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#can I just live inside the perfect days movie?#is it too much to ask#i need that pace#or a job without having to directly talk to people everyday#just leave me be to work#and more than everything#actually be content with the life I have#instead of not liking it#to put it mildly#anyway#it's just one of those days#i felt like rewatching it#i wish I could use tumblr as a journal#although I do have an actual journal but I can't bring myself to write#so now I do this in the tags#very mature of me 🙃
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date idea: take me to the closest lake and drown me
#actually tho cuz my life is fucking cursed and i want it to end pls n thanks <3#bpd shitposting#actually bpd#actually mentally ill#bpd#actually borderline#bpd vent#bpd fp#bpd favorite person#bpd mood#bpd problems#tw sui mention#sui ideation#passive suicide#i’m not doing well#(don’t report just block if u have an issue w my content)
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There are more things in the Parable than Stanley knows about. [Blank Scripts AU]
#hoh boy i was going to make a comic to introduce these monsters but#i couldnt help myself and made an animation instead#because i just think they're so neat and cool okay#listen i cant for the life of me just infofump about my AU and OCs#because i just think that making actual content about my lore and stuff will not only raise the chances of people being interested#but also it will also raise my motivation to actually produce more content other than the same old recycled front-facing-profile drawings#i need to get creative with my stuff or I'll also loose interest and I DONT want that#in order to be happy with what i have i cant just think about it and expect to be given something new NOOOO i need to MAKE it ughh#i cant believe in order to get more content out of my own au i would need to draw it and feed myself ugh ugh ugh unbelievable (kidding)#but also#i wanna make a little music video or animation again for youtube#its been a hot while since ive uploaded anything in there at all#maybe an animation reel will do for now?#i hope so :(#because ive been working on expanding the Black Scripts AU#and honestly i dont regret it#i had a lot of fun making up scenarios and comics for Stanley and the Narrator (Black)#but yeah!#apart from this little video#you wont be getting an explanation on what these things are supposed to be#and why theyre there#actually i was originally gonna make this into a full fledge animation with sound effect/music/frame-by-frame movement/etc.#but i got lazy HAHA#tsp blank scripts au#tsp au#the stanley parable#the stanley parable ultra deluxe#tsp
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Chen Yi + gentle hands in Ai Di's hair KISEKI: DEAR TO ME (2023)
#kiseki: dear to me#kisekiedit#kdtm#kiseki dear to me#ai di x chen yi#chen yi x ai di#nat chen#chen bowen#louis chiang#chiang tien#jiang dian#userspring#uservid#userrain#userspicy#userjjessi#pdribs#*cajedit#*gif#NOT TO BE GAY BUT#watch me gif the same scenes over and over and over in wildly different contexts every time and not get sick of it or them#and JESUS CHRIST this is some gay shit. ai di does this too but not as Much#and some of these just make me wanna scream and lay down on the floor While Screaming#they are so tender and it makes me a little (a lot) insane about how gentle chen yi is with ai di#how chen yi is the only gentle thing in ai di's whole fucking life and how he takes SO MUCH PRIDE in being CAREFUL with ai di#yet never treats him like hes broken or like theres something wrong with him he simply Adores him and shows that#through these adoring and indulgent touches. hes just so Content to be the safe home ai di returns to#because he LOVES HIM SO MUCH AND WANTS AI DI TO FEEL AND KNOW HE'S SAFE AND LOVED!!!!!#okay anyway yeah i dont have much to actually add here i just havent giffed in a while and when i got this idea i got possessed#slightly inspired by the last kiseki set i made from the bts bc god. god.
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i think the thing i'm most disappointed about with riordanverse fandom now versus like 2014 is not only has the fandom not gotten any less racist or queerphobic or ableist (in fact in some regards its gotten worse!) but now it's just boring too. like there's no fandom infrastructure anymore - the community these days is almost entirely source material-driven - and you deviate from canon even slightly people get weird about it. whatever happened to the post-HoO fanon boom. the fandom needs to get weirder again. and self-sufficient. and less offensive.
