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Casual Boom Boom / Tabitha
Took a lot of inspo from Peach Riot + Scott Pilgrim for this one!
Requests are open if folks have any X-Men they want me to do!
Prev: Boom-Boom Trinary M Armor Pixie
#boom boom#tabitha smith#x men#marvel#god this took me forever i had like 80 layers i need to get better at orgnaizing them#and i was busy at family#i had a lot of fun with this! was inspired by classic#x men evolution and x termiantors my beloved.#ahhhh im working on surge next reallt excited for a lot of blues + greys#my art#x-men#boom-boom#anon who requested surge im sorry for being slow i wanted to finish this before i do yours next. her sketch is done i just need to thik#more about fhe fashion i have ber silhouette and im a little surpised im pulling away from the original sukeban idea i had
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One thing I fucking love about komahina that I don’t see talked about a lot is that both Nagito and Hajime are basically both completely different and yet the same person. Like yes, on the surface Nagito is this depressed, batshit crazy person and Hajime is just some guy. But when you get down into their characters, both of them are two individuals who are both depressed and really fucking lonely and feel inferior to everyone around them. Both of them admire ultimates so much and feel so inadequate by comparison to them, Nagito to the point he’s willing to die for them and Hajime to the point of giving up his entire being just to be one of them. And they’re both two people who, despite deeply hating themselves, just have to have faith that things will get better. I honestly think the reason Nagito is so hostile to Hajime after finding out he’s a reserve course student is because Hajime just reminds him of the parts of himself he hates.
I just think there’s something so genuinely moving and beautiful about these two characters who deeply hate themselves learning to love each other and in the process learning to hate themselves a little less. They both feel so lonely and yet, against all odds, they find that the last person they ever expected to get it, understands completely how they feel.
#I know Nagito’s mental stuff is addressed a lot with Komahina stuff but I think Hajime’s needs to be talked about more#because dude was willing to become a whole different person just to feel good about himself#and it’s so fucking sad#and just the idea of them understanding each others struggles and learning to love themselves by loving each other is just ahhhh#I love komahina sm man#danganronpa#hajime hinata#nagito komaeda#danganronpa goodbye despair#danganronpa v2#danganronpa 2#danganronpa spoilers#danganronpa v2 spoilers
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i love how eiden pauses at every outfit reveal with a . hotboy synopsis like clan member: *steps out of the changing room* eiden: and now, if i can have ur attention--- FEAST your eyes on this MARVELOUS hunk of grade AAAAAA+++++ prime meat..,, his accessories perfectly accentuate his finest features...! His fit ! is flawless!! BREATHTAKING. REVOLUTIONARY!!!!!!!!! and yet!? one can't help but get excited... for what lies UNDERNEATH that BREATHTAKING attire ( ͡• ͜ʖ ͡• )
#i can imagine the outfit designers at IA pitching their ideas the same way LOL#like the artist in charge of making blade adorable is at the front of the room#pointing feverishly at multiple parts of the blade beta design displayed#while other artists and employees look on#and they're like WITH BLADE. YOU GOTTA HAVE THE WHIMSY. YOU GOTTA HAVE THE CUTE.#(circles the glasses with a red marker . repeatedly)#HE DON'T EVEN NEED THESE TO INVESTIGATE THEY'RE JUST FOR SHOW. ONE LENS GOES *OVER* HIS HAIR#NO boring print shirts. PUZZLE PIECE PATTERN! A SHIRT *I* WOULD WEAR TO AN ESCAPE ROOM!!!#and you know what? GKaru artist gave me a BRILLIANT IDEA *points at GKaru artist sitting in the audience*#[[GKaru artist: *finger guns of acknowledgement*]]#SHORTS. YOU KNOW WHAT WE DON'T SEE ENOUGH OF? BLADE'S BEAUTIFULLY BALANCED CALVES#*draws 14 arrows pointing to blade's left calf*#he's LOPSIDED! he's SILLY! he has STRONG MUSCULAR CALVES that carry him OVER ROOFTOPS!!!#*slaps the board at every word of emphasis* THIS. IS. PEAK. BLADE. DESIGN!!!!!!!#art director: ahhhh shucks. ya got me. APPROVED!#[blade artists furiously high-fiving and chest bumping each other]#puzzling invitation#nu carnival eiden
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Unfortunately for Thorn, their better with robots than other critters lol
Thorns best area of work is engineering actually! They’re not a massive extrovert so they don’t get approached by other critters, but robots on the other hand, they know their screwdriver around! Both socially and literally :3
Don’t worry, Sparky just needed a good clean in his ventilation and fan. Unfortunately when your cables deep in a robot, Zelda doesn’t see it that way Pfff.
