#i cant keep up waugh

[skitskatdacat63]

Can someone assure me it's okay that I haven't finished any drawings in over a week 😭😭

[kuruk]

eeeeek I found a new lump on my neck and it's so high up is that even a lymph node. imgonna throw up crying crying. I wush I had a girlfriend I could send these b**b pictures to so she could tell me if she's getting a cancerous vibe from them or not

[idontchara]

rapid switching head pains whoo

gotta love being under immensely stressful situations back to back to back to back to ba-

[i23kazu]

YING'S (OFFICIAL) THANK YOU POST

we've come to the end of ebg!!! it's been quite... a week... from seeing lantern bruneau to incredible lore dumps, you guys made it so so so fun hosting this round again ( ˘͈ ᵕ ˘͈♡)

to the players: @jingyuansbird @dumbificat @dxy-drxxm @rainswept @abyssmal-skies @realkavehgf @staretes @meidnightrain @addictedtoreverse1999 @sleepypengwin @ryuryuryuyurboat @risustravelogue @xcyphoz0a @the-white-void @mikudoodles @crystalflygeo @relianascara @i-probably-sleep-too-much @faesther @chaoffee @haliyarobin @moonltwltz @starglitterz @snobwaffles @tokyodriftt @cerberuscaeli @kazumist

thank you for playing so enthusiastically! you guys were so enthusiastic with content creation (especially for the people who got npcs??? insane) and thank you all for being so so patient with me while i was getting my shit tgt and being v slow in collating (and also super scatterbrained, ty yeul and kurisu for keeping your scores in check!!!) you all made it so fun to host this round and im so so happy that i got to play with you all :") initially i was a little worried that we weren't going to hit 25 people for an interest check but!!! WAUGH!! we literally got to 27 players huehueuhehuee ty for joining me on this :")

to the tianquan squad, you know who you are!!! i kind of fizzled out in the end (i am so sorry.) but i hope you all got to sabotage and have fun too :") i hope to see you guys in the sign up form one day hehehe

to the anons, YALL WERE INSANE AND INCREDIBLE !!!! hexenzirkel and porcupine and upside down question mark and butter and so many more who i cant name off the top of my head rn – you all were so so so cool, thank you guys for being a part of this round :") you certainly made it so much more fun for our players and i hope i get to see you guys off anon one day, maybe in the sign up sheet ;)

to the people who sent sabotages, THANK YOU!!!! it takes so much effort to think of sabotages and send them to people consistently but the effort i saw this round absolutely blew me out of the water TuT so much was going on, so much lore especially WAUGH... you lot are insane and incredible and thank you so so much for making this ebg fun for the players :") you know who you are, thank you for your efforts – i see you and i appreciate you :")

to the people who wanted to play but missed the date/couldn't commit, thank you for wanting to play!!! i'll be hosting another round in a few months time, so i hope you'll get to join us :") witnessing all the crazy things that happened – i hope you get to partake in that same joy soon :') <3

and to you, reading this! thank you for dealing with the crazy amount of reblogs and lack of fics during this week :") i appreciate your patience so so much and i hope to get back to creating soon ^^ love u all and have a wonderful day :–) <3

[unexpectedbrickattack]

idk why but you reblogging that ask u did about Peppino performing for Brick reminded me, and I just NEEDED to share this silly idea but... Peppino gardening... just, like, garlic and tomato plants n stuff, it's cheaper than buying all the time, even if he's not exactly growing enough to make that much of a dent in his bills, it's about the PROCESS PEOPLE and just aekssf Peppino in his little garden tending to his little plants and some flowers, it started out as something to help with personal costs but now it's such a soothing activity it's his little zone and he tells no one about it and making a pizza with his own home grown tomatoes just hits different when he's in a real rough mood. just yeah peppino gardening...