#pjo#riordanverse#deep and weary sigh. we need to bring back the lower ecosystem rings of fandom#prop up some good ol' community spaces especially since a lot of old ones have totally petered out#< mostly referring to stuff like ye olde ship headcanons blogs#heck even doing a quick search for ''pjo headcanons'' the most recent blog was last active in 2017 and the other two in 2013#there's an rp community floating around but im keeping tabs on the riordanverse askblog community and its a bit dire#there's been like what - *one?* maybe two major fandom aus that have floated around recently?#one moreso being one person's au that most people dont actually do much with#and the other more being like a half-hearted general concept that got kicked around for a couple of weeks#i am legitimately tempted to just go wild and start planning out and setting up like a hub for trying to revitalize the community#like the community EXISTS. it's THERE. it ebbs and flows! but now it only really does much when there's new official content#and it rarely exists outside of that#and given we are technically in a fandom boom right now with the show now is like. the perfect opportunity to set up fandom infrastructure#so that new fans have a place to go and integrate with the community and start pumping new life back into things#also i think the fandom becoming more self-sufficient could help with the offensive part since Rick sure isnt helping
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shawna content
#mari's art#my ocs#original character#these r kinda old#the second ones supposed to be a full piece maybe ill come back to it someday#ever since i stopped doing lineart & started sketching with colours my life has improved significantly#like that is all on 1 layer#shoutout to everyone who recognises her#i have a Lot of oc content actually idk if any1 cares tho Lol#ahjshxjsjdj ill make her a tag#shrimpy delivery
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I'm completely enamored with this wizard who is in like 5 episodes total and gets barely any lines and I have found THREE other artists who have ever drawn fanart of him. anyway I have decided that I will rectify this injustice by getting even more unwell about them. here he is I love you life giving magus
they're the kind of wizard to say "wonderful!! ^_^ 🌼🌷💞" and "HOT DOG!!!!!!!!‼️💥🤯" in the same 10 seconds <- he has done this canonically
ID in alt, please consider reblogging thank you I love you
they're so silly I love you gnc wizard teacher who enjoys road trips and making yummy treats with their friends
#yesterday I designed his entire house. including the fucking carpets he would have#I have given this guy an extensive backstory and have used the snippets of his personality to fully flesh out his character#I think I need to give him more tummy. actually.#hes got a little bit but truly what is a gnc wizard without a proper muffin top#I have ten billion headcanons for this guy and I WILL provide 97% of the lgm content you'll see on here#life giving magus#ancient sleeping magi of life giving#life giving magus adventure time#adventure time#at fanart#adventure time fanart#artists on tumblr#adventure time wizard city#adventure time magus#asmolg adventure time#at fandom#described art#accessible art#I'm so good at ??? finishing commissions instead of only being able to draw things I'm autistic about
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I know this is just a silly bad quality random screencap of a screencap that I found on facebook lol, BUT it's a succinct enough image to easily describe the concept in a quick/accessible way hopefully :
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(and of course, feel free to elaborate in tags, etc.! (especially elaborating about other senses as well.. can you "hear" in your mind just as well as you can "see"? taste? etc.) It's an interesting topic to me, as someone who's like a 4.5 at MOST lol. I'm curious what option will be the most common :0c )
#tumblr polls#hrmm... a little poll perhaps.. about a subject I find interesting.. since this image came across my facebook today#still really not feeling that well. no longer shaking violently and such but I still feel weird and weak much more than usual#They did say my markers for like infection or inflammation were elevated but that they werent sure of the cause so hopefully#it's nothing too serious. they did also say a lot of different things can cause that thing to be higher than normal but didn't go into spec#fics of what. maybe some of them are relatively benign or something. I still havent felt much back to normal since#I got really sick that one time though. I feel fine on and off but then little bouts of feeling weird and sick happen. hrmmm#ANYWAY.. looking for small ways to be productive. such as little doodles on evil ipad or editing game videos#or posting polls or cat pictures or some other like not very labor intensive things#I WISH I COULD FOCUS on writing HHRGGhh... I need to finish my game.. it would be so freeing.. a project that's been looming#over my head for like 5 years even though througouht that 5yrs I've probably spent a total of 3 months working on it lo.. ANYWAY#I still partially really cannot beleive that people CAN see stuff in their heads. There's always part of me that's thinking like. well mayb#e everyone DOES see the same exact thing but we just describe/conceptualize it so differently that we think we're talking about#different things when we're really not. But I have been assured by people I've talked to about it that they can GENUINELY really see#stuff in their heads like as vivid as an actual picture in real life or something. And the other senses are neat too. Like for exmaple I#can hear in my head much better than I can see imagery. I still CANNOT hear vividly like as if I were listening to actual music out loud..