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When anxiety starts sinking in but then you get good news and you feel renewed and happy and like life is worth living actually
#echoes of the fettered#hell i even went and spent a bit of time with my parents bc i kept telling me to myself 'well i deserve to be happy'#and i do#anyways i also been thinking about a couple stuff. just passing thoughts#like how 100% as a hyperfixation is actually making me struggle in certain aspects of my life (mostly school) (but also just health overall)#and some other feelings with That Man (how i basically view him as a being above me in all ways and how there's a clear power dynamic(?))#(he's an idol he's a boss he's a father he's a god y'know the drill)#and also how that sorta affects how i view the myth hunt trio#ahhh been thinking a lot#but it's fine overall
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Today's bunch of doodles incoming:
A whole bunch of silly
#splatoon#splatoon 2#octo expansion#commander tartar#agent 8#dedf1sh#the professor#my art :o]#i'm shitposting :o]#I had the dedl1ft pun in my head for a long time and now it's finally here - you are welcome#I have been thinking a lot about the professor/judd/tartar dynamic lately#I will never get over the fact that they coexisted at some point...#depressing ahhh stuff man....#anyways I had an excuse to put Tartar in a cat related fit - you are welcome#I am poisoning the tags with tumblr sexyman Tartar™ >:o]#[edit: i forgor to tag the cats oh no]#judd#lil judd
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What’s the relationship like between Peppino and Fake Pep? I wonder what its like to be friends with a literal clone of yourself…
hoo boy, it's a very interesting thing indeed! (and something i'm WAY too enthusiastic about sharing my ideas about hehehe 👀💧) especially when the clone of yourself is completely different from you in morals, tastes, actions, interactions..... just about the only thing that's similar is looks.
that's not to say that Peppino and his Fake don't get along though! it's gotten... better since Fake Peppino first showed up at Peppino's Pizza and then refused to ever leave. at least Fake Peppino has no desire to kill Peppino any more, he's a fellow Peppino and that would just be rude! not to mention how he regrets trying to kill him before... but it's all fine now!!
Fake treats Peppino with a decent amount of respect, part of it just because he considers Peppino a friend now, and part of it being how badly Peppino kicked his ass for things in the past. there's still an awful lot of things Fake Peppino does that makes most normal people uncomfortable... Peppino included. making inhuman noises, hiding in cramped spots just to jump out and spook you, eating things that definitely aren't meant to be eaten... Fake's fairly comfortable in his new home, and while Peppino feels a lot better about him, there's still times that it makes him feel a bit... anxious.
seeing something that once tried to kill you and still acts very off sometimes, acting as if you're a dear friend and snuggling up to you like a beloved family dog, that IS a little bit... uncomfortable, to say the least. but at least things could be worse... Fake could still be trying to kill Peppino like he was made to do.
there ARE a lot of things that Fake Peppino does though, in attempts to actually benefit Peppino. whether or not these are ACTUALLY good things is very debatable. clearing out any pest that make their way in is pretty nice at least, but then there's the more... questionable things that Fake does to try and help. for example, Fake doesn't tolerate any kind of rudeness towards Peppino or his restaurant. he still considers himself a Peppino in a sense, and sees the pizzeria as both Peppino's AND his own, so insulting either of those is the last thing you want to do.
do NOT ever behave in an unruly manner, or say rude things about Peppino in his pizzeria. you never know who might be listening...
... or that it might be the last mistake you ever make. be wary while making your way home after that... there might just be something that's tagged alongside you.
.... it IS a little worrying to Peppino that most rude customers never seem to show up again... but maybe they just stuck to their word and left? surely that's the explanation for it... Fake Peppino does look rather well-fed today though... but ah well... at least that's less angry customers to deal with?
but see, Fake Peppino DOES genuinely care for Peppino's well-being now! and Peppino, though still fairly wary, is at least thankful that he's not a threat to him. so while it's not exactly the most comfortable life, at least Fake doesn't cause Peppino any trouble... not that he knows much about.
but it WOULD help him feel a bit better, if Fake Peppino's instincts would stop acting up from time to time. there's only so many times that Fake's "kill and/or eat Peppino" brain instincts can kick in before it starts getting real uncomfortable. but at least he's not ACTUALLY trying to kill Peppino... it just tends to be that from time to time, Peppino might find himself getting licked or gently nibbled on. a wee bit unsettling when it's meant to be a clone of yourself doing that.... at least he's not really eating you??
so... uncomfortable at times, but could be worse! Fake Peppino can be fairly handy to have on hand too, a nice helper for cleaning and keeping watch! just.... don't worry about where some of the ruder customers have been going... i'm sure they're just fine.
