#Vocaloid special interest curse

[riliriliane]

I hate watching people I'm close to and people I bonded over vocaloid with grow out of it and start listening to real people and becoming more invested in other interest because that means they'll grow out of ME and I'll die

[mentallyderangedrats]

Free Palestine !🍉

Heya! I'm Ash(er)/Jude/Bennett/Elias/Ezra/Nathaniel/Nico :3

There are a couple of lables I use:

Transmasc

Rosboy

Non-binary boy

Achillean

Boygirl

Plus a bunch of xenogenders! My hoard blog is @elias-hoard and here's my Pinterest hoard

He/they/it/xe + she/her on occasion if we're close

PLEASE use tone indicators with me !!

Some of my hyperfixations/special interests are...

(stuff in bold are ones that I'm especially interested in)

Bungo Stray Dogs

The Kagerou Project

Spy x Family

Persona

The Percy Jackson books

Analog horror/ARGs

Vocaloid/Utau/SnythV (My favorite is KAITO or Teto :>)

Splatoon

The Legend of Zelda

Dead Plate

Here is my Kinlist !!

I suffer from the curse of Dysgraphia so I apologize if my spelling is awful

DNI:

transphobes, terfs/swerfs, racists, homophobes, nsfw blogs (not including artistic nudity), anti-neopronouns and/or anti-nounself , gore/violence blogs, tone indicator misusers (eg using /srs on joke/satire posts), proana/sh/anti recovery blogs, transmedicalists, abelists, misogynists, basically just general bigotry. also I don't appreciate anyone who makes jokes about SA, rape, violence, etc.

Co-owner of @bungo-rp-news

credit to @cafekitsune for dividers !!

Ok, skedaddle :p

[bellayoos]

BELLAS INTRO !!

hai i’m gonna make an intro before i start posting on here because i feel like that’s the right thing to do.. :3

ABOUT ME !!

okay so my name is eman and i am a MINOR!! teenager to be exact but i won’t get into specifics. I am a very hyper and energetic person which could be annoying after awhile so if you get annoyed easily then dni i guess…

I MAKE A LOT OF JOKES that could possibly come off mean if you take them the wrong way but PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE let me know if i’m making you uncomfortable or upset in anyway i will improve ^_^ i will never be offended if you tell me i’m doing wrong!

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SPECIAL INTERESTS !!

MAIN INTERESTS: pjsekai (specifically wonderlands x showtime ruikasa, polysho, nenekasa and emurui and emunene) BUT I ALSO ENJOY VBS AND N25 and i like vocaloid and mizurui, anhane, minoharu and MORE!!

OTHER INTERESTS: hello hello and blooming season on webtoon, gacha (but i mainly make ocs), wonder egg priority, i hyperfixate on my ocs once in a while, animal crossing, stardew valley, happy tree friends, steven universe, charlie the unicorn, tbhk, splatoon, cookie run oven break and cookie run kingdom, lalins curse, assassination classroom, ddlc

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INTERACT !!

ANYONE WHO LIKES MY INTERESTS!! or even if you don’t i love people!!

DNI !!

pro shippers, com shippers, pedos, racist, homophobic, and basic dni criteria

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okay i think that’s it idk but ON THIS ACCOUNT i’m not sure if i will post a lot BUT i will be posting a lot of wonderlands x showtime content and maybe even righting a couple of fics here and there ( i don’t have an ao3 account ) and i will have yap session so this will be an very um organized account but YA THATS ALL BAI BAI

[gaystims]

I know no one asked but here are our current main special interests:

BSD (I am particuarly attached to Fyodor for some reason < knows the reason)

Classic lit (thank you stray dogs for making me read books)

Idols (namely love live and bandori)

D4DJ (gets its own category on the basis of RONDO and Abyssmare existing)

Queer manga and anime (more specifically yuri rn)

Vocaloid and vocal synths in general (I forgot about this one ngl. That hurt)

My own paracosms (I was cursed with MaDD and I have to read the consiquences of daydreaming. Yay ♡)

[rainbowxocs]

(REFERENCE COMING SOON)

Name: Jonah Louis Francois.

Alt Names: Moon, Mouse.

Special Titles: Forsaken God, Death, The Grim Reaper.

Old Titles: Roi De France, Dauphin de France, General, God of Knowledge, God of Mourning, God of the Moon, God of Healing, False God, Mad King.

Username: @jonahfrancois

Nicknames: Your Majesty, Your Highness, My Prince, Chiot, Baby Girl, La Lune, Moonie, Old Man, Hero, Mr Nice Guy, Dog Boy, My Muse, Watson.

Chronological Age: 4.5 Billion.

Vessel Age: 605.

Age: 45.

Pronouns: Any Pronouns.

Sexuality: Demisexual, Gay.

Gender: Transfeminine, Nonbinary, Genderqueer.

Base Species: Starling.

Current Species: Litch, Reaper.

Disorders: Insomnia, CPTSD, Morality OCD, Autism, Schizophrenia, NPD, ASPD, Bulimia.

Physical Disabilities: Blind in Left Eye,Dyslexia, Chronic Pain, Cursed, Immunocompromised.

Curse Info: He got cursed after trying to deceive the gods. The curse has two parts to it, Jonah is able to feel everyone‘s pain and emotions within a 50 mile radius of him, Jonah is able to take a persons pain/injury and transfer it to himself. Jonah also has a sort of Hanahaki-esque part to his curse, where Roses and Thorny Branches will sometimes consume him or cause him to throw up the flowers. Usually this part of the curse activates if Jonah hurts someone. His hands and arms can also blacken if he uses excessive power.

Recovering Addictions: Nicotine (Cigarettes), Alcohol, Cocaine.

Religion: None.

Job: Professional Antihero, Hospital Administrator, Cafe Owner, Painter.

Degrees: Mathematics, Physics, Paramedic Science, NPLQ, Health Administration.

Lives in: NYC, New York, 2306.

Languages: Voynich,French, English, ASL, LSF, Spanish, Chinese, Hindi, Japanese, Arabic, German, Danish, Italian, Russian, Dutch.

Height: 6’5”

Ethnicity: French.

Accent: French.

Monster Form: Black Shadowy Werewolf-Like Creature with glowing white eyes. Slightly staticy.

Animal Form: Giant Powder Blue Isopod.

Other Form: Blue Goop.

Spirit Form: Blue Firey Figure with Glowing White Eyes.

Spirit Level: Acceptance.

Powers: Healing, Thorn Vines, Siren, Illusion Magic, Reality Bending, Shapeshifting, Snow Magic, Fire Magic, Plant Magic, Hypnosis, Water Magic, Causing Eclipses, Strings, Necromancy, Ocean Magic, Mind Walking, Dream Walking.

Weapons: Sword, Knife, Scissors.

Alignment: Lawful Neutral.

Text Color: Blue.

