#adhd moment right there
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the ADHD brain is a contradiction beyond our understanding sometimes
like it sees sorting digital papers for school work as boring and non-stimulating and cringe
but sorting digital papers: vidja gaeme edition??? HYPERFIXATION. HOURS OF ENTERTAINMENT. SO VERY MENTALLY STIMULATED.
IT'S THE SAME FUCKING ACTIVITY!!!!
anyways, paper please am i right lads
#el speaketh#bro why did i have to get stuck on a 10 year old game with a pretty inactive fandom broooo#in the middle of exam season no less#ya girl is about to god damn graduate and all bran wanna do is SORT MORE PAPERS BITCH!!!!!!#adhd moment right there#anyways someone please talk to me about this game I'm kinda going insane
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I'm sorry but Saint saying "She escaped" after watching Sundaresh fucking float down the vex milk lazy river made me yell at my monitor. The fuck do you MEAN "escaped"? You and Ikora somehow didn't vaporize her with your supers, and then we stood there like chumps as she pulled an Ophelia while monologuing!!! Somebody could've used Strand and yoinked her outta there!!! What are we doing!!!!!
#missmirakell#destiny 2#d2#destiny 2 spoilers#episode: echoes#echoes spoilers#nevermind YW having an adhd moment and just zoning right the fuck out and doing jack
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The moment my therapist finally, and fully understood that I’m autistic was halfway into me explaining myself experimenting on my own brain chemistry after reading a report that people with ADHD get dopamine hits from sweet things that can combat some of the ADHD bs, buying a large container of Nutella, and eating a spoonful every afternoon to see if I could overcome the executive dysfunction for several months, then going without to see if there was a difference.
#autustic#ADHD#therapy#science#lol#I literally could see the moment it happened right in his face#the thought was so clear#like ‘oh#they ARE autistic#meanwhile I’m going into how the science seems sound but my body does not need an entire container of Nutella just so my mind will work#and how much of a difference my new adhd med is making#and how many emails and phone calls I made just yesterday alone
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Chat I'm going to be completely transparent with you all. I'm tired. I attempted to go through the messages, but after some unforseen drama that I got roped into, I don't have the energy to focus on the askbox right now.
That and no matter how hard I try, I can't seem to focus on anything to save my life right now. I do have adhd (wahoo) and I'm just so flighty right now it's incredibly difficult to just sit myself down and do the inbox. :'))
#mod speaks#askmarcillle#ooc: raaaagh#thank you all for the patience but I'm just burnt out right now and I hate feeling like this#My friend gave me a monster and was like “drink this so you can focus.” (w friend moment)#It hasn't helped :')))#bc and idk if this is common for the other adhd ppl (sound off in the comments) caffeine calms me down and helps me focus
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Kaeya visits the Dawn Winery... a lot.
He has multiple reasons and excuses that change every time he is greeted by Adelinde.
An investigation on the Darknight hero.
A mission he received from Jean.
A short detour from his patrols.
One time, all he did was ask for a glass of wine before he went his merry way.
Another, he spent a bit more time within the building, creating jam with Adelinde.
Diluc occasionally catches the man approaching the winery from a distance. If he was lucky enough to evade Kaeya's attention, he would send Adelinde to talk to the cavalry captain in his stead. As for the other times, Kaeya would glance up to meet his eyes from where the cavalry captain was standing by the entrance - thru his tinted windows somehow. The younger man's eyes would be glinting mischievously, his ever-present smirk slowly growing on his face.
"Gotcha," his face seemed to imply.
Diluc simply huffs in frustration before leaving his room to spend a couple of moments bantering with the other.
Diluc knows how frequent Kaeya's visits were. He fully expects at least 2 visits in a week...
...The idea that Kaeya frequently visits but never stays... leaves a bitter taste in Diluc's mouth.
Kaeya himself had said that Dawn Winery was his home. If he thought so, why was he always doling out excuses just to be here?
Doesn't Kaeya know he is welcome any time?
Does Kaeya know he could stay?
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Like clockwork, Kaeya visits the Dawn Winery.
This time, Kaeya manages to meet his eyes- thru the tinted windows somehow.
Diluc huffs, leaves his room, and meets the other by the entrance.
Kaeya tries to give an excuse for his visit.
Diluc interrupts by saying "you don't need a reason to come home".
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'Gotcha' Diluc thinks. He feels as if he won something upon being met by Kaeya's stunned face and hearing Adelinde's giggles at the background.