#ahhh an Italian Man and his Gooey Messed-Up Clone version of himself..... a truly wonderful duo indeed!! 😊✨#i... MAY have gotten carried away with this with my love of writing Character Interactions... it got uhhh a little long 👀#i have been having a lot of fun lately thinking about my Peppino and Fake's relationship though! of course not THAT kinda relationship...#- Peppino just sees his Fake as well... a weird family member? maybe not a brother that's too personal..... weird step-cousin??#he DOES still tend to treat Fake like a person though. he's not about to dehumanize him even if he IS pretty weird sometimes.#but he's learned the most important lesson of all over time... treat Fake Peppino with respect and he shall do the same!#you don't want to know what happened to the people who didn't show Fake any respect..... 👁👁#my art#pizza tower#pizza tower peppino#pizza tower fake peppino#pizza tower gustavo#also. *winks at the camera at me drawing Peppino and Gustavo lying in the same bed together* 👀💧#they were having a nice night's rest together.... until the resident Gooey Lap Dog arrived. 💧
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I got a friend who took an interest in me and I became interested in her after she talked to me, she’s shorter than me, writes things really beautifully, is more social than me
Me: omg this is so johnlock coded
#no but seriously#she’s so amazing#i think i’m in love#I love pretending I don see her staring at my face and smiling#oh wait#does this mean I’m doomed#that were doomed??#well I better not make any enemies haha#bonus: she has light brown hair and I have really dark brown almost black hair#and she worries about me!!!#she saw me eating chips for lunch and later bought me instant noodles and told me to eat better!!!#hey chat am I becoming Sherlock Holmes#ahhh I’m so in lovee#I made the comparison after I saw her writing#it’s really beautiful#formal and with a lot of fancy words and details#I love her#anyways she compared me to Amy from I love Amy#aaaaahh have you ever been in a friendship so romantic?#I mean it’s pretty normal but it’s a lot to me#I’ve never felt so loved by a friend#she’s interested in me!!!!!#she wants to know about me!!!#I don’t want to disappoint her#how to seem more interesting#johnlock#sherlock holmes
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Just pointing this out since I haven't seen anybody else mention it:
Notice how Hobie's already collecting parts for his own watches before they even get to the lab?
Look at him in the gif above and you can clearly see him pickpocket something from a tray from a bypassing spider-person!
I love this detail so much!
And notice when they get to the lab and Jess is no longer with them he no longer hides the fact that he's taking stuff from the lab (he even makes sure Miles sees it, probably to signal to him that he doesn't respect the spider-society and neither should Miles).
This also shows that Hobie trusts Miles more than the other spider-people already! Since he doesn't have a problem with Miles seeing him take all this stuff from the lab, but he hides it when he's around the other spider-people as seen in the first gif!
#AHHH there are so many details in this movie!!!!#I've been thinking about this a lot ever since I saw the movie for the second time#but now I'm finally making a post about it#I just hope I've made it clear what I mean#I've been having a hard time comming up with the right words to formulate this#but I'm going to try anyways#Hobie is so great and I love how much care and thought is put into him and his actions!#also I hope it's clear from the gifs what I mean#I've never made or uploaded gifs before but I felt like pictures couldn't clearly show what I meant#hobie brown#spider punk#across the spiderverse#across the spider verse analysis#my post#my gifs#please talk to me about hobie I love this guy so much
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Olga Orozco, from Engravings: Torn from Insomnia: “To Destroy the Enemy,” // Anne Carson, The Oresteia: Agamemnon, The Libation Bearers, The Eumenides // Rebecca Ferguson as Lady Jessica in Dune // Olivia Cooke and Tom Glynn-Carney as Queen Alicent and Prince Aegon II in House of the Dragon // Margaret Atwood, The Handmaid’s Tale // Wenzel Tornøe details // The Trojan Woman
Cassandra Devereux, Queen Consort of the Seven Kingdoms // Queen of Ash and Bone // Queen of Grief