#but I think it's developed more than my sight. AND interesting how this varies the creative process. a friend I was talking to on the phone#said they write by literally just watching stuff play before them like a movie. where my process is COMPLETELY different. AND that affects#the content/what details we focus on as well as our individual styles of writing have differences that can be traced back to that.. hrmm
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My boys…
#I had a really great day today#it finally got me out of the funk I’ve been in for a week#I feel content and happy#I got my ass out of my room and spent some time with my family#so I made a little doodle of my boys :)#I do hope the genuine happiness and contentment come across in this doodle#and if anyone else is feeling a bit out of it I recommend going outside and doing something#it’s crazy how the statement go touch some grass actually helps lol#and bring some friends along#enjoy your life#the stressors in your life will feel a bit lighter once you’ve taken the time to relax#even if just for a little while#:) I hope each and every one of you have a day filled with contentment and joy#my doodles :D#submas#submas ingo#submas emmet#pokémon
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if you people don't start tagging your anti-ship posts as anti-ship posts i'm gonna start tracking you down, and beating basic fandom etiquette into you
#this fandom makes me so mad it genuinely enrages me#i have been in my FAIR share of fandoms#i have been engaging with fandom content for 8 fucking years#and never in my life have i been in a fandom with such blatant disregard for other people#never have i ever been in a fandom that attacks other fandom members more than making valid critiques on their own platforms of other ships#i have seen my fair share of fandom wars#you people dont have fandom wars#you're just bullies#if you make an anti jily post tag it as a fucking anti jily post#so that jily shippers CAN BLOCK THE FUCKING TAG#the issue with you people is that you dont actually care about the ships you just want an excuse to fight with people within the fando#if you make an anti jegulus post tag it as a fucking anti jegulus post#you people piss me off#the marauders#harry potter#hp#gryffindor#hogwarts#sirius black#remus lupin#james potter#peter pettigrew#lily evans#jily#jegulus#wolfstar#fandom#fandom etiquette
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thirteen update 💕💍🍽️🩸
chapter 5: february
summary:
“These things do not concern you,” Papa told him flatly. “I will run my household however I see fit. Your concerns are with your schoolwork and your modeling.” Blood pumped heavy and fast through Adrien’s heart. That wasn’t—fair. Concern was about all he was capable of these days. “And what about Maman?” Adrien asked, exhausted, reckless. “May I be concerned about Maman?” Something shifted on Papa’s face, all his emotions smothered in stone.
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The best day of Adrien’s life was eight months and six days ago. No contest.
It was a crisp kind of cold that day, the Paris sky blooming a bright and brilliant blue overhead. The sun pierced right through the brisk February air, a shock of spearmint and adrenaline in his veins. He couldn’t stop widening his eyes, couldn’t stop smiling. The city was so alive. Strains of love songs poured out of open cafe doors and onto tourists, their hands full of red roses and lovers’ hands. The cobblestones sang with the patters of paired footsteps all down the street. It was the city of love always, but today especially. Today Adrien was made of the stuff, just bursting with it.
And, like every other day in the running for the best of his life, Marinette was there.
“You’d better not pull anything,” she warned, tightening her grip on his hand as they passed by a tourist couple looking very… engrossed with each other in the middle of the street. “And—and if you do, you have to tell me. Right now.”
Marinette’s brow was lightly furrowed, the bridge of her nose just barely scrunched up. Her hair was pulled half-back with a pink ribbon, matching the shade of the skirt she wore beneath her velvety black peacoat. Her Mary Janes clipped anxiously down the road and Adrien’s heart danced and swelled and spun in his chest.
“Pull something? Me?” Adrien stepped aside so their arms were outstretched, and then pulled at Marinette’s fingers, sending her tumbling back into his arms. She looked up at him, trying to frown, smiling. He grinned. “I would never.”
