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if my blog had a theme song which one would it be im losing my mind
#i was planning to change my theme again#n then i thought abt which song to pin to my profile#its been deep by ntx for as long as i can remember#but thats just bc i am in LOVE w this song#but it doesnt fit the vibe i have in mind#it also doesnt match rn but that wasnt my intention so its fine#agh i hate it here#☆ ; dear diary ?
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im going to puke i just lost two whole paragraphs
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I just LOVE how both in got and hotd we have established that the root of all evil is women who *checks notes* enjoy sex! consistency is important right? I mean GOD FORBID we genuinely root for anyone that isn't nEd FuCKinG sTark the paragon of big dick masculine honor! who are we gonna root for? a flagrant philanderer that started the war because she's a whore? pwease
but at least they're criticizing monarchy you guyzzz hashtag anti war hashtag subversion!! definitely promising!! never been done before!!!
#hate it here!!!!!!#i knoW i said I wasn't gonna talk about it again but you guys i C A N T because I saw MANY tags GLORIFYING THIS BS AND IM LOSING IT OK#'it's just a stupid show you shouldn't care' AGREE but tell me this is not actual gaslighting?#and i don't even LOOK FOR THOSE they just appear because people I follow for NON asoiaf content reblog them and glorify this clownfest#it's literally everywhere?#i genuinely cannot fucking comprehend how in the actual fuck this show got social justice points from tumblr.com university#you guys are so so so#you literally fainT at MINOR shit and you glorify art with actual harmful messages#it's ABSURD#ned they're never gonna make me hate you but oh boy they are trying THEIR BEST#aspa rambles#anti hotd#rant#AGH#rhaenyra targaryen
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animorphs will just drop a passage in a volume that will rotate in your thoughts for decades to come
#txt#many such examples but i just read visser for the first time yesterday and the bit abt the.#'-but he was not the same human. bits of essam still stuck to his brain. dead nerve endings were tied into his.#-some of his neurons fired through dead yeerk tissue.'#COOL I HATE THAT!!!!!#also earlier w the pool bit of 'i made Jenny breathe' AGH#honestly tho many many passages or scenes have haunted me since i read em when i was like 13 ough#this series....#eg many pieces of the hork bajir chronicles vol has been rotating in my brain for 10y now ngl.#i was gonna start listing moments in the series but we'll be here all day#Tobias being stuck as a hawk at the end of the FIRST VOLUME is such a tone setter. esp w the whole elfangor being eaten bit early on too.#ughhhh this serieeeesss#animorphs#also edit. closer to like 15 years jfc
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Overhead, the stars shone clear and bright, and though Mala had only once appeared to him at dawn, on the foothills across this very city, though she might be little more than a strange, mighty being from another world, he offered up a prayer anyway.
Then, he had begged Mala to protect Aelin from Maeve when they entered Doranelle, to give her strength and guidance, and to let her walk out alive. Then, he had begged Mala to let him remain with Aelin, the woman he loved. The goddess had been little more than a sunbeam in the rising dawn, and yet he had felt her smile at him.
Tonight, with only the cold fire of the stars for company, he begged her once more.
A curl of wind sent his prayer drifting to those stars, to the waxing moon silvering the camp, the river, the mountains.
He had killed his way across the world; he had gone to war and back more times than he cared to remember. And despite it all, despite the rage and despair and ice he'd wrapped around his heart, he'd still found Aelin. Every horizon he'd gazed toward, unable and unwilling to rest during those centuries, every mountain and ocean he'd seen and wondered what lay beyond... It had been her. It had been Aelin, the silent call of the mating bond driving him, even when he could not feel it.
They'd walked this dark path together back to the light. He would not let the road end here.
