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wishchthumblr · 11 months ago

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horrible news everyone

i found a big ass spider on the floor and put a glass over it so i could move it outside

confirm. spider is running around trapped under the glass

look away for one second to get something to slide under it as a lid

turn back

and uhhh

the spider is gone

#IT WAS UNDER THE GODAMN GLASS ON THE FLOOR #HOW DID IT DISAPPEAR WHAT THE FUCKKKKK #TELEPORTATION?????#this spider is literally like that one inhuman from that one agents of shield season where they went to the future #the one who could go through solid objects. thats this spider #again it was UNDER THE GLASS. HOW #whichever motherfucker decided to gift this spider with supernatural abilities deserves to get their dick cut off #hhhrrnrngggg last seen in the kitchen RIGHT BESIDE MY BEDROOM BTW #AND IM SUPPOSED TO GO TO SLEEP NOW???? KNOWING ITS MOST LIKELY IN HERE SOMEWHERE?????#no fucking way bro. no way #i feel it everywhere now HOW TF AM I SUPPOSED TO SLEEP NOW?????#spiders tw #spider tw #idk if plural or singular is the correct tw tag here on the ‘blr so im putting both just to be safe <3 #wish’s whispers

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itspileofgoodthings · 1 year ago

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my life is a very slow process of everyone around me telling me not to be anxious and me fighting them all tooth and nail while inching towards more stable mental health.

#I know it’s not true but sometimes I feel like if I didn’t have anxiety I would not suffer at all #which. again. is false #but there’s a lot of things I don’t want in this life and a lot of things I am not scared of and a lot of things I just accept #and like. It’s FINE #but all my suffering from anxiety stays in one fixed flame of sheer agony #and it’s hard because I don’t shake like a chihuahua in the corner of my bedroom #unable to move or function #I’m always doing things and functioning and joking at parties and (generally) saying the right thing #but it’s all located in one corner in the middle of my mind attacking my ability to make judgments and live with my decisions peacefully #like an unseen wound #and the distance i feel it puts between me and other people #is one of the most painful things #just several sheets of frosted glass between me and them #and sometimes the worst it gets is when I can bear it without breaking down and so I just do and I just keep functioning #and the cold just creeps in and everything goes kind of numb!#tbh now that I think about it this might be why I often think of myself as a person with no desires or ambitions or dreams #or impetus or forward motion or anything #because I DO want things and have opinions and the exist in flashes. But also they’re buried deep under several layers of protective apathy #so they’re not stable. I drop them many times. forget them ignore them imagine that they aren’t there. I’m sorry I’m rambling I’m FINE #actually when I talk about it that’s how you know I’m doing okay with it #when I can’t talk about it and am half-heartedly going through the motions #that’s the problem #anyway whew. thanks for listening sorry for all the self-reflection etc. etc. etc.

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waters-and-the-wilde · 2 years ago

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okay yeah Train From Nowhere hits different now, i put on the Rangian Street Poker scenes for my dnd group bc i thought they’d get a kick out of it and like. they’re hearing it for the first time and I’m havign a Normal One bc I haven’t relistened since S4 has been coming out and holy shit the layers

I’ve always loved the duke rose to nureyev transformation after ‘i take it the game has changed’ but now hearing it back to back with next page it felt like i was hearing a lot more of that softer lighter ‘Petya pretending not to be scared’ voice peeking through the nonchalant mature Nureyev one and I don’t know if that’s something noah’s voice was actually doing or if I’m just superimposing bc of the new context?

but also previous impressions of time-out in the bathroom were like ‘nureyev genuinely and understandably frustrated over juno being a little shit and jeopardizing them both’ and now there’s also this distinctly frantic edge of ‘if i stop moving i’ll die’ in ‘glAd you’ve caught up canwegobacknow??!’ this man is reliving the catalyst for some of his worst horrors and he’s having to reassure somebody else that it’s going to work out fine bc keeping it together is the only way to make sure it does actually work out

and then like. it sort of doesn't? like sweet boy how did you even manage to get to sleep that night?? you didn’t have to lie about your name this time but juno nearly died anyway. are you also haunted by the fact that he never would have won the game or gotten that assassin in the hotel room without the mind reading powers? or was it nice bc regardless of how he did it you actually made the right call in trusting him?