#oh wow im not done with the kaeyangst huh#kaeya you do know you can visit without making an excuse right?#and no diluc he doesnt know he could do that hnghh#watch me pull up with a miscommunication oneshot#kaeya#kaeya alberich#diluc#diluc ragnvindr#yeah i want a repeat of what happened during weinlesefest#GIVE ME ANOTHER MOMENT LIKE WEINLESEFEST#at this point i should just tag kaeyangst#i might continue this someday though coz i have more thoughts#maybe hints of tism ehe#kaeya and diluc are adhd vs. autism btw but thats just an HC#a kaeyachi HC
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There’s an undiagnosed and unsupported neurodivergent feeling in playing a good resist durge who fesses up about Alfira and then you finally talk to your companions about your Urge they give various flavors of “well… just control it”
“I have this thing I can’t control in my head that makes life miserable for myself and those around me”
“Well just try harder to control it. Everyone has issues”
#baldurs gate 3#bg3#bg3 durge#bg3 dark urge#babblestar#neurodivergent#i am talking about my own distorted feelings of that kind of dismissal about my own disabilities that’s familiar in that moment#i am not comparing the dark urge to being neurodivergent or saying neurodivergenc is violent#so you stop that right now#baldur's gate 3#baldur's gate iii#bg3 the dark urge#the dark urge#dark urge#durge#adhd#autism#dismissal of disability
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never ever ever ever EVER getting over the subtle hints about Them that we got so immediately. never.
first Taramyn specifically asking Cinta "what's she doing?" when Vel shows up with some stranger
and then this beautiful focus shift with them both in the frame that i just screamed out loud about again even though i have watched this episode 4000 times
INSANE SHIT TO ME
#it was always right there#from moment one#it's taking so long to get through this episode tho bc i keep finding shit to yell about again#the adhd is strong tonight!#velcinta#vel sartha#cinta kaz#andor#my posts
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sometimes I have impostor syndrome over whether or not I'm really dyspraxic, because I'm mostly ok with day-to-day actions, and then I try to wrap presents and it's like ohhhh. something's wrong with me.
#like it should not be this hard but I'm just Really bad at it. Really Really bad at it.#just the visualising how things should be folded over and getting a hang of the dexterity of multitasking actions#such as holding something down with one hand at the same time as you're pulling tape with the other.#it's like how it took me decades to consider I might have been autistic the whole time because I'd say I function pretty alright.#until the moment I'm in an unfamiliar/overstimulating situation#and realise what I actually am is decent at masking under the right conditions which tends to be most days in my generally uneventful life#why am I wrapping something on the 23rd of december? well you're not gonna believe this#but I likely have adhd as well
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doug eiffel is the perfect storm of technical competence and chronic procrastination. like, jokes aside, he actually is something of a handyman - he's got a very technical job (and he's good at it!), he makes his own walkie-talkies out of spare parts, he knows how to take stuff apart and put it back together - he's a hands-on kinda guy, and he likes doing that, when it isn't work. in the same way that eiffel could do station maintenance, but he doesn't because it's his job and he doesn't want to, eiffel could do repairs around the house. if he were any less capable, maybe he'd hire someone, but he knows he can do it, and he's not going to pay someone to fix something he can fix himself. but he also doesn't want to do it, because it's a task he has to do. which means no one is doing it, and whenever it comes up he says he's going to do it, and maybe he throws together some makeshift half-repairs to keep it from breaking entirely. he just doesn't actually get around to it.
#wolf 359#w359#doug eiffel#doug eiffel adhd moments. my favorite analog tech guy / handyman he is living on the brink of a thousand disasters#does anyone else think about that scene where he tore the comms equipment right out of the wall btw. did anyone else think that was hot#his raw animal magnetism. etc.
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i think i don't like any of my hobbies anymore 😔
#or i'm depressed.#or this is the world's worst adhd moment.#also counterintuitively i've arrived at the looking at old art portion of the night#it's literally good idk what i was thinking when i kept thinking about how bad it is#(<- literally the least fucking self aware person in the universe right now)#persimmon's rambles
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Every appearance of the red-haired menace that is early Laurence forces me to sit here and stew upon how I will fix his introduction in the rewrite. As a coping mechanism. Unfortunately since I can't remember the parts where his character isn't just harassment so I can't cook with the themes the way I'd like to. Like the way he calls Aph "my love" after she very explicitly in the text of the game tells him not to do that... bad vibes. I think I could rock with his character if he'd done the same sort of approach in hitting on Aphmau as heavily, but the moment she lays down an actual boundary, he backs way the hell off. I could even fuck with her trying to be subtle about the boundary and him not getting it and continuing to make her uncomfortable before she snaps at him and he apologizes, saying that he truly didn't mean anything by it, and he respects the boundary she lays like his life depends on it from then on out. It would create some immediate complexity in his need for explicit communication, and backs up the sort of deeper character hinting they seem to try to do when he's talking about Castor and Cadenza, this idea that he deeply cares, if being a bit pushy on accident. It would also make a good detail fueling the conflicts later on with the love triangle that can sort of prevent Laurence from looking like TOO much of a dickhead (him being unaware or misinterpreting situations, and the delicate nature of it making him uncomfortable asking questions, is a compelling reason to see somebody hurting his friends' feelings, and makes him significantly more sympathetic, opening him up for feelings of remorse and guilt).
