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Dulosis
CW: sleep deprivation, white/noise torture, creepy/intimate Whumper, defiant Whumpee, hallucinations
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The room was as barren as it was functional, two square meters of locked space. They called it a white room, but the walls were padded with dusty-gray foam, which he already tried to pick apart. In no way did the tapered spikes budge.
Not that this changed anything, the noise was still kept inside. It came once every half hour, he counted, a deafening sough in close intervals, at least one minute in length.
Counting was the only thing he was able to busy himself with, though, so he didn't mind when they decided to change the frequency up to put the ungrateful guest on edge.
On the third day, he ripped a button from his cardigan, throwing and blindly fumbling for it. Another game, another way to keep the last sliver of his mind in place. He remembered vaguely seeing this trick in a documentary about Alcatraz, a little how-to experience about keeping sane in solitary confinement.
The issue wasn't the silence or the solitude; he preferred that to being kept downstairs and playing house with a person he barely knew. That fucking psycho snapped, he had thought when they shoved him in here, food or water missing since day one.
No, it was the noise.
The chaos that dug itself deep into his brain's fissures, keeping his mind alert and body awake even after what felt like eternity.
The ants came after the fourteenth alarm, he counted that too, crawling through the barely visible slit that was separating him from freedom. A few at the start, but where they came from others waited for an equal opportunity, and soon the floor was sprinkled with them, too large to number. On his skin, his lashes, pushing his lips apart to engulf every pore with the prickly tap of their countless feet.
And then they were gone again, nothing but foam and noise for a while. They would return, no doubt, and with that knowledge he started to get thankful for the scheduled terror, just barely. Scratching at the back of his senses, the thirst that dried his body up from the inside had become just a minor problem.
At one point he could hear his own intestines working; pumping, contracting and rhythmically meandering to the sound that just so snapped him back to reality.
Again.
And then again, never a warning beforehand. Did that happen in the documentary too? He couldn't tell anymore; didn't know anything. Mind so fuzzy, he nearly caught himself wishing for that freak to come back and open the door, turn off the sounds, anything to let him rest.
Now, after cowering on the ground with both hands pressed tightly against his ears, so nothing would crawl inside, there came a new fuss. A single light click, then another as the heavy steel door moved outwards and his captor's silhouette blocked the entry. The sudden brightness left him nearly blinded, another misery piling on top.
"Hello there, I nearly forgot about you."
The friendly chuckle they let rain down on him felt like poison. But they lied through their teeth, spending every quiet minute they stole from their captive to plan the inevitable outcome, success now prickling right on their fingertips.
The cowering mess at their feet let out a weak hack, voice sore from misuse: "Let me rest."
Bloodshot eyes met an unmoving stare. There was no room to negotiate.
"Ask nicely, sweetheart," the shape offered instead.
"You fucking-"
Without another word, they turned on the spot, ready to leave him stewing in his own misery. Maybe five days weren't enough, they could wait.
The room was practically filled with his stare that clung to their back, heart thrumming so heavy in his chest it felt like it would burst out any second. Not willing to give up the last sliver of freedom he had kept safe so carefully, but too weak and confused to do anything about it, the words just slipped from his lips.
"Nonono wait, I'm sorry. Stay. Stay!"
He wanted them to keep talking, to hear anything else than that ingrain blare, the thrumming of his heart, the legs crawling along...
Behind the veil of quickly forming tears, he could see his captor halt and turn. More? Did they want more of this? Living the lie with them, just as a short break, maybe. A workaround. Get strength back and try again. If he made it that far... Just to rest for a bit.
"Please," the hurt voice pressed out, "I'm j-just so tired. I won't make you any more trouble."
"Again," the shadow replied, voice warm as the summer noon. They knew he was so much closer to what they imagined. The other sessions they had together were not as successful, but finally he seemed to let his guard slip. Almost there.
A lone sniff could be heard in the room, more closet than anything.
"Please. Can I please go to sleep, just for a bit?"
It was over for today. Other fights would come, ones he would win, or so he assured himself.
Fights he would give up again, his captor knew.
Nearly gone again, he was quickly brought back by the thin smile that crept across their face, victorious after all. They gave a single nod that made the sore loser fold into himself, eyes closed and face flat against the barren floor.
Maybe the light will stay on too. Oh, please stay on, it's safer that way...it's safe.
A warm palm gently placed itself on his matted hair, not touching but resting in a most innocent gesture.
"Not in here," they whispered, "Not after you're finally behaving, dear."