#Chapter 23#Kingdom of Ash#Sarah J. Maas#Rowan Whitethorn#Rowaelin#Essar#Mala#more starry quotes#lord of the north#I will find you#no spoilers pls 1st read to read along with me pt 4 of 4 perspectives more notes/quotes/reacts in tags; spoilers in both post & tags#They would not all go in all go out. — he won’t leave without Aelin… and probably Cairn dead#Ready to unleash hell when he sent a flare of his magic diverting soldiers to their side while Rowan made his run for Aelin.#She'd protested but even Gavriel had told her that she was mortal. Untrained. And what she'd done today… Rowan didn’t have the words#thank you for Elide appreciation day#He trusted Essar. She'd never liked Maeve had outright said she did not serve her with any willingness or pride.#But these last few hours before dawn when so many things could go wrong...#the full circle of him praying to Mala in HoF and then mentioning it in QoS and EoS and now here in KoA😭#She had to be there. Aelin had to be there.#If they had come so close but wound up being the very thing that had caused Maeve to take Aelin away AGAIN#The bond within him lay dark and slumbering. No indication of her proximity. — Maeve doing that too AGH I HATE HER SO MUCH#Essar had no idea that Aelin was being kept here until Elide informed her. How many others hadn't known? How well had Maeve hidden her?#— maybe that means there’s some good face on their side who might help if they know or learn?#ah rowaelins love language of revenge and compartmentalizing#Overhead the stars shone clear and bright and though Mala had only once appeared to him at dawn on the foothills across this very city#though she might be little more than a strange mighty being from another world he offered up a prayer anyway.#his magic sending a prayer to the northern stars for dawn to stay with the woman he loves — even back then😭#Tonight with only the cold fire of the stars for company he begged her once more.#HE SAYS COLD FIRE BECAUSE ITS NOT HIS FIREHEART😭 and the the darkness back to the light — IT WILL NOT END HERE WE WONT LET IT HE WONT LET IT#and the fact he knew he loved her back then😭 and all those centuries before when he didn’t know why😭😭😭
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wow it’s the end of 2024!!!
my social media journey has been very… weird… due to mental health + confidence issues I’ve taken so many long breaks that every time I came back I felt like I had to start over again
last year on tumblr/ig, I started posting old (mostly) jjba art and tried to be active — until I got destroyed by the last semester of my awful college degree…….. but since the middle of this year, I’ve been more consistent??? I’m still getting used to all of this, so like… bear with me 😭
looking ahead, expect the usual art rotation of genshin impact (99% kaveh/alhaitham 😔) and jjba (99% part 5 😔) in 2025, as well as other things when I feel like it
as for specific projects… long comics for 🏛️🌱 and 🐞🔫 have been on the docket for a while, and I want to work on them in the upcoming year… I need these ideas out of my head…
I just wanted to say ty for supporting… and here’s to 2025!!! 🥂🎉
#ness yells#queuetie pie#putting this on the queue I’m embarrassed#agh#kind of wish I made more artwork in the first half of 2024 but no need to dwell on that now…#that was just not a good time for me… hated my degree program and wasted so much time… but we ball 💔#ig one of my goals is to not abruptly disappear from social media for a long ass period of time#for the millionth time#and admittedly I’ve been on ig and twt lately but#tumblr is where I first started posting my art when I was still a teenager 😭#I will always come back to this stupid site bc it’s my home#I highly doubt many of my current followers first found me from my komaeda era but if you did??? then you deserve a veteran’s discount 😔#what are you still doing here LMAO#also originally wanted to post a final comic before the year’s end but plans changed. I fucked up on it 😭 so no art from me until 2025 oops
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Something about this interaction between Harry & Janeway - specifically Janeway but it's notable that Harry's the one listening because I think, say, Chakotay or B'Elanna might push back against the idolization of this 'it was different back in those days' way of thinking.
#Get the Tranq she's 'Good Old Boys'-ing!#never beating the Starfleet stooge accusations#which I think should have been brought up more between her and Chakotay#instead of just making Chakotay like Starfleet again so they can be together#the Tuvok/Chakotay/Janeway command trio should have been like#Janeway: I love Starfleet in an uncomplicated way and though it's painful sometimes I believe following code is the only way to proceed#Tuvok: I agree with the captain and this makes her believe in her decisions more - though I would attempt to obey her commands even if they#weren't regulation.#<- Janeway doesn't want to examine this#Chakotay: I hate Starfleet because of very valid reasons and I don't think following orders and codes from superiors is the best thing#in every situation. I want everyone here to examine their biases which cannot necessarily be done if biases are written into the#codes. We aren't in Starfleet space. We might have to adapt.#but it's nowhere near that nuanced bc you know. Starfleet Good. Starfleet Good. Starfleet Good. Maquis Bad. Maquis Bad. Maquis Bad.#Or you know: 'Maquis doing this the WROOONG way...violence isn't the answer :(' maybe violence is the answer sometimes.#when it's the only language the people in power understand.#maybe 'let's talk about this' is an insidious military tactic sometimes actually#Also Harry immediately going from 'They falsified logs?' to 'I always wondered it'd be like back then...~'#He and Janeway................Him and Janeway are!!! AGH#People think Harry's way too timid. They think this because he's asian and an ensign so they make him timid & obedient#But he's very willing to break or bend the rules - he's willing to fight he likes action and adventure and he's very similar to Janeway#where they'll both die and go to hell and come back just to save their crew - their friends - their family
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no ones texted me and its my birthday :(
oh :(((( ik that must be really shitty, im so sorry :( happy birthday though, have an amazing day <3 hugs and cake for you (if you’re okay with that <3)
#Agh i hate it when people are neglected :(#Happy birthday anon<3#Here’s to an amazing year#shakespeare approves#asks
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hey guys so I just started reading Flatland by Edwin A. Abbott and OMG AHSBNSBSBSNSNBSHZHSHDBFHGGHFHGRJ2KSHSBSNSK AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA I LOVE THINKING ABOUT THE RELATIVITY BETWEEN DIMENSIONS!!!!!!