WAUGH this is so cute omg…I cant see him growing TOO MUCH bc some veggies are so fucking delicate but garlic seems doable! Same with stuff like basil and thyme and oregano. Its not necessarily low maintenance but you dont need to constantly get expensive resources to maintain them. Maybe he uses SOME of it for his shop but i can definitely see him using most of it for his own cooking bc hes been doing it since he was young, way back when he was still living w his parents (and he just got the habit from them)

I hc him with a small house (that hes forced to use as collateral to keep the shop open) so like, he would definitely have the space to grow some other small veggies like spinach n tomatoes. With his shop failing miserably hes got Plenty of time to at least go out and make sure theyre not dying 😭 But i can see him making it look more lively postgame when hes got the proper funds to keep the shop open. Old man tending to his tiny little garden :) its mindless work really and it keeps his hands busy. When hes more used to Gus and Brick (and any company in general lbr) coming over to visit; Brick helps with gardening too; his hugeass Rat Hands can tear up at the soil way better than Peppino and his little trowel can. And w the shop doing well he can afford to take days off and even open later in the day so he has more time to himself to do other things (like tend to his tiny garden) (or maybe fucking sleep in for once)

[rubyneo]

So when did your Neo and Ruby start catching feelings about each other?

post volume 9! neo realized that Obsessing over someone to the point where they are the only reason you have for living and continuing on isn't exactly Normal. she returns from the ever after and she starts sticking to ruby a lot because she's trying to figure out what these feelings are.

ruby is having Confusing Feelings about this. because like...she died. neo wanted her dead. but also it was kind of hot when neo was kneeling above her offering her the tea? and now neo's back and so so so nicies and ruby is like HELP ME!!! IDK WHATS GOIN ON!!!!

they dont really act on their feelings until like post-canon though. and they all survive and ruby turns to neo and neo jumps on her and kisses her because she's so relieved because she really really thought she would lose ruby (again).

They're So Ozlem To Me btw neo would absolutely have attacked the gods if they'd taken ruby from her.

BUT THATS ALL MORE LIKE CANON ALIGNED.

buuuutttt if we're talking about my personal little v9 canon divergence AU they start catching feelings a few months into being stuck in the ever after. ruby realizes she's in love with neo after they have a run in with a plant that causes hallucinations and neo winds up stabbing ruby (thinking she's protecting them from a monster). neo realizes what she's done, drags ruby to safety, bandages her wounds, and sits up tending to her.

BUT the ever after has connected their dreams together and ruby has a dream about neo standing over her with a weapon and ruby tilts her head back so hush is right against her throat and just stares at neo. ("go ahead." her eyes say, soft and sweet. she swallows and hush's tip pushes in a little harder against the delicate skin of her throat.)

and ruby realizes THATS KIND OF WEIRDDDDD and neo is just like. WAUGH WAUGH WAUGH I CANT STAY HERE (runs off into the ever after). she thinks she's ruining ruby and ruby is just like wow i want to makeout with her so bad. and if she stabs me a little i can live with it.

they become REALLY messy and codependent through their two years in the ever after before the manage to get back to remnant (btw time moves differently between the ever after and remnant and while it's 2 years for ruby and neo its only like 6 months for everyone else). and then they're even worse bc everyone keeps trying to separate them and ruby is like UHHHMMMMM she's mine thanks. you cant take her away or i'll start screaming and crying and clawing at the walls :// and i wont help against salem anymore.

they sleep in the same bed neo sleeps curled up in ruby's cloak and ruby refuses to be further than 5 feet from neo at any given time. neo stitches forget-me-nots into the hem of ruby's cloak

[skunkes]

considering you like thinking about more domestic / slice-of-life headcanons in furry worlds/universes; do you have any headcanons about fur cleanliness / hygeine practices? i keep thinking about it every time i shower and thinking about how much of a pain it must be for a furry to clean and then brush their fur out to keep it up to standard

ywes i think about this all the time but nothing solid yet, the other day i even had another adjacent "ugh it would suck to do (x) as a being covered in fur" but i cant remember. I myself dont even take this much care for self but the lore reason smunker is so round and smooth (tail included) is because he spends some hours after waking to brush it all out

I think ive mentioned before how it'd suck to get caught in the rain as a fur, imagine doing so while going to work and now you have wet clothes AND wet fur. I wonder if there'd be special drying stations to help with dis kind of thing.