#man in glass is like ‘ive saved him so many times and I won’t do it again’#yeah you're a wonderful knight in stolen armor but how many times has juno saved you??#juno: if you trust me you're an idiot #juno: *successfully threatens engstrom into delivering the information they need*#*hits the assassin trying to kill them in their sleep*#*assigned optimal escape scenario by the ruby*#*takes out valencia and then engstrom*#*pulls a will turner to keep miasma from killing nureyev*#juno steel #peter nureyev #the penumbra podcast #I’m gonna die on tuesday #or probably thursday i cannot act like a human person in a customer service job under these conditions

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chaotic-tired-bastard · 10 months ago

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80's AU Rozin trading colognes before Roku has his Travelling Montage (overseas school stuff??). By the time they meet again, Roku's gone through the entire bottle but Sozin hasn't touched his. He's bought countless others, refills and bottles of that exact fragrance, but he hasn't touched the original, hasn't dared to waste any of the gift that Roku's given him. On Roku's wedding night, he's wearing it from the original bottle for the first time.

#and after their break up he smashes the bottle #because if Roku's going to throw their relationship away like that then why should he cherish this one bottle so much?#hours later he comes back and picks up as many pieces as he can so he can piece it back together. he glues back together regardless of how-#the glass cuts him and makes his fingers bleed #he keeps the broken bottle on his night stand every day of every year up until Roku's ''untimely'' death #at that point he buries it somewhere. maybe under a tree they used to chill underneath together in high school #he never goes there again #oughhhhhhhhh Sozin being overly codependent is so delicious #Rozin #Roku #Avatar Roku #Sozin #Fire Lord Sozin #ATLA #Avatar: The Last Airbender

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unproduciblesmackdown · 3 months ago

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(genderly) chill as hell if i was only ever glimpsed / detected like this

#Shrouded In A Rectangle neither sleeves nor an open front to be besieged with? yes #just doing whatever else like doesn't matter. tee cargo shorts which is my best guess rn of my ideal outfit. + sandals Absolutely #unfortunately my hair could never do that. somehow neither am i yet like forties fifties? have i not been at this for eons?#i Can be like uh let's just nobody talk to me i'm busy pensively perceiving truths that you don't ever actually wanna hear about #just the other day it was like hey....a [way Having To Talk could be a difficulty / problem] was under my nose in this lifelong pattern #certainly noticing the Verbal Exchange Demand heaped upon burnout as like [delay delay delay struggle weariness stress]#but also who knows like spent plenty of time just probably indeed Not having to have such exchanges while burned out. not noting them #anyway like this isn't even [dysphoric Ideal Outfit until i could [whatever supposed even more ideal than that gender euphoria]]#though shoutout to that but like nah get shrouded anyway. the only [how do i look] im motivated to consider is: when it's a costume #when it's just me it's like. i guess whatever pants and a comfortable enough tee. need glasses. hair's w/e so cut quite short ig #might accessorize w/things that are fun to me like hey yeah yknow i might want a calculator watch #[yea as a kid it was like :( im actively appreciating the animals supposedly Gross or Bad] if i had hated little friends Sure yaay #if i had disorienting light effects like a pelagic creature. but you don't even need that. like hey i'm nd in real life. i got it #chat i'm in the walls too bestie lmao. if only my bigfoot pose reference Step was this good #tl;dr long rephrasing of my being like; now the gender slay....#& nodding & Noting when [worksheet exercise: what's your gender euphoria look?] is like shrug idk. but this is serving maximally to me; so #going Chat how can i up my uncanny stats. looking up ''isn't it like Uncanny knowledge e.g. so like why not....canny''#but i think the un canny is the Uncanniness Accuser's perspective. not of My ken. your literal weird one maybe #so again apt to be like jk i'm just autistic & shit; i got it....horror shit challenge impossible: Don't have sm typical mundane #[disability moment] as like Unsettling danger/malice cues. challenge impossible; again #subverted here like as [horror holding hands touching foreheads w/comedy] w/o Rescinding just casual disabled behavior/qualities #just remembered like three witches weird sisters etc macbeth. weird uncanny soothsaying gendering. word #anyway i should be shrouded (made no any connection whenever i put the blanket now over my head & shoulders in place min ago)#perhaps the real Ideal Look insight: i do not have any way i wish to be observed by people. secret passages / removed room anytime