Thorn managed to explain and patch up Sparky and everyone is okay now hehe.
Both Sparky and Zelda are made by @fandomssvetlanafrom
And the space riders au belongs to @onyxonline !
#♾ art#art is my love language Pfff#here is my awkward self desperately trying to offer food to the cool people like#Ples like me I made art for u#I keep getting idea and it’s really bad cause I NEED TO BE DOING UNI SHIT AHHHH#space riders au#oc space riders au#smiling critters oc#smiling critters#oura thorn#SR! Oura Thorn
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ngl getting the urge to wanting to make a fic of the incubus!Stanley Pines au but idk the route to do.
Should I do where he gets turned once he's disowned and making it where Ford has no idea his brother is now an incubus and even then his body is possessed by a demon while his soul is faintly there.
Or the Jennifer's Body route where Stan and Ford went to a bar concert and ya know it happens like in the film
#jenny speaks#gravity falls#stanley pines#gravity falls au#stanford pines#i semi have ideas i just need help ahhhh#incubus!stanley pines au
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George practicing telling you he loves you while you're a asleep. "I love you so much, I cannot even get my thoughts in order to tell you. That's why I'm practicing. I want to marry you, I'm going to marry you, I've never been more sure of any decision ever. Every day feels so beautiful by your side, everything feels more vibrant and more peaceful. We'll be the best of friends and never part. I probably shouldn't include that when I tell you. Too soon, right? See, that's why I need to rehearse. Probably also shouldn't include that I'm obsessed with you and can recognize you by the sound of your footsteps."
nonnie babe ... i will explode thinking about this actually ??? because this is SUCH a george thing to do , too ?
like , he always wants everything to be perfect , always has and always will , especially when it pertains to you . and something as serious as this ?? it cannot go wrong , no way . so sure , maybe he practices what he's gonna say when you're asleep , sue him . and yeah , maybe there's been a few close calls , where you've stirred a little too much and george has to promptly clamp his mouth shut . but it's all worth it . cause one day , he'll be able to say it out loud
#୭ 🧷 ✧˚. becca's musings#george russell#george russell x reader#nonnie darling i need you to know how obsessed w your ideas i am#like your concepts are so cute and writing so beautiful and AHHHH!!!!!
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I don't have enough for rent right now and I don't know what to do about it. Ahhhhhhhhhhhh
#micro log#micro.txt#i know i have an amount I can venmo request someone for cause I covered their purchase.#I'd just have to go over the receipt#but no spoons#and no idea if it'll be enough#fucking hell#i wish so much for things to be different#i am so exhausted by poverty#gods if i could just not worry about bills for like 1yr things could be so much different for me#i need to get foodstamps#i can just simply no longer afford to eat#UGH but applying as a independent worker you have to fill out this arcane fucking form!!!!#and there's no help unless you go to an office miles away and wait in a loud room with a long line for hours#and gods how would I even get there?????#ahhhhhhhhh#ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#life is so hard!!!!!#not to mention the fucking appt i missed the othet day!#I'm overdue for my hormone dr#whatever thr fuck they're called#endo?#ahhhh whatever#fuck everything#and i still work so much for what 😖
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Angels’ trueforms in their most memorable moments [26/?] - Nephilim fetus: regular nephil, sired by a regular angel (above) and Jack, sired by Lucifer (below)
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#NEW ONE FOR THE FIRST TIME IN AGES!!! I TOLD YALL I WASN'T DONE WITH THIS!!!