#adding that to my list of things im doing....
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Anyone want to be mewtuals... We could commit word crimes together (share and beta our fanfics)...
#TO THE MUTUALS I AM GAINING GOD BLESS YOU I LOVE YOU#I AM GLAD YOUR HERE AND I HOPE YOU WILL BE AMUSED BY ME BEIING A SILLY LITTLE GUY#AND ALSO MY WORD CRIMES.#WHICH I WILL GET AROUND TO FINISHING AND POSTING AT SOME POINT#nvm the fact that i just wrote a whole ass 3k word plot for a rise of red au fanfic#adding that to my list of things im doing....#anways hopefully I can get time tomorrow and knock that Evie req out of the park (finish it so i can edit it in the next few days) and then#who knows#OOOH OOH ALSO I HAVE SOME BRIDGET ART IN THE WORKS AND I AM SO FUCKING HAPPY WITH IT BC!!! BC!!!#I HAVE ALWAYS STRUGGLED WHENEVER I TRIED TO DRAW LIVE ACTION CHARACTERS TRANSLATED INTO MY STYLE#STILL LOOKING RECOGNIZABLE BUT ALSO LOOKING LIKE MY NORMAL ART AND ALSO GOOD#BUT I FINALLY!!! FUCKING!!!!!!!#GOT IT!!!!#on bridget the love of my life of course of course it was her#anyways#I'm working on colors and then maybe I'll post em#considering making a poll to see if there's interest in the smut fic i wrote? tho im shy and will be taking precautions to hopefully avoid#minors from easy easy access to it#but who knows#text in tags#sable speaks#silly
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REALLY considered not posting this one.......might delete later
ns//fw and/or ki//nk blogs please dni!!!
#PLEASE READ THESE TAGS:#I AM NOT A VIV///ZIEPOP SUPPORTER!!!!!!!!! I ACTIVELY DISLIKE HER#i have been watching haz/bin with my boyf. and for funsies weve been rewriting and redesigning it in its entirity bc....yikes#imm not adding this to my fandom list bc i dont like. the shows lol. so im not gonna do requests or anything probly#this is a one time thing featuring my redesigns bc i refuse to draw them how they really look you cant make me#anyway please dont unfollow me for posting this 🙏 (/j you can do what you want)#tickle art#hazbin hotel tickle#lee!husk#ler!angel dust#my art#please dont send me discourse about this i dont care if you Like The Show just take this at face value <333333333333
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little late night warm up sketches
#im almost done with my third playthrough lol#its still just as good as the first time#and im still trying to get Leon’s face down 😓#i want to make some stickers of them to put on my case#adding it to the list of things to do when I’m done with this work contract#serennedy#luis serra#leon kennedy#resident evil 4#resident evil 4 remake#misc fanart#resident evil fanart#serennedy fanart
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drawing is such an ungrateful process, you sketch something and you're like omg omg i can draw it happened and then you start refining shit and it looks worse and worse and you want to give up
but you DON'T anyway, Piper
#piper wright#love her so much#it was probably a bad idea to start a piece when im awfully tired and on the verge of a nervous breakdown because of work#is it a thing to cry on your tablet and scream at photoshop? because i definitely did#adding hats to the list of things i need to study yep#ironic how my job is litteraly to do lighting in 3D and i cant figure out lighting in 2D#something's still off with her face and i really spent hours last night trying to figure out what; i gave up#i tried and im PROUD#fallout 4#fallout 4 fanart#ftcat ftcating
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Once again I am thinking about frenzy zine....
#me when im#I want to do it now but I will not let myself until I have several things off my to do list#I say as if I am not regularly adding to it.#But the major 3 are#Embrace zine comes out and has its moment. I get my damn passport. Fixing an issue with a govt thing that I've been putting off for too lon
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So uh. Eventually I'll stop drawing these guys so obsessively but not today I guess.
(DND AU where it's just these two, Brent, and Paul on a life mission to annoy Chris the GM by having the pact of "we're only here for Karen's benefit")
Karen is a warlock, Right is a cleric, Paul is a paladin, and Brent is a bard (so he can use bardic inspiration on Karen).
