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Intermission 1:
In your previous life, you had a specific attachment to a children's book- The Little Engine That Could made by...er... some author.
You were little, ok?! And... your parents had kept that copy you owned back then for memory's sake and to preserve it for as long as possible. They'd gotten it for you as a present and for some encouragement so you could grow some interest in learning to read.
It was a whopping success, to both of your delights!/It took some effort on their end but eventually you got around to reading./It backfired horribly despite their best efforts. Even so, it was originally published in 1930 so chances were that you'd find it.
You hadn't intended on trying to find it but when Ma and Mom took you to the mall and you saw it displayed in a bookstore?
They couldn't understand why you were so adamant on getting the book, since you hadn't shown much interest in it before but Ma saw how you lacked that dull sadness in your eyes at that moment and she didn't need any more convincing to get it for you.
Anything to keep your eyes shining for as long as possible.
Everything you have in your MC's room belongs to Mc, not you. It meant so much to you to have something to call your own.
Especially if it was the very book that shaped a part of YOUR childhood.
Not MC.
You.
-> Next... <-
-> Let's go back to reality together... <-
⊹ ‧₊˚ Isekai Self Aware Taglist: @lilqi @annoying-mary @mellozhi ˚₊‧ ⊹
#our life beginning and always#our life#olba#isekai au#self aware au#Isekai AU#Self Aware AU#olba cove james holden#olba cove holden#olba cove#olba mc#cove james holden x mc#cove holden x mc#cove x mc#cove james holden x reader#cove holden x reader#cove x reader#self aware cove x mc#self aware cove x reader#self aware mc thing I have to write down before I forget#wrote this at like-#2 am?#sent it to one of my besties before I passed out#actually kinda proud of it#Also! Don't worry!#Part 2 coming soon!
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merman sanji au
#my art#artists on tumblr#one piece#one piece sanji#vinsmoke sanji#zosan#sanzo#black leg sanji#straw hat pirates#scrunkly#im actually kinda proud of this
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I've wanted shane and joel for liek so long now and you're telling me it's the WEEK BEFORe MY EXAM WHY SCOTT WHY DO YOU MAKE ME SUFFER SO i wanna cry, but my tears have already run out on my biology textbook lol
#i rushed this so hard i actually am kinda proud i got a drawing done lol#goodtimeswithscar#joel smallishbeans#hermitcraft#trafficblr#life series#minecraft championships#mcc#firebreathman#xisuma#xisumavoid#minecraft sos#mcsos#green geckos#life smp#hermitblr#smallishbeans#me art
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Merlin: *says something almost flirty as part of their usual banter*
Arthur: Don’t tease, Merlin.
Merlin, still joking around: It’s only a tease if you have feelings, Sire.
Arthur, really not having a good day: …Don’t tease, Merlin,
#this is from one of my wips#and considering I usually hate dialogue with a vengeance#I’m actually kinda proud of not hating this#bbc merlin#merlin emrys#merlin#arthur pendragon#merthur#merlin bbc#merlin fanfic#current wip#one of them anyway#ao3 fanfic#fic writer#i’m bad at tagging#incorrect merlin quotes
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Asked and answered. @1spooky2me
#billford#bill cipher#human bill cipher#ford pines#gravity falls#actually kinda proud of this#i never do lineart and basic shading#such a good design that i accidentally sketch him with two eyes lol
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#LET'S GOOOO#MY FIRST ANIMATION EVEEERRRR#actually kinda PROUD of myself#spent the UNGODLY amount of time to make this video#im in ever more awe of all these edits on tiktok#guys how are you doing all that#also the amount of brainrot I have on these men???#don't ask me.#DON'T ask me about how fiddleford appears cautious#then after bill he is SCARED#like... IN FEAR.#and then there is the memory gun for a second right after.#and how there is stanley calling ON THE STREET.#WAITING FOR AN ANSWER.#and not getting one#because ford is so down the hole#he didn't heard the phone calling#and for how many times?#DAMN ITTTT#gravity falls#gf#stanford pines#ford pines#fiddleford mcgucket#fiddauthor#bill cipher#the book of bill#billford#stan pines#my art
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Adding this to the collection
#also i have not seen s2p2 yet so no spoilers plsss#ninjago#ninjago dragons rising#dragons rising#ninjago fanart#dragons rising fanart#ninjago sora#sora ninjago#ninjago jordana#jordana ninjago#im actually kinda proud of how i did jordanas crying face ngl#bouquet draws
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Happy birthday to the birdboi
#persona 5#p5#p5r#persona#goro akechi#my art#yes I know his birthday is tomorrow I’m impatient#google says it’s the second in New Zealand therefore I have license to post this#actually kind of proud of this one I’ve been art blocked recently so I was just messing around w brushes#think he came out kinda cool
