#maybe hints of tism ehe

[kaeyachi]

Kaeya visits the Dawn Winery... a lot.

He has multiple reasons and excuses that change every time he is greeted by Adelinde.

An investigation on the Darknight hero.

A mission he received from Jean.

A short detour from his patrols.

One time, all he did was ask for a glass of wine before he went his merry way.

Another, he spent a bit more time within the building, creating jam with Adelinde.

Diluc occasionally catches the man approaching the winery from a distance. If he was lucky enough to evade Kaeya's attention, he would send Adelinde to talk to the cavalry captain in his stead. As for the other times, Kaeya would glance up to meet his eyes from where the cavalry captain was standing by the entrance - thru his tinted windows somehow. The younger man's eyes would be glinting mischievously, his ever-present smirk slowly growing on his face.

"Gotcha," his face seemed to imply.

Diluc simply huffs in frustration before leaving his room to spend a couple of moments bantering with the other.

Diluc knows how frequent Kaeya's visits were. He fully expects at least 2 visits in a week...

...The idea that Kaeya frequently visits but never stays... leaves a bitter taste in Diluc's mouth.

Kaeya himself had said that Dawn Winery was his home. If he thought so, why was he always doling out excuses just to be here?

Doesn't Kaeya know he is welcome any time?

Does Kaeya know he could stay?

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Like clockwork, Kaeya visits the Dawn Winery.

This time, Kaeya manages to meet his eyes- thru the tinted windows somehow.

Diluc huffs, leaves his room, and meets the other by the entrance.

Kaeya tries to give an excuse for his visit.

Diluc interrupts by saying "you don't need a reason to come home".

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'Gotcha' Diluc thinks. He feels as if he won something upon being met by Kaeya's stunned face and hearing Adelinde's giggles at the background.

[mbrainspaz]

Getting real bad vibes from my doctor requisitioning info from the psychiatrist he sent me to a while back who gave me worse vibes. I told him I didn’t really like the guy and he wouldn’t diagnose me with anything anyway. The psychiatrist did some hand waving about how I probably have bipolar and not adhd, which is some bullshit. Either way he wasn’t sure and wanted me to keep coming back before he gave me meds, because bipolar meds would make the depression worse or something. Mmm nah. Didn’t want meds in the first place because I’ve been coping alright lately. I’m struggling but I’m keeping it together. Dude said some real fishy old white man stuff too, like when he asked me if I thought the world was ‘better now’ and then insisted that it is because women can go out without getting molested. Eh??? Sorry, maybe that works on folks who’ve only learned history from TV shows. When I tried to talk about what was actually wrecking my brain he told me I shouldn’t care about Palestine because ‘it’s on the other side of the world’. I’ve been almost all the way around this thing and people are people everywhere. Nuh-uh, the read I almost immediately got on him was that he was so out of touch he wasn’t gonna believe I have adhd because that’s over-diagnosed and ‘a boy thing’, so I did not bother to tell that ghoul my pronouns. I didn’t even wanna hint at the ‘tism. I told my doctor weeks ago that I was better off just getting some therapy, but he seems weirdly intent on this bs. I think it’s best if I let the paperwork disappear like most of it does if you just ignore it.