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danganronpafan777 · 2 years ago

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(You dont have to write this right away) dra male cast x reader that has the peronality of ibuki mioda like in the morning its like "good nom nom noming you sexy cutie"

I love this request sm Tsurugi Kinjo:

You were.... Interesting

With you and Yamato, he had two crackhead friends

He'd raise a confused eyebrow at some of the more random things you'd say, and would cover his ears everytime you had an instrument in your hands, whether you were playing or not

He's completely thrown off guard when you confess to him, but finds himself accepting your feelings anyway

Tsurugi never imagined himself with someone like you, who would distract him from his trauma and give him breaks from work by tackling him into the couch and cuddling him until he can't breathe

But he just can't keep himself away from you

You never hesitated to grab his work, and throw it across the room and hold him to force him to take a break

He would blush a bit whenever you wrote a song for him, and would have to cover his face with his arm to hide his blush if you actually played it for people

It would take years to convince him to do a duet with you, and his voice would be so shy and relaxing, but you can't record it or tell anyone about it He does his best to keep you out of trouble, and it rarely works

But for some reason, he still loves you

"Good nom nom noming you sexy cutie~!”

“…!?…Good morning, Y/n…”

Mitch Higa:

He didn't mind your personality too much, as he had met much louder fangirls in his career, but he never would have imagined himself dating you

Sure, he flirted with you and you replied with some witty comment, but he expected you to blow him off like every other girl in the class did for some reason

Even with his superiority complex, he will beg on his knees for you not to scream into your microphone again

He's get very confused at some of the strange things you say, and might even blush (to which he'd mentally slap himself)

If you wrote a song about him, no one would hear the end of it for the next week

He would brag about it to all his teammates and in nearly every interview of his to the point where you basically have to release it to the public

He'd try to seduce you in a duet, but would end up failing miserably Chaz Thurman style (please don't cancel me for that reference-)

Similar to what Haruhiko said about Satsuki, he jokes that of all the girls he wanted to be with in the class, he got stuck with the loudest one

But despite your eardrum killing music, there's no one else he'd rather be stuck with

"Good nom nom noming you sexy cutie~!”

He’s caught off guard for a moment, “You’re the cutie Y/n~”

Kinji Uehara:

He was slightly started by your upbeat and loud personality, but he didn't mind too much, having experience in dealing with hyper kids

Your classmates are impressed by his ability to calm you down-

He might ask a few questions at some of the strange things you say, but eventually just accepts that you say random things (He still might blush a bit at some of your more affectionate words)

He's a bit reluctant, but eventually agrees to perform a duet with you, having experience in singing through hymns in church

He's not a huge fan of your music, and might politely ask for you to turn it down sometimes, but he still supports you and your passions

He would invite you to play for the kids at the orphanage, as long as the songs were child friendly and wouldn't destroy their eardrums

During one of these private concerts, you played a song that he wasn't familiar with, and was shocked when you said it was about him

It was probably the most flustered and flattered you ever saw him, and the kids teased him about it for weeks, begging for you to play it again and again

"Good nom nom noming you sexy cutie~!”

“I’m…not sure what that means, but thank you…”

That doesn’t stop the blush on his face

Haruhiko Kobashikawa:

Didn't expect to have a classmate this loud, but was able to match your enthusiasm

He screamed when he heard you play for the first time, and his ears continued to ring for hours later, but he still supports you

Haruhiko might try to learn a new instrument such as the guitar (mostly to impress you), but would constantly forget cords and have no idea what he’s doing

If the two of you did a duet, he'd try to act cool and romantic but would end up forgetting half of the words

He’s confused and kinda concerned at some of the weird things you say, but will blush a bit when you say something romantic

If you made a song for him, he would brag about it for as long as he possibly can

The two of you are two loving and energetic idiots, and while Haru’s not a great singer, he’s your number one hypeman!

"Good nom nom noming you sexy cutie~!”

He’s red for a moment before responding, “Good..uh, whatever to you too! Haha.. you’re the cutie…”

Kakeru Yamaguchi:

He initially flinches at your loud personality, but eventually gets used to it

Meaning he can keep himself from passing out at some of the affectionate things you say to him

He'll timidly ask what you mean whenever you say something random, to which you'd always say something even stranger

You confuse him sometimes, but you still help him with interacting with others and expressing himself more

He was oblivious to your feelings for him, so Kinji and Kanata probably had to spell it out for him

If the two of you ever sang a duet, he might have to stop a few times, and you oblige, not wanting him to be uncomfortable

Your music definitely surprised him, but it does help him speak up (to ask you to please turn it down mostly-)

You like to perform private concerts for his sister, and use some of your tour money to help pay for her treatments

Kakeru's entire face would turn pink if you wrote a song about him, and would completely pass out if you even spoke about releasing it

From this relationship, you're able to remain serious at times, while Kakeru slowly lets loose and expresses himself more

"Good nom nom noming you sexy cutie~!”

Kakeru.exe has stopped working.

Teruya Otori:

He wasn't really expecting you to be so...loud, but that was alright!

He admired your talent and the two of you were fast friends

You, him, Haruhiko, Satsuki, and Kiyoka probably start a band together (Sunshine Squad-)

He makes his classic confused faces whenever you say something random, and even his ears would turn red whenever you seemed to flirt with him

He would be extremely embarrassed and kinda shy to do a duet with you, but would be more confident as he gets older, but he still would prefer to keep it between the two of you

The moment you mention writing a song about him, his accent would leak

"Y-Ya made a son'!? A-abou' meh!? I-um..."

He's happy! He really is, but he's also nearly at a loss for words

His face would get even redder if you released it to the public, and his dad would probably play it on repeat at Otori Mart to tease him

The two of you are extremely affectionate and happy together (but Teruya still blushes his head off in front of others-)

"Good nom nom noming you sexy cutie~!”

“W-Weh!? Y/n- um…G-good…nomming to ya too…”

His face is too red to say anything else

Yamato Kisaragi:

The both of you just clicked when you first met, and if he wasn't already a fan, he was now

He might yelp and cover his ears a bit at some of your louder songs, but he still jams out to "I squeezed out the baby yet I have no idea who the father is" while he's creating a million dollar invention

Mikako is starting to get worried about him-

It might take him a minute to process some of the random things you say, his brain trying to make sense of it, but if it's even remotely romantic, his brain might briefly shut off completely

Despite the pleas of literally everyone, He'll amplify your instruments and even add fireworks or create smoke machines for your concerts

He'll love to perform a duet with you, and will cry a bit in happiness if you write a song about him

If you actually play the song or release your duet to the public, he will be beet red for the whole day, but has never felt happier

He tries not to brag, he really does, but he just can't get you off his mind

"Good nom nom noming you sexy cutie~!”

He smiles wide, “Hey, Y/n! You’re the cutie!”

He cups your face and happily kisses you

Utsuro:

You tired him out honestly

It took a while for him to admit that he likes you, as every time you talked/yelled and lightened up a room with your energy, he'd think or say that he wants you to shut up

...So why didn't his luck do it for him?

He shuts down Akane when she offers that maybe he secretly doesn't mind you or your voice

Even before you started dating, you were affectionate and outgoing to him, throwing an arm around his shoulder and dragging him to some stupid class activity

Whenever he dozed off, either in class or in the safety of his dorm, you would either shake him away or loudly snore on top of him

It frustrated him to no end, but you never left his side

One day, Utsuro told you he could make you the biggest rockstar in the world, give you wealth, fans, inspiration, anything you wanted if you would just leave him be

You refused.

In a rare moment of seriousness, you told him that you knew how he felt, and how lonely he was deep down and he just wanted to be understood, not used for his talent

From that point, Utsuro saw you in a different light, and slowly but surely, he began to confront his feelings

Sure, you were his crazy and outgoing S/o, but at the same time, you were someone who truly sympathized and took the time to understand him

"Just leave the BGM to Y/n! I made a whole album for you, Utsuro!"

"...Thank you."

"Of course, cutie~! This is for you and -"

"No...thank you. For understanding."

Yuki Maeda:

His reaction to meeting you was the same as meeting Satsuki (except he found himself liking you more)

This one's going to be a handful...

He would always compliment your music and any song you wrote for him, even if you were practically screaming to the microphone

He had researched you prior to entering Hope's Peak, but he was happy to learn more about you!

You offered to teach Yuki how to play an instrument, and eventually he agreed to it

He was... mediocre at best, but he was still your boyfriend, and you wanted the world to see him

He can't really match your energy, and sometimes he feels more like your caretaker than your boyfriend, but at the end of every day and every kiss, the feeling of butterflies in his stomach lingers as all he can think about is you

"Good nom nom noming you sexy cutie~!”

“H-Huh!? Y-Y/n..!”

#danganronpa another #teruya otori #tsurugi kinjo #kakeru yamaguchi #yamato kisaragi #kinji uehara #haruhiko kobashikawa #mitsuhiro higa #yuki maeda #utsuro #dra utsuro #Dra #danganronpa x reader #dra x reader

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super-unpredictable98 · 1 year ago

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Can you do Vincent being jealous of Lydia's past crush, now friend and blabbering some things in front of him that genuinely embarasses her , probably something that she told him about her past feelings or past incident and then the extra exaggeration?

Tysm ❤️

The Skeleton in Ramona's Closet | The Road Within AU

Pairing: Ramona x Vincent (OC - Exposure Therapy’ Verse)

Word Count: 1,8 k

Warning: Strong language, mental illness stuff

a/n: Thank you so much for your request, that was the first I got to work on, I'll be working on the other ones over the weeks. It says Lydia, but I imagine it was meant to be Mona, the pair I created for Vincent. I hope you like it anyway <3

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"Do you think he'll like me?" Ramona asked for the millionth time.

The week before Vincent had told her his father was coming to visit. He knew she wasn't a big fan of surprises and bringing it up on the day of would only stress her out, especially after all the things he had told her about his dad. It was safe to say she was sure the man wouldn't like her and was scared of him from the get-go.

"Of course, he's been a lot nicer lately, ever since he- fuck fuck divorced Monica. And what's there not to like about you? FAT WHORE."

"See?"

"You're not a fat whore! You know that was a tic, I'm sorry."

"I know, what I mean is that you're tics are off the charts! Means you're nervous, means you're scared, means he'll hate me!"

"You know I have a few CUNT days when I'm worse. It's just fucking Tuorette's."