#my characters#fun fact i was watching a trio of streamers do tier lists and i saw them do a tier list about their streamer friends#and they all voted on how the person would die in dnd and the funniest thing to come out of it imo#was the difference of SELF SACRIFICE and under it FORCIBLY SACRIFICED#like who would take one for the team willingly and who would be disposed of with majority vote#then they added an executed for their crimes spot under that so while they were debating some guy they settled on#he was the one that initiated most of the forcibly sacrificed ideas and that means he was eventually executed for his crimes#which ... was really funny to distinguish#the point is thats karen in this non existent campaign#she is here to mess people up and then use her allies as scape goats and they all just go well that sucks peace out im on the chopping bloc#and chris is getting more and more distressed over the fact YOU GUYS CAN LITERALLY TALK YOUR WAY OUT OF IT#but they really dont talk their way out of it like he wants#they instead are like ok cool so im gonna pretend like i didnt see karen kill that guy#and shes like i mean it was an accident i didnt MEAN to kill THAT guy#which is why they all vote to not see it and not bring it up RIP that guy#i saved this canvas as A WARLOCK AND HER CLERIC#which is honestly fitting#anyway i wanna draw fanart again at some point but my joy is stored in the ocs rn#i dont play dnd i just listen to one person talk to me about dnd and thats enough#oops i fell in love
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cant even look up lyrics in peace:
found on lyrics.com
the fact that some people still staunchly advocate for israel is honestly beyond me.
and lyrics? of all things?? why???
#added to list of things to boycott#palestine#i have an exam tomorrow and this is what im doing with my life#gaza#why do i do this to myself?#why am i like this#free palestine#free gaza#israel#israel is a terrorist state#israel is an apartheid state#genocide#jerusalem#israel is committing genocide#israel is a war criminal#israel is a genocidal state#israel is a settler colony#israel is a criminal state#lyrics#song lyrics#from the river to the sea palestine will be free
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werent prophets already said to act weird and abnormal by the people around them? and how people back then rationalized it with "surely this hints towards divinity"
>arrive in a town
>lie to people
>act visibly abnormally and asocially
>???
>prophet
#[.asks]#anonymous#Alright then I guess im adding fake prophet to the list of things I can do if being a historian fall through /j#surely that would do wonders to my delusions of being God's Favourite
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Lye „Lyke“ Lychen as a sacrifical altar (to Aterika’Kaal) (but he's also kind of the sacrifice)
my @secret-samol gift for @bronanlynch! for the Aterika’Kaal/Lyke prompt of „what if things had gone differently and Aterika'Kaal was still with Lyke“.
notes on this under the readmore!
AU
In this scenario Lyke would succeed in getting the heart of the Motherbeast in Episode 47 and while Alaway would notice & probably still call out to Aterika’Kaal the way he presumably did in canon, Lyke would be there and get to make a compelling case to Aterika’Kaal the likes of „If you stay with me I am going to feed you. I’ve taken care of you until now, I’ll keep doing that“ (argument supported by the fact he’s currently holding the heart of an incredibly powerful dead god). Aterika’kaal agrees and they barely escape through the Sanctum of the Stone Chorus portal. I think it's fun if Lyke then stays there after the hour described in the move is over, maybe knowing he can't convince Pickman & the others that what he's done is actually good, and fine, there's not even anything to worry about he has this totally handled, But yeah he then sets out from whereever in Sangfielle Aterika'Kaals domain is (Austin did say it was an actual place somewhere), and the rest of the Blackwick Group is left to wonder what the hell happened since Lyke just vanished! Alaway has possibly fucked off too after losing the heart. And them getting fired, the Carnival of Moted Light etc. would still happen (and I guess Chine would succeed at what they were doing since Lyke isn’t there?) and who knows if they’d take any action in finding Lyke after that! All that aside though, Lyke basically offers himself to feed on (through blood and/or energy) and to sustain that he keeps consuming(not literally eating) powerful objects/artifacts/resources and possibly eventually living things (I’d imagine he'd still take work as a „please deal with this weird shit for us“ person and when he has to kill a cursed beast or whatnot... might aswell feed Aterika'Kaal?) (What also plays into that decision, and is part of Lyke justifying this to himself, is that without him, Aterika’Kaal would become too powerful. So he aims to function as kind of a conduit & control the power intake so to speak. I think this probably doesn’t work for very long.) I think this eventually goes bad for him because it’s super taxing on his body and the whole deal kind of flips with Aterika’Kaal feeding/keeping HIM alive. He starts finding bodies in the domain again (alternatively, Aterika'Kaal gets better at hiding them because it knows Lyke doesn't particulary like it when it does that). Lyke probably gets stronger due to this power/magic wise, but also way more fragile (he's constantly anemic!). („I love you. I want us both to eat well.