Main Animal: Dogs, Otters, Mice.

Main Hobbies: Piano, Painting, Sewing, Crochet, Knitting, Antiquing, Reading, Video Games.

Favorite Drinks: Peppermint Tea, Hot Chocolate,

Favorite Snacks: Almonds, Cheese, Tortilla Chips, Triskets, Pomegranates.

Favorite Meals: Peanut Butter and Pickle Sandwiches, Mac and Cheese, Tacos, Ratatouille, Garbure, Mushroom and Olive Pizza, Maki Rolls, Sashimi, Toast.

Favorite Dessert: Blueberry Muffins, Chocolate Chip Cookies, Swirl Icecream, Cheesecake.

Favorite Flower: Daffodils, Lilies, Daisies.

Scent: Fancy Vanilla Cologne.

Handedness: Right Handed.

Blood Color: Gold/Silver, Sometimes Red.

Awareness: Very Aware. (Effect: Negative.)

Birthday: December 1st 1701

Theme:

Playlist:

Fun Facts: Jane Austen is one of his favorite authors, He is fork lift certified.

Special Interests: History, Heroism, Physics, Project Sekai and Vocaloid, Idols, Animals.

Stims: Very subtle stims. Fidgeting with pens, playing with his hair, etc. he also uses a moon stress ball.

Stimboard: COMING SOON.

Moodboard: COMING SOON.

Fashion Board: COMING SOON.

Comfort Objects: Teddy (Old Teddy Bear.)

Family:

Alden Francois, Madeline Francois. (Parents.)

Charles, Pierre, Raphael, Angelo. (Brothers.)

Evelyn Williams (Adoptive Grandmother)

Lila Francois (Adoptive Daughter) (Deceased)

Evan Sirius (Adoptive Son) (Deceased)

Kaela Sirius (Adoptive Daughter)

Aculia Bell (Daughter Figure)

Friends: Samantha, Claire, Malik.

Romance: James DuPont, Aditya Ravi. (Spouses.)

Enemies: James DuPont (Mortal Enemy)

Pets: Jasper (Service Dog) (Golden Retriver), Pepper (Grey,Tan, and White Cat with Cerebellar Hypoplasia), Aquarium with Various Fish.

Reincarnations: Achilles, Other Unknown Reincarnations.

Brief Personality: Not many people know the real Jonah. He has carefully crafted his personality over the past few hundred years in order to be the epitome of perfection. Kind, Generous, Empathetic. He wants nothing more than to help people, to be good. However underneath the mask, Jonah is incredibly lonely. He often feels like there is a glass wall between him and other people. The “real” Jonah, doesn’t react correctly, doesn’t have the proper emotions or thoughts. So he buries that within himself. Though, some have noticed his mask is slipping.

Brief Backstory: [COMING SOON]

[zebrashork]

Ok so I'm cursed with the eepy due to heat exhaustion from yesterday but

Let's start off with a disclaimer that I, myself, am autistic and kin her a shit ton, so this is mostly based off of my experiences

Let's start off with her special interest in Vocaloid, specifically Hatsune Miku. She first saw a Miku video on her dad's tablet and has been obsessed ever since. Ask her a question about Vocaloid and she will give you a nice, extensive answer. You will walk away from that learning more than expected. This is a hella common autistic experience, I don't think I need to spend more time on this

Secondly, her early days. Do keep in mind I sadly haven't read all her events yet (I procrastinate. Way too much), but I have a pretty good idea of what this looked like. In elementary school, we hear that she was reckless, got into some fights with bullies to protect her friends, etc. At that age, if you have friends, you don't tend to run into as many issues with other folks (in my experience) because your peers are also trying to figure out communication, social cues, etc. The real issues come in when people pick up on how you’re different. Iirc, we don't know as much about her social status in middle school as we do Honami and Shiho, but I think we can infer based on how Ichika and Honami were badmouthed by Shiho's classmates and how Honami’s "friends" got Honami to ditch her AND how we meet Ichika at the beginning of the story utterly alone, I believe that she was also bullied by the other students. Also, the way she becomes more reserved, more cautious, reminds me of someone who has been bullied like I had been

Oh yeah, how about those abandonment issues, huh? Granted, she wasn't abandoned due to anything she did, but she didn't know that. If she was bullied for being "weird" or another thing, it would make sense for her to question if she did something "wrong" to drive her friends away, further causing her to become more cautious

Another thing I've been brainrotting about because of my own experiences: what is your true self? I know, this is more of Mafuyu's theme, but I notice it in Ichika. See, this pisses me off because people call Ichika "boring". She's not. She's genuine, her struggles both stated and not. As mentioned before, Ichika now is different from her younger self, and while that isn't a bad thing, it draws a question in my mind that reflects on my own experiences: what are we truly like? Those of us who had past personalities tamped down by external forces and come out completely different, is our "real" personality the old one when these issues were absent or the new one that's developed as we grew? Would that make one of them fake? If they're both the real one, how much do they mix? Are neither of them real?

Obviously the truth is that your sense of self is fluid and there's no right answer, but on some nights you kinda find yourself mourning what you've "lost"

While Ichika has made peace with how she's changed, she's also become more outgoing, and that makes me really happy for her :)

Another thing, this might have to do with a whole host of issues, but ever notice her low self esteem? Yeah. Idk why but to me I think she might have some imposter syndrome earlier on, and BOY HOWDY does that hit where it hurts

Also this one is just silly but yakisoba buns :) she's almost always eating them, reminds me of how I'm always eating this specific maccy cheese

Idk if I covered all the things I wanted to when I started this random blurb but if you're still not convinced, go read the lyrics to the WALL please. And listen to it. And again. And again. And maybe once more for good measure

WAIT HANGON I JUST REMEMBERED WHILST ADDING TAGS. Her communication issues. Autism. Ok have a nice day

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[diana-berry]

Diana Berry- an intro post

This is so outdated lol

🍓hi! My name is Diana!

🍓my pronouns are she/her and those ONLY please I am cis but male pronouns make me really uncomfortable

🍓lesbian

🍓My main interest right now is identity V and South Park they’ve been hyper-fixations of mine for awhile

🍓My idv mains are Margaretha, Murro, Demi, Galatea, Ann, BonBon

🍓my idv comfort characters are Margaretha, Demi, Galatea, Mary, Michiko

🍓I DESPISE Chloe nair the perfumer due to personal and trauma related reasons. She reminds me of trauma I’ve experienced so that’s why, you may find some hate for her here.

🍓I am disabled, I have POTS, narcolepsy, asthma, depression(major depressive disorder), anemia, generalized anxiety disorder, social anxiety disorder, and Autism. THESE ARE ALL DIAGNOSED. (Autism is a new diagnosis but I’ve been working on getting it diagnosed for awhile). I’m not wheelchair bound but I can’t walk long distances so I use one and I use a walker as well.