The hand slipped down further, and with it the reassuring touch. He was being pet, a part of him recognized. A small price in the end.
Hand placed in shaking hand, he was pulled up to face the victor of this little game.
"Come on. You will love it."
More carried than led down the hall, through blurry and burning vision, he could see doors beside them passing. They pulled him around the corner and through the wooden doorway onto a bed, ready and freshly made.
The heavy comforter atop the sheets seemed too pristine to hold his filthy body, but his captor didn't seem to mind one bit when they dragged him under the white heaven. Both would clean up tomorrow, the next step that was oh-so carefully prepared.
The shaken man shouldn't dare to forget how divine this felt, and if he did, their special room would still be vacant for another time.
As he was tucked in with peaceful humming right behind his ear, his mind sank into the comfort he had denied himself for such a long time. And for this moment, freedom traded in for peace, numbing sound for forced touch, he believed it was worth it.
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Thanks for reading 🤍 [Masterpost]
#whump#whumpblr#creative writing#whump community#whump drabble#whumper also gave them a nightlight#against the ants#i chose ants because they infiltrated my kitchen the other day#there are worse critters by far...starting with tics#sleep deprivation#sensory deprivation#noise torture#intimate whumper#defiant whumpee#stockholm syndrome#hallucinations#white torture#psychological whump#insects#ants#begging
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I know those eyes.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#wen qing#wen ning#Sibling similarity but you only see it when you realize they have the same soggy eyes.#These two always struck me as a bit of a play on Jiang Cheng and Jiang Yanli for 'siblings who contrast each other.#But after spending a lot more time marinating on Wen Ning I actually think they are way more similar that is initially apparent.#Sure their surface level personality traits are pretty contrastive. But they both are so willing to risk their lives for what's right#Who raised them? In a story so full of examples of how parents shape their children - why are these two lacking in parents?#I imagine that Wen Qing is the older sibling and so her morals of 'help those who need it no matter who they are' got passed a long.#But how did *she* arrive there? Was that instilled within her or was it a reaction against bearing witness to callousness and cruelty?#We'll never know..the only thing I can say for certain is Wen Qing is *so* soggy in the audio drama.#She's like the ant with the bindle. It's a hell of a way to bring a previously sharp tongued character back into the narritive.#Side note: Thank you all for being so patient and kind while I took my break!#It's been a very chaotic few weeks and I didn't realize how bad my burnout was getting. I'm back and ready to keep drawing again!
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Shameless established relationship RLGL AU fluff ♡
Look at these goobers, they are just foolin' around
#fnaf sun#fnaf moon#sundrop#moondrop#dca#daycare attendant x y/n#sun x moon#sun x y/n#moon x y/n#dcamv#my art#rlgl au#awawawa#i dont know if this is even good#aaaaa#in which y/n fights back against moons constant flirting by upping the ante#im sorry this is very self indulgent
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Thinking about punk herstory again...
#vivenne westwood#johnny rotten#the damned#new york dolls#malcolm mclaren#adam ant#this is a niche meme for my fellow punk historians#I've just been obsessed with punk history recently because ive been reading a book about goth history#and ive seen a few original punks#and just been consuming a lot of old punk and goth#Malcolm McLaren fascinates me because hes such a prick i cant believe hes fucked over so many bands#hes like grunkle stan if he was a punk manager#for context#johnny rotten hates him because he mismanaged them and wouldnt pay them and started piL in retaliation#adam ant asked him to make him a really big pop star and after a few months kicked adam out of his own band 😭#got the new York dolls to preform in a comminist get up which casused so much controversy they disbanded#and got everyone to turn against the damned and poser shamed them because he was pissed that they made a record before sex pistols#im sure u all know about how he and vivenne Westwood ran their punk clothing line Sex and managed and dressed all their bands#then they went rockabilly (every punk has a rockabilly era)#then it was sex#and after punk they liked pirates and rebranded to Worlds end and basically made new romantic fashion
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also i just know if benson had been invited to a dinner at the Bradley household he and tandys mom would be locked in the biggest power struggle ever both being politely passive aggressive bensons over here gripping and massaging randys thigh under the table whos trying to stop the shaking in his hands as benson flashes his sweetest shit eating grin at mrs Bradley benson comments how much bigger than this house and town randy is his mother counters randys always been happy here this is where his family is theres no need to leave tensions are so high randy feels like hes going to explode so he has an outburts apologizes and tells his mom hell see benson out mrs Bradley thinking shes won the game unknowing benson has randy begging and panting like a dog in the backseat
#course if you want even more you can say benson didnt even let randy have his release wouldnt want mom to worry and so riled up disheveled#randy goes back in and quickly excuses himself from his moms gloating smile and hug feigning upset but really he ends up rutting against his#bed#the passenger#the passenger 2023#stockroom syndrome#ranson#randy bradley#benson the passenger#ant posts stuff
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i am sick and insomniac scrolling through this blog at 4am on. a school night make him suffer. as a treat. for me <3 /nf
Explodes him. For you.