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buildabot · 5 months ago

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I WANT TO DANCE I WANT TO PARTY I WANT TO SWIM IN THE SEA SOMEONE GET ME OUT OF THIS FUCKING TOWN

#me drinks one glass or bottle of wine also me ^^^#if i didnt live in a car dependent place i would be so unstoppable and also a much worse alcoholic #better? worse?#anyways swimming in the sea ar night drunk as hell again would fix me but NOOOO i live in a CAR CITY NOW #thinking about how casual my friends in school like high school used to drunk drive that was crazy like what the hell #thats a line for me like i’ll do a line but im not DRIVING after #no 🙅 operating 🙅 heavy 🙅 machinery under the influence of anything dude there are other people in the world #oversharing online is my passion sorry #anyways. alcoh*lics will literally be like ‘im gonna have a glass of wine w dinner’ and next thing u know plastered on the floor #like why did i drink my fuckinc cooking wine lol i need that for cooking!!! my sauces!!!!#long story short if u live in *** and want to get str***** lmk i can solve that u just gotta pick me up in ur car vroom vroom #or if u have **** 👽👽👽👽👽👽👽👽👽👽 or **** ok #im very flexible #anyways. recycle comes tomorrow and they know far too much about me. like not me getting up at the crack of dawn to haul my pile of bottles #out to the can pleas. maybe i should leave a thank you note. i can make cookies or something

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jellicle-chants · 9 months ago

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oh GOD i just saw someone i'm subscribed to on youtube just released a video about the cats fandom....... i'm deathly curious and also shriveling up into a prune irl

#i think i'm most afraid of seeing myself in the video. i think i would have to quit the internet and move to the woods if that happened #somebody else watch it for me and report back lmao #the worst part is i came across the video by doing my ~monthly search for new uploads of productions #so i feel 10000% more called out than if it just appeared on my homepage #it's like a damn car crash though bc there's a part of me that really REALLY wants to watch it #the thumbnail is of 2019 characters as well which is not promising for how nice she will be #personally if i were going to make this type of video i'd pick the munkustare though #because there's nothing like father-figure disappointment to replicate the feeling of your tiny fandom being put under a magnifying glass #anyway if i never post on here again y'all know what happened lol

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autism-corner · 6 months ago

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dad wont let me be excited about my new wounds which he attributes to the horrors >:(