#ahhh this maybe being my fav web weave ever??#these tags will be annoying but let me break this down#ok but queen of swords mistress of grief lady of tears - that is so her??#especially considering all the people who had to die for this moment#also her helping kill one queen and that spiraling to her being queen consort… yeahh#I put Jessica there bc I feel like her relationship with Paul is so interesting#I think cass and alaric would have a really interesting dynamic#he is her ‘band-aid’ turned her duty - a position neither of them have been in#I put Ali and Aegon mainly bc I have this vision of cass having to crown alaric#both Alicent and Cassandra being women wrapped in duty even if it hurts#then I like the idea of her being of the sea.. her mom an iron islands girl married to a riverland boy#cass was pulled out of the sea!#and to end I had to out a quote about Cassandra of Troy#Helaena is much more a Cassandra like figure for the obvious reasons#but I like the idea of our Cassandra being someone who can sense doom#it has riddled her life#whew ok that was a lot#web weaving#fmo aus#fmo k&q au
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ramblings of insane person
#i keep going back nad just typing on this when im watching lectures LMAO i don't even necessarily agree with myself anymore on all of it#it is 2024 and i have been thinking about hardenshipping all month. it is 2014 and i h#i can't even hide behind nostalgia though i played alpha sapphire early 2022 LOL this is just who i am#honestly though i consider my parents not getting me a copy of oras when i was a kid to be some kind of real tragedy can you imagine if i'd#had a 7 year head start. i mean i didn't have a 3ds until 2016 but at the time i would have literally sold my kidney to play oras#i love hoenn a lot though just bc as a kid most of the pokemon anime i would watch was dvds from the library cause i didn't have cable#so it was just the gen 1-4 seasons and i looooooved the gen 3 ones and the gen 3 movies soo much destiny deoxys was on repeat me and my#brother watched it like once a week i still love that movie. so i do have a lot of hoenn nostalgia. I LOVE HOENN. in all its square majesty#anyways oras are just such good games man so fucking good like they have actual spirit like it is not very often that i feel genuine wonder#anymore playing pokemon games but every time u use the eon flute to fly around and fully exploring sea mauville the first time earlier this#playthrough ohhh it does give me that feeling of like holy shit im playing pokemon pokemon is so cool i love pokemon#ahhh video james. long ass tags
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What if baby VUX (Patreon)
#Doodles#SCII#Honestly mostly speculating around VUX baby clothes#And casual clothes generally but especially comfy clothes!#I could've sworn I saw a set at one point of baby ZEX but I haven't been able to find it again ah#Reverse-engineering design from the military uniforms - I mean it's only assumed that they have tunics as only their upper bodies are shown#But definitely nothing that would impede their arm mobility! I imagine a lot of loose and flowy clothing generally ♪#Babies all tend to be in something soft and loose to allow them to move without catching ♫ Little infant gowns ah <3#Would a VUX baby enjoy being swaddled? I think so - like the full-body pressure of water!#I do wonder about VUX culture insofar as gendered clothing as well - jewelry is across the board so that seems more like a class thing#Lots of little ones here with tiny tendril or tail accessories hehe <3#On their stubby little tendrils! I already draw tails on even adults as being rather short but look at the tiny head tendrils ahhh <3 <3#I do enjoy the little headcanon of tendril length being an age signifier - or of having them ripped off frequently pft#But for babies and children they're have short tendrils they wave around all jerkily and inelegant#Like how human babies practice gross and fine motor skills hehe <3 Cute!!#Until eventually you get smooth tendril expressions - longer tendrils requiring the extra care in movement to express properly ah#The mark of adulthood and all that hehe ♪ It's cute! I like it very much!!#I do wonder if VUX would have baby fat :0 Or just generally be rounder and smaller and less realized in movement haha#Gave me some ideas for how arms might look depending on if the VUX were reaching or recoiling as well hmm#Interesting anatomy fun ♪#Cute little ones <3 Still some ideas to do with little ZEX as well! Since these were more general haha
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Uraichi Week Day 1: Time Travel AU
#uraichi week 2023#bleach#uraichi#my art#ahhh I'm happy to be able to participate in UraIchi week this year#i ended up having to greatly reduce the scope of this piece to have even a hope of finishing it#so the more obvious time travel elements have been lost LOL#i think about this AU a lot#it's a Ichigo+Kisuke+Yuzu+Karin time travel AU#while Ichigo and Kisuke are accidentaly on purpose starting a revolution in the rukongai and adopting a bunch of kids#Yuzu and Karin get to accidentaly on purpose start a revolution in seiretei
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Thoughts on Purgatory Day 4:
God what a fun day, and yet funnily enough a much more relaxed one.