#mcd#minecraft diaries#jeremiahs mcd notes#laurence mcd#i want autisic/adhd king laurence and im not even remotely joking#i think it would add a lot to his character to give him those struggles#if i'm recalling his character right anyways#i am still very early in the series#But i do recall vaguely there being conflicts where I was absolutely not on his side#and i had a very strong sense of justice as a kid so i imagine that i'm not making that up#but also its been 8 years so who knows#but i think he can still very much get off on the wrong foot with aph and it can still be good#i think honestly having him get off on the wrong foot and then work to make it up to her would be good as hell#bc it's a situation in which she sees him be willing to work on himself without much prompting#(aka as soon as he's told there's an issue he starts to work on it and she doesn't have to ask)#and she goes oh actually. you know what. maybe hes not a dick.#and she starts to be more comfortable around him over time#It might create this dynamic where it feels like he's always trying to catch up to her level#Always apologizing always being the wrong one#and then eventually when she does something that he can't just smile and bear#(as all friends hurt each other on accident one time or another#it is unavoidable we are but human and i believe Laurence would let a lot of things slide bc he knows how much she's had to forgive him for#And I can see as well it not going over well bc aphmau is not used to the idea of being the wrong one#and she had a reason for what she did and she gets defensive#Causing an uncomfortable moment of tension#I also think that there could be a good spot where Garroth is being more controlling as to try to protect aph and she is bothered by it#feeling in that moment very robbed of control and like he's not listening to her#and then here's laurence#who is willing to build himself anew brick by brick with her input#Like this is how I would overthink it if I wanted a true love triangle conflict introduced to the plot here
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Can someone explain to me why I'm turning full on nocturnal the moment sun starts to set before 7pm or is that like normal
#jay rambles about life.txt#like I CANNOT be productive#my adhd senda me into full task paralysis mode no matter HOW hard I try#even if I start the task I have no focus#and I'm not sleepy/tired/fatigued for this either. I just can't#but the moment 1am hits the clock I'm suddenly feeling like I'm on adderall without taking it#it's just Easier. to do Things.#like?#this is also JUST winter. I function like a normal person in summer#accounting for adhd and chronic fatigue. but my brain fires up at the right times when there's early sunrise#I do not get itttt
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well well well… if it isn’t the consequences that my adhd told me didn’t exist at the time i made the decision that led to the consequences
#it’s soooo fun how ur brain is like#this consequence isn’t real and you don’t need to worry about it#because it’s not happening at this very moment#it’ll probably definitely happen in the future but you are physically incapable of adjusting your actions to accommodate for it#because you have no anxiety about the consequence right now#:)#adhd things#adhd tag
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that post going around asking what people would do if they won the lottery has totally bummed me out because mine is literally like, “i’d rent an apartment in los angeles that has wood floors and an oven and isn’t a shithole…” which is already like too embarrassing to even say in the tags of the post in front of god and the op and everybody, but then it’s, “…and then maybe go to college,” so it’s like, ok, well now i just have to sit with that thought, uncomfortably, forever
#my thing about it is….so i mean we all know already that i’m a high school dropout w/ a ged from a state that’s ranked like 42 in education#right. that part’s covered. and i’m also like almost 27. these are the important things to keep in mind here#and so i mean obviously i think about it because who wouldn’t#but the thing is it would have to be like for fun and not for career advancement#because everything that i can think of that i would want to study is either like. an industry that’s not doing so great at the moment#or a quote-unquote ‘unemployable degree.’ or god forbid both#and it’s like. if you’re gonna do one of those it’s fine if you’re 18. but at 27? you do unfortunately have the sense to know better#you’d just have to sink that cost and for what. for what.#and let us not forget the Reason i flunked out of online high school in the first place…if it’s online it’s way too easy to simply not do i#which means any online program is automatically out too#because going from the Wrong adhd medication to No adhd medication is surely not something that would have a net positive effect#but whatever everything is fine i can worry about this later. i have different stuff to worry about right now
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i've been meaning to post something like this for a while, but i find when i get stuck on certain inbox prompts or threads, it helps when i can go to people and ask what the intention/idea of a prompt was or to just chat if i'm stuck on a reply. so with that, can you please give this a like if you're okay with me coming to your DMs if i get stumped on replying to something?
#❝ adhd thought dump ❞ — ooc#i will eventually make like a permanent interactions call or something#but my brain is very tired right now and doesn't want to do that at this moment#tbd.
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Woah, guys, did you know when you like, take a shower, and take care of your hygiene and shit, it’s actually really helps your mood?!
#putting it off for way to long#finally showered#haven’t felt this good in a hot moment#cut my hair too#I love it at this length#actually happy right now???#mental health#mental heath support#self care#dbt therapy#queer#mentalheathawareness#actually autistic#actually neurodivergent#actually adhd#neurodiversity#adhd#autism#autism acceptance
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