#aka i hate you aka i love you

[sunsetsmakemesad]

Oshi no Ko chapter 154

HddhwbdjshuwushAjushc I'm so excited

Dudeeeee Kamiki looks so saddddd

And ohznhdjzj not Ai treating this whole thing as a classic tuesday afternoon💀

Oh God he really was ready to do anything for her and she just with her demeanor here implies that she never cared.

Of course I don't blame Ai for this. After all she was just a child and the stress of relationships was too much for her. She was afraid. I'm just talking about Hikaru's perspective here.

God I love it when two characters who both mean well but just can't understand each other at all.

Oooooohhhdhhdhtjdfj myyyyyyyyy he thinks she left because of the fact that he had a son with airi.....

Hikaru it's not your faulttttt

I've beat this drum to death but "I can't love you" being an apology from Ai but a demeaning comment to Hikaru makes me cry every time AHSHSHSDHJJFJSHGAGSAJSYDAAAA

Not saying Kamiki was right for the adress leak but brooooo he didn't even want to kill herrrrr

If anything is to be taken from this, I'm glad Hikaru atleast acknowledges Ai as a normal person. One who was also vulnerable and also made mistakes and also just a girl who tragically ended up being the object of desire to so many people

Good question Aqua. Are we gonna go down a road of psychology now?

Oh he was talking about him and Ruby

AI DVD AI DVD AI DVD AI DVD LETSGOOOOOO

Stop don't tell me she broke up as an act of kindness to hikaru she really did love him ohmddfidkdjf

And hikaru looks so shocked BRO

She did it for him. She didn't want him to break.

Aka why

And when two people love each other and want to stop the other's hurt but they're both so painfully human and they both make mistakes and they're both hurt and they can't see eye to eye so in the end that earnest love gets lost when being translated to actions

Aka. Aka when i catch you.

OH MY GOD THIS IS MY LIMIT HER WORDS HIS FACE SHE LOVED HIM SHE WANTED TO BE WITH HIM FOREVER BUT TO LOVE SOMEONE IS TO BE ABLE TO LET GO

BUT SOMETIMES LETTING GO ISN'T WHAT THAT PERSON YOU LOVE WANTS BUT YOU CAN'T KNOW THAT SO NOW WE'RE ALL HURT

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HE'S THE FIRST PERSON I'VE EVER WANTED TO LOVE HE'S THE FIRST PERSON I'VE EVER WANTED TO LOVE HE'S THE FIRST-

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Wdyd when your desire for revenge against your father directly contrasts your mother's dying wish

"Ruby acted out those words as a lie. She honoured Ai's request properly"

I really dislike ruby you can't just remind me of how much I loved her character when it was taken seriously.

Why do I feel like the twincest was a strategy by aka and mengo to get us to lower our expectations so they could pull the rug under our feet with this

And what if I sobbed and cried and never woke up

This chapter ripped my heart out and stepped on it and threw it scattered across the pages of itself

Why

Why is this suddenly so good

Anyways stick around for chapter 155 which will be out after a one week break!

[naylvsx]

PLSSSSS🙏🙏🙏

[sleepybitnation]

Noticed an interesting parallel.

For Kaito’s line in chapter 3- it’s when Maki was struggling with her real talent being exposed and hid in her room sorta accepting the fact that everyone views her that way now

For Maki’s line in chapter 5- it’s when Kaito was dealing with the effects of his illness and emotionally distancing from the group in order to maintain the idea that he’s Perfectly Fine

In both of these, they’re aware the other is hiding behind a mask of sorts (for Maki she sees herself as a heartless killer, while Kaito sees himself as the hero everyone relies on), but they also see past that in each other and are aware they are struggling. Hence the concerned looks and Those Lines.

I thought it was cool because their dynamic is often dismissed as Kaito simply helping her, but in reality they were both there for each other and in a way that’s equal rather than him playing “hero” with her. When one of them was suffering, rather than leaving them to deal with it on their own like they’re both used to, they said stuff like this and went out of their way to look out for each other.

I find it interesting how they similarly struggle with feeling like they have to be strong for those who rely on them. It makes sense they’d see right through it in each other because they understand that pain. I love equals

[ghost-bard]

I think at least some of varrics issues would be fixed if he looked into bisexuality and thats all i have to say on the matter

[kanjichris]

"why don't you want him to know how much you love him?" "that's a little personal. he knows." "uh-huh."

[cowgirlp1xie]

Bro I’m literally the sweetest girl in town so why the fuck are you being so mean for no fucking reason you crusty musty dusty unwashed hater

[dollyiia]

pomegranates are so beautiful and worth the mess, maybe im beautiful and worth the mess too.

[thirdeyeblue]

“Nine would have treated Martha better than Ten did”

I need to talk about this argument that never seems to stop circulating.

Note: Not a venomous/anti post. There’s more than enough of that across fandom spaces as is, and this is supposed to be a place for ✨sweet, blissful escapism✨

When making this argument, people seem to envision a scenario in which Nine never met Rose.

While I can appreciate a good hypothetical, recognizing Rose's significance to the Doctor (Nine and Ten) is essential to understanding why things with Martha played out the way they did in the first place.

In the third series, the Doctor is grieving. This grief is deliberately threaded into nearly every script, whether spoken aloud or not (and these are just a few examples):

He's burning in Rose’s wake the entire time Martha travels with him, which is why it’s so frequently called upon: It’s 100% deliberate in framing his grief. He grieved as Nine too, of course— having been fresh on the heels of the Time War — but then he met Rose, which changed everything.

Back then, he was still a rude, traumatized pain in the ass, but we watch Rose soften more of those jagged edges with every episode as they grow closer; as he lets his guard down and forms a deep connection with her.