#daily art patch#in stars and time#isat isabeau#art club special#please click the image it is cropped horribly#I have no idea how to fix it ant bindle#also hope you feel better anon that was in fact in my inbox at 4 am!#sadly against my deer mouse heart to make him suffer such ways#only exception is if it’s funny (blows him up)#IT WAS FINE?????????#okay whatever the crops fine
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SOCIETY KEEPS KILLING ONE OF THEM BCS THEIR FRIENDSHIP WOULD BE INCAPABLE FOR GALAXIES TO HANDLE !!!!!
#theyre actually the same height but cliffjumper's pedes are made for climbing leaping causing pain to others#so he has spikes that sheath and unsheath from the soles and he keeps them out pretty much all the time which gives him height#fuzzy fat bumblebee and ANT#cliffjumper#i want cliffjumper sounds just like Miss SecondOpinionson but monotone & says everything like it's a fact#he keeps a permanent judgemental and suspicious expression and will tell you all of his surface level judgement of u#which js A Lot as he is Very observant and skeptical of Everything#mirage loves him bcs he doesnt play nice. he tells u how he sees it when he sees it#meanwhile bee is mewing from the amount of hatred secretly boiling inside him & is constantly changing himself for others#when they have time to reunite as old best friends .. the girlies have fun which means cliff is smiling for once & bee is not#everybody feels bad for bee when they see this bcs they think cliff is boring him or something & ruining his good mood#but actually bee is having the time of his life venting finally abt all his 'mean thoughts' which are just His thoughts but he cant say that#and cliff loves violence & is uncomfortable with social etiquette upkeep so of course hes indulging#i need the world to stop pitting my girlbosses against each other like just get creative with their designs lol#characters can have depth without merging personalities together into 1 and killing off the other half to cover up ur stealing lol#bee def has anger issues too but it's an after effect from his overthinking backfiring#while cliff has anger issues that flares b4 actions due to not wanting to think in favor of pure Doing#i think they are lovely foils which should be explored and can be done rlly interestingly if they were friends#who keep getting pit against each other by life but refuse to lose that friendship .. it's just a little cracked now.. & keeps cracking#bumblebee#transformers#maccadam
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sceo weekend 2024 (day 2) → at home
but i thought you might...
#sceoedit#twedit#sceoweekend2024#sceo#twvid#man i swear this was supposed to be ambiguous hopeful ending but i think i just made another happy ending sceo vid#EVERY TIME I TRYYYYY TO MAKE IT ANGSTY I JUST ANT HELP IT ITS AGAINST MY NATURE
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beach day!!!
#hay que aprovechar antes de que vengan los turistas😤😤#tbh I am not against tourists (for the most part)#but tourism levels have gotten insane in the last 3 years & I’ve noticed during the summer#that hiking trails and the beaches are now littered with trash bc the tourists don’t care for nature the way the locals do 😭😭#they hike to these places for the insta reel & then leave instantly#plus I am seeing real-time gentrification of my city 🥲🥲🥲#plus the tourists who only speak English and are shocked that a rural community that never had tourists before doesn’t understand them🤔#I help the ones that are nice but I pretend I don’t speak English when I see rude ones😇😇😇😇😇😇#anyways this morning was kind of gross & cloudy but! now it is gorgeous!!!!!!!!!!
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Annt
#I would like to formally apologize for my crimes against the ann nation and the eyes of every good soul who stumbled upon this#identity v#identity v fanart#idv disciple#my art#idk how to draw ants
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Vote for either Matilda or Quake in the Sonic Oc Showdown polls I'm running!