Okay, that part was true, but this time Vincent was actually nervous. It would be the first time introducing a girlfriend to his dad like that. When he met Marie back in the day, they were all running away from him and it was completely different. Now if anything went wrong he would blame himself til the end of his life.

"I can hear your tics all the way from my room, can you tone it down?" Alex stood at the top of the stairs, watching as Vince contorted with spasms.

"Sorry, I'll just dial my- cunt! My Tourette's down pressing the button up my asshole!" Vince growled.

While it wasn't so apparent, Ramona was just as perturbed. She wasn't able to eat that morning, she felt queasy and she felt her heart beating on the tips of her fingers. She was fighting with all of her willpower not to give into a panic attack or shut down completely, she couldn't just hide in her room while Mr. Rhodes came all this way to visit.

"Hey, let's breathe together, okay?" Mona took her boyfriend's hands and calmly guided him while trying to calm herself down as well.

"Think about it, it can't be any worse than when I met your mom..." Vincent joked.

That was true, Mona's mom was still traumatized after walking in on them doing it in the shower. Every time she came to visit, Vanessa would knock very loud on the door before walking into any room and even before coming out of them. Initially, she despised Vincent, but after seeing how he managed to bring out the best in her daughter, she ended up coming to terms with their relationship.

Before any of them could say anything else, the doorbell rang. The sound made Vincent tic again and Mona shiver. Alex disappeared back into the guest room to finish cleaning it for Mr. Rhodes.

"Just breathe and try to relax the most you can," Vincent nodded before opening the door, saying it both to Mona and to himself. "FUCK! CUNT!"

"Always so sweet," Robert taunted. "Hi, Vince."

"Hi, Dad," he looked down, trying to hide his twitching. After all this time and after making amends, he was still embarrassed to tic in front of his father. "Come in, this is Ramona, my-slut whore! My girlfriend."

"Hey, Mr. Rhodes," she waved timidly, trying very hard to look him in the eye and failing miserably. "Vince told me you work with politics, I played Evita Peron in a musical once."

"Oh... That's- interesting, like that movie with Madonna?" Robert asked.

"Yes actually, but Patti LuPone did a much better job with it on Broadway... It's nice to meet you."

"Nice to meet you too, Ramona. Can I shake your hand?"

"Yeah, of course!" She excitedly held out her hand. "I'm not very good at eye contact, but my handshakes are a transcendent experience I've been told."

Robert chuckled, he already liked this one way better than Marie, but he definitely wasn't going to say that. He remembered how crushed his son was when she left and the last thing he wanted was to bring back those memories and trigger another string of violent tics.

"Happy to be back at the madhouse," he joked.

"Madhouse?" Mona repeated, slightly confused about what he meant.

"Yeah, you know... Cause you all have mental illness and disorders and stuff."

"Dad, I don't think that's very politically correct," Vince smacked himself across the face. His girlfriend was very sensitive, he knew that comment would hurt her, even if she didn't say anything. She was a horrible liar, but that never stopped her from trying to hide her feelings when something got under her skin.

"It's fine," Ramona nodded.

"Hello, Mr. Rhodes!" Alex waved from the second floor. "Your room is ready, I just cleaned it up."

"Oh, I'll get settled. How about some ice cream then? You do eat ice cream, right Ramona?" Robert asked.

"Yeah, my autism doesn't stop me from eating ice cream," she laughed.

Next to Mr. Rhodes, Vincent's tics were so much more violent, almost like he was always on edge, which in turn made Ramona feel on edge and anxious as well.

When they eventually arrived at the ice cream shop, Robert asked what they would both want to spare them the embarrassment of ordering. The couple was in charge of getting them a table.

"Does he always do this? He tries to stop you from doing things?" Ramona asked.

"Yeah... fuck cunt! He's a little embarrassed I think," Vincent murmured in between tics.

As if the day couldn't get any more awkward, Ramona saw the last face she ever wanted to see leaving the shop. She prayed he wouldn't recognize her, but that would've been too good to be true.

"Ramona? Ramona Wilson!" A tall guy with a dirty blonde wolf cut approached their table and Vincent started twitching even more. "You look so different!"

"I- I know... it's been a while, Matt," she mumbled, avoiding his eyes at all costs.

"Matt? The Matt you told me about?" Vincent whispered.

"Yeah... this is my boyfriend, Vincent. Vince, this is my friend Matt." It was true, they were friends back in high school, they were drama club colleagues and played romantic interests several times. Of course, along the way, Ramona ended up catching feelings, but never had the nerve to make a move.

She crushed on this boy for years until she eventually graduated and moved on, but he was an important part of understanding herself and what she liked. That's why she told Vincent the whole story.

"Nice to meet you!" Matt shook his hand, Vince flipping him off with the other hand.

"Sorry, I have- fuck! I have tourettes," he explained.

"Oh, that's alright. Don't worry about it." The most irritating thing to him was how nice this guy was, he was so sweet and probably would've been a way better boyfriend for Ramona if she ever took a chance on him. He hated feeling so inferior, he hated feeling like he wasn't enough...

"Ramona kept the underwear you left at her house under her pillow!" Vincent blurted out. He didn't mean to, but he couldn't help it and that only made him more sure that he was a horrible partner.

"What?" Matt laughed, thinking he was joking.

"It wasn't under my pillow! It was behind my headboard!" Ramona groaned, not realizing she was just confirming the information.

Matt's eyes grew and he blushed furiously. Everyone in that conversation wanted to disappear or die or both. "You did? Did you have a crush on me or something?"

"Y-yeah... I used to, but I never said anything because you were too unattainable and eventually I just forgot and-" Ramona hid her face behind her hands. "I'm so sorry."

"Hey, no, it's okay. I guess it's better than if you did some sort of cloning ritual with it, right?" Matt joked. "I'm glad you are happy, you really deserve it."

"Thanks, it means a lot."

"Sorry, you sick fuck!" Vincent shouted and punched the table.

"It's cool, it was a nice ego boost, I guess. Ramona used to be the hottest girl in class," Matt admitted.

"Used to..." those words felt like a pile of bricks to her.

"Cause she's fat now!" Vincent said and covered his mouth, shaking his head with the most horrified look. "I didn't mean it..."

"I think she still looks gorgeous. You're a very lucky guy," Matt said sincerely. Ramona felt like he didn't mean it, even if he did, but she nodded anyway.

"Thank you," she mumbled.

"I'll see you two around, I'm late for work. Have a good day!" Matt waved before he left.

Vincent was nearly crying when his father brought back their orders. Ramona was just in shock, she couldn't even speak.

"What the hell happened? Somebody died?" Rober asked.

"Yes, my dignity," Ramona grumbled.

"I'm so so sorry, Mona. I love you so much, I hope you know that. I swear on my life!" Vincent cried, the tears finally escaping his eyes.

"What did you do?" His father asked.

"I had a tic and accidentally told Mona's old crush a secret she trusted me with... then I said something about her weight."

"Jesus, why don't you kill her dog for a trifecta?"

"No, it's okay. I know he didn't mean it," Ramona said despite being very sad.

Unable to face any of them, Vincent ran away, Robert was deeply embarrassed and felt for this poor girl having to deal with it.

"I'll get him, just wait here and-"

"No, it's okay, I know where he is," Ramona took their paper cups and left the store.

Just as she imagined, Vincent was at the beach, sitting on top of his hands to stop himself from moving and crying as he watched the sea come and go.

"Hey, you forgot your ice cream," Ramona called, sitting down next to him. "Do you need me to feed you?"

"Stop, don't be nice to me, I don't deserve it," he sniffled.

"Vince, don't say that. Of course you deserve it, you deserve the world and I'm not angry, I know you couldn't help it."

"Doesn't matter... I- fuck I hurt you anyway."

"What hurts me is seeing you like this. I love you, you're the only one that matters. Who cares what Matt thinks? You're a way better kisser anyway," she joked.

"Really?" Vincent laughed while he tried to stop crying.

"Really, no comparison!"

And watching that girl console his kid better than he ever could, Robert took a step back to go into the house again. They would be fine on their own... he trusted Ramona and for the first time in a while, he felt relaxed knowing Vincent was being cared for.

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i-write-boop-spoops · 2 years ago

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Leon with a wheelchair-user! S/O headcanons!

on mobile again (on the bus this time so slay) so apologies if formatting is weird!

thanks so much to the person who requested this! you were a great help ! and apologies for the wait omg

features gn! reader and leon being a good bf!

disclaimer: i am not a wheelchair user nor have any mobility-related issues (i am disabled though, one of those cheeky visually impaired girlies 🦯) so as always, if i have made a mistake, please don't hesitate to reach out and i'll get it sorted!

One thing about Leon

Is that he's strong

So fit

And so willing to give a hand

So if you ever need to take break from rolling your wheels yourself

He's so ready and willing to push you about

In fact, whenever you're out together, he always offers to push your wheelchair right away

It's very sweet, how caring he is, but also how respectful he is when you decline

He'll carry you too

No problem at all

Bridal-style, (te)piggyback, over his shoulder firefighter-style

Whatever you prefer!

It comes in handy when you're in a place that's not very accessible

Or, you just want your big strong man to lift you up like you’re nothing

If you ever need him to help you stand, you know he's got you

You feel so secure and safe in his arms!

This also goes if you ever need support when walking

Gets his car refitted to make it more accessible for you

now you have no excuse, you have to ride in the carizard

Renovates his place too

He plans to wake up next to you for the rest of his life, it's the least he can do

Being the champion’s S/O has a ton of perks

You get invited to exclusive events, get TONS of free stuff, be the most envied person in the region

You find people are more likely to go and above and betond for you

Not because you require accomodations though don’t be silly

But because your boyfriend is the unbeatable champuon

It’s not the best reason for your needs being met

You’ll take what Ws you can get honestly

Lee, by the nature of his career

And really, by his kind and generous personality

Does a lot of charity work

Even working with wheelchair-user related charities before you two ever met

But being with you, seeing your day-to-day. witnessing how inaccessible the world can be

In ways he would have never considered

Really upped his contribution to these charities

He's tryna give you the best life he can

Trying to provide that for others in your situation seems only the right thing to do, especially considering his position

Has a wheelchair patch on his cape to show support during his matches

Luckily Wyndon Stadium is state-of-art

In terms of everything - accessibility included!

It is the crown jewel of Galar after all

Ramps, lifts, automatic doors. multiple accessible bathrooms, specialized viewing areas for wheelchair users

Accessible showers too ;)

Even the VIP area is wheelchair-friendly!