He falls in love (against his better judgment) and it's game over.

And yes: provided S1E1 had been titled 'Martha', one can realistically assume things might have unfolded similarly to how they did with Rose. However, it wouldn’t have been that way just because the Doctor was Nine and “Nine was different” — it would be because he wasn’t already in love with someone else. The same can't be said for the start of S3.

Think of it like this: if Rose AND Martha had been in that cellar — if Nine had taken both of them along with him in S1 — we’d eventually be looking at the most melodramatic love triangle ever, what with him living in close quarters with two brilliant, gorgeous, compassionate young women... But Doctor Who is plenty “soap opera” as is with just one woman in the TARDIS.

(I certainly wouldn’t object to reading that fic, though)

Now, regarding the unrequited elephant in the room…

His inability to be romantic with Martha isn’t because he thinks her lesser, nor is it for lack of compatibility. It isn't because Rose is any better than her. It certainly isn’t just because he’s Ten.

It’s really only for one reason, which can't be denied — and now I’m a broken record:

He is still in love with Rose.

(cut from a tenrosedaily gif)

Nine is Ten, and Ten is only such a mess in S3 because he’s just lost the love of his life. Martha merely got caught in the crosshairs of a volatile Time Lord in mourning, and yes — it sucks. Absolutely.

But it also feels dismissive to chalk Ten and Martha’s relationship up to little more than some sort of mindless dance of pining, jealousy, and toxicity.

Ten trusted Martha with his life over and over again — and hers, with him. He constantly praised her brilliance, happily carting her around time and space with no intention of letting her go. In the BBC’s extended universe of novels/comics/cartoons/etc, there’s so much depth to their relationship: love and trust and trauma and sacrifice. They had their own special bond as mates, their own complexities — so it’s a bummer that it's forever overshadowed by the other things.

I’m not denying that there was a lot of stuff that sucked/was for sure toxic about Ten's S3 behavior, but so many of the things I've seen him catching flak for can be directly attributed to being A Clueless Fucking Alien Idiot (not a trait that’s unique to Ten) — as well as his flat-out obliviousness to Martha’s feelings.

So yes, I agree: if Rose never existed, he would have treated Martha differently as Nine. He also would have treated her differently as Ten. Certainly.

But Rose did exist, and when discussing canon, it matters.

“He tells me that he absolutely, 100% loves Rose... He tells me how my daughter; my wonderful, beautiful, clever little girl saved him from himself before… And he says that’s all because of me! I made her into the Rose Tyler that saved him.”

-Jackie Tyler, Flight Into Hull!

Martha got the short end of the stick in S3. She came round at the wrong place and time, but that doesn't mean it was all bad. It doesn't mean the Doctor didn’t adore her. It certainly doesn't mean the time they spent together was wasted or worthless. They were brilliant!

Sure, he could be a twat, but let it be known that he was a twat with Rose as well, both as Nine and Ten. I’m sure Tentoo can be plenty infuriating, too. So while I'll defend Ten (and Tentoo) into the ground forever and ever and ever, I'll concede that he's fucked up.

The Doctor is a certified Pain In The Ass. It’s one of the things I love so much about this character — dynamics.

But never forget that Martha was goddamn tough as nails and overcame every bit of it. She moved on with her life, and the Doctor moved on with his. One can only pray that, when they inevitably drag her back onto the show (which feels inevitable if I'm honest), we see at once that she's been living her best life for all these years.

[yungluv16]

And the only stars we need are in the sky, not the boulevard

And the only thing we want is to be free

[vrtualvr]

id let him do coke off my tits

[lycanlovebites]

You know what? Fuck you *hits Father Ardelian with the shoujo filter and babygirlifies your priest*

@stjohnstarling

[lukreziaaa]

The three heads of the dragon

[naylvsx]

do men also make fake scenarios in their head about their crush?

do men also blush and giggle with their friends when their crush walks near them?

do men also think about their crush when they listen to music?

do men also talk about their crush non-stop?

do men actually have a fucking heart?

[justagirlluckyme]

in second semester 8th grade it was 2022, so some were still wearing masks, some not. i was in drama class and we had some down time to just relax. i didn't have many friends so i just sat there listening to other people's conversations. this one girl wanted to take a selfie with her friend and she asked him to take his mask off for the photo. he was hesitant and felt embarrassed because it had been a while since most people had taken off their mask to show their faces. she was kinda confused and asked why he wouldn't. and he was like "because i’m gonna look bad" and she went "what? it's your face, how can you hate your own face?" like she was genuinely confused on how someone could hate their own appearance. i really admired her because she wasn't embarrassed of her interests, hobbies, or anything. she always gave 100% of her energy in every practice performance, was very bubbly, and just super nice to everyone. i think she went to a different high school because i haven't seen her since but i hope no one dimmed her sparkle and she's still unapologetically herself. sometimes when i'm insecure i think about her lol

[xxplastic-cubexx]

i'd like to address the allegations that Charles is a dummy for cutting about in a METAL wheelchair when his nemesis is MAGNETO. Yes, Erik can at any time yeet Charles around by the chair. He also knows that as soon as he touches the chair, he has lost. As soon as he even THINKS about grabbing the chair in anything but a life or death situation, he puts himself in timeout in the south pole.

charles may be a dummy for putting faith in magneto Not to be a menace and yet its the trust he has in erik not to do him harm despite how easy it'd be ..... power move if you think about it ....

[zimszim]

the frame-up job is such a good episode in general but from sterling's pov. its stunning. he's watching his old partner who he has an intellectual hard-on for and his new hot thief girlfriend who is also insanely intelligent flirt w each other and generally be super hot in front of him ......... rough night for ppl w a thing for competence