#man wont let me be happy.#at least. i think he attributes it to the horrors. yeah im pretty sure #BUT ITS NOT.#genuinely all the wounds i have these days are accidental.#sure. im more prone to wounds but thats just because i have a restless and wreckless soul.#and i am admittedly also. not normal about wounds.#but that is LITERALLY not any different than from before the horrors started. so >:P #sillyposting #anyway *twirls hair* lemme talk about my wound >:3 #okay so first one today was while prepping condiments. weve gotta put them in tiny tubs for the guests #and somehow. the pumping hold-onto-thingy. caught the hand-part of the thumb.#which was really annoying bc this was at the START of my shift and bandaids refused to stick (bc high movement)#anyway that one is pretty cool but not. serious.#neither is the next one but =w=b #ANYWAY the next one....#idk i was putting away a glass to be cleaned and. it exploded a little. whoops. no clue how.#but it nagged a part of my finger pretty hard.#so. ofc. blood. whatever. gotta go wash it off!!#i go. wash it off. and then i let the water stream from the same direction i was cut from. and i YELLED.#the water revealed part of the wound that was still concealed from me. namely. the part under the skinflap the glass had created.#so i got direct water into a relatively deep and fresh wound. yayy #we have someone thats in college for like. nursery or summ so she helped me put a bandaid on =w=b how nice.#so!! back to work i go!! absolutely not minding my finger and just going about. but then..... i look down again.#and blood is pearling trough the bandaid. trought the multiple layered bandaid.#back to nurse girl we go. o7 #new bandaid and some gauge this time. ok =w=b #anyway yeah not much else but this is pretty awesome rn if i do say so myslef.#i hope it scars but :/ since its in high movement....#idk #=w=b

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jup1tersparx · 6 months ago

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cant believe im actually missing school this is SO unfair

#ITS BECAUSE IVE JUST REMEMBERED HOW TO BE A HUMAN BEING AGAIN #AND NOW THE RUGS BEEN PULLED OUT FROM UNDER ME AND IM LEARNING HOW TO BE ALIVE AND HOW TO MANAGE ON MY OWN AT THE SAME TIME NOW ☹️#i miss seeing my friends every day i miss having nothing to do for long periods of time #realistically i know school sucked and rose tinted glasses. but still #jupiter talks #(been out for less than a week lmao)

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boudicca · 1 year ago

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good morning! i just inadvertently saved a wasp by walking directly into the spider web it was trapped in

#it didn't sting me but i am getting really tired of wasps crawling under my glasses! again #anyway how is everyone else <3 #p

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dailyeca · 2 years ago

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why dont u like cars eca

what's there to like about em.

#eca orichird #daily eca #lil' eca #not the only one with shades and opinions (asks)#imagine you are a scrawny 4 year old runaway in a big city. the sidewalks are crowded; the afternoon sun beats down; and you're bustled #along with the movement of pedestrians because if you stop moving you're going to get trampled or caught. the movement of the crowd splits #slightly and in the blur you try to move where there's less foot traffic; hit your knees against a metal ledge; and clamber up the step #there's the sound of beeping and coins; but no one notices as you're pushed inward (you realize you're now inside something; a building?)#every chair is taken; there's a disorienting amount of people standing around you. it's loud and scary. your voice catches in your throat #and if you weren't nonverbal already; you sure are now. you dont know what’s happening. the thing you're in jolts and you'd almost fall ove #if you weren't packed in on all sides; there's a rumbling roar that mixes with the rush in your ears and through the sparse gaps in people #you can see the world passing by through glass; the thing you're in is /moving/ and you don't know where and you dont know how to escape an #you can’t find an exit and there's so many people and no one seems to care about you; you’re surrounded by legs much taller than you.#the metal around you rumbles and jolts and screeches and stops and starts and you’re knocked against strangers and you’re scared.#you are in there for an eternity; the people around you shift but more always take their place. at some point; the crowd thins a little #you scramble to follow a lady who seems to know where to go and you emerge onto a sidewalk in front of a library. you’ve never been here #you dont know how far you are from the orphanage. you dont know how to get back. you are very small and scared and feel like things are #never going to be the same again. the suffocation of the bus clings to you; though it may just be a panic attack. lady enters the library #and you unsteadily follow her inside; you spend the rest of the day hiding on a beanbag chair under the stairs and crying silently #at 4 years old this is the worst experience of your life and it sticks with you forever. not to worry though; there will be more.