🍓I have severe trust issues, I will not trust people super easily

🍓basic dni criteria: proship, bigoted, homophobia, pedophilia, incest, all that makes me uncomfortable. ⚠️IF I INTERACT WITH SOMEONE PROSHIP PLEASE TELL ME! I DONT CHECK THE PAGES OF THE PEOPLE I INTERACT WITH!⚠️

🍓here’s my kin list: (won’t include them all but the ones I can think of. Also I’m not the type of kinner that like thinks I am a character, just strongly relates to.) even if I say I am them I don’t mean it I just mean I strongly relate

•Galatea (idv) -high kin

•OC version of the real Vera Nair, not the perfumer Chloe but the one the died. I have a blog for her you can check out it’s called Veraforgottenheart -high kin/literally me

•Pipp Petals (mlp g5) -High kin/literally me

•Mari (omori)- high kin

•soft gf/grace (fnf soft mod) -literally me I am her

•Evan Hansen (dear Evan Hansen)

•Sayori (ddlc)

•Starlight Glimmer (Mlp g4)

•Heidi turner (South Park)

•Flora (afk arena)

•Aurelia (cursed princess club)

•Teto (utauloid)

•Reika Aoki (smile Precure)

•Demi bourbon

•Kaede Akamatsu (danganronpa v3) -low kin

•Gardenia Reitman (end roll)

•Kyle broflovski (South Park) TOP KIN

•Mrs MayBerry (helluva boss) (I’m pretty sure she’s like one of my highest kins now uhhhh)

•Cozy Glow (MLP)(she’s a vent kin)

•Jimmy Valmer (South Park) (season 19 specifically)

•Bibury (Kira Kira Precure alamode)

•Misa Amane (Death Note)

•Dohwa (God, please make me a demon webtoon)

•Jackson (Jackson’s Diary Webtoon)

•Moondancer (MLP g4)

🍓my comfort characters are: (I won’t list ones that are kins but if they’re a kin assume they’re a comfort character too)

•Margaretha Zelle(idv)

•girlfriend (fnf)

•Applejack (mlp)

•Luka couffaine (miraculous ladybug)

•Alix Kubdel (miraculous ladybug)

•Demi Bourbon (idv)

•Dr Monique Pussycat (peepoodo and the super fuck friends)

•Mary (idv)

•Kyle broflovski (South Park)

•Amity Blight (the owl house)

•Diana Cavendish (little witch academia-I don’t remember much about her though it’s been awhile since I’ve seen the series)

•Rarity (mlp)

•Belinda (afk arena)

•Elizabeth (Frankenstein)

•Frankenstein’s monster (Frankenstein)

•Gakupo (vocaloid)

•Misa Amane (death note)

•Gardenia Reitman (end roll)

•Elder McKinley (Book of Mormon)

•Lucy Maud Montgomery (BSD)

•Izumi kyoka (BSD)

•Francis Scott Fitzgerald (BSD)

•Kasane Teto

•Kasane Ted

🍓my comfort objects include:

•cats

•strawberries

•bunnies

•identity V

•Webtoon

•flowers

•the color pink

•stuffed animals

I DON’T DO SPECIAL TRIGGER TAGS!! If it’s like something like self harm or violence or sexual or whatever you know the general triggering stuff I will normally tag it and if I didn’t it’s because I forgot, feel free to remind me! But like I’m not tagging anything special for you im sorry but that’s too much work for my simple pea brain.

I’ll add more stuff later!

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[fazbearentertainmentandco]

6up 5oh Cop-Out (Pro/Con) - Will Wood and the Tapeworms

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✦°•🌈 𝗙𝗮𝘇𝗯𝗲𝗮𝗿 𝗘𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗿𝘁𝗮𝗶𝗻𝗺𝗲𝗻𝘁 & 𝗖𝗼 !! ⭐

︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶︶ ˚ ｡ William , it/they prnz ! ૮꒰ ˶• ༝ •˶꒱ა

๑ ˚̩̥̩̥. #(💜)🐻🐰🐤🦊 ‹╯⛓｡･ﾟ☆ .° ۬◦۪۪̥ 🔪

OSDD-1b system ! ;; 30+ alters , introject heavy + traumagenic

6teen [the body] !

most fictives come from FNAF .. and front more

IRL William Afton and Springbonnie ? Idk but that's part of our singletsona

collectively autistic and manic

< @william-aftons-nonbinary-lover 3

[they're taken by our Michael Afton fictive, stupid dumb homosexuals <3 + they're our special token singlet. love them /p]

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COLLECTIVE LIKES/DISLIKES

❤[like];; fnaf, music, drawing, markiplier, dawko, game theory, bunnies, omori, wilbur soot, ranboo, arcades/fairs, vocaloid, lycoris in the wind(FNAF AU, created by galaxisboba on insta+twt), red for you(FNAF AU/comic by uchihanate on twt)

🖤[dislike];; white cishet religious(christians specifically) karens + men, nfts, mockery of trauma and illnesses, basic bigotry - see DNI for more information -, syscourse[we are neutral on syscourse and it honestly annoys us /lh], p!nkyp!lls, cursed images[like- the disturbing looking ones that creep one out], jokes of serious events - example, jokes of 9/11 and world wars

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⬇️ DO NOT INTERACT /srs ⬇️

⬇️ MUTUALS ONLY ⬇️

Ask for art, slash p flirts and romance/s*x jokes, ask for our other social medias, vent to us, make jokes of certain alters' sources if asked first (keep this for younger alters like gregory), harass us[[like- in an affectionate manner, it's okay to do so!]]

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COLLECTIVE BOUNDARIES

purple - means they're free to do so if specified who / green - yes / orange - ask / red - no

interaction;; ✓/ask/✗

venting;; ✓/ask/✗(mutuals only)

advice;; ✓/ask/✗(mutuals only)

touch;; ✓/ask/✗(mutuals only)

nicknames;; ✓/ask/✗

petnames;; ✓/ask/✗(lovers only)

flirting /r;; ✓/ask/✗(lovers only)

flirting /p;; ✓/ask/✗(mutuals only)

DMs;; ✓/ask/✗ (mutuals only)

being mean /j;; ✓/ask/✗

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Us in a nutshell <3

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HOST INTRODUCTION !!