It's gonna be interesting to see what the ramifications of blue's logout strat are gonna be because it's definitely going to be banned, but, from my understanding, blue used this strat to prove a point: that red's strategy was unfair.
Which is true, or at least I think it was true.
Personally, I feel like it was mostly unfair due to how difficult it used to be to get to global, but I feel like the admins have pretty fairly counteracted that and balanced things with today's introduction of the spawn portals.
Because with red's strat players HAD to physically travel to global and turn in the contracts within at least the last 30 minutes of gameplay. The portals now easily allow other teams to show up and at least put up a good fight, and we actually got to see how effective they are today with cellbit and charlie's assist they pulled for roier. If they had been just slightly quicker, green might've been able to steal back the win.
Which I think brings me to the other potentially unfair part of red's strat that I've seen be brought up which is that it isn't fair for streamers in European timezones/streamers who play earlier. Which is a fair criticism, but honestly I haven't personally been able to think of a way for the admins to balance the contracts around that without either: A) completely changing how contracts work, or B) unfairly punishing later streamers.
I think it's complicated, and I feel like the main thing that's gonna result from today isn't going to be them banning turning in tasks late but instead banning logging out right in front of the global NPCs. Knowing the admins, they'll probably figure out something I hadn't thought of and make the whole thing more fair for everyone.
Competition and lore wise, tomorrow is gonna be really interesting as well. A small alliance might be blooming between red and green and that might have massive ramifications going forward. That and I think (???????) that players might be getting their eggs tomorrow (?????). I know they described a period in which they had to keep them alive and the actual event ends on the 10th so I'm guessing they're arriving tomorrow. If they are, that shit is going to be crazy.
(Side note: It was also a delight to see teams casually hanging out more together today. As much as I enjoy the competition, I missed them all just chilling)
Overall, congrats blue on the win! Cheesy as fuck and they knew it but it was absolutely deserved! They worked their asses off! And green put up a hell of a fight! I hope they get their chance to win as well tomorrow!
#qsmp#soup speaks#it could be perceived that way but this really isnt meant to be a discourse post#i just like thinking about strategy and gameplay balancing lol#this event has been so delightful for me i love disecting possible tactics and ways the admins can make things more fair#while still rewarding interesting and smart strategies#because red's strategy WAS smart#and with the addition of the portals its a lot more fair and opens up opportunities for some sick ass skirmishes over global tasks#i think it also opens up a lot of opportunities for teams to get creative#because all the teams DO have streamers who log in later#even if theyre not their pvp heavy ones#off the top of my head blue has tina missa and rivers#and green has bagi quackity and roier#and not all of those people are the best at pvp but thats where creativity and strategy come in#id love to see blue team come running in with a bunch of explosives or poisoned arrows or other ranged attack methods#to try and stop red team or green team without getting too close contact#like AHHH!!!! i wanna see teams get really creative with this!!! i love fun strategies!!!!#theres so much fun bullshit you can do in this scenario#like god i could sing red's praises so much theyre so tactical and think so strategically its fucking awesome#their cave base made specifically so that it would be less detectable using cave layers? and convincing people they still live at spawn?#delightful#and shoutout blue team for the way they've let people play to their strengths#they caught on to so many good strats early on like moving their base off island and tea being the best food source#and god the way green really came back together today was such a delight to watch#i hadn't caught much of their pov prior to today but i tuned in while they were grinding to fight blue and it was so much fun#i hope them and red actually commit to the little alliance they've formed and try to secure green the win tomorrow#god this event spawns such shit discourse but also im so delighted by it#sorry for the fucking essay in the tags i just have so much to gush about this event kudos to the admins this is sick#qsmp purgatory#really putting the blog back in tumblr blog with this one huh
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just queued a lot of things and my fever is wavering at 40c so i think i sleep now
#if all goes well. this weekend i will catch up on asks because i am finally free from obligations 🪽#at least for a short while... work won't start for another couple weeks so :'D i want to talk to you guys again#dms will probably take priority for the obvious reasons though... thank you all dearly for your patience despite my inconsistency 🙏#between energy + travel + work/school course stuff... ahhh i know it's been months but i do genuinely think abt a lot of you every day :']#jestersvaguely
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Quick & Early
#T'Meni-bu#Movik#vulcan ocs#star trek ocs#idea I couldn't get out of my head v_v#T'Meni literally thinks he's the best thing since sliced bread and the assessment is VERY much mutual#they're both NOT smart and NOT skilled and a bit full of themselves but they aren't mean and they like each other a lot <3#bea art tag#doodle page#AHHH Here it is...god this has been in my drafts forever#anyway#nsft#'one dumbass and one smartie' is out - 'two dumbasses' is in !!!#bee doodles#[Things Normal People Say]: I believe in the romanticization of premature eja-#Movik: She is probably thinking about how I have failed her in even this simple act... / T'Meni: I am so beautiful. v_v
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I'VE FINALLY FINISHED BROTHERSHIP IT WAS SOOOOO GOOD!!!!!!!
