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badolmen · 1 year ago

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I’m having a normal one.

#ra speaks #personal #le sigh #extension I use to hoard tabs crashed when I tried to load up my workout for the day #lost all of my tabs #spent half an hour trying to figure out how/if they were recoverable #alas to no avail #autism brain stressin about losing My Stuff so I bite the bullet #and spend another half hour trying to extract the relevant files from my external hard drive w a backup from July #(I use the same 3-4 tab sets daily and everything else sorta filters to the bottom for reference #anyways kept crashing trying to copy them manually so I open the backup application hoping it won’t automatically overwrite the last backup #it didn’t. took less than two minutes for the relevant files to be restored. I feel a little stupid for getting upset abt this for an hour #gonna do yoga for 45 minutes and pop my anxiety meds to coast for the rest of the day bc I cannot even today #someone remind me to message my psych abt trying a proper adhd med #I’ve been fine w what I got but it does make my resting lvl anxiety a lil higher which makes it easier for me to spiral like this #smh beans pull it together! your labmate put he/she/they pronouns in the syllabus for you! life’s good!

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speakofcompersion · 9 months ago

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For jjong month ♡ part [3/4]

#stylish and flavourful Mr. Bling 🌙✨️#he's a goof and i love him for it~#i wish his other vcr's were available in nice quality too but alas :'))#jonghyun #kim jonghyun #shinee #mygifs #speakofgifs #jjongmonth #the agit “the story by jonghyun” vcr #shinee jonghyun #analook #lol my shy ass confirming with you multiple times if it's okay to tag u. haha thank you for your patience <3 #you've invited me in like the introverted vampire i am. i'm staying for afternoon tea; can't get rid of me and my gifsets now heh~~ :)

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artificial-absinthe · 9 months ago

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Hold me Something opens like a door

pressing yourself into my face.

Something opens like a flower,

reach in

reach deep

reach down

reach deeper,

my heart melts.

Hold me while I wash away

oh, everything.

Hold me while I wash away...

hold me while I open up

to you.

Holding, waiting, wanting, yearning...

My heart melts.

Something opens like a door

pressing yourself against my face.

Something drops like a stone

into the sea of forever.

Hold me while I wash away

oh, everything.

Hold me while I wash away,

hold me while I open up

To you

Holding, waiting, wanting, yearning,

'till I lay helpless crushed on the ground

and around me you cut through me

like a sharp knife in a desert of flowers.

Hold me while I wash away

Oh, everything.

Hold me while I wash away...

hold me while I open up

To you.

Sleeping dogs wake feat Alexander Veljanov.

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finnlongman · 5 months ago

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Related to my previous post, I am on a quest to convince the university library to stop automatically sending all Irish-language material to storage and instead to allow it to be borrowed, and I think I am making progress... the library team I enlisted to help me approach the head of collections said they're hopeful of change, but that it's likely to be slow, so in the meantime they might be able to buy things for me for their open shelves 🥰

(This is excellent news because frankly I have neither the money nor the shelf space to keep buying every Irish-language book I want to read and previously that was my only option.)

#if more of them were available in ebook it would be more sustainable re: shelf space #and would also reduce the cost of shipping them from ireland #but alas. they are not #irish

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sotiredmostnights · 4 months ago

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"same-turn reinforcements are the hardest part of awakening" WRONG. the hardest part of awakening is stopping chrom from trying to fuck every female unit that breathes before chapter 11

#fire emblem #fire emblem awakening #it's not like HARD hard but it is pretty tedious having to think about where i'm putting him on the map #i'm trying to leave sumia available for henry...ideally i'll get chrom with the village maiden #i tried that last time too but absentmindedly healed him a couple times with maribelle ☠️#the gay hack fixes the chrom problem for me but alas. that's on a different 3DS than the one i've been using #chrom is such a fuckboy prince forreal 😭

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lestappenwdc · 2 months ago

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So you're telling me that Carlos Sainz Sr. Approached Toto Wolf and told him that Lewis is moving to Ferrari with the sole purpose of his precious seatless son getting an offer from Mercedes but instead Toto Wolf said, presumably and hopefully to his face, "I wish I knew this earlier so I could offer the seat to Charles".

Toto Wolf the man that you are!!!!