WILLIAM AFTON | 💜

🌈 ꒰﹒ৎ୭ ︶︶︶♪ ｡ ｡つ ⭐

︵‿୨ BASICS ÷

｡⋆ ALIASES ✷ William, Will, Liam .. list goes on . also anything like "Bunny" or "Little Rabbit". Only when I'm in a regressed state and if we are close, please

｡⋆ AGE ✷ 34

｡⋆ PRONOUNS ✷ They/Them

｡⋆ IDENTITY ✷ Nonbinary

｡⋆ HOBBIES / SPECIAL INTERESTS ✷ Source, FNAF, art, John Mulaney, Peaky Blinders, music, talk of medical procedures, rabbits

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📼 ꒰﹒ৎ୭ ︶︶︶♪ ｡ ｡つ 🐇

︵‿୨ SYSTEM +

｡⋆ SOURCE ✷ Lycoris in the Wind

｡⋆ ROLES / TYPES ✷ Host, Caregiver, Protector

｡⋆ EXTRA INFO ✷ I am in fact mentally ill. I am autistic, schizophrenic, manic PWASPD, iron deficient and I do struggle with social anxiety and depression

✨ ꒰﹒ৎ୭ ︶︶︶♪ ｡ ｡つ 🎉

︵‿୨ BOUNDARIES ×

｡⋆ SOURCETALK ✷ Only if we're close

｡⋆ SOURCEMATES ✷ Only if we're close

｡⋆ DOUBLES ✷They're ok

｡⋆ DMS ✷ Ask

｡⋆ PINGS ✷ No

｡⋆ CALLS ✷ Only if we're close

｡⋆ FRONTCALL ✷ Only if we're close

｡⋆ NICKS ✷ They're fine

｡⋆ COMPLIMENTS ✷ They're fine

｡⋆ TOUCH ✷ Only if we're close

｡⋆ FLIRTING ✷ Only if we're close - either platonic or if you are my partner

｡⋆ DNI ✷ Alan Afton and Bella Schmidtz /srs

⚠️ ꒰﹒ৎ୭ ︶︶︶♪ ｡ ｡つ 🔥

︵‿୨ TRIGGERS÷

➯ /POS !

・❥ Henry Emily and James Clarke from Lycoris in the Wind

・❥ My personal playlist

・❥ Source art (even fanart)

➯ /NEG ¡

・❥ Talk of bad things I've done in canon - jokes of things I've done and how I've died as well

・❥ Alan Afton and Bella Schmidtz

・❥ Fires, small spaces, needles, alcohol, abuse, sa, sh, suicide, domestic violence, screaming and/or crying(in the way of playing victim), slammed doors, queerphobia

・❥ being called Bill - it's just weird :/

[underworld-knight]

Barrier (Idia x F! s/o)

It was a quiet and peaceful day, you and Idia were at his dorm room, as usual, watching some anime you recommended. Ortho was helping professor Vargas with some injured students since the boy has some medical assistance his older brother programed into him. So you were alone.

Normally, Idia would freaked the fuck out to be in the same room alone with someone, specially someone he is crushing so hard on. But you guys are so used to do this, since you two met, Idia gradually starts inviting you to his room to play some games or watch something. Ortho really appreciate your company, you two make the sunshine combo that warms the poor shy guy's heart. So your presence was now a common and good thing in his life.

As the episode goes, you star to really paying attention to it, it was one of your favorite anime so total focus was essencial. Idia was extremely focused as well, eyes almost never blinking as he bit his blue tinted lips unconsciously. As the climax of the show goes on, you felt that excitement that always come when you watch it no matter how many times, as for him, he gasped and you could feel how static he was as he mumbled how amazing that episode was.

Both of you decided to continue the show later and eat something (in his room, of course). As the nice person you are, standing up to snatch some candy for him, Idia starts admiring you without noticing. How you move, how you tuck some strands of hair behind your ear, just how you are so peaceful but at the same time so fierce sometimes. God help him when he starts to daydream about you, all the memories you've made and all the possibilities the future holds really weights in his chest. Is it anxiety? But it feels good... maybe is hope and excitement? What are you doing with this man?

"Hey Idia, something happen?" you asked softly to not startle him. "W-w-what? O-oh it's really nothing. I... just the sick feeling to have class with Mr. Cater tomorrow" He was almost proud he came with an excuse and a side joke in the same phrase. You giggled, which made him more flustered "aw don't say that, he is just wants to be friendly." "T-that's the issue... if he could just leave me alone, I could like him more." "Hey, I know he gives you a hard time sometimes but look at the bright side! With him, your insecurity with being hated from everyone is proved false" You grinned.

With that, Idia reminded all the times you helped him with his fears, anxiety and depressed thoughts. He couldn't understand how someone whom excitement was similar as Mr. Kalim would tag along with a shut in like him. It kind of annoyed him at first, he tried to push you away and you noticed his discomfort and backed away immediately, for his relief but also... disappointment? Sometimes the guy doesn't even understand himself.

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However one day, and he could still feel the guilt crept back in his mind, he saw you crying in secret in a isolated section in the library. Frozen in place, the blue haired guy just kept staring at you. Of course, everyone has a bad day and the right to be sad, but see you in such a state was somehow wrong. I mean, you are Mrs. Cheerful!! The way you looked so hurt and at the same time so used to this feeling was something Idia would never imagined to see. He didn't realize at how long he was staring at you (and later he found out it's an effect you have on him), until the same girl flinched at his presence, wiping furiously the tears away as you apologize for the situation and offering a weak smile.

That broke his heart

He immediately tried to excuse himself and at the same time saying it's okay and he should be the one apologizing for being such a creep, resulting in a stuttering mess. Okay, now you definitely think he is a weirdo, a low life scumbag. Whatever, he was used to this. But you just started giggling softly.

"I am not laughing at you, it's just funny... Oh, you need some book in specific? Sorry... I am troubling you again right? I shall leave now" "Wait!" Idia exclaimed, cursing himself mentally, how is he supposed to handle a conversation HE started. "Um... I mean..." Taking out his tablet, with that the guy could speak some proper words. "You are not troubling me I was just surprised. I should leave n-" "Whoa! How can you type so fast?? And the voice is so smooth!! It's like, so real!" "Hm?" "Lilia told me Ignihyde was famous for the crazy technology you guys do, but seeing in real life is just amazing!"

Did she was impressed by a voice synthesizer? There is such a variety of "crazy technology" his dorm has made, the voice synthesizer was merely child's play in his perspective.

"Um, yes. Actually this is one of the versions I made for myself. For my little brother I add the ability to sing as well." Oh no... He was getting into the conversation "Really? That's so cool! It's like a vocaloid... right?" You asked shyly Hold on, hold on, did you just said vocaloid? And you mention it in front of the biggest otaku NRC has ever admitted? Idia's eyes lit up as he grinned. "So you know vocaloids!? You can say something like that, well I mean  there's a lot of difference compared to the softwares and even the quality of the sound. I tried to do Ortho's voice as smooth as possible, specially with the high notes he mentioned to me, it was a little troublesome but fun nonetheless. Ah the world of artificial voices is so vast, I could even build-"

It was that moment that Idia knew - He fucked up

He talked too much, and now that potencial friend was weirded out by his passion. He could really blame you? Anyone in their right mind would be. He should just go to his dorm and sulk for the day.