Similar to how I wonder if there would be special stations for self full body grooming, and how i wonder how furs wld get said full body grooming done if they cant do it themselves...you could make the argument that it'd be normal and not weird for there to be full body groomers but idk, communal shower rooms are Normal and id still rather do anything in my power to avoid using one, so I wonder how furs with no one to help em manage full body fur length + that are too embarrassed to be seen by someone that can help do it. Also wonder how that'd lead to the full body version of Self Cut Haircuts or if there'd be a body equivalent of ppl who give themselves really wild ones on purpose

I know this isnt what you asked, ive definitely discussed some Shower and Hygiene stuff before but I cant reach out and grab any of those threads of thought rn fsr!!! But yeah, dense fur wld suck for showering and such...im already always .5 seconds from ending it all when i step out of shower and have wet dense hair touching my neck, cant imagine being like a really furry dog and having that shit hanging off my whole body. WAUGH

[zhongrin]

Rin I keep sending you brainrots. So here is an idea. I have a love of horror movies, cults and slashers. I had this idea. What if human zhongli and Alhaitham that slowly turn into demons. I had this idea of a blood moon ritual. The ritual was done that turned most current members of the family into demons. What happened is long ago. There were 10 families that decided to gain immortality by sacrificing their own humanity to become a demon. The ritual required that they must claim their biggest desire or else their mind goes insane. This ritual cursed every family member that is directly related to the person who gained immortality(ageless). So marrying into the family won't turn you into a demon. The person will slowly start to become a demon and as the transformation goes on they will start to lose their insatiable desire then they must obtain that or else they will go insane. First they will gain small traits like feet hands arm or neck hair, then the skin starts to change then the face becomes truly demonic. It happens every year at a spefic date. This happens at a festival were the curse comes out. Each family has a different transformation. For Zhongli he was cursed to gain draconic traits. Alhaitham is cursed to gain wolf like traits. Rin you are stuck between a hard place as zhongli your senior Co worker and Alhaitham your best friend from high school are in love with you. You don't know what to do then both of them end up missing. their desire was you. You call them and they tell that they are sick. You tell them I hope you come during the festival when they get better and mmet them at this location. The festival was a dedication for spirits and you must appear like them. It's basically halloween that is more restrictive in clothing and happens during summer. The reason why was you know those people whose desire was not able to be fulfilled well they attacked people that were not like them. You told them to meet you at the specified location under a giant willow tree. You wait to see two men one was a wolf masked man the other was a dragon masked man. You were able to guess they were Zhongli and Alhaitham from the hair. You saw them turn to you and say that you need to run as they don't think they can contain it anymore. You try to talk them. Their hunger for you cannot be contained know they are chasing after you. As soon as you were cornered they started to fight. You thought that they were wearing masks until you try to take it of. The two laughed maniacally as they say it was their true face. Alhaitham wants Eliminate this lizard just so he can have all for him. Zhongli says he needs to discipline this dog on manners to not take what is mine. What are you gonna you do Rin. You're two crushes are now fighting each other for you. What are you gonna do convince them to stop fighting and share you, Run Away from both or help one of them. Rin what would you do.

*breathes heavily* BORSCH YOU CANT DO THIS TO ME WAUGH THIS IS SO GOOD??????? WHAT WOULD I DO INDEED OH G O D I'M SO INDECISIVE I CAN'T MAKE THIS DECISION *HEAD IN HANDS*

c-can't i take both of them- what happens if i just... you know.... tell them they can share me hakdhskdjsk

i... i suppose if i really have to choose one i'd choose zhongli. al haitham i'm so sorry 😭

i'm now imagining if this was an otome game of sorts, your decision could result in a good(?) end where you end up with whoever you choose, or a yandere (bad?) end where whoever you didn't choose went berserk and kills the other to have you all to himself ;)

i am... i'm going to brainrot this so hard. might even make a bot for these bc... ooooh. this concept is calling out really hard to me. thank you so much for the food, friend 🙏🏻

[pepprs]

dont worry abt responding to my messages!! they can be little trinkets for u to keep forever if u wanna :)))

dear anon… how could i not respond to THESE!!!!!!!!!! 😭💗💗💗💗💗💗💗 you are the sweetest kindest most WONDERFUL soul. it is an honor to receive these beautiful letters and i hope you know how much i cherish each and every one. not just the words but the adventures you take me on and write up for the two of us!!! and the beauty and magic you help me to see in the world around me and the peace and love and love and love you conjure for me in moments when i cant find it or feel it so easy!!!! like idk i know i have no idea who you are outside of being dear anon and i only answer asks once in a blue moon but it truly means the world to me. TRULY.