“I’m serious.” Marinette untangled herself from his arms and interlocked her fingers again with his. Her hand was the warmest thing in the world. She looked at him sternly, wagging a finger in his face. “I need to know so I can—prepare. Especially if it’s something crazy. No funny business.”
“Marinette,” he moaned, draping a wounded hand over his heart. One corner of his mouth quirked into a smile, eyes darting to meet her gaze. “You think I’m funny?”
She groaned. “I think you‘re—I think you’re ridiculous, and sappy, and romantic, and I think it’s Valentine’s Day in Paris”—this part she shouted, which drew a few stares—“and I think you’re about to take me on an insanely adorable date, and I think Alya took me to get my nails done last week—!”
“You’re so thoughtful,” Adrien remarked, swinging their hands back and forth. “And observant. What a beautiful mind you have, my lady.”
“You have to tell me,” Marinette insisted. She stopped them on the street and frowned at him, pink flushing the apples of her cheeks. “Is it—are you—?”
“Hm?” Adrien murmured, brushing a lock of hair behind her ear. Marinette’s cheeks went ablaze.
“I—you—you know what I mean!” she spluttered. “Are you gonna…you know!”
He tilted his head to the side. “Am I…?”
read on ao3
#ml#miraculous#miraculous ladybug#my art#thirteen#adrien agreste#emilie agreste#she's there. just look#don't be worried about the blood emoji it's actually a very funny story#and doesn't involve death at all I promise#shout out to the procreate perspective tools for this one. owe them my life#happy february it's march. are any of us surprised#maybe march will be in march this year but I cannot make any promises#the first 2k of this is just the cutest adrinette fluff i've ever written and I love that for me#(me making my own content) I stay winning#anyway. adrien is having a hard time etc. read more
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today I ended 28 years of abuse.
I packed my stuff and walked in and out of my childhood home for the last time.
And im pressing charges.
wanted to add the pictures of the sunset I took today ☀️
#I’m so scared for this next chapter of my life and I’ve never been more ready#I’m proud of myself#I will never have to deal with this again#thank you to god or universe is who have put good people in my corner to help me with the next steps and my new life#tickle community#ticklee#tickletorture#tickle thoughts#tickle tickle#tickle#tickle content#ticklish#tword community#non tickles#also I’ve lived with partners before I have not lived there most of my adult life but my parents abuse continued and they allowed#and encouraged my serious partners to abuse me as well#I would try to leave and be forced to go back into abusive situations#this is the first time I’m actually free#I paid my first months rent today and I get my keys on Friday#this is so unreal
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op you are the only person on this entire website feeding me Miryumi. Bless, and keeep making more jbsjhbcsbcjkdzb its so fucking gpood and ima soa hungry
My one job is keeping the miryumi community well fed and by god am i committed
#hi guyssss guess who started uni#signing up for a degree knowing its hard and actually learning the hard material are two different concepts ive found#me signing up for a physics heavy course: why do i have so much physics homework🤯#so i have had very little time to draw i fear#and it seems like im gonna have less time generally so my already sparse posting schedule is gonna become more erratic#brace yourselves#anyways i finished up this old wip i had sitting around and guys i missed them so much#i cant say it enough#miryumi my beloveds#if all i do in life is convince one person that miryumi is a good ship then i will die happy#its criminal how little ive managed to draw them recently#also for future reference i have tgchk RATTLING around my skull there will be them content soon i swear#thats my psa done#feast my children#or well nibble this is one drawing lol#miryumi#rumi usagiyama#fuyumi todoroki#fuyurumi#(people keep tagging it that idk im a sheep)#(it is kinda cute)#mha#bnha#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#wlw#chiquilines draws
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tw flashing images, implied death
please for the love of god reblog this, it took me 3 days
#this is what happens when i let my impulsive thoughts win. i listen to this song like 4 times and this is what happens#i kind of panicked at the end bc i wasnt sure what to put there but i think it turned out alright#i played with some basic effects on premiere this time. mostly scale and position because i didnt want it more complicated already#btw i am completely aware of how macaque might not have actually been killed by wukong this time around. although i dont really fear#being wrong cause im here for that angst baby! and on that note we could be completely wrong abt wukong and macaques early relationship lol#its cute to imagine they were like really close friends though. again i dont fear being wrong if this ages away from canon thats fine#if we get more content for them id like to make another one of these lol. id like to do one for mk with its alright by mother mother.#CUASE THAT BOY NEEDS THERAPY. maybe 'life' would also work for him based on his s4 arc.. hmmm....#myart#animatic#lego monkie kid#lmk#monkiekid#lmk macaque#lmk six eared macaque#lmk sun wukong#lmk monkey king#sun wukong#six eared macaque#shadowpeach#monkie kid#lego monkie kid spoilers#lmk spoilers#lmk season 4 spoilers#lego monkie kid s4 spoilers#lmk swk#tw flashing#flashing#eyestrain#implied death
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JULIE AND THE PHANTOMS (2020) // JULIE E OS FANTASMAS (2011) 1.01 - Wake Up // 1.01 - Enfrentando Fantasmas -> Julie meets the Band.