Though you tend to watch from his locker room instead

So you can give your champ a big ol'smooch after his match

Occasionally idotic interviewers praise him for how “brave” and “inspiring” he is for openly dating a disabled peron

Of course, he’s quick to shut that kind of ignorant, condescending shit down

He won’t let anyone talk about you that way

The media, his fans, even people you know

It really grinds his gears – even more since he knows he can’t get angry in public

Naturally, he’s your biggest cheerleader

He is always there to encourage you

To give you that support when you're struggling with something

He's careful not to push too far though

After all, it's your body, your limits

You know yourself and what you can do in that moment more than he ever can

But still, you value his encouragement and belief in you

Even if it's just for a confidence boost!

Whatever you do

Don't let him even think about decorating your wheelchair

You've seen how he dresses and his car - there's no way it can go well

#champion leon x reader #champion leon #champion leon headcanons #leon pokemon #leon pokemon x reader #leon pokemon headcanons #trainer leon x reader #trainer leon headcanons #trainer leon #leon x reader #leon headcanons #fluff #request

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alyssaswrld999 · 2 months ago

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Hi, do you accept orders? If so I thought of something for sweet pea, where they have been dating hidden from everyone for a while then when the snakes are transferred to Riverdale High and Reggie and Cheryl make their entrance the reader appears and then Reggie says some shit to her and even before that Sweet pea reacts to the reader punches Reggie (you can elaborate more later, sorry for the long request)

Yes I Accept orders and requests!

Secrets Have To Come Out Eventually - Sweetpea x Reader

Today had been a weird day at school considering everything that has been going on. The Southside has always been treated like crap longer than I was born. Even though I am a serpent I'm not ashamed of where I come from.

Hi I'm Y/n and I'm Toni Topaz's sister. It's been a lot for the both of us with our past and everything but I love her a lot. Our family is complicated but I'm just happy to know me and Toni are there for one another.

I was sitting outside with Jughead Jones and Toni. Jughead Jones has been a really good friend to me and he was the transfer from Riverdale High and he is also the son of F.P. Jones.

"Wow Jones. Props to you. It's very Lovecraftian, which I'm sure was the intention. But I gotta ask you, did you write this on a typewriter?" Toni asked. I smiled and laughed at them both. "You can usually tell if it was written by one toni" I said.

Jughead looked at me and then to Toni. "I... yeah. I wanted to get into Lovecraft's headspace." Jughead answered. I smile and then toni looked at me. "Well so it wasn't like Betty bought you a manual typewriter for Christmas or anything weird like that" Toni said looking back at Jughead.

"No comment" Jughead said grabbing the paper back. I laugh and shake my head. Next thing I know Sweetpea and Fangs exit the school and they were laughing and cheering. "What's going on" Jughead asked standing up. I looked at sweetpea concerned. "This hellhole is officially closed! We're done! No more Southside High!" Sweetpea answered. I exhale slowly and I really didn't like the idea.

Toni looked at Sweetpea and was concerned as well. "What! How?" Toni asked. "They say it's gonna be dangerous and gonna be quarantined. Who cares? We're all going to different schools." Sweetpea answered again.

Jughead was also even confused as well. "Wait this doesn't make sense. Where are you guys going?" Jughead asked. "Same as you, and Toni, and Y/n and Fangs. We're going to Riverdale High" Sweetpea said.

It was silent for a moment and then Sweetpea was talking about wanting to knock some heads of Northsiders. Then they walk away leaving Me, Toni, and Jughead there speechless.

I mean yeah Riverdale has been my home for a long time but I just don't think I will fit in well considering everything. Sweetpea and I have had a history as well and uhm it's a secret.

The next day

We all enter Riverdale High so we could get the tour of the place. Next thing we see is Archie Andrew's and Veronica Lodge. I already knew who they were because I was already friends with them and Betty Cooper. "This is fancy" I mumbled. Sweetpea nudged me with his arm and smiled at me. I smile at him and shake my head.

We walk over to the little table and Archie and Veronice look up at all of us. "Friends. On behalf of the students and faculty here at Riverdale High, welcome to your new school. To ease this transition, I've set up a registration desk where you can get your locker assignments, class schedules, and a list of sports and extra-curriculars. We encourage each and everyone of you to drink deeply from the cup that is fair Riverdale." Veronica said.

I smile at Veronica and Archie being there to greet all of us. They were both very nice to me and Jughead as usual. It's actually nice to see them give everyone a fair chance.

"Stand down, Eva Peron!" someone said. I look up and seen it was the Cheryl Blossom in the flesh. Her and some other students were coming down the stairs. I look over and seen Toni getting mad. "There's the school spirit I so fondly remember." Jughead said.

I shake my head and I was getting angry myself. "Cheryl. No one invited Fascist Barbie to the party." Veronica said. Cheryl walks over and stands there crossing her arms. "Wrong Veronica, no one invited Southside scum to our school." Cheryl said. She looked at all of us and then continued to speak.

"Listen up, Ragamuffins. I will not allow Riverdale High's above average GPA to suffer because of classrooms that are overcrowded with underachievers." So please do us all a favor, and find some other school to debase with your hardscrabble ways." Cheryl said.

I shake my head and I was really pissed. "Why don't you come over here and say that to my face?" Toni said walking towards Cheryl. "Happily, Queen of the Buskers." Cheryl said. Then Archie stepped in so it wouldn't go farther.

"Okay guys. Everyone, can we just put our Northside-Southside differences apart and start over? A new slate?" Archie said then Reggie butted in. "Mmm. You don't speak for the Bulldogs, Andrew's. And need I remind you, these greaser-snakes showed up at your place trying to kick your ass." Reggie said.

I look up at sweetpea shocked that he did that and now I was even more pissed off. "Happy to finish what we started." Sweetpea said walking towards Reggie but me and Jughead stopped him. "Sweetpea stop!" I said looking up at him holding him back.

"Well well well. If it isn't miss Y/n. Nice to see you back here. Let me just ask one thing" Reggie said. I turn around and look at Reggie. "If your looking for a real man and not some snake chum sucker behind you I can show you a real good time then these good for nothing snakes" Reggie said.

I was pissed and fumming even more and I just let go because I couldn't hold back. "What did you say" I asked. Reggie smiled and walked towards me. "I said if you don't wanna spend your lonely nights with a snake come find a real man like me" Reggie said. Next thing I know I punched him in the face and knocked him out.

"Oops... my hand slipped" I said. I look up from Reggie and seen everyone shocked. "What? He was being an ass so had to put him in the doghouse" I said smiling. I then seen Sweetpea smiling at me. "Besides I've already found my man that's worth my heart" I said walking over to sweetpea. I then kiss him on the lips in front of everyone.

Guess the secrets have to come out eventually.

#sweet pea #riverdale #cheryl blossom #toni topaz #jughead jones #love #the secret of us #archie andrews #betty cooper #fangs fogarty

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Hi! It seems like the pattern of the smaller than bigger pattern of the rerecordings has been right so far. For a while, I thought she would end with Rep since it had no promo the first time but now I'm kinda seeing how debut makes sense and ending with her name too. I would hope it would get a lot more appreciation when the rerecording comes out! It was when I first connected to her and made me feel better about how lonely and weird I was when I was 10 and watching the Teardrops video over and over. I was stuck on the seasons thing too..since debut is more spring than fall to me but I guess we will see. With the vinyls, I know other artists do it all the time..but Taylor didn't do different covers or vinyls for other rerecordings and I think that's why I was confused. Unless she did and I didn't know about it..and I usually only get one anyway but I do like seeing all the covers. We saw the back covers today! Anyway are you excited about the 1989 vault songs?!!! I had fun solving puzzles with my sister and I'm surprised there are no collabs since I thought all rerecordings would have some. But I'm most excited for "Slut!" And Suburban Legends I think. I was very shocked by Slut and it made me think of Peron's Latest Flame from Evita..LOL. But the rest just seemed kinda similar to other songs already on the album to me..but I'm excited for them all! Maybe some are better than some songs on the album too! I'm also curious what they sound like..the titles all seem upbeat to me mostly.Especially since Taylor says the vault tracks are insane. I'm still planning to listen on shuffle but it makes me wanna start with the vault songs! We are only about a month away now though yay!

Hadestown on tour was so great! They were here again this weekend but I did already get a chance to watch it but I definitely would have wanted to watch again..and I saw some understudies I think or don't know if it's the same cast from last year. I honestly think it might be one of my favorite shows I've seen..out of maybe 8 to 10? cuz the set and effects are really noticeable in the show. I've never actually seen a show on Broadway though..just on tour. One day I hopefully will though. That could also be why I'm fine with most movie musicals too lol. I did actually see the Color Purple on tour and I wasn't very familiar with the show, so now that I am..I guess i'm just curious how it will be. I don't really have high expectations or anything though since it's not my fav musical..and I also wanna watch Wonka which comes out around the same time and has some songs. Compared to Wicked which I love, so I have high expectations for that but I do agree that more people from Broadway should be involved in them. Theater Camp has more Broadway people in it and that's why I'm excited to watch it too cuz it's like making fun of themselves a bit based on the trailer, and I hope it's funny. I haven't seen Molly Gordon in much..but I am hoping to watch S2 of The Bear at some point. I might start it since Im not watching any shows right now. As usual, I am so behind on watching movies, shows, and listening to stuff too. That's so cool your friend got to hear Mitski in a planetarium! I really liked some songs from Madison's last album and I think she is similar but has a different voice and style than Olivia but she's still good, but I'm only comparing them cuz they have albums around the same time I think. I will listen to Laufey by the end of the week.

I do agree about the Little Mermaid being too long..at one point my sister said why is it an hour longer than the original movie..and that's true. Some people really liked it though and I didn't feel that strongly about it. I barely remember the Cinderella movie but I think it maybe did the best job of being as similar or keeping the heart of the original movie..but it also didn't have any songs, which the original doesn't either. But the Brandy version does and its based on the musical and I think that was a pretty good live action too and felt a little different cuz of it. Or maybe the story of Cinderella just works better in a live action movie in general though compared to the rest.