your writing feels like all the best things, all the things i love most. like leaf piles in the fall and the pikmin bloom soundtrack (btw if you dont play that already i HIGHLY recommend it to you specifically, i think u would really like it and tbh you sending me these letters has the same vibe as my pikmin bringing me postcards from their adventures :"~DDDD!!! if you ever do join it please lmk i would LOVE to be friends and send you postcards and do adventures together!!!!) and frosting on cupcakes and twinkly dust motes in the sunlight and cumulus clouds and dogwood flowers and the way things made of glass refract rainbows and SUNLIGHT SUNLIGHT SUNLIGHT. and even that isnt cutting it. how magical it all is. like i wish i wasnt so exhausted so i could express it better but it truly is so... idk. NOSTALGIC! COZY! HOME!!!!!

so... in order to try to articulate it (and also show my thanks / return the favor / etc.), i am sending this letter along with a care package knitted with word and song and magic and light. enclosed please find:

wind chimes that sing like the sun hitting the lake (also i REALLY want to get a butterfly hair clip!!! i cant wear hair clips or anything else fancy in my hair bc of my mask headbands but id love to have one in case im ever able to wear it in the future 🥹)

a heart-shaped pebble from brighton, to add to your collection (btw i LOVE the part about how you lost them a long time ago but you love them so you remember what they look like. WAUGH. gut punch GUT PUNCH IN THE BEST WAY!!!!)

a mug for hot chocolate, so we can share some together when it gets cold again -- decorated with hand-painted stars in all colors!

a tiny needle to knit your sundust satchels -- like the kind youd find in pixie hollow or the tale of desperaux or something (also both things that have dear anon vibes to me and are also DEEPLY nostalgic for me!)

a recipe for starfait, with illustrations!! (also i LOVE that idea for a replacement for "tesscore"!! but i may end up using that for my personal tag on my undertale / deltarune blog instead bc its so perfect (and also im HONORED that u associate that with me 😭😭😭😭))

a crown and wand for you to wear to match the fairy queen mouse while you write the same kind of magic and comfort she brings!

a packet of magical flower seeds that sprout the most whimsical sweet-smelling flowers, with petals that are soft to the touch!

a hand-woven scarf in your favorite color threaded with shiny silver strands, like comets streaming through the sky (also i am SO late to say this but UNO REVERSE CARD re: your new years wish to me which is genuinely making me lumpthroated and teary eyed reading it again in AUGUST. you are the sweetest EVER. and also ive never played journey before but ive been interested in it for years!!! i'll have to check it out and/or watch a playthrough!)

a hummingbird sculpture on a long stick for you to plant in your garden among the flowers, to sing to them and to you! (also RE: your question about your vocal range -- it just means that you can cover a little over two octaves (the number after the letter is the octave it's in, and each octave is a span of c-d-e-f-g-a-b-c -- so your range starts at about halfway through the third octave and goes to halfway through the fifth!) i think your range is about the same as mine iirc so we can hum along with the hummingbird and all three follow each other's notes :"~D <3)

a golden acorn on a thread for you to wear as a necklace when we go to the bird tea party! (by the way, have you ever read the book ""until the last acorn "when the last acorn is found?" it's a BEAUTIFUL book and it made me cry reading it! i think you and the acorn people would get along very, very well!!)

a lantern made of jelly moonlight and silver foil stars (see: ilomilo chapter 4 :"~D) for you to carry on your walks through the dim nights (you can hang the stars in the sky, and they'll brighten the world and light at your touch!)

a copy of one of my favorite books of all time, "the ten thousand doors of january," which is so much about wedging cracks open into other worlds, and something i think you might like very much / resonate with too!!

a big, big hug.

dear anon: THANK YOU. for all these words and for being you. i dont know how i got so lucky to have you sending me these little trinkets but i will most CERTAINLY keep them forever. i hope you experience all the peace and love and love and love to infinity. may you always know and shine with the light you bring and the light you are.

[maulsoleum]

cant wait for you to terrorise tumblr full time

also our dms r always open! (we're the mootie that brought it up before n we dont wanna seem too pushy with it--)

giving u various trinkets n knickknacks btw (waugh we r tired skxjs)

i will become the ultimate dead dog once i have entire free days just to be on tumblr LMAO

also dw mootie you didn’t come off as pushy at all! i will keep in mind!