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icewindandboringhorror · 2 years ago

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mentally ill people who for whatever reason end up wearing the same exact clothing so many days in a row that it begins to disintegrate and will still not stop wearing it until it’s literally just scraps of fabric VS. those weird shitty rich people who ‘’can’t be seen in the same outfit twice’’ human dichotomy

#poast brought to you by my pants that are missing an entire leg and completely open in the back and the front almost #to the point they could not really be considered pants anymore (I wear lots of layers so i have shorts under them but lol)#I tore them again sitting down and it made me introspect about when it's time to throw clothes out and how everyone has different standards #and etc. Like how some people will get stains on clothing and just throw it away #.where others will keep wearing stained stuff if they have an attachment to it. etc. etc.#or like One hole in jeans is okay but 20 holes is Crossing A Line - unless they were made that way as a fashion trend #which then made me think about those people who like.. change clothes multiple times a day and never want to rewear stuff #and just have a constant stream of fast fashion etc. Anyway. not a real dichotomy. just being silly. i like to think about humans behaviors #brggghghb.. still not being very productive as I just keep having flare up after flare up of various chronic issues I have so I'm feeling #sick like every few days but always for different reasons. As if something has increased the general inflammation in my entire body #and its just bopping around making different things worse here and there. but I'm not sure of any underlying cause.#theorectially could always be stress since I am often stressed but I don't feel stressed more than usual. I have no infection markers #on blood tests and my covid tests so far have been negative. I guess my body just felt like 'hey happy new year. would you like.. uhm...#some... Problems.. as a treat? OuO''#I mean I'm lucky at this point that I don't have a condition that makes me completely bedridden or something and am grateful for that but #having so many smaller issues in the background overlapping all the time can be ehxausting and make it feel like a larger issue #because you just never get a break. once one problem clears up it's another. etc. modifying diet. supplements. doctors. new issue. new modif #ications. new doctors. new this #new that. etc. For my body to reach some sort of non-inflammed stable state I feel like I'm going to have to just be suspended in a gladd #*glass antigravity chamber for 3 years eating nothing but basic gruel and iv liquids. something so bland and so untriggering of anything #that literally nothing can be inflammed or etc. lol.. Though I'd probably still somehow have joint pain even with nogravity.#ANYWAY... I did finally edit a new sims video. for the few of you that follow my sims youtube. I have costumes totally ready to post I just #literally havent had the energy to queue up the photos. STILL WORKING ON EVIL WORLDBULDING SLIDESHOW task of epic proportions #. other videos. other stuff. I've had to spend some time on social stuff since I really ned to get started finding friends in the potential #places I'd like to move so I know people when I get there. as it takes me like years to trust someone. but hjgh... I am so like. inherently #unrelatable to the average person. at least the avg people on friend making sites and stuff. I even made a perosnal compatibility quiz #but again.. thats something most people don't do lol... ''buhh just text snapchat me & get to know me through conversation why should i take #a 15 minute quiz up front?'' shut up. i woudl LOVE to take a custom compatibility quiz before talking to someone. its efficent. you will nev #er get it. that is a positive to me. if only anyone else did that. if only. (I'm being jokingly rude. its perfectly reaosnable for people to #have different standards and communication styles. etc. etc. lol) ANYWAY.. tldr me sleepy and feel bad no productive wehh

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thinkingnot · 2 years ago

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hoodie needs a haircut 😔

but he also vowed to have it long to remake like 50 different hair styles (they just look really cool alright mans gotta try something new) and then buzz it off and keep the severed hair (like he has done multiple times before yes hoodie has 4 hair bags around the home no theyre not for sale)