I did not realize this month was almost over so ya I haven't been reading that much either. But I was honestly always planning to make the readathon last till the end of the year probably. But I guess if you wanna change a few prompts or come up with other challenges, that's cool too and just read what you wanna read. Sometimes I feel like it just makes me add more books to my list than motivating me to read more though when I try to find books that fit the categories. But I somehow found two more books about twins and one was for the witch category, and one seemed pretty similar to another book I picked for the challenge, and I have another book on there that's been on my list and they all have SA somewhat in the book and it wasn't on purpose really. So I can pair two at first and take a break and read the rest later. But reading right now is still Mistakes Were Made and Business or Pleasure..which i am enjoying a lot more now. The Ballad of Songbirds trailer came out and that made me slightly more interested in reading that book too and I should probably start it soon. Sorry this ask was more all over the place instead of more organized and it's very long. I hope you don't mind, cuz I do like talking to you but I get it if it's sometimes hard to read and respond to everything so back and forth all the time.

gooood mornin!! i would love for her to end on debut — there's something so symbolic about her ending on debut (but i also have a long list of songs i want as vault tracks). i also first connected with her during debut — i have very strong memories of being in my 6th grade art class (i had just moved to the states) and this girl, julie, asked me if i'd heard of taylor swift and i was like no! (i didn't really listen to a lot of music back then) and then i went home and went on youtube and searched taylor swift and fell down a rabbit hole. i love the back covers; i think they're so cute — i love how happy she looks in the blue one too! and i am SO excited for the vault songs!! i'm really intrigued by SLUT! (was thinking yesterday about the lucky one + nothing new → slut pipeline), "Is it over now?" and "Suburban Legends", but honestly i'm so excited for all of them! and i'm really intrigued by the fact that there's no features! omg i haven't listened to evita in forever, but now i'm in the mood to! we're so close!! a little over a month!

what is your favorite favorite show you've ever seen live? whether that's tour, or regional! some of my favorite shows i've seen live have been regional or tours! hadestown is up there for me, just with the lighting and staging and everything — i was really lucky and saw first preview of hadestown and i just remember clutching my friend's hand when we first saw the lights. it was just so ... special. (getting almost run over at stagedoor however, was not special). i also forgot about wonka — i probably will catch TCP + wonka at some point on streaming; i'm not in a rush to go see them in cinemas (and i have a busy winter) . i love wicked, but have very low expectations for the movie based on what i've heard/seen so far, but hopefully i will be surprised! we can be behind in listening to / watching / reading all the things together <3333

i didn't realize it was that much longer than the original! it did feel like it had some pacing issues and i'm trying to think about what's different/why there's an extra hour but i really do not know what they added? and yessss i love r&h cinderella (both the movie and the stage show) 🤍 i'm due for a rewatch of the movie — now that i'm down with bronchitis and i'm trying to cancel my weekend plans (very upset about my monday plans in particular) maybe i'll watch that!

ooh! which books about twins did you find? and i'm glad you're enjoying your books a bit more! no worries about the ask being all over the place — i love chatting with you! <3

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clone-wars-imagine-2 · 4 years ago

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hi can i request how would the bad batch react to a reader flinching in an argument with them? thank you :)

Oof I know this will hurt my heart already but I also know I will enjoy writing it. And jfyi I started with Wrecker because I believe that he would be the first peron to make me flinch out of them.

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Hunter

- honestly neither you nor Hunter knew what the two of you were arguing over anymore but it was far too late to care about that now

- he was growing tired pretty quickly because of his senses slowly creeping into the overwhealming territory so he just wanted to lie down

- Hunter turned around to you with one hand slightly raised to explain that he would rather much do this later but when he saw you flinch everything in his mind was pushed to the side

- he stared at you for a moment wide eyed before carefully coming closer like you were an animal about to bolt

- gently and carefully he placed both his hands on you shoulders and looked you straight in the eyes

- he could sense and feel under his hands how tense you were

- "I am sorry I scared you... It wasn't my intention."

- you just nodded and relaxed a bit, letting him give you a kiss on the forehead

- "I could and would never, ever, hurt you."

Crosshair

- we knew this man could be an asshole from the beginning and he starts fights with everyone so it wasn't a surprise when you two had a small fight

- you could take his insults and his rude comments, you've spend enough time together, but when he suddenly came way to close to you out of nowhere, you flinched away

- Crosshair took a step back and looked at you intently, he seemed a bit confused why this just happened

- he came you close before and you never did that before

- just as he wanted to say something you turned around and left him there, stunned for a moment before he rushed after you to apologize

- he very rarely apologizes but when he does he means it and he will ask you why you flinched

- keeps a bit of distance after that and is a bit more friendly towards you

Wrecker

- Wrecker can get loud even if he isn't arguing with someone

-but he gets really scary when it's during an argument because he is angry and an angry Wrecker is not

- he will gesticulate pretty wildly while talking and that's when he will see you flinch and stop immediately

- you have never seen Wrecker more horrified in his life than right now

- "Did I... scare you?"

- he will look like a kicked puppy and immediately apologize a thousand times and hug you if you let him

- avoids argumants with you like the plague afterwards for a long while

Tech

- it wasn't his intend to start a argument but sometimes you can't avoid it

- tries to stay calm but after a while it annoys him so much that he snaps at you louder than he intended you

- seeing you flinch away from him and look so sad made his heart break into a million pieces

- will carefully reach out to you and grab your hands, apologizing profusely and promise he will never do that again

- even if you tell him you are fine he won't believe it at first

- Tech will think about this incident for days now

Echo

- you were only trying to help him adjust to everything but it didn't seem to go into the direction you wanted

- Echo was hurt, deeply hurt, and you tried everything to comfort him but sometimes he would just not be willing to take it and get defensive, just like now

- he turned around and snapped at you rather harshly which made you flinch

- you knew the Echo before his supposed death so seeing him like this now, behaving like that hurt, especially the words he said to you

- he could see tears at the corners of your eyes and realize his mistake

- Echo stood up from his spot and put his one hand on your cheek wipe away a tear that ran down it

- "I am sorry, cyare. I didn't mean to scare you."

- even if Echo avoided physical contact for a while after he got safed he still embraced you and tried to calm you down, mumbling a few more apologies

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aroaceconfessions · 3 years ago

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Being a teenager is a weird spot to be. Add in asexuality and thoughts of dating and it gets just a little more confusing.

We've all watched the high school romcoms -HSM, Heartstopper- and high school seems like a dream time for dating generally. Even from an ace perspective it seems better too. Despite what shows like Euphoria might convey, most teenagers aren't having sex, it's not an expectation, so it's not a concern!

But then enter me, stage right. I'm halfway through this business and have a solid zero relationship experience. I've been low-key asked out twice but wasn't interested. Even when I am interested in someone, the feelings aren't that strong like:

If I knew anyone else was interested in my 'crush' I'd encourage my 'romantic rival' instead of myself. I also don't feel an intense longing*, I just think a relationship would be pleasant. Maybe I like the attention or the affection more than I like them as a person. Maybe I want a relationship and am just seeing these people as a means to an end. It's also not really a physical feeling?

Like how when you're upset there's this emptiness in your chest, or overjoyed you just feel so light and electric? There isn't any of that in response to 'crushes'. It's more mental than anything. It's also largely aesthetic, but as time goes on I can appreciate aesthtics platonically.

I also only tend to get 'crushes' on people who I've convinced myself like me back. I never have feelings for people not attracted to my gender, but I don't always 'crush' in people who like me, hence the two rejections. I used to have 'crushes' way more often as a kid, but I can't remember my thoughts or feelings well enough to analyze those.

I'm definitely ace because while I'm chill with sex as a concept, when intrusive thoughts (sex edition) crop up about crushes it's an instant no. Sex is chill, as long as I'm not involved sorta deal. But I keep ping pong-ing about whether I'm biro or aro. I can find reasoning for either depending on the day. What I consider a crush at one point could be platonic attraction at another.

Then there's the bitch (affectionate but also sighing) that put me into this questioning mood in this instance.

I've known them since I was in middle school and I'm a sucker for them. Once they suggested someone in our group had a crush on me and I named everyone (I think) except for them and they told me I hadn't guessed the peron. I'm not sure if that's when my crush started, but that was definitely fuel for it. Later we talked and it became clear I was younger than they assumed I was (I have an older sibling and people have thought we're twins before). Our interactions didn't really change but nothing like that happened again.

Except for one instance. Our group was joking about stripper names (as you do) and a friend said the one I suggested required you have some ass to back it up. Crush offhandedly said I did. Crush is the type that when it comes up, won't sexualize peoples bodies but won't shy away from being in the conversation. Like thanks for the body confidence I geuss, but I feel kinda awkward that they noticed?

A while of not talking to them made me think I *had* a crush on them, but recently we've been around each other, and it's now clear I *have* a crush on them. I am to their attention as a flower is to sunlight. I can't really brush it off as admiration either because someone I think just as highly of is in the same position as Crush, yet I don't feel the same towards Other Person. I have physical (nonsexual) feelings towards Crush. I had a dream about them literally just being physically close to me and talking to me and my heart was thrilled with that.

I want them to understand that I'm asexual (sex repulsed) but not aromantic and have a relationship in a few more years when the power dynamic would be better. They're not that much older than me objectively, but relatively considering I'm in high school it's a big difference. (But what if life takes us to separate towns before then?)

I want to date anyone just to know what a relationship is supposed to be and how to act, but then again I'm scared of breaking their hearts. (What if I really don't feel romantic attraction either?)

I want a closer friendship with Crush because I think they're great. I want these weird intense feelings to sputter out. I want us to never be around each other again because they're cringe and I'm cringe and we're cringe together. We did the 'I like your shoelaces' bit irl. Unprompted. Neither of us were on tumblr in 2012.

I have ko idea what they think of me. I have no idea what I want them to think. They're part of the reason I've joined some extracurriculars which have helped me grow as a person. I have a bad memory and it takes me minutes to think of a specific memory with most/any of my friends. When I think of Crush, a sideshow presentation of highlights appears.

I want them to be attracted to me. I also don't. I don't know what I'd say if they asked me out. It probably shouldn't be yes, I'm like clay or a dumb puppy to them sometimes. I don't think they *would* coerce me into sex (a hard no for me), but I worry that they *could*.

I don't know what I want from this ask. I guess this *is* a confessions blog, not an advice blog. There's not really any advice that could be given.

TLDR: I have a Big Crush TM which is unusual for me, an ace (and probably aro-spec let's be real). Hope this was entertaining I am suffering, lol.