#clai speaks#spoilers in the tags probably#ahhh first of all i am still astounded the game exists at all. we all thought m&l was done forever but here it is!!!#the timing of me playing superstar saga and getting really into mario last year couldnt have been better#i mean i probably would have played brothership still even if mario hadnt become a main interest of mine like that. but anyway#absolutely stellar re-entry into the series it did not disappoint in the SLIGHTEST#i think i 100%'d it? only thing i didnt do was finish that last dyode dance sequence but like its fiiiine#took about 50 hours i didnt get a chance to check my final time. really surprised that the game went that long!#i dont think it was a bad thing at all though. the game mostly didnt feel like it was overstaying its welcome#i did think lottacoins and the lower level solitree went a tad too long and i didnt like them but only a little. they're still fine sections#surprised that i didnt even feel like the sidequests were a drag they were all alright!#character interactions were so good ofc. love the new cast!! starlow felt a bit flat which is a shame but she also didnt appear much so#the sidequest where she visits bowser and he calls her chippy!!!! made me so happy!!!!!#all the callbacks were so good i'm glad they can still do that. yelled out loud after finding the peasley reef#docking points for no dreambert reef however. jail worthy offence#on reclusa specifically i dont have a lot to say about his character he's just your typical evil for the sake of evil villain#but i have to say i Love his design. the really exaggerated facial expressions and that clown neck frill. really fun character actually!!#ahhh call me childish but i'm never a fan of endings where friends separate but i like to think the second uni-tree--#--will allow them to link back up once its grown and can generate more connectar to do it#cant say if its my favorite yet bc recency bias is still too fresh but its absolutely my second favorite m&l game at least!!#i havent played paper jam yet i wanted to play the original paper mario and spm first. but i always hear its bad so??#brothership is at least on par with dream team for me rn. absolutely stellar game#i hope this means we'll get more m&l someday! i've already left a very positive response on the survey they put out#anyway. now to decide what to play next because i have a MASSIVE backlog of games and i didnt think this would take this long BJDHJFHF#10/10!!!! please play brothership immediately
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last night i actually got back into writing after probably a year? of not having any motivation to and it's so exciting but god i'm so rusty akfjdks
#its a fallout fic obviously dont @ me 🙈#i think i churned out like 3 pages?? which for me thats actually a lot in one sitting haha#my favorite part of writing though is going back to edit and embellish#i try not to stress about writing the new bits because i constantly go back to edit#like i know towards the end of last night i was running out of juice 😅#im just!! fallout prime has me so motivated ro write again i cant believe it#also because ive been absolutely DEVOURING any and all cooper fic they arent updating quick enough im too impatient#so i was like what do you mean i have to write more if i want more FINE ill do it myself#already mulling ideas and storylines and ocs ahhh#ill never pass up the opportunity to make new ocs ive already made like 4 new fallout ones 😅#picture a tiny hamster bouncing off the walls of their enclosure thats my brain for fallout rn
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i am always so violently torn between telling everyone absolutely every single detail about my tsams au and only giving crumbs bc I wanna publish the fic first and then be insane. it is the highest struggle known to man
#xero says things#THE WORST PART THO IS THAT I GET TOO NERVOUS TO WRITE BC IVE BEEN MAKING IT FOR SO LONG THAT IM ACCLIMATED TO EVERYTHING#SO IM LIKE AHHH NOOO PPL WONT LIKE IT BC ITS ALL BEEN DONE BEFORE (HAS NOT IN FACT BEEN DONE BEFORE. I JUST THINK ABOUT IT A LOT 😭😭😭)#DIES EVERYWHERE
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both of these characters are alive not even one of them is dead and if one of them was well it wouldn't be jason
#i had a lot of fun with this tbh#also i think tumblr compressed the hell out of it??#genuinely it looks like ive got bad eye sight rn#ahhh oh well#anyway yeah this was super fun and ive been thinking abt jason a lot#percy jackson#pjo#hoo#jason grace#art by cricket
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