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Show: Lego Monkie Kid
Song: LEGO Monkie Kid OST
Had Spiker ask me very nicely to make this and since I already wanted to do the song here we are! Basically a monkie kid trailer o7 someone hire me asap
link to watch higher quality on youtube
Spiker's video talking about monkie kid (my AMV is at the end-ish)
#Monkie Kid#LEGO Monkie Kid#Monkie Kid fanmade trailer#kinda#monkie kid amv#KNOX EDITS (me)#monkie kid tribute#its kinda a little bit of everything#I'm actually wildly proud of this y'all should watch it#no seriously the goal was like show monkie kid and my dude the vibes are THERE#anyway weeeeeeeeeee#ALSO MONKIE KIDS SOUNDTRACK SLAPS#i had to edit it a bit to make it longer but you can't even notice so i'm winning
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this freaky man is one of my favorites
#KABRU MY BEAUTIFUL BOY#my art#dungeon meshi fanart#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#dungeon meshi kabru#kabru#kabru of utaya#artists on tumblr#actually kinda proud of this
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CHELL
#my art#portal#portal 2#chell#turrets#kinda the sequel to my other chell post 🙉#proud tbh plus this got me out of art block!!#also pretty unfinished nut getting it out before i abandon it HAHA#actual proper chell fanart finally#can you tell i had fun with the process and cared less about the result 🌚
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Okay but does Peri KNOW that Dev has a robotic leg when he shows up? Something about the fact that Peri's wand is a cane and the fact that Dev could have kept his leg and just had a cane for the rest of his life instead tickles my brain.
I mean he doesn't know immediately, he wasn't like briefed or anything, but he basically lives in Dev's house so he definitely finds out. Peri doesn't comment on or react to it all though really, there's no reason for him to think anything of it, plenty of people have missing limbs, a lot of people are born without them, it doesn't necessarily mean anything sinister happened. He had no reason to pry or ask and I think Peri's lack of reaction to it helped Dev feel a bit more comfortable in his skin. (Not by much but.. a little bit.)
#fop#fairly oddparents#fop a new wish#fop dev#dev dimmadome#dale dimmadome#fop dale#fop Nature AU#<- I might rename it to something else idk give me ideas#LITERALLY thinking about the ableism implications of my AU so hard#Dale doesn't even stop to think that his son might not want a prosthetic leg#(Within the context of the AU the technology is good enough its basically indistinguishable from a real leg aside from lack of sensation)#he's basically deciding FOR his son that having his leg fully replaced would be better than living with a mild disability#After being the cause of that disability!! Double traumatization whammy!#If he stopped even for a second to ask Dev what he wanted he'd have learned that this was absolutely not it!#Half the reason Dev is so secretive is because he thinks being visibly disabled is showing weakness and is some terrible thing#You need accommodations right now man!!! Tell people what you need!!#Dale doesn't actually care all that much about people knowing about the prosthetic leg as long as Dev is quiet about the cause#and doesn't make him look bad#tbh he's kinda proud of the prosthetic leg. Im sure half the reason he was so eager to push it onto his son was because his own company mad#it and wanted to try it out#I have so many thoughts this is getting so long
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overgrowth and languor
[recommended you click and zoom] (alt versions below)
#art#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#eyestrain#HI i am So kinda proud of this actually#still can't tell if it looks nice but!!!#//click and zoom piece again !! i was starting to think i had just given up on ever doing that again hvbhs#//!!!!#so happy i've finally finished it yay!!!#ik i used to average like working 2 days on a piece at one point but i was not nonstop-working on those so lol#//tried something with the background!!#and the inks!!#drew a cat which is very swag!!#the colours are a WHOLE new thing and i love colours that are yellow on the wheel but brown on the canvas!!#REALLY love the blue one (i wanted to have a night version and that's close enough :D)!!#i like the little orange painting in the background (a LOT)!!#overall i am changing my verdict and saying Yeah i AM happy with this lol#//but yeah gonna go post on artstreet now lol :3
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I think I draw too much of him... I should really stop lol
#Art block I love you sooooo much….. ur absolutely horrendous. first thing I’ve drawn in a week lol and its once again 3am and i don not know#edit#actually its is now 6pm and jesus christ those hands look good#i'm actually kinda proud of meself lol#life series#trafficblr#hermitblr#life smp#empires smp#mcsos#minecraft sos#sos smp#joel smallishbeans#smallishbeans#hermitcraft#me art
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redraw of one of my very first tmnt drawings!!