ALSO LETS GO I LOVE TRINKETS

[molluskzone]

im not sure what to do with my internet presence at the moment im not really happy anywhere i go but i still like posting stuff so im not going to stop that. but idk i feel the need to pick up and run away from my old main account because my new ones are so appealing which i knew would happen but i also dont want to do that because ive had them for So Long like literal years. and this includes my old USERNAME which ive had since literally 2015. but at the same time its just weird idk i feel weird still having the same name i did when i was a middle schooler. and the same blog and instagram and twitter. and i have two toyhouse accounts (i split them because i wanted organization) but now i get kind of overwhelmed when i log into my main because i have so many notifications i didnt clear. and i cant even LOOK at my discord because i have so many unread DMs and i feel embarrassed just looking at them and i also feel bad because im leaving so many people out to dry rn. but because its the internet it doesnt feel real to me so i just keep ignoring it (a fun bonus is that i end up accidentally ignoring my only 2 irl friends because we communicate exclusively through that same discord account because we all moved away from each other) and im just like waugh... i like this blog i like my new toyhouse i like my new twitter but i cant just abandon my other ones...

[deep-space-atomic-clock]

i hope the Oscar gets a dream-related semblance  theory is true because i can add more to my collection of dream associated lads..!

[shayminsh]

*bonks u with LISTENING TO YOU TALK ABOUT YOUR INTERESTS YOUVE GOT VERY GOOD INTERESTS (and cardboard tube)*

ANON ILY I SAW THIS AND I WAS LIKE "hmm i think ill save this for when i want to ramble about my interests since rn i cant think of ANY of my varied and many interests" AND THEN LIKE JUST NOW I WAS THINKING HMMMM I WANNA TALK ABOUT OKAMI BUT WHERE DO I DO THAT so now youre stuck here listening to me talk about issun!

dont click unless youre ready to scroll. a bunch.

issun,,,, thoughts. ough. waugh. woahoogjhoo. he's a punk. he has authority issues. probably an inferiority complex that he shoves deep deep down. He's been raised to become a celestial envoy. that's who he's going to be. shaped and molded into an artist from birth.

He tries, he improves, but he never gets the recognition he wants, the recognition he craves. His confidence tells him he deserves it, his confidence shows that he doesnt have to be STUCK doing this his whole life. I feel like being stuck is something Issun fears alot, actually. He needs to be free. He wants change when things arent going his way. He wants to be respected! He wants people to STOP CALLING HIM A BUG.

His entire character just- ough. The CHARACTER DEVELOPMENT. MAN. The first two acts he's crass. He's immature. He's demanding. But he doesn't notice, or else he doesnt care. Because journeying with Ammy, even if its scary sometimes, even if times are uncertain, he feels free. Is this what being a Celestial Envoy is? Maybe it's not so bad.

He's still hiding from that destiny, mind you. Its more of a feeling that he can't name, won't name. Waka prods him about it, and it Pisses. Issun. Off. Can't he escape that? He left Ponc'tan for a reason! Why is it still plaguing him?

When Ammy visits Ponc'tan, Issun refuses to go in. And I got to wonder what's going on while she's in there. (Asides from the hilarious mental image of him sitting on a mushroom arms crossed just pouting) Is he guilty? Angry? Scared? I think it's a mixture of all of three, tbh. He's so so resentful of- is it Ishaku? Is it himself? Is he angry that he couldn't just wait to find his destiny as an envoy? He had to go find it himself? Then he was RIGHT! He's RIGHT and Grandfather is WRONG.

I know i'm skipping a bit but they find the arc of yamato and just. JUST. FUCKING. ISSUN TRIES TO SEPARATE HIMSELF. AMMY'S GOING ON TO FINISH HER DESTINY AND HE'S NOT COMING WITH. I HAVE SO MANY FUCKING FEELINGS ABOUT THIS SCENE BUT I NEED TO PLAY IT AGAIN BEFORE I TALK ABOUT IT JUST IN CASE I GET IT WRONG

Issun's goodbye breaks my fucking heart. He's resigned to not seeing her again. It's like all this time he's been growing closer and closer to who he's meant to be, and now he's backing away. He doesn't want a stiff goodbye, he doesn't want an emotional one. He wants Ammy to STOP looking so sad. What does she care, anyway? She needs to go to BRUSH GOD things! EPIC WORLD SAVING THINGS!!