#SO sorry it took so long. i still can't control my artblocks. but i've had this idea for so long#spn#spnart#spn art#mine.caro#ok so. explanation time. cracking my knuckles. i haven't done this in so long ahhhh#so i HAD to do nephilim eventually. of course. and the key thing about them is they're the children of angels and humans#and i figured i'd start with a fetus bc that's the nephil version of the angel factory settings. and that needed a shape like the AFS did#it felt right to go with a sphere. and after the nephil is born and becomes a more distinct individual etc the spheres unravel in different#ways. some open up like pillbugs (woodlouse? i never know the right name). others sprout like seeds. others spiral out. the possibilities#are endless hehe. and the sphere had to have a mix of angel trueform and human soul. which i've been coding so far as the black and white#trueforms and collages. so that was settled. but that couldn't be it bc it's not just one and the other. they're integrated in one thing#so. for the regular nephil i filled out some cells in black like angel trueforms and others with collages. in the trueforms cells#and it's Earthly Things like plants and body parts and fruits and animals water and the sky and rocks etc. and a bigger solid collage block#that's just body parts. so specifically human stuff. AND THEN i took that sphere (well circle) and cut it up and kintsugi'ed it with#angel grace. feels like a way to go to represent nephil. and then i added the angel wheels to look like a sort of proto version of AFS#and that's regular nephil. for jack he had to be different bc lucifer nephil is thee antichrist. it's different. so i followed the samelogi#but based on the lucifer trueform instead of AFS. so i painted the solid black with alcohol-based markers so i could smudge it with alcohol#and then added the collage bits (more from a fitness magazine than a fashion magazine i used for the other one. gets a more aggressive vibe#i think. more flexed muscles) and painted the chaotic smoke cloud over it. and then i did the same kintsugi process. i was gonna do it in#silver but figured it made no sense. it should be the same. and the black and gold look cool#and what else. regular nephil has a rosary-like umbilical cord! emerging from one of the poles of the sphere so to speak#and jack has none :// partly bc i forgot at first kfjg but then i didn't go back to add it bc i feel that matches fetus jack's situation#considering it's an angel grace umbilical cord#and i think that's it!#these aren't up on the stores yet but im gonna add them now#hope they're worth the wait. if anyone was waiting for more#Trueforms
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Can someone assure me it's okay that I haven't finished any drawings in over a week 😭😭
#apathy :)#its like. impossible to assure myself its okay to take a break#yknow you see other people post so frequently#and you somewhat feel like you're falling behind#i cant keep up waugh#lol tho i wonder if I'll have a sudden desire to draw once finals week starts in a couple weeks#i assure you that when i have to work on a bunch of big assignments#my brain will suddenly be like DRAW DRAW DRAWK#its just annoying when you have a good amnt of freetime and you cant kick your brain into gear#I've been sketching but ahhhh just a lot of concept stuff#i have an idea for a chibi comic but i want to pair it w a full drawing#so uhhh thats never happening dhfjkg not happening for a bit ig#i need to come up w more chibi comics#easier and faster to draw and they dont kill me :)#it just feels lesser idk why#tumblr is my diary atp sry djfkkglg#i used to write down on paper or my notes app when i was in a bad mood#but god that shit is sooooo bitter and i cant reread it at all#theres smth about knowing im putting myself out there that keeps it a bit calmer#and it feels more comforting :)#catie.rambling.txt
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Me: Good news! I wrote like....12ish pages yesterday! :D Brain: Was it all attributed to a single chapter. Me: *walks away* Brain: WAS IT A SINGLE CHAPTER OR DID YOU JUST JUMP AROUND?! Me:
#brain: FINISH A DAMN CHAPTER FIRST STOP JUMPING AROUND! TT0TT#i even wrote a page or two for the beginning of arc 3 of Hunt for Kyoshi that's how much I was jumping around#I just want to make sure I don't forget some ideas TT0TT#i'm over 6 pages into ch 13 for Hunt and that's like.....a flashback TT0TT#we aren't even to the main meat of that chapter ahhhh gimme a breaaaaaak#salty talks#i'm currently trying to keep myself from writing another fanfic ok??? gimme a break#“what's the other fanfic” it would be about the 2nd Avatar (aka the one after Wan)#so like....basically all OC stuff but 8U#i've re-written one scene in ch 14 like 3 times cause the idea and characters have changed and dklsfjkl i need to stop#god forbid it's gonna change AGAIN cause I'm like....so unsure of how I want the scene to play out TT0TT#y'all are gonna get a bonus chapter of “kill your darlings” just for that one chapter i swear TT0TT#i'm trying y'all i'm trying to catch up with this fic TT0TT#arc 1 should end around ch 15...so like home stretch#i think my issue is i'm in 'reading mode' and not 'typing mode' TT0TT#brain: I don't wanna type I wanna read#me: but we gotta type it for you to read#brain: no type! Only read!