had meant to do it exactly the one year later mark, but i blinked and suddenly april was may was june -- so ended up being more like a year and 1.5 months lol
May 11th, 2024 vs. April 6th, 2023
its so funny seeing them nest to each other now, but i remember when i finished the first version last year, i was so proud to have finally made a proper 'finished' piece.
like, yall, i struggled for years to every be able to create a piece i would ever call close to 'done'. part of that is me being a very knit-picky kinda person, and wanted to continue to tweak everything all of the time forever, but on top of that i also do work slow af, and before last year i didnt really have access to any digital media. and i love traditional mediums, but im defintiely not practiced enough to be able to get the results i was looking for with any sort of speed. like im genuinely not sure i created a single 'finished' work in my life -- not in school, not in work, not even in the free space of silly fandom doodles.
and then this piece happened!
and i knew even then that it was messy and rough af, but it had a background!! and color!! sure, the linework wasnt polished at all but still, for a silly little fanart? it was defined enough to distinguish the separate characters, and read expressions! there was even a little tiny bit of lighting!! i hate lighting!!
seeing the two versions side by side honestly i kinda have to laugh at how Rough the first version looks now. but you know what. im still so so proud of it. the colors are muddy, theres no shift in value; their clothing designs arent at all defined, leos teeth look weird af and theres lines on caseys face that are definitely from me accidentally dragging my fingers across the tablet when i didnt mean to but like. its there! its finished! i did it!
idk. ive never had a piece ive ever wanted to hang on my own fridge before. :)
#disappears off tumblr for like two months#im alive i swear#my art#human tmnt#rottmnt#redraw#did the old one in early April of 2023 and this new version May 11th 2024#(and then promptly forgot to post it for like a month)#i genuinely didnt think my art had changed that much this past year#besides just getting more comfortable with the digital media#but im actually really really pleased and kinda proud with the improvements!#understanding values and composition esp#always struggled with having characters feel like they actually existed in the same space#and werent just stiff seperate drawings that happened to be next to each other#and color and lighting have always been enemy number one#still definitely cannot begin to say i 'understand' them#but im starting to be able to fake it better#:)
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THANK U. gush i absolutely will! and ill probably have to rewatch it now. but oh my god. the way eric would probably not want to have sex for the longest time even after u eventually get together (which would take a LONG TIME TOO!) patience is fr key. like probably out of guilt and SHAME but also cause he’s a gentleman. blushes cutely……. like i hadn’t even thought about that because hes an actual Good person who knows that love/relationships is about more than fucking but….. 🫣🫣 damn. need him fr
oh he'd be SO conflicted about it mrrrrrrghhh!!!! im going OFF-
love the thought of it eating him up inside. it takes so long for him to even speak to you, longer to get to know you, and when you fall for him like he has for you it suddenly feels like he's getting in too deep. it's not that he realized he doesn't love you because he does, he's got it bad for you, but he feels so guilty about even thinking of you in that light. you have an innocence about you that he's long lost and to imagine ripping that away from you, regardless of whether you're virginal or not, just makes him sick to his stomach. and he doesn't want to push you. god, that's the last thing he would ever want to do.
truthfully, he figured that since his body is immortal now, he wouldn't get those urges that he'd get as a mortal. he doesn't need to eat, or drink, or sleep, so it stands to reason that he wouldn't feel the need for sex either. it almost guts him when he realizes he does. when you brush against him or purse your lips or just say something a little off-colour, and he feels a tightening in his groin and a flush up his neck. he practically speeds out of your house in a panic the first time he feels it because he doesn't know what to do about it--how he's supposed to act around you when you don't have that kind of relationship yet. acknowledge it, ignore it, repress it, there's plenty of options but no real solutions.
what if he hurts you? what if you feel guilted into doing things with him, just because of his circumstances? just because you care for him so much? or what if he hurts you physically, because he still doesn't have the perfect grasp on his own, inhuman strength?
but then, when the time comes where you bring it up, Eric sinks down to his knees to look up at you. those brown eyes just radiate warmth, love, and he gently ghosts his palms over your hips with the most adoring "I love you" you've ever heard off his lips. if you want it, he wants you to direct it--you don't have to take control, but you get to decide each and every movement he makes. when he touches you, even for a fleeting moment, you have all the power.
