#all my intrest revolve around vocaloid ot have something to do with it | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

riliriliane · 2 days ago

Text

I hate watching people I'm close to and people I bonded over vocaloid with grow out of it and start listening to real people and becoming more invested in other interest because that means they'll grow out of ME and I'll die

#Vocaloid special interest curse #all my intrest revolve around vocaloid ot have something to do with it #i tryyy to get into other things to bond with my friends but it just feels so forced and it just doesn't bring me the same joy #i remember trying to get inti tbhk awhile ago for someone but lost interest and yet continued reading for their sake #and now ive forgotten everything about it and don't talk to that person much anymore and i feel like an absolute clown #i feel like my inability to get into other things is why i don't have many friends and wjy the friends i do are closer to eachother #<- than with me #idk i hate seeing my mutuals and freinds constantly int w eachother while im just kind of there waiting to be included to no avail #sorry for ranting in the tags hgrhh #i feel the only person i really talk to these days because of this is my qpp (hi lemy ilysm) but also i take days to respond to messages so #i wish i could form meaningful bonds with people but alas my mental and physical disabilities prevent me from doing so #maybe its like that for a reason i think i just wasn't made to have friends #no ones going to read this probably #🎀・ ˎ riliane post!#🎀・ ˎ tea time!#rant #vent kinda #PLEASE i promise you ive tried to get into project sekai. ive tried tbhk ive tried to get into more things but i just. don't like it

11 notes · View notes