Matilda belongs to me and @halcyon-pandion
Quake belongs to @bunnymajo
#frosti draws#matilda the ant#sonic ocs#socs poll#THEY ARE NECK AND NECK#AS MATILDAS CO-CREATOR I SAY VOTE MATILDA!!!!!! BUT ALSO QUAKE IS WONDERFUL! SO FOLLOW YOUR HEART!#mfw i see that matilda was matched up against an ELEPHANT!!!! *big sopping eyes* <- guy who loves elephants so much
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Also obsessed with Peggy Carter (70 year old woman) clearly and easily restraining Hank Pym (20ish year old younger man with superpowers). Do you understand
#favorite woman ever#favorite person ever#no bc yeah hank decided to stop but you can see him fight back against her for a second before he does#and she still pulls him back#Howard's just standing there like 🧍♂️ SKDHAKDJS#peggy carter#hank pym#ant man#howard stark#marvel
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i rlly like ur ant tag
GRINS i have a beetle tag as well.. my funny bugs world
#beetle tag is because i like beetles they make me smile. ant tag is because i have become the ant guy against my will<and i cant just tag#every ant post stej#setup...
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imagining a scene of benson being off on break but hes been gone longer than 30 mins and randy cant go on break till he gets back so the boss sends randy to go find benson cause if boss does it hell lose his shit so course randy does and he eventually finds him sat down against the wall by the backdoor sleeping cigarette held limply
and randy does try to wake him by gently calling his name even getting whay randy thinks is loud but benson doesnt wake so nervously flexing his fingers randy eventually decides to just poke him its not to rude right and they both really need to get back soon so he takes a breath before poking benson quickly
and that still doesnt work and honestly lowkey scares him what if benson died oh god so hed finally grab bensons should to shake him and thats when benson would wake and snatch randys wrist with enough force to bruise and grind his bones benson eyes dark and glaring as randy teies to jump back and apologize unable to pull his wrist out of bensons grip its only when benson blinks rapidly and glances around he seems to come back to himself and let's go of randy
he mumbles a quick sorry stubs his cigarette and goes back inside leaving randy standing there clutching his wrist later that night randys laying in bed the brusies are beginning to show pain shoots up as he slowly applys pressure to it and soon finds himself wondering what itd be like if he had grabbed his neck instead which quickly devols into imagining benson manhandling him against the back wall and sticky hands
#tltr randy gets off imagining benson holding him against the wall by his neck#suggestive#the passenger#the passenger 2023#randy bradley#ranson#ant posts stuff#fic stuff
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Favorite moments of David flirting with Dec on Saturday Night Takeaway last night.
#david tennant#soft scottish hipster gigolo#saturday night takeaway#ant and dec#the short dressing gown#taking nuts in his mouth repeatedly#thrusting against another man#then saying they are married#please tell me again how people think this man is 100% straight#there is no heterosexual explanation for this#also I know nothing about Ant and Dec but my god they are annoying and awkward on camera#David had more charisma in his four minutes of airtime than A&D did for an hour#the shameless flirting with Dec had me raising an eyebrow though#you've heard of James and the Giant Peach#now get ready for David and the Tiny Twink#amazing#gifs by me
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Fontaine and Nate are a little more domestic in how they got together, while Ant and Kari have been chaos since day one of their friendship. I headcanon that Ant doesn’t have the most experience with relationships, due to growing up on a submarine with little idea how to talk to other kids his own age, let alone girls, but his parents and sister made sure he did not grow into one of those guys who’s insensitive to girls. Kaiko and Will made sure their son was a gentleman to women. Problem is, Ant was raised to be nice to women and not push himself onto them so much that he didn’t actually make a move when he realized he liked Kari. Because he valued their friendship so much, and heard firsthand about some of the less than stellar relationships she’d had and how jerky some of her exes were, so he just…didn’t say or do anything. He knew he liked her but didn’t immediately pursue anything because he didn’t want to seem like that guy who only became friends with a girl so he could date her, and then ruin their (at that point) near six year friendship.
Kari meanwhile has been trying to get this stupid boy to realize their last few hangouts haven’t been hangouts, and that she’s almost blatantly asked him out on a date three times in a row. She’s wondering if she needs to go so far as kiss him to get him to realize what’s going on.
And a Fontaine and Nate, because they’re also cute.
#ant and Kari went from being ‘the only people who don’t know ant and Kari like each other is ant and Kari’#to ‘the only person who doesn’t know ant and Kari are dating is Ant’#he’s not Adrien Agreste-ing he’s just friend-zoning himself#because he values his lady-friend too much to potentially come across as THAT guy#Kari’s banging her head against a wall trying to wait for him to catch on to what’s going on#also Nate can cook. something Fontaine Cannot do At All#she’s only allowed in the kitchen to bake. she’s not allowed near anything else#the deep 2015#the deep cartoon#ant nekton#antaeus nekton#fontaine nekton#the deep oc
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