#this is so fucking hilarious #even if you like the guy you have to admit this is FUNNY #so youre telling me all thise rumors #they were all based on .... air?#ncjwndnend #i will sleep peacefully tonight knowing this was something that actually happened #and NOW theyre talking about red bull again? hahahaha #sure #suuureeee #👍👍👍#anti carlos sainz #toto: i wish there was a good driver without a seat right now but alas there isnt #css: its my son he is seatless #toto: its such a shame there not a single driver that is free and available #jcjenxnemxne #no i will not shut up about this

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significant-narratives · 1 month ago

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hand under my sweatshirt, baby kiss it better

cardigan - taylor swift / bruins end leafs' season with OT win in game 7 / cardigan - taylor swift / david pastrnak embraces william nylander in the post-game handshake line / transcription of pastrnak's commentary while mic'd up for game 7 via jason ounpraseuth / insp

#hurt my own damn feelings making this post but what can you do #when william nilliam says his favourite tswift song is cardigan you gotta count your blessings and work with the material you're given #i'm sorry that handshake line pic is so fucking awful in quality there is literally NO good images of it available anywhere #also shout out to all my tswift anti mutuals. i see you and i understand but alas i am who i am as a person.#william nylander #david pastrnak #8888 #sometimes your hockey soulmate is a boston bruin. it is what it is.#m speaks #team: toronto maple leafs #leafs lb

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corneliaavenue · 14 days ago

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it's time for me to start this

#you think i would do this as the year progresses or at least tag my shit better to find it BUT ALAS!#also god bless every one of you who has their archive available for me to scroll

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percicosoftcore · 5 months ago

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sometimes it’d be easier if i were the kind of percico stan/writer who thrives on developing coffee shop aus and domestic fluff stories (those are gold!) and not someone who is dying to write a 300 pages epic fanfiction on how they got together with the help of arduous battles, charismatic side-characters, goddesses who have ancient beef with each other, metalcore bands concerts, a house on the beach and (obviously), misunderstandings.

#i need mental help!#they’re plaguing me with want and inspiration… as ever #ALAS i’m SO not at a time of my life where i’m available to spend hours and hours writing this #what do i do…#percico #nico di angelo #percy jackson #pjo #nicercy #pernico #fanfiction

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bloodiegawz · 4 months ago

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comm 4 my super awesome swag friend

#gawzdrawz #limbus company #project moon #faust lcb #commissioned work #for the record my comms are not publicly available yet #i dont have a way to receive payment #alas

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leatherbookmark · 12 days ago

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don't talk to me I'm deep in thought. I'm ruminating. I'm pondering

#seonghwa #ateez #kpop #s:fansite #ALAS uncredited because the tweets are either deleted or just not available (the fansite's twt is locked)#but um. yeag #pbb #OH GOD BY THE WAY the fansite's twt is meltingpop403

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azems-familiar · 4 months ago

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venture forth.

#ffxiv #ffxiv gpose #ffxiv screenshots #vanilla gpose #my edits #oc: lelesu lesu #this is ALMOST entirely my work but i did send the image to davi #so that he could use csp to stick those squares on it because i just can't do that in paint or mobile photoshop #which are....my only available editing programs. alas #but everything it looks like was my idea soooo

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qqueenofhades · 7 months ago

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Alice Albinia's The Britannias is a fascinating book on many levels but also the prime reason why writing about history, especially premodern history, double-especially premodern women's history, is not so easy as just quoting some writers utterly without context/critical scaffolding/enquiry/rigorous methodology and doesn't actually prove what you want it to prove, even if the point is one to which we might otherwise be sympathetic.

#hilary for ts #history #women in history #medieval history #apparently this book is being nominated for women's prize/nonfiction awards and like.#it's an excellent collection of personal essays #it says many interesting sociological things about modern britain #it does present a few loosely academic arguments i would like to look more into #but it is giving me an Itch the more i read and i just. need to once again state that doing history #or at least doing history *well*#is a skill you have to train for!#you can't just go in and Vibe it!#anyway. yes. further rant available on request. alas.

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capillaryspice · 4 months ago

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Shoutout to the jackass that just invaded me in DS3 right after Pontiff Sulyvahn and spent a good 10-15 minutes just trying to lure me out into the area with 3 giants, 2 NPCs, and a bunch of projectiles so I would get ganked with enemies instead of they themself having to fight me

I'm very stubborn, and if I'm gonna suffer so will they and if I'm gonna die it's gonna be a fair fight, so I did not follow despite the gesturing and feinting. This resulted in a cycle of getting in one or two hits, healing, and me going and sitting down until they got bored and came to try and lure me again

Went on long enough that two separate allies summoned in to help, fell for the trap, went out and got killed

But in a stroke of divine justice, when my second ally followed them into The Danger Zone, the killing blow from the giant on my ally ALSO hit the invader and killed them on the spot. Invader got merked by their own trap while I watched on from safety and frankly it was the funniest shit I've seen all week

#dark souls #dark souls 3 #fr though fuck invaders that try and lure folks into enemy territory #if I'd had a seed of the giant tree available I would've used the shit out of it #but alas I did not

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zondearts · 1 month ago

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