#julie and the phantoms#julie e os fantasmas#jatp#mine#mine:gif#storytime: when i was in middle school i found myself to be obsessed with julie e os fantasmas (jeof)#and by watching it i have learned some words in portoguese which - later in my life - i have always wanted to learn better#besides that - in middle school i used to wear julie's iconic side ponytail !! i was THE biggest jeof fan like EVER#i used to watch it with my little sister and i would pretend i had some ghosts friends as well - popping out of my stereo (lol)#so... flash forward to 2020. i can't recall HOW i found out about jatp... it's just that i have heard of it and i was like hold on...#does this have to do anything with jeof? so i was super intrigued and watched the pilot and YES!! a brand new up-to-date remake#of my favorite tv show as a kid LIKE WOW. and idk i thought it was somehow underground as the og one ... saw NO ONE talking about it online#until up recently when i got back on tumblr (actually 2 years ago) and i saw there was this LIVELY community of people appreaciating this#show AS MUCH as i was appreciating the og as a youngster.#goes without saying that it was so surprising to me and it healed parts of me that i didn't think needed to be healed. wow. just wow.#i have never posted content for these two bad boys#mostly bcs i was salty that jatp was canceled (ugh) until now!! i hope you enjoyyyyy#ALSO i remember as a kid i was watching jeof on tv right? but i had missed some episodes so i remember LMAO going online and there was this#website (like a random person's own website) that was hosting all of the episodes. my very first experience with streaming series online
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It was one of the rare nights that Nightmare decided to actually retire to his room for the night. He didn't need sleep, with enough flow of negativity he could easily survive without it, but sometimes it was nice to just lay down and rest.
He had a dream. They were rare too, if only because he slept so infrequently, but this particular one was common for him when he did. It was about killing Dream. The ongoing war between them was constant on his mind, so it made sense it would invade his unwaking hours as well. In it, he finally managed to crush the life from his twin, in the process gaining unwavering control over the entire multiverse as he watched the other's eyelights dim.
He sat up in his bed.
He was panting. His tendrils, slowly reforming from behind him, were trembling as they hung uncertainly in the air. He realised slowly as he returned to reality that he was gripping the sheets tightly with both hands.
Panic was an emotion Nightmare had rarely been on the other side of for centuries. It took him a few long moments to even identify it from within his own soul, rotten and imprisoned under the corruption. It took him even longer to identify the part of him that he had long assumed dead, which was crying out for nothing more than to cling to his brother for comfort.
For the first time in hundreds of years, Nightmare wasn't sure what he wanted anymore.
#UTDR#UTMV#Nightmare Sans#Had this in my head the other night when I was trying to fall asleep and only just remembered to type it out#This is set before any kind of truce is even thought about#Just the first inklings of Nightmare's passive wants finally shining through#I like to think any kind of truce or dadmare or friendly content of any sort with this guy#comes with a slow but steady arc of passive Nightmare wrestling back control from the corruption#He doesn't ungoop but he slowly returns to feeling love and wanting people around again - especially Dream#And it's probably terrifying at the start for him#Imagine having one goal and gunning for it for literally hundreds of years#and then one day waking up and thinking ''do I actually want this...?''#Like what do you even do when that's all you've known how to do for most of your life#The good news is so help me god he will be happy in the end if it's the last thing I do#But boy it's a rocky start to get there
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