“ - Christopher Citro) („When I write of hunger I am really writing about love and the hunger for it, and warmth and the love of it and it is all one.“ M.K. Fisher) Notes: I put some resources Lyke’s canonically had in-game + some extra stuff in this picture (the arrow is a reference to Marn’s epilogue, the bugs are bugs (with possibly sinister connotations. If you want them to have those, it’s optional) and the fur is from the Ravening Beast). Another detail I came up with I might aswell tell you because otherwise noone might ever know: the ring with the blue stone is a gift from Es. Sketch Notes: 1. Lyke turning his head to kiss a rose / exposing his neck was one of my very first ideas/sketches I made while working on this, and I liked it too much to not include it. 2. This is supposed to be Aterika'Kaal giving Lyke a blood transfusion but it rather looks like it's feeding on him instead...! I like how the relaxed pose turned out. 3. I wanted to draw something smaller in a simpler style to fill the big canvas I was drawing these on (even though now I put them in separate files anyways...). The day I drew this I saw a tweet about a medieval monks sketchbook, so I was still thinking about that. I didn't even plan to color it originally but I ended up getting invested, haha
Inspired mainly by these 3 quotes: „KEITH: I’m a walking- I am a shrine to Aterika’Kaal.“ (Sangfielle 12: The Secret Ledger of Roseroot Hall Pt. 4) „KEITH: There's a version of dealing with Aterika'Kaal that ends with Lyke being satisfied that he rehabilitated a god or at least it looks […] like what he thinks Aterika'Kaal would have been before the YVEs showed up. That's probably his main retirement path, but it also might kill him instead.” (Sangfielle 47: Wax, Iron, and Ichor Pt. 4) „AUSTIN: As you’re fading, the last thing that you do is make this blood sacrifice to Aterika’Kaal. Your own blood.“ (Sangfielle 52: Six Travelers: Lyke)
#secret samol#sangfielle#friends at the table#fatt#rosa art#lye lychen#aterika'kaal#lyke#guy of all time btw this was such a joy to draw and think about#its so funny to me though because i almost put lyke/aterikakaal on my own prompt list but then for whatever reason didnt#and then i saw it on the spreadsheet (2) & was like 'man i hope someone picks them. i want to see this.' BUT IT WAS ME... IM SOMEONE....#@ those 2 people (one is eliot bronanlynch. i know this) especially: i hope you enjoy!!!!!! @ everyone else you too ok : )#the notes were in a pdf originally i didnt think id write so much.#i thought about making it bullet points maybe itd look neater on tumblr but i dont. want to... copy&paste it is...#this isnt the first time i painted digitally but it MAY be the first time ive had a good time with it#i used the twitter circle thing for the first and possibly last (until next secsam) time for this so i could post wips. for motivation#it worked : )#cool to see my actual progress#fun fact about the quotes i added i spent like. a lot of time to look for a better one than the citro quote#because i straight up just do not like the poem its from. i am ripping it out of its context. but it still sounds nice. i folded eventually#the urge to ramble on the the tags........ i will overcome it now and post this#ARGH i forgot tumblr doesnt take transparency on large files well.... it just turns white#well ive made it dark now on the painting it looks better than white but the original was transparent. know this#im posting this kind of late. relatively. i JUST got back from work
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Is it normal to have a documented list of all of your interests like ever….? Categorised to the degree and time in my life where and how much I liked it
Or is that just me and my 1000% not existent neurodivergence
#fucking idk#red’s nightly ramble#neurodivergence#like im genuinely curious#is this a normal thing to do#because just right now i was like ‘a yes let me ad Halloween to my interest list! how did i forget’
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wip wednesday: writing writing writing
#i need you guys’ opinion#i am so early on into my rewrite of the slider one-shot that i haven’t even added quotation marks to the dialogue obviously#& i don’t know what to like call the characters#i did last names only in wwgattai and call signs only in debriefing but what should i do for slider?#first names still seem too over-familiar#idk if you have an opinion lmk#1. scene that got cut from debriefing but will be its own thing—ice tries to ask mav about his relationship with women#but they’re only barely back together & it goes poorly#2. slider sleeps over at ice/mav’s place in 2007 & finally gets to ask some questions#3. ice & mav do some hardcore role playing the night before they get married#top gun#top gun maverick#pete maverick mitchell#tom iceman kazansky#icemav#when we get around to talking about it#feel like the excerpts from this week have a weird melancholy feeling to them#shrug#oh wait#4. list of drabbles im working on#in lieu of actually having them#top gun fanfiction