#asexual #ace #acespec #aspec #biromantic #aro #aromantic #arospec #questioning #sex averse #dating #relationships

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jeweled-blue-eyes · 2 years ago

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Your Throne too is one of my favorite. What do you like about it? For me it's definitely Medea and Psyche relationship and also their individual evolution. I don't really like Helios but I appreciate that his obsession for Medea isn't romanticized and I wish we could see Feron more and maybe see him evolve more too

for me it's the focus on the female female friendship and Psyche's character development. I enjoy the gender role reversal with ´Medea/ Helios: the girl is the cool and confident one and the guy is the submissive one whose whole life revolves around her happiness and he would throw it away without any hesitation to be with her even in death. I don't have any strong shipping feelings on them but Helios has white hair and pre yandere tendencies both two traits that I find pleasant in ML's.

I don't really have any feelings on Perion. I think I'm neutral so far? At first I saw Peron as a love rival for Helios and I mildly disliked him because of this. I just hope Psyche won't end up with Perion (and definitely not Helios) as it would feel like more like a consolation prize than a satisfyng conlusion. Unless he gets more development. I'm not up to date with the manhwa so this might change. I paused reading where Medea’s father was imprisoned or the Medea & Perion duel, I think. I want Medea to be Psyche's number one forever. That or get a girlfriend. I don’t really see her starting a relationship with a guy any time soon.

Another thing I've liked is that Eros is a seriously dangerous villain and that the plot turned darker as the story went on. (child abuse, torture, assault, mutilation). I also liked that Medea temporary "teamed up" with the big bad (Eros) to get rid of a mid tier villain (her dad). Usually it's beneath the hero to use dirty tricks but Medea is one of the few morally grey heroines who will do such a thing if it brings them closer to their goal. Oh and let's not forget the Medea x Eros sprinkles that the author gave us. Again not shipping them, but they are interesting together. I've heard they slept together together in the newer chapters? I'm so far behind the manhwa I can't believe this, but if they really did do it then this would make the manhwa definitely very different in comparision to others. MC's are allowed to kiss the villain sometimes but THAT that is very different from kissing. I like how the manhwa often goes against my expectations.

#notanon #answered asks #I promised myself to catch up with the manhwa and then answer this ask but I'm currently not in the mood #that might take a while #I have no idea where I left off so I might have to reread the whole thing

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sassyfrassboss · 3 years ago

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“I can’t even imagine having an ego so huge to think/feel this way. I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again, she must be absolutely exhausting to be around in real life.”

My former boss was like this. She was also the most toxic person I’ve ever met and she absolutely was a narcissist. She thrived on making her employees absolutely miserable because we didn’t worship her. Nothing we did was good enough for her. She saw no trouble with stealing credit for anything we did, nor throwing us under the bus for her mistakes. She would literally rewrite our entire work products to the point where we didn’t recognize what it was anymore. If we got praise from a higher-level manager or someone outside our department, she’d chase us down immediately after that meeting and tell us everything we did wrong. She took over meetings and conference calls, even when she was supposed to be a silent observer, even when she didn’t know what we were talking about.

She was not afraid to wag her finger in front of your nose and say “I am the boss. You will do exactly what I say.” She made everyone on our team cry, men and women alike. She also had no problem weaponizing her own tears and screaming at us in public and behind closed doors. She used our personal issues against us and also discussed our personal issues with our colleagues. If she had a problem with you, she’d tell everyone in the office except you and she’d expect everyone to ice you out like she did and only after you groveled enough, she might “forgive” you. She’s bring in crappy grocery store bagels and cookies in as “treats” for doing a good job and would get pissed when no one would take the treats. She refused to let my coworker leave when she learned her fathers condition had turned literally within an hour and the hospital was calling her to tell her to come say goodbye because my coworker hadn’t revised the weekly report to her satisfaction. She screamed at me for leaving work 15 minutes early because I’d gotten a massive gusher of a bloody nose and was dripping blood all down my blouse because she hadn’t approved it. (The big boss intervened for my coworker and she got home in time to see her dad before he passed. I threatened a union complaint and went to HR when she wrote me up leaving work. HR and the union forced her to drop the disciplinary action and if looks could kill when she got out of that meeting…)

This woman was exhausting, demoralizing, and a tyrant to work for. Her ego was, bar none, worse than the egos of any of the senior military officers I’ve worked for. I came home every day after work so exhausted and broken that I barely had any energy to make dinner. I pretty much subsided entirely on junk food and microwave dinners because she was so grueling.

Bottom line is when you hear about how egotistical, controlling, and toxic Meghan is, if you’ve never had someone like that in your life, you can’t really picture it because it sounds unfathomable someone could be so horrible. Maybe if you added one part Miranda Priestly, one part Dolores Umbridge, one part Nurse Ratched, a pinch of Javert, a heaping of Heathers, a sprinkling of Gwyneth Paltrow’s self-importance, and a dash of Evita Peron, you might be able to picture it.

Toxic Boss left after about 4 years when people wised up to the games she played and she couldn’t threaten us into submission anymore. Icing on the cake for her departure? Normally our company does a goodbye party and we take up a collection to put for the party and buy a nice gift. The usual party planners refused to do anything, no one gave any money, and the managers had to do it all. They promised us a half-day off the next Friday, no questions asked, to get us to go to the party for her.

I have a great boss now. It’s night and day.

Oh Anon! I am so glad you got away from that toxic person.

My boss can be a nightmare but she has nothing on your former boss.

I have been around toxic people but never to that extent.

When I see the entitlement of people in the grocery store who cut in line or those who talk in the quiet car on the train, it irritates me to no end. What I should do is think about how these people behave when I am not around them!

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hoodoo12 · 4 years ago

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Play and Funtime

I’ve seen lots of screenshots and fanart, but where is the written Robofizz smut? sigh Just have to do it myself jk jk

Although writing your first fic in a new fandom is nerve-wracking, I’m excited to do it and I hope you guys like it.

NSFW; Robofizz/imp!reader, TENTACLES YOU THIRSTY PEOPLE

@go-commander-kim @monsterlovinghours @mimiscappinisideblog @jesterfestivle @beetlebitchywitch @realmonsterboyhours @yankyo

Enjoy! `

It wasn’t your choice. You were clear on that.

But coerced by so-called ‘friends’ you found yourself in the very front row in front of the stage, with excited, chattering implings around you and excited, chattering friends on either side, all eagerly waiting for the show to start. You’d even been forced to enter the big top early, “to get the best seats!”, so now you were a combination of both bored and a wee bit anxious.

That clown always unnerved you.

The sparks, the glitches, the unnatural movements that were much more fluid than you thought should be possible--if anything was impossible here, with enough imagination or lacking that, determination and money--the AI that seemed a little bit too good . . . the Robotic Fizzarolli was not your idea of family entertainment.

But here you were. You vowed to keep your head down during the show, to avoid seeing the robot and his animatronic backup band, then when it was over you could all leave and go do something actually fun.

When the lights went down you dropped your chin. Everyone else was cheering, so no one would notice you were not.

Just as you remembered from your early imphood, the spotlight lit up and the Robotic Fizzarolli burst onto the stage in full song. The rest of the audience clapped and sang along. You remained steadfast in your resolve to just wait this out, your eyes locked on your clasped hands in your lap.

Which meant you were completely taken off guard when a hand slipped under your chin and lifted your head.

You found yourself face to face with the robot, who was focused solely on you, grinning widely, showing a large number of sharp teeth.

“N-n-not having f-fun?” it asked.

“Wha-what? N-no--I mean yes,” you stuttered in surprised response, inadvertently sounding like you had a glitch as well.

The robot cocked its head a bit too far to be natural, its optic sensors giving nothing away while it studied you. The crowd in the stands, including your friends, were watching with breathless anticipation.

“I th-think you could be having a better t-t-time,” the Robotic Fizzarolli concluded, but to your immense relief, it released your chin and returned to the stage to finish its number, to the return of screams and cheers of delight.

Soon after, the curtain closed and you sighed in relief. Loudly, you told your group, “You got your show. Now let’s get out of here.” “No, look, look!” the imp next to you exclaimed. “You got a token!”

Confused, you wrinkled your brow. “A token?” “She got a token!” “She got a token!” The imps you’d come in with crowded around, more excited than during the show. You even saw some of the imps who’d been leaving the tent turn and give you what looked like envious glances. You had no idea what any of this meant. “Look look look!” Finally you had the wherewithal to realize they were talking about something in your hand. It was exactly what they said--a flat, oval token etched on both sides with the jester’s face, and what looked like circuitry embedded in it. Very tiny letters around the edge spelled out, “Robofizz’s Play and Funtime!” You had to squint to read them. You had no idea where it came from. Your friends continued to talk over each other in their excitement.

“Robofizz gave it to you! When he came down and talked to you!” “Oh my gosh--yes! That must have been it!”

“You’re so fucking lucky! I’d kill to get one of those!” All the chatter didn’t make you less confused. The Robotic Fizzarolli must have given it to you somehow? You’d been so startled when it touched you and addressed you directly you had no clue it’d slipped something to you. Your hands had been clasped so tightly you hadn’t noticed the small token. Feeling overwhelmed, you offered it to them. “Then you can have it! Take it!” But as excited as your friends were, they all declined with explanations that it only worked for the imp it was given to, that there was some technology that imprinted on the imp who touched it first, so as jealous as they were, it was useless to them. You had never heard about anything like this before, but then again, you always bolted out the exit when the show was barely over.

Still feeling overwhelmed and now lost and stupid, you asked, “What do I do with it?”

“You get to go backstage and meet Robofizz!”

That was something you did not want to do, but your friends would have none of that loser talk. They insisted you were selected, it was a rare treat, you were not letting them down by pussing out on having a private meet-and-greet with the star of the show! Despite your weak protests, you were herded along to a discreet door hear the stage. They--not you--knocked, and when a small window opened and suspicious eyes appeared, they--not you--told whoever was there that you had a token.

“Show me,” a low voice ordered, though the door. Resigned, you held up the disk.

There was a grunt, and the sounds of multiple locks disengaging. In another moment, the door creaked open. There was no one in the hallway beyond. “Come on, let’s go!” the same voice ordered. Your friends pushed you through the doorway, shouting good luck and have fun! The door slammed shut on them and it same clanking of the locks came again to secure it. It was much more ominous on this side. The hallway was dimly lit with flickering bulbs that seemed ready to die, but there was no where else to go, so you carefully made your way down it.

