#ah well hey ig hahaha

[cheemken]

Hey Knight I just saw the villain champion chart thing and I was just wondering why you decided to put the champions where they are

Like I understand Diantha, Geeta, and Lance cause they do be evil. But why the rest? Cynthia’s place really confuses me lol

Man idk bc I made that around eleven in the pm and my minds always out of it past nine jcmdnd hahaha

But like I did have concepts for it back then so hey hahah

So villain au Leon, he believes what he's doing is right, he thinks that hey since he's really the "no1 Champion" he should be the one protecting the weak from any threat, but ofc, it got to the point he'd really kill em and such bc why let a threat just walk around his region right? Also y'know, that thing w Rose threatening Hop and Leon finding out abt it, sponsor be damned he actually up and killed Rose bc why would anyone even try to think of hurting the Champion's brother? People didn't really question him bc ofc, why tf would they even go against the strongest fucking trainer of their region, and Leon was like really happy that people understand why he's doing it, unaware that they're actually terrified of him. A few did speak up abt it tho, and Leon did not take it well, he's going on how if they don't want him to make Galar peaceful, then they are a threat to Galar

Wallace idk bc my initial plan was for him between thinking he's doing right and doing it for the lols I'm sorry my mind really was so out of it last night I did so many questionable shit w my drafts here on Tumblr too😭 but like cndmnd y'know, he and Steven for this one, two Wingull w one Stone hahaha and like, maybe they would think the same way like Leon, just trying to protect the weak. But I also wanna say that Wallace also likes the thrill of being a villain maybe, bc again, my initial thought was for him between doing what's right and for the lols, and maybe he got that power to his head, especially since he does know how to make Kyogre bow down to him

I did,, mention that Steven would kill for Wallace and Lisia, and maybe he really went on w that, and hey he thinks he's doing right bc he's just protecting the ones he loves right?

Hau genuinely believes he's doing right bc ofc in this au the champions are all so out of it na rin, so they manipulated him to make him believe in them more, and they'd just tell him that what they're doing is actually right, even tho they're killing people

Iris is in between Dia/Lance and Cynthia bc I do think that the champions' manipulation runs that deep in her that she became downright fucking cruel. But like, y'know, she's enjoying it too, people looked down on her for most of her life, and now she's having fun making them kneel before her and finally realizing how strong of a champion she really is

Cynthia idk bc whenever I imagine Cynthia as a villain I always see her as someone who'd really be evil for lols, and doing evil stuff to get what she wants, like you catching my drift here? Hahah like I imagine her really just acting all friendly w trainers, but if smth did happen to them and they don't know she's there, she'd just watch and see if they'd be okay, she's curious if they're strong enough. And when she found out abt Cyrus' plan abt recreating the world, her curiosity piqued, and she just watched it all unfold. Altho w this one tho, I do wanna say that she did,, help?? Him?? Catch Mesprit, Uxie, and Azelf to create the Red Chain, and she told them that she really didn't care abt what's the whole deal on recreating the world, she just wanted to see all these legendary pkmn, and she did. Saw Cyrus die before her bc of Giratina, saw Gira and went on how powerful he was, and y'know told him that she's also a powerful trainer, and maybe if they work together they'd become more powerful than Arceus. And yeah, idk, even w the actual pkmn version of Satan she's not at Satan incarnate bc I wanna say she really isn't like Diantha who manipulates anyone or Lance who just kills anyone, rather she just doesn't care much abt anyone else and just likes the feeling of being godlike, especially now she and Giratina share a body, and she got Giratina's own power now too

[heavy-metal-axe]

-the anticipation is killing me

-these beats are banging

-HOLY ITSELF HAPPENING

-is my thing glitching?

-idk what happened there lol

-ah balls it wasn’t just me thanks squiggles

-WHAT DO YOU MENA YET

-well squiggles I really liked everything slimecicle. But I think we should remember the name Bart just in case

-this music reminds me of drawfull waiting music

-squiggles really likes frank. Maybe frank has importance or Bart ig

-bye squiggles! What a blorbo and a half

-IS THAT A BOMB STRAPED TO HIS NEVK

-DONT THROW TGE KEY U SILLY STUPID

-I lost the game

-jermba

-AA NO IM STRESSED IS HE FUCKIBG DEAD

-“I think I did ten thousand” JERMBA STOP

-cough cough I’m sick!

-WE GOT IT!!!!!!!!!

-I’m so smart frfr

-oh hey camera crew love u

-rats rats we are the rats

-RANBUS NOTICE THE FUCKING BOMB ON UR NECK PLEASE

-CHARLIE BLIMEE?!

-BUT HES A TOWEL NOW

-CHARLIE BLIME STRATE UP EATED THE KEYS

-JERMBA IS HAVING A LEASURELY TIME

-what is this invisaline

-HES FULL OF SLIME

-SHUT UP SQUIGGLES

-MY GETTI?

-okay so ranbus is strate up killing people with the mind control mask

-ranbus is straight up but not straight

-STO STALLING

-“THEY CALL ME LIGHTING MC EAT”

-Charlie slime is the funniest ever

-FINALLY THEY MENTIONED THE FUCKING BOMB GOOD GOD

-NO I SAW THIS ON TUMBLR ITS LITTERALLY A SAW TRAP

-SHITSHITSHIT

-he has so many wives and children

-SNEEG IS BACK

-oh there’s frank?

-WHY IS FRANK THE FUCKING CONSTANT

-not complaining

-is he fake?

-HAHAH HES SMALL

-HE LOOKS LIKE snow mister Hahahaha

-I THINK I LOOK LIKE GIGACHAD

-NO WE ARE GOING TO HAVE TO

-Austinshow gay hahaha

-it’s SNEEGs old hat!

-BAD HAT BAD HAT NONONONONO

-SNEEG is not coming back

-my auto correct loves to tell sneeg

-aw niki. I didn’t realize that was here

-WHATS THE DEAL WITH SNEEGS GETTIBG TRAPED

-SHOWFALL MASKS?!

-you KNOW I’m making one of those

-even jerma thinks that’s weird

-NEW CHARACTER ARC NEW HAT

-also when he was mind controlled he puts his hat on backwards pretty good tell

-I think her blazer is messing with her mic

-*crying violently* HEY GUYS WELCOME TO THIS NEWYOUTUBE VIDOE

-YOU CAN VOTE EVERYONE

-YESYESYES YOU CAN VOTE EVERYONE

-you can only pick two

-JERMBA U WERE TOO LATE

-IM SORRY I CHECYERD

-he’s LITTERALLY dead weight

-WHATS HE DOING WITH FRANK

-NO HIS JAW DROPPED AND SO DID MINE

-fussy.

-singing silly pop songs because I’m stressed

-coralline moment

-candy land core

-HIKY FUCK ITS WHAT CHARLIE ATE

-IT WAS A PART OF MOUSE TRAP

-I agree mouse trap is impossible

-FUCK I ACCIDENTALLY DIDNTSAVE

-NOW THEY R IN TGE DONT PRESS TYE BUTTON ROOM

-ITS FUCKING HOLE IN THE WALL

-way more then one person could fit through that

-SNEEGs gonna be like Kenny I feel

-I saw ranbus behind the chair ooooo

-flickering led = loss of snowfalls control

-THEY RENTED OUT A MALL?!

[orangelemonsstuff]

OKAY BUT FLIRTY!YUU BEING INTO MALLEUS AND CONSTANTLY FLIRTING WITH HIM ON THEIR FIRST MEETING--

Yuu: wow nice fireflies

Malleus: *forking appears*

Yuu: ooh not bad, they are quite the looker

Yuu: hey there handsome~ you come here often?

Malleus: a child of man?

Yuu: yeah i could be anything you like pretty face *wink wink*

Malleus: do you reside in that ruin? i thought that building is abandoned, hmm seems that I'm wrong

Yuu: yeah i live in the ramshack over there, but its a clean place if one wants to come over or something~

Malleus: oh hoh? how intriguing, are you perhaps interested in me in "that way"?

Yuu: yeah maybe i am, I don't mind seeing you more around or anything~

Malleus: do you not know who are you talking to? not any clue of who i am?

Yuu: well if i do i might've hit on a drop dead gorgeous like you before and it's not so often i get pretty visitors this late at night for no reason~ y'know what I'm saying?

Malleus: pfft-- ahaha!! how amusing you are child of man, very well, give me thy name of how may i adress you

Yuu: if i do will you give me yours? hahaha just kidding, you don't have to if you don't want to, but you can call me Yuu, beautiful

Malleus: Yuu...

Yuu: hope my name taste good in your tounge, i want to hear it more often

Malleus: *just stares at them with complete amusement*

Malleus: you really have no idea of who i am?

Yuu: yeah like i said if i know you before i would've taken you on a date or two, that is if you want to and if i could still take you *smug flirty smirk ig???*

Malleus: you truly are something else for a child of man, very well, I'll give you a privilege of calling me of whatever you prefer, although i just could not promise you what consequence it might bring to a human like you

Malleus: ah, it's getting way too late now... i should head back, see you next time child of man

*disappears again*

Yuu: awwh man, didn't even get his contact number... welp, I'll be lucky next time maybe even lucky enough to take him out on a date~

i love flirty!Yuu now, sorry for my dorky ass writing i don't know how to flirt wih somebody TT-TT

[stray-tori]

TPN Vol 13 (and some earlier volumes) Thoughts

I honestly thought there’d be more sort of... domestic fun times in the shelter with the dadsTM but Ig not, okay byeeee- (i wish i could be sad, come on brain)

I also just... they HAD to throw in that romantic sub...element before he died?? really? was that necessary? ugh. I felt like they could have done more of these flashes to the past earlier and then just reminded us of them here but... oh well.

Also Emma’s dreams give her therapy. I’m not sure if TPN is saying that these sort of visions are actually some sort of supernatural connection but I find the idea funny that Emma gives herself therapy in her dreams and just SENSES the timing of the explosion (again, weird “placing scenes inbetween other things that already happened”) - that was intense, but I just... I’m not huge on these outright CONVERSATIONS. I think for Ray’s hallucination it worked better because (and the german dub goes in on this even more) Norman just says things (even if a bit different) that were already said before, so it’s more of a.... coming together I guess.

That also kind of bothered me about the scene when Emma is passed out   in GP, it just felt a little “??”, thanks Emma for giving yourself a pep talk by imagining all of that. Ik she’s close to death BUT HOW DID SHE KNOW HOW PEOPLE DIED THAT SHE NEVER MET.

We kind of joked that since the eye necklace gives Emma that one experience on the water, it might be what triggers these things? but then again, it also happens earlier so probably not-

but it’s a fun little inside joke, “ah, there the eye goes again”.

.

STUPID KIDS- I mean yes let the kids be stupid sometimes but GOD WHY NOW, GO BACK- though ig if they had the mech owls, they might have easily found them again anyway. who knows.

How convenient that the randoms always died.

BUT injuries actually persist and are dealt with instead of just time-skipping to when the person in question is okay again :) Emma’s stab had no weight, it was only there for Yugo’s arc and was not dealt with satisfyingly for me hh...

I didn’t talk about this I think because I didn’t note down things for that volume, but hh idk, she seemed PERFECTLY FINE when she got up again, which was hard for me to believe... and afterwards, we couldn’t have gotten one or a few chapter(s) showing the things Emma recaps happened while she was out? We couldn’t have gotten some angsty panels with unconscious Emma and people coming to her side? come on :(

.

please get Andrew off my screen pls end my suffering, i do not want to LOOK AT THIS.

but also. goddamn. shounen manga, huh-

LIKE THIS IS EPIC BUT ALSO I DO NOT WANT TO SEE IT.

.

HAHAHA I THOUGHT THE ANIME CAME UP WITH THIS CONVENIENT DEMON NOM dsihsds, the manga executed it better (i will never get over how the anime cast just sits there like :o at the first time seeing a human being eaten but hey) but it’s still... very convenient oml.

Ray just wants to be burdened. the man wants to use his resolve to kill. let him.

.

Minerva time - obviously the secrecy is kinda ruined by the anime and by spoilers, but... idk... do people actually not find obscuring people... sus? I mean I GUESS the first time we saw the person with the hood, they also didn’t show his face SO I SUPPOSE it’s not completely unlikely that it’s just continuing to do that - but why would you not show it if it was actually James? He already had a face reveal. And the super harsh shadows on only him just look kind of awkward and hhh I DON��T KNOW-

As much as I like this scene as their introduction and I’m glad we get to see the mass production farm (the hug killed me), I also would have preferred them to omit him from it or just not show it NOW (they love their insert-scenes-in-hindsight stick way too much anyway) to commit to the “secrecy” approach for the audience. But maybe I just don’t get it. And I do like the scene so I’ll shut up and take it.

I will say... Barbara eating demon meat reveal in the anime... i liked that more tbh. Because we realize it with Emma and Ray and the way it frames the meat and her hate talk, it’s just MWAH-

Though they also have a lot more personality in the manga which I feel wouldn’t have hurt their anime counterparts.

I still pledge for a two year age-up for this story iduskhjds, it wouldn’t have hurt in general but also jsut because... imagining a 13 y/o dramatically pulling his hood off on a balcony in front of a crowd is just... not as epic to me as it’s supposed to be I think fuishdjs

And as much as the execution of the Norman reveal in the anime deserves to be dunked on and as awkward as the “walking up without saying anything” is... at least being in a demon community was a good reason to actually, yknow OBSCURE their faces and hide them naturally. I didn’t really think about this before BUT that actually makes a lot of sense and I like that more than the harsh shadow treatment.

I also always thought that the “Minerva” cover was supposed to make them come to him, which I GUESS it did, but he had his messages anyway (the way I thought it went was that he had no way to contact them, so he took that cover so they’d come find him eventually and stuff) and ALSO sent people out to find them so I guess it wasn’t the only reason - I suppose it’s also for other children/humans who know Minerva. I actually really like this element, I think it’s neat. I just thought it wouldn’t be this.... in your face and more sort of... not showing him at all until they meet him.

I also hope he actually told the squad his name is James, he’s just like a completely different person, actually sadssda.

I just find it funny to think about Lucas hearing some young soft-spoken boy, maybe barely being grazed by puperty voice and going, “yup, thats the same person as I heard on the phone with Emma :)” just. how. like if he didn’t think so I would have assumed he’d mentioned it.

Also another case of “we didn’t hint this, we didn’t show this off to the side in a panel (or tori is blind), BUT IT HAPPENED GUYS I SWEAR. HE ALSO GAVE IT TO OLIVER I SWEAR!!!!-”

.

I didn’t know about the mech owls. interesting.

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I find Jin and Hayato’s reactions to the group interesting. the group kind of sees all the GF escapees as holy or also as their rescuers sth because like, if they hadn't escaped, none of them would be free, etc. Which now that I think about it, is... technically not true ig since Norman could have escaped Lambda even without the GF escape succeeding so. HM. And ig since they bowed to them, I think maybe it's jsut "wow you escaped on your own, you're so cool"? I just wonder if they kind of began thinking that way on their own or if Minerva's protecc squad/Minerva kind of gave them reason to behave that way by talking about the GF escape or something... probably they just did it on their own but I'm just rambling.

or maybe they’re just impressed they aren’t incompetent.

.

idk if im forgetting anything but yee, here we go. I’m just being a judgy prick, I’m enjoying it (mostly bc our read is just chaotic).

