately like oh no baby just go home and get it here you have all your other docs and your application perfect#no honey you're Fine just come back before three and i'll process it. okay??#lord i am having a Day.#home i go. war is hell.
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for the past few days i've been reading up on health insurance situation in 'murica and uhm
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#4.txt#how is my post-soviet neoliberal slavic little hellhole doing better than YOU....................................#here in poland for instance my ocrevus infusion is covered by state health insurance no questions asked#all they ask is for the paperwork to be in order. but other than that? they simply Do Not Care.#the insurance gets automatically deducted from my wage. it's non-negotiable. it's around 123 USD a month.#and yeah generally it is way faster to do things commercially due to long wait times in state-funded places#but for instance if u do have health insurance and u get hit by a car - financially it's not an issue#and it's something we tend to not even think about bc it's just widely accepted as The Way Things Should Be
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Gonna start posting again soon fr , itās just hard to manage my time , venting in the tags incomingggg āļø
#I just like this gif . itās neat#hopefully finish SOMETHINGGG tn or tomorrow I have sooo many wips#itās like so hard to balance playing with drawing and also itās hard to do stuff bc I feel bad for not doing āproductive things???#like I need to figure out what Iām doing for school and figure all that out and learn how to cook and just idk basic human things that Iām#sooo far behind in and idk I have a lot of stress with it all the time? itās a whole thing I think itāll only be better when my job#insurance hits and I can go to therapy š my mom messed me up fr I fear ā¦#Iām rlly scared for my insurance tho lowkey bc I havenāt went to dentist since 4th grade and yeah.. never been a good tooth situation#in the first place so I rlly hope I donāt have to get any pulled š³š³#anyway Iāll prob delete this Iām just ventinggg#itās still sooo much better than my life when I was tattooing and couldnāt afford my bills and super stressed so like idk why I still am#like this like I live with my bfs parents theyāre so sweet and they cook all the time and have said Iām like a daughter#but that almost makes the mommy issues worse yaknow bc it kind of isā¦ but I know itās not like a true daughter like if I did something craz#sheād be like bye LOL#which makes sense !!!!! but still idk I wish I had that bond that cannotttt be brokennn#oghhhh why is my mom an actual meth headdd š© idk how I turned out so chill but thereās def still problems here ā¦.#I do work!!! itās part time now thouughhh since ups will pay for school š«#oh also Iām so lonelyyy I moved 3 hrs away to live with his parents and nobody at work rlly talks to me also bf lives states away#he was supposed to take me with him but he broke up with me and we got back together but like. hurts I should be over thereee#Iāll def delete this later prob but wanted to speak into the void .. thank uā¦ going to weed store now ā¦
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speaking of ocd, I think I'm realizing that I truly don't have anxiety and it's literally just my ocd. im not anxious about anything until it involves me and suddenly I'm spiraling
#[static]#it's hard to describe succinctly but the anxiety I deal with nowadays is directly related to my ocd and autism#some anxiety is so easy to brush off but the ones stemming from my ocd are extremely difficult to get out from under#i'll spiral for weeks about one specific thing and ruminate on it and mentally worry and pick at it forever#it's utterly exhausting jfkdghdf some days are easier than others#and often that one thing I ruminate on becomes multiple things all stemming from the first thing#like recently it's been my car ... the thing is totally fine ... runs fine drives fine but ive been freaked out by it for the last 3 weeks#every time i go into the shop theyre like ... everything is good in fact its in good condition for its age and they'll mention like#one thing that will need to be replaced to keep it in tip top condition and then my brain will fixate on it and imagine all the ways#something horrific will happen if that doesnt get changed and then that leads to all the other things in the car suddenly freaking me out#i defs used to have general anxiety and depression but those went away literally the day i got top surgery#poof instantly gone it was wild and i kept waiting for the other shoe to drop#never did but now my ocd has been really bad the last 6 months cuz of all the extra horrifying things going on#so i thought it was just my anxiety coming back but this week i realized it was my ocd and have been treating it accordingly#and ive seen some relief but i definitely need to go back to therapy once i get my insurance again#its the only way to get a hold on it and my last therapist ended up moving states so we didnt get to work on tools for it very much#im yapping at this point i just needed to vent for a second about how truly yucky ocd makes me feel
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I'm actually so sick and fucking tired of people who think covid is comparable to the flu. Just bc you or a family member got it and didn't die doesn't mean it's not super fucking serious and life threatening, ESPECIALLY for disabled people/people with health issues/autoimmune disorders. Every time my father sees me wearing a mask he rants about how covid is just like the flu and that everyone is over reacting and [insert shitty conspiracy theory here] and it makes me so upset every goddamn time. I got covid half a year ago, despite doing everything right, thanks to my parents' stupidity. I was sick for 13 days, entirely bedridden and feverish for 9 of those days. I physically couldn't get out of bed, not even to piss, the entire first day my mother had to half carry me everywhere. Same thing the second day, when she dragged me to the doctor where I tested positive. The first five days, I couldn't even look at an electronic device and had to keep the lights off all the time bc I'd actually vomit. I had a migraine that didn't go away no matter what medicine I took, for the entire the first week. My nose was constantly stuffy and my sinuses were so backed up I couldn't breathe through my nose, which made breathing in general so difficult and painful bc my asthma was also exacerbated. So my chest hurt too. All my normal chronic pain was magnified tenfold. I had a 103 fever for three days in a row, then it fluctuated between 98-100 the rest of the time. Thinking about it right now I still remember the pain and how it felt. I've had strep throat, a lot as a kid. I've had chicken pox, and the flu several times, because my parents never fucking vaccinated us. I have never been more sick in my goddamn life than I was with covid. And this is just me. Yes I'm disabled and yes I'm still being tested for possible autoimmune disorders (my mom and her whole side of the family have them) but even still I'm not nearly as at risk as a lot of people, and I was still more affected than anyone in my entire family, who have all also gotten covid because of their own stupidity. My taste and smell were never affected, but I'm still losing hair from it, which is apparently also a symptom I never knew about.
Wear. Your fucking. Masks. Covid is still around, it's still super fucking serious, it is NOT just like the flu, and you had fucking better take it seriously. Even if you don't care about getting it yourself, at least show some goddamn consideration for others whose health and lives are at risk.
#And despite how horribly sick I got my father literally doesn't believe me that I felt that bad#He actually thinks I faked it to make them take it more seriously. I always fake giving a shit about you dad I didn't fake covid#Covid#cw covid#coronavirus#Everytime I see someone not wearing a mask I get so angry and feel so fucking betrayed#Every maskless bitch who claims to be leftist or supportive of others or claims to care at all about other humans are fucking liars#If you can't even wear a harmless mask when you go in public how the fuck can you actually believe you care about others.#Note that I'm speaking from the perspective of an American tho. I understand there's places where covid doesn't even exist anymore#Or where there's no reported cases#But in America it's so fucking bad it's unbelievable#I couldn't even go to a hospital bc we were out of state when I got sick and no where took our insurance bc apparently being out of state#Voids your insurance or at least it did ours
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