Waka shows up and. BITCH WHY SO INSENSITIVE??? YOU COULDVE BEEN SO MUCH NICER. But also I think Issun really needed to hear someone say that he had to face facts, you know?

Waka prods him, Issun gets angry, he tries to enter the arc anyways. I GOT SO EXCITED SEEING THIS PART WE GET TO KEEP THE BELOVED BUT THEN BAM. A barrier forms and Issun is repelled. He falls back against the dissolving bridge. Issun falls into the cold lake as Waka leads Ammy into the arc.

What was he thinking while the arc closed? While his best friend Ammy disappeared to go to important- life threatening things- without HIM? I think he had a severe case of fomo for a minute there, but he stomped it down. It's not like- its not like this is HIS problem. What does he care anyways?

......no. He does care.

THIS IS THE PART. THE PART WHERE HE ACCEPTS THE SIDE OF HIMSELF THAT HES BEEN BEATING BACK WITH HIS LITTLE BRUSH SWORD FOR AS LONG AS HE CAN. IT ALL COMES CRASHING DOWN ON HIM. HE THINKS MAYBE THAT DUNK IN THE ICY WATER DID HIM SOME GOOD. HE STARTS TO DOGGY PADDLE TO SHORE.

THE PLAN FORMS IN HIS MIND. I- FUCK I NEED TOSTOP TYPING IN CAPS

The plan forms in his mind all at once. What if the reason he was hiding so long is that he didn't know HOW to do what he was trying to do? Now he knows. He feels it in his very being. He needs a scroll and some ink.

FUCKING. DUCKING FUCK HELL. IM. GENUINELY TEARING UP MAYBE ITS THE FACT THAT IM LISTENING TO RESET BUT-

Issun has to move fast. He doesn't know when, he doesnt know HOW he's so certain of this but- Ammy needs him. Ammy NEEDS a celestial envoy, and isn't it selfish of him to deny her one? Who's a better candidate, after all!!

Susano, Kushi, Oki, everyone they know, everyone they barely met. He meets with them all. He MAKES them listen, he MAKES them see. Don't you remember that white wolf that came through a while ago? She made you a drying pole, she saved your dog. She saved and defeated the water dragon. She ate all of your food, she won your race. Don't you remember? She's a god, silly! See her here? She's in trouble. I need you to believe in her, so that the sun can shine on us again.

FUCKING. TEARS IN MY EYES.

I like to think that Issun knew the whole time how much that saved Ammy's life. Powerless, facing the stupid fucking evil discount mike wazowski orb and missing her friend. I like to think that Ammy felt the warmth of the sun, too. I mean yeah she IS the sun but- all of those souls thanking her and believing in her? I like to think that it flooded her body with a determined burn that woke her up, spread through her veins and made her seethe with a power to dispense some Divine Retribution.

..

I think that after everything is all said and done, Issun feels ten times lighter. Not only because the world is saved and Ammy victorious, but because he did it. He became what he had to become, what he was so afraid of. He conquered his fear. Would Ishaku be proud now? You fucking BET!

ough,,,, i just,, i have so many feelings over him and i would write more of them out if i didnt just write a THOUSAND FUCKING WORDS OVER THIS PINT SIZED LIL SHIT

anyways bows impressively and remember you asked for this <3

[scarabbai]

I forget if you've outed yourself to this account yet so #5 and #35 cause headcanons are always nice (for genshin asks)

CHARA YOURE REALLY JUST GONNA EXPOSE ME PUBLICLY LIKE THIS HUH SMH

5. The character you don’t have but you want soso bad?

If I haven’t exposed myself at some point before, here’s the time:

I FUCKING LOVE VENTI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Please. PLEASE. I would do anything for him, I’ve been waiting for this rerun since the MOMENT i joined genshin and GOD I have been SAVING I have been grinding those gems and I LITERALLY CANNOT WAIT ANY LONGER FOR 1.4 TO COME OUT PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE VENTI MY BELOVED I CANT DO THIS ANYMOOOOOOREEEE

I LITERALLY HAVE 18.8K PRIMOS WAITING FOR HIM RIGHT NOW LIKE I HAVE 117 WISHES IN PRIMOS AND LIKE 8 ALREADY IN WISH FORM PLEASE PLEASE P L E A S E I’M READY I’M READY I’LL SPEND IT AAAALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL

ON MY KNEEEESSS IM BEGGINGGGGG PLLEEAAAAAASE GACHA GODS PLEASE. PLEASE. SIMP POWER DONT FAIL ME PLEASE!!!! I WANT A C1 VENTI!!! I WANT THAT THREE SHOT BOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

MY BAAAAAAAAAARD MY BAAAAAAARD I LOVE HIM SO MUCH CRYING SOBBING PUNCHES WALL DYING

Coughs.