"Hm? What happened? Are you okay?" "AH! It was nothing, sorry... I just get carried away with the subject" "Yeah! And it was so cool! I would really love to see some of your work, for real!" "W-w-what?"  he was so caught off guard he even said out loud instead of using the device "Oh... I didn't mean to intrude or anything. You don't have to show it. I was just really into in what you were saying."

Back with his tablet, Idia invited his "new friend" to see some projects he has in his room. Of course, the meeting was online, but you didn't mind. You truly understand his anxiety since you have some troubles with yourself. Troubles he did asked some months after you met. You now was his sunshine, his player-2, even if those nicknames were a secret. 

A secret he will never have the courage to tell. And so he believed.

---

Back at the current situation, you sit back on his bed and handed him the candy. as both bodies were almost touching, Idia was far away in his own thoughts, he remembered when you told about your insecurities, how your mind just screams how worthless you really are, of how many time the thought about death was endearing. His chest was heavy as he pictured the hot tears falling from your beautiful eyes.

"I didn't mean to ruin the mood, sorry... We can go back to the game again."

That sentence just filled him with dread.

So many times you helped him with HIS insecurities and anxiety attacks. You were the first person, aside his family, to really give a try to understand his weirdness.

"I-I-I..." "Or maybe I overwhelmed you with all this. You have your problems, I don't want to trouble you with my nonsense" "Stop it!"

Your eyes widen at the sudden exclamation.

"Don't you ever say that again to me. How can your problems be nothing more than nonsense? Are serious? I wish I could be as strong as you! Not only you try your best to be a decent person in this godforsaken school, but you have the guts to open your heart like that!"

As your whole body frozen in shock at how he spoke those words without the aid of his tablet.

"Idia..." tears still falling down but your face lit up little by little "thank you so much"

He wants to hug you, but he knew he'd just make a fuss and ruin the mood. You respected that, after all it was already warm in your heart. And after that incident, you grew closer to one another, Idia taught you how to play some games so you two could spend the day playing together. Ortho was so happy now his big bro found someone who makes everything interesting, he could almost not contain his happiness when you invited him to play at the courtyard, he could hug you all day. You were really his big bro's sunshine.

"Hey?" You called softly, a little concern with the blue haired guy lost gaze "Oh! Yeah! Sorry, I spaced out...again" "Hmmmm, hope it is not about how the show is going to end. You sir are too good to get yourself a spoiler." "Heh, in other words, I am pretty smart" Idia teased, he really loved at how he can be playfully confident. You didn't judge him so he felt more at ease to be himself. "Don't get too cocky Mr. Shroud" you teased back

Maybe onde day, Idia will say those words he so much want to tell you. Who knows, step by step. As your "friendship" grows, his fears will fade away eventually.

[xb-squaredx]

Rise of the V-Tuber

As a platform, YouTube has gone through a variety of “eras,” wherein a particular trend catches on and defines the website for some time. In the early days, you had funny cat videos, then Let’s Plays of video games became rather popular, and now we seem to be deeply entrenched into a new era that has exploded in popularity as of late. If you’ve frequented the website at all in the past few months, it is almost inescapable. Cutesy, anime-styled avatars that play games, sing, chat with viewers, or even cook! What does it all mean? Where did they come from? Are they here to stay? Most importantly, how does one crawl out of the rabbit hole once they fall into it? All that and more will be revealed as we delve deep into the wacky, wholesome and sometimes worrying world of V-Tubers. (photo credit YuuGiJoou. Check her out on YouTube, Twitter or Twitch!) 

THE ORIGIN

To begin properly, let’s define the subject. A “V-Tuber” is a “Virtual YouTuber,” someone who streams on YouTube (or any other streaming platform) using a digital avatar as a proxy. The streamer in question typically uses face-tracking software so that the avatar can emote (or at least attempt to emote) to match their own reactions as they provide entertainment for their audience. While it may seem as if V-Tubers are rather new, in doing research on the topic, you’d be surprised how far back things go.

For starters, the concept of a virtual celebrity has been around for a while, with one of the most notable efforts being Hatsune Miku, a Vocaloid voicebank program. Hatsune Miku is every bit as famous and beloved as a flesh-and-blood singer or entertainer despite being nothing but voice synthesizer software. Vocaloid got its start back in 2000, eventually being reworked into a commercial product in 2004, though it wasn’t until the programs started receiving anthropomorphic character designs that it took off, with Hatsune Miku’s own debut in 2007, and the rest is history.

Many will consider “Virtual Idol” Kizuna Ai as the true pioneer of what we call a V-Tuber today, making her debut in 2016, however one could make an argument that Ami Yamato, a 3D-animated vlogging channel debuting in 2013, beat her to the punch. Honorable mention of course goes to Any Malu, a Brazilian animated YouTube vlogger who debuted in 2015 and eventually gained her own show on Cartoon Network Brazil. While Ai may not be the first, she is undoubtedly considered to be the codifier that many later V-Tubers would follow. Ai’s entire shtick was being an AI program that wanted to connect with humans, playing games, singing or interacting with fans. Following her explosive popularity, it was clear that other companies would follow the model established by Ai, with their own spins on it of course.

Nijisanji, established in 2018, proved that this trend could be incredibly profitable, becoming trailblazers in their own right as they established various “branches” of their company in several countries with their own unique performers that could cater to a wider range of viewers. As of this writing, Nijisanji employs over 164 “Virtual Livers,” most of which come from their Japan branch, alongside their Korean, Chinese, Indian and Indonesian branches. Similarly, there is the Hololive corporation, which saw substantial growth throughout 2020 in particular. Established in 2016 originally as Cover Corporation, at first Hololive was the name of an app meant for use in 3D motion capture, though following Nijisanji’s success, Hololive was rebranded as a V-Tuber competitor and also features a variety of colorful characters spread across many different main branches. There is of course the Japanese branch, as well as Hololive Indonesia, the relatively new (and highly successful) Hololive English, a defunct Chinese branch and an all-male Holostar branch in Japan.

Other, smaller V-Tuber groups have sprung up alongside the corporate powerhouses, such as VOMS Project, established in March of 2020, as an independent trio of streamers, and more recently at the tail-end of 2020 with V-Shojo, featuring a group of Western streamers (who ironically mostly stick to Twitch). Outside of this of course are the countless independent streamers who utilize avatars for one reason or another across many different platforms. Even prominent Twitch streamers seem to be getting in on the act, such as Pokimane, though that one has not come without some backlash. So consider that a rough history of how V-Tubers got started in Japan but how did they gain a more global fanbase? Well, in a word…”memes.”