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watching my hero academia for the first time and man I need to read some fics with ms joke making people laugh…. shshfjfjfkgk she sneaks up behind him and covers his eyes so he can’t deactivate her quirk 😵💫😝 omg
#mha tickling#ideas#ms joke#if I could live in the mha world I would NEED a laugh / tickling related quirk omg#ahhhh#mine#mha#bnha#tickling
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who invented having a job and paying bills, I just want to talk and maybe bite you. Let me know, thanks.
#planet earth is so stewpid#aNYWAY. I’ve been thinking and I think I will need to make a career change this year or next year at the latest because after chatting#with some friends at work there’s no room for professional or even financial growth after a few years#as much as I like the people I work with (I’m so supported it’s wild) I do not have trust in the higher ups at all#I’ve never changed jobs before it’s scary ahhhh!!! I have a vague idea of what I would like to have a career in but I don’t feel qualified#probably imposter syndrome 🤔#sunday scaries!!
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#hhhhhh reread the flashback chapter i wrote w d/dirk and just hooh boy i love it so much ugh#im tempted to post it on its own but i want to save that bomb of a scene for the middle of the larger fic its in#just ughhhhhhh i love everything about how i wrote d#im going nuts bc i have been working on it since like december? ish? but the past couple months have been hell for me personally#fuck like i remember going thru an entire calendar of movie release dates for that historical year and found the perfect spot#to where it accounts for historical events and events in canon and has its own special date and how the release of the movie...#...effects how d managed to make it a success and just#fuck man i researched the hell out of that and only had to put one anachronism to grease a moment in it#like#this fic is so big for me and i am so scared that i wont finish it bc i have so many things planned out for it and so many ...#...annotations i keep adding to modify things i wrote earlier in it (which is why im not publishing any of it yet)#i want to share it w the world so fucking badly but i keep getting amazing ideas to weave in from an earlier point i already wrote#cries lol#ughhh this is why im so tempted to post the flashback as a standalone chapter/separate posting#but#i wrote it to match a scene from both the previous and next chapter so i dont wanna ruin that either#fucking writers block man ahhhh wish my life wasnt shit rn bc i need to finish it#tag edit: i used the wrong spelling of affects earlier lol#but yeah ughhhh so frustrated w life rn i have such bigger problems going on rn but#rereading my fave chapter kinda just made my day at least lmao#personal#vent#kinda i guess#delete later / /#maybe idk lol#ShitPost.exe#like this wip is over 33k words and its probably not even halfway done in terms of event points i want to happen in it lmao fml#all bc i wanted to make one punchline happen which happened a long time ago before i wanted to write all that backstory into the fic
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Internet archive I love you❤️❤️❤️
#my 14 year old self is crying tears of joy rn#I was able to recover videos of a yt channel that I used to follow as a teen but was closed by the owner from one day to the other#for *years* I thought I'd never see them again (aside very few scattered reuploads)#granted my interests changed and I was occupied with other things#but every once in a while I was wishing I could just watch at least my nr 1 favourite video of them just one more time#but NOW I found out that someone salvaged basically the entire channel and just - put the videos up for downloading?!#it feels so unreal because after all this time I can just watch them again? as often as I want?! and they're mine to keep forever?!! ahhhh#I'm getting unreasonably emotional over this but that channel genuinely meant a lot to me at the time#I still remember that I was on the school bus home when I discovered it was gone#and I swear if I hadn't been in a public setting I'd legit have cried over it. it certainly ruined an otherwise really nice day for me#granted my 14y/o self probably had a bit of a dumb sense of humour (harmless. but dumb. what do you expect from a 14y/o?)#(hence I'm also hesitant to mention the channel name bc I'm not sure if I'm ready to potentially embarrass myself)#but I still feel an odd fondness looking back because I know how much those videos meant to her <3#especially my one favourite video which 1. was the sole reason I discovered one of my favourite tv shows ever#and 2. was probably the spark that really ignited my initial interest in animation and digital arts#bc for the first time I consciously realised that you can actually do cool and fun stuff even as just one single person#and that you don't need an entire animation team to just - express yourself creatively and bring your ideas to life#like I'm not even joking when I say if it wasn't for that channel I might have ended up in an entirely different education/career path#anyway I'm happy. but I'll stop now. oh gods I'm abusing the tags again instead of just writing all that *into* the actual post#internet archive#personal#selnia talks
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A mini piece of writing on Thomas Thorne being trans
When there is an aching in your soul, that only you can fix...which way do you run?