Eric starts off slow. baby steps. first it's a few touches to your neck, kisses that feel hungry as he mouths at the delicate skin, but only faintly graze his teeth over a thin barrier. he squeezes your thigh one day as you're driving and retracts his hand almost instantly, he thinks he grabbed too hard--but you slowly pull his fingers back to rest there and his worries are soothed at once, though his heart jumps up into his throat. although progress is steady he still has flashbacks and night terrors sometimes, and they're almost always so vivid he wakes up in a cold sweat or has to stop in his tracks and just breathe. the people who hurt Shelly are dead. he's here to protect you now. you're safe. nothing bad is going to happen to you. he has to repeat that mantra to himself to calm himself down, and sometimes you have to come and remind him as you hold his hand and hug his head to your chest.
it isn't until one night, when you've been nosing his cheek and kissing him more than usual, that Eric starts touching you back. normally he would lay back and enjoy your attention because it's a sort of ritual for you before bed, but this time he just feels it. it's time. he can do it. as he climbs over you you reassure him that if anything happens--if you change your mind, or if he realizes he's not actually ready--you can stop, no questions asked, and just cuddle. but he can sense in the tightness of his body that it really is time, and he really is ready for this. he's neglected you for too long but he's recovering from the guilt of that, now it's just the thrum of excitement humming through his body as he strips yours down for the first time.
as strange as it is, he's happy that he doesn't see Shelly when he looks at you anymore. he used to see her face in flashes when he was close to you, and the shame had burned him alive for so long. she was his love and his everything, his bride that never was, and despite his growing feelings for you he'd struggled not to see her in everything you did. it wasn't fair to you and it was part of the reason he stayed in the shadows for so long, keeping an eye on you but not getting close. it's why he planned to never speak to you in person and simply watch over you like a shadow, from the shadows, where he belonged. it was only once he'd seen your personality shine through over the months that his view of you started to separate, and now after long conversations and your endless patience he can fully put his heart into you without constantly thinking of Shelly in the back of his mind. he recalls when you brought him to her grave with flowers, your smile so wide and sweet when you asked him questions about her, wanting to keep her memory alive for him--and it drives him down between your legs, those pent-up feelings lashing out with his tongue as he finally brings himself to indulge.
you're just so beautiful, so good to him, so....alive. your kindness may be a weakness but it fills him with strength, it makes him crave you in a way that has your hips rising off the bed and your thighs squeezing his ears, muffling out all sound except your moans and the wet shlick of his tongue inside you. your fingers threading through his hair drives him wild. if his mouth wasn't full he'd plead with you to pull it. but you don't have to have everything lined up right now, it's just about exploring--although he'll have a lot more of your body mapped out than you will of his, because he can't help it, you just taste so good. he may not need to be satiated in body anymore, but something in your arousal feeds him as if it's the fount of his power itself. like he was drinking from the fountain of youth, hidden all this time between your angelic legs.
he won't even get into penetration tonight; you'll be too exhausted once he's finished the banquet between your hips, and he'll barely know his own name aside from you screaming it. neither of you are really concerned with it though, because this is your love, and nobody else's. he's almost too sensitive to touch when he crawls up beside you and you reach down, fingertips lightly grazing his stomach until you brush against him and he hisses through his teeth. his instinct is to draw your hand away but he hides his face in your neck when you grip him, clutching on to you for dear life to keep from squirming away from the attention. he wants it. he just can't look you in the eyes while he takes it, because he knows it's been so long and you smell so good that he'll bust before he even knows it's happening.
but it's easy to tell where he's at by the twitches in your palm, the little jets of clear liquid that startle you as they splash on your hand. he seems to breathe with every pulse of his cock as it spasms for dear life, aching for your fingers that stroke him with such effortless adoration. his hold on you grows harder and firmer the more you give him that attention, and with an especially slick twist he's buckling, humping your grip with soft gasps, mumbling nonsense into your neck until he finally hits his stride and shoots his load all over your pretty belly.
it takes him awhile--a long, great while--to eventually work up the strength to lift his head and look. his work is messy and unprofessional, emblematic of a man barely held together by threads, and yet you look back at him with such sweetness he can't help feeling more fragile in your arms.
"I love you." you whisper into his ear, brushing a strand of hair from his sweaty forehead and tucking it behind. and for the first time, the first time in a very, very long time, Eric finally believes it.
#im actually kinda proud of this ngl....go me! <3#eric draven#eric draven x reader#spicy writing#the crow#the crow (1994)#ellie writes#anons
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