Anyways! On a calmer note, I also really want Klee and Scaramouche! (assuming he’s going to be a released character, that is)

Klee is so babey and ADORABLE and i just wanna hug her SO BAD and I missed Scaramouche’s event (WAUGH i wish i joined sooner) so I can’t wait to meet him again properly in the story!!!!!! I’m excited for Scaramouche bc hes an absolute rat bastard and those are my FAVORITE kinds of characters lmao I can’t wait to bully him and his stupid SHORTS HAHA GET WRECKED BIG HAT MCGEE

35. A random headcanon.

*cracks knuckles* ohoho here we GO

Bennett is the type of kid who speaks with his mouth full when he gets excited

Diluc can play the piano!

Venti is also well versed in the violin 👀 energetic fiddle GO

Zhongli physically cannot stop adopting all of Liyue please send help????

*BANGS FISTS AGAINST TABLE* TRANS ALBEDO TRANS ALBEDO TRANS ALBEDO

Childe is White™ and messes up his Liyuean all the dang time so there’s definitely been times where he mispronounces something HORRIBLY and people look at him like he just threatened their mother (which he mightve, but accidentally LMAO)

Being thousands of years old doesn’t stop Xiao from being treated like the baby of the family ALJSKSJSSKAJ papa Zhongli supremacy

Childe once mispronounced Xiao’s name while introducing him and now this random old lady from a tea shop in the middle of nowhere keeps telling Xiao he has “such a cheerful name” since Childe pronounced his name as 笑 (smile/laugh) and not 魈 (demon) HAHKANSKSJS

Lumine could and WOULD fight god in a mcdonald’s parking lot at 3am

Ask meme from here uwu

[noiivvern]

👻:👽: ☠️:🧑‍🔧:🐶:🌹

WAUGH hi :)

👻: do you believe in ghosts?

i want to i think its fun! i dont know if i do for reals but sometimes if i hear a funny noise ill be like “ hey whats up “ like if im just home alone. just in case. to be polite.

👽: do you believe in aliens?

this one for sure theres no fucking way there isnt. probably too far for contact or more likely theres just alien bacteria or something closer to us that we just cant find yet

☠️: what’s your biggest fear?

I WAS JUST FUCKING THINKING ABOUT THIS THE OTHER DAY i was like wtf im not really scared of anything and then i was like oh right bridges make me wildly uncomfortable. specifically ones that go over something like a highway or a big body of water and bridges that dont have rails. also i used to be terrified of escalators when i was a kid you could NOT get me on one of those fuckers i got in a lot of trouble at the mall once when i was like 4 because i threw a full tantrum and was just crying and screaming because i was so scared to get on it

🧑‍🔧: what’s your dream job?

i wanna work w animals but i dont know what entirely to be honest bc fuck veterinary work. something more like farmer/zookeeper would be better but i also dont know if i can keep up with that kind of workload lmao

🐶: do you have any pets?

2 cats currently Link(1) and Oscar(18) oscar is almost 19 both of their birthdays are in april :)

🌹: what’s your favorite flower?

HANGING MAN ORCHID 

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#800 Five years of BoloorSportsMania !!! 800 Blogs !! Time for yet another flashback !!!

Today has been a pretty eventful day for me. I happened to start blogging with the tag BoloorSportsMania exactly 5 years back. This happens to be Blog #800 as well, which is quite a milestone. I never knew that I would end up writing so many blogs.  It has also been 25 years since I excelled in XII (atleast for my standard, I would call it excelled) and joined engineering in BIST. It is time for some flashback. Year 1994.