[wychive]

𝙪𝙣𝙨𝙥𝙤𝙠𝙚𝙣 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙙𝙨

summary // you found your pile of ‘letters’ to hyunjin that contain thoughts that have never been said and decided to write to him one last time.

pairing(s) // hyunjin x gn!reader, hyunjin x oc, slight minho x reader

genre(s) // angst, letter fic 

warning(s) // mentions of food, themes of being forgotten, vulgar wording, humiliation, overthinking

word count // 2.0k

author's note // happy birthday @noya-sannnn​ !! im sorry this was so late hhh you know how i am irl,, but i hope you enjoy this! i love you so much, jane <3 i apologize for the many grammar mistakes gn. i recommend listening to iu’s ending scene while reading this! btw y/n/n means your nickname.

[10/01/14, 3:55am]

dear jinnie,

hi there! it's y/n <3 i hope you're doing okay - i mean of course you are pfft anyways, just writing this short letter (more like paragraph)  sort of as a venting mechanism? for things i cant tell you about lol  im not so sure how you would call it, since you're so much better at words than i am. basically were like:

hyunjin: ow a brain freeze!

me: haha brain go brrrr

anyways haha yea <3 it's 4am so like,, ill see you at school!

signed,

your loser,

y/n/n

[15/02/14, 12:34am]

yo heartthrob!

im back with this kinda stuff haha it's been a whole? week? since ive written one of these so like yes..hi! i just wanted to say thanks, for today. you really know how to cheer me up huh? you really outdid yourself by setting up that little picnic for us. congrats on making the strawberry cake so perfectly <3 this day will always stay as a core memory in the back of my brain. you're too caring sometimes,,, istg you'll pay for this [maybe hugs?] >:) 

signed,

your partner in crime,

y/n/n

[30/02/15, 01:29am]

jinnie-senpai~~

LMAO you hate me calling you that, doesn't change a thing though. hehe,, nways i hope you enjoyed your birthday present :) i got you that really cool skateboard that you wanted. i worked my ass off for that in my mother's garden so like,, you gotta thank me for that a thousand times :D nah jk, its a sincere gift, from me to you. i rarely do this for ANYONE so consider yourself lucky to have a best friend like me -3- also, seungmin is like….kinda the cutest person ever. introduce me to him pls, thank!

signed,

<your bestest friend3,

y/n

(p.s. you're kinda cute too,,,, ig,,, still stinkee tho)

[13/04/15, 9:04pm]

hey 'baby' (HAHAHA ihy for this)

i hope your day was okay! i didn't see much of you today (which was sort of a bummer but wtv) so like…. uh yea. you told me you were doing okay over text, which kinda surprised me because like?? we always video call lol this is kinda the first time,, but its okay, i trust you! (i really hope youre doing alright tho, i'll beat anyone up if they make you sad >:( ) you also called me 'sweetheart' today which was like…. omg wtf haha????????? that was so weird to me for some reason… a good kind of weird :D we haven't done those kinds of nicknames in a while so…. happy to know that they're back in session <3 i talked to the new girl today, she's really cool! like she knows the bean song on tiktok so like its a total win heh, ill introduce you to her tomorrow! you'll love her a lot

signed,

your 'lover',

y/n/n

[08/06/16, 10:23pm]

hey howl (hehe go back to that movie night we had)

this spring break sucks so much,, esp because youre not here (you still couldve brought me along :'[ ) but wtv i hope youre enjoying yourself. ive been hanging out with yeonnie lately and i found out she likes conan grey too like pls i love her sm. can we adopt her?? please???? she told me you guys have been video calling too and that makes me so happy!! you two are getting along so well aaa my precious babies </3 

what if you developed a crush on her? haha…..jk unless?? (no jk dont shes all mine, stay away >:) ) anyways, i hope the three of us hang out soon. maybe go to that ice cream parlour where they serve the best cookies and cream?  

signed,

your daisy,

y/n/n

[19/07/15, 01:23am]

peepee poopoo hello

heyheyhey!! (heh, haikyuu thingz) i hope youre doing okay! i mean sure you are, with everything going so well. also i feel like you're not telling me something. maybe it's just me? is it? i hope it is because you tell me everything,, we've been talking less these days but its okay! i know how busy you are, especially with your dad always bugging you,,

also, i think yeonbin likes you :0,, she keeps talking about you whenever we hang out. don't get me wrong, its not bad that she likes you but...something doesn't feel right. i feel like i'm being the third wheeler here and like ugh idk. haha laughs yea i think its just me.. im sorry, i didnt mean to do you like this,, anyways, ill see you soon + her too ofc- yall are inseparable lmao

signed,

your moonlight,

y/n/n

[23/07/15, 01:56am]

greetings, kind sir

lol more like mean sir but like aight KSKSK,, anyways,, how have you been? we haven't really talked in a while,, our convos are always so short with it being one-sided :/ i wish you were online more. yeonnie is ignoring me,, do you know why? i think you do,,, but when i asked you just said you didnt know. did i do something wrong? pls tell me.. 

she blocked my contact the other day and she won't even smile at me when i pass her in the hallways. its,, sad and stressful especially because she was the only one that would genuinely talk to me. i hate to say this,, but i miss you. us, hanging out like the best trio we are, yknow? but i dont think you miss me the same way. sorry, im getting out of hand. i know im just overreacting. im just gonna sleep ig,, good night! sweet dreams,,

signed,

your pink lemonade,

y/n/n

[25/07/15, 03:25am]

hi there

i heard you and her got together?? congrats, jinnie! im so proud of you,, especially because you never had even considered getting a girlfriend a few months earlier lmaO you really woo the ladies huh? anyways,, i hope you've been well since we last talked,, how many days has it been?? i would say nearly a week or so but honestly it feels like a hundred years,, considering you and i used to talk every day. but you have her now to keep you company.

keep this a secret but can you possibly tell me why it hurts when i see her? or when i mention her or even think of her?? is it because she's connected to you? but.. you're my best friend, so why? is it because i miss you? is it because im alone now? is it because you left me with a simple 'i have to go now,, bye y/n/n.'? im not sure either. im being silly, i apologize. ill figure it out sooner or later. sweet dreams, jinnie

signed,

your asswipe,

y/n

[25/07/15, 04:30am]

jinnie

it's because i love you. 

signed,

your butterfly,

y/n

[??/08/??, 05:??am]

you

i miss your lame jokes. i miss your smile. i miss your laughs. i miss your funny faces. i miss the way your eyes twinkle. i miss th way you would make me happy just by doing the bare minimum. i miss the disaster you made when cooking breakfast. i miss the night when you snuck me out just to go to that pretty lantern event. i miss when you would call out my name everytime we met. i miss when we would share earbuds in train rides. dont you get it, hyunjin? i miss you.

[??/??/15, ??:??am]

asshole.

please tell me that isn't true, please. you're too kind to do these kinds of things, right? + i was your best friend,, then, why, why did you hurt me like this. i didnt do anything wrong.. you couldve just told me you didnt like me,,, why did she have to tell me? out of all people. 

youre so pathetic for this,, i thought you were brave, bold - but youre just a fucking coward. i loved you, i really did. and i realised too late… im sorry. she,, i shouldn't have talked to her in the first place, right? i bet you knew she humiliated me, in front of everyone. of course you did, you were the only one that knew. you told her. fuck, i hate you so much (yet why do i long for you on a night like this?). you know how much that'll affect me and yet, there you are, laughing about it with her.

signed,

fuck off,

you know who i am.

[31/08/15, 03:41am]

ah, jinnie

please tell me this is just a nightmare. please, please. stop just reading my texts, please answer them. jinnie. i miss you so much. i dont care bout her, please just let me be in your arms. i dont care if you love me back, please just talk to me at least. tell me what i did wrong,, jinnie,, please,,, clear these tear stains on my cheek with kisses.

signed,

your fuck-up,

y/n

[15/09/15, 04:59am]

jinnie

why do i keep crying because of you? its been a few weeks since everything has happened. please, nothing has changed. i still love you the same even with all the hatred i have pent up in this stupid brain of mine. i wish i could just walk back in time, to where it all began.

when i first met you in third grade and you pushed me while playing soccer or maybe when we took those ridiculous prom pictures, remember those? i hope you still have them,, because i do too. i hope the pictures of us on your wall still hang there,, it'll remind you of the happy times. hm,, maybe you don't need them. 

you already have millions of pictures with you and her,, i bet you printed some and replaced those with ours right? sly dog. 

signed,

friend,

y/n/n

[04/02/16, 12:57am]

hey

i went to the park today and saw both of you being happy. it's nice to see your smile again. im sorry i didnt go up to you,, i just thought it would be awkward. when i heard that adorable laugh of yours, it made me realise that i lost something special. but it's okay isnt it? as your happiness matters more than mine. 

signed,

y/n

[06/01/20, 08:00pm]

dear hyunjin,

im doing fine here. how about you? gosh,, how long has it been? years? since we last talked to each other. i havent heard from you since. i would just like to say i still think of you sometimes, when watering the plants or dancing while making pancakes. sometimes i think you're here with me too, just being the pals we were. 

sometimes i'd see you out, just reading a book in the park or buying pasta sauce at the grocery store. it's nice to see you having a stable life. im not sure if you're still with her or not, but its good to know that you still have that large friend group. also! you're never gonna guess who im dating--

it's minho! do you remember him? the one that i used to hate,, uh yeah. he asked me out the other day- you may wonder how tf,,, i too do not know how tf but he gives the best hugs ever. he gave me the love i wanted from you. he stitched my heart back together after it broke,, i love him so much, jinnie..

it's snowing,, do you remember when we would skate on the frozen lake in front of your house? are your parents well? i wonder if your mother still has those earrings i bought for her birthday. i never told you this but your laugh and hers sound so similar. 

i would just like to say thank you, for everything. you were a big part of my life, up until now. when we see each other after this, we would just be strangers. maybe flash a little smile or give a little wave whenever we greet each other but nothing more. some memories of us would flow in every now and then but it'll just be a short teaser. well, i'll be going now. smile for me, okay?

signed,

the one that loved you the most,

y/n.

taglist // @/noya-sannnn, @crvgio​ , @neo-shitty​

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[erisfiles]

The Emperor

CHAPTER 4

IG - @kingsbtsffs / Tumblr - @prince13jimin-kingsbtsffs

characters : “The 7 Dragons” Emperors; Min Yoongi, Kim Namjoon, Kim Seokjin, Jung Hoseok, Park Jimin, Kim Taehyung, Jeon Jungkook. Ahn Y/n. Bang Hyunsik. Soo Jaemin

cameos : Prince Park Jihyun (Emperor Jimin’s younger brother) , Jeon Junghyun (Emperor Jungkook’s older brother, the general of his military, Jung Jiwoo (Emperor Hoseok’s older sister, his advisor), and Cha Eunwoo (a soldier of the Kim’s empire)

word count : 7.4K

Warnings for this chapter : mention of nudity and sex, mention of pushing and slapping someone, a boner, groping, grinding, palming, intense make out session, scenes leading to sex 18+ 

Rate : 18+ M

genre : fluff, angst, smut, action, emperor au

Author’s note: I forgot to mention their age……..

Seokjin is the same age as Yoongi and everybody else is the same age as they are in real life. Y/N is the same age as Taehyung and Jimin

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I forgot to mention their age……..Seokjin is the same age as Yoongi and everybody else is the same age as they are in real life . Y/N is the same age as Taehyung and Jimin. Also “The 7” is boring for an ally name so I changed it into “The 7 Dragons” . I know you didn’t read the author’s note ;) HAHAHA

Chapter 4

Y/N POV / 1st POV

          I felt my eyes flutter open, the beam of the sun immediately making me squint and turn the other way, not wanting to get up. I sighed, the heat of the sun on my back immediately making me feel warm in contrast to the chilly autumn weather. I sat up feeling confused, holding the silk sheets up to my chest, feeling chilly. I rubbed my eyes, trying to rub away my blurry vision. Looking around I saw no one else in the room, as I moved my eyes around the room everything glistened. The room was decorated with gold furniture, a portrait of the present three Kim Emperors was hung up on the wall with golden borders along with a portrait of their late parents above them, only with a slightly bigger frame. I looked at my friends’ portrait again, the familiar red string around Jin’s and Namjoon’s wrist made me smile, looking down on my wrist I admired the red string wrapped around it.

          The sliding doors to my room suddenly opened, startling me, making my grip on the sheets tighter to my chest. I looked at who it could’ve been, possibly Seokjin or Namjoon, but it was a stranger making me feel more frightened. The man offered me a boxy smile, and took one step into the room without closing the doors, making me feel at a little more ease. “My brothers have requested for your presence, Y/N.” I looked at the man again trying to read his body language, only to see a calm, honest man with a bubbly personality. Brothers?

          I continued looking at the odd, yet handsome young man. He grinned at my expression seeming as if he knew what I was thinking. “Oh! I’m sorry, I forgot to introduce myself, for like the hundredth time. I know you just came back from the farm the other day (referring to Chapter 2) after you and Namjoon hyung dealt with the lieutenant.” The man never stopped smiling, making me feel a little flustered. “Ah! Yes, my apologies for holding you back. My brothers are waiting for you at the pagoda near the lake.” The stranger then stepped back out of my room with a pout on his face, making him look even more cute than he already was before. “I never liked that lieutenant anyway, but they never listen to me because I am the youngest. Hmph. Whatever.”

          Before he closed the doors and smiled at me, “You’re very adorable, Y/N. Also, no need to cover yourself up too much, the silk is already kind of outlining your cherries. See you later!” with that came a loud shut of the doors with the sound of footsteps disappearing as he got further away from my Hanok. What just happened. Fuck, how can he apologize for not introducing himself but doesn’t even introduce himself. And my cherries? I don't even have any fruit in my room. What an odd, confusing man. A handsome, odd, confusing man. I shook my head still in the midst of waking up. I looked at the floor near the melting candle only to see 5 screws on the floor, it’s only 5am. I grunted and layed down again feeling more tired than ever, cursing Seokjin and Namjoon in my head for having someone, a stranger even, to wake me up.

          They can wait a few more minutes. I closed my eyes trying to remember the features of the handsome man that had woken me a few moments ago. I remember his brown eyes and the mole on his nose. I remember seeing a gold emblem on his bandana, across his forehead but my memory was a blurring everything but his face. Hm I wonder if he already has a consort. But cherries, what did he mean. Wait did he mean...my nipples?! I opened my eyes and sat up quickly, looking down seeing my nipples poking through the silk sheet. I gasped in shock, they were poking through the sheets due to the cold. That guy was a pervert! I scoffed, “Of course. Men only want to get in your pants this dynasty.” I got off my bed and started to put on my hanbok to meet up with Namjoon and Seokjin. I reminisce about the events that have happened for the past two weeks, wondering if Emperor Yoongi was waiting for my arrival. Bastard, he’s probably not even worried for me.

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          I stepped down from my horse and gave it to the guard that was in front of the entrance. I turned to the side and saw Namoon already in his armor with a smile on his face, offering his arm for me to take. I smiled back at him and encircled our arms together, my hand wrapped around his bicep. I chuckled, “Is this your way of trying to present me as your consort, Emperor Namjoon?” Namjoon laughed at my question, eyes disappearing into slits, “In your dreams, missy.” I chuckled remembering oh how I missed him and his jokes, yet intelligent remarks to everything. I frowned, remembering the event at the farm, now I am at the palace, today possibly determining Eunwoo’s verdict and punishment. I looked at him noticing his sunken, swollen eyes and skinny figure. A moment of slice fell between us as we continued walking on the way to the back of the palace to the pagoda. I cleared my throat, attempting to clear the tension in air, side eyeing him to see his expression only for it not to falter

“Hey, listen, I can convince Seokjin to let go of Eunwoo. I might have mistaken Eunwoo and his da-”

“The evidence was there Y/N. Don’t worry about me, I am an Emperor. I have no need to feel any sort of emotion for a tyrant who betrayed his own Emperor, his own people. I feel no sympathy for those types of people.”