⁂

You had no idea where you were supposed to go or what you were supposed to be doing. Keeping hold of the token so tightly your fist hurt, you figured it had gotten you past the door so it would get you past anyone or anything else that may ask what the hell you were doing here. But there was no one to be found. In the wavering overhead lights you wandered up some stairs and found yourself on stage, behind the curtain. The animatronic band was silent on their stands, creepier when immobile and staring than when they were booted up to perform, which you had never imagined could be the case.

The Robotic Fizzarolli was not with them. That surprised you. If these robots were here, where was the star of the show? Chills went down your spine and with a horrible thought, you glanced up into the catwalks above the stage, as if expecting to see it there like a spider waiting to drop onto its prey.

Nothing.

“Hello?” you finally called.

Nothing.

You started back towards the hallway, thinking this was a mistake. Your soft footsteps echoed oddly in the silence. You would leave and tell your friends there was nothing, that you knew it was all a waste of time.

“H-hello there. Wel-wel-welcome!”

Startled, you spun fast enough to trip, and were caught by the robot that haunted your nightmares.

It leered as it groped you into standing stead on your feet again. “You were the-the one who wasn’t having fun at my sh-show! I’m so-so-so glad you decided to join me!” Your tongue was stuck to the roof of your mouth but you managed to babble, “I wasn’t--I mean, your show was fine, it was good--” A glitchy, mechanical tsk cut you off. “No, no, no--I c-can tell. And th-that’s no good, not having fun. You seemed like you needed a little ex-extra convincing, and I’m pro-pro-programed to accommodate.”

You were sure your friends would know exactly what that might mean, but the leer had not left the robot’s face and it sounded more sinister than anything. You had seen the signage about “Peronal Companion”, but never spent too much time thinking about it--

It seemed to be waiting for a response. “I, uh . . .” You cleared your throat. “I have . . . a token?”

If it was even possible, the light of its eyes shone even brighter at the sight of you holding the disk. “Now those are fun,” it exclaimed, “for both of us. Let’s g-go.” Without another word and without warning, you were dragged deeper into the gloom further backstage. You stumbled to keep up, but that didn’t slow the robot down. There were turns down hallways that seemed to go on longer than should be possible for an amusement part theater, but finally, when you were out of breath and completely turned around, you were hauled to a stop outside another door.

“Before w-we go in, g-g-giving or re-receiving?”

The glitches in its voice made it even more difficult to understand what the hell it was saying. Several moments passed while you untangled the question in your head. The Robotic Fizzarolli waited with mechanical patience and an unsettling stillness, although its eyes never left yours. “Uhmm . . .” The token had been given to you, like a gift, so would it be odd to ask for more? But you were the guest here. “ . . . receiving? I guess?” That leer returned to its face. There was a faint clicking noise, as if something was shifting inside the robot’s body, and it said, “Excel-excellent choice.”

It opened the door and ushered you inside.

The room was designed for imps in mind. Well, imps of a certain predilection. Whips, handcuffs, ankle cuffs, ball gags, harnesses, various sizes of dildos--also in various shapes--hung neatly on the walls. Some wooden contraption with shackles at various points stood in a corner. There was a bench that looked as though it could be raised to various heights with the same shackles, but also a split for a tail to fit through if the imp secured on it was on their back. There were other instruments and adornments you had no name for, as your eyes swept the room.

“D-don’t l-look so worried,” the robot assured you, although you weren’t reassured in the least. “All that is only if-if it’s chosen. The selection is com-completely randomized.” You tore your eyes away from the implements in the room. “What do you mean?” “The-the-the token. Put it in the slot, and we’ll see wh-what prize you get.” That made little to no sense, till you realized Robofizz indicated a small slot on its side. Carefully, you raised your hand and pushed the token into it, which made the robot give a full body twitch like an extra jolt of electricity ran through it. You jerked your hand back; the sparks that flew from it haphazardly were one of the things you disliked most about it.

There was a clanking noise, like the token was hitting and bouncing off things inside its body, plus a odd, whirring noise. You realized a panel on its chest was actually a screen, and something was spinning inside it. It was a blur, but gradually began to slow enough that you could see whatever it was had words etched on it. Now it was slow enough you could read them as they moved into and out of the screen. bdsm tentacles

vibration

Round and round they went. The words continued to flick past, gradually becoming slower and slower.

With a dawning that took you way too long, it became apparent whatever the last word was going to be was the decision. Maybe other imps or demons would use the Robotic Fizzarolli as personal companion and know exactly what they wanted, but there was also a randomizer feature to keep things lively!

The robot continued to stand eerily still as this continued. It was like both of you were holding your breath in anticipation.

The roller slowed enough to halt. The final outcome that you weren’t even sure you were prepared for blinked on and off in tiny white lights on his chest--

“Tentacles,” Robofizz announced.

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“Tentacles?!” you squeaked.

You got a nod in response. “A very pop-pop-popular feature. Would you like to remove your clothing, or simply re-relax and let me do all the w-work?” “But-but . . . there’s no bed or--” you cast your eyes around the room again, looking for anything that would lend weight to your argument that maybe just a simple handshake and an autograph would suffice. “No bed n-n-needed,” Robofizz countered. “I am designed to not need to sit or lay down, and-and I am pro-programmed to support you in m-multiple positions.” He was between you and the door, and now the aforementioned tentacles made their appearance, slipping out from some unknown port in his back. They were striped and limber, flexing as though they’d been kept in too small an area for too long and needed to work out the kinks. That couldn’t be the case, being a machine, so all you could figure was that it was designed to imitate life. The first of them--you weren’t even sure of their number--moved through the space between you and the robot. “Fizzarolli--” “Oh, such f-formality! No n-n-need for that either, baby.” That was the first time it’d used a pet name, again probably designed to make this all more personable. “Call me Fizz,” he cooed, all the while still showing too many teeth, invading your personal space, and managing to wrap you up with two tentacles. They pulled you into his torso, which wasn’t as cold as you expected it to be. Neither were the tentacles, now that you thought about it. More of them began to nose around you. “Some rules, baby. This can go as hard as you want. J-just say the word. N-n-nothing’s off limits. My-my-my next show is this evening, so you have me-me-me till then . . . you want ex-extra time, you gotta p-pay for it. “Q-Questions?” Dumbly, you shook your head. “Then let’s b-begin.”

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You’d never be able to give enough detail about the encounter. You’d been asked, multiple times, and simply couldn’t put it into words. How could you describe the unusual sensuality of tentacles sliding under your clothing and removing it from you? How could you impress how strong but delicate they were, wrapping around your limbs with the perfect amount of pressure, raising you off your feet so you felt like you were floating? How you could possibly tell them that other tentacles roamed your skin, tickling you, exploring, awakening new erogenous zones you were unware exisited? How could you admit that all of that lasted an indeterminate amount of time, until you were writhing against the restraint, not to get away, now, but to try and pull him--the Robotic Fizzarolli was no longer an genderless it in your mind, but a him--closer while begging for more? When tears filled your eyes at the force of your pleas, he moved in closer to you, almost close enough to kiss. He seemed fascinated by your tears, and from between his sharp teeth came what must be the robot equivalent of a tongue. It lapped at your cheek, collecting the wet. You had no idea what that was all about, but in the next moment couldn’t devote any time to wondering. As promised, Robofizz accommodated. You’d asked, and another tentacle from Robofizz filled you in smooth, firm motion. You arched your back at the pleasurable friction it created inside you.

How could you continue to admit that your begging didn’t stop, but increased, wanting, no needing more while being fucked suspended in mid-air by an amusement park clown? That the random showers of sparks that you hated before became something you craved, each little spark leaving a mild burn on your skin that didn’t hurt, but only served to make your nerve endings sing out? Or that during it all he’d talked, the rasp and glitching words of dirty encouragement to, “take it deeper” and “you’re soaking w-w-wet” and “gr-greedy little slut”, which only added to the debauchery, that although it was obvious he could and would be rough and aggressive he gave you just what you needed, and all you wanted was more and more and more-- Even after all that, the finale that would be hard for anyone to believe, including yourself if you didn’t experience it: Robofizz telling you, after you’d been wrung dry from countless orgasms, that the tips of his tentacles--and other, specific, parts of his body--were laced with nano-circuitry to simulate nerves, and he could feel every single internal clutch around his tentacle--

The session ended with you sucking on the tips of multiple tentacles, like an assortment of cocks, while still being fucked to a few more orgasms. When you were finally released, your legs were weak and you were drenched between your legs. You’d drooled so much you were laved with spit. It took you a bit of time to collect yourself and get your clothes back on; your hands trembled with residual bliss for long moments. Robofizz, whose tentacles disappeared again, walked you back to the corridor you’d come in. “Five m-m-minutes till showtime,” he told you.

You had no idea if robots had a sense of humor, but you tried anyway. “That was a pretty good show you just put on.” You got that unnatural head cock again, but he grinned and reminded you,

“You want ex-extra time, you gotta p-pay for it.” “I know,” you replied, already trying to calculate how you could afford to return and book another private “Robofizz’s Play and Funtime!”. You were eager to try out different features. “How do I . . .?” “The-the d-door will remember you. It’s h-his job,” the robot answered your unfinished question, as if it was one he got frequently. You nodded as if you understood, then impulsively stretched upward to kiss him. He wasn’t startled--he was a robot, after all--but you gave him a smile and slipped back through the door to the front of the theater. You had to find your friends. It wasn’t your choice, sitting in the audience to watch a robotic jester entertain a crowd of imps.

But next time, it would be.

fin!

#writing #fanfiction #Robofizz #the Robotic Fizzarolli #helluva boss #tentacles #robo fizz #robofizz x reader #robo fizz x reader #Loo Loo Land

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11queensupreme11 · 3 years ago

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No! Wait, twin sister— Essie has a twin sis headcanon??

Okay since I already did the twin brother (can be found here), let's just say that Reggie had TRIPLETS! Two daughters and a son!

Her name will be Evangeline "Evie" Black! Her faceclaim is young!Michelle Trachtenberg. She’ll also be the eldest of the triplets!

Evie, Ellie, and Essie, the triple E’s 😂 (there’s way too many characters in my series who have names that start with E’s, but oh well)

Evie, at the start, will be a bit more like Bianca in her earlier years. As the eldest triplet with two younger sibs, she’ll take the caretaker role. After years of abuse from various foster families, she’ll be protective over her sibs and she’ll often stress herself out trying to care for them and keep them all together even though she herself is still a kid.