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I NEED. TO DO. OR MAKE SOMETHING. PLEASE
#actually I haven’t had this overwhelming creative energy in a while it feels TERRIBLE thank you very much#okay the thing is. there’s like many things actually so I am going to go Explode in the tags now#the first thing that I am like painfully terribly aching to do is Write something#I talked about this the other day but like. first of all I haven’t added anything to my poems collection for a while and the other day I re#d this beautifully beautifully written story and now I’m like. INEED. TO WRITE A FUCKINGN BOOK#and then there’s also Knitting. a few months ago we impulsively purchased a bunch of knitting tools and now it’s just sitting in my house b#cause I tried it once and I couldn’t do it so I kind of. gave up. now suddenly I want to like. knit a scarf AND ITS EATING AWAY AT ME#I NEED TO LIKE. SIT DOEN AND WATCH A YOUTUBE TUTORIAL AND MAN I COULD TOTALLY DO THAT BECAUSE IM ON HOLIDAY#BUT LIKE. THERES A MILLION OTHER THINGS I WANT TO DO SO IF COURSE THE OPTION MY BRAIN PICKS IS#DO NOTHING AT ALL.#also this is a bit of a silly one but like. I have this long long loooong list in my notes app that I started in 2021#and it’s just Big words. and like. the thing is they used to stick in my brain. I used to be able to add them to the list and use it whenev#needed. now I just write it down and it’s GONE and that makes me want to put myself in an oven because WHY.#I NEED. TO BE THAT PERSON. WITH THE USELESSLY ABYSSAL VOCABULARY#SO I REALLY JUST WABT TO SIT DOWN FOR 2 HOURS AND MEMORISE AND STUDY BUT then again. my brain is all or nothing and#usually it is the latter#another thing is my sketchbook. haven’t added to that in a while and I want to do that but then I will have to wait til sunset or daylight#because I physically cannot create art with artificial electrical light. but then I’ll have to wait til tomorrow and#I really also want to go outside and just exist before I have no time to after break ends#so Yeah.
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pics? pics of poetry for the soul?
Here she is, in all her glory: Bhaal's pinkest disappointment
and a bonus: The original doodle I did on a sticky tab before I decided to make the character
#simon says#bg3#bg3 screenshots#art#my art#doodle#still on the hunt for pink dye#also when we reach the city I am going to go CRAZY in those clothes shops#none of the screenshots show the nightmare dye jobs of everyone else's armor though#okay well the only nightmare one is Astarion because I have yet to find a good color for him so he's constantly wearing ugly colors#another reason he dislikes Poetry added to the list: dyed his armor yellow multiple times#also she plays the lyre because the item description says worshipers of the goddess of love associate it with her#and her name was SO close to being a love related name#also she totally smooched Wyll :3#she is head over heels for the blade of frontiers and gets lots of fun dialog because she's also a warlock#im VERY excited to get to the circus bc apparently fae patrons REALLY wanna go in the circus and will let you use their voice to get in#also yes I did the volo eye thing and shockingly enough it was the first time I ever did it#most of my characters are not dumb enough to let him do that but I needed the benefit for honor mode#honestly I've been wanting to make a pink tiefling for a bit because like... look at her#she's just a regular Asmodeus tiefling too. they come in pink! i didn't even have to use the 'use all skin tones' box it's just available!#honestly making a fun colored tiefling is grand#I think her and Fizzlewood Fleetfoot (my halfling wild sorcerer) are my favorites at the moment#Poetry is just so adorable and I'm absolutely using her to get that achievement for getting lots of gold by playing music in a single game#and Fizzlewood is so silly he's just a nice lil guy wanting to find fun ways out of combat#it's even funnier because Fizzlewood is my Karlak romance and that was by accident but I totally went with it because like...#6 foot something hot hot barbarian and her 3 foot something combat avoidant boyfriend is so fun#anyways highly suggest making a fun colored tiefling or a halfling they're so fun to play#and use the dyes!!! i love using dyes so much!! everyone gets dyed clothes in all my playthroughs!! dye it up!!!#edit: I mispelled Karlach im so sorry baby girl
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^dragging tiny mark winters snippets to ur doorstep like a cat trying 2 well meaningly feed its friend <3
HEHEHEHEEHEHEE ARE THEY TRYINF 2 FIGURE OUT WHAT KIND OF LIZARD HE IS........ ohhhhh that's everything 2 meeeeeee ehehehehe. I'm not a fuckign gecko..... Mark what do u have against geckos they're so fuckign cute and awesome!!!!!!!! domt be rude!!!!!!!!!