#the reason i started keeping hair because when i was child one day my mum was like you wanna cut it short like me? (bob cut) and i was like #alright im lazy washing so much of it and i got out of the emo tangled phase so lets try and then it was eco friendly so i kept havin it #below the ears— wait sidetracked come back so like the first time i chopped a bunch of length my mum was like how bout we keep it cuz it #looked cool like you had your hair so long and nice and i initially agreed cuz i was like oh i can sell it (ever the capitalist my 8 years #old self) only to find out afterwards that its really really bad to sell your hair like donating is fine but selling hair? thats really #unlucky and like bad omens and stuffs #and then after that i learnt about voodoo dolls - yep thats why i still keep my hair every time after that in case a wizard looked for #some voodoo making nope nope not risking it and then even when i grew out of the voodoo paranoia it was now the pandemic and we cut hair at #home and i was like i dont want to put it in the trash cuz how would i separate it it is recyclable or not idk so i kept them again and now #i have a chonk full of hair lil drawer under my bed together with shards of tempered glass i picked from a broken window(?) i found on the #streets by my house so if anyone got a nice ritual recipe incould try out with these ominous items i got drop it #personal #hoodin’t #<- ooc not /rp as a hoodie

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altruistic-meme · 3 months ago

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oh wait oh shit i have to wear EARPLUGS tomorrow. gods the cut isn't really deep in my ear but it's still there. gods AND i have to wear glasses. poking the top of my ear where the glasses will sit hurts man i hope it's healed a little better in the morning. FUCK.

#i dont really mind my ppe normally but this has the potential to suck a lot #like one cut is in the hollow part pf my ear. ajd the other is like under the top curved part??? idk how to explain in words #but neither are prime locations considering once again. earplugs and glasses.#ough.#shh ac

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gentlethorns · 6 months ago

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jesus christ i hate my body. it's like owning a shitty used car all over again except that I CAN'T SELL IT AND BUY A NEW ONE. unless you would classify orthopedic surgery as doing that and even then that's far in the future and does me no good whatsoever right now

#she bork #tbd #i try to love my body. i really do. i don't like the way it looks but i could get past that and appreciate its function IF IT WERE #FUNCTIONAL. which it is not.#no idea whether my body is punishing me for throwing the truck yesterday or buckling under the hormonal strain of my upcoming cycle or just #deciding to be a dick but the bottom line is that i am exhausted and my body hurts so bad. my wrist my thumb my legs my neck everything. i'm #even having a recurrence of the nerve problems i had in my foot neck in like. TWENTY-TWENTY-ONE. why why why why why. why does my body exist #ONLY to spite me. i swear to god if i get home and i can't put in my fucking words bc of how my body feels i'm gonna freak. i am SO CLOSE TO #THE END DO NAWT NERF ME AT THE FINISH LINE #*my foot BACK in like 2021 lol. even my typos mock me #jesus i just can't emphasize enough how fucking bad my body hurts. my wrist and thumb feel like they have fucking ground glass in them (idk #about my wrist but ik my thumb has a bone spur and that's probably close enough lol). my foot feels like someone is stabbing it w a dull #knife right in that tender spot by the inner ankle bone and making it ache. i feel fucking exhausted and a little sick? idk how even just #like Not Good or like just Off. and i'm STILL at work and then tomorrow i STILL have to run the truck again and then i'm finally off #thursday. jesus fucking christ if i have to spend all weekend sleeping to get over this bullshit i am gonna be SO mad

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werewolf4vampire · 9 months ago

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ha i just remembered the state of our couch and how badly it needs to be repaired (if it even still can be) bc the cool thing about having a million awful things happen at once while also being broke is that a bunch of real important stuff just gets forgotten about bc you just flat out can't deal with it and/or afford it

#i feel like it's gonna breakdown irreparably any day now #i need to get my glasses fixed which may or may not be free (i need new ones but i sure as fuck can't afford that)#we've got an upcoming vet appointment that'll probably be like two or three hundred $#and then the dental cleaning which will be $600 #and i need back injections and idk what the copay will be like #oh and we need to get a weird warning light in the car checked out ummm what else #it's also unspeakable filthy here and it's never gonna get under control #and we're already $3500 in debt #i kinda wish i was dead like i'd rather die than have to keep dealing with all of this shit #and i'm trying so hard to wean again but idk how the fuck i'm gonna get sober with all this stress LMAO #darryl speaks

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