#probably the nerdiest thing i will ever read in my entire life but I AM SO HAPPY#Its the unabridged and corrected 1992 republication btw. if you wanna get specific#the only book in which i have actually decided to read the introductory notes and i do NOT regret it because the editor's one IMMEDIATELY#brought up the “oh but surely the second dimension has thickness how else would flatlanders see anything” AND GAVE A REALLY GOOD ANSWER.#which i cannot tell you here. bc it is several paragraphs long and idk how i would shorten it. i would hit tag limit. if thats a thing.#anyways. I'm only a little bit into the first part which basically explains how Flatland works as a society so i haven't even gotten to the#sphere yet but OH MAN I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO EXCITED ABOUT A ROUND OBJECT IN MY LIFE#IM LOSING IT OVER THIS BOOK AAAA :D#me: im so glad i dont have a math class during my senior year! now i dont have to learn anything math-related!#also me: but what if i started studying a complex and almost entirely theoretical part of geometry#bc YEAH i didn't just buy this book bc of gravity falls. I BOUGHT IT BC IVE BEEN RESEARCHING THE 4TH DIMENSION WOOOOOOO!!!!!#one thing i will say i dont like. introductory note suggests the the 4th dimension might be time. this is ok tho bc its followed up with#also saying that time is not a spatial dimension and exist across the 0 1st 2nd and 3rd dimensions which. that epuld mean we live in 4d#already. so. i was worried for a second but THANK YOU THANK YOU OH MY GOD PEOPLE TRYING TO SAY “OH THE 4TH DIMENSION IS TIME” I HATE THAT SO#MUCH AAAAGGHHHH AT LEAST RECOGNIZE ITS NOT SPATIAL!!! TIME IS NOT A SPATIAL DIMENSION!!!!!!! IF IT WAS THEN 4D TRAVEL AND TIME TRAVEL WPULD#BE FHE SAME THING AND DO YOU KNOW HOW MANY MUCH COOLER POSSIBILITIES WPULD BE THROWN AWAY IF THAT WAS THAT CASE!!!!! AND. AND. IF THE 4TH#DIMENSION IS TIME. THEN WHATS THE 5TH?? 6TH?? YPU CANT KEEP GOINF ON FOREVER LIKE THAT. YPURE JUST MAKEING MORE 3D WORLSS WITH STUFF IN#ADDITION TO TIME. INTERESTING BUT THAY IS NOT ABOHT HIGHRER DIEMSBSJSNSBAKAJSHDHDHHDHDHDJ#sorry for the rant. jsut. agh i want a spatial 4th dimension. i dont think tesseracts exist through time that would just be an aged cube#anyways yeahhh i love the 4th dimension. new hyperfixation or new special interest? ill have to wait and see. anyways i have done it i have#an oc whos 4 dimensional now and she is the coolest ever i love her#but yeah this book is sosososo good i am literally gonna bring it to school to read instead of draw bc i would lose it if i didn't#10/10 would recommend to anyone who wants to Think
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i think the dynamic between grian and vriska is so fun because. not only are they both CHAOTIC but having grian instead of spidermom could fix vriska in the worst way possible. spidermom will tell vriska to kill 100 children but grian will take her to pollute everyones bases within a 50 mile radius with a million chickens and i think thats exactly what she deserves to do
YOU GET ITTTTTT 🤝🤝🤝🤝🤝 YOU LITERALLY GET IT. Sure vriskas not killing a million real children anymore but she’s committing historically the most annoying pranks the server has ever seen. Everyone on the server sighs with relief, oh maybe now that grian has to take care of a kid he’ll mellow out WRONG. VRISKA. Also you must consider season 7 with the turf war—it’s literally grian vs. scar. AKA vriska vs. terezi. Like are you kidding me they will absolutely get into so many damn shenanigans. Like I doubt vriska could thrive without causing problems and that’s exactly why Grian is the best gaurdian for her.