But then Essie gets attacked by their monster foster dad, they all run away, meet the Stolls, and then reach camp. After that, her ��stern caretaker’ role starts to ebb away once she finally gets a taste of freedom. Now she can finally start acting her age and she happily embraces it. She’s carefree, happier, and she has a bunch of older half-sibs so she can finally be the baby sib for once.

Once they get to Hogwarts, she’ll be sorted into Gryffindor. The Black family’s rolling in their graves because one’s in Gryffindor and the other’s in Hufflepuff??? Elliot’s their only hope now 💀 Peronality-wise, she’s like Essie but not as dumb! So she’s friendly, outgoing, but more sassier and reckless. Elliot’s just shaking his head in the background because where did their smart and stern sister go??? “Ugh, now she’s just a Gryffindork 🙄”

(Also, she won’t be friends with the trio cuz that’s so overused, but she’ll be besties with Lavender Brown and then Parvati Patil!)

As for her powers... she’ll be weaker than Essie and Ellie, unfortunately. Ever since they reached camp and she had no longer had to bear the weight of being the responsible Eldest Sibling, she loved the idea of acting like a carefree child. She trains hard in camp only because she HAS to. If she ever had the chance, she’d just laze around and do whatever she wants. In Hogwarts, she rarely ever studies like Elliot or practices offensive spells like Essie. In school, she’d rather enjoy the social scene and hang out with her friends than to stress over extra training.

Elliot scolds her for it while Essie’s just happy for her big sis 😃 Elliot also points out that the only reason she acts this way was because of how traumatized she was from having to shoulder the burden of taking care of him and Essie, so that when she finally got an ounce of freedom, she took it and changed herself completely, willingly running away from her problems so she wouldn’t have to go through it again 💖 Ofc, Evie denies this but Ellie’s 10000% correct

Despite this, Evie’s more mentally healthier than both of her sibs combined cuz at least her way of coping is to run away and distract herself with fun times rather than... Elliot who uses and abuses people who get in the way and acts as a control freak and Essie who’s so delusional that her vision’s practically red at this point.

Now onto relationships!

Trio: They like each other well enough! Evie’s not super close with them, but in the later years, she grows to dislike Hermione a bit because of how she treats Lavender and Parvati (and her by extension)

Sirius: Sirius likes her a lot! She’s the sanest of the triplets and yeah she’s sassy and sometimes snaps at people, but Sirius is just glad that she never gets violent enough to actually KILL someone 😭 (she’s killed ppl in battle ofc, but her kill count is DRASTICALLY smaller compared to Ellie’s and Essie’s 💀) and she never hurts ppl as a solution to problems

Ethan: She’s the disapproving big sister. This is one of the few times her previous self comes back, the stern and strict self that used to watch over her sibs like a mama bear. Evie DETESTS Ethan for the same reasons as Elliot, but she also hates him because he’s toxic af and doesn’t want someone like that for Essie. She doesn’t care if Ethan cares for Essie a lot, he’s a manipulative piece of shit who refuses to change himself

Lou Ellen: They love each other! Lou loves all the triplets equally, but she lowkey favors Evie more because she’s not as crazy as the other two 💀

Alabaster: strained. She was very upset when Ally and the others left and for a time, reverted back to her old, bossy and stern self to take care of Ellie and Essie. Alabaster tried to kill her too during the Battle of Manhattan, but she was very relieved when he wasn’t executed at the end because she still does love her brother very much. Out of three sibs, she’s more willing to accept him back.

Étienne: oh god 💀💀 Okay, so Étienne is very big on family roles so he very much expected for Evie to act as a proper “big sister” as in being super caring, super affectionate, and spoiling him nonstop. So basically he expected her to act as an Essie 2.0. She didn’t, because once she found out how unhinged he was, she avoided him and even urged Ellie and Essie too (he was very upset about the last part). Dislikes her, but doesn’t touch her out of respect for Essie and Ellie.

Nico: OOOOOOOHHHH HER ADORABLE PRECIOUS NEPHEW 😍 She’s basically Nico’s most healthiest relative tbh 😂 She LOVES her nephew and spoils him constantly, but teases him a lot too. She sometimes acts more like a big sis to him than an aunt, but he loves his aunt nonetheless 🥹

Regulus: Regulus loves his little girl just as much as he loves his other children!!! And she loves her dad too... until she started growing suspicious of him. Despite the fact that he’s no longer a Death Eater and a blood supremacist, she can see that her dad’s still very much an awful person. Similarly to Ellie, she’s quick to notice his elitism, misogyny, manipulative tactics, possessiveness, overprotectiveness, and controlling nature. But unlike Ellie, she’s genuinely upset about this because she knows that what he’s doing is wrong. She calls her dad out on this, but he genuinely doesn’t see an issue with what he’s doing. So yeah, her relationship with him becomes more strained 😔

Elliot & Essie: she loves her siblings so much, but she’s so concerned over them. It took her a while to realize how much their mental health had plummeted over the years and she feels like it’s her fault because she spent all her time running away from her problems and distracting herself with friends and parties while her sibs were becoming worse and worse. While she was out being reckless, Elliot’s now acting as the older sibling, bossing Essie and Evie around and even manipulating them when he needs to. Even worse, he’s going around hurting people. Meanwhile, Essie’s happily throwing herself at the worst sort of people out of pure desperation to be loved, not even caring that their love was toxic and abnormal. Evie finally sees all this, but now it’s too late for her to try and step up and act as the Big Sister again, not when both of her siblings are too far gone to help. Not when they’re too powerful for her to stop.

Damn, this sibling headcanons are so fun 😂

#👸🏻| asks #👸🏻| essie series

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izumi-fanclub · 4 years ago

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A3! Translation: Masumi Usui SR Card “SUNNY SPRING” [Harugumi Fanservice Study Group ~Masumi Edition~]

Yup. Exactly as it says.

Citron

Live music is the best~! It is so exciting and hyping dayo!

Izumi

Citron-kun, you went to an anime song singer’s concert the other day, right?

Citron

Yes! It was a very hot live concert! Coke & Lemon Pawns were also fun!

Masumi

Call & response.

Citron

That is it!

Itaru

Cool, I was really itching to go too. You could just drop by on weekdays any time you like, talk about unbeatable......

Chikage

If you wanted to go so much, you could’ve just taken a paid leave.

Itaru

That’s like, trying to casually pull out a legendary sword out of a stone.

Sakuya

The venue was built by MIZUNO Enterprises in the next town over.

Citron

That is right. It is newly built, and the audience seats were very comfortable!

Tsuzuru

We were on stage at the opening of that venue, right? *

Even though we had the power of Mizuno on our side, I still can’t believe it.

Itaru

That stage really was different from our usual one. It’s pretty refreshing.

Izumi

The re-viewing performance we did before and the White Day Live were both very received......

We often get requests for live performances.

Maybe we’ll have another chance to hold another live together, maybe.

Citron

Yes! I also want to do it!

Sakuya

If that happens, I’ll have to work on my singing again!

Tsuzuru

It also helps when you’re onstage in a musical.

And as an actor, there’s nothing better than being able to sing.

Citron

Of course singing is important, but that is not all there is to it!

Masumi

More than just the song?

Citron

The fanservice, of course!

I went to the concert as a spectator, I felt the importance of fan support again.

Chikage

Sakyo-san would always tell us to say things like “I would like to thank my fans at....” to thank them for their support.

Citron

Yes! That is why we need to study more about fanservice.

Tsuzuru

You got a point there.

Sakuya

I want to convey how I feel to my fans through various fanservice!

Citron

Like the singer I saw at the concert, you will be more popular if you do stuff in a way that suits your personality while doing fanservice!

Itaru

I get what you mean, the princely type, the energetic type, the cool type and the list goes on.

Citron

Our company members all have different weapons! I am going to start researching on fanservice to take advantage of them!

Tsuzuru

But Masumi isn’t the type to be into fanservice like that.

Masumi

I’ll only do fanservice for director.

Tsuzuru

There he goes again...... why don’t you consider it first before opening your mouth?

Citron

Masumi is immovable! He’s in his normal state.

Sakuya

But then Masumi-kun's feelings of gratitude won’t be conveyed to everyone through fanservice......

Itaru

Nah, that’s not always the case.

( Part 2 )

Itaru

Masumi’s been active with the company’s fans, but it wasn’t exactly fanservice per se......

I’m sure there's been times when his fans got excited just by him telling them a simple “Thanks for coming.”

Izumi

I see.

Tzusuru

That’s right, I’ve seen it happen.

Chikage

Cause it’s rare for him to do so, so his fans will get excited by those words of his.

Citron

Masumi’s rare love!

Masumi

…... Not really. Director and the other guys just told me that I should say thank you.

Itaru

But if you only say thank you every single time, you’ll just end up sounding like a bot.

Tsuzuru

Might be better to add some variation to mix things up a bit......

Itaru

Hmm... but if he gives off those sadistic vibes with his approach, he’d just be a clone of senpai.

Chikage

Oi, Chigasaki?

Sakuya

It’s fanservice that’s very like Masumi-kun.

Itaru

Of course, but a little bit of sugar...... with that “salt” is the best thing we got.

Citron

That is the kind of tsundere Masumi is! *

Itaru

Once you’ve made your mind about that, you’ll need to find the right amount of salt in your response. Hey, Masumi, give it a try.

Masumi

Haa...... don’t feel like it.

Itaru

Come on, don’t say that.

Citron

Then let director play the role of a fan!

Izumi

Eh, me?

Masumi

Right away.

Tsuzuru

He did a full 180, just like that.

Sakuya

Well, director, if you may.

Izumi

Okay, let me try.

The performance was really good! I’ll support you.

Masumi

I’m so happy that you came and watched my play...... thanks, I love you.

Hey, keep watching me from now on.

Itaru

He went full sweetener mode, where’d the salt go?

Citron

All-you-can-eat candy~

Chikage

That isn’t reproduceable.

Tsuzuru

Be your usual self, Masumi, a little less curt since you have to show your appreciation.

Masumi

Sigh......

Itaru

That’s right...... Then how about these lines, for example?

Masumi, lend me your ears for a sec.

Masumi

…...

Itaru

Alright, let’s give it a try.

Director, take two.

Izumi

Roger that.

The play was very interesting!

Masumi

…... Thanks for coming......

I wasn’t waiting for you, by the way.

Citron

Good~, it is like a dere scene!