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There was something lovely about watching the young visitor to Button House who expressed themselves freely and seemed to dance between genders with an ease. Their freedom and joy seemed to brighten the dusty halls.
Yet, in Thomas their joy left an ache that reached deep within. An ache that was hidden long ago, an ache to be understood.
But the current discussion between the ghosts was not doing anything to soothe that ache.
"See back in 'dam I had a transv-"
"Alison said you shouldn't use that word anymore Julian!" Kitty said in a (very put on) stern voice.
"Oh yeah, they are transe-" Pat injeterjected before being interputed by Kitty.
"That's not the right word either Pat! They are transgender, and that person is what they call...non binary." Kitty relayed proudly, as if to display all she learnt.
It was Robin who chimed in now with a shrug. "Had cousin, both boy and girl. It cool."
"Fancinating." The Captain responded, as if almost impulsively.
"Well you didn't hear about this in my day" Fanny after a brief pause.
"Well you didn't hear about it in mine and Julian's day either..." Pat adjusted his glasses. "... well there was this one show, on telly, me and Carol watched. It was about this transse-transgender lady called Judith or something. Very interesting."
"Yes well, it is interesting to say the least." Fanny said in tone somewhere between disapproval and acceptance. She now turned to a strangely quiet corner of the room where a half distracted Thomas was sat. "What say you Thorne, you've been oddly silent today."
Thomas, pulled out of the half daze he was in following the sound of his name. Yes his name. Before Thomas could answer, even if he could answer, Julian interputed. "Oh what would he know anyway."
Thomas now stood up, afronted by this. However as he tried to speak he found the words catching on a lump in his throat. "Well I," Frozen into silence in momentary fear his wide eyes met with the confused ones that lined the room around him.
Thomas unfreezing for second took his chance to leave this painful awkward and revealing moment , swiftly and gracefully turning on his heels making a small "Hm" sound.
The last thing he heard before he scuttled out of earshot was Julian's "What got his goat?"
What had gotten his goat that for the first time in two hundred years has someone mentioned it, that it was in the open, his deepest secret.
That he Thomas Thorne was not born man, but became so. That he rejected the trajectory laid out for him the day he was born and christened himself in his own image.
That for two hundred years he lived as a creature so unusual that only now he can give name to his condition. Illuminated now was a path never avaliable to him, the choice to be known as oneself fully. That you could be truthful and open yet still be accepted.
Yet, it was still not the path for him. The light still to bright him. The other may, god willing, be kind; but they'd never understand.
He can barely stand their mockery, their ridicule but to face their confusion would be worse.
So for now he'd live in the shadows, he chose his own happiness long ago.
But for now he'll resign himself to the lake, the truth can wait another day.
#Wip#Trying to get this out at all before I procrastinate and don't write anything#Not my best writing but I needed it out#And it's late#Thomas is a trans man in this btw#Need to start just writing when I get the idea or I'll never make anything ahhhh#Based on that ask
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HAIKYUU MOVIE WAS SO GOOD AND EVERYTHING I WANTED
#personal#BABY KUROO WAS SO CUTE AND ENDEARING#I FORGET HOW MUCH I LOVE ANIMATED HINATA HE'S MY BOUNCY BOY MADE OF SPRINGS#HINATA I LOVE YOU SM...#the pacing was very brisk and kept you hyped but i loved that they interspersed it with their memories#SEEING HINATA AND KENMA'S FIRST MEETING AGAIN... AHHHH...#HINATA'S SCREAM OF JOY WHEN KENMA SAID HE ENJOYED VOLLEYBAL AAAAAAAAAAAUGH#also they had pov shots esp in the end that were SO COOL#the ending is just as jarring as it was when reading. well it felt shorter bc 1.5hrs and i was reading as it came out but like.#the game just Ends. i'd like to think it's intentional bc hinata is like okay next serve... wait#also ALSO i normally don't stay after credits but bc everyone else stayed my group did too and AFTER CREDITS SCENE???#DECLARATION OF WAR AGAINST HOSHIUMI???#I'M SO READY!!!!!!#how are they gonna animate the rest of hq in one movie though. i have no fuckin idea#that game is so fuckin long. you're gonna need to feel exhausted karasuno is fucking wiped#oh well however it's done i can always go back to the manga#haikyuu my fucking beloved i love you so much.
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