#THIS IS AWESOME#actually one of my favorite things abt canon is that we never actually get to know what kind of lizard mark is#rubs my gay little biology hamds together like a fly. that means i can do whatever i want 2 him#we dont talk abt the possibility of him being an iguana enough#i almost added an iguana to the list of scientific nmaes in the nhw fic but i felt like 4 different animals was a bit excessive -_-#eating this up i love getting bits of this fic im gonna read this fic so many times when u pos6 it. food 4 ME#friends!!!#asks#friend art#intertexts
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#do you ever see someone get delivered a devastating line and they. just keep fucking going#like what im certain is a straight guy made a account just to go like 'actually harley quinn is the abusive rapist (and joker is innocent)'#and he keeps adding to it#a big thing hes upset about is how 'dc pandered to the gays'#bc apparently bisexuality is nonexistent#and someone pointed out how 'everything is meant to pander to something you just consider this one bad bc its gay'#this guy made a whole list of it and seems to think his smol boi joker was raped by his psychiatrist#(conveniently forgetting everything that led up to such a event)#hes also a 'barbie super fan' whos critique of the movie was 'it was too feminist and wokey'#its like listening to ratm and being surprised theyre theyre not raging against the washing machine#i think my main thing is theyre Are adaptations where she Is abusive#(telltale had a good spin on it imo)#but you pick the animated series? the lego movies? the suicide squads? her fucking Show???????? okay#all of the above showcasing how joker is Not some victim that harley abused?#okay...#idk man#its weird how something can literally look you in the eye and say 'this is a abusive relationship where the man is abusing the woman'#and Somehow you take it as '*nodding* she was a abuser because he was her client before#(and yes i am going to completely disregard anything that he did)'#.....tbh considering its coming from someone that literally said he doesnt think sexism and systematic oppression is real#im. not surprised#thinking on it i think the only reason he thinks shes abusive isnt whatever the hell he comes up with#but rather. the fact shes decidedly not straight.#like i genuinely think if she stayed being abused by the joker this guy wouldnt have had a problem with it.
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why i'm always "too negative all the time":
me: what if this thing doesn't happen/goes bad?
everyone around me: stop being negative or it will be bad! speak the good into existence! be positive about it! being negative will make it a negative outcome!
me: ok :) it will happen and go well!!!
the thing: either doesn't happen or goes very wrong
me: wtf. you all lied to me
everyone:
me: ok so THIS this will not happen/go very wrong and i'm not changing my mind
everyone: no, the positivity-
the thing: happens and goes very well!
me: see! your positivity does nothing for me
everyone: you need to be positive anyway 🤪
if I don't reverse psychology the universe I get nothing good. literally every time I am positive, it goes bad. but if i'm expecting the worst, it goes very well! every time!!!!!!! I don't know why the universe made me opposite. it's not my fault. when a thing goes wrong I can always trace it back to me having hope or thinking it will go ok for once, every time. if I purposely make it a point to say it will be bad or something won't happen, it is fine. but people don't get this. it's not me. it's the universe. complain to it, stop telling me to be more positive!!!! it doesn't work 😭😭 tell the universe to be nice to me!!!!
#lee text#lee rambles#anyone else have this issue fhbdhdhdjsjen#i feel like im the only one that has this consistently happen to.........#a recent example: i searched for people to do windtrace with in genshin before it ended or someone to do it for me#finally on the last day i got a couple people to tell me i cam join when they do it that night. i was planning to stream#so i added it to my title that we'd be doing that. i waited and streamed for 6 hours and never heard anything from them#heard nothing the next day. no one else wanted to do it with me. then it ended#i thiught about putting in my stream title “maybe windtrace?” but decided to “speak it into existence” as they say. and it didnt happen#so i had it listed as a thing that was going to happen for no reason because my “positivity” made it not happen. see what i mean!!!!!!#thats just one small example. ive had this happen over and over many times#at what point does it stop being a coincidence?
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