Sakuya

I see, it’s the kind of line that doesn’t sound too honest!

Tsuzuru

But it’s true, it might be heart-pounding for his fans......

Masumi

…... I can’t do it.

I’d be happy anytime you came......

Come see me anytime. I want to see you. I want you to see more of my plays. I love you.

Citron

Oh, it is a deredere~! *

Chikage

I knew this would happen.

Tsuzuru

Director playing the fan role, it was too much to ask for.

Story Clear!

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May be referencing Mankai Company doing a live show there at the opening day (A3! White Day event story “Sing Big Thanks!”)

A tsundere, as you may know, is someone who shows love in a grumpy way

Meanwhile, a deredere is a lovey-dovey peron

#a3 #a3!#a3 translation #a3! translation #a3 card translation #A3! Card translation #masumi usui #sakuya sakuma #tsuzuru minagi #chikage utsuki #citron #chigasaki itaru

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sherlock-is-ace · 3 years ago

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hello, welcome to another depressing rant about my mental health and other problems ✌🏻 which thanks to tumblr stopping people (bots) from reblogging this, i can now write in a post and not in the tags

i've been reminded today of the 3(?) times in my life in which people have walked out on me for no discernible reason. And other many times in which my efforts to be a normal sociable person have been either ignored or actively rejected. Or how I've been used by people who tossed me aside the second they didn't need me anymore? And how all of that has made me the overly anxious, socially inept, and antisocial peron i am today...

i mean i should be going to therapy for this but i have no money so tumblr rants will have to do, but like I have two very clear memories of people who I'd consider my best friends, who suddenly stopped talking to me out of absolutely nowhere. I'm sure I have to have done something to them, cause it can happen twice for no reason right? So I guess my guilt issues also come from there, but like I am being 100% honest when I say I have no fucking clue what the fuck did I do.

Once was when I was around 6 or 7 so like, it might have just been kids stuff but it has stuck on me.. I came back to school after the summer, like I had done many times before and my "bestest friend" had suddenly joined the "cool girls group" and fully stopped talking to me, ignored me in the hall and all that kind of stuff. I never got any explanation for it, or when did she became friends with the "cool girls". I was so taken aback, but I moved on (well apparently i haven't lol)

The other was in my last year of highschool, my "best friend", overnight, stopped talking to me without any reason. I did talk to her, and I asked her, she never replied to me. And I don't mean over text or something, I asked her in person, to her face, and she walked away from me without saying a single word. I asked other friends we had in common if they knew what the fuck had happened, and nobody knew. We were like so close too! Like people thought we were dating kind of friendship (and I was presenting as a girl at the time). To this day I still haven't figured out what happened. It was literally over night, or over a weekend actually. I said goodbye to her on Friday, she didn't speak to me on Monday (till the end of the year, and then we graduated and never saw each other again).

The third time is my father walking out on the family, that's a normal and relatable one that I needn't explain lol

And then you have things like the one time where I didn't want to go to a school thing, like sports day? or something like that. The reason being, I'm fat, dysphoric, socially awkward, anxious, and I don't like to be ridiculed for being bad at sports. I wasn't going to go but a friend at the time insisted, she wanted me to go, she was threatening with getting angry if I didn't go, so I fucking went. On the day, teachers who knew I didn't wanna be there, said I could not participate on any of the games I didn't want to (so lovely of them, I think they noticed how fucking anxious I was). So, I avoided any games that caused me major anxiety or dysphoria, but I spent time with my friend who wanted me there, and tried to cheer everyone on. What did my firend said? "you're not paricipating in anything, why did you come then? you should have stayed at home."... oh! what a lovely idea you just had! if only i had occured to me! if only i hadn't been guilted into coming to a thing that made me miserable!!! :D

But anyways, turns out that I'm fucking cursed or something and that's the reason I don't talk to people or I guess put much effort into relationships anymore? And it sucks, but my brain is wired now to not really care because everytime I care I'm hurt, and/or disappointed and/or treated like shit without a reason. Or I guess without an explanation, I'm sure there is a reason... maybe I'm a horrible person to be around, maybe I'm super toxic and I don't even realize it?

And it's sort of a blessing and a curse, because yes, I can't hold a conversation for the life of me, I cry if I have to make or recieve a phonecall, I can't go to a shop and speak to the cashier like a normal person, I have panic attacks on busses... But also, I don't need people? Like I'm perfecly fine being alone in my home without talking to anyone? which made lockdown a piece of cake.

Once again, therapy is what I need, why do i type this online?! lol... anyways, sorry for the vent, it's easily ignored tho

#pls ignore <3 #angel talks #personal #long post

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theoriginalcarnivorousmuffin · 4 years ago

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Hey, hope you’re doing well and staying sane! It’s been a year and one week since my city went into lockdown mode and I don’t know whether to laugh or cry. Question regarding your wonderfully zany HP fics - I’m a personal fan of “When Harry...” and “October” - have you ever considered an AU where Tom was the one born a girl, or would the crushing patriarchy of the 1940s Muggle Britain and the Wizarding World (witches must have babies!) in general doom that sort of premise?

You ask a very interesting question.

I’ve dithered with this idea off and on but I’ve always concluded it’d be such an overwhelming task that it invariably gets set to the side.

Because I think it’s highly likely that a female Tom Riddle would not have become Voldemort. Or, at least, not as we know him.

So here’s some general thoughts.

Female Tom Riddle’s Name Would Not Be Derivative of Tom

I imagine that Merope, dying on the orphanage floor, would still blindly name her son Tom Marvolo Riddle, after his father and her father, nevermind that the child is a girl.

Now, Mrs. Cole is a harsh woman with a difficult job, but I imagine she’s not needlessly cruel to infants. She’s not going to name this poor girl “Tom Marvolo” even if it is her mother’s dying wish.

I imagine, as a result, Tom ends up with a very normal, English, girl’s name like Susan, Elizabeth, Jane, Victoria, etc. (We’ll go with Susan so I can just keep a consistent name for the rest of this post).

This of course means right away that, even if Lord Voldemort does happen he’s not called Lord Voldemort, because Tom’s name isn’t Tom and we don’t get the same anagram.

As I’m terrible at anagrams, personally, one of you can look at Susan Elizabeth Riddle and tell me what you come up with.

Susan’s Antichrist Orphan Years

I doubt Susan’s antichrist years would have been quite the same as Tom’s. She probably won’t be getting in the same kind of physical scraps every other day of the week. That said, I’m sure she’s a hellion on wheels and just as if not more psychologically vicious than Tom ever was. Girls can be mean and I imagine Susan lets this fly.

She may also end up being more careful, though, than Tom was. Although she’s a little girl and witches are traditionally women, that may make it less easy to spot, she’s a very pretty thing and probably very charming.

I think, for example, Dumbledore’s misogyny will work against him. Tom Riddle he recognized as an immediate threat, I’m sure Susan will just remind him of Arianna (who suffered similar outbursts, had a similar impoverished upbringing, and Dumbledore just never takes women seriously).

He’d still be disapproving when she gets sorted into Slytherin but we’d likely see him react to that in the manner he interacts with Leta Lestrange in Crimes of Grindelwald: where he just lectures to her about what a shame it is she has traveled down this path of Slytherinhood and she can still be saved.

As a result, and this is where things go haywire in my head, Susan will likely not have the same antagonistic relationship with Dumbledore. Oh, I think she likely loathes him entirely for looking down on her, but I don’t think he’d light her wardrobe on fire for example. I also don’t know if she’d make the parseltongue reveal.

Hogwarts

Given what we do see of sexism among the purebloods (it seems like a very patriarchical society) I imagine that Susan is treated a lot more like, say, Lily Evans. She’s brilliant, but never acknowledged as the most brilliant student in Hogwarts, always as the most brilliant witch and then compared to her male peers who are in fact far dumber than she is.

Slughorn probably still loves her, but no matter what she does, Malfoy will always be treated as better than she is.

This, combined with her effectively being muggleborn, I’m sure makes for a very angry Susan. However, I don’t know if she’d let loose the basilisk.

To me, that always screamed a nervous breakdown and existential crisis on Tom Riddle’s part. He finally finds the truth, that he is in fact the heir of this great family legacy, and it doesn’t matter at all.

Susan faces not only the issues over her blood but also that she is a woman. So, I think in that, she might not open the chamber of secrets. Instead she’d just be even angrier that she’s the heir of Slytherin but knows damn well the man himself would never acknowledge her because she’s a woman.

Post Hogwarts

I imagine that Susan would not be able to find employment where even Tom was able to. She might, that said, be able to get the Defense (or perhaps Muggle Studies, I’m sorry I can’t help it) position as Dumbledore wouldn’t be actively working against her. In this position I imagine she’d sit and stew for a long time, trying to decide what it is she wants to do here and knowing this isn’t quite it.

If she wants to climb into power, I imagine she’d have to do so through marriage, and the likely candidate for that is Alphard Black, who never otherwise married. I always pictured Alphard was very likely gay, and I imagine Susan would figure that out, and act as his beard and help (somewhat) appease his family. They probably aren’t thrilled he married a muggleborn.

She then pushes Alphard to run for minister, essentially makes herself Eva Peron, and fabulouses her way into power and before we all know it Susan is essentially minister and how do you like them apples, Malfoy?!

If she dreams up a Lord Voldemort persona... I am not sure she would, given everything. But if she did, I think she’d realize that Lord Voldemort is a man, not a woman, and would cross dress. The pureblood aristocracy, despite respecting figures like Morgan le Fey, would never follow a woman’s revolution. This would make things very awkward when Bellatrix Black starts hitting on her.

I imagine Dumbledore would never quite figure out who Voldemort is either, because it could never occur to him that it was sad little Susan Riddle. And Harry of course would be floored that it’s a woman.

But, again, I don’t think the Voldemort future as we know it from canon would be all that likely to happen.

Ships

That said, I’m not sure why since I consider Tom Riddle bisexual, but I imagine Susan is a raging lesbian. No real reason, except perhaps that I don’t think she could abide being romantically entangled with someone who had a natural superior position to society than she did. Which means of course if I ever wrote this it’d turn into femslash Lily Evans/Susan Riddle somehow.

Because that’s what I do.

Conclusion

But yes, the long and short is I have thoughts, but once I get thinking about it I go “whoa, we’re getting far from our source material here” and decide to focus back on what I’m writing right now.

It’s an interesting thought experiment but one that would yield not only an entirely different character but an entirely different world.

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