GOING INTERNATIONAL

I won’t deny there had to be at least SOME overseas fans who enjoyed watching V-Tubers before they became more well-known, but for many Western fans their introductions to V-Tubers in general typically came from viral videos taken from various streams that spread like wildfire, eventually getting people curious enough to check them out. For Kizuna Ai, her playthrough of Resident Evil 7 gained notoriety for her mimicking the cursing of the English-speaking player character, and for Hololive, arguably the first real Western breakthrough for the company came from a now infamous moment from Sakura Miko’s stream of Grand Theft Auto 5. 

Also from Hololive, Inugami Korone in particular had a variety of memes spread about her due to playthroughs from various games that even got acknowledged by the developers themselves. Her playthrough of DOOM 2016 resulted in a short-lived Easter egg implanted into DOOM Eternal, and her video on Banjo-Kazooie (and the animated Eekum Bokum fan video that spawned from that) got the attention of Rare, Xbox and even Grant Kirkhope, the composer for the original game.

Honestly, the real unsung heroes of sorts for V-Tuber popularity might just come from foreign fans that would clip and translate various moments from streams that helped to build an international audience. There are dozens of Twitter handles and YouTube channels that specialize in spreading these clips around and if you factor in the YouTube algorithm, once you see one video your feed will be flooded with similar videos. It is no surprise fans call getting into the fandom “falling into the rabbit hole.” When you look at the more popular members of Hololive, often the ones with various viral clips have the higher subscription counts. In the case of Aki Rosenthal, one of the older members, her sub count exploded after a fan translated a section from a then-recent stream in which she talked candidly about her less-than-stellar growth as well as the difficulties of standing out in general. While at one point having the lowest amount of subscribers (well below 200,000), in the months since that video her sub count has more than doubled going past 400,000. Sometimes the talent needs a little push.

Now, within Hololive itself, I think Kiryu Coco is also partially responsible for expanding the fanbase, being one of the few employed talents with the ability to speak English (likely a native speaker), she gained a large international fanbase as she would work to translate what she or other members were talking about on the fly, and later on established an ongoing series where she would directly engage with fans over websites like Reddit and “rate” the various memes they would send in. Coco also pushed for establishing what would become Hololive English, which has proven to be a gigantic success, each member of that branch blowing past more established talent’s subscriber counts, with Gawr Gura becoming the first Hololive V-Tuber to pass one million subscribers and just recently passed the two million mark. So yeah, V-Tubers are a big deal now but…what is about them that makes people want to watch them in the first place?

THE APPEAL

So, right off the bat, if we’re going to ask why someone would want to watch a V-Tuber I think it’s fair to ask that of virtually ANY internet personality. The reason why someone would watch Game Grumps or Pokimane or Jojo Siwa or whoever else is the same reason they’d watch Kizuna Ai or Inugami Korone or Ironmouse: they’re entertaining. I guess that seems like a bit of a cop-out answer, right? There MUST be a reason why V-Tubers have blown up in popularity over the last few years, so are there things that make these particular Internet entertainers stand out from the crowd?

Undoubtedly, the fact that these streamers are playing a character is a deviation from the norm, though the dedication to staying “in character” seems to vary from person to person, and over time many V-Tubers tend to open up and are far more genuine. At any rate, even the best actor out there can’t possibly make up various daily happenings or childhood stories for their characters on the fly, day after day, stream after stream. Still, I’d imagine the decision to use a proxy as opposed to their real self can be liberating, a mask they can wear to speak more freely or a role they can play up for entertainment. For the most part, I think the persona aspect is mostly harmless fun that makes the streamer seem more distinct; ask yourself which is more eye-catching: some normal human playing a game and occasionally cracking a joke, or a one-eyed pirate girl discussing her raunchy past? Or maybe you’d rather watch the grim reaper practice her raps? Even talent that don’t really play up their character much still often have interesting character designs; we have princesses, dragons, devils, robots and more. A little something for everyone!

Speaking a bit more personally, I find it interesting to watch streamers from an entirely different culture and how they interact with fans or engage with games. I find it funny when Inugami Korone or Sakura Miko plays more Western-oriented games like the DOOM series or Grand Theft Auto V respectively. Often times they’re blown away by the culture clash, or they view these games through a different lens since it’s so different from what they’re used to. In particular, those two are just genuine goofballs that are funny all on their own. More chat-focused streams are an interesting view into daily life in Japan, such as the stories Houshou Marine tells, though obviously a given V-Tuber’s viewpoint isn’t a metric you can apply to the whole country, but she’s still interesting to listen to. Takanashi Kiara is also notable for her multilingual skills, which has helped her bridge the gap a bit more between the various Hololive members through her Holotalk segments where she interviews other V-Tubers. Outside of Hololive, Amano Pikamee from VOMS Project is just a bundle of energy that’s fun to watch as she rages in Super Mario 64 or Super Mario Sunshine. Her tea-kettle laugh is also just kinda charming. The V-Shojo group stands out for being super vulgar compared to the more corporate V-Tubers and while I don’t watch them all that much, there’s still some fun chaos to be had. Still though, I think there’s one big elephant in the room that would also help explain V-Tubers catching on at this specific point in time: the pandemic. Streaming is one of the few jobs not really affected by the pandemic, and with people stuck inside, they’re more likely to scroll through YouTube or Twitter and find a funny clip and then…well, you know… It’s one bright spot in an otherwise dark time…but I’d be lying if I said it was all sunshine and rainbows.

THE DARK UNDERBELLY

The overall idea behind V-Tubers, at least in Japan, seems to be an extension of Idol Culture…and uh…if you know anything about Idol Culture in Japan, it is all kinds of scummy. Exploitative, filled to the brim with harmful rules and regulations and largely catering to some vary unsavory “fans,” I’ll make it no mystery that I find it incredibly distasteful. Look no further than what happened to Minegishi Minami from the idol group AKB48. To keep a long story short, the obsession with “purity” and being this idealized Japanese beauty means idols are effectively locked into their work, unable to discuss or in many cases partake in romantic relationships, as that would make them less “desirable” to their audience. This unfortunately does at times extend to V-Tubers.

Take Tokoyami Towa, who was suspended for some time and forced to make an apology video for…having some male voices briefly heard over Discord during an Apex Legend stream. She even lost a lot of subscribers and support from Japanese fans following this, though once learning of this, Western fans flocked to her as a show of support. Hololive has also dealt with a variety of issues coming from Chinese fans; though that’s a particular hornet’s nest I don’t want to delve into here too much. To sum it up, fans can get obsessive and toxic, which can lead to the talent being harassed. It is for this reason, it is generally agreed upon by fans to not delve too deep into the personal lives of the V-Tubers, for fear of being doxxed and the illusion being broken. These kinds of issues certainly bring up some interesting questions regarding how talent should be treated moving forward.