#agh. I love vriska and grian so bad it’s unreal#they both look at each other and say I can make them worse. you understand.#but then I’m also a fan of soft thing#imagine they’re up late scheming some plan on how to break into someone’s base#and they both fall asleep over the map they’ve been drawing bdnfngjg#so cute#also please nobody get fucking weird over this au everything is purely familial and platonic. fuck outta here#weasel speaks#asks!#hc#hs#blockdad au#my aus#misspelled turf as terf. very very very sorry#ive just been thinking about how much i hate them lately asdkjhf
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Appointment went fine. Got everything sorted out & got confirmation that I should be able to graduate in the spring.
I also officially applied to graduate.
Got so overwhelmed by this & my grief over the fact that my dad won't be there for it that I ended up crying in the bathroom over it. 👍 but it's a good thing overall. Just. You Know.
#speculation nation#i am Not someone prone to tears so this is very strange.#could count the number of times ive cried in public on my two hand (excluding when i was a kid or at like. funerals.)#can honestly say ive never cried like this in a public bathroom stall before. what a novel experience.#thank god no one's come in tho. which. im still there lol ive been here for like 25 minutes now#got the emotions out tho. and im gonna go eat smth. and then get back to work on my midterm assignment.#dont have very long so i need to do it when im on campus. bc i wont have the motivation at home.#but for now. need to get some food. decompress a bit. and then get to work.#genuinely kind of crazy. i applied to graduate. that feels so surreal.#it's been almost 10 years after all. but finally. Finally... im almost there.#doesnt feel real. still feel pretty overwhelmed. but my schoolwork wont wait for me.#i need to make sure that i do graduate. need to pass all my classes and pass them well.#and man someone just came in lol. almost half an hour after i got here. really is my cue to get going lol#agh. sometimes i hate having emotions.
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You ever see the worst review on something that clearly shows the person in question did NOT WANT to give the media a chance in the first place and only watched it with the intention to HATE it?
#thats not healthy btw#hate watching is bad for your health and you should look deeper into why you hate watch the things you do#levi pls#agh this was meant for main but whatever its here now#i gotta change my icon or smth its confusing me LMAO
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being a closed off weirdo who never gets close to anyone is all fun and games until your homeroom teacher suddenly decides that your behavior will be graded by your classmates
#spoiler they actually do hate me!!!#the only thing keeping me sane and stopping me from crying was my first thought being oh my god it's just like rui kamishiro#is this just a typical wandasho fan experience. fun#sorry for the negativity on here i just feel like suffocating because of it 💔 i need to say it somewhere. agh#ri says the less serious things. the tag
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hey sims question has anyone else installed for rent already and if so are you having trouble opening the game after re-enabling mods because it will legit just not open for me even after i updated or removed all the script mods that i thought might be the issue
#.txt#and i can’t exactly disable mods because i can’t even open the game#i’ve tried restarting my laptop and repairing the game multiple times#i tried dragging the sims 4 folder onto my desktop so i could just start rest#*fresh#and then drag all my saves and mods and such back in#but it wouldn’t let me because it said the game was running when it wasn’t#when i click play just like. nothing happens. it goes back to the ea app#tf do i even do here#i think the pack/update is too new for there to be a real fix found just yet#if this is a common issue#like i know some people were having trouble updating but i got the update fine#like i opened the game after installing the pack#so i could enable mods#agh. the world hates me#i just wanna build sand.ers sides themed townhouses#or apartments or something#on that 50 x 50 lot in willow creek
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why is it frowned upon the respond to your supervisor w 'kys'. what if they are being annoying and stupid
#ughhh why are you texting me so late after asking me stupid questions and not being present at normal working hours in the lab#why are you insisting on calling me to resolve any misunderstanding you have when none of us are native english speakers#when texting the explanation would not only be more clear but also would save so much fucking time#agh i hate this fucking faculty i need to get a job and get out of here#even if my coworkers would be as annoying as this one i'd at least have the excuse of 'not doing that im not payed enough for this shit'#cuz now im stuck in this brain melter of a situation for fucking free aaaAAAAAA
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FUCK I GOT A NEW FIXATION AND I HATE IT
#I HATE IT HERE#ITS FUCKING FURRY MUSIC#ITS LAP FOX TRAX#HELP ME#AGH#BUT#MAYHEM SHARKTITS#THATS AN ALBUM BTW
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