          I looked at him, worried for his emotional and mental state. I stopped walking, my arm still encircled with his, startling him as my grip had pulled him back. He turned to my direction, I felt saddened as he couldn’t look me in the eye, instead focusing his gaze on something else behind me. “Just because you’re an emperor does not mean you need to lack emotion. He was one of your closest friends, someone who understood you and listened to your military tactics. It is understandable that the pain you’re feeling is something you choose not to show. Just like me, I know he was a part of your childhood too. We’re in our mid-twenties and we can’t run away from what we feel as people forever.” Even though his gaze was not on me, I had seen his eyes glisten more in the sun as tears welled up, witnessing him keep his stern, not blinking, refusing for them to fall down his cheeks.

“Losing someone...losing someone hurts but that doesn’t mean you should lose yourself as well, Joon.”

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          I continued walking to the pagoda, remembering how I left Namjoon based on his request. I stopped in the middle of the stone path admiring the flowers and the trees, also noticing the guards standing at their posts, except for one that was empty, Eunwoo’s. I sighed and continued along the path. I started thinking of what can happen if they had chosen to execute Eunwoo and his dad, who also happened to be citizens of the Bang Empire, finding out from the book of immigrants. No wonder they had always left during the summer, they would go back and then return here starting autumn. A war...a possible war between The 7 Dragons against the Bang Empire and the Soo Empire. I felt my arm hairs rise as I imagined the damage that can be done to Korea and the blood that will be shed if it were to happen. I shivered in the slightest remembering when my family and I had to move to the Min Empire from the Kim Empire when I was a kid.

          A hand gripped my shoulder, turning me around. I looked at the owner's hand and saw Namjoon, his eyes red and face a little swollen. “You cried…” Namjoon chuckled lowly, nodding his head, not afraid of telling the truth. “Listen, I am sorry. I never told you beforehand. I am so sorry. You’re my best friend, heck, I hired you as a personal spy for the allies. I hired you because I trust you. I should’ve trusted you, I should never put my hands on a woman. You’re my best friend before you are my spy.” Namjoon started tearing up again, except this time he had let his tears fall endlessly down his face, not bothering to care how he had looked in front of me. I smiled bitterly, remembering how he had harshly pushed me and almost slapped me. I put my arms around his shoulder and hugged him tight.

          “It’s okay. I know I have your trust. Never in my life would I trade it for anything else. Never. Plus, even if you did slap me, I would’ve kicked you where the sun doesn’t shine.” I chuckled, joking around with him to try to enlighten the mood.

“But I saw how frightened you were. I saw the fear, Y/N. I know that look. I’ve seen it before.”

I pulled away from him, cupping his face and wiping his tears. He leaned into my touch, crying silently, “You remind me of mum.” I smiled at his comment and pulled him into a hug again, letting him cry onto my shoulder. “I’m your best friend, of course I’m going to care for you like family. Don’t worry about me too much.”

“Ehem.”

          Namjoon and I pulled away from the hug looking at the direction of the person who had interrupted our moment. “I want a hug too.” Seokjin pouted like the man baby he was. I chuckled and shook my head walking past him into the pagoda, hearing him whine more as I just had ignored him. In the pagoda layed a round table with 8 chairs, unique with its own colors. My curiosity got the best of me, why were there 8 when there’s only 3 of us? I looked back at Namjoon and Seokjin whispering amongst themselves, stealing glances at me from time to time. I rolled my eyes at their childish behavior. Nothing has changed, I smiled to myself.

          I sat on the white chair, which was placed in between a black chair accented with rainbow specs to the right of me and a black chair with accents of gold to the left of me. As I sat down, I heard birds chirping all around me, flying from one tree to another, preparing to migrate because of seasonal changes. Ths red, orange, and yellow leaves dance from side to side as the wind is guiding them through the air. I listened to the whistle of the wind, imagining that the music was from someone playing a bamboo flute in mid-autumn. Hearing the leaves on the ground rustle my thoughts went to my parents, I felt worried as I have been gone for more than a week when I am usually only gone for a few days. I closed my eyes as I knew I was going to break down when thinking of my ill father.

“Y/N?”

          I stood up, quickly blinking my tears away. I faced the direction of the person who had called me. “Emperor Jimin!” I quickly went down on my knees, respectfully to him, scratching my knees in the process as the habok didn’t protect my knees. “Y/N…” I stood up quickly, the feeling of nervousness taking over me as I tried my best avoiding his gaze. I slightly nod my head in response to the call of my name, never have I wanted to run away from someone until now. “I’m still your friend, Y/N. You can look at me. You’re not a servant of mine...I mean, you do work for me as a spy as well, no?” I still did not look into his eyes, fearing that . They looked dull, lacking the happiness it had shown before. The guilt had almost eaten me alive at that instant, noticing the damage I had done to him. I’m the reason why he’s like this. I chuckled lightly to myself, the irony of it all that is. I’m supposed to be helping the emperors maintain the peace, happiness, and equality in this dynasty, but here I was standing in front of the man whose heart I had broken, countless times.

          “지민씨! I see you’ve met Y/N!” I looked behind him and saw the handsome stranger form this morning. “Actually, this is not the first time I’ve met hair. I’d say I know her fairly well. I felt the blood rushing up to my face as I remembered the words he had said, rather boldly, to me the last time him and I were together. Remembering the handsome stranger was here, I unconsciously crossed my arms, covering my chest as I saw his eyes diverge away from my eyes, looking downwards. I glared at the stranger, no longer being able to withhold my anger. “야아! 당신은 오늘 아침부터 변태였어요. 당신은 믿을 수 없군요!” Everyone’s attention was now on me, as I started yelling at the…handsome stranger.

“Namjoon!”

I saw him hurriedly run towards me, worry written all over his face. I hid behind the tall man, cowering with embarrassment. “He was the asshole pervert from this morning! I am not asking for your permission, but I am letting you know I will beat his ass one day! Just because he is good looking does not mean he can do whatever he wants”

“Y/N, I am not going to let you beat up Taehyung.”

I scoffed and crossed my arms, not believing what he had just said. “And why is that?”

“Because he’s the brother I was talking about that you had yet to meet.”

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3RD POV

          Y/N sat down between Namjoon and an empty chair. She looked around the table, the three Kim Emperors and Emperor Jimin, who was stealing glances from time to time as he was talking to the youngest of the Kim’s; Taehyung. Y/N looked down and wanted to cry of embarrassment remembering the event that had happened not too long ago. She had just met Taehyung who so happened to be the brother Namjoon and Seokjin was talking about, who so happened to be the youngest of the three. She remembered him chuckling at her when she had suddenly bowed to him the moment Namjoon had told her he was his brother, putting the pieces together that he too was an emperor.

          “Heyo! Hoseok is here! That’s right. THE man is here. Now, bow down, peasants.” Hoseok walked in the pagoda with a huge smile on his face, announcing his presence. Y/N chuckled at the silliness he didn’t fail to show every time he presented himself. “형, why do you always forget how to act like the emperor you are? Plus, where are the others?” Jimin asked Hoseok thinking that he would know. Hoseok shrugged ignoring his little insult, and not caring for where the others were, making Jimin scoffed but nonetheless slightly smiled at his older friend’s response but nor forgetting his rebuttal.

“I’m surprised you are early in this meeting.”

Jimin rolled his eyes at Hoseok, even though he knew what he had said was true, pouting in the end looking at Taehyung to say something in his defense, who just kept his mouth shut.

          “Sorry for being late! I woke up late, I had training with my hyung last night which lasted until sunrise.” The youngest of the allies entered the pagoda, his panting evident from running. He looked at the unknown girl, introducing himself. “Hello, I am Emperor Jungkook of the Jeon Empire.” Y/N stood up from her chair bowing down to the emperor before her, mentally cursing this dynasty for having so many emperors and empires. She stood up once again once she had heard the legs of the chair scraping against the wooden floor as Jungkook sat down on his purple chair.

          It felt as if time was going slow to Y/N as she sat around the table, surrounded by the most powerful emperors of the dynasty, though one was missing. Y/N looked at the empty chair beside him, wondering what had kept him late, who kept him busy. She doesn’t remember the last time she had seen him. However, she remembered the way she had made him smile once. She remembered how he had taken care of her, even though he had a cold demeanor. That’s what she loves about him, or so she thought. Y/N felt an intense gaze burning through her skull. She looked up and saw Jimin, the man she was in love with.

          Everyone around the table was chattering nonsense, leaving the serious conversation and issue to be addressed later. Y/N sat quietly as she was left in her own thoughts, snapping out of them when someone had called her name and included her in a conversation. The sound of thunder and the falling of the rain had interrupted their moment of joy. Namjoon, confused just like everyone else, looked at one of his guards, “That’s weird. I didn’t see a ring around the moon these past 7 days.” The guard, confused as well, “I did not witness one either, my emperor.”

          The 6 men groaned and complained how the meeting should’ve already started but they were only waiting for one more important figure. The crack of a thunder had made everyone jolt in their seats, the rain noticeable getting harder, the sudden breeze making everyone shiver in their seats. Footsteps climbing up the stairs of the pagoda were left unheard, the figure coming into view once they had stepped out of the rain and into the shelter of the pagoda.

“I apologize for being late.”

          Y/N glared at him, bowing down to him, immediately questioning him once she stood up from her vulnerable stance. “What kept you late, Emperor Min? Or should I say whom?” Y/N didn’t know why she cared, she knew she shouldn’t. It was none of her business. She saw Jimin from the corner of her eyes looking down, fiddling with his fingers. The other men’s attention now on her and Yoongi's eyes filled with curiosity. Her focus went back to the man she was questioning, the one looking vulnerable, the only person who she was never afraid of despite the rumours about him.

“I went looking for you.”

          Y/N’s eyes widened looking up at him, not being able to utter a word, complete in shock. “Yoongi, nice for you to drop by.” With the tone of Seokjin’s tone, everyone knew the elders had been impatient, being quiet as they had been waiting for his arrival. Yoongi nodded his head in understanding his tone. He grasped Y/N’s wrist, catching her by surprise, dragging her to the direction of their seats. Jimin glared at the two as they walked passed him feeling uneasy at the sight of them close to each other. Seokjin stopped as the two sat down, “Well? Let’s have the meeting start, shall we?”

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          Y/N’s eyes widened in fear, looking at the mapo laid out on the table. “Emperor Bang…” She was surprised at how far he had expanded his empire in korea. “He is taking land that isn’t his. He took a part of our land when we were kids, it’s time we take it back. It would be what father wanted.” Namjoon looked at Y/N, knowing what she was thinking. He looked at Seokjin smiling, “Seokjin hyung, Y/N can finally move back in our empire.” Seokjin smiled liking what the latter had said, he smiled even wider. “Or Y/N can just move into our palace! She’s one of you officials anyway.” Namjoon high fived his older brother, both of them smiling to the thought of their best friend permanently living with them.

“No.”

          Namjoon and Seokjin furrowed their eyebrows, confused.”What do you mean, ‘no?’” The man looked at the two of them tilting his head the slightest. Seokjin and Namjoon couldn’t help but stare at his right eye, where the scar was. It ran from the middle of his forehead eyebrow straight down to the middle of his cheek. His scar was not that deep, his right eye still perfectly intact. Nonetheless, Seokjin and Namjoon would never admit that they were slightly afraid of him. “Yeah, I said no.” Namjoon grew irritated by his friend, pushing Y/N behind him and taking a step closer to Yoongi. “What do you mean, hyung? She is not your property. You don’t speak for her.”

          Yoongi smirked in response, slightly chuckling at the man in front of him and his foolishness. His gaze shifted to the vulnerable girl behind him, looking down on the floor. Yoongi knew what was going through her head. “She is merely just not a spy.” Namjoon looked at Yoongi questioning his statement, waiting for him to continue. “She is also…” Y/N looked up at Yoongi silently pleading not to tell the truth, at least not when Jimin is here. Yoongi chuckled at her appearance, “...my advisor. She is needed more in my Empire, Namjoon. The people only listened when she was there.” Namjoon scoffed, in disbelief of his reasoning. “Ask Y/N who she’d rather be with.”

          All the attention was now on Y/N, making her feel uneasy and nervous, all their piercing gazes on her. “Listen! Let’s talk about that matter later! We need to focus on what’s important. Bang is expanding his territory into yours. We need to take it back, war may occur, who knows. What’s more important is that winter is coming. We will have less resources compared to any other season.” Jimin nodded, agreeing with her, along with the other people around the table. Y/N sighed in relief as the attention was no longer on her.Her gaze fell on Yoongi, in relief that he didn’t say anything further. Meanwhile, Jimin’s gaze had remained on her knowing Yoongi was hiding something about Y/N. Him breaking his gaze on her once he thought someone caught him.

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          “Alright, we’ll have another meeting tomorrow. I suggest all of you stay in the palace. The amount of rooms is more than enough. You are pleased to stay in whatever wing of the palace you feel is comfortable.” Seokjin concluded the meeting, the first one to leave the pagoda and into the palace, possibly to wash up and then go straight to bed as the moon was high in the sky. Everyone else had stood up and began leaving. Y/N stood up from her chair, ignoring Yoongi’s presence. As she neared the steps down the pagoda, so did Jimin. Y/N had felt a hand graze against her hand, looking down she saw Jimin’s hand near hers. He smiled brightly at her, interlocking their pinkies together for a few seconds before letting go. However, the man behind them was not too happy to witness it.

          Y/N walked behind the seven emperors, entering into the palace. “I suggest we all have dinner in an hour, my friends. We will meet in the dining room once everyone has settled in comfortably.” The three Kim brothers walked to their own chambers, with the rest of the boys doing the same. Y/N walked to her room, she stripped herself from her clothes wanting to scrub off possible grime and dirt she had gotten on herself.

          Y/N laid in the bathtub, candles surrounding her, illuminating the room while also giving her warmth from the autumn cold. She closed her eyes, feeling her body relax as she sunk her body further in the water. She furrowed her eyebrows, remembering the hurt expression Jimin had worn when he first saw her in the beginning of the meeting. She felt sick to her stomach at the thought of hurting him, hurting anyone. A few knocks to her door made her stray away from her thoughts. “Who is it?” Y/N wondered who could be knocking at the door before dinner. “It’s Jimin.”

Y/N thought for a while, hesitating.

“You can come in.”

          The door slid open, revealing Jimin in his hanbok, sliding the door closed after stepping in. Y/N didn’t fail to notice him locking the door. Y/N smirked sitting up in the tub, her long hair covering her chest. She grew confused as to why he was here when dinner was going to start. “Hey. I uh...wanted to see you. Seokjin hyung had told us to stay here for a couple more days for planning.” Y/N nodded, slightly happy that she will see him a little more often for a couple days. Possibly, she can fix her mistake. “Why are you taking a bath at this hour?” Jimin crouched down near her naked figure in the tub, his hand cupping her cheek, gently stroking it as they looked each other in the eyes. “Is it wrong for a lady to treat herself to a relaxing bath?”