Are these V-Tubers characters or just alternate sides of real people? Where does the fantasy end and reality begin? Ultimately, the lines are somewhat blurred. Talent certainly brings some of their own personality into the performance, but they are forced to remain anonymous and as can be seen in the case of Kizuna Ai, they are not always in control of the character they’ve been given. Kizuna Ai’s initial actress was for a time replaced, and “clones” of the character with different voices and personalities started to spring up, likely as an attempt to compete with the likes of Nijisanji and Hololive. In cases where V-Tubers retire from the industry, or “graduate” as some call it, all of their hard work cultivating a fanbase might end up being for nothing as they were forced behind a proxy that isn’t truly themselves and I imagine it can be hard to start over again from square one. Never mind the attempts to step out of the shadow of your older work. Man, Perfect Blue was downright prophetic at times, huh?

I don’t want to dwell on the negatives too much though. It’s worth noting for one thing that Nijisanji seems relatively lax regarding how their talent operates, whereas it seems Hololive is the standout for adhering to the idol ideal, though considering how some of the talent acts (in particular Kiryu Coco), one has to wonder if they’re softening their stances a bit. Many V-Tubers generally talk about the positive aspects of the industry and being given the opportunity to reach people from all over the world. Shortly after Ina’s debut in Hololive English, she was actually brought to tears when told her art streams convinced people to get into (or back into) the hobby, which had been one of her goals for becoming a V-Tuber in the first place. Ironmouse, now a member of V-Shojo, has an immune system disorder that keeps her bedridden and forced to stay inside, so the opportunities afforded by this particular type of streaming has allowed her to reach out to others and as per her own words, has changed her life for the better. While there are definitely “fans” that go too far, corporate practices that are outdated, or harmful and a slew of potential unfortunate implications, ultimately I think most people out there are just looking for quality entertainment, and these digital proxies give these entertainers an outlet to connect with fans in a way that they might not have otherwise.

CONCLUSION

V-Tubers are in a bit of a boom at the moment, though I can’t imagine it’ll last forever. We’re quickly approaching market saturation and after a point, people can only follow so many streamers at once. Hell, as I was editing this up, it seems as if prominent YouTuber Pewdiepie is about to step into the ring, so who knows what kind of shake-up that could bring. The bubble will undoubtedly burst and what becomes of V-Tubers then is still up in the air. Or who knows, maybe V-Tubers will endure and replace all entertainment and we’re just watching the beginning of a cyberpunk dystopia. Stranger things have happened! Considering the world is still reeling from the effects of the pandemic, that should largely have an impact on the popularity of V-Tubers for some time to come, though as we emerge into a “new normal” in the world, it’ll be interesting to see how these entertainers continue to evolve. Now, I suppose there is one question I never quite went over before now, isn’t there? How does one escape the V-Tuber rabbit hole? Well, I’m sorry to say but there is no escape.

Enjoy your new home!

-B

[breadknight-likes-things]

Game Journal 05/18/20: “The World Destruction Tour” A THUG 2 Level Retrospective, Part 3: Berlin

I remember a lot of the marketing for Tony Hawk’s Underground 2 (because these are just the stupid things my brain remembers forever) and damn near most of it was predicated on a strange lie.  In all the ads the game seemed to sell itself as if you were going to choose between “Team Hawk” or “Team Bam”, but that choice is never actually presented to you in the story mode.  For the vast majority of the game, all but one of the levels, you are squarely on Team Hawk, leading the bird-man to ultimate victory like Neversoft clearly intended.  The one time the “Hawk V Bam” selection wasn’t a total lie was the third level of the game “Berlin” and even then, it still wasn’t actually in the players hands. So what do I know about the city of Berlin?  Other than the at least a half dozen times I’ve razed it to the ground in World War 2 shooters, not a ton.  Apparently though, in 2004, it was beset by curses, a rash of anti establishment taggers, and the terrifying musical DJ, Deadmaus. Now, it’s obvious most of this was made up, among the levels in this game is often feels like Neversoft was reaching really hard to find some interesting things about Berlin.  There’s a burnt out old church where you uh....free some ghosts?  I guess?  Is that quintessentially German?  Are taggers a German thing?  Or was that just a by-product of the same age that gave us the game “Mark Echo’s: Getting Up”?

My favorite part of any modern city is the large burnt out churches that it doesn’t seem like anybody is really doing anything with.

What I do know for sure about this level of THUG 2 specifically, is that it’s largely an excuse to have a single level in the game where you’re on “Team Bam”.  It’s an even bigger excuse to get you in the playable....casts....of Paulie “Wheels of Fury” Ryan, the insufferable sexist 12 year old in a full body cast an an electric wheelchair.  I genuinely don’t know what they were going for with him, but it failed on all points.  Notably, you don’t get to pick a “Pro Skater” option at the beginning of this level, because the slot is filled by Bam Margera automatically.  I personally would have loved to sub him out for Wee-Man, who also features in this level in a bizarre fish based goal, but I guess you get what you get.  Instead your stuck with some fairly generic gag goals like sticker slapping cigarette machines and *sighs deeply in 2004* grinding some letters of a big sign so that it reads “Owned”.

Actual skateboarding wise, Berlin is a little too spread out to be anything special.  I’ve mentioned before that THUG 2 tends to try to be too much like the cities it’s levels take place in, to the general detriment of it’s actual skate areas, and Berlin is a pretty solid example of this.  While of course there’s plenty to trick off of, don’t get me wrong, Berlin often feels like it’s just some random city block and not actually conducive to the great lines you’d find in some of the other levels.  That said, it isn’t without it’s highlights, the burnt out old church makes for some great vert skating opportunities, and there’s some great launch ramps up on the handful of rootops that can make for super fun transfers if you hit them just right!

Was....was Bam Margera a pro skater?  I love Jackass but i’ve always been a little confused about what Bam.....is.

Frankly, I think the most notable aspect of the Berlin level is in my favorite part of writing these posts.....

Tony Hawk’s Pro Terrorism:  You derail a god damn train in the Berlin level.  Extremely notably, unlike almost every other level, there’s no indicators or goal that results in said terrorism in this level.  You’re left to figure it out on your own.  Dear god is it bad too, I’m really not kidding when I say you derail a train!  It hurtles off the tracks and destroys a pub!  There is absolutely no way it didn’t end in someones death!  Probably multiple people actually!  They joke at the beginning of this game that the loser of the World Destruction Tour is responsible for paying for all the damages caused on said tour, but who’s going to jail for assuredly killing all these people?!  It says a lot that they don’t point you towards this destruction event trigger at any point in this level, it’s so realistically grisly that it feels wildly out of place.  Just......Bam Margera is going to jail people!

Random Screenshot Of The Day:

Berlin is also the first time in the game you meet the closest thing the story has to an antagonist: “Nigel Beaverhausen”.  He’s a bizarre joke about....honestly I don’t even know what he’s a joke about.  He’s a dweeby weirdo with a neck beard and comb-over who shows up demanding the teams let him film the tour so he can sell VHS tapes to teenagers.  He’s not really important to the plot other than to provide a butt monkey, but, I guess, here he is.

