#airmask

[mspaint-flower]

May you draw flower just, hanging out with the memesquad? Don't feel pressured to draw it tho, and remember, you rock you and your art!

THEIR DESIGNS ARE SO HARD AUGHHHH group selfie tho,,,

[tegabyte]

not that my datemate can make use of the warning tags bc he doesn't actually use tumblr, but I thought I'd add them for others who do use blacklists

I can try to do that more conscientiously in 2024, that's my resolution

But with that out of the way, man I love being submerged in water and I decided at 3:30 AM that I needed to begin a sketch of my skykid just floating in the water. I told myself I wouldn't noodle on it too long, but here I am anyway lmaoooo. I don't do it as often anymore but man did I ever swim a bunch underwater when that update came to the game. The season area is so pretty and lush underwater, and the sanctuary isle's trench is also lovely.

When I'm specifically going diving, I like to change into the narcissist spirit's clothes from little prince season. idk it just reads like a diving suit to me. I also put on the airmask for the little bit of extra breath haha.

don't mind me noodling, I've never actually drawn underwater pov before. I gotta look up some more pointed references for it to get the look right. And then take more screenshots of the skygame area for the underwater creatures and flora.

for now, vibes

[ninevehsage]

So... I've been thinking, again...

I've been told by several people, that I should take care of/heal myself, before I can help others. Like put your own airmask on, before you help others to put it on. I understand what it means and that it is a good advice.

But, what if the situation is this: the very thing that is making me feel depressed, sad and even suicidal is the world around me and I cannot heal myself without changing the world? And for being able to do anything to change the world, I should first take care of/heal myself? It is a paradox. A mission impossible.

So, I have two choises... either I will end my existence or isolate myself from the world that is making me sick. But how can you isolate yourself completely? You just cannot. I can try to be as isolated as possible, but I still have to be part of the world to be able to stay alive. And honestly, I'd rather die that be part of this disgusting and injust world.

Lately I've been feeling guilty of my privileged life here up in the North. The privileged life that has been built up and is still being kept going by colonizing and oppressing other nations. How on earth I'm supposed to enjoy my life, when I know how our "welfare" and "prosperity" has been created.

How can you enjoy and keep living your life knowing, that your tax money is supporting our Western governments and countries so that we are able to colonize, oppress and even exterminate other human beings/ nations?

~N~

[zreflections]

A black lump burrows from the inside, out in my chest. The CBT workbook told me to picture bad thoughts as objects. Make them "silly and ridiculous". Name them strange concepts.

No one bothers to explain being intelligent generally just makes you want to die all the time. That maybe life is the virus in the eco system.

My boyfriend never thinks about things. He is from one thing to the next, zinging around like tiktock filed redbull shots. He eats hot peppers on everything. I am one of roughly fourteen thousand people who are allergic to caspasien.

All day I made an effort to keep the voice quiet. The one that tells me, you suck. You. Are stupid. He hates you. He will get sick of you. Your ideas are stupid. Just die already.

A few days ago I almost walked in front of a car. My life is good right now. I never want to lose it. Everything is new.

If I could marry him I would.

If I could kill myself I would.

I remind myself the moral of the story is that life one any planet is a wonderful gift. That suffering is the status quo and the happiness is the in-between. A soilder said so in a support group.

My suicidal friends arm won't stop bleeding. Her house is full of mold. She doesn't sleep from the illness. No one is helping her and she is stuck in helplessness.

Everyone who makes me bite in humanity never learned to arm themselves with thier teeth like I have.

I use them without meaning to.

They often lately land into myself. While I try to jot hurt anyone. Nothing good can come from me. The voice says.

Therapists like to say thoughts are like a computer and you just need reprogramming.

Studies show affirmations tend to not be helpful woth ptsd or cpstd because it resembles gaslighting.

I want to burn out.

I want to stop feeling.

Friday, I swam at the pool and thought about drowning. It seemed too much effort. Might as well stay.

So I pack bags. Eat lunch. Hate myself. Argue.

I admit it someone had a handful of drugs I would take them no questions asked.

Run a block if your bored.

My writing sucks

My videos suck

I hate the way my chest is constantly caving in even when I'm fine.

Friends and books say-

Don't make the bad feelings worse by having yourself for having them. Sorry noone gave a shit about me before.

His face crushed when I said, it's because those scars are new.

People all like me. My hair. My clothes. I'm polite.

If you askeda I successful, well. Maybe. I have a steady job. It's relatively low stress. The pay isn't great but the benefits aren't bad.

But I jerk and every sound hyper aware. I flinch. I want to prove my boyfriend to abuse me so I don't keep waiting asking when will the show drop?

I am always compressing myself into those space-saving bags. Trying to. But then ripping them open. Again. Again again. At every notion. Sprining back after ripping the airmask like on a plane.

I have never don't a real or true thing.

She lies as she has self published five books with bad grammar and spelling. And a collection of photos. And a heart full of regretful ashes.

There are things I should write about but they are all sad. I am the first in my family to say, I've had enough of this abuse.

People say I'm strong but I'm just broken China.

Nothing was handed to me.

I.

I wish I could breath better.

I still have no solutions I'm years of research.

Projects. Deadlines. Stupid. God. I'm so. Stupid.

He played out a fantasy I hate admiting I have recently. A sexual one. I just want to chase down his chin and stroke him into thoughtlessness.

I'm a freak. My brain prompts.

Make your goal to be yourself. He told me. I'm trying but...

Why can't being myself feel like something good? And not just a curse I need unicorn tears and griffin blood.

My brother quit caring the moment I left.

I hope a stray bullet gets me.

Sometimes I want to live forever. But mostly? Mostly I want time to stop.

Stop moving and let me adjust.

Fuck.

It's always the same shit from my mouth.

Useless.

[tinymanager]

*she nods and loosens the airmask so he can hold him without taking it off*

*crashing noises*

@tinymanager

//bc im bored and need to cause problems

*immediately runs over!!*

What happened??

[cbfirelight6104]

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[freeangellvr]

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[gideonflyentertainmentllc]

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[matt-rosen]

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[fadingcash-blog]

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[techpwynt-blog]

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[christianekro]

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