2ND POV

          You stood up from the tub, seeing Jimin’s cheeks turn red as his eyes fell on your naked body. You got out of the tub, grabbing your silk robe, gifted from Namjoon and Seokjin, going behind your shoji screen to put it on. Jimin watched your figure on the other side, the candle outlining every curve of your body, your breasts, and your ass. Jimin couldn’t help but felt his hanbok tighten at the moment. “Fuck.” He whispered to himself, looking down at his boner.

          You came from behind your shoji screen, only wearing the silk robe which outlined your hard nipples. Jimin licked his lips at the sight of you, not caring if you saw his boner. You walked towards him, swaying your hips on purpose, smirking as soon as you saw his boner, but deciding to tease him further. “What did you come here for?” You put your hands on his chest, guiding him to sit down on your bed. Once he sat down, his eyes traced back to the outline of your nipples, lickig his lips once again. You looked at his tongue, peeking out his lips, then gliding it against his thick, plump lips. The sight of his red tongue, making you wetter by the second. “Hey! My eyes are up here.” You snapped your fingers in front of his face, snapping him out of his trance.

          Jimin unconsciously put his hands on your hips pulling you closer, placing you in between his legs. “Yeah, I know. But I couldn’t help but stare at you.” Y/N felt flustered, avoiding his gaze as he took his lips in between his teeth, biting down on them. His hands roamed up to your waist, his hands still going up until his hands grazed against the sides of your breasts. You shivered at his touch, enjoying it as you have not seen him in weeks. He leaned closer,looking into your eyes as he kissed your exposed cleavage. You sighed in satisfaction and threw your head back, running your hands through his hair gently.

          Jimin hugged you by the waist, encircling his arms around you, resting his chin on your chest while staring up at you. “I’ve missed you.” You looked down on him with adoration in your eyes, feeling your heart flutter mumbling, “I’ve missed you more.” He caressed your back, his attention now on your protruding lips. You noticed his gaze focusing on your lips, you looked at his lips in return having the sudden urge to kiss him, to feel him.

You felt him pulling you even closer, you felt his breath fan over your lips, closing your eyes, you waited for him to make the first move.

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          His soft lips then came into contact with yours softly. Your lips moving sync with another, savoring the moment that both of you have been longing for, craving each other's touch. You felt his wet muscle slight graze against your bottom lip, asking for entrance. Your lips staying shit, teasing him. His right hand sliding down to your ass, his left sliding to the form of your body and up to your right boob, squeezing them at the same time making you gasp. He used this opportunity to slide his tongue in your mouth. He took your bottom lip in between his, sucking on it. He grabbed your jaw, holding your mouth open as he slid his tongue in, you closed your mouth around his wet muscles and sucked on it, going up and down, making him groan, imagining how you would suck in his cock. Tongues swirling against each other, making you moan, feeling clit pulsating by the second, longing for him to touch you there.

          You broke the kiss, saliving connecting the both of you from your kiss. You looked into his eyes, seeing love and lust, his delicious thick lips even more swollen than before. Grabbing the sides of his face, you pecked his lips lightly giggling, making him giggle as well. You straddled his lap capturing his lips in a kiss once again. You felt his hands creep down to your ass, squeezing them, receiving a moan from you. You broke the short kiss, pushing him down on the silk sheets, smashing your lips on his, forcing your tongue inside his mouth wanting to be the dominant one straddling him once more. His hands went up and down your sides, caressing your waist, squeezing it once in a while.

          You broke away from his lips, trailing your kisses to his jaw down to the space to where his neck and shoulder meet. You kissed his pulmonary vein, licking from the base of his neck to his jaw line receiving a loud groan from him. You sucked and bit on his neck, his hands squeezing your hips as he hissed in pleasure and in pain. His hands grabbing the hem of your robe pulling them up until it was up to your waist, revealing your ass and your pussy. You continued painting his neck, his boner poking your inner thigh. You moved your hips down, grinding hard against his boner, you sighed in pleasure as your clit caused friction against his hanbok, which also happened to be made of silk.

          “Fuck, baby. Do that again.” He quietly groaned against your neck. You sucked on his neck harder, humming against it as you grinded on his cock once again, your clit grinding against the fabric of his clothes, you felt yourself shiver from the immense pleasure you were feeling, moaning louder as he grinded up against your clit. He suddenly put his hands on your shoulders, softly pushing you away. He pushed you down on the mattress, him now on top of you. Looking at your messed up state, he chuckled. Seeing your swollen lips, ches going up and down as you tried to get your breathing even, still affected from the makeout session and sucking in his sweet neck.

          He took off his vest, unbuttoning the traditional long sleeve, leaving him shirtless before you. The candles outlining his chest and his fit stomach making you lick your lips in anticipation. He grabbed your legs, putting them around his hips, your legs automatically locking him in. He untied your robe, pulling them to the side, revealing your breasts. His mouth watered at the sight, completely appalled by your beauty. He leaned down giving you a hard kiss, holding your arms above your head with one hand as he kissed down your chest.

          You looked down at him, seeing him kiss your breast, sucking on it, painting it with his hickeys. You whined as he kept kissing around your nipple, being impatient. He kept teasing you until you felt him grope your breast and lick a stripe against your nipple, moaning in satisfaction. You looked down on him devouring your nipple, feeling yourself get wet by the sight, grinding up against him, feeling the outline of his hard cock making you want more. He chuckled in satisfaction before abusing your other nipple, licking, sucking, nibbling on it while keeping his eyes on you, alternating between each breast. He loves it. He loves you writhing under his body in complete satisfaction.

          He pulled away from your nipple with a pop, leaning away from you, your faces only inches away from each other, as your eyes were focused on him waiting for his next move. “What do you say princess? Do you want to go even further?” With a quiet whimper, you nodded your head, your mind fuzzy, not focused on anything but wanting to feel his body against yours. Jimin chickled, slightly grinding against you making you moan, your eyebrows furrowed, your teeth biting down on your bottom lip.

          Jimin dipped down, putting his tongue in your wet cavern, absolutely enjoying the taste of your mouth on his. He hummed against your lips, his legs adjusting your legs around his waist before painfully grinding up and down slowly against your pussy, steadying your position with your hands on his shoulder.. Jimin smirked seeing you enjoying it, looking down he saw a wet patch against his pants. “It seems like you're already dripping, princess. You stained my pants.” You felt your face heat up, his grinding did not stop. You slightly smirked, your hands travelled down his body

          You dipped your hands in his pants, gripping his hard cock in your hands. With lidded eyes, he groaned feeling your cold hands around him. Jimin slightly smirked in return, trailing his hands down to your pulsating clit. You started to rub your hands up and down, your thumb running over the slit of his cock. “Fuck, princess. Just how I like it. Don’t you ever leave my sight ever again.” Jimin ran his fingers down your slit, collecting your witness on the tip of his fingers, lightly brushing against your clit making you moan lightly. He looked into your eyes as he brought his hands up and in his mouth, licking your wetness from his mouth, groaning in satisfaction as he tasted you. He took off his pants, leaving him completely naked before you, his tattoo on his right rib cage visible to your eyes, making him look even more sexy.

          He took your hands away from his cock, intertwining your hands with his and raising them above your head once again. He captured your swollen lips in a passionate kiss, licking, sucking and biting on your lips and tongue. He grinded his swollen tip on your clit making the both of you moan and groan in pleasure. You felt his pace going from slow and light to fast and hard. You felt every vein on his cock, now lubricated by your juices. He hid his face in your neck, biting down on your neck quieting his sounds of pleasure. You covered your mouth with your right hand, your left scratching his back not being able to take the feeling pleasure from something so simple.

          He stopped grinding, making you confused. He took his face away from your neck, looking into your eyes. He kissed you once again, holding your jaw open with his mouth, he spit in your mouth and slid his tongue in your mouth, both of you fighting for dominance. You suddenly moaned against his lips as you felt him push his tip in your entrance, his thumb slowly circling your clit, making you want to cry out in pleasure. “Fuck, beautiful. You’re so wet, I can probably slide right in. I love you so much.” You looked at him above you, grabbing his face, you pulled him into a kiss as he pushed himself deeper into you, his tip hitting you cervix, scratching his back in the process, receiving a loud groan from him against your lips. You pulled away, his face only centimeters away from you, mumbling, “I love you, Jimin.”

          Jimin pulled his cock out of your dripping pussy, only letting the tip stay in. He slid all the way back in, hitting your cervix once again as he sucked on you nipples. Your eyes welled up with tears from the immense pleasure he was giving you, moaning against your hand, your eyes rolling to the back of your head as you arched your back.

*knock*knock*

You and Jimin looked at each other in surprise, thinking that both of you were just hearing things.

“Y/N, it’s Yoongi. It’s time to eat dinner.”

          You were going to respond but suddenly felt Jimin sliding in and out of you, his pace getting faster by each thrust, making you a moaning mess. “You heard him, princess. You better respond while I’m fucking you. Or else, I’ll stop and leave you chasing your orgasm.” You whimpered, “Y-yes, Emper-ror Min. I’ll-fuck-be right o-out.” You heard his footsteps getting quieter and quieter as he walked away from your room. “Fuck fuck...right there, baby. Your cock feels so good.” You cried, and arched your back, moaning loudly as you felt your climax getting closer. You were drenched in sweat, lips swollen, stomach coiling, eyes rolling back as you couldn’t hold your profanities in. Jimin groaned loudly, his climax approaching as well. “Yeah? You like my cock ramming inside of you, hitting your g-spot? Look at you, cock slut. Taking in my cock so well every time.”

          The room was filled with sounds of your skin slapping against each other and both of your moans and groans. You felt the rhythm of his thrust get messy as he was nearing his edge. He put his lips against yours in a messy kiss. “Jimin...baby, right there. I’m c-cumm-ing.” Jimin began circling your clit in figure eights, your coil snapping, feeling your walls clench tight around his cock, feeling his pulsating veins, your body shaking from your strong climax. You feel yourself getting sensitive as Jimin continues to thrust deep into you. Cumming with a groan and a snap of his hips, feeling you clench your walls, milking him.

          He fell on top of you, no longer being able to hold his own weight above you. Both of your chests moving up and down trying to catch each other’s breath. Jimin finally pulled out of you after a few minutes of just relaxing, wincing in the process from your sensitivity. Jimin leaned down to kiss you, mumbling against your lips, “I love you, baby. But now it’s time to eat dinner so no one gets suspicious.” He pecked your lips before getting dressed. He made his way to the door, pouting as he didn’t see you follow him.

SMUT STOPS HERE

          You got off the bed, tying your robe again. You felt your legs wobble as you made your way to him, Jimin chuckling the effect he has on you. You pecked his lips multiple times before hugging him, enjoying having his arms around you. You fixed his post-sex hair, giggling to yourself. “Alright, I’ll see you in a few minutes.” Jimin bent down to your height and pecked your lips, not getting enough he slid his tongue in your mouth again.

          Pulling away from the kiss Jimin looked into your eyes and said, "아침에 널 무릎 꿇게 할 수 있는 건 나뿐이라는 걸 잊지 마. 무슨 말인지 알겠지."* Jimin smirked at you, your cheeks heating up from his statement. You slapped his chest making him throw his head back in laughter. He looked into your eyes, his smile slowly disappearing. You looked at him worried you did something wrong, worried that he realized maybe that what you two were doing is wrong.

           “나를 절대 잊지 마. 왜냐하면 당신이 그의 것이라도 나는 항상 당신을 사랑할 것이기 때문이다.”* Your eyes teared up, throwing your hands around him, hugging him tight. You did not want to accept reality, when did anyone ever want to? Jimin hugged you back tighter, holding you against his chest, pecking your hair and breathing in your scent. Something he can never get over. He pulled back from the hug, holding your face in his hands, frowning on seeing your teary eyes.

          “하지만 내가 널 다시 내 것으로 만들 테니 걱정하지 마. 난 널 너무 사랑해”* At that moment your tears had fallen down from your eyes. Jimin wiped your tears, pulling you back into his embrace, whispering sweet nothings to your ear to help you calm down.

          After a few minutes, with a smile, one had walked away, only, you were the one being left behind this time. You sighed feeling a sudden burst of emotion with Jimin’s words, standing in front of her door ajar. You slid the door close only for a hand to slide it back open again catching you by surprise. Your eyes widened as you saw Yoongi leaning on the frame with his arms crossed, his figure towering over yours.

          Yoongi noticed your disheveled look, something he had already seen before. He smirked, stepping into your room, stepping back in fear that you and Jimin had been caught. He scoffed looking at you who was afraid to look into his eyes not knowing what changed for you to fear him. Yoongi grabbed your jaw, forcing you to look into his eyes. “I don’t want you anywhere near Jimin anymore, do you understand? The purpose of your job isn’t for you to whore around, Y/N. Go dress up in your hanbok. It’s time for dinner.” Your eyes filled with tears, never has he ever called you a “whore.” You feared what he could do to Jimin. You’ve seen what he can do to people and it was something you didn’t want to witness happening to Jimin, a person you’re in love with.

           Yoongi noticed your tears cascading down your blushing cheeks, your flustered appearance slightly satisfying him as you looked vulnerable in front of him. He caressed your cheek before leaving a kiss on them, making you flinch. Yoongi growled, slightly pushing you away from him, not satisfied with your response to his kiss. He had made his way to exit the room, pausing before he had made his way completely out the doorway, he turned around looking at you with cold eyes. He made his way towards you in large strides, pulling on your arm, bringing his mouth near your ear whispering the truth you were glad he did not reveal in front of the others.

“And don’t forget the day you oathed yourself to me…,my beautiful consort.”

FOOTNOTES

나를 절대 잊지 마. 왜냐하면 당신이 그의 것이라도 나는 항상 당신을 사랑할 것이기 때문이다 - Never forget me, because I will always love you, even if you are his.

아침에 널 무릎 꿇게 할 수 있는 건 나뿐이라는 걸 잊지 마. 무슨 말인지 알겠지 - Don't forget that I'm the only one who can make you kneel in the morning. You know what I mean.

하지만 내가 널 다시 내 것으로 만들 테니 걱정하지 마. 난 널 너무 사랑해- But i’ll make you mine again, so don’t worry. I love you so much

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[jumukus]

A3! Event: Re: Tag Match Halloween Episode 9 Translation

Muku and Haruto are on their way to save Tsumugi and Shifuto.

Muku: Tsumugi-san, Shifuto-kun…!

Haruto: That guy is surprisingly fast…!

Actor A: Oh, great timing! Hey, you, vampire and werewolf, have an Etude Battle with us!

Muku: What!?

S-Sorry! We're not a pair…

Haruto: We're in a hurry.

Actor B: What? Running away?

Actor A: They're probably getting cold feet knowing they can't win against us.

Haruto: Haaah? No way.

Actor A: Let's battle it out, then!

Haruto: So annoying! I've told you we're in a hurry--.

???: Hold it right theeeere!

Muku: !

Citron: Let us be your opponent! What's your call!?

Haruto: Y'all…

Sakuya: Kumon-kun told us what's going on. Just go, guys! We'll take them on.

Muku: Thank you, Sakuya-kun, Citron-sama!

Actor B: Heh, so you're gonna replace them?

Citron: That's right.

Let's begin. Sakuya, show him how serious Ghossie is!

Sakuya: G-Ghossie…???

***

Citron: "Hehehe. What kind of trick should I pull this Halloween… I'm gonna surprise a lot of kids!"

Sakuya: "Don't do that! Since this is Halloween, we have to have fun and get along with everyone."

Citron: "Don't be like that. I've come up with a super interesting trick, you see."

"Curious much? Lend me your ear."

Sakuya: "?"

Citron: "So you see…. Pretend we're having a secret conversation and take this!!"

Sakuya: "Whoa!? H-Hold o… Hahahaha! It tickles! Hahahaha!"

"G-Geez! What are you doing?"

Citron: "Hahaha! How's that!? You didn't see it coming, did you!?"

"Hey, do you have any interesting tricks you can come up with?"

Sakuya: "Hmm… I want to pull a trick that can make everyone happy."

"Like… surprising them with marshmallows and cakes!"

Citron: "I see~. Let me give you this marshmallow, then."

Sakuya: "Eh, you sure? Thanks! I'm digging in."

"!? S-So spicy~~!!"

Citron: "Ahahaha! It's a surprisingly hot marshmallow!"

***

Child A: Ahahaha! So funny!

Child B: The kind ghost is so cute~!

Child C: Here you go, ghosts, your candies!

Sakuya: Thanks!

Actor A: Darn it, we lose…

Actor B: While it was frustrating… I've gotta admit that was such a great battle. Just as the rules state, take our candies.

Citron: Thanks!

We've fulfilled our duty.

Sakuya: Yes…! Now we've only gotta pray Tsumugi-san and the others are safe…

Haruto: They should be here…

Forest Gramps: Oh my?

Muku: Forest Gramps!

Forest Gramps: Why are you two in such a hurry?

Muku: Sorry, I don't know how to explain this well but… Is there a place here that can be used to hold someone captive?

Forest Gramps: A place to hold someone captive? Hmm, all the attractions here are placed outside, though…

Besides the ones here, we only have a warehouse.

Haruto: ...That's it!

Muku: Can you show us the way to the warehouse…!?

Forest Gramps: Sure. Over here.

***

Haruto: There's a lot of things placed in front of the door.

Forest Gramps: Since when did this happen… I don't remember having these things here this afternoon.

Muku: We need to take them away and open the door quickly! Heave-ho…!

Haruto: Guess we've got no choice here.

Forest Gramps: Let me help you out!

Muku: Tsumugi-san…! I finally found you!

Tsumugi: Muku-kun…!

I believe you'd come to find us. Thank you.

Haruto: *sighs*... How the hell did you let yourself be kidnapped?

Shifuto: No, it's just, I was careless.

Muku: I'm glad both of you are safe. Let's get out of here first.

Tsumugi: Puck-kun and Jay-san were the ones locking us up.

I saw them replenishing their sweets themselves without performing an Etude…

I met eye contact with Jay-san back then. He probably locked me up here to silence me.

It was quite crowded, so I ended up getting caught easily without you noticing, Muku-kun. I'm so sorry.

Muku: You shouldn't apologize for that, Tsumugi-san!

Shifuto: I saw Jay-san dragging Tsumugi-san around.

It looked kind of alarming, like--it'd be bad if I don't help him. So I chased after them…

But I ended up getting locked up too.

Haruto: Idiot! Tell me first if you're going to chase them!

Tsumugi: But we're saved because of Shifuto-kun's IG Live…

Haruto: Tsukioka, this is our problem. Be quiet.

Tsumugi: Ugh...okay.

Haruto: Why did you choose to hold a livestream, anyway? You could have just video called me via LIME.

Tsumugi: Oh. Y-You're right…! You can make a video call through LIME.

So, Sorry. I suggested using Live since we could communicate through video. I completely forgot LIME also has that kind of feature….

Shifuto: I was like, "Oh, you're right, that's a great idea!" when Tsumugi-san told me about it. So I held a livestream but then--.

I realized I could've just video called you.

Haruto: *sighs*...

Shifuto: Though with IG Live, since a lot of people can watch our stream, there might be some who figured out where we are.

Muku: You have a point.

Shifuto: Haha. Well, everything's turned out all right in the end.

Puck: Ah!!

Why are you out here!?

Jay: Haruto…

Puck: How did you know th… Ah, the phone!

Shit! I forgot to take this guy's phone!

Jay: God…

Muku: Why did you do this?

Puck: It's because of you, Mankai Company…! You guys always get in my way, even this time…!

So I figured I should cause you some troubles.

Haruto: ...How about you, then? Do you have grudges against God-za or something?

Jay: ...Rather than God-za, it's you that I have issues with.

Ever since I was in God-za, I don't like that arrogant attitude of yours.

That's why I wanted to get in your way so that you would not win the competition.

Haruto: *sighs*... How stupid.

Jay: I figured we might have a chance of winning if we hindered both the winning candidates.

Puck was thinking the same thing, so we decided to team up.

Puck: We got panic when Mankai Company found out we have been secretly adding sweets ourselves, and then--.

We saw the leaflets y'all have been handing out.

We came to look at the place and found a warehouse here, so we decided to lock you up!

Jay: Incidentally, we already planned to kidnap that God-za's top actor from the start, because that way, you would not be able to do anything without your partner.

I've never thought he'd come to this place himself, though. His stupidity saved us the trouble.

Haruto: !

Shut up, dumbass! You have no rights to make fun of God-za's top actor!

Jay: …

Shifuto: Haruto-san.

Haruto: You see, in the past, I was willing to do anything as long as I could win.

But… I've realized it just doesn't feel right with me if I win through other ways besides my performance.

Tsumugi: …

Haruto: I'm going to report your misconduct!

Jay: Tch…!

Muku: ...They're gone.

Shifuto: Haruto-san, did you perhaps defend me?

Haruto: Shut up. You're wrong. Don't get carried away.

Muku: Um, Puck-kun.

Puck: What!?

Muku: Let's have another acting battle after this.

Puck: …!

...S-Sorry.

Muku: You should be saying that to Tsumugi-san and Shifuto-kun, not me.

And to Forest Gramps as well. You used his place without permission, didn't you?

Puck: ...I'm sorry, and here, take your phone back.

Tsumugi: It's fine. Like what Muku-kun said, let's have another acting battle after this.

Forest Gramps: Hoho. You're also very welcome to come to play here.

< Episode 8 | Masterlist | Episode 10 >

[annoyingdogsong]

okay so. this is an evil powerade (darnold x benrey) fic i wrote like. three months ago and i’ve finally decided to stop being a COWARD and actually publish it somewhere. uhh enjoy, ig? i hope i got both characters right, but who really knows lmao.

fic under the cut!

well, this was certainly... a predicament.

it was after the science team had left darnold alone, and he went back to his lab in order to grab a few things he had forgotten. there he found... well, who else but the strange security guard who not only ruined his computer, but downloaded the pyro update on tf2 when darnold told them specifically not to. and here that guard was, sitting at the desk, randomly pressing the keys on the keyboard, as if that would start the device back up. however, they seemed distracted enough; darnold figured he could just walk over to his desk, and...

"oh, hey, what's up," the member of security swirled around when darnold took a step towards them. so much for grabbing what he needed and getting out of here undetected.

"i'm just here t' grab a few of my potions before i head home," darnold explained, making his way behind the desk so he could rummage through it mindlessly.

"neat," the guard nodded and turned back around to work on the computer some more, which darnold couldn't help but chuckle at.

"your friend said your name is... benrey, correct?"

"yeah."

"well, benrey-" darnold paused as he placed some cartons and buckets of his potions on the table, "-i'm not sure what you think you're going to do with that computer. you've completely destroyed it, you see."

"nah, it just needs some gamer fuel and it'll be- i'm gonna fix it riiiiiight up. don't worry about it. i got it aaaaallllll figured out."

"well, good luck with that."

darnold shook his head and smiled. despite how rude benrey was before, they made him... oddly happy, and that brought a familiar glow to his cheeks.

suddenly, darnold had a realization...

"oh! you're forzons ex, aren't you, benrey?"

benrey appeared slightly caught off guard by darnolds question, but remained in his seat.

"uh... yeah, how'd- how do you, uh- know that?"

"well," darnold removed the glove on his left hand, showing benrey the irate gamer themed wedding ring he was wearing, "he and i are married, and before we were even engaged he would talk about you a lot. not ever by name, but... i can certainly understand what he would find appealing in you."

oh, dear... did he really say that last part out loud?

"mhm, yeah," benrey scoffed before letting out a long exhale. they didn't seem phased by darnolds last comment, but he did keep his eyes locked on the ring with an evil intent.

from what darnold could remember, benrey was always a fan of the angry video game nerd, and apparently their claim that the irate gamer was a rip-off of avgn was what caused him and forzon to break up. a rather humorous end to a relationship, darnold felt, and when forzon was relaying this information to him, he had to force himself not to laugh; though a snort or two escaped him at times. he was happy that forzon didn't break up with him over something so seemingly miniscule, however. in fact, forzon was the one who proposed to him, which darnold was surprised by given forzons... nature.

"yoo, your computer's fixed, friend."

darnold was snapped out of his thoughts when benrey said that, and he walked over to the back of the lab with curiosity. benrey turned the screen to him, showing that tf2 was booting up, and darnold took notice to the fact that the pyro update was still downloaded onto it. oh, well, he'd deal with that later; right now he has other matters to address.

"woah, golly- how did you manage to do that? that- that computer was well beyond repair!"

"gave it some gamer fuel, like i told you to do before," benrey smacked his lips in a teasing, yet somehow pleasant manner, "shoulda listened to benrey. maybe then wouldn't have problems."

darnold chuckled and shook his head for what felt like the hundredth time today. benrey seemed to have that kind of affect on people.

he leaned over benrey, placing his hands on the table so he could get a better look at the screen. with this placement, darnolds head was now resting on benreys shoulder, and their hands appeared dangerously close. benrey took very quick notice of this, as to be expected.

"bro, you're so close... we aboutta kiss right now?"

they gave a toothy grin and glanced at darnold out of the corner of their eye, waiting to see his reaction, though it wasn't the one he was used to, which were gordons. instead of an angry outburst, and/or a fit of laughter, darnold barely seemed phased by it at all. all benrey really did was make him blush a little, though it was difficult to tell that was the case. considering darnold was married to forzon, benrey really should've expected this, but they didn't; so they let out a loud, disappointed sigh.

"maaan... not even a little smooch or nothin'? what're you, home of phobic, BUDDY?" they snorted, and in response, darnold placed one of his hands atop of benreys and laced their fingers together.

"if you'd like a smooch, delete the pyro update, and do it right now."

"no!" benrey immediately protested, "i wanna... i play with the pyro poof! you really shouldn't be so- shouldn't be so mean to it. it's not bad."

"well, gee, i guess you won't get any kisses then!"

"ohh nooooooo!"

"delete it, then. please."

with a grumble, benrey reluctantly opened the steam file for tf2 and moved all the corresponding files into the recycle bin. when they were done with that, they pushed away from the desk, spinning around quickly so that they tripped darnold over and caused the mixologist to land in his lap.

"can i get that smooch now, please?" their smile was wide, with their eyes half-lidded, as if this wasn't even that big of a deal (which, to him, it wasn't).

"hmm... fine, i suppose you deserve what was promised to you. i can't have anyone going unsmooched now, can i?"

darnold adjusted himself so that he could be comfortable, and after a minute or two of both him and benrey giggling to themselves, he placed a hand on benreys cheek and made their lips meet.

the kiss lasted a lot longer than darnold expected; he thought it was going to be just a quick peck and it was over with, but that very obviously wasn't what benrey had in mind. in fact, it very quickly turned into a make out session; whenever their lips would part, benrey would quickly connect them again, which darnold wasn't against... it was just something he wasn't entirely used to. forzons kisses were always a mix of passionate and fast, since he was basically always on the move. tommys kisses were gentle, sweet, and often didn't last very long either. so benreys kisses were something darnold would have to get used to.

eventually, though, darnold had to pull away so he could take a breather, and benrey was fine with that. they wanted to get a good look at darnold anyway. their smile was just as wide as before, but had a bit more of a dorky vibe to it now, which darnold found absolutely adorable. he teasingly used his index finger to poke the tip of benreys nose, and they both laughed in response.

"man, that was really, fuckin, uh... epic, awesome sauce moment. wanna, uh- wanna go again? please? can we- can we please go again, bro?" benrey asked once the giggle fit was over with.

"hmm... maybe later, i really ought to get home," darnold responded, tapping his chin in thought, "forzon is probably getting worried. though, knowing him, he-"

"nah, don't, uh- don't worry about forzon, he'll be fiiiiinnnee," benrey interjected, nuzzling his nose in the crook of darnolds neck, "it's comfyyyy heeerrreee... stay with meee..."

after a moment of thinking, darnold wrapped his arms around benreys neck and nodded.

"all right, fine, but if forzon gets angry i'm going to blame it all on you, you little rascal."

"hahaha, ah... that's fair."

[sarohara]

You both like dance.

Stranger: M

Stranger: not here for nudes

You: Hey

You: Neither me ahahha

You: that zzzzzz

Stranger: hahah

Stranger: nice meeting you

Stranger: what's your name?

You: nice meeting youu dude

You: Sarah it's my name.

Stranger: Nice meeting you Sarah

You: Actually Alie Sarah

Stranger: how old are you?

You: um. i'm 17.

You: how old r u?

Stranger: 18

Stranger: wanna play 20 questions?

You: yea why not

Stranger: Dogs or cats

You: wait. i didn't ask ur name. whats ur name?

You: Cats>>>

Stranger: Im jon

Stranger: not snow

You: Not snow AHAHHAHA

Stranger: I have a cat named Hope

You: Oooh hope

You: It's an amazing name

Stranger: She's so petite that she falls asleep on my tummy everyday

You: ahahahahhahahahahh aw!!!

Stranger: hahah she's AWWDORABLE

You: okay lemme rephrase

You: AWWWDORABLE*

Stranger: hahahhaa

Stranger: your turn to ask

Stranger: I like your vibe tbh

Stranger: you are fun

You: Actually, ur fun.

You: hahahaha

You: um okay

Stranger: haha thanks

You: indie or rock?

You: or none of

Stranger: Hip Hop

You: ohhh i dance hip hop!!!

Stranger: damn, that's hot

You: hot? AHAHAHHA if u say so

Stranger: I love Hip hop dancer

Stranger: dancers

You: oh thanks then :))

You: we appreciate that

You: ahahha

Stranger: hahhaa

Stranger: walk on the beach while holding hands? yes or no

You: nah, just if ur my boyfriend or best friend. ahahah

You: or mom. who knows.

Stranger: hahaha okaay

Stranger: do you have a bf?

You: good question.

Stranger: answer will be even better

You: um, i would say,.. i have someone. but i dunno if it's my bf.

Stranger: aw okaay

You: what about u?

Stranger: He's definitely missing out on something fr

Stranger: Nope

You: do u think so? i don't think so ahaha

Stranger: yes, you have a great personality

You: But how can u know that? ahah

Stranger: My gut feeling

You: Ooooh whoah

You: That's funny

You: and thanks :)

Stranger: hahah your welcome hon

You: what u doing here?

You: btw

Stranger: I wanted to talk to someone

Stranger: I get lonely sometimes

You: oh i feel you. sometimes.

You: do u wanna talk about it?

You: idk. just open up.

Stranger: Yeah i mean it gets depressing

Stranger: this life and shit

You: what's going on with life?

Stranger: I want to be a musician and nothing is going as planned

Stranger: so it gets tough sometimes and I dont have many friends to share this with

You: oh musician. that's awesome. but u know right...nothing's easy..but u can do it. i believe in you.

You: hey, what about me

You: i'm your friend now ahahah

Stranger: Thaanks, see I told you, That guy is missing out on something amazing

Stranger: yess you ARE <3

Stranger: THANKSS

You: Awwwww my goodness

Stranger: cuddling on top of a mountain under a million stars? yes or no

You: Yeaa 100%

Stranger: sooo romantic <3

Stranger: under warm sheets, near a bon fire

You: yea quite romantic ahahah <3

You: i'm not that kind of person btw but yea

Stranger: what kind?

You: romantic

Stranger: ah okaay

Stranger: i undestand

You: yea yea yea

You: what time is it?

You: random question

You: ur from texas right.

Stranger: 10pm

You: lemme say something

You: u skipped me. when i was about to show u a song. i got sad aahhaha but no hard feeling

Stranger: am*

Stranger: really?

You: yeaaaaa

Stranger: OH NO WE GOT DISCONNECTED

Stranger: YOU SAID YOU WILL SEND THE LINK

You: YEAAAA EXACTLYYY

You: disconnected? i swear

You: i thought u skipped me

Stranger: yess

Stranger: No, wtf

Stranger: i was waiting for the link

Stranger: and the server went off

You: omegle sucks

Stranger: yeahhh

You: can i show the song now?

Stranger: can you send it now?

Stranger: yes

You: AHAHAHAHA

You: yea for sure

Stranger: oblique

You: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LoY6nmmjnHM

You: idk you yet by alexander 23.

Stranger: wait

Stranger: let me listen

You: take your time

Stranger: HIS VOICE IS SO GOOOD

Stranger: OMG THIS SONG MAKES ME MIS YOU HAHAHA

You: MISS MEEEE?

Stranger: how can you miss someone you've never seen

You: oh my goodness. i felt that.

You: i miss you too

Stranger: you cutieeee

You: ahahhahahaha

You: u know

You: I really like this song. it's a pity I can't show it to the whole world. but i could show u.

Stranger: yes im glad you shared it with me

You: yea i'm glad u like it.

Stranger: i loved it

You: aw, even better.

You: your turn. u should show me one.

Stranger: kisses on cheeks or forehead?

You: can i say both?

Stranger: yess you cannnn

You: both!!!

You: but forehead>>>

Stranger: I love kisses on forehead

Stranger: giving mosty

Stranger: mostly

You: that's so sweet

Stranger: feels so secure

You: yeaaa exactly!!!

Stranger: soft whispers during a back hug? yes or no

You: Aw yeaaa !!

You: what do u think?

You: yes or no

Stranger: I love it

Stranger: it's so romanticccc

Stranger: and sexy tooo

You: Well, lemme say.

You: She will be lucky.

Stranger: I Hope so

You: I'm sure

Stranger: can i keep asking?

Stranger: Im loving this convo

You: Yea go ahead. i have no plausible question but go ahead.

Stranger: kisses on lips or neck?

You: um. lips bc I have tickles ahahha

Stranger: hahahh so cute

Stranger: i love kissing on lips too

You: Yea, well, everyone does. i guess ahahah

Stranger: hahah

Stranger: I hope my questions are not making you feel uncomfortable

You: nah ur fine ahahah

You: if I feel uncomfortable, i'll let u know.

Stranger: Lip biting while kissing? yes or no

Stranger: yes please do

You: Yea. I mean, yea.

You: abhahaha

Stranger: hahaha dont be shy

Stranger: you can be open to me

You: well, i mean...it's natural u know, u just don't think before u do it, you just do it.

Stranger: ikrrrr

You: yeaaa

You: and i'm not being shy oke ahahah

Stranger: hahah

Stranger: yess okaay

You: yessss so whaaat

Stranger: French kissing? yes or no

You: well, what that means?

Stranger: kissing with tongue

You: is it french kissing? ahahah i didn't know that lol

Stranger: Yes hahaha

You: I mean, in Brazil we always do it. ahahah good to know that it's from French ahgah

Stranger: hahaha

You: france*

Stranger: do you like kisses with a lot of spit?

You: ahahahhaha i have no clue!!!

Stranger: hahahah okaay

You: what about u?

Stranger: Yeah i love me

Stranger: in *

Stranger: I like it messy

You: oh okay then. so yea as well ahhaha

You: messy? lmao

Stranger: yes with a lot of saliva and tongue

Stranger: really dirty

You: Oh i get that ahah

Stranger: hahaha sorry, too much info ig

You: ahahah a lil bit

You: ur fine ahah

Stranger: haha thanks

Stranger: cuddling on bed or couch

You: and does it make any difference?

Stranger: hahah ig not

You: i mean, bed seems more comfy.

Stranger: ik, more space more love

Stranger: fav cuddling position?

You: the position that's most comfortable lol ahahha

You: nah i'm kidding.

Stranger: hahaha

You: i dunno. i mean, whatever, cuddling is cuddling.

Stranger: yeah makes sense

Stranger: kissing while cuddling?

Stranger: yes or fuck yes

You: aw ahahha hell yea

Stranger: it's the best

You: ikrrr

Stranger: a place you love being kissed?

You: Forehead? Lips? both.

Stranger: hahah i love it

You: aahhaha yea i know that

Stranger: hahahha

Stranger: feeling eachother while cuddling? yes or no

You: how is it possible, i mean, cuddling without feeling each other?

Stranger: it is lol

Stranger: he can wrap his legs around her pull her closer and feel her with my hands

You: Oooh

You: Yea sure

Stranger: his* ooops

You: Yea yea i get that ahaha and hell yea

Stranger: massaging your booobs from the back? yes or no

You: uuum. i dunno. i mean, yea?

Stranger: hahah okaay

Stranger: too much?

You: maybe

Stranger: sorry shit

You: ur fine

Stranger: you are super fine like fine wine

You: like fine wine? HAHAHA whatever that means. im fine

You: i mean, just don't make it too awkward

Stranger: yeah I wont

Stranger: you ask me a few

You: i have no ideia. i mean, u already asked everything ahahah u know,

Stranger: guys in underwear or boxers

You: boxers?

You: yea

You: sounds good

You: ahhahah lmao

Stranger: hahhaha you dirty girl

You: I ammm nooot

You: lmao

Stranger: you sure?

You: i'm preeetty sure

Stranger: okaay hahahaa

Stranger: i can make you one

You: make what?

Stranger: girl <3

You: nah im fine like that ahaha

You: oh ahjahahha

You: my girl**

Stranger: hahah yesss

You: sounds a quite better like that

Stranger: okaay

[cheemken]

along with bw and b2w2, what other pokemon games do you love and which ones are your least favorite

Unova and Hoenn and Johto games my absolute fucking beloved

Anyways under the cut bc it's really just me rambling abt stuff hahaha

Your honour hckdndk Emerald was legit the first pokemon game I ever saw fr, and Treecko was the first starter Mon I saw too, but when I got my phone and downloaded my first pkmn game, I didn't know Emerald at that time and the thing that shows up most was FireRed and I thought that was it so like imagine my confusion when I was going through the starters and I didn't see Treecko anywhere and the vibes are like, different lmfao

But when I discovered RSE man ofc I downloaded all three of em, I finally found Treecko hahah and like, when I saw the other starters they were so goddamn cool man the Hoenn starters are peak fr, all three of em were so fuckin dope and I really wanted to choose Treecko ofc bc he was the one I was looking for all these years, but then I saw Mudkip and yeah the rest was history hahah

Also dyk, I encountered my first ever shiny in Sapphire hahah it was a shiny Shroomish, unfortunately, I was out of pokeballs so I didn't get to catch it ;w;

But yeah y'know, until now I still wish I could play ORAS, I have a tab now y'know I can dl Citra, but like,, it's still lag as shit, I tried it on X so yeah owo. Ah well hey, maybe one day hahah either way, RSE be dope af, it's honestly so so homey for me idk why, it's just,, there's smth abt it that feels more at home than any other pkmn game, even Unova, like,, the music for Littleroot Town would get me man chdmdb hahah but maybe bc it's like a tropical region, and I live in a tropical country so hey, it's the sense of familiarity ig hahah

And then the Johto games, Crystal was the first GBC game I played and the first gen two game I played and it was so cool man, seeing the old sprites, seeing them move a bit, how cool Typhlosion was, having to battle Red for the first time hahah was even dope when I found out Lance became Champion, and while I'm not very fond of Kanto, it was cool that the games let us visit another region, that was the dopest experience honestly hahah

And like, I was curious tho bc I wanna know what I'd get when I completed the pokedex there, granted I never completed the dex prior to that, so busted out the cheats bc I really wanted to find out, and like,,, nothing owo. But hey ig, guess Crystal gets that point of being the first game where I completed the dex albeit cheated hahaha

Then I found out abt HeartGold and my guy let me tell ya my soul fucking ascended when I discovered my pkmn can follow me around man like that was dope as all fuck my Typhlosion back then was so goddamn cool jcmdndnd such a shame that mechanic wasn't in gen 5 anymore, it would've been dope plus story wise it would've made more sense if it was itroduced or was still around in the BW games

And ofc, I was an og Unova stan hahaha I think at this point we all know I'd throw hands for the gen five games lmfao it's just cool as fuck man like,, idk it really is the peak of pkmn for me, like yeah there are some cool games now like PLA and ScVi and all that but like,, BW/BW2 are just the dopest for me hahah like it legitimately set the standards for me I'm ngl, I mean c'mon, the story was amazing, there's so much going on, the league actually did something instead of just vibing around, like it's so fucking dope man it actually made me care abt all the characters in it bc they show what they're like outside being gym leaders, they interact with each other, the game shows us abt their friendship and how they're all willing to help each other and the region out like to honour this is the game ever for real I can never get enough of the Unova games man

Also real shit, N being my trans awakening lmfaooooo you don't understand how much I wanted to look like N back then I thought it was just young me having a fictional crush but no I deadass liked his whole ass aesthetic I wanted to be like him and here we fucking are owo

Anyways my least fave of the pkmn gamesss

I honestly don't vibe w the Kanto and Sinnoh games lmfao

Idk man, the Kanto games are just boring for me and the Sinnoh games dont appeal to me much, like it really took me a while and a whole lot of coaxing for me to actually finish Platinum bc half way through I just wanted to stop bc it really wasn't that fun of an experience for me

Idk ig it's the fact both games are kinda,, over hyped?? Like, a lot of peeps still think the gen one/Kanto games are the best and then there's the people who like Sinnoh but let's be real most of them just kinda favour it for Cynthia. Honestly at this point I see Cynthia and Red kinda like Sans from Undertale, overrated and almost everywhere, the fandom hold them in such high regards that they just kinda ignore other characs or everything just kinda,, revolves around em? Idk, but, majority of the stuff I see are like that so hey y'know take this w a grain of salt hahah

And like, not that I hate those characs ofc, just that I don't see Red as a "legendary" trainer, and I honestly don't see the hype in Cynthia's fight, it,, it really wasn't that hard for me idk but hey

But ig it's also the fact that Kanto didn't give me much and Sinnoh was slow as shit even w the fast forward on in my emulator like my guy it's smth else💀 that plus the tons and tons of HMs you need to get through the game man it broke me o w o

But y'know, that's just me, if you like these games then hey, you have fun and enjoy playing em, those games are just not my cup of tea hahaha

[themanicgalaxy]

SPN 5X1 Sympathy for the Devil

THUNDERSTRUCK OPENS SEASON 5 OH HELL YEAH

aight, lucifer's back, i got six episodes to catch up on(two weekends) AND YOU'VE BEEN THUNDERSTRUCKKKKK

WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT EFFECT AHAHAHA

yeah I see why tumblr likes it, it's the mainstream version of itself

not that that made sense, but IT'S SEASON 5 TIME!

oh this is a NICE lighting effect?

oo interesting transition?

zachariah?

ok so the beam kills the plane ?

why are they on the plane ?

ah yes the late 2000s sure were a Fun Time

PLEASE FUCKING TALK TO EACH OTHER I SWEAR TO GOD I AM SO TIRED OF THIS

YES IT'S MY COPING MECHANISM TOO, BUT I'M NOT HUNTING THE DEMONS

CHUCK FUCKING SCARED ME DAMN

no Sam's Totally not a Demon it's Fine

Cas? Dead?

boy you sure can try

Exploded Cas HAHAHA HE HAS A MOLAR IN HIS HAIR

oh good it's zach

"it's apocalypse now" feels like a reference to...apocalypse now heh

the vessel oho the planting and payoff

O H TH AT WAS C L E V ER DEAN!

WHERE IS C A S WHERE IS THE ANGEL

does...Dean know about Ruby

hey they said the roll credits

o Dean doesn't know about the voicemail

ASFPHSIHF i hate you people

ah Dean the "let's move on let's move on let's move on"

Oh ok the vessel

WAIT THEY NEED CONSENT RIGHT THE POINTED SET UP

hoh that is a lot of blood

IS BECKY A W*NCESTIE SHIPPER WHAT THE F U C K

well this is a very nice portrayal of fans

jesus christ

i mean to be fair, there ARE some fans like this but still bad

what the actual HELL she's in the season premiere?

this is Strange

please god don't bring up the Fanfics

i do like the critique of their own show at least briefly

although it's being made fun of...?

"can you quit touching me?"

scene change scenE CHANGE

SWORD OF MICHAEL

ah macguffin plot

GO DO R E S E A R C H

Dean really wants to Not Think About it

Bobby..?

B O B B Y ?

it's not Bobby, it's not, it can't be

NO HE LOOKS SO SAD

look I get it they need support, but not being coddled is important

some middle ground ig

CLEVER DEAN ! C L E V E R!

yep! not Bobby!

felt WAY too out of character

MEG! HOLY HELL I DIDN'T KNOW SHE SHOWED UP THIS EARLY

MEGMEGMEGMEG

AND IT SOUNDS LIKE HER! OH MY GOD

oo villain hero banter god I love having that

the flirting thing is weird ok fine do your fetish thing

BOBBY?

B O B B Y ?

NO ! NONONO! ARE YOU KIDDING ME THERE'S NO WAY

goddamn i love Meg

what the FUCK happened to exorcisms yall

aww the baby crying woke mina awwwwww

she's a protective fucker

oh the bloody crib imagery is FUCKED it's VERY nice

oh thank GOD they take him to a hospital

I thought castle said CASTIEL lol

also NICE imagery

ok lots of dead guys

"oh thank god the angels are here" pfftahaha

yeah Dean's the michael sword whoopsie

DID YOU FUCK THE MICHAEL SWORD CASTIEL

"wad of insecurity and self loathing" pfft

why didn't they just say vessel

ANGEL CONDOM

oh the Bang and instant leg break is nice

AH CONSENT

C L E V E R D E A N

"it is written" free will babyyyy

ah uses Bobby as leverage

jeez

altho angel power is INTENSE

"are we having fun yet" OH HELL

seriously hbo spn would be INTENSE body horror what do you mean no lungs

C A S! CASCAS!!!

HE'S ALIVE! I MEAN I KNEW BUT CAS

INTENSE CURLY HAIRED CAS

S I G I L PROTECTIVE S I G I L

"no i carved it into your ribs" THE DELIVERY AHAHAHA

just doesn't answer ok then

~I'm an angel~

at least he flagged lucifer, I was hoping someone would

the angels rly do be "gaslight gatekeep girblossing"

i do find a lucifer plot line played straight interesting! who'd a thunk

ok seriously, it was TOO easy to find someone wronged by god

oo the don't lie thing, that's neat

jeez, they rly had the budget of Nothing

Bobby oh my God

THE GED QUOTE! THAT WAS THIS!