Stray Notes:

- I still don’t know any of the Vocaloids other than Miku but I can tell you I don’t care for the guy with blue hair.  His smug aura mocks me.

- Just got to the Locust origin facility in Gears V again, that sequence is still super haunting from a visual design perspective.  There might be a game journal in it!  I....think I’ve been taking plenty of screenshots? 

- If you played THUG 2 and the line “The kids went nuts for it” isn’t burned into your brain for life, we are on two different wavelengths.  That’s all i’ll say.

[etnaflonne]

Posting an about me just in case twitter ever dies and we have all have to go here…

☆ Hi! My name is Axel/Spin and I use any pronouns!! I am pangender and bi and I am also autistic!

♪ My biggest interests atm for Disgaea, Mamorukun Curse, Plants vs Zombies, Happy Wars, Puyo Puyo, Battleblock Theater, De Blob, Madoka Magica, Vocaloid, Splatoon, Grim adventures of Billy and Mandy, Animal Crossing, Bandori, Project Sekai, and Enstars! (Bold = special interest/hyperfixation, italics = only kind of an interest…)

♥︎ Other things I love/like: hearts, pastel colors, xenogenders, being silly, and kaomojis :3

☀︎ World’s biggest EtnaFlonne shipper and world’s second biggest ValFen shipper… I am constantly unhinged so don’t be shocked if I say anything crazy lol

☽ Twitter: mamorukuncurse - tiktok: etnaflonne - discord: axell#0703

[asklilithvance-blog]

Info About Me

We might as well get to know about each other. So, I'm the kid you know will kill you and all you love. The daughter of Satan A demon Zodiac: Virgo Human Date of Birth: September 15th, 2009 Demon date of birth: Just a few years after Lucifer was banished to hell, but we really don't know the exact date of that do we? Count of Human Lives Lived: too many to count Powers Enter Into The Bodies Of Humans And Animals It is a normal power for a demon to possess others, entering their body and taking control. The demons are powerful creatures, able of doing this. Inflict Mental Disease Demons can use this as a curse, or a hex. But Lilith has not learned how to use this power wisely. Inflict Physical Deformities Much like with Lilith’s mental inflictions, it works as a curse or hex. Cause Erratic Behavior People around Lilith normally don't act the same, being a side effect of her demonhood. Harm On Physical Entities As long as they have a body, isn't a ghost or don't have a physical form, she can attack them, unless she has a special blade that can harm them like with Jay Deceive Nations/Manipulation Lilith can deceive others, making them think she is human, believe what she says, or make them do stuff as long as she uses her manipulating skills. Heal injuries She can only do this to an extent, and she can heal cuts past flesh in some cases, unless it hits her body’s heart. There are some instances that Lilith can heal major wounds, but only to a point where she does not bleed as much. Psychic Abilities If someone does not have a psychic shield, a demon can read their emotions. A demon can receive projected images, but not articulated thoughts. Some demons, granted the ability by Lucifer, can influence human dreams. They have a psychic storage space known as a hoard (a.k.a. cache, hammerspace) that can hold anything that isn’t alive and that they can wrap their mind around. Weaknesses Being impaled past her heart Cindy can weaken Lilith when they are not around each other, for Lilith harnesses Cindy’s power to make her stronger Holy Water doesn't kill her, but stings her Exorcism can take her out of her ‘flesh suit’ Powers (Afterlife) Enter Into The Bodies Of Humans And Animals It is a normal power for a demon to possess others, entering their body and taking control. The demons are powerful creatures, able of doing this. Inflict Mental Disease Demons can use this as a curse, or a hex. But Lilith has not learned how to use this power wisely. Inflict Physical Deformities Much like with Lilith’s mental inflictions, it works as a curse or hex. Cause Erratic Behavior People around Lilith normally don't act the same, being a side effect of her demonhood. Harm On Physical Entities As long as they have a body, isn't a ghost or don't have a physical form, she can attack them, unless she has a special blade that can harm them like with Jay Deceive Nations/Manipulation Lilith can deceive others, making them think she is human, believe what she says, or make them do stuff as long as she uses her manipulating skills. Heal injuries She can only do this to an extent, and she can heal cuts past flesh in some cases, unless it hits her body’s heart. There are some instances that Lilith can heal major wounds, but only to a point where she does not bleed as much. Psychic Abilities If someone does not have a psychic shield, a demon can read their emotions. A demon can receive projected images, but not articulated thoughts. Some demons, granted the ability by Lucifer, can influence human dreams. They have a psychic storage space known as a hoard (a.k.a. cache, hammerspace) that can hold anything that isn’t alive and that they can wrap their mind around. Immune To Weapons, Unless Angel Or Demon Blade Being dead, Lilith knows that she is almost impossible to kill. Kinda Immune To Jay It wouldn't be interesting if it was easy, my dear ;) Appearance When Using Powers: The whites in her eyes turn black and her eyes become red Her hair becomes black Skin becomes light gray Quotes And Thoughts I'm the princess of hell... May be funny, almost as funny as killing you. Oh, please, you're only my own plaything, just a way of entertainment... Asking how many people I have slaughtered is like me asking you how many loaves of bread you've eaten in your entire life! Jay, you're my favorite sister ever! I'm not little anymore... You mean where I come from? There is no such thing as good... anymore... You really are useless. So you knew all along that I was a demon yet didn't even try to kill me? Pathetic. I don't need to, I am unstoppable. Then why did you let me live? When you learn I’ll live forever, killing everyone you love... Heh, guess that’s just fate. Of course we’d know a bit about that, huh, sister Tell your friend I say ‘hi’, okay? You may be funny, but you're just my plaything... Theme Songs: Kill Everyone — Hollywood Undead Don't You Dare Forget The Sun - Get Scared Mama - My Chemical Romance Hide And Seek - Vocaloid The Haunting - Set It Off Cherry Red - Razakel I Don't Wanna Die - Hollywood Undead Break - Three Days Grace I Hate Everything All About You - Three Days Grace My Axe - Insane Clown Posse Evil Angel - Breaking Benjamin The Wanderer - Komatose Jekyll And Hyde - Five Finger Death Punch Theme Songs from Undertale (this game plays a huge influence on the story): Any Distorted Genocide Music Flowey Songs Megalo Strike Back Strength in power: Nearly incomprehensible Strength in defense: Nearly unbeatable Status: Paranormal Jay does not approve. **Notes: The amount of good times you won't have is extremely immense A person such as yourself should roasting in heeeeeeeeccccckkk Wanna have a bath, tim? Ur not gonna have fun Time for bad A series of unfortunate events Ur gonna have a bad time….s new roman NEVER piss off a jedi, kid. Lilith’s Response: Last I recall, I'm stronger, I'm older, and I've won against you last time.