It was an eventful year. Lot of cricket was played that year. WI visited India. India thrashed WI in ODI series. India were 1-0 with a chance to beat WI for the first time going into final test. India had chance to seal the series in 2nd test but just managed a draw. No team had beaten WI in test in close to 2 decades. India had chance to win the series going into final day of 3rd test as well. India had to bat out last day to draw the match. They had 8 wickets in hand. Winston Benjamin thrashed India in 2 hours before lunch itself. India lost a golden opportunity. Australia beat WI a year later thanks to Steve Waugh heroics.  Agassi had resurgence in tennis. He outclassed Stich in lop sided final to claim his 2nd slam. He went onto win Australian open early in 1995 as well. Sampras dominated rest of the season though.  My favourite Nick Faldo looked out of sorts in golf. Olazabal won the masters. Els won his first major in US open . Price won last 2 majors. He ended year as number 1 too.

Though sports is always on my mind,  my focus was on studies for a change in 1994-95 since I had to score decent marks to get admission in engineering. So it was a real struggle. Waking up at 4 AM , studying for 2 hours, taking a power nap for 30 min, then getting ready for school which was about 15 kms away, spending time in school till 2 PM, again travel back, grab some snacks and cycle for 8 kms for tuition class, spend 2 hours in tuition class, again cycle back home, have dinner, study for an hour and sleep by 1030 PM. This routine continued for later 6 months of 1994.  Even during weekends, we used to have full day tuition classes on Saturday and half a day on Sunday.  I used to struggle keeping focus on studies. I had no time to follow sports which took its toll. One fine day in September, when it was raining, I was travelling to school via bus. It was not seasonal rain. Bus was jam packed. I saw an elderly gentleman reading newspaper. He was focussed on first 2 pages. I was seated beside him. I could read some headlines of last page which happened to be sports section.  Agassi and Steffi Graf were part of the headlines. They were playing well. Former won his 2nd slam. Sanchez had beaten Graf in a gruelling final. These 2 grabbed major headlines 5 years later when they got married.  This gentleman who was seated beside me was working as a LIC agent (which I later came to know) somewhere near Marina beach. We met almost every day. He was a serious man. He never smiled at me nor introduced himself though we met pretty regularly. After a few days, he noticed that I had special liking for sports. He used to hand over last page of newspaper for me to read. That was my only source of sports news for Aug 1994 to Dec 1994. I was relived. Reading sports articles and news made me relax.

This pattern continued. When it rained in Chennai, it was tough to find out which stop was coming near by since  buses had thick sliders as window cover rather than glass windows. One indication was that when Panagal park was coming near by, we used to get fragrance of various flowers (jasmine, etc). That was an indication that I was half way through my ride to school. My school was pretty far off from home. If I managed to get direct bus it used to take 50 min, else  I had to get connecting bus from Panagal park which used to take 100 minutes. Post getting down in Royappetah, I had to walk for almost a kilo meter to reach school. I enjoyed the ride though it was a pain during rainy days.  

On December 31st, I met with an accident. I had 16 stitches on my face. My nose was broken. Doctor called it as boxer’s nose. It cant be repaired but it is harmless. I recovered in 3 weeks time. I prepared for XII exam at home only. Only relief during first 2 weeks of Jan was that Agassi won his 3rd slam. He was my favourite sportsmen during that period other than Sachin.  As I started going back to school again in February , I kept meeting that uncle again. He didn’t bother to ask why I was not coming all these days. He handed over sports section page as usual. I finished my exams. I did reasonably well. When I went to school for the final time to grab XII marks sheet, I met uncle yet again. I took some guts to tell him that this would be last time we would probably meet. He introduced himself as Mr Karthik Ganesan. He told he was an LIC agent. I thanked him for sharing sports section of the newspaper all these days. He smiled. He gave me some piece of advice. He told that once he completed studies, not to just focus on savings or earnings which has short term benefits. He advised to insure in LIC to have a secure future. I initially thought that he was advertising for LIC. I later did understand the exact meaning what he said. He was a nice man. I never met him again in life.

Once I completed my engineering and took a job, whenever my dad suggested to invest in LIC, I never hesitated. I even invested in LIC pension scheme later too. More than long term saving, I invested those for sheer memory of Mr Karthik Ganesan. How can I forget the day I saw smiling Agassi holding a trophy in sports section newspaper in Sep 1994 !!!

There are few events which brings smile to our face and few which brings warmth to the heart and mind along with smile on the face. Such events are called memories for a reason. Priceless !!!!