"I got no idea, but I got a GED and a give em hell attitude, we'll figure it out" HAHAHA I L O V E H I M

look at least SOMEONE doesn't cut them off

"I deserve a medal for this" pffttt

hey they're framing Dean taller

ALSO HIS HAIR IS A BIT FLUFFY! GOOD! IT LOOKS GOOD!

"I don't think we can ever be what we were"

this feels Real and I HATE it

and they split up with a SHOT OF THE LAMP

god the glass is chewy tonight

1. God+Disillusionment. Ok here's the thing: the whole scene where Lucifer didn't even have to do much to convince Nick? I think? to go against God feels important. Like it feels as if God has abandoned us, and we want to get back at him. Absent Father narrative, mixed with a bit of ye old exceptionalism(you're all mighty and all powerful, why didn't you help me). It...obviously I don't know who's idea it was to go this way, or what lens they were viewing this through specifically, but that convincing(and what Nick believed so he could let himself be convinced) felt important both in the context(vague 2009, after the crash) and in the story. I feel like this theme will show up later.

2. clever Dean. Dean got like three clever moments this episode, and a good pep talk. And I really like the trade off! The "let's not think about it until it blows over I'm totally fine ahaha" fucks him up when it comes time to deal with his relationship with his brother, but this desire to move forward(and the actual intelligence to think ahead like damn) helped them actually get to places. and at the end, he does a pep talk! he's learned how people work a bit! like the nuance and the showing off his good skills makes me happy.

3. lucifer played straight. So I realize this came out like...a decade before the Lucifer show. but having a Lucifer that has quiet daddy issues and have them be played entirely straight wasn't something I thought would be as compelling as it was. The actress for Lucifer was very good, which probably helped, but to have Lucifer be Sincere(seeming) and actually believe in his point was interesting and a bit refreshing

also i liked that the name was recognized, feels more realistic

4. probably need a callout. Like I get it, they're the main heroes, they did their best, but they DEFINITELY needed a call out or at least a chat that wasn't the End of the episode. They did their best, I get not siding with the angels, but SOMETHING has to be done. You can't build the "everything is shit" narrative and say idk we're probably gonna fix it lol in the framing device you have set up. Where's ur power fantasy? what are you gonna do with him?

5. Bobby. Listen, I love Bobby. I can tell how you know it's just a Bit off. And while they did need a bit of chewing out, I do appreciate how Bobby's like "priority one, make sure they know I'm not gonna leave" like it makes him a good dad, if a not great hunter, and I really like that. I like how Bobby's weak spot is surrogate kids, that makes me happy.

7. the confrontation. Ok listen, I need that in there. The framing(like I said, they're framing Dean as a bit taller than they would in later seasons(possibly as writers shift their focus from Sam to Dean, a trend that seems to Keep Going)), it puts him a bit higher. The dialogue felt real, like to the point of, whether or not it was accurate to the story or not, it felt like two real family members talking. Like "I can't get rid of you, but we can't be what we were?" heartbreaking. I love glass. And yeah, that final shot of Dean walking away from Sam is pretty obvious HOWEVER Dean is shot with a lamp. It either means Cas or just the angels in general, and whether that's a "he's the michael sword and Sam's lucifer(invoked in this convo)" type thing or a "cas is on Dean's side, and as Cas is in the right so is Dean" type thing, it's Interesting to look at. And it's SUPER deliberate, this cANNOT have been done on accident.

8. Second Meg supremacy, first Ruby supremacy

ighty night night time to go pry the kitty off of me

[littlestorybehind]

Aneh banget gaksi

ini tuh lanjutan dari cerita sebelumnya,

Orang itu, wkwkwkwkwk aneh bangetsi sumpah menurutku

Jadi, kita mulai dari sisi aku:

aku emang confess ke dia kalo aku suka ama dia, duakali dalam dua hari nih, pertama aku chat tapi bahasaku agak kayak orang becanda gitu, terus faktor pengganggunya adalah dia ternyata abis periksa dari RS, sepertinya dia kumat sakitnya, dan dia habis kerja yang sepertinya syibuk sekali. Please lah, aku baru tau itu semua setelah aku install IG ku lagi setelah sempat aku uninstall karena aku mau ngehindarin dia. Ya udah terlanjur gitu, gamungkin juga aku unsend. And then, ini agak bodoh sih, which is suatu hari aku baca tulisanku ini lagi pasti aku ketawa wkwkwkwkkkk -> aku nge block WA dia abis aku confess guys :) aku ngapain sihhh wkwkwkwkwk

udah tuh kan, aku agak tenang tuh abis itu, eh nggak ding, aku pusing migrain skala VAS 11 itu gils sakit banget ampe mo meninggoy rasanya. Dan itu karena kepikiran dia sih sumpah ga boong wkwkwkwkwkk tugas2 mah berkontribusi paling 10%an sisanya dia -______- terus aku mimik obat dan tidur.

Okay, selesailah malam itu...

Keesokan harinya, aku ga fokus banget tuh, wah aku kayak hilang arah, aku gaktau dia bales apa gak, dan aku jadi penasaran sendiri, terus bahkan jalan2 ama keluarga aja aku sambil marahmarah padahal lagi ke tempat wisata coyyyy :'( sayang syekaliii...

And then aku curhat ama bestfriend ku yakaaan, dipandu lah aku itu buat jelasin ke dia kenapa kemarin aku block dia, perasaanku gimana, kayak aku disuruh temen aku buat jelasin dengan lebih serius. Dan aku lakuin tuh sore itu... Aku tau sih pas itu dia lagi kerja, minggu-minggu kerja coooyyyy, tapi aku bodo amat aku udah gaktahan sih daripada aku beneran bundir. Akhirnya aku chat, aku idupin tuh read ku, dan ternyata....

Dalam 9 menitan dia dah READ guysss!!! READ DOANG TAPINYAAAA eaaaa wkwkwkwkwkwk

Aku masih bisa positif thinking tu ngomong ke temenku, yaudahlaaaahhh, dia ngeread doang, gapapa, ntar kalo dia mau bales jg dia bakalan bales kok wkwkwk kata temen aku kemajuan nih aku dewasa.

nah udah kan tuh, aku tungguin kok dia belum bales-bales, terus aku iseng kan cek-cek igku kok dia gakpernah view storyku lagi sih udah 3 harian... eh kepikiran aja aku buat cek followingnya, dan berharap ada namaku disitu, eh ternyata...

DIA UNFOL AKU DONG :') wkwkwkwkwkwk asli ini aku sakit hati dikit tapi lebih ke marah wkwkwkwk why??? kenapa unfol gitu lho | ya aku juga nge block dia sih kemaren tapi kan aku akhirnya ngejelasin apa motivasiku nge block dia -_- at least mohon maaf nih aku masih punya itikad baik dan dia tidak. Aku kesal syekaliiii :)

Dan hari ini aku cek di IG sebelah, bahkan dia masih follow2an ama mantannya dong. Bayangkan, mantannya saja yang sudah mengkhianati dia, gak di unfol sama dia dong, ya emang sih dia sesayang itu pasti ama mantannya, dah 4 tahun coba pacaran.

Hmmm tapi mohon maaf nih, aku juga kan gaada hubungan ama dia gitu, terus juga aku tu tempat dia kembali, pas dia ada masalah, pas dia butuh (apapun), pas dia mau selingan, intinya kayak aku tu pemberi kesenangan buat dia gitulho hahahaha nah justru, dia ga harus unfol dan nge cut kontak antara aku ama dia wkwkwkwk

Mungkin dia ilfeel, yaelah ilfeel :)) karena ternyata aku menyalahi rules (emangnya punya rules) maksudnya karena aku tibatiba baper. Maksud akutu yaudah gitulho, aku baper, iya aku baper aku suka beneran ama dia, selama seminggu aku coba buat ilangin dan aku gagal, aku gak bisa sumpah. Dan itu posisinya aku gak sendiri, ada cowok-cowok lain juga yang hadir tapi aku mikirinnya dia doanggg!!!! Kesel gaksi. Yaudah gitulho, aku baper, kita fwb, pilihannya antara fwb atau bisa lebih yakaaan, kalo gakbisa yaudah balik jadi fwb aja aku gak masalah main ama kamu lagi dan ga ngelibatin perasaan, artinya besok lagi ketika kita main, ya aku gaakan pake perasaan, pake perasaan sesaat aja kayak selama ini. Tapi kenapa terus dia malah unfol aku dan read doang chatku. Itu aku gaksuka ama caranya :)))

Sekarang, aku mencoba berpikir dari sisi dia

Di situasi seperti ini, jika aku jadi dia, sejauh yang aku tau, mungkin aku bakalan kesal karena sedang syibuk, lelah, kesal, masih belum ikhlas sama hubungan sebelumnya, dan tibatiba ada yang ngungkapin perasaan. Itu annoying banget mungkin sih iya aku tau aku se annoying itu. Belum lagi update an storyku yang biasanya borongan, iya se annoying itu.

Tapi, mohon maaf nih kalo boleh bilang, yang annoying itu kan aku, bukan stranger, bukan orang yang gaada apa-apa tautau baper n pengen gebet kamu. Hey!!! kamu lupa kah apa yang udah kita laluin hahahahaha at least aku tu kakak kamu, aku tu temen kamu lho, kok kamu se tega itu buat lost contact ama aku. Kamu aja disakitin dia masih mutualan, aku lho gak pernah nyakitin kamu, dengan atau tanpa maksud, hal-hal yang kita laluin itu isinya seneng-seneng doang, mana pernah aku sedih terus lari ke kamu, sesekali doang dulu. Gak habis pikir aja, se tega itu, se aneh itu, se gitu kah?

Aku tuh jadi mikir

Hello, apakah mengungkapkan perasaan itu sehina itu buatmu? se gak banget itu kah? se annoying itu kah? Apa kamu mending aku jahatin aja kah daripada aku sayangin? hahahahaha ah bangsat sekali anda :)))

Berarti aku selama ini salah menilai kamu dan hubungan kita ya. Aku pikir karena kita teman macam ini, kita bakalan lebih selow, lebih gampang buat bicara, lebih gak ada yang ditutup-tutupin. Kayak aku pikir, buat ngomong sayang ya tinggal ngomong, buat ngomong aku kesal tinggal ngomong, buat ngomong KANGEN ya tinggal ngomong seperti yang kita lakukan selama ini. Ehtapi ternyata, aku baru ngomong seperti itu, bahkan aku bilang: "aku suka beneran sama kamu, dan ini tidak sesaat," kemudian aku di UNFOL. Apa salah nya sih? Gak ada disitu kata-kata aku bilang: aku pengen jadi pacar kamu, aku pengen kita bisa punya hubungan lebih, aku pengen kamu jadi pacar aku, gak usah inget-inget mantan kamu lagi. GAK ADA SAMA SEKALIIIIIIIII AKU BILANG BEGITUUUU!!!!! (ampe jebol dah ini keyboard).

Well, Menurutku, level dari hal yang kemaren aku ungkapin sama kamu yang sering bilang kangen, chat kangen tiba-tiba, bilang kamu mimpiin aku tiba-tiba. Pas ketemu kemaren juga kamu pake nanya: "Emang kamu mau jadi pacar aku?" Menurutku LEVELNYA SAMA!!!!! Tapi kenapa giliran aku yang duluan, kamu seenak jidat nge unfol, ya itu hak kamu sih, tapi mohon maaf nih, seburuk-buruknya kita fwb an, namanya fwb itu mutualisme dong, dalam hal apapun, okay aku emang dapet kesenangan dari kamu, tapi dalam hal kayak gini harusnya kita berdua bebas ungkapin hal yang sama dong. Masa kamu boleh, tapi aku nggak. Dan ketika aku yang ngelakuin kamu gak bales chatku, read doang, dan nge unfol aku. Itu udah gak adil dan aneh dong.

Gini lho anak kecil, aku bilangin ya, be mature kenapa sih, kalo emang kamu gak suka sama aku dan kamu ilfeel aku confess ke kamu kayak begitu, bilang aja apaansih, atau apa kek, marahin aja aku, ngapain harus nge treatment aku kayak gitu, kan aku jadi bertanya-tanya kamu tuh kenapa to. Lagian, kamu gak nanya dulu penjelasan dari aku, maksud ku tuh apa, mau ku tuh apa, mau kamu gimana, gak usah dulu deh ngomongin perasaan, dari yang makro gitu dulu aja coba, dari yang lebih basic mungkin: kamu yakin ngomong gini? Atau kalo kamu gakmau nanya, bilang aja: aku gakbisa mbak. At least say something gitulho jangan tiba-tiba kayak orang aneh gini. Why? Sorry but I think kesalahanku gak sebesar itu. Kamu pikir kalo kamu pas bilang kangen, aku selalu mood? nggak ya, aku gak selalu in the mood. Ketika kamu minta hal lain, aku juga PERNAH RISIH. But aku gak pernah unfol kamu, buat hide kamu dari IG aja aku gak sanggup dan gak mau karena kamu temen yang semenyenangkan itu buat aku. Aku lho bela-belain uninstall IG biar gak liat postinganmu dan gak geregetan kepengen ngereply dan ngeganggu kamu.

Maksud aku yah, kita tuh temen ya kan, terserah kamu anggep temen apa, kamu dengerin penjelasan aku dulu kek, telpon aku dulu kek, vidcall kek, chat deh minimal. Tanya. Komunikasi. Nggak yang tiba-tiba nge unfol. Itu aneh banget. Kita lho udah tau luar dalem masing-masing, masih harus banget kayak gini kode-kode an kayak ABG? buat apa? TERBUKA AJA, jangan baju doang yang terbuka yaelah payah lu pea. KESEL DEH. Liat ajasih, nyesel kamu bakalan karena gak bales, nge unfol, dan gak mau dengerin penjelasan aku dulu :") Aku tuh nggak minta apa-apa, aku gak nuntut apa-apa dari kamu, apa yang kamu takutkan sih bgst :') ahahahaha kamu nolak aku pun, di sisi aku hubungan kita bakalan tetep jadi fwb gapapa, aku bakalan tetep kayak sebelumnya gaada yang bakalan berubah wkwkwkwkwk kayak gitu kok kamu nya ghosting sih, kurang fleksibel apa aku, kurang pengertian apa aku (selain karena kamu sedang dalam masa sulit), kurang baik apasih kamu apa-apain juga :')

Intinya gitu sih, sebenernya kamu gak bales yaudah gakpapa juga sih, aku tau kok, aku paham dirimu tuh gimana, mungkin sulit untuk multitasking dan membagi perasaan, kamu biasanya bakalan bales ketika sudah tidak hectic atau sudah tidak riweuh lagi, kamu bakalan bales kalo kamu mau ke Jogja lagi. biasanya nih kalo pas gaada konflik kayak gini, (bayangpun, aku sampe pelajarin polanya kamu dari chat-chat kita sebelum-sebelumnya). Aku gak masalah dengan itu semua. Tapi kamu UNFOL aku, bambang, aku gak diterima disitu. Kan artinya kamu mau lost contact dari aku. Kok segampang itu sih kamu ngebuang aku dan mau pergi dari aku wkwkwkwkkkkk tydac semudah itu fergusso!!!!!!!! Aku kan jadi dendam ya :') Perasaan aku tidak se hina itu. Aku juga bisa lho padahal kalo mau nge block kamu pas kamu mintanya aneh-aneh, dan kamu juga gaktau kan posisiku saat itu gimana, mendingan aku masihan, masih memperhitungkan kondisimu.

Hahaha, yaaah, inti dari curhatan PUANJAAANGGGGG di postingan ini ya cuma itu, aku gak terima karena di UNFOL ya walau followerku juga ga ngaruh sih sorry to say aku gak kekurangan follower juga, Tapi ya itu. Dibuang itu se gak enak itu sih. Yah semoga kalo ini karena kamu ilfeel sama aku, atau kamu terganggu, semoga hubungan kita bisa membaik lagi seperti sedia kala, aku cuma confess kali kemaren gak minta lebih :') ya dari kayak gini aku mah tau yang kamu bilang ke aku emang semuanya sesaat ya emang sih, dan kamu gak ada niatan buat punya hubungan lebih sama aku, ya its okay. Tapi gak usah di UNFOL juga kan gue KESEL jatuhnya hizh yaudah ntar gak kelar-kelar.

Jadi yah, intinya begitu, semoga sebulan lagi aku udah bisa update cerita baru ya, entah gimana perasaanku saat itu, but aku harap udah dapat jawaban dari segala kebingungan-kebingungan yang melanda saat ini. Kureom. Terimakasih~!

[diarynikah]

#2: How did you meet your husband?

Hi everyoneeee. 

Previously I asked on Instagram if you guys had any questions with regards to why I cancelled my wedding ceremony however halfway through it, we decided to go on so I unfortunately wasn’t able to answer most of it. Apologies! Instead here’s how I met my husband, for all you curious people who asked!

2012 -- that was when.  I was a year one student, while A was in his third year in school. I first noticed him when I joined floorball in school. He was playing for the men’s team. I thought - heyyyy this guy’s pretty cute aye. For the longest time he was a mere eyecandy, HAHA. I never knew his name, which faculty he was from or what diploma he was taking. Eventually I found out, ahhh, Iban. Thats what his friends call him. So okay, Iban it is! 

Back in school we had this ‘Glitz Night’ to celebrate the sportsmen and sportswomen, as well as some kind of an awards night for them. The floorballers were hanging around TRCC (The Republic Cultural Centre) where the event was held. The ladies went around to take group pictures and what not and some of the guys did too. I figured, hey this is my chance yeah?! Went up to Iban, Hey Iban, can I get a picture with you? - AND THATS IT, HAHA. 

This was our very first photo and the only photo we had together until maybe a year later we had a group photo from celebrating my elder brother’s birthday. You might be wondering, EH? HOWCOME SUDDENLY ONE ELDER BROTHER COME OUT?

After a while since we took this^ photo, Iban appeared at my house for Hari Raya. Found out he’s my brother’s bestfriend, and he also had a girlfriend. Not wanting to be a home wrecker, of course I stopped eyecandy-ing him. Plus, its damn weird lah to eyecandy my brother’s bestfriend - nobody else in the world is it to look at????? Eventually I had a boyfriend and Iban maintained as a friend. We became really good friends cos I see this guy at my house for hari raya all the time and he was the most significant bcus he kept finishing up the one and only kueh that I bake. He’d even text me prior to ask me to take out my secret stash from the locked cabinet to give him? SHAMELESS, I thought.

We remained really good friends for the longest time and we became each other’s wing man/woman, HAHAHA. He’d ask me for opinions on what to wear for his date, I’d look for him to ask for a male’s perspective when I have male issues. But we’d never hang out bcus both of us had our own relationships then and we respected each other enough to not cross the line in our friendship. I could safely say our friendship was preeeetty platonic at that time bcus he’d say things like he’d watch over me like a little sister when my brother can’t since my brother was having his training and cant be home a lot. 

There was never an opportunity for us to be even closer bcus when he had a relationship, I didnt. And when I had one, he didn’t. We were that much of a friend that both our then-partner knew of the both of us and eventually became friends too. 

COME TWENTY EIGHTEEN, where it all began. 

I wanted to let him know I decided to make his favorite kueh despite saying I didnt feel like making them since I was going through some turmoil. Every year without fail he’d reply to my IG story/Snapchat whenever I make the kueh. 

2016^

2017^

2018^

I eventually made the kueh a lot later and made extra for him to keep. Since then we got closer again bcus there was one point in our friendship I didn’t talk to him and told him we can’t be friends anymore, hahaha oops. We caught up with a lot of things in our lives and we hung out since the both of us were single and found no issues hanging out as friends. Little did I know he deemed the hang outs as dates instead HAHAHA. He’d give me hints to liking me but I never believed them cos we been friends for the longest time so if he liked me he would’ve made a move earlier. I also refused to believe that a guy like him would like me. BUT I WAS WRONGGGG. We had a really brief pause when I found out he had feelings. I wasn’t ready for a relationship bcus I just fell out from one just a while before we got closer. The pause didn’t last for very long bcus I treasured our friendship a lot. We met to talk about things and I said in these exact words in his face, “I will help you get over me.”

Fast forward February 2019, we got engaged. HAHAHAHAHA.

What a turn over of events, eh? My parents were fond of him since way before and always asked about him. So introducing him to my parents was never a problem. In fact, I immediately introduced him to my parents as someone I’d like to pursue. The first time my parents officially met his was our engagement day. It was a small event between the two families and tadah, the wedding planning began. 

My 17 yr old crush who became someone I had to cut off, became my husband 8 years later.

As of today, its been 8 years since we met, 2 years since we got together, and 6 months since we got married. Alhamdulillah, life is even more amazing to have Ariff as my husband, and I can never be more thankful with how Allah has planned this all for us. We haven’t stopped receiving questions on “when’s the next step happening?”, and I have also never stopped replying with “When Allah wills for it.” hahahaha, bunch of busybodies ah you all tsk tsk. 

Good story to tell our future kid(s), huh?

Until next time! 

Lotsa love, Nurfa x

[eirosbraindump-blog]

child hood crush likes me: GONE WRONG!

(EDITED: I think i wrote this maybe aroung january 16-ish? idk i forgot to put dates minsan eh.) bale ngayon is march 8 ‘19 na. hehe

HEY! here is me again.

so i am currently in the middle of doing my business plan but this can’t wait!

i have a crush, my crush since i was 14, my major crush for 2 years not until i met my ex-bf kiko. SOOOOO, i have a major issue here, my crush liked me back. i thought that it would turn out great, but i think it did not.

HERE’s the story:

So, i was in the verge of moving on with my ex and always expressing my sadness and deepshit on twitter. Until one tweet ago, he replied to one of my tweets: “i wish i was someone’s happy pill.” he then replied, “you’ll be, someday, you just have to wait for the right man.” blabla and shit, something like that was his reply.

so, as my previous ex crush, i got shookt by what he replied and i literally dont know what to feel. kikiligin ba ko or what. 

months passed as i move on with my ex, he kept on replying to my tweets and reacting to my ig stories until one day, he dm-ed me on Instagram. we talked about useless things and shit something like that, asked me to hangout and all. syempre as his ex admirer i got flattered by what he did and by what he just asked me. i still dk what to feel, syempre kinikilig ako kasi naman yung taong pinapangarap ko nung 14 ako and all bigla akong kinausap out of nowhere diba.that was october pa.

until one day, i think he decided to ditch me and all kasi may sadness anxiety nga siya. then december came i IG Storied my face with my fave post then before it expired he reacted at my pic and i replied with an emoji. he then continued our conversation telling me that im cute or whatnot, flirty stuffs but not like the fuckboy kind of flirting ah. basta something like that. while having the convo, it was when i realized that i’ve moved on na pala with kiko, tho i know that im not yet ready for a relationship, i just wonder what is he up to, messaging me all of a sudden. then after that convo i know that i like him again, btw inamin ko pala sa kanya dun sa ig dm na crush ko siya (2 years ago). going back, i know na nga that crush ko na siya ulit and syempre the impulsive side of me wanting attention always tweet some shit that can get his attention blablabla

a week before christmas, for that straight week we were chatmates, some things are the reason why he was chatting me, it can be bc of hannah or bc of me joking him at the comment section. BASTA YON!

tas biglang nahinto yun, kasi ewan ko basta feel niya ata minsan di ako interested sa kanya pero papansin lang naman ako ng papansin dahil sa kanya.

new year came, di na ko mapakali dahil tbh i really got pressured by the confession to crush thing on fb and also my sister said that i should too confess my feelings to him to get things cleared. if he likes me then so it be and if not, then i can just move on and forget about everything that has happened and move on kasi 2019 na naman.

in short, i confessed. he didnt reply agad kasi i know that he got shookt. but i was double-shookt din with his reply, he like me din pala!!!!! aaaaaaahhhhh

after that new year convo akala ko it would stop na like the usual convo that we had. pero hindi, kasi kinabukasan he suddenly greeted me goodmorning like AAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!

hanggang sa i decided to accept his offer to meet (not on a sunday) and get to know him. we met sa sm san mateo and talked about a lot of things . . .

(Continuation: today is march 8 na. i know, im kinda being a late ass bitch here bc im too busy from. . . errr... haha idk what im being busy for eh sometimes naman im being unproductive eh)

so yeah, @sm san mateo we talked about alot of things hahaha that day was not that awkward it was fun tho pero kasi sa ngayon when u come to think of it, it was really funny and awkward ngayon because wtf are we talking about ahahahahahahaha we dont even know what we’re saying. anyways, i knda forgot the whole thing on what i was gonna say in this post bc it’s so matagal na. lol. anyways let me get to the point, the reason why i titled this as childhood crush gone wrong is because that he is touchy af. being caring and all that creepy shit para sa mga bagong nagliligawan pa lang. he’s not creepy at all hahaha lol that’s just my term. anyways, he was so touchy kasi and super caring like an obsessive bf. eh siyempre galing break up nasanay ako na sa loob ng 6 months na yun is ako lang mag isa so bali nanibago ako bigla, like di pa ko sanay ganern. then i talked to him, told him that im not sanay pa from him being touchy sabi ko naman nagaadjust pa ko and he just needs to wait. dont get me wrong (lol me saying that as if someone’s even gonna read this haha) Shaun is a good man. napalaki ng maayos ng magulang and a very good kuya to his sister. he’s your ideal guy kumbaga. very sweet and caring, and because of that kuya vibes in his veins haha he’s kinda over protective to u as well. 

pero on this day na, nagbago na tingin ko sa kanya. he’s very caring sobra huhu. he’s  my ideal guy. iknow, i know, there’s no such thing as an ideal guy when the right person comes to you. but come to think of it, i feel like i was really blessed. he’s the guy that i was looking for and dreaming of that kind of attitude and how he treats u. i really pray that he’s the one.

 i’m still gettig to know him tho. as of the moment i cant give back the love that he was asking for yet. i dont know, wala pa talaga sa point na yun eh kaya nagpapaligaw pa ko. aaaaand yung mga ginagawa ko dati sa mga nanliligaw sakin kung saan parang ako pa yung nag ttyaga sa mga manliligaw ko is di ko na ginagawa ngayon. like sila yung nanliligaw eh so bakit parang ako yung nag aadjust para magustuhan nila ako.

that’s why ngayon as much as posible i dont wanna cover my true color, if that guy really likes me for who i am then i am very happy to accept him in my life pero if hindi then it’s ok so be it.

[jumukus]

A3! Translation: Banri Settsu’s SSR [Imperial Box Seat] - Date Night in Foreign Country Part 3

Worried about letting Izumi go to the mosque by herself at night, Banri comes along with her.

Izumi: Ah, Banri-kun.

Banri: Director-chan?

Hey, why are you bringin' a bag with you? Are you plannin' to go out or somethin'?

Izumi: Yep, there's a place I want to go to.

Banri: ...Listen, I know you've been to Zahra several times already, but goin' out alone at night is still dangerous.

Wait here for a sec. I'm comin' with you.

Izumi: Eh, Banri-kun--He's gone already.

Izumi: Whoah… So pretty!

Banri: Heh… the real thing sure is different.

Izumi: I feel like we're inside a kaleidoscope right now…! It's so mystical here.

Banri: Yeah, this is surely a view you can't miss out here.

Izumi: Sorry for making you come along with me.

Banri: No need to apologize. I did this because I wanted to come here with you, Director-chan.

Plus, my college pals actually asked me to snap a pic of the mosque at night.

So the timing was perfect.

Izumi: I see… glad to hear that, then.

Putting that aside, the stained glasses here are truly breathtaking. It further brings out this place's magical ambience…!

OPTION 1: It feels like we're lost in a different world…!

Izumi: It feels like we're lost in a different world…!

Banri: ...pfft.

Izumi: You were laughing just now, weren't you?

Banri: M'bad. It's just, it's been a while since I last saw you this excited, Director-chan. You're just friggin' cute.

Izumi: --.

Banri: Oh, don't tell me you're embarrassed now?

Izumi: Don't, don't tease me!

Banri: Haha, I'm just jokin'.

OPTION 2: I feel like we may be able to take great pics here.

Izumi: I feel like we may be able to take great pics here~.

Banri: Bet Kazunari will be elated by this.

Izumi: Hahaha, I can totally see that coming. I think your college friends will be satisfied with this.

Banri: I think taking one from this angle may be good. Come here, Director-chan.

Izumi: Whoa, it's true! I must take one as well as a memento!

Banri: A'ight, the next course is over--.

Kazunari: Oh? Could it be Director-chan and Settzer?

Izumi: Kazunari-kun and Misumi-kun?

Misumi: What a coincidence~!

Izumi: So you two came to take a look around here as well.

Kazunari: Aye aye! Now that we're in a different country, I may as well take some Instagrammable pics!

'Sides, my friends asked me to snap some great pics of Zahra!

And I just know that pics of illuminated mosque will go extremely viral on IG!

Banri: He's the same as ever.

Misumi: I came here with Kazu to look for foreign triangles!

Izumi: Haha, I think there's a lot of triangles here.

Kazunari: BTW, you're so sly, Settzer! You're stealing a march on. Director-chan, wanna go around with me too?

Misumi: Let's go search for triangles together~! You're good at this, right, Banri?

Kazunari: Let's go, guys! You too, Director-chan!

Izumi: Whoa, hold on a minute, you two--.

Banri: Jeez… it's turned out this way in the end, huh.

Kazunari: C'mon, Settzer! Hurry up!

Banri: Yeah yeah, I'm comin'.

Part 1 | Part 2

[cheemken]

Oh my god you remembered my birthday! Wait no that sounded like I assumed you would forget-

Anyways regardless how your new sona design turns out I'm sure it'll be rad!

Also yeah, uni just smashes mental health like that wrecking ball in Miley Cyrus' song, shit do be difficult regardless which course you're in but thank fuck I'm not in psychology haha

I'm in healthcare which is probably equally bad

Real cbmdnd hahaha but hey my memory isn't that good anymore I think I mixed up yours and Dee's, yours is this eighth yeah? Ough I have make up classes that day but hey don't worry I'll make smth for you, you always make smth for me too so hey hahaha altho I can't guarantee it'll be dope bc yeah my art skills aren't at its peak anymore hahaha hopefully tho I'll deliver uvu"

But pfft yeah even shit tho that I honestly fucking think our school hates the psych dept that I made this lil inside joke that if ever these mfers go crazy I'll gaslight them even more owo hahahah ah but hey ig we vibing, a ton of major subjects na and a ton of reporting and ough it's all a mess but hey, we vibe ig, can't do shit ig hahaha

Mood tho w healthcare, well hey good luck w your stuff there too hahah don't forget to take breaks